#waht is my brain

[psychidelias]

There's something so beautiful about Red Dwarf just as a concept and as a series.

Comedy aside, it has one of the most meaningful messages I think I've ever seen. The whole idea of being hopelessly lost and alone in the infinity of space but still having hope and love is just unbelievable. Dave Lister is just the ultimate guy ever.

He's a loser, a nobody, a complete write-off in terms of his career, a depressed, lonely man who is the last of his species, the only one left, three million years away from home.

Yet he still has hope. He still appreciates beauty in the rockiest places. He still believes in justice and life above all else, so much so that his worst fear is losing his morality. He still goes on.

He's so far away from home that there's no realistic hope of getting back, but he doesn't care. He makes a home out of everything and everyone around him, eternally living in the only way -the best way- he can.

He's created his own Promised Land.

#hes just so human. #red dwarf #also want to mention the cat's quote in the promised land when the cat people ask him if he wahts to go home #and he says red dwarf is his home #dave lister #if i think too hard about him for more that a few minutes my brain cant cope #and i start talking like the doctor about “humanity” and such #red dwarf the promised land #back to earth #also i made myself cry a bit writing this tbh #the promised land

[sparklyeyedhimbo]

this is peak comedy

#big dragon the series #no braincells the series it's waht i'm going to call thise #oh my lord #i love them all #everyone is doing a no brain run #big dragon

[whump-queen]

fav piece of comoft you wrote?

🍉🫎

Hmm.. I’m not sure if I’ve ever written actual comfort before. The closest I tend to get to comfort is still awful horrible toxic But here, maybe you'll find this comforting too <3

"Sir…?"

“Yes, pretty?”

“Am i, am I gonna be yours forever?”

“Of course, my darling boy.”

Rowe smiled, and gently lifted their hands and held the sides of Aris’ face. His eyes were so wide, sparkling and worshipful.

“So pretty. And all mine, forever and ever and ever.”

Rowe pressed his lips to Aris’ forehead, gentle fingers rubbing soft, steady pressure into Aris’ temples— juust enough to make him close his eyes… aaand there we go.

“Gorgeous boy. All mine.”

#drabble #idk #akia.txt #pet whump #whump drabble #whump dialogue #post hard just post it #whump writing #akias asks #answered asks #this is waht my brain considers comfort #ok I literally wrote this just for the ask I don’t have a fav piece yet

[spintops]

helloo 👋 :-) trigun doodles

#my art #vash the stampede #love and PEACE! #all the weapons in trigun are soo fun.. saxophone gun man you beautiful fellow #id like to try n learn how to draw vash's gun in bandlands rumble too ! (and improve my understanding of the tv anime one) #ive started to get the first half of it but i still need to get a better look at the other end.. waht a fun machine ^_^ #drawing guns is hard on my brain but i want to learn! #trimax #trigun #vash trigun

[hamartia-grander]

I'm a great speller I know all the letters that go into that word. Not in the right order tho

#literally spelling straight like strighat or letter like ellter girl waht #see I just did it again #yeah I spell the same way my brain processes audio. dysfunctionally and completely unintelligibly #I just had to use spellcheck thrice on that last tag

[sen-sational]

If Sun and Moon Merge they make a 3th person, yk Ruin DLC Eclipse, but then when they split, wouldn´t it mean Ruin DLC Eclipse is a recanalization from tsams Eclipse? So Out of everyone Eclipse have a dad and he is his DAD?

...

What.

