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werebutch · 2 months

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WSBH chara q’s: (you don’t have to answer all the numbers, just whatever you want to 𖢘)

16/35/51 for Scotch

1/6/55 for Atlas

I LOVE YOU

16. What kinds of people do they have arguments with in their head?

okay i truly think scotch argues with seraph in his head all the time. ALL the time. scotch largely ignores them, and vice versa, because he dislikes them and they know it. seraph is very conflict avoidant lol, and as long as hes not a "threat" they dont care to talk to him about their problems. he probably argues with atlas and jacob (his older brother) too, atlas about more stupid small stuff, and jacob about childhood and life stuff :p

im trying to think of more general groups he would argue with but i cant come up with anything BAHAH. hes not exactly conflict avoidant in the annoying libra way that seraph is, he more just ignores conflict for his friends’ (mostly atlas’) sake. idk if that makes sense LOL

35. What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?

hmmm.. smallest? i mean scotch strings eloise along for most of the time pre timeskip. its not a main focus but its definitely important in order to understand scotch as a whole. she and scotch go out for a while, and mid way through that he realizes hes GAY gay. lol. and obviously lying to her about that is pretty questionable after a while. especially since he and atlas have been 👉👌 like the whole time. but she kind of knows. well

something a little bigger would be him encouraging or otherwise turning a blind eye to all the weird stuff atlas is up to. he doesn't know what it's like to be a werewolf, he can't say anything, right? lol.... murder is okay if its a talking dog doing it. scotch enabler supreme. actually when seraph is introduced, he and atlas have a 'joke' (kind of starts being real) about luring seraph somewhere to kill them. obviously doesnt happen and gets abandoned. but i think its important to know about their dynamic LOL

51. What’s a phrase they say a lot?

this guy is kind of goofy. i cant think of phrases rn but he has a specific way of speaking.. you could watch pretty much any old pop punk band interview and kind of get the idea. HAHAH

1. What’s the lie your character says most often?

atlas is a big fan of saying 'its fine' for all situations ever. family in mortal danger? its fine. completely splitting? its fine. arthritis excruciating? its fine. hes one of those people that dont like to deal with the fawning of others unless hes feeling real special. Ends up putting people in more danger a lot of the time. i think eloise is the only fan of communication in this friend group to be honest. i should have made her the main character

he tends to make promises he cant keep as well, but thats more general..

6. What’s their favorite [insert anything] that they’ve never recommended to anyone before?

i have NO idea. i feel like atlas would be a music snob, so maybe his favorite 'super underground' bands. otherwise he'd probably never recommend raw human meat to another human (no matter how much scotch asks -__-).. (he would chicken out anyway)

55. What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?

um. so atlas hates working out. he especially hates running, you know, the thing that wolves are known for doing a lot of? unfortunately the lycanthropy came with a side effect of pretty bad arthritis, so that doesnt exactly encourage him. he DOES exercise, a lot since hes pretty much required for his ermm "side job", but he hates it 😸 besides the arthritis it’s mostly because I think it’s silly that he hates it. yay

#ummm a lot of what i talk about with my ocs are the character relationships but thats why i write. i like gossip. its fun. LMFAO #im actually having trouble deciding whether i want atlas to be a killer or not. like regularly killing i mean. hes definitely killed SOMEON #im really inspired by ginger snaps and scream. i dont even like scream that much but it reminds me of how they are. lol #scotch and atlas are pretty different but theres two things i see as themes. they both hate communication (and that causes conflict; so mor #avoiding). and the fact that scotch lives vicariously through atlas. atlas is doing #what scotch thinks is interesting. for pretty much the entire time; scotch likes to beg atlas to turn him. i think scotch sees the lack of #control he has over his life and sees lycanthropy as power. arguably thats why scotch is so attracted to atlas. lol #idk. thats not canon. im just thinking out loud here.#and yk it is power but not freedom. atlas would much rather just be a regular wolf. hunting and shit. but hes got these damn people here lo #but he sees what his life is like being a lycanthrope and hes kinda like. no. im not bringing that onto you. you dont know what youre askin #YOU KNOW? its goofy. i know. but its fun. LOL #if you (a general audience you but it can be you too grins) want to talk about scotch's confusion about his attraction to eloise we'd be #here all day. i think scotch is an egg. i dont know. i truly think theres some vicarious living (again) through her femininity.#and el is trans so he doesnt see her femininity as unattainable to him. you know? i hope that makes sense lol and im kind of projecting on #to him wif dat. to be honest. but obviously in the other direction. BWAHAH #asks #eucyon #thank u for da ask jesse this is so fun ^__^ and exciting that someone remembers their names HAH #after all this talking in the tags what I meant to say is that scotch and atlas both have sick intentions. it’s just that scotch doesn’t #act on them. and atlas does. so. living vicariously. ok

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petrichoraline · 7 months

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okay so watching the finale raw was definitely an experience and here is why:

i had to focus extra hard on what they were saying

my eyes kept drifting down to nonexistent subtitles

took a bit to get used to a new atmosphere (bilingual people know there's a difference from the moon and back between subtitles and actual words even with the most proper translation, it's a completely different experience altogether)

while this whole thing was going on i was trying to figure out if the plot was heading anywhere i'd like it to (it ultimately disappointed me a bit but that's cause i am denying the characters their autonomy, the resolution was in fact very them from what i could tell and they def need a second season, this is nowhere near done)

i kept listening for the part where mizuki finds out "the glasses guy" as he calls him is man-san's husband, i can't tell if he ever did lmao i just know yoh was like "what, can't i hang with man-san since i've introduced you to each other?" and they discussed the friends in yoh's life so i'm guessing the hubby is off-limits anyways

started spacing out at about the cafe scene cause i didnt catch the longer parts of the first 9 minutes (except for the "i dont want you to do this and that" part but i had already seen preview subs for it)

we are all cheering for mizuki finally getting to eat his shitty curry! i chanted at the end bahah

basically got all the important parts and yet not the MOST important parts like yes they both confessed but?? i want clarity lmao

got most of the "i want you to greet me when i come back" convo from the get go though <3 which is why mizuki jumping yoh like a wild beast wasnt a surprise to me hahah, i still was shocked he went for the neck though. it feels like he is very deliberate with his kisses on the lips? and id think neck kisses are more indicative of lust than love (though i might be wrong, what do i know) so it didnt make sense to me he'd go for the neck after smth so sweet he's been waiting to hear for months? years? but maybe it just made him horny, he's like that

overall knowing ill watch it again to clarify and have translations proven wrong will be a bit messy, i prefer not going through this for a finale but i decided i might as well..super curious to see what i missed though!!

#taikan yoho #my personal weatherman

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short-and-ugly · 2 years

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in depth analysis on all of your mutuals and who is your favorite /hj

gsugu

smelly-ugly-roach

most recent mutual..... funny lil guy... REALLY INTERACTIVE YES!!! love that. also loves to torture me

you seem uncomfortable interacting with 18+ people? i think? so. just so you know. im an adult 👍

rissynicole + totallyradicalmucky + rnarchhare

drew skoodge.... yes good..... did not expect a follow back

violintrees + exciien + licketysplitz

idk what to say...... silent iz mutuals

turretoracle

biggest fan, gives me things to procrastinate on (looks @ shimejis). enthusiastic about my worldbuilding and in turn i am enthusiastic about yours......

cinnamonghost

we have interacted Once (literally just today) and it was pleasant, would do again

milkoftheflesh + sixfeetumber + cricketnoises + seabunnythatlikeshorror + yourfavouritewindimage +sad-boy-hank + dan-crimes +skythealmighty + theloisthatlikes + corrupted-miii + disaster-reasonable-48 + characcoon

HOW ARE YOU STILL HERE

zimsrightantenna

most of you came during one of my other phases and have Not Left....... 🥺 youre all too amazing

