#y’all make me fucking sick

[balasha7sanbardo]

its hitting me all right now. I feel aches all over my body. I can’t stop crying. The footages are so horrific I’m honestly so sick to my stomach. I’m mourning those precious lives lost. It will never stop to amaze me how y’all think so lowly of Palestinian lives. I guess it feels good to feel superior and to stroke your own ego. All we did was exist on a land. If you wanna talk about how sad it is, tell me why? Tell me why are you sad now? People going “oh I don’t know anything about it but its so sad.” Why the fuck haven’t you bothered to care enough about it until now? We’ve fucking felt this for 75+ years and we’re still bleeding. Now you wanna be fucking sad?

#I’m so fucking done with you centrists and fake ass libs #our screams and cries havent mattered to yall before any of this #now you wanna be worried about civilians? #where were your worries about Palestinian civilians being ethnically cleansed for 75+ years #y’all make me fucking sick #palestine #free palestine #gaza #the Ukrainians supporting israel is fucking mind blowing bro #like I’m genuinely losing my mind over the absurdity of this

[crownecromancer]

I’m sorry it’s just really not fucking fair that In THE ACTUAL MOVIE it can imply something between Gwen and Hobie but the SECOND a people started shipping two black boys together then It became a huge fucking problem, here’s the thing If Hobie is actually older and they never say that in the movie but imply something to the audience that him and a sixteen year old girl could possibly have something between them THEN THATS GROSS I DONT CARE HOW GOOD THE MOVIE IS! But Hobie is always a teenager, in other crossovers and his comics he is around 16, he has met miles before in canon the ships not new it was just small, I hate that every single fandom I try to enjoy now has this fucking problem It’s totally okay if you don’t like a ship but just say you don’t vibe with it and move on for the love of god

#I’m sick of all the fucking arguing #it’s the only thing on the tag #I JUST WANT TO SEE FANART IM SO DONE #I have been in fandoms for YEARS and y’all are actually making me want to just give up #the same thing happened in TMNT a with two teenage characters #I’m just tired #miles morales #hobie brown #punkflower #spiderman #spider punk

[chrollohearttags]

None of you weird ass tumblr bitches are posting abt what’s going on in the world rn. How privileged and ignorant can you be!

“noNe oF yoU Ar—“ and what the fuck have you done today? Besides be a mouth breathing cunt, hopping in mine and other peoples inboxes. If you cared that much, you’d take your scary ass of anon and go spread awareness. Yet here you are.

#y’all be so performative and fucking stupid #it actually makes me sick #go to hell #don’t act dumb on my page because I will act straight stupid #mind you #I’ve posted plenty and reblogged resources #but again I don’t have to explain a fuck thing to any of y’all.

[seraphicalsuccubus]

hey hi hello, I didn’t realize this needed to be fucking said in 2024 but:

don’t fucking submit random stolen porn gifs to my inbox??? or your own dick pics??? or personal nude pictures in general??? what the actual fuck is wrong with some of y’all??? it’s not even like I reblog that shit to begin with so it’s clearly not something I’m looking to have submitted??? what would possess you to do this???

KNOWING I have a partner I’m publicly in love with and will not react kindly to such a thing??? his url is literally in my bio??? also… just… that’s fucking gross, in general??? whether I’m taken or not???

y’all need to understand what fucking consent is before I bash it through your fucking skulls with a goddamn brick and make you comprehend it. repulsive behavior. who in the fucking hell raised y’all to think it’s acceptable to send that shit to random strangers online.

#some of y’all make me fucking sick #just some random fucking guy submitting stupid gifs of other people having sex #what made you think I care. what made you think I asked for that. what made you think I want anything to do with you when you didn’t exist #to me before you sent those. like. what a piss poor attempt at ‘flirting’ #that shit isn’t a fucking turn on. it’s a massive TURN OFF actually. #my pussy has never been drier. it’s the fucking Sahara over here rn. thanks for that.

[starlooove]

Ppl will say fanon v canon doesn’t matter and it’s all jokes and I’m sooooo close to going sure sometimes and then I remember y’all removed a major role of one of the if not THEE most prominent black character in Bruce’s story who was created a whole decade before tim and gave it to tim based off a run where he literally handed the role back! Like IN THE COMIC Tim was CEO in name only and handed it back to Lucius relieved when he didn’t need to front anymore like.

