#why don't i see it then why don't i feel it fuck yaar

[i-am-emo-shit]

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#i feel like im the side character bestfriend in a poorly written book whose only role is for the plot furtherment #like yk i only exist so that the protagonist can talk ahout her love interest with me and come to realisations on her own and then go live #her happily ever after with her bf #is life all about romantic relationships???? is this how it's going to be forever??? #i miss when we would spend hours talking about the new season of mismatched or show each other songs #now all we do is talk about her bf and after that she falls asleep #im so fuckinh sick of them my head hurts when i listen to her talk about him #and this is the way it always ends i start to hate them little by little everyday and then one day ill be like kindly fuck off i don't love #you anymore #ive already lost two childhood besties cause of this and now i think im gonna lose her too and then i will have no one to lose #she would be horrified if she knew that i think she doesn't care about me as a person cause in her head im so important to her her bestest #friend from 6th std the only person who's privy to everything her family trauma her college friends her bf her sex life #why don't i see it then why don't i feel it fuck yaar #i never ever feel it what's wrong with me are those people wrong or am i wrong??????? #and ex gf said she'll never get back together with me bc i can handle the highs of thr rship well but not the lows i run away #and i hate vulnerability and showing weakness and sabotage all my relationships and push everyone away #ugh im so tired of being myself

[madhushala]

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#the more i stay around people the more i want to become like them out of spite #because i was so surprised these people are at least 24-26 years age some even did a minor bachelor's before coming here #some have completed post grad and then joined #like aren't you all too fucking old to act that immature #i grew so resentful of everyone how they keep on doing the worst low man shit and then victimize themselves #hypocrites full of shit they don't want to hear the truth #i know no one has the audacity to take a fight with me on here because they know im the youngest here #not because im the youngest but because im better #the girls frown upon me because i don't hear their low mindset humorless jokes and pointo out where they fall short #oh [my irl name] youre so stiff hamesha kami kyun nikalti rahti ho hamesha baat kaatne ki aadat hai learn to take a joke #mazaak hi to kar rahe hain kya yaar #ive cried so many times because i feel suffocated here and out of hate i want to act immature selfish hypocrite too so i do #i become self centered and look into my needs #but everyday bcg shows me how one stays firm in mindset even amidst surrounding of shit people #he points out to me all the time when i start acting like them he says why aren't you trying to rise above #i say ham bhi karte hai na unn chutiyon jaisa behave kyunki unhe unhi ki language mei samajh aata hai #achha ban kar honest banne se kuch nahi milta yaha #but he knows his stuff #he never does these things #however much i let evil thoughts take upon i get astounded everyday how he's practicing his rightful his honesty even tho no one's looking #it makes me want to cry #i hope he gets so ahead in life i hope he stands at the podium one day on a stage and deliver speeches where people actually can see him #like he sees the orator that come to attend our unis gatherings and says everytime kuch to baat hoti hai inn logon mei #i hope he achieves whatever he wants i hope he gets ahead of everyone all this fucking corruption #its not that he's done anything that im applauding he tries his best #and maybe teachers see that too all in class they're only looking at him and teaching they know #do you know how fucking hard it is not get corrupted in this uni and become one of those assholes that have done things unimaginable #im inspired everyday ill try my best to be like him #i do not just want to praise him i want to become someone he doesn't have to say fir tum bhi vahi karogi to kya farq reh jaayega #kuch bada nahi hota logon ki roz roz ki choti choti aadaton se pata chal jaata hai vo kaise hain

[gayshitinfinite]

the other morning i saw a cute girl just kind of slowly walking towards school entrance like she was delaying getting in. only 2 seconds later did i realise a boy was walking towards her and she was waiting to walk with him.

THE ENVY istg.

I was so JEALOUS of that boy.

and then I realised if that happened 2 yrs ago i would have so easily thought i liked that boy and had a crush on him like damn i really did start recognising what I'm feeling instead of mislabelling. i mean i still feel like I'm faking being lesbian and constantly deal with comphet and sometimes i feel like it's getting worse when the slightest attention from a boy will make me think i like him.

BUT...the again... maybe im looking at it wrong.

like maybe after dealing with poor eyesight for so long you forget what a clear image looks like or maybe that means you have never seen a clear image before. becos how would u know what clear looks like when all you've seen is blurry and u didn't even know thats what blurry looked like.

that is until u get glasses

now every time u look u can tell it's blurry you can go 'i need my glasses' cos u now know what a clear image looks like or atleast what it isn't.

now since u notice it, since u can say 'i need my glasses' now, you realise how often u were seeing blurry. how often what you thought was clear was so so so blurry. how often you needed need yr glasses.

maybe that's why you think it's getting worse. maybe that's why i think its worse.

cuz if that is why then i need to stop being so hard on myself and scolding myself every time i learn something i thought or did was comphet and a lack of self validation all along.

like bitch you have just grasped the theory you don't even fully understand most of it yet. youre only starting to notice the examples in real life calm the fuck down practicals agle saal hee aayenge yaar.