COOL PERSON i think you are friend-shaped. in my head

verm1c1de

drew skoog when you didnt have to... ALSO read my stuff without me actively pushing it in your face which?!?!??? ..... thank you :)

nice to talk to even if youre a furry (joke-ish)

rivozara

HOW are you following me. i cannot remember when this occurred. AND you have cool art???????? 🤠 yhell yheah buddy

transfloppa + forgot-how-to-breath

have never spoken a word. reblogs my stuff and leaves......... true lone wolves. youve seen loner anime protagonists? these guys make them look like amateurs.

crabussy

COOL ART i have never seen you draw a background though 🤨🤨🤨💥 lol im kidding you dont have to draw backgrounds..... i get it...... did you abandon your fnaf fic? i havent checked. i think i abandoned mine. want to get back to it but. eh

wacky-theater-kids

all the way back from the roy phase...... still talks to me even if we're not really into the same things anymore. friend

voidpurrmina

all the way from the dark ages. since BEFORE tumblr. since i was called soul. jeez.

you disappear for weeks and then like one of my posts and disappear again.

ohgodoh-fuck

LITERALLY SECOND IN MY FOLLOWINGS LIST ONLY TO MY OTHER ACCOUNT. do you still know who i am. bahah im pretty sure you do. i think youre a friend. hope you are

#gerrnswers #tell me if i forgot you and ill send you a handwritten letter

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yuutasprincess · 3 years

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:Me responding to all the lovely anon messages in one post so I don’t clog everyone’s dash (๑＞◡╹๑)

I adore other blogs that can get behind multiple characters mannerisms!! But it’s just not for me since this blog is purely self indulgent, y’know? And I can’t wait until the movie comes out, there’s tons more Yuuta content then there was before but it’s still so on and off, counting down the days until we see him animated because there’s no way he’ll be underrated then

PERFECT?? THANK YOU AMOR MUAH!! I’m very happy with how far this little badly timed blog has come and I’m so glad to see you think so highly of it <33

I don’t think I’ll be stopping any time soon or any time after that, you all have the most creative and wonderful ideas that you send in! It’s boggling how you guys come up with this stuff, it’s impossible to not indulge in Yuuta thirsts when everyones adding gas to the fire (ˆˇˆ)-c<˘ˑ˘) ((is that how the saying goes??))

BAHAH THE URL IS SUCH AN INDICATOR THOUGH?? And you’re so right!! everyone has favorites they’ll prefer to write more of and I love that! Especially with jjk since theres so much love for all the characters that it’s basically divided up equally y’know? Like I’m one of lots of blogs dedicated to a specific character and I just thinks that’s so cool, the favoritism is very evident

Aaa a Yuuta shaped hole 😭 I hope I’m doing well with filling my fair share! But this again!! Writers who specialize in one character are soso amazing like off the top of my head I know there’s specific blogs for characters like Gojo, Toji, Yuji n etc. that always brings new and interesting ideas into the fandom! And when you focus on one person solely then it’s just such an open door of possibilities that can be added into their characterizations. This fandom is just so incredibly creative that it’s hard not to fall in love with every writer

Honestlyyy! That’s truly the main reason I haven’t been as active on the other blog^ It’s so fun bouncing ideas over here that when I pull up drafts from there it’s like a job, and I hate feeling that way because I love writing and I love posting on here! Personally I don’t think I’d ever tamper with this blog because it just wouldn’t be as fun for me and just as you said- it sucks to feel obligated to write something because someone else wants it

Thank you so much amor it really does mean the world to me to hear that you love what I’m putting out <3

Tell me what it is that you do successfully.. QUICKLY!!! Anony you just voiced my inner thoughts perfectly oh my gosh, the subsided anger I had to tuck away while I was trying to come up with a response. you’re spot on though, people who switch on anonymous and send hate really should start up a blog if they think they can do it so well; I wish those with nothing good to say every ounce of writers block

MUAH!! Bahaha now I’m messing with my keyboard wondering if I’ve been spelling that wrong too 😭 but the encouragement is greatly appreciated, m feeling motivated as ever and I cant wait to start posting actual fics <3

YOURE SO VERY RIGHT!! I created this blog one letter at a time and I don’t plan on letting someone else try to change it anytime soon! (unless they have a really good idea and are polite about it) and oh my gosh, I should be thanking you for reading my posts and leaving such a sweet message! Thank you!

#my hearts palpitating #BAHAH YOURE ALL SO SWEET #WHATS A SYNONYM FOR SWEET #A BETTER WORD #I was so iffy about tumblr lately but I’m definitely sure of it now #thank you for all the much needed support it does mean a lot #I’ll be expressing all my gratitude in...#JUNE #YES #big thank you event that- finger crossed #I get to in time #all yuuta of course with other mentions #not to get mushy but thank youuu <33 sending everyone lots of love for upcoming weeks

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mindninjax · 3 years

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Marquie, when you were high school did you sit at the popular girl table? I feel like you were one of the chill pretty popular girls in high school.

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I was NOT popular in high school lol. I mean I wasn’t disliked, I just wasn’t well-known. I went to a HUGE public high school in Chicago so like it wasn’t a typical “everyone knows my name” thing. I was kind of a floater. I sat at whoever’s table I wanted to interact with that day.

Like I had really good friends in a lot of different friend groups that I vibed with so like I wasn’t in any “cliques” or whatever. I had the like 4 or 5 girls I hung out with on the regular and then I hung out a lot with the guys on my foot ball and baseball team but like a lot of people didn’t know who I was.

I did get along with everyone but I was kinda just like a background character in a story bahah. I honestly was just trying to get the fuck out of high school. Lol but I appreciate the thought Nonnie.

#i just vibed #ya feel me #I was exceptionally meaner in high school than I am now though #Like was very nonchalant #very 'idgaf about you'#also a slight 'i'm smarter than you'#vibes in high school #so think of a less angry Kacchan #oops #bahhah #nonnie #marquie answers #Anonymous

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thathyperactivehellion · 3 years

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(( I often think about how the AU/’Nate might be kind of antithetical to how WOY as a whole is all about the fact that being a hero means helping people rather than stopping and beating up bad guys, or who you perceive as bad guys—even tho it is canon!Wander’s place that she’s taking at the end of the day—and even though the root of her motivations IS that she wants to be there for people who are in a bad place, she really, truly does, I still go like, ‘ah, shit, am I doing, like, everything wrong with this AU?’ (WHICH!!! since it’s an AU, yes, that is allowed, that can literally be the whole POINT, AUs are to do whatever with, I know, but I wouldn’t be invested in this one in the ways that I am if that were my exact aim, I guess I should say, bahah), but... even tho I still have a lot to flesh out/concretize about the overarching plot, the nastiest conflict of the story, which is something I took from my own life experiences, LITERALLY centers on hurting people because you say they deserve it, because you justify it to yourself, and how that’s the worst version of yourself that you can be, someone who consciously chooses to cause harm just to cause harm. Villain!Wander does a lot of awful, completely inexcusable things, and he singles out & looks at AU!Dom as deserving of all the grief that his antagonism puts her through; he repeats it in his mind that she’s not a good person, and it enables so much of his villainy because he doesn’t wanna be the worst, so how could he be when it’s the person he’s hurting who is? Hah, no, he’s undeniably horrible because of that, because he’s choosing to BE terrible. And the conflict of this doesn’t end there because then there’s the personal battle with not continuing that cycle.

So...

AU!Dominator’s different from canon!Wander in that, before her story as we follow it starts, she hasn’t already gone through nearly all of the major character development she needs to go through. Of course, both her and canon!Wander are flawed, but she is in that she has a lot of growing to do alongside everyone else, meanwhile Wander as a protagonist doesn’t, not in any major ways. One of those flaws is that she has... a lot of wrong ideas about what it means to be a good person, but only when it comes to herself; she’s overly critical, sets the bar too high, and lets it convince her that she really isn’t one, and then masks and suppresses those feelings as much as she possibly can. So of course, that’s something that needs addressing. What does it mean to be a good person, then?