#also if I said y’all took a lot of what tam does and her character traits and handed them off to tim…. #like from that run #it’s crazy bc I always say that’s like the only comic tim stans read #but if that’s true the racism isn’t even covert anymore el oh el #tim Drake #it’s actually about him this time #I’m not gonna clog Lucius or tam tags any further tho #oh and on the tam note #her quick thing and sheer insanity was seen as naivety from tim even tho it saved his ass quite a few times #mainly that Vicki vale shit #which is hung up on LUCIUS’ wall #bc it’s HIS office #bc HE is the CEO. #I think it’s so funny how Bruce quest was like unreliable narrator knows their unreliable and thinks that knowledge means that everything t #they say is true bc they acknowledge that maybe they’re not thinking healthily #which is so fucking fun #but y’all go ‘yesss this is Tim!’ #like no! it’s not! and tim knows that! and he’s too high strung to be pissed or scared about it! #AND THAT IS WHAT SHOULDVE HAPPENED NEXT #IK cómics don’t like to acknowledge that kinda trauma and shit #but something going deep into Tim’s mental state at the time and how he was impacted in daily and personal life #(bc instead of black characters being written out and ignored I’m choosing to believe tam distanced herself bc he was such a Dick) #Like that would’ve been craaaazy #like even tims lack luster reaction at seeing Kon in Paris after he was DEAD #And then later having the emotional reaction like he really kept that shit on the backburner #but noooo he’s so badass and a killer 🥺 #anyways justice for the fox family #at least for Lucius like he and cyborg are in the same boat for me #where they’ve been around for so long and have been so important (cyborg on a waaaay wider scale) #that the fact that they don’t get their flowers in favor of making shit up for tim is SICK

[melrosing]

anyway in an absolutely wild turn of events I think I’m free of my hideous job and like. substantially richer for it??? lmao 2023 you really owed me

#ok so this a lot of personal shit but I’m just gonna incredulously vent into the tags #like I don’t even know how to describe what 2023 in this job has been like lol #since April they’ve been insulting and scrutinising and scapegoating me over absolutely everything #they were really angling for just firing me outright for never measuring up to their constantly shifting and increasingly bizarre goalposts #and it got so personal man they kept insisting that it wasn’t but my god #then my dad gets sick and it suddenly becomes awkward for them to keep insulting and overworking me #so they switch to just ignoring me entirely so they don’t have to reckon w what me and my family are going through #like they never ask how he is or how things are going just every Friday they say hey do you reckon you can take more work on again? #and THEN I get a gut infection and suddenly im being guilt tripped for taking sick leave and pestered for evidence #it was giving like ‘we had to give you time off for your dad but now you’re taking the piss’ #to the point I DID reach out to a third party at the company and was like ‘I’m sorry but why the fuck are they treating me like this’ #and she was like ‘confidentially this is disgusting and I advise you to report it’ #WHEN SUDDENLY I get back from sick leave and it’s like ‘the business is falling short so we have to make some redundancies….’ #and now they’ve had to pay me a SUBSTANTIAL sum to fuck off!!! I think I win??? #like I was so close to quitting but thank god I didn’t because now I’m getting a sweet deal to fuck off with no notice lmao #i leave end of the month #at first I was shocked like y’all really doing this now??? but suddenly I’m like. this is the best possible thing that could’ve happened #I spoke to that third party again and she was like ‘I am so happy for you’ like omfg it was a curveball but we’ll take it!!! #I’m fucking outta here and in due course I WILL be writing on glassdoor how fucked they are

[sopekooks]

you are a big blog you should support new content creators more often

first of all you assuming i have a big blog is funny, because i don’t. i do support content creators, but this new wave of content creators have zero fucking respect for the tannies and you can quote me on that. making gifs from sasaengs content left and right, making gifs of the boys crying and being vulnerable for some notes. you want me to support that? no thank you <3 there’s a lot and i mean a fucking lot of official content so no as long as they keep making gifs from that type content they aren’t getting my “support”.

#first thing i see on my dash today? a gifset of yoongi crying. . . WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF MAKING GIFS OF THAT? FOR WHAT? #FOR SOME NOTES? DO YOU THINK SOMEONE BEING VULNERABLE IS FUN? PUT YOURSELF IN THEIR FUCKING SHOES FOR ONCE #‘BUT THEY ARE CELEBRITIES’ THEY ARE FUCKING HUMANS FIRST #HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF THAT WAS YOU CRYING? HAVE SOME FUCKING RESPECT #Y’ALL MAKE ME SICK #ALSO IF YOU ARE SUPPORTING THAT TYPE OF CONTENT YOU ARE NO BETTER THAN THE PERSON CREATING IT #IF WE WERE MUTUALS AND YOU FIND YOURSELF BLOCKED NOW YOU KNOW WHY <3 #ask 💌 #anon

[laszlo-writes]

Just so y’all know, the Yellowjackets cast would hate the way I see some of y’all talk about Juliette Lewis. Shameful.