#posts that shud have really been a diary entry but im on tumblr and too lazy to write with a pen #that all for todays episode of oversharing #and queer realisations #come back next week when i dont do this again becos im never that consistent

[stylinsuns]

yes please do. in harry our motherly whore's words : "SCREAM IT!" all the gays hate ranbir kapoor bachna ae haseeno was actually his biopic he's so entitled and a pretend feminist going around 'rescuing' his female costars from intrusive questions they could've handled perfectly well on their own madarchod dating a girl a decade and a year younger than him thinking he's got the incomparable of the season i would seek him and roast his kebab

ok hello. tu na meri love-hate wali soulamte hai. OKAY FIRST OF ALL YES TO ALL YOUR COMMENTS ABOUT BACHNA AE HASEENO. and ALSO yes to ALIA BEHEN KYA KAR RAHI HAI TU APNI LIFE KE SAATH?!?!?!

and then no. why i say he's a completely shit actor and a shit person. is because. BENCHOD WOH SIRF EK ROLE KARTA HAI. PURI LIFE SIRF EK ROLE KIYA HAI. thike.

1. pehle usse ladki pasand aati hai

2. phir ladki ki feelings ke saath khilwad karta hai

3. phir ladki usko like karti hai

4. phir WOH KOI NA KOI CHUTIYPA KARTA HAI

5. phir this part is my favourite. ladkiyan usko gaaliyaan nikal ti hai

6. lastly benchod roke dikha deta hai - also itne time ke baad bhi dhangse rona nahi aata

7. magically ladki wapis aa jati hai uske paas.

and this you can apply to ANY FUCKING MOVIE OF HIS. works on YJHD. works on bachna ae haseeno. works on anjaana anjaani. works on tamasha. works on rockstar. works on ae dil hai mushkil technically. works on ajab prem ki gazab kahani. EVERYTHING.

BUT SAME GHISA PITA ROLE KARTA HAI. itni si bhi acting abilities nahi hai. and girls call him cute. like beheno mujhe pata hai ki cishet men ke standards pehle se hi low hai par kyu kachre di dibbe mein se chun rahi ho. like please incinerate his entire career. if it can even be called that. everytime i see his face. mujhe na andhar se kuch kuch hota hai. aur mann karta hai ki table utha kar maru usko.

firstly all his characters and he himself is misogynistic. like everytime he likes a girl insult zyada aur compliment kam deta hai. and then they sell them to young girls as 'rom-coms' like please. i'll give you a better list of romcoms that don't show men manipulating women with their so-called tears to get them back. he lies and cheats and then barely apologizes and then just cries and gets the girl back. what the fuck. what even yaar. kahey ka feminist.

ok i'm done for now. mere andar ki bhadaas nikal gayi abhi ke liye. (also if you think kuch zyada bol diya toh post mat karna)

ok bye i love you!!

VDHKSADKJASBD okay so to read THIS after THAT is such a shift in dynamic i'm reeling.

and obviously it goes without saying bande ko acting nahi aati. like kuch bhi. all his characters have been either your stupid charming soft chocolate boy or oh no wait that's it. even in fucking barfi he got all the awards and credits over priyanka's chummeshwari performance and for what? ardh nangna naachne keliye???? woh harry bhi karta hai uske awards kahan hai??????

you're right you're SO right all his characters have been bland, lame and monotonous. always proving deepika was wisest in chosing ranvir with a v for verstality and not ranbir with a b for boring/bland/bakwaas/begairat/bachkand/bhangaar/behenchod you choose.

also "and girls call him cute. like beheno mujhe pata hai ki cishet men ke standards pehle se hi low hai par kyu kachre di dibbe mein se chun rahi ho." had me laughing me guts off because again SO RIGHT. he's like sordidly overrated and it's all superficial about him usko dekh ke neend aati hai bhai isko kis hisaab se human rights aur scripts milte hain. pk mein alien banake toh saare his suspicions sach kardiye. but phir nanga naachega saala phir pagal honge sab

#sick and tired #ranbir kapoor tw #ananya!

[sunsetpan0rama]

IF I DONT HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH MY SKIN WHY DO YALL HAVE TO I DONT CARE I WANT TO EAT WHAT I LIKE AND WEAR WHAT I WANT TO EK HI TO ZINDAGI HAI YAAR KARNE DO JO KARNA HAI WHY DOES EVERYONE I KNOW HAVE TO KEEP COMMENTING ON MY SKIN "YEH MAT KHAO SKIN ISLIYE TO KHARAB HOTI HAI " "YEH KHAO ISSE SKIN ACHHI HOTI HAI" DONT DO THIS DON'T DO THAT WHY THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER TO YOU "IM THE ONE SEEING YOUR FACE" WELL DONT LOOK AT IT THEN NO ONES FORCING YOU TOO I MAY SOMETIMES FEEL BAD THAT I HAVE BIG THIGHS OR BAD SKIN BUT I DONT WANT TO LET IT AFFECT MY DAILY LIFE FFS JUST SHUT UP LET ME EAT WHAT I WANT LET ME KEEP MY HAIR WHAT I WANT MY SKIN ISNT GONNA GET CLEANED JUST BECAUSE I KEEP MY HAIR BACK DONT U THINK IVE TRIED EVERYTHING JUST WHEN IVE ACCEPTED MY SKIN JUST SHUT UP MERE ILAAVA SABKO MERE APPEARANCE SE ITNI KYUN PROBLEM HAI JUST SHUT UPPPPP