What kind are you gonna be once your eyes are open to the truth..? ))

#(( newsflash asshole... you're wonderful... you've been a good person this entire goddamn time 😭 i love you ))#(( PER BLOG RULES PLEASE LIKE IF YOU READ ))#ooc #(( anyway i'm so sorry if none of this makes a ton of sense hrgyhjsdgds ))#(( i just started pacing around thinking abt things after reading craig's interview & i wanted to write all this down!! ))#(( also I only got to write like... a third of this right away and then my mom came home and we had to go return something at the store ))#(( so aAAHhh ))#(( OH ANYWAY I think I have the name for my S1 tag now... ))

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theexecutionerssong · 5 years

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Alright so, recap from the screening!

First, David, Carol and Niels spoke a bit and thanked the whole crew and us for being here and being so supportive, reminding us to keep being that supportive during s4 so we get more seasons. Then the cast got there from the back of the room and everyone got distracted so they called them down, they waved, Maxence with his cute plushy raccoon, and sat down front row.

We watched episodes 8 and 9 back to back. I was sitting right behind Axel and Maxence and let me tell you, Axel’s hair is so floppily all over the place that it would fall back over the edge of his seat when he’d rest his head on the seat bahah.

Maxence seemed nervous about the scene in which Eliott has a manic episode, he sat up instead of trying to melt into his seat like he’d been doing previously. He leaned on Axel and Coline on his other side a bit, or they were talking, I don’t know. The whole cast looked to Assa and cheered/did a thumb up during Imane’s speech about the mural, we stan.

At the end of episode 9, everyone was a mess. The only time I had seen that many people cry in a theater was at the premiere of Love, Simon. We all got up to clap and when they turned the light on, everyone was crying. David went straight to Axel and Maxence, who were also crying, and made them stand up before cuddling them. The video I posted earlier was taken seconds after the lights went up again and you can see tears on their cheeks. They and the rest of the cast kept wiping tears for a good part of the Q&A.

After that there was the pannel and I think you’ve all seen the videos already so not talking about that here but hit me up if you have questions.

Then we had to go outside and that’s when the cast started talking and taking pictures with everyone. And I mean EVERYONE. It lasted about three hours, just talking and hugging and taking pics.

I was lucky enough to get to speak with David a bit about that last scene of episode 9 and guys... They only did two takes. David said that Axel gave it his all, he went above and beyond and ran so fast he was afraid he would hurt himself (”j’ai cru qu’il s’était pété les tendons”). That first “you’re not alone” he says to Eliott, where he sounds so winded, barely getting the words out? Axel was actually close to passing out. He was out of it, couldn’t catch his breath, he was shaking. They didn’t take a break between him running and then finding Eliott. He seems to be such a wrecked because he was, emotionally and physically.

When David heard Remember, he saw the scene happening right in front of his eyes, the shots of Lucas running, the flashback full of sunlights, the crescendo, everything. They shot the car almost hitting Lucas for real, David said Axel barely batted an eye and just went for it, blindly, trusting.

We also talked about how Skam France came to be and how many people described it as “a teenage show”, which made him roll his eyes because it often sounds negative in the mouth of some people. He explained that Skam was so important because it was a show that wasn’t for teenagers but made by teenagers. He talked with teenagers for months before going into the casting and writing the scripts. The first thing he always asks when the actors get on set is “how are you feeling? Have you eaten? Have you slept well? How’s your mood?” because he doesn’t want the actors to be fake. When a teenager is happy, feeling down, excited, moody, then he’s all of that and nothing will change it, and he wanted that to be felt on screen. It’s a show that gives a voice to teenagers but it doesn’t mean it’s supposed to be watched only by teenagers, quite the contrary.

The majority of the cast stayed until at least 9:30pm which is when I left to get something to eat. I’m amazed at how patient and enthusiastic Maxence and Axel in particular are, there were hundreds of people and they still took the time to talk and listen with everyone. Maxence doesn’t walk, he skips and jumps towards people, it’s adorable, and he literally makes you disappear into his hugs, he wraps his whole boddy around you. Axel is loud loud loud and kisses everyone ahah. Lula and Coline are the most adorable, bubbly persons you’ll ever meet. Paul is a sweetheart, considerate, taking his time, and so funny. I didn’t talk much to Anne Sophie, Leo and Edouard because I had seen them at the concert before. I missed Assa and Philipine though :(

When I walked past the cinema after having a meltdown at Five Guys because of Supernatural an hour later, I bumped into David again, his arms full of gifts from fans. We thanked him again, I told him I was impressed and so grateful for the time he gives us. He said that he felt like he had to listen to us, IRL or online, because that’s why he does what he does and that’s how Skam came to be, by listening to us. I told him that even though I’m 26, I can still relate to the show and that I would have needed it so bad 10 years ago. To which he replied that he’s eternally grateful for this kind of comments, and that our generation, the gen z/millenials, are the ones who are the most vocal about fighting for our right to love and that it was fucking beautiful but also shouldn’t be necessary. He hopes his kids won’t have to, and that all he wanted after tonight was hugging them. So I told him good night, go home, and hug them extra hard.

#skam france #skam france cast #gaelle parle #i'm emotionally drained #but so worth it #congrats to anyone who read this very long recap

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unscienced · 4 years

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flower crown, stars, cry baby, grunge :)

thank you! i enjoy oversharing >:)

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

oh yesterday! for a long time! i was harmonizing along to beach house tunes :)

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

the panic attack w my bf but the time before that was....a different panic attack w my bf and one of my best friends bahah. both were in my car btw

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

OH okay. so, out of order:

hozier: OHHHHH my GOD. i was with my then-girlfriend (now best friend and future wife bc we made the “if we’re single by 30″ promise and still agree to it) and it was MAGICAL. i fuckin saved up for that concert like nothing else. and it was on halloween so i basically got to see hozier for my 17th birthday which was the coolest thing ever. i screamed and cried i think 80% of the time, sang along 100% of the time...god i just felt like i was living in a dream. when he sang “from eden” he did a slow rendition of it, and the lyrics to that one hit me harder than they’d ever hit me before. i felt like i’d just been sucker punched in my soul but in the best way possible. then for like all of november i just felt like the concert had broken something in me. at the concert itself i could feel my soul being free and open and it almost felt like i was healing, but then in the coming days i just felt like it had opened something inside of me that i was never going to close again. some kind of freedom or strangeness of life kind of feeling. it was insane, the entire experience. 100% would do it over and over again. i think if mr. andrew hozier ever looked me in the eyes i wouldn’t even care where i went after death because that eye contact would give me such the heaven experience that i wouldn’t even need to go to the place.

vance joy: you know, i love some of his music but i wasn’t a hardcore fan or anything (like i am w hozier holy god). seeing him live was a nice experience but it wasn’t soul shattering but it was still very enjoyable. that concert was mostly about bonding with the people i was with (my best friend/wife, we were not yet close when we went way back when) and a former best friend (who i don’t talk to anymore because he’s selfish and transphobic and just, wow i’m glad i cut him out. anyway). it was a calm experience on the whole but I had a nice time :) i don’t think i would go see him again tho, not unless he released another riptide kinda tune.

the piano guys: okay, so before i get any shit about them being mormon - backstory time, i was raised mormon but when i was around 13 i realized a bunch of shit and no longer associate myself w it, i am now a general agnostic/atheist kinda thing. anyway, so steven sharp nelson, their cellist, is the reason i play cello. then, jon schmidt, their pianist, was one of my biggest influences as an up-and-coming pianist myself (all the women in my family play piano, i was raised by two musician parents, yeah). this concert was basically the same thing as hozier, so i’m not gonna repeat the insanity i felt^ haha. i went with my mom, we got like third row tickets AND vip passes so i got to take a picture with them and got their autograph and everything. i’m actually tearing up thinking about it. i cried 100% of that concert, i had wanted to see them since the second i started listening to them. they just...holy fucking hell. i love them.

break of reality: saw this w the future wife, this was AMAZING. four cellists, rocking out, playing just beautifully; it’s every amateur cellist’s dream to do what they do. they were soooo good, but it was just a “have good time with the gal while listening to good music” type beat, not emotionally jarring like hozier and piano guys. i would honestly love to see them again!

lynn harrell: amazing cellist!!! he was funny, old, egotistical kind of guy, typical classical cellist lol. very good, i’d definitely see him again.

then i’ve been to a bunch of the local symphony concerts, which are always so beautiful; my old band director and orchestra director are all in it so i go see them all the time. they don’t really make me feel anything spectacular, but i love them anyway.

trans-siberian orchestra: my dad used to take us annually at christmas time to see them, very talented bunch, i’m sure i enjoyed the hell out of them when i was a kid

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

ugh right now? i want a letter from my boyfriend telling me how much he loves and appreciates me, i want him to talk about dreams for us in the future and his favorite things about me, i want to be ROMANCED but his love language is more action-oriented and he has trouble with words but i would still like a letter. OR. i would like a letter from the piano guys telling me they want to play a song i wrote for them. or a letter from my future self giving me vague information about my life and things i need to be prepared for, but at the same time i kinda don’t wanna know that stuff, i’d like to take life as it comes ya know?

