#what if: original piece by honeypleasejustkillme

[honeypleasejustkillme]

a poem i wrote last year for the people interested in my poetry;;

what if i

what if i live life without someone ever willing to love me the same way back

what if i never experience true lasting happiness in my life

what if i never find someone that feels like home besides him

what if i never find my true personality

what if everything about myself is a lie

what if the only thing i ever know about myself is that i’m living

what if the only person that makes me feel safe doesn’t care at all

what if i never feel the type of love i’ve been searching for

what if i never find true love

what if i never find my “soulmate”

what if i already met my soulmate but i’m not theirs

what if my life goes blank, the line straightens, the weight of the world is gone

what if-

silence

it’s a piece about the “what if” thoughts i have about myself :) i know it’s not the best,, mediocre at best but i figured since you guys are interested i should at least post a little something

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