#tw rant #just ignore me

[weirdlydarkthots]

"You also shifted after your breakup" bitch for a that you need to have a relationship... Kedda break up? I don't let people date me only because I hate the idea of being tied to someone that's a fucking responsibility 🙏🏼😔 aur nibbi ban ne ka koi shunk nahi I can play along and around but udhaar mai khattam 😩 uss se zyada mai mr jaun gi I blame my sagg rising and gemini mars+venus xD I only try for people then reject them and then wish things were different somehow. Mera kuch nahi honney walla toh calling it a break up is weird because all I did was run and him chase untill I made it stop and sent him off and then started seeing how he behaves and got hurt myself because the bitch so did that on purpose like hun you did too much not my fault. The worst part is I told the fucker thousand times why I react the way I do. I am not fucking ready and I don't think I will ever be in his case merko taraas agya ussko dekh ke because I can run on and on for years without asking what we are because fir mujhe advantage mil jatta hai. Ish I am a fuck girl in that kind of sense the fact the bitch knows at one point I have juggled him and how I wish I didn't. I really do because idea purra an ka tha and how I have been trying not to be me and I feel hurt. I hurt him and I feel like a douchebag if I leave but I don't want him to get his hope up at all and it just feels like it sometimes because I am yet again not there mai gyaab rehti hai because I don't like talking if I am not getting fed facts or something normal insaano ki trha baat krna nahi atta yaaan debate which I do but then I get angry lul which isn't good yaar mai nahi kr sakti + I can't with the mini pity party like if you have a problem aren't you supposed to find a solution? Are you really going to give up everything to fate and it's not like he is shabby looking or something or an idiot because I don't care what anyone else says the bitch is smartttttttttttttttttttt and I can't emphasis on that part because he is the only person that actually gives me a headache when I try to get into his skin bitch knows how to play. Merko ek toh yeh nahi passand rebound rebound it's the tackiest shit out there and I don't care that everyone does it. I have seen now 4 and they all ended up hurting everyone. The fact one also resulted in rape. I am actually proud of myself I didn't ever use sachin in that way ever I just stopped talking to him fucking flushed myself out and tried to get my life together and interacted with him normally but 2020 had to happen and make things complex and all I see is me getting caught in quicksand nothing else. It's wack but boundariessssssssss are now saving my ass 😌✌ mai maaast snyaas legi because mai fir out of control hui fir I dunno 13 pe akkey maanu gi and then will cry for like one person out of them all whom I just I dunno actually developed a bond with 🤦🏻 I am stupid and ajeeb as fuck I wish I were normal lul.

[shewrites24742]

Lip-lock in the elevator 🤤

I scowl with frustration at myself in the mirror. Damn my hair - it's still wet and it won't behave to be perfect on important days. And my mom, Ahh it's okay that we are late mom it's fine please don't yell at me for being late and obviously, it's not my wedding. I took a deep breath to wear this lehenga. I put some makeup on my face just to be perfect lol. I wore my sandals matching my lehenga. Oh, I forgot my perfume and I came down from my room. My mom, bro and dad were waiting for me downstairs being angry because I'm late. We sat in our car and rush out of traffic we reached the place which the wedding we are going to attend today. Oh, tho relatives, I just hate them sometimes and their kids wowed pretty attitude they maintain while saying a hi to me. I used to think sometimes is this is my family? But Thank God, my favourite cousin is there too. My daddy's uncles sons daughter. Tia, I just love to be with her at any boring functions we attend. Tia n I used to roam a lot in the wedding hear gossips about aunties as much as we can and laugh a lot. Yeah, she's my best cousin sister I have.