#y’all are shallow as fuck and it makes me sick #if the reason you don’t ship mistynat is because adult Natalie ‘isn’t hot’ then you are the weakest link #like OBVIOUSLY you don’t have to ship mistynat but if that’s the reason you don’t ship it? grow up #laz talks #yellowjackets

[yetdevout]

something that disturbs me the most about all of this is that most of you freaks are older than me. i’m very much a legal minor, and you all that find caelum sexually or romantically appealing are well above that. so tell me - what the fuck is so attractive about caelum?

no, because let’s actually talk about it, like what are you seeing that i’m not? what is it? because every single character who is NOT caelum that exists on the channel are explicitly adults, and you losers decide to choose caelum? HIM? so no, what is it?? we have this conversation every other month and no one has provided any answer, so what the fuck is it?

#let this be my own little psa to get tf off my blog if you do any of the shit listed above #y’all make me sick and i put that on everything i love #you know exactly who you are #i’ve wanted to know what the fuck this is all about #because what are you going to tell me? #are you attracted to his childlike mannerisms? #his childlike innocence? #his childlike voice? #i don’t care that it’s just fiction #you losers shouldn’t be around kids point blank #y’all should just give up with the semantics and the mental gymnastics and call your little attraction what it is

[unicornofgt]

alright, i have come to the decision i am keeping this blog up as an archive and leaving the gt tumblr community for the foreseeable future.

when i made my post about chamomile-g-tea’s damaging treatment of my story, gtms, my goal was to acknowledge the situation so i could hopefully move forward and restore gtms/my blog as mine again, without her influence. and while i anticipated backlash, some of the responses were just...downright disturbing. lots of comments echoed a victim-blaming sentiment that i am responsible for the emotional and creative damage done to me by another person because ‘why didn’t you just say no or tell her to stop?’ not only does this ignore the several attempts i did make to express discomfort and set boundaries—which were not respected—but even if i didn’t manage to express a ‘no’, that doesn’t make what happened ok; it doesn’t erase the year of crippling pressure and guilt i lived with and still struggle to shake daily. realizing that so many people in this community think otherwise is just...disturbing. it’s disturbing. that’s the only word i can think to use.

the response to all this does not make me feel safe being here—that’s what this situation has unfortunately showed me: that the audience i hoped to allow to view my reclaiming process would also contain the same crowd who make me feel so unsafe—and why the fuck would i let those people see something as personal as that? why would i let them see anything? it’s made me understand i can’t continue to heal myself and my writing if i am posting it for other people, especially harmful people. and even though it turned out this way, i’m glad i gave it a shot; that i made that post as an effort to see if it was even possible or worth it to restore this space—even if the answer was no! absolutely fucking not!—because it saved me from even more time spent sharing my work with people who do not respect me as a person or a creator. i’m glad i tried, however much it sucked, because it allowed me to understand: it is not just one person in this community i feel unsafe with, but a solid percentage of the community at large that i just cannot healthily engage with, and no amount of blocking will fix that.

but of course this is not the only situation that showed me this community’s true colors—the dismissive or outright aggressive response to the calling out of racism in our tropes has also been deeply disturbing. to clarify, there is no problem in identifying with and finding comfort or catharsis in problematic tropes such as the pet trope, but there is a problem with using that comfort to make others feel unsafe and speak over people of color. and the solution to this trope problem is very simple—generally apply critical thinking skills to the media you enjoy, and tag your shit properly (dead dove, particularly when the giant owner/abuser doesn’t face consequences and/or if the abused/abuser fall in ‘love’—dead dove is not actually currently used in this community, that’s the problem). but rather than taking this as an opportunity to listen and improve, it was instead used as a chance to lash out at and make clear that poc are not welcome in this community and come secondary to the feelings of white creators and readers.

over the last few years, this community has fostered and been exposed for bigotry such as terfs, ableists, racists, etc, and especially in the current political era, this is no longer a community i want to share my work with or even just lurk in. and i know on the surface this community seems progressive, but take a better look and you’ll find members of the community doing and saying…questionable things, or keeping quiet and enabling their friends who do and say questionable things because they would rather be passive and polite than be genuinely kind and compassionate through active accountability.

of course this is the risk you take interacting with any person ever—but it’s especially taxing to look around at such a small, close knit community you know is riddled with these problems and wonder if the people making innocent posts are actually harmful; if they prioritize their comfort over the safety of marginalized people, if they even see you as a full person, and for me, personally—if they are willing to overlook consent to blame you for your trauma and defend the person who inflicted it. it’s taxing to explain basic basic concepts to strangers over and over in a place that prides itself on being a safe space, where people just have fun and mentally escape from irl hardships. it’s taxing to ride out shitty, hateful treatment when you are just simply one person (voluntarily providing free services btw) with only so much energy and fucks to give. it is not worth the strain it puts on you as a person, nor is it your responsibility to sit there and accept it, and i am not the only creator in this community who feels this way. we are fucking tired.

quite simply, this is not a community i feel comfortable participating in or sharing anything with. and that’s a shame, because there are wonderful, creative and caring people here who i have enjoyed sharing this space with, and maybe someday i’ll give this community another chance, but currently it’s just not worth the time of day. and i want to make it clear: my leaving is not simply because of just one person or just one situation—that i could handle—it is the community itself that is the root problem; that continues to be harmful, in multiple contexts—that is the reason why i and several other creators are leaving for greener pastures and more enjoyable communities—or just simply for a fucking moment’s worth of peace, because lord knows you won’t find it here.