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helloamhere · 5 years

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WIP questions!

thank you @justalittlelouislove for the tag :) :) :) 1. What’s your fav thing about writing your current wip?

Well I have two and they are total opposites: Fic A) It’s so light-hearted! Fic B) It’s so sad! Bahah. They are both, at the core, about very sweet people. I like that. Fic A is a slightly zanier style because it’s in the realm of comic book fantasy, so I feel that I can get away with some sharp silly scene breaks and rapid, melodramatic plot development. There are BAD GUYS and GOOD GUYS, you know? Fic B is simply finishing up the wolf fic. My favorite thing about that series is probably the feeling of the world. I am a very visual person when I write, and so imagining those pleasurable sensory details is lovely: warm wood, good smells, cold wind, dripping icicles, blankets that are worn in exactly the most comfortable way, finding a corner in the giant lounge couch that seems to fit your limbs exactly....

2. Have you got a name yet/ what’s your process for finding one?

Fic A has a dumb silly name that makes me smile!! It’s supposed to sound like an old-timey newspaper announcement, because the characters are journalists in a cartoonish, exaggerated way. Fic B (Your Life Worth Walking on a Bright Morning) follows the naming convention of my wolf series (The Woods are Lovely, Dark and Deep) in that they are all quotes that speak to me about finding joy in small and important things despite deep life sadnesses. These are really weird titles and I don’t know why I decided to be that opaque but I like them. My process for finding a name is definitely diverse depending on the fic. I like to try to reflect genre conventions (zanier names for scifi, poetic names for those oneshot dreamy fics), and mostly it’s just how it sounds to my ear.

3. Is there a scene you’re stuck on?

Fic A has this little old man character who DEMANDS that he needs a new scene but I don’t know where he should go. -___-

4. Is there a scene you can’t wait to write?

oh, Fic A has a conflict/drama scene that I love. I love action plots and even though this is not a long fic it ended up with an action plot. Hoping to do it justice. I enjoy writing villains and this story has a villain too, so I am looking forward to making him slink around a bit.

5. What’s your process when you get stuck?

Honestly lately what I need is more sleep and less stress!! But in general my go-to unblockers: reading other people’s writing that I love, watching tv that’s totally different OR totally similar to what I’m trying to write, laying in bed in the morning after I’ve woken up just imagining my fic...I have some super talented writer friends too that I occasionally ask for insight from but I’m so so so bad about sharing WIP stuff, I always feel really guilty and like bouncing ideas off people is a burden on them, so idk! Also showers! *** If you haven’t done this and want to please feel free to tag me in it!! I think literally everyone I’m thinking of tagging right now has done it but please feel invited to share!!

#love a good shower #writing thoughts #WIP update #my fic plans

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Wanna One Lai Guan Lin - The 24 Hour Challenge

featuring: lai guan lin

genre: fluff

word count: 1,964 words

summary: a 24-hour experience with a newly assigned class, and a so-called crush

suggested: nah lmao

you were a junior in your high school

so as an annual tradition, each junior class has to conduct something special for their class to bond before the start of the school year

because in sophomore year you all were in different classes

so you kind off had to get to know each other

your newly elected class representative, lee daehwi, suggested a 24 hour challenge at a chalet

and it was somehow approved by the school

it was supposedly “innovative” and a “fresh idea”

anyways

everyone in your class managed to chip in a little fee to book the chalet for a full day

luckily in your new class you knew a few people from your sophomore class

you thought about skipping cause you thought it would be weird lmao

but your friend dragged you along because she loves exploring new things

so ofc you went

class spirit!

time skip

on the day of the 24 hour challenge

everyone gathered at the booked chalet at about 3pm

& our amazing class rep split the class up into small groups of 4 to their rooms to unpack

boys & girls rooms duh

at about 4pm everyone was gathered back at the common room

and he began explaining the ground rules

like no alcohol, no illegal substances etc

and no electronics

so he had to confiscate everyone’s phone lmao

he also explained the itinerary of the full 24 hours

and he said everyone could hang around until 6pm, where people had to gather at the bbq pit for dinner

after dispersing, you were left defenseless without your precious phone

so you went to the kitchen

isnt the kitchen everyone’s safe haven lmao

and started socializing with your new classmates

you made a few friends surprisingly

and it was fun overall

stirring your cup of coffee, you looked over at the common room decked with kinect & wii games

you spot this really enthusiastic kid that dragged his friend to switch on just dance to play

seeing the slightly taller guy dance made you smile a little

he seemed like a really reserved guy, but he looked like he was having lots of fun with his friend

it was really cute

so you never thought you would do this

but you joined them

since just dance could play up to 4 people

you decided why not

you never tried just dance

and you played a game with them

yes, without asking their names

after this extremely long and strenuous song

you got second place

with the taller guy in last

you look over to expect a defeated look

but he was still smiling like how he did 10 minutes ago

he was panting yeah

trying to regain his breath on the couch

he still looked really smol

even tho he was tall

while you let your other classmates play

you learnt the guy who got 1st place was seonho

he was generally just a really happy guy

you kindoff guessed it when he entered the class on the first day and gave everyone a sweet and a card with a happy face sticker on it

& the other guy

who was still dancing away

was named guanlin

after chatting a bit with seonho you decided to help out at the bbq pit

and you saw daehwi & your friend chatting away

they were exchanging jokes and giggles

and you just pressed your hand against the glass pane and smiled

you sHIPPED THEM sO hard

bc class rep & vice class reps are shippable

then you heard someone next to you say,

“i ship them too, they’re cute,”

you faced him, to see guanlin pressing his arm against the glass pane as well

“oh, hello, i’m y/n,” you turned to him and greeted

and he did the same

as you threw him a towel from the drawer to wipe his sweat, you asked,

“should we disrupt their moment?”

guanlin shook his head

“nah, it’s their moment,” he said, smiling as he walked away

you watched him as he walked away

and that kindoff concluded your first interaction with him

the guy with the smile that needed to be protected

time sKIP

after some good dinner

(daehwi made sure eVEryone was full)

(class rep more like mother)

he said it was time for gamES!!

you could hear seonho frm the other side of the room squeal

& it was hide and seek

you swore you haven’t played hide and seek ever since you were 8

but you were convinced that you could find a great hiding spot

you kindoff saw a spot earlier that no one wld ever suspect (!!)

so once the seeker began counting down, you loitered a bit first

cause you wanted to see everyone scatter

maybe you could find a better spot

but you ultimately went to your spot

which was this camouflaged door under the stairs that led to a small storage area

you weren’t afraid of small spaces

so why not

you opened the door to see

well

a tall fella

sat in the corner

before you could apologize and leave, the seeker had already announced he would begin

and guanlin grabbed your wrist, pulled you in and shut the door

uhh it was kindoff a small space

so it was just you and guanlin

in the dark

uncomfortably close

you were both sitting in silence

you wanted to say something

but the seeker could hear you guys talking if you did

so you kept quiet

you could still see some of guanlin’s face due to the fading light falling into through the thin walls

he had literally no flaws

how can a guy have flawless skin?!?