While we were hearing one aunty gossips one waiter come to us with cold drinks and some snacks. He was in a hurry but while serving us he spills the cold drink on my sister's dress. I stood up and want to fight with him from my back one guy came to stop me up I don't know who's he but he said sorry for the waiter's mistake. And Tia said to him it's okay we're Cool. I was like 'who the heck he is?' I said to Tia, she replied to me ' It's okay happens sometimes, and there are so many people attending this wedding that's why the waiter is in a hurry' I nodded to her. And that guy who came from my backside to stop me again came to go us and he's trying to talk with me. I just ignored him off and my amazing sister said to him 'Dia is like that only not to worry about but she's a good person in real life.' I was shattered why she told him my name while saying about me. Tia why did yaar how can you do it? He smiles at me and gone. My mom called me out to meet another relative of my family I sat with them I was not even interested to meet them. And wow, what I just saw Tia and that guy is talking again? When I saw them together I felt bad that I am sitting here and you guys are talking still. That guy again looked at me and smiles I given him an angry look. 'Don't u dare just don't be with my sister or I will make some pieces of you and grilled it up and give them to the street dogs maybe they will enjoy you eating' by the way I'm saying in my mind? Pandit came to my mom and said ' Call the groom and the other relatives' We were from the groom side and I saw that guy is from the bride side oh man. He's wearing the sherwani which was my favourite colour hey, what the heck why I'm amazed by his wearing now? Tia saw me I'm looking at him being amazed she said me ' Hey you what are you looking at Dia?' I reply to her 'nothing'. And again he saw me and given me a cute smile and wow I smiled at him back. Wow-what the heck is happening to me now? After some rasams, the food stall got opened. I and Tia ran to take our first feast which is on the food stall. Gulab jamun our favourite dessert. We were standing in the queue for the food. That guy came again he was given his hand to Tia and pulled her on the other side. Tia called me up there I gone and because of him we got the food first I was thinking in my mind why is he doing this for us for what? Later when we were done having our amazing feast we have gone to wash our hands and drink chilled water again he came up to us serve us the water we both drank it and I hold my Tia's hand we went to my mom and we spoke to her " mom we are done with food can we go and roam here we are just here okay if you need us just call" my mom reply, "Okay".

I and Tia were roaming at the wedding doing the same thing listening to gossips about Aunties and drinking cold drinks too. That guy came again to us asking ' Do you need anything just say okay I'm from the bride side and I don't want to disappoint you guys which is from the groom side'. We just said okay n ignored him. My mom called us up for the gifts which were upstairs. I and Tia went to the building which is next to the wedding hall. That building was so high like it has a 15 floor we took the elevator and that guy came again with us in the lift. I was thinking the whole time why is he following us Every time. Mom told us the 6th floor and the room where the gifts were kept we took it all and taken the lift for the ground floor that guy helped us he took some of the gifts which were with me and Tia hold them well. We reached the wedding hall given the gifts to my mom where she kept inside of the grooms home. And we again started roaming here and there that guy was following us still.

That time I want to go for a pee and my mom called Tia and she went to my mom. I checked the groom's room there are so many people and I saw that guy I asked him ' it's an emergency can you please tell me where's the washroom'. He holds my hands for the first time and I felt good that time I don't know why but it is. We went to the same building where we took the gifts from and he told me where's the washroom is I gone up there I felt so relax after peeing and I checked my face wipe it up a little from tissues because I'm sweating a lot when I came out. He holds my hands again and we took elevator for the ground floor.

I don't know what happened to him when we went inside the elevator he presses the button on the ground floor. And then he looked at me said fuck first and grabbed me and kissed me slowly on my lips I was shocked instead to take him away from me I kissed him back he holds my back so tightly while kissing me harder and yes I got melt on him. And for god sake, we reach the ground floor which I don't want to. He asked me should we join the wedding I nodded to him. But he grabbed me again and he presses the button for the 15th floor. I was like wow what's happening in here now. Again he grabbed me so tightly and he kissed me again with slow I kissed him back our tongue meets we LIP LOCKED while kissing yes and I loved it when he does it he smells so good when I'm in his arms. He closes his eyes while kissing me and I opened my eyes to see him he looks so amazing when he's this much close to me. We were kissing still and he asked me can we go to the terrace now if you want to I don't know why I nodded to him even for that but I was impressed with him. We kissed again and on the 15th floor we reached we gone to the terrace he holds my hands again while we were going there I asked him about his family he said to me, " he's the younger one his elder bro mom and dad were in the family ". He grabbed me again in his arms and he kisses me again he holds my neck while kissing me and then he looked into my eyes wow that stare make me melt again he grabbed my neck and started giving kisses on my neck it felt so amazing when he does it I was moaning in his ears I grabbed his hair and he continues to kisses my neck he asked me to remove the dupatta of my lehenga. I just nodded him he smiled at me and I smiled at him again. He sat down first I was next to him we kiss again and this time he made me sit on his laps. I felt something down and I asked him what it is he said nothing. We continue to our kisses he asked me can I keep my hands on my butts if you don't mind. And I nodded to him we kiss again. I was on him he gave me kisses on my neck I was moaning a lot and while moaning he kissed me on lips harder I took his hands to my cups I allow him to press them up when his hands cupping it up I was moaning in his mouth he grabbed my head and he again starts giving neck kisses to me oh man how can he does it yaar he's every kiss is so amazing and it's making me feel like I'm in heaven like oh man just do it again please don't stop kissing my neck. While I was moaning harder he comes up to kiss my lips again after that he asked me can I go down to touch you. Nobody ever does it but I don't know we will meet again or something so I nodded again. I was being so in the mood I was biting my lips while he was kissing my neck. And he tries to lose my lehenga a little he touches me down there, first of all, I was so wet he smiles on me when he touches it first then his fingers was massaging my vaginas clits and the labia and he kisses me again while doing it. I was moaning again. He was massaging my clits again and touching that button slow which makes me moan louder in his mouth and then he put the middle finger inside of it slow which makes me so horny and I can't stop moaning he kissed me again given me liplock I was so amazed from him. It turns me so on that time he starts rubbing my clits slow first and in the rhythm he starts doing it fast and faster it makes me so horny and yes it was so satisfying he makes me cum so hard. And I fell in his arms being tired a lot I saw someone is calling on my cell phone when I check it was Tia I picked up and she asked me " where the hell was you it time to leave now your mom and dad is searching for you now come fast now time to leave we all need to get some photos with the groom and the bride". I replied, "Yes I'm coming down wait".