#not being mean btw #i don't think my brain is processing waht i read #sen's answers

[slugs-at-midnight]

fallen aces save me… fallen aces… save me fallen aces

#literally dying to play that game man i just KNOW it’s gonna take over my brain once it’s drops #i need to know waht the hell is up with mike and nightwave so bad i need to know the lore of the old timey middle aged yaoi #“the game’s not even out yet and you’re already thinking about shipping” #hey if the lead artist can draw of bunch of homoerotic comics about mike and nightwave a year before the early access launch i can indulge #slugs speaks #what would their shipname even be btw MikeWave…MichaelWave…NightMike

[heartlessmonsterlover]

Last night I had a dream that I was married to this giant demon guy and I was having his baby and b/c of the size we had to have an emergency C-section

Except most of the dream was actually focused on the aftermath, in which I was completely fine, our son was completely fine, and my giant demon husband was desperately trying to get me some takeout b/c I mentioned being 'kinda hungry' and he felt super bad about it

#what a nice gentleman. #i guess my brain was busy last night b/c i just had the same dream...twice? #like it repeated all the events? #still equally focused on him getting me some food #and then there was a little epilogue that said i ended up having 3 more kids after that #2 demon babys but 1 was an angel baby? #idk if i cheated on the guy or if it was consensual...? #would be terrible to cheat on him he was so sweet #the angel was fascinating however. would melt my eyes if we ever made eye contact #so i don't remember waht it looked like

[canarydarity]

Sooooo, what's your super specific jimmy au based on a historical figure about? 👀

oh you mean the one I am desperately trying to get my brain not to think about because I already HAVE a super niche jimmy au based on a historical figure? I'm so glad you asked <3

Grace Darling was the 22 year old daughter of a lighthouse keeper on the Farne Islands in the UK.

Early in the morning on September 7th 1838, she saw what she believed to be a shipwreck snagged on the rocks of one of the nearby islands. She convinced her father—who thought the idea much too dangerous—to accompany her to the wreck where they managed to save the lives of nine people.

This kind of thing made her INSTANTLY FAMOUS. like she was renowned worldwide for her bravery and empathy for others and for having done this etc. Artists traveled from ALL over to be able to draw portraits of her (people would pay so much money to have one to stick in their wallet. she was THAT famous), she was CONSTANTLY being interviewed by news outlets, Queen Victoria sent her £50!! they wrote each other letters!!!! She received a medal etc.

but grace hated the attention, and she was always saying she'd only done what any person would've and that was all!! she did not deserve nor want a pedestal!!! she asked kindly for it to stop!!! and it :')) did not :')).......

she could not leave her house without being swarmed by people and she was constantly being made to sit for portraits or strangers would beg her for a lock of her hair and it was a LOT! but she felt OBLIGATED to entertain it because it was SUPPOSEDLY well-intentioned!!! she was pressured to go on a tour around the country to speak about that day and her experience and she was SO worn down by the years of attention at this point that on this tour she....contracted tuberculosis and....died. at 26. and this just of course. pushed her even further into the spotlight and now in her death she is this. martyr. further memorialized in the media against her wishes as this hero. and I just. am so so sad for her. and wish she got some peace. she saved the lives of 9 people and she was in a way harassed for it until she,,,,,,,,,,,,

AND I JUST THINK THAT I CAN CANARY CURSE THAT. IN A WAY. MAYBE. I DONT KNOWWW I DONT KNOW. I CAN JIMMY THIS..........

tell me that the idea of Jimmy as a victorian era lighthouse keeper doesnt fucking SLAP. LIKE, im already picturing his wardrobe. UGH! hes so tortured. to me.

its not really an au yet....but it...but my brain is....its trying to make it so....something where i can talk about grace darling and how horribly upset I am about the way she was treated while also fitting jimmy into a victorian lighthouse setting.........................

Dont ask why my first instinct whenever I become obsessed and empathize with a new niche historical figure is to go "can I jimmy them?"

also pay no attention to the way both niche historical figures Ive done this to's stories have revolved around being the center of media storms outside of their control.

if you couldn't tell working at a museum is bad. for me personally. /silly

#baseball au isnt even OVER YET. #i need tyo STAY FOCUSED!!!!!!!! #but grace oh grace :')) every day I am sad about grace #and every week I go to work and I read our plaque about her and i..... #and tn. for some reason my brain just. it said hey waht if you. it said. hey maybe if you get this out somewhere itll feel be...... #lighthouse keeper canary curse unasked for hero jimmy.................... #worm asks #anyway. everyone tell me to calm down rn /j'

[minty-bubblegum]