without thinking you blurted out,

“sO-”

before you could even continue tho

he grabbed your wrist again

his hand shocked you lmao

so you fell forward a bit & he caught you

& you could smell his scent

you felt like you did injustice

and you backed up a bit and whispered sorry

thanks to the light

you couldnt see the red fading on guanlin’s cheeks

oh & god damn your ears were all red too

ugh just kiss already

anyways

the seeker was left with you two

and could not find you two

so you two crawled out of the little storage room

everyone didn’t expect the two of you to be together

in an enclosed space

so there were a bit of murmurs

daehwi exCLAIMED,

“yOU hAVe vIOLATED THe RUleS of INdeCen-”

“NO” you blurted

daehwi started laughing

and everyone did too

except you and guanlin

you literally thought they were interrogating you

but it was a joke

haha joking

you fake-laughed

you turned around to see him

just looking away

occasionally rubbing his cheeks

after the game, it was curfew, & you managed to escape to your room as quickly as possible

and dug your face into your pillow

and you just lied there for 10mins

and did not notice your friend enter

“what was the deal with guanlin? are you all a thing?” your friend asked as she sat on your bed

“uughhhhhhh”

“so i take that as a no?”

you sit up and faced her

“it was embarrassing,” you said & covered your face

“pff, it’s okay, have a good nights rest okay?” she said, patting your back

after sulking a bit more, you decided to change into your pjs

as you walked out of the room door, you noticed guanlin walking to his room wearing his freshly changed pjs

it was a matching set of fluffy pjs

it was so adorable wtf

wait

wHy were you feeling these?!?

you shook your head vigorously

like girl

you cant fall for some guy you just met

you did a quick change and went to sleep

but through hours of tossing and turning

you couldnt sleep

you just couldnt sleep in a new environment

partially another reason you didnt want to come

you would naturally grab your phone and scroll around on instagram or something

but since you didnt have it

you just laid on your bed

looking at the clock

it was almost 3am

you sighed

you had nothing to do

so you decided to go down to kitchen and make yourself some hot tea

it was really soothing to you

as you floated down the stairs craving for your tea

you noticed the kitchen light on

you peeked in

and saw guanlin standing there with his own cup of drink

before you could run away from the embarrassment previously

he called out your name

“yo y/n! you up too?”

you found his raspy voice so bEauTifuL

you slowly spun around

and reminded yourself to not remember the incident previously

and you did

“uhh, y-yeah,” you stammered, and walked past him to make a drink

he saw you, it was impossible to just walk away again

“ahaha yeah, me too, i can’t sleep in new places,”

while the hot water was pouring into your cup, you turned around

“rEally?” you said too enthusiastically

you eyes literally shone

and he was shocked

“o-oh sorry hah, i have the same problem,” you said, collecting your drink

looking out of the window, you said

“i just never knew someone with the a similar, yknow,”

guanlin hummed in agreement

the next hour was just spent talking

about anything tbh

about how you never really saw him in freshman and sophomore year because he was that timid

about grades

until you two finished your midnight drinks

you two walked up the stairs back to your rooms together

as you turned the doorknob to your room, he ruffled your hair and passed by behind you

“goodnight, y/n”

you could hear a smile from his voice

which made your heart melt ok

you returned to your bed and kindoff reflected

you would be spending two more of your years in school with your cRush

oh god u admitted your crush

aaaaaaaaaaaa

and you fell asleep to the thought that you would be able to see that smile everyday

fEw hOURs pass

9am!! sun rise!!!

breakfast!!

ofc u weren’t up because you slept at like 4am last night lmao

so you waddled out of bed at 11am

everyone already had their breakfast and are literally out of the door heading for the beach

you were so behind time lmao

once you saw no one around, you realized you were late

as you opened the front door, you heard stomping behind you

it was guanlin

because he slept at 4am too

“lets goooo!!” you shouted, grabbing his wrist and dragging him out of the door

jeez he didnt even put on slippers yet

once you reached the beach, you just ate the sandwich you packed for lunch and thats about it

while everyone else played

you werent much of a fan of the sun and outdoors bahah

but you saw guanlin playing in the water with the other guys

he had the smile again

the captivating one

you sigh and just look his way

for some reason

you had the urge to make him smile like that

and you really wanted to see him smile because of you

and you only

uhgh what were u thinking

time sKip

it was time to leave :(

everyone was one by one leaving the compound with their belongings

and you were one of the last ones

when you left, you saw guanlin waiting for you near the door

guanlin grinned, put down his duffel bag and opened his arms

you walked right into them, hugging him back

“see you soon, guanlin,” you said

“wait-”

you turn around

“uhm, i would love to talk with you again,” he said, handing you his phone with a new contact application

you smiled

“of course,”

#wanna one scenarios #lai guanlin #wanna one

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aedicn · 7 years

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rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

tagged by @fey-rrhys thank you :)

tagging: @rowan-buzzard-whitethorn @catastrophicallyinlovewithbooks @readinglikewildfire @feysandsmut @highladyofnorta @acourtofwingsandruinn @paperbacktrash @rhysthehighlord @its-suriel @cassian-the-commander @cassianandfenrysaremyboyos @cassiancalore @nessiansmut @highlady-casandra @highladyofdreamcourt @christina-dh @acotag @mostlybookishthings @vannserra @bkhrtn

the last … 

1. drink: water 

2. phone call: my dad

3. text message: @rowan-buzzard-whitethorn

4. song you listened to: French Montana- Unforgettable

5. time you cried: a few days ago when I read Heir of fire

6. dated someone twice: LOL it’s been on and off since I was 14

7. kissed someone and regretted it: YES

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: yes

10. been depressed: yes

 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

favorite colors 

12. (do I have to say my three favorite colors here or what lol?) black

 13. dark red

14. dark purple

in the last year have you …

15. made new friends: no

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yes

18. found out someone was talking about you: yes

19. met someone who changed you: no

20. found out who your friends are: no I know that for a while

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no

general 

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t have facebook

23. do you have any pets: two dogs and a parrot

 24. do you want to change your name: no I like it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: all night drinking and playing games in a park in my neighbourghood

26. what time did you wake up: 8

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: was walking around the lake with my friend

28. name something you can’t wait for: to realiye what I want to do with my life

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: 10 min ago

31. what are you listening to right now: nothing

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: HAHAH THAT’S THE GUY I REGRET KISSING (plus he’s probably the only person in my country called Tom and he got his own question here dammit)

33. something that is getting on your nerves: literally everything lately bahah

34. most visited website: tumblr and youtube

35. hair colour: dark brown

36. long or short hair: long

 37. do you have a crush on someone: yeah i guess you can consider it a crush (I hate this kind of questions idk how to respond)

 38. what do you like about yourself: my height, my legs..

39. piercings: only ears

40. blood type: i don’t know

41. nickname: vuk

42. relationship status: ...again this questions not single but not in a relationship

43. zodiac: cancer

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: Game of thrones

46. tattoos: no I hate needles

47. right or left handed: right

 48. surgery: tonsils

49. piercing: ears

50. sports: lol volleyball, handball, tennis, karate, dance, swimming and I think that’s it

51. vacation: probably Switzerland and somewhere in Croatia

more general 

53. eating: nothing

54. drinking: nothing

55. i’m about to: go meet my friend

56. waiting for: my friend to respon on my message idk why it takes so long for guys to get fucking ready!!!!

57. want: stop stressing out so much

58. get married: i don’t know honestly

59. career: I DON’T KNOW

60. hugs or kisses: kisses

61. lips or eyes: lips

62. shorter or taller: taller

63. older or younger: same age or older

 64. nice arms or nice stomach: ...both

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

67. kissed a stranger: yes

68. drank hard liquor: yes

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear them

70. turned someone down: yes

71. sex on the first date: I’ve never done it but why not?

72. broken someone’s heart: yes

73. had your heart broken: maybe

74. been arrested: yes kinda

75. cried when someone died: yes

76. fallen for a friend: HAHAHAAHAHAHAH unfortunately

do you believe in …

 77. yourself: right now no

78. miracles: yes

79. love at first sight: no

80. santa claus: obviously

81. kiss on the first date: yes?