We both went down to the 6th-floor room and I was making my dress my hair okay as it was before. He asked, "I do u know who am I". I said to him 'you're from the bride side'. He replied, " yes that's true but do you know my name". I reply "God I forget to ask him his name". But whatever I asked him " what's your name?" He replied "Deepak". I was in the fairy tale moment he's name is Deepak and my name is Dia wow. We reached the ground floor and I went to see my Tia and she's there near to my mom. My whole family was staring at me I know they were angry with me because I was with that guy and he's still watching me which make me blush so much. We took a group photo and that guy I mean Deepak came in that photo too I was happy to share that moment with him. I and Tia were together and Deepak sat next to me he taken my phone and dial his number on my cell phones number pad I saved his number. So it's been a while and it's time to leave as well he was behind us while we were leaving he grabs my hands and said hope I'll meet u soon Dia. I have given him a smile with blushing. We sat inside our car and my dad drove it to our home.

When we reach home I ran to my room taken a shower and thinking to call him now but I didn't. I don't know what happened to me but I didn't call him up. After one week I saw his number again but I was thinking to call him out but I won't still. Now it's been a month and I haven't called him yet I want to call him but I think maybe he forgets about me or something so I haven't called him up still. After some days I got a call from Tia she said to me " Hey Dia my mom and dad fixed my marriage and I want you to be with me at the muhh dikhayi". I was happy for her but then I think of Deepak too what if he is going to get married or maybe I don't know. After some days we all gone to Tia's home for the muhh dikhayi and what I saw Wow, Deepak and his family was there I was in shock what the hell he is doing here is he's going to get married to my Tia or something?

To be continued 🤯

#liplock #kisses #closure #unknown #lehenga #dessert #elevator #romance #writing #my fic #imagines

[blorbosexterminator]

So we are halfway through the finale season and......

Well,

Let my review say everything to you, so, here you go :

Alberto 😡😡😡😡😡. That motherfucker just went psycho, didnt he? Blind in rage & just wants to snatch his daughter like a trophy 😡😡😡😡😡

Man I wish someone would just shoot him, like blow his brains off yaar, you will be doing the world a favour.

Poor Daniel 🙁 He be dumb, but he have sense.

“Where were you, papá?” Daniel asks, leaning against the wall. 

Ooooh the roles just reversed 😈

Senor Ramos, please tell everything to your son, he'll not judge you or else it'll be too late and wont end for anyone.

Whatever it is, I’ll do it. You’re old and you’re sick,” he cries out, not exactly knowing what he’s signing up for, but it doesn’t matter. But his father only chuckles at that. 

“I’m not kidding!” He wasn’t, but he realizes he doesn’t feel any of the excitement he usually does when getting into anything new.

Daniel 😢😢😢 He ready to do anything for his dad (& Monica)

Daniel 🤦‍♀️ please, atleast ask Monica, dude, come on, I know she'll say yes but please just ask her.

I love how Daniel's thoughts go off-tangent from I'm not kidding to hearing Agatha, aka interrogator of everyone's sexuality, complain bout expensive diapers 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. Such a mood, bruh, such a mood.

“Daniel!” his father screams, suddenly in front of him. “What have you gotten yourself into?”

“Nothing,” he smiles. If his father won’t let him do it, then he’ll go to Marquina himself.

Senor Ramos :

Daniel :

(The look of every parent when they know their kid is stirring up trouble)

(Also, also, I have a theory :

What if by the time Daniel goes to Sergio, he is about to lead a rescue mission and recruits him (and also Julia)?? 😱😱😱😱😱

Nada, I swear if that happens, like you know a rescue+shootout from an action film, I have a special song that I'll dedicate to it, IF YOU CAN, please make it happen)

Martín has managed to identify the car and get the route through the cctv Silene brought

Hmmmmm 🤔

Sergio is a son of a bitch, but he’s a smart son of a bitch. Together, they could find them. Everything could be dealt with after. He just needs to make sure he’s safe.

*Careless Whispers by George Michael plays in background* 😈😈😈

By the time Martín arrived, he saw Alberto and Sergio physically fighting on the road, in the utter darkness of night.

S2 deja vu 😏

Martín saw Alberto take out his gun, and even with his back to him, Martín could tell he wasn’t merely threatening. Martín jolted up at the first shot, he couldn’t tell exactly what happened or where he shot him, but he heard Sergio’s groan and could tell it wasn’t deadly, from Alberto raising it again.

*stares in horror and fear* *holds breath*

But Martín didn’t give him a chance. The next shot was directly at Alberto’s head. He collapsed as easily as a fly on top of Sergio,

Hang on......