B I M B O I JUWT WANNA BE A STUPIF HOE

#Tbis song make hard tbink #Well hard to thingk anyways #Even withouyt the music #Waskls a mosums boread so I isja uh #Me when I the uh me #I CANY STOP FUCKING TALKING LIR THAT #GRRR #WAHHHHH #my two emotions #GRRR and WAHHHHHHH #So inspiring wow #Breadn dead #Di #Did I jus t #Brain #Brain dead #No bread #Waht

[transfemzedaph]

for the spotify songs #17 and if you feel comfy/can write for him pauseunpause. but if not, etho would be great <3

ough i wish i could write for pause </3 team canada beloved

Whoever's uniform you wear, No loyalties to hold or share, No burning hate, no bitter fear, No heart to break, so shed no tear

---

Etho wasn't sure how to deal with being bonded to someone else, let alone that person being Joel. He had to trust Joel completely, he had to stay by his side. Sure he could do what Cleo had done, maybe join her, he'd be safe from Joel; he was a formidable foe when he wanted to be. That wouldn't feel right though, Etho wanted to give this a chance, to trust wholeheartedly.

#original post tag #ask tag #apollo u chose. a difficult song tbh jdbdjdndj #still easier than the olivia rodrigo songs that got choswn bddndbd #i hope this is good i dont have ethos vibes down completely in my brain #alos. pretty sure the semi colon use is correct. if not dont come at me my english teachers were mostly garbage #and i had like 6. within like 5yrs #this kinda. is the opposite of what the lyrics i chose as the like prompt but also whatever. my writing. i do waht i want #and /he/ does trust him #he doesnt believe impdubs when they say all that stuff #they even joke about it later!!! #if this is incorrect im.sorry ive only watched joels dl pov and like some of uuuh impulses? or bdubs? i dknt remember jdbdjdhjd #writing tag

[lonely-dog-song]

feeling exrtemely tired so i made blackout poetry of Jekyll and Hyde lyrics

#lonely dog speaks #i am so weary of this fight 🤹‍♂️ waht the heck they have an adam powers emoji #wait i was gonna type i'm so weary of this fight (mental illness in my brain) #I KNOW YOU'LL FIND A WAY #i should include that line but i ran oit of space to screenshot

[loverboybrightsideghost]

live like there is no tomorrow. however, if today goes really fucking poorly, remember that there is still always tomorrow

#in most cases #bluebird.txt #violaposting #<- feeling guilty about having. enjoyed my break. #it's FINE #i can fuck up in rehearsal tomorrow. i hate knowing i will fuck up and not being able to do anything about it #bc i CAN do something. i can lose sleep and i can practice till i can't move and i can cry and stress until my brain explodes #but all that just makes the problem worse #so ill just do my best in my rehearsal w waht i got rn. and then i have a free hour afterwards to practice. and i have more time later on #did i make the most of today. perhaps not. but tomorrow hasn't happened yet so no one knows. #i can plan stuff out #i can get better #and no one is going to kill me for this #i will be fine. eventually at some point.

[fowleyes]

𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 :      21 ^_^                    ( image )

                                                               --  @inlife    

𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 the gravity of their existence & vision lacks reception to anything . his eyes display nothing , yet he feels his world spinning , the ceilings collapsing , & the walls closing in on him . his breathing increases & there's a backdrop of continued metronome beeping faster & faster with every moment that tears into his psyche . 

reality creeps in like a lingering demon from his past & dammit it all , it looks like he's alive . he can't move a muscle , & he dares not even try . he has no idea how long it's been since he'd released the reanimation jutsu , nor why it is that he still draws breath . he is bitter & resentful in this moment  .  .  .  he was supposed to have met the ruin that would subdue his endless suffering . it's all for naught . it's all for naught . could he not , even in his moments' most suffering , be the martyr damned by sin's consequence ?

it's not long after he wakes that a person meets his side , the needle in his hand causing mild discomfort & the smell of sanitization overwhelms his senses . the setting of the hospital clicks in his mind . he's putting pieces together , dissecting his present with each moment's passing & he feels a cold hand touch his wrist . the sensation sends goosebumps up his arms . he flinches , once , twice , & as she speaks , begins to recognize the medical - nin as one who stood at naruto's side , always fighting for sasuke , never wavering . he's shocked for awhile ; everything is still processing .