82. angels: no

other 

83. current best friend’s name: Hana, Gabriel, Nina

84. eye colour: redish dark brown

85. favourite movie: all lord of the rings and the hobbit

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Wait, wait, wait - do you think, from what I can grasp, that women's soccer team should be paid as much as men's? And you quote Hope Solo, the abuser? Let's ignore that fact for a second - which is mildly relevant - you do realize where such money come from, right? The short point - without making dozens of messages - is, for women to be paid more, someone needs to watch the games, to go to every game, etc. How many people do? How many women do? On TV, too.

2/4But sure. Right now, let’s say I identify as a woman. I’m a writer - and I want hundreds, maybe even millions that some writers get. I want to be paid the same. No, the reader numbers don’t matter, quality of my writing doesn’t matter, advertising, being published, none of it matters. I want equal pay. I deserve equal pay. I’m just as good, if not better, and I’m a writer. I want to be paid the same. Is that too much to ask?

¾Also, just because something appears to explain it, doesn’t mean it’s right. I could easily paint a different picture where men are disadvantaged/women take advantage of them with very little effort. For anyone to actually be feminist, they either must be ignorant, or like what it actually is; you might want to look up feminists-against-feminism tumblr, a classic liberal dude that dissects it splendidly.

4/4 And for last example of feminist lunacy… ‘Don’t call breastfeeding natural’! Bahah. Inb4

Did you read that transcript all the way through? How about being paid the same way as the guy team? At least then, if they’re paid less, it will be for a good reason. And I don’t quite care who's talking. The fact is that the team as a whole got screwed over, as many women’s sports usually do. That's researched proven. Pointing out an asshole doesn't make it any less unfair or immoral.

No, your example is not correct. Because equal pay wouldn’t be getting exactly the same pay as a writer who sells more books. This would be equal pay:

Say you ARE a female writer, and here's a male writer working with the same publication company. You both write a book of the same length, quality, and genre.

However, the guy gets three times the marketing to help sell, and you get 1/3 the price for one of your books as he gets for one sale of his.

That’s what’s going on here. Well. Mostly. It's more complicated with the sports, as they're paid on an entirely different system that disadvantages the girls. But since you brought up the book metaphor I thought this might be easier for you to grasp.

For the explanation bit starting your third message…you mean like your past two anons? And I’m pretty sure your recommendation is a person who got blocked quite a while back, because he did not, in fact, explain it splendidly. Also, I’m fairly sure I already said women can take advantage of men, but for the majority those are person to person cases and not systematic. Anyone can be an asshole. I had a friend who's teacher was bias to the boys in her class when he was in elementary school. She gave them worse grades. Was rude. Horrible person. But that's HER OWN bias that isn't backed by the system. That's her being a horrible person. We've been talking about social disadvantages.

If it is due to the system, such as women who cry rape, it’s due to them personally using someone else's morals to come out on top. Changing systems always have flaws, and they use those. Pointing this out doesn’t negate the fact that the previous system still needs changing, or parts of that system are very much still hanging around. It proves my point more than anything else, in fact. For the good of both men and women a feminist system is needed, to break down gender roles and ensure no one has a greater advantage than another due to being male, female, or nonbianary. And that’s what feminists, true feminists, strive for. Regardless of how YOU try to twist the definition to ME. An anti feminist ripping apart feminism….to a feminist? I do believe I’m more involved than you are.

You think we don’t know about the bad feminists? The TERFs and the ones who use activism movements to feel superior? Hell. Everyone knows about those assholes, and most of us readily oppose them.

And that last bit…unlike the examples I put up from those politicians, which are attitudes that are very common among sexists, and have been believed for quite some time through history…that? Either a very large outlier, a troll, or someone was really damn high. If you want to come up with an example to show how unintelligent feminists are, can you at least try something that more commonly said? Something that will show actual ingrained and impactful bigotry? One that actively hurts others

Hell. I could give you examples!

“Trans women are not women.” The TERFS at it again, showing that being female is almost like an exclusive club instead of going out and protecting other women! Notice they never talk about trans men? I always find that hilarious.

You could have chosen that campaigner of Hillary’s when she said her “There’s a special place in hell for women who do not support other women” line. Implying Hillary should be voted for by other women regardless of qualifications just because of gender. Now that one pissed me off. If it was talking about another subject matter? Defending other girls and standing by each other? Then hell yeah. But no. That one pissed off a very large chunk of feminists I know. Hell. Even a lot of TERFS got mad!

Is that really your argument? Is this why you’re spamming my inbox? And when will you asshats learn that anon was made for people who have anxiety and are worried about talking to blogs they like instead of being an ignorant ass?

Anyway. Hoped you learned something. Have a nice day.

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amenbreaks · 7 years

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F’TAANG

Tagged by @quatral the beautiful

Rules: Tag nine people (or less) if you want to know them better.

Relationship status: single.

Favorite color: Blue Pets: had a cat once. was a girl, a calico cat. a feisty lil fella Wake up: I love the sunrise so preferably at around 5-7 AM Cats or dogs: both are awesome but cats are like, identifiable to a...like....Degree that dogs just dont hit Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi, used to be a coke fan but pepsi is siqq

Day or Night: Day because i am to the sun as a sponge is to water Text or call: Text lest i feel comfortable talking in voice Chapstick or lipstick: NEITHER! BAHAH Last book I read: House of Leaves. didnt finish it before i had to return it to the library because im a ding dong Last song i listened to: Icewater by Drainpuppet

Five facts about me:

1. I have a cleft uvula which is something EXTREMELY rare-completely benign but super cool to look at. 2. My fingers are. Too long. like same with my dam fingernail beds, too. And toes! As well as the tongue. Sex joke 3. I was born in the middle of 2000, in the middle of June. yes i can tell how old I am that easy, get jealous 4. Nearly got attacked by what i presumed was a jellyfish once. Thing was following me. I was booking it. Lord 5. My foot coordination is like super great, along w that my legs are strong from past experience with holding squat position for A Long time. i have the legs of a cool guy but the everything else of a What, Basically

I tag uh @dooptown @sludgegaze @peroxonitrite @factorydefault00 @dractivisionary @fritzbucket dont need to like super do it but itd b cool ahaheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

#WHAT

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stanisagirl · 6 years

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Vents

I wouldn't say that I'm not religious. Well scratch that- I am religious. Just not in that overbearing sort of way. The way that many hardcore religious people tend to be like. I'm more of the type of religious person who believes in God, but at moments doesn't believe in God? I know right.

I'm weird. I get that a lot. You can judge me if you want.

In my opinion I am a normal person who at times prays for God to help me with everything shitty that goes on in my life. Other times I question his existence because I just don't quite understand the extent that some people can go to to show their love for one person; who may or may not be real. There's a book about him and movies about him, but how do we know for sure if he is real or not? Have we just made up a thought, an idea of sorts, that somehow brings us calmness and happiness in our life. Supposedly God was able to do all of these amazing things like making blind people see again, etc.

Isn't that pretty much considered magic? I thought magic wasn't supposed to be real. Like a lot of other things in this world that people say aren't real, such as aliens.

Although it would be rather cool if aliens did really exist, I think in this world, especially now, people have a tendency to push things in your face that you don't want to do. Or they tell you not to be certain things because you're going to go to hell; take being a lesbian for example. There are thousands, even more, people in this world who would shun you because you're a lesbian or you're gay or you're transgender. That that is not how God made you and you should only stay the way God made you. I'm having a lot of question marks burst into my head right now.

Don't even start with the bullshit of going to church and getting baptized will cleanse you and make you not gay anymore or not want to be a boy anymore when you're girl. Everyone who sees themselves as gay, lesbian, transgender, pansexual– I could honestly go on forever, but why would I want to annoy soo many people.

Also, just so you know, being gay, lesbian, or pansexual (plus the rest of them) are not genders. There's some dumb people out there who believe that and it pisses me off because of it being so wrong.