MY WISH HAS COME TRUE!!!!!!!!

Martin, baby, my sweetie, my darling, I am so proud of you.

Martin really went boom boom ciao, didnt he? 🤣🤣🤣

🎶I'm gonna take you down

Oh, down, down, down

So, don't you fool around

I'm gonna pull it, pull it, pull the trigger🎶

(Shoot to Thrill by AC/DC)

“My hand, he shot through it, did you send him?”

ARE YOU KIDDING ME SERGIO?! WHAT KIND OF AN IDIOT ASSHOLE ARE YOU?!

Also, as chemistry student, I just noticed smth. If they threw him in a tub of acid, they would've gotten some blisters from the splashes, so if they dont wanna get caught, they should heal them asap. And also, did they get rid of the blood from the road, car & their clothes?

I can’t afford time, not now,” he paused, sighed, and opened the faucet to wash his hands. “And—” he took a deep breath, “——something tells me that when all of this is over, Andrés and I—he will lose me, and I’ll lose him too, but he—I won’t cost him his brother too,” he turned to look at him and Sergio was standing still, just listening.

He laughed, bitterly. “"It was always either me or you, Sergio. Either me or you, but not both of us. I won't cause him this grief."

WHY?! 😭 WHY?!?! 😭😭WHY?!?!? 😭😭😭

Martin always sacrifices everything and helps Sergio, but that bastard never, ever, returns the favour!!!

My dog : *hands me a tissue box*

Me : *softly* Thank you 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

Okay, Good Night and I'll see you tomorrow.

Hello again, Kal!

Oh yeah he did, he went absolutely nuts. You'll be happy with the end of the episode then!

The turned tables! Who would have thought Daniel would end up the one with common sense!

No one has to keep secrets, but yet they do. Because it's a telenovela.

Daniel's priorities are his father and Monica and he's right.

Just give him time, he's getting there!

You know you're ready to be a father when you hear diaper complaints in your head.

Perfect reactions, those are the exact faces.

I think you're gonna be happy with what's coming!

She's being useful!!

Yess!

Okay yes I'm proud of him as well. Another thing I wanted to write from the beginning lmfao.

Oh yes, don't fuck with Martín!

The guy just had a man try to kill him agabsh he could be a little jarred.

True, but what are blisters with like everything else happening. Well, I hope they did.

Martín and Sergio really had a moment there, didn't they?

Well, this is like the first time he ever does anything for Sergio afajshhs

Your dog is a hero. Here taking care of us all.

Good night! And thank you so much once again, Kal!

#A Spanish Tale #Ramadan Telenovela

[loi-et-love]

NF: You charmer.

I: heh today, i spent so much time with SZ. My boss left at 5:15 n then i was at SZ's desk chitchatting with him. we left together n then we were in the basement till 7:15 talking. standing outside our cars n then he said lets go! you need to go home so we left n he gets more traffic than i do, so he texts me when he';s stuck, so this time i texted him when i was waiting for the signal to turn green n then he called me. we spoke for 6 mins. he reached 15 mins before i reached home n he wrote this: Is it you or if should be me scared ..... today I was down for one hours ..... I was emailing you 70 odd mails .... this is because you are in office ..... what would happen when you are not in this company you would forget me and find someone else ...... so who is the one to be heart broken ????? You keep saying I would go abroad ..... but look at yourself it's you who is going to leave me and go ...... any clue how I would feel when you are gone and stop talking to me as much ? And WTF ...... I am already missing you ..... you are right I should have hugged you before leaving and then got in to back seat. And the reason I didn't kiss was ..... I don't know what you think about me or what you would think about me after that.

in the basement, he came up with a stupid plan. he said "im not entertainment" i said ure not. nor are you a distraction!!" so he said, "okay so let's do this. starting from tomorrow, we won't talk/chat/ communicate till thursday" he's gg to out of town again for work on tuesday morning n coming back on wednesday night so ill see him on monday n then on thursday

NF: It would give your fingers a chance to rest.

I: so in the chat he said "we will talk on thursday" n i said "i cant do that. n i know u cant either" n then i said this "damn yaar.. this is fucked up! idk where the flirting ends and reality begins anymore!!" n he said "Agreed it's getting fucked up ..... so either enjoy this or stop this ..... this between thing is insane" ok! again! i dont believe he's really interested. like really interested. if he wudnt be married, he wud actually date me. BTW he knows about BB. the whole story

NF: You don't believe he's really interested??? You mean like he'd marry you?

I: i never think its possible. not that he wud marry me. no no no

NF: That's pretty hard to tell. You guys are in the super excited phase.

I: hehehehe its crazy yeah

NF: He'd be VERY happy to jump your bones though.

I: i dont think he wud actually do it. theres no air conditioning or fan in the basement so we were sweating. he used his hanky, which i didnt even knew he carried

NF: I estimate a 99% chance that he would.

I: so he joked that lets sit in the back seat of his car n i said lets go!! i said it a couple of times. n he said nahhhh no no. he just didn’t

NF: You've said no more a couple of times and you kid all the time, so he knows you are kidding. If you actually kissed him, like he's thinking about, excellent chance he wouldn't stop.