silence permeates the tension in the air that has since blossomed into extreme discomfort & upon further analysis of the room in which he lays , he hears his younger brother speak from the corner . in the fluctuations of their voices , he hears both hope & concern .

much has passed since he's awoken , but he's certain his strength will never return to what it once was . him & sasuke have been working to recover some semblance of a relationship since the trauma of their individual burdens , shared & also , completely their own . he sits in his apartment ( devoid of much , save for the kitchen , where he spends a bulk of his time now , developing his favorite hobby ) & his brother finds himself , along with sakura , seated politely at his dining room table . 

itachi makes his way over to join them , limping , as slippers slide against wood flooring . it's the new year , so after doing his best to clean everything in his living space , he thought he'd invite them over to share some toshikoshi soba . he's glad they came , yet cannot help but feel a pang of guilt & an emptiness within his chest at the thought of a genuine family dinner .

after finding a seat among the two , the hours grow shorter with each one's passing . they've begun opening up to each other , offering sibling - like jabs , & polite sorts of teasing . itachi is still awkward with sakura , but he does his best to make her feel included . ( he never once blamed her for saving his life , despite the resentment he feels for living ) .

laughing is hard for him , often resulting in a dry cough & a subtle , yet bearable , pain in his chest . he makes sure not to do it often , so , at times , it comes across as though he's unreceptive to playful banter , or menial jokes . 

& speaking of jokes , it takes several hours before itachi saunters to his living room , noticing , as he attempts to grab a bottle of sake , an unfamiliar jar that sits upon his lamp table , with what feels like a hand written label attached . he stretches his fingers across the inked paper , feeling for the characters without making a sound .

" いきりいんきゃ* "  it reads .

ah . so this is what's become of him . he supposes its well deserved .

though , you'd think after the slaughter of everyone you've ever loved ( with one exception ) you'd deserve far less than a holiday dinner & a douchebag jar .

he silently places ten - thousand yen within it , & offers the two a knowing smile before sliding it toward them .

he doesn't bother to guess whose idea it was .

#inlife #life asunder / wielded apathy / fate impaled * ic #long post / #[ waht the fuck just happened #ANYWAYS I HAD NO IDEA HOW TO INCORPORATE #A DOUCHEBAG JAR INTO NARUTO ?!?!?!? #OR HOW ITACHI AND SAKURA WOULD FIT INTO THAT SCENARIO #THIS IS SO FAR FETCHED BRO I RLLY HAD TO USE MY BRAIN FOR THIS ONE LMFAOO ] #[ i shoulda just modern versed this but instead i went for blank period and im suffering for it ]

[equalseleventhirds]

logically i know that i have been relatively lucky w/ how covid hit me, but emotionally i am big mad abt the long covid symptoms, especially when they get worse at night. nighttimes is my time for me, not my time for being short of breath and achy and brain bad & slow.

#covid discussion #sorry i am just whining pls ignore the me #but ughhhhhh #i have never been very high energy but this is WORSE #i can get through the days sorta ok i just have to rest a bit and take things slowly #but nights is FRUSTRATING bcos waht am i doing??? nothing!!! #reading something maybe. talking to ppl on the computers. #but even being in conversation is like. my brain is reacting slower and i can FEEL it #and i know it's the fatigue and i hope it'll be better but my brain used to be. faster. u kno. #..........it'll get better i keep telling myself htat i'm just. mad. frsutrate.

[c-kiddo]

It's probably a little. uh. Intense. But have you read house of leaves?

i haven't :-o it'd be interesting to read sometime. i have a long tbr and unfinished books to get through first though.. .

#asks #i remember a few years ago hearing good things abt it #wonder how my audhd brain would deal with it .. like idk if i'd take in any information or waht ksfsjk #i do not know :o #i struggle w big blocks of text . .hard to focus on .