What I have thought of ever since I could understand what being gay meant was that people should get to be that if they want to. You're only going to make them feel like shit by yelling at them and cursing at them to not be what they are. That makes you a horrible person to do something like that. A person who, I don't know, may go to hell?

Awe shucks I don't exactly if that will happen, but all of us our sinners. Don't forget that. You may think that you're some pretty, little, innocent being who has done nothing wrong all their life; but look at the bright side, maybe you won't be thrown in the hottest pit in hell?

Ugh, now you guys maybe thinking that I'm a satanist since I am saying you're all going to hell.

Well I'm not a satanist. And now I guess I have to explain to you all how we're all sinners, and I bet there is someone right now reading this thinking how do I know shit? Bahah. You make me laugh.

To explain this loud and clear, even for people in the back, we're all sinners. We have all done something in our lives, may it be large or small, that has now labeled us as sinners. On the same note, I don't believe in the whole "God will forgive you if you admit your sins! Apologize for being a bad person!".

Blah. Blah. Blah. Shut your trap Jacky. We all know you slept with Kevin while his wife was away.

May it be you got drunk as a teenager, smoked, snuck out to get the goodies, and best of all: slept with your best friends husband; you are a sinner.

Enough with that "you are a sinner". Lets move onto more exciting things. Like, not serving people because they are gay, or have cancer, etc. etc. Yes there goes the word gay again. But people in today's society see it as something so big, I gotta make sure it pops up a few more times.

There are assholes out in this world who for some reason don't like serving people, talking to people, or even looking at them for the most absurd reasons of all time. Hey, wanna know a secret? We're all the same. Doesn't matter if you're black or white. Doesn't matter if you're bald or have a thick head of hair. Doesn't even matter if you got O type blood, A type blood, etc. We're all the same when it comes down to what's under all the skin and muscle. A skeleton. Nothing else. People shouldn't be judging others just because they're different in the way of what gender of people they like. People shouldn't judge other for what they like to do in life, well I mean, unless you're a serial killer. What you don't seem to understand is that...they are not hurting you. Is it your body, no. And what the heck is wrong with people believing in what they want to believe in. I thought in most places it was free to choose what you want to believe in?

This is now. To me we're a pretty shitty world who thinks they are making things better, but they are not.

We need to change that.

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survivorarabia · 7 years

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EPISODE 11 “I’m Royally Fucked” - Issy

Issy

Well the 'awogkgogkaka' is not an issue anymore, so that's good Fuck me though, I honestly don't know what to do from here

Ruthie

What is our tribe right now besides freaking HILARIOUS. Bahah. Okay, so Aren left, which is good for my game, I love Aren, but there was NO way I was getting to Final 3 with him, Emmott and Issy. Since he's left Emmott has been blowing up my messages, pissed but trying to keep his cool and I just find it so hilarious, I can't even. First there was this, which I of course shared with The Family alliance. [11/25/16, 9:18:34 PM] emmott young: duuuuuuude [11/25/16, 9:18:43 PM] Ruthie ❤: Sorryyyy :( :( :( [11/25/16, 9:18:59 PM] emmott young: DUUUUUUDE [11/25/16, 9:19:18 PM] Ruthie ❤: SORRYYYY :( [11/25/16, 9:23:09 PM] emmott young: at least it wasnt me! BAHAHAHAH. And then, there is this gem; [11/25/16, 9:29:26 PM] emmott young: its just, the one vote i didnt try lead myself i get foooooooked ahahahah!! [11/25/16, 9:29:29 PM] emmott young: its fun tho [11/25/16, 9:29:42 PM] emmott young: it better not be me then issy tho coz we flipped this entire game for yall TWICE Like, okay, if I'm remembering correctly it was YOU that wanted Shay out, Emmott. So you came to Alex and I and we went along with it because we SURE didn't want to be the ones to leave. The second time, I don't even know, was it the Jay vote? Who knows, who even cares but this is Survivor and it is every person for themselves although I am DEFINITELY looking out for Alex and Nicole and even Lena and Richie. All this and I'm still talking to Emmott and trying to give him a pep talk and just still, this is the kind of response I get out of him; [11/25/16, 9:36:09 PM] Ruthie ❤: I have noooo idea, try to win individual immunity though. <3 [11/25/16, 9:37:29 PM] emmott young: i dont do immunity ahahahah [11/25/16, 9:37:53 PM] emmott young: fuck it im givin up! i tried playing this game hard for the people who flipped on me, but life aint fair SORRY EMMOTT, I have my own game to play I'm not going to hang around and be your personal cheerleader for the comp. Also, let me rewind for a minute, can we talk about this that was in the tribe chat? [11/25/16, 9:17:57 PM] emmott young: WOAH WHAT HAPPENED [11/25/16, 9:19:19 PM] emmott young: that was psycho what omg [11/25/16, 9:19:37 PM] emmott young: congrats alex and ruthie <3 [11/25/16, 9:19:56 PM] emmott young: the rest of yall.........yeah [11/25/16, 9:20:12 PM] Ruthie ❤: Why am I getting congratulated, I’ve won nothing, rip (u) [11/25/16, 9:20:48 PM] emmott young: ya gonna win! Like, HOW am I going to win? Why does he group me up there with Alex, not that I mind all because obviously Alex is my Survivor soulmate but WHY. Is it because we were on the same tribe as him for awhile or am I missing something? Either way, way to make friends and keep yourself around longer Emmott! Calling us out like that, yay! And apparently Richie is salty about people always putting Alex and I as the brains for everything because: [11/25/16, 9:19:58 PM] Lena McKenzie: I'm amazed at this!! But why is Emmott congratulationg you guys [11/25/16, 9:20:13 PM] Lena McKenzie: Like Alex I understand because he almost got voted out but lol? [11/25/16, 9:20:16 PM] Richie: bc me and you are their puppets and we're handing them the game [11/25/16, 9:20:20 PM] Richie: DUH LENA This backs up the reason that he is going to have to go sooner or later, because when we get to the end he is going to come up with this epic speech and end up winning it over Alex and I. And don't get me wrong, I would LOVE Richie to win, if Emmott and Issy go next I'll be happy with ANYONE that wins but still, awkward much? Also, to end this on a happy note, can we talk about how much I love Nicole again? She is my absolute queen lol, I love her so much. [11/25/16, 9:21:05 PM] nicole gilmore: People are getting mad like I'm actually ever filled in on anything and like my fat ass wasn't eating thanksgiving leftovers all day????? [11/25/16, 9:21:07 PM] nicole gilmore: Okay [11/25/16, 9:21:25 PM] nicole gilmore: Sorry Alex didn't leave way to be transparent Well, until... later, I suppose! <3

Issy

I've been thinking about this game and I thought I might as well summarise it with a list of mistakes I've made so far, in order of shittiness 1) Making an alliance with my favourite dumb cunts literally-a-12-yo Aren and the totally unpredictable, emotional Emot 2) Allowing those fuckers to vote out Jay 3) Trusting Aren to be able to sort shit out for that last vote 4) Being stupid enough to convince myself (& Emmott) that blindsiding Shay was a great idea 5) Finding the solution to Pandora's box & sending it to literally everyone but ny host chat (and then 3 minutes later, because I decided I needed to fucking check again, someone else got in first) 6) Not taking out Alex or Ruthie when we had the chance 7) Not doing more to save Ci'ere & leaving it to the last minute 8) Not working my arse off to find an idol which would be real fucking useful right about now 9) Inviting Alex into that alliance at the beginning 10) Signing up to play in the first place and not turning down the last minute offer to be in this godforsaken season

Ruthie

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At this point in the game I really need to start winning things or I will be viewed as a MEGA floater and I just don't want that to happen. Tonight's comp is basically luck related though so... yeah, we'll see.

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If Emmott or Issy DID win tonight, I wouldn't be in danger, who ever didn't get immunity out of the two of them would be the one to go home. I would love for one of them to win, especially Emmott because I love his passion so much, and he makes me laugh. But I still want The Family to remain solid and that might cause other things to happen. :/ Speaking of The Family though...