I: idk how this is possible

NF: When you are used to having sex, once you get riled up you want to keep going. It feels natural. And you have him riled up. Way riled up.

I: hehehehehh so when u said "you charmer" i grinned... hehehe idk. i really like him. n im not that person where i enjoyed n i left without giving a damn. i really care about him

NF: You really like him

I: yeah. i wudnt mind kisisng him but he's married. and then i'll officially be the "other woman"

NF: You already are. You're way past that.

I: i think ive always been just that. now im ready to see him outside office. he was shocked,. i told him when he had called me. i texted him the reason why i changed my mind

NF: You feeling the flames yet?? Heh. Playing with fire! Unless you really do want to have an affair with this married guy.

I: I don't want to do something immoral. Don't want to sabotage his marriage

NF: You already are doing that.

I: I asked him today how is his wife okay with you traveling so much?! Cause I wouldn't be okay! N he didn't answer. He said he did flirt with women after he was married. Nothing scandalous. I told him, “damn yaar.. this is fucked up! idk where the flirting ends and reality begins anymore!!” And he said, “Agreed it's getting fucked up ..... so either enjoy this or stop this ..... this between thing is insane” What does he mean by 'between things'??

NF: You are all hot for each other but not having an affair. You have gone to way more than friends. So not friends, not lovers, something in between.

I: idk. Me? Relationship? Me lovers? What???????

NF: That's what I think he means by "between thing"

I: And what? What aboutBB? My feelings for him?! They haven't gone anywhere

NF: You and SZ are about 95% of the way to having an affair.

I: My mom called why I was late. N I said I was in the basement talking n she asked who was I talking to? So I said "hmmmmm SZ..." n she mimicked me. And that's my mom !!!! On top of everything. As if he's my 24 yo unmarried going to marry me boyfriend

NF: heh

I: He took a risk to talk to me for so long in the basement. Everybody knows him in the office. He's a family friend of the owner. He calls him uncle. Was telling me about the paintings the owner has in his bathroom!!

NF: I wish you well in this. I hope you figure out what you really want.

I: i want to have an affair but im scared to begin n of how it will end

NF: Some people regret what that will do to the wife. Some don't.

I: he responded n said "nothing. see you on thursday"

NF: He could have seriously mixed feelings too

I: He was telling me that he wrote this huge email to me n in reply I sent him a longer email than his so he came to that n he's like "and yes! That was a long email! That was the longest email ive ever seen!!" I said but you wrote a long one too. So he said "yeah but I'm in a hotel room. I'm in shorts, doing nothing but just writing to you n answering to GC's phone calls. But you're in office!!!!" He was surprised. He was like "I started reading n I'm like why isn't this ending?!! Where the hell does this end?" Heheheheh n he was laughing. when he had called today, he tells me that when he responds to my emails, there's my pic in the right. so his colleagues, with whom I also talk, have seen him emailing me. They probably have read a little bit here n there too. n thats when i knew how he wud feel if i told him that H sir n Kaalu knows we email n that Kaalu has read a few too. im not including you in this

NF: So now people in the office are thinking you two are having an affair? That might discourage your boss.

I: heheheeh. SZ said ppl have noticed that we two talk a lot. that GC's secretary gave him the eyes n also taunted him saying "pay attention to work n stop getting involved with women!" it makes sense bcz SZ n i have nothing in common. why wud we even start a conversation????

NF: Oh, no work reason to talk

I: thats what he loves about me. he had very few conversations with ppl around him n nobody could hold a conversation. even relating to work. n then there's me!! who spoke about all nonsense crap n still it was interesting

#personal #net friend chats #SZ #AC #office love affair

[deepakdpatidar-blog]

Youtube channel with your buddy? No. Don't.

Hello friends. Before starting today’s topic Prayers for Vinod khanna sir. May his soul Rest In Peace. 🙏 So yeah! Let’s begin. So I’m gonna tell you a story. A story about a YouTube channel. Can a channel be a reason to “friends turn foes ”? Yeah it can be!!! A big reason. So my buddy or my bestie or mera jigar ka tukda mera bhai mera dost mera yaar… (infinite) had a YouTube channel. He started posting some cartoon videos and some songs and etc. And it started doing well. No money (because it was not original) but very good amount of views and subscribers. Within a year or less than that he got around 5k subs. So we thought that we’ll make some original videos and we’ll upload it and we’ll be YouTubers! (In my mind I was already a star 😂) So on the launch day of Iphone 7 I didn’t sleep whole night and made a video about it’s specs & little information and stuff and uploaded it. Obviously it didn’t do well. And after that I left that city. He was in a different city and I was also in a different one. But every time we used to talk we were making plans that we’ll do this and that.

And one day I told him that bro I’m sending you this pics. Choose one for our channel and upload it and change the name of our channel from your name to this new name. (My friend’s real name was the name of that channel) So we came up with a name and finalised a pic and told him to update it cause I didn’t have the password. He told me that sure. I’m busy right now I’ll do it later. Few days passed. He didn’t. Asked again, he said I’ll do it don’t worry. I said okay. Few more days/weeks passed. He didn’t. Then he said that if I change it we’ll loose subs and views. I said how can we loose something, we never had. The subs and views are not for our original content. After putting original we can’t change cause people will find it difficult to recognise and remember our channel. But as usual he didn’t. Months passed. One day he made a new channel with the name we decided and kept that picture I sent him as a profile pic. And sent me all the details. I said okay. Cool. I thought we’ll experiment few videos on the new channel and if it gets positive responses then will put it on the old channel. He started uploading cartoon videos to both the channels and the new channel too started growing well.

So one day I came with an idea of a video. I shoot it. I uploaded it. Like that I started posting random videos. I knew that I sucks and I need to improve but I was trying. And we were experimenting so it’s okay. By time we’ll improve and told him to post the videos on both the channels. 2-3 videos he uploaded and after that he didn’t. One of our video went good. Within 3-4 days it was viewed 2-3k time. I told him to upload it immediately on the old channel but he did after 2 days. I was pissed. When I started uploading he guided me that do this and do that. I tried and I was improving. But after few days there was no call no message. I was waiting. I was spending hours on each video. Because I was shooting, editing and uploading by my phone. But no words from him. He thought I was doing shit. I sucks. I also knew that by time I’ll improve man. After a week or two, I called him. Because I was not able to login on the new channel too. He was outside somewhere. Told him to call me back when reach home. He didn’t. Next day in the morning I posted one video. He called me in the noon and started speaking shit about my videos. I listened. I didn’t react. He talked a lot about my videos. I didn’t react. After he cut the call. I deleted all the videos I made (except the one with 5k views). I was pissed a lot. I was burning inside like hell. Because you can’t see how much efforts I was making in each of my video. I was trying hard dude. Can’t you see? No one is perfect from there first video. Every one has to improve themselves. I was also trying. But he, my friend wanted everything perfect. No perfect then no upload. So I followed him and deleted all. I called him all launched all my missiles on him. Told everything I wanted to. Lashed out all my anger then cut the call. He texted me after few hours that you really don’t wanna make videos anymore and all. I replied few times. Ignored most of the time. It all happened yesterday only. So i was thinking that let him suffer for two days then I’ll talk to him. Today he was texting since morning. I called him after noon. And said that whatever you wanna say, say at once now and finish it I don’t want msgs and all. So say it and end it. Because I was frustrated of his messages. I don’t know what he thought of it and said that no reply me on text I won’t tell you on phone. I said, look say it otherwise I’m not replying you. He said okay don’t reply. By that he cut the call. And then he texted me that you think I’m gonna follow you? And blah blah and said fuck off. That’s what I was asking him, that say it on my face why you saying it on messages? Say it on my face or on call. I called him back. He didn’t receive. Around 15 times I called but he didn’t. Even I didn’t have any mistake in all this mess (acc to me) but still I called him for 15 times cause I believe in talking on face. Whatever you wanna say, say it on face and finish it. Don’t know what he believes. Texted him good bye. After that too I called him 4-5 times. But… After all that shit I was so fucking not stable. I was frustrated, I was sad. I don’t know why But I was not feeling well. Whenever someone I’m close to doesn’t talk to me or upset with me, it makes me sad. Until I’m back with that person It doesn’t feel good to me. Thought I’ll write it down then I’ll feel relaxed. So here I am. Feeling like a guy who is ditched by his girl. 🙏

[weirdlydarkthots]

"You will love me when you will meet me" bhai mai nahi millun gi if I don't have another person with me whom I know because I dunno merko creepy vibessss attiiiiii hai baaki kisi ko bhi mil lun gi but not you alone (Ｔ▽Ｔ) I can't explain it (Ｔ▽Ｔ) I wish I could but I can't (╥_╥) I don't want to meet yaar? Why the fuck he obsessed with the idea of meeting me and seeing me in real life? Voice kaafi nahi thi? vIdeO cAlL nahi krna mujhe (╥_╥)(Ｔ▽Ｔ) yaar yeh insaan thaak ta nahi hai? Bhai sahb (ㄒoㄒ) I can't help but get bad vibes if only I had not listened to an that one time ಥ⌣ಥ it's so bad ki I know he is a nice dude. He is genuinely nice haad tharki hai ngl I mean the way he creeped out vaibhavi and even riya wasn't a fan of him and even akriti is worried xD bhai sahb even anya says to stop but I do not know how because he has never been a douche bag to me until that recent incident. I want to dissolve because I know I shouldn't do shit because I feel guilt. I shouldn't feel guilty but the fuck I swear to god he is manipulative yes but is a very stubble and innocent way and he is I dunno why I feel the way I feel bc isski patience mujhe chahiye ಥ_ಥ(╥_╥) mai ittni patient hotti na meri life savaar jatti because one thing I lack is patience mujhe hr cheez turant chahiye hotti hai nahi toh interest nahi rehta lul and I find something else to do. Whyyyyyy is he soooooooo adamant? ;-; and how?