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Last thing I wanted to cover before finding out the results for tonight... THE JURY! And seriously, I am sorry for all the noise, I'm not sure what possessed me to make video confessionals in the Cosco parking lot with my little sister and my 2 year old nephew in the car.

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Right now I just feel like they all hate me, I'm not sure if they hate myself or Alex more at this point but whatever happens I still want to go to the end with him!

Emmott

blind week is a joke coz me and issy are fucked and no one is gonna wanna make moves when they dont know what the fuck is going on

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now that im on the bottom im just trying to be OTT shady and lowkey mean so people keep me, even over issy or anyone? because taking someone with a bad attitude further into the game is good for them, so im just trying to seem like a mean person

Alex

Aren's blindside went perfectly, and the fact that he actually had people writing my name down means that it was even justified! Fantastic! Nicole's random vote for Issy is weird and mildly concerning, but not too much so. The hosts have asked me to rank the players, so I am going to rank them in order of How Likely I Am To Give My Jury Vote To This Person. 6 – Emmot: This paranoid, flip-floppy motherfuck right here. Fuck you, dude. Pick a side. Don't try and play both. I can't see a world where I vote for you. 5 – Nicole: Don't get me wrong, being able to mostly count on your vote is great. But at the end of the day, we haven't talked game. You've been Ruthie's appendage and that's it. 4 – Lena: If our Family has a weak link, strategically speaking, it's Lena. I love her, but she's mostly just a vote at this point – a vote who holds an Idol, maybe. Definitely the fourth wheel, definitely not getting my vote unless I have to. 3 – Issy: I respect her iron will to eliminate me. I don't respect her complete lack of ability to make it happen, or lack of flexibility. Survivor is a game of adaptation, and she's banging her head against the brick wall. Richie and Ruthie are obviously the top two, and my vote between them really would depend on how I went out of the game, and how they got themselves to the end. It would be a tough choice between the for me, and I can't make that call now. Before I get to talking about blind week, I once again want to wax philosophical about the game. Specifically, I'm sure that a lot of people will be looking at my play in retrospect and saying “dude, what the fuck?” Because from a purely strategic standpoint, my insistence on keeping the Family intact and, specifically, keeping both Richie and Ruthie in, is strategic suicide. I'm aware of this. I've said before that I take these games really seriously, and I play with everything I've got. I genuinely, regardless of what happens, like the people I'm aligned with. And I want to see them do well, even at my own expense. So I have a tough choice ahead of me, now, at this moment. Strategically, I should start looking to cut Richie and/or Ruthie soon here, because they kick my ass at the end. But I don't know if I have a cold enough heart to do it, is the thing. What I have to settle within myself is: how far will I go to win? Will I cut them down to do it? Because I could, I really could. But will I feel good about it later? And if I lose even after doing so, will I regret it? Probably. Also, FUCK BLIND WEEK That's all, just fuck this shit.

Emmott

NICOLE HAS A NERVE

Ruthie

Funny I should send in a post about how solid The Family is then do what I did last night. I am such an unloyal snakey bitch and I really hate myself this week. I hate myself a lot. I remember asking the other day in The Family alliance if our alliance was seen more as 'Heroes' or 'Villains' and I really HOPE I'm not seen as a villain after tonight, although if I am, I hope to be lovingly greeted by the dark side. Can I get some cupcakes with black and red sprinkles, please? So, the new Takeover was posted and just FUCK. Literally anyone could be going home this week and in short I panicked. I suggested to Alex that I talk to Issy and Emmott about bringing back our old chat and talking them into voting Richie out. I suggested that one of us could vote with them and the other vote with Lena, Richie and Nicole. He was of course down but hesitant and kind of sat back a bit with it, and I really don't blame him. This is SUCH a bitch move on my part and I'm feeling awful already but I WANT ALEX AND I TO GET TO THE END. I WANT HIM TO STAY SAFE. Anyway, we talked this morning and for now I think that The Family and Nicole are going to vote together and that Emmott/Issy are going to vote for Richie, thinking that we are too. At this rate I'm not going to have any jury votes, RIP ME.

Alex

Blind Week is so ugly. This is so simple, guys. Each person has a 1/7 shot at having Immunity, the odds are in our favor if we just pile onto one person. But no, Ruthie has to PANIC and go to Issy and Emmott to get them to vote Richie instead of me, just in case. First of all, that's not gonna work. They're not buying it. Second of all, they're not buying it. THIRD of all, they are IMMEDIATELY going to run to Richie and tell him what you're doing because that is literally their only course of action! What the shit! Their best play is to break us up and you've just created the bullets, loaded the gun and handed it to them! The fuck do you expect them to do, NOT shoot it? Christ. I am trying to keep things under control, and part of my method is making sure nobody notices that should there be a tie, we go to rocks. Because let's be real, I'm the most likely to end up in a tie, and then I'd be safe. And if this fails, and I go home for it? Fine. Guess who has the moral high ground, kids?! But if I don't go home, my Legacy Advantage will let me see all...and that's useful info.

Issy

Fuck me, this game is just one twist after another! A blind round? I'm already stumbling around lost and confused, there was no need for this & 'there will be no questions this round' What are you doing hosts? I know I talked shit about your weird-ass irrelevant questions but you can't just keep taking them from us like this! Questions are the highlight of my week! Seriously! I'm gonna get voted out next tribal and you aren't even letting me write a passive aggressive tribal answer! 'Aren't' like all I can see is the 'Aren' can we talk about Aren for a second? issy, 11:25 am he was strategic? he had a great social game? i must have missed that completely wow Ruthie ❤, 11:25 am WAIT, so your fight was for real? I keep accidentally throwing him under the bus, I'm just pissed off because being voted out is 102% his own bloody fault. Fawz could have still had a god damn majority if someone didn't think it was a great idea to tell Mr. Paranoid that Jay was out to get him & at this point I'm totally convinced Richie/Ruthie/Alex/Lena are gonna be the final four and I'm going to be a real fucking bitter juror. Anyway, I'm considering my options right now and it's looking like I'm going to have to whore myself out and try and get someone, anyone, to vote with me. I'll vote for Emmott if I think it's gonna keep me in another round but honestly if they want me gone, I'm gone, and that's a real shitty situation to be in. Nicole and Lena seem like the obvious targets because from what I can see, they're on the outs of the group, but I think I'm royally fucked anyway and I've been busy just praying that I somehow nailed that immunity challenge...

Richie

so...... this takeover is ugly..... i was going to try and take out nicole this week but with the uncertainty of not knowing who won immunity and blah blah blah its just not smart so its either issy or emmott tonight... and ive been lying hard core to emmott bc the votes not being revealed so im like being a real fake binch????? theres been so much messiness happening, ruthie threw me under the bus which wasnt fun to find out even if it wasnt necessarily true??? altho it could be true and i could be leaving tonight that would be wild???? also nicole gave me tea which made me trust her again which was nice so im happy i didnt try to vote her out this round i was just being paranoid about her relationship with ruthie which is still concerning but i feel better now as long as theyre telling the truth of course..... honestly idk wtf is going to happen bc with the immunity being a guessing game and not knowing who could have won ANYONE can be going home tonight especially with the no revote straight to rocks... like this is the ugliest round bc theres so little control over whats going to happen and i hate it i really hate it.... i just voted for issy but i would have rather voted for emmott bc ive had a better game history with issy (kinda?) so i would have prefferred to keep her around to try and make a move with later like there was tea she had an idol so she may play it tonight and i was lowkey hoping she would maybe play it at 5 and idol alex but idk i wanted to vote emmott bc of the fear of her having the idol is strong....... and i havent talked to her..... i should talk to her...... make her feel safer so she doesnt play her hypothetical idol but lbr if you didnt know who had immunity and you heard your name going around youd play that mf idol no matter what..... thats why im scared to vote her UGH this is ugly its literally like picking a target and throwing a dart at it with your eyes closed and i hate it and i hate you goodbye !!!!!!1!!!

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