#i considered making this post just ‘yea i feel unsafe here i’m leaving’ #but i did want to post a clear explanation for mutuals still here n the ppl who come across my blog in the future #instead of leaving it to speculation and guess work #so i wrote a fucking essay lmao #but there are more personal details i didn’t go into bc they’re distressing and some of y’all are straight awful<3 #however i will say you are not inside anyone else’s head if they say they feel unsafe it is not for you to question that #anyways privileges to myself and my writing are officially revoked #when i’m ready to share writing it’ll be with close friends in private #and maybe eventually on another site like ao3 but if that happens it won’t be for a while #and if i do post gtms there it will prolly be v different from the version here bc it’ll be the restored and improved version #i hate the version on this site<3 #for now i just need to get back into the swing of things bc rn it is. so hard to Think at all #i’ll also be doing things on my fandom account i am just leaving this community bc good lord #if you told me a month ago i’d be leaving this community i’d have been devastated but now? #having seen sm of this community’s true colors one after another? #i don’t give a fuck now #the only thing i feel is relief #the community i thought i was apart of does not exist and it made me physically sick to realize and experience that reality #for all its problems i did not think so MUCH of the gt community was this vile #i’ve run this blog for years and closing this chapter just brings me closure and peace #and to those of y’all who are alright n still here: good fucken luck lmfao wish y’all the best dealing w this shitshow #gt community #giant/tiny #gt #g/t #sfw g/t #gtms #gt mech suits

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

i know what she did to him was wrong and i will never really defend debbie for 5x03 but JESUS FUCK i hate this man

#shameless #debbie gallagher #matty shameless #5x03 #it makes me sick that some of y’all defend him #are you fucking kidding me #he was 20 and she was 13 #he called her sexy and slept in the same bed as her KNOWING that she was so young #he promised to fuck her as soon as she turned 16 (he would be 23 then) #literally what is wrong with people who defend him #like you’ll come after kash ned and helene (rightfully so) but not matty?

[trashratsaws]

Hey I somehow got terfs on my page despite not following any terf blogs so just a very unfriendly reminder to block and unfollow me if you are a terf this is not a safe space for you <3

#rat rambles #seriously get the fuck of my page #y’all make me sick I’m trying to curate my experience

[comradekarin]

hey do you guys remember when “being who you are” and “not caring what others think of you” applied to l fairly innocent things like hobbies, traits, or activities you like to do? and not despicable, misogynistic men so insecure abt themselves they’ll humiliate, degrade, manipulate, and abuse women (and then play it off as if they don’t really mean it in that way)?

#andrew tate #he makes me sick #a lot of men just do not care about the safety and livelihood of women and it’s sickening #and when you bring it up it’s the leftist being sensitive and not being able to take jokes #god forbid a woman talks about tate being bald and they’ll be an army of men like that’s why he hates women #and the amount of young men who believe in his words or just casually support how “cOnFiDeNt he is #what the hell is going on right now #and even if he is joking and isn’t serious it’s not fucking funny??? no one’s laughing??? #y’all take the word sensitivity and just run with it sometimes especially when it comes to what is perceived to be unfunny #kudos to the victims for coming forward and trying to make their voices heard #and im sorry that their voices were silenced and treated so inhumanely by tate and his supporters #he deserves every bit of punishment he gets and MORE

[61below]

#meanwhile in minnesota #I’m sick and I’m trying to coordinate big plans but it’s also freaking me out yet I’m trying to remind myself that I’m SICK #so my heart is pounding and my chest is tight bc ::sickness:: not bc my lingering mini conviction that I’m psychic #I don’t make big decisions when I’m hungry so why on. earth should I trust myself to make plans when I’m not feeling well? #((fucking lyme. seriously y’all #the lingering heart issues are just Annoying at this point)) #point is: I’m choosing to focus on my garden instead. My GARDEN!!

[starlooove]

‘Au Damian steals his siblings bc Damian doesn’t value them enough’ Damian doesn’t owe these niggas shit

#it’s giving I read fics and WFA #daily reminder Damian immediately called the failed cloned versions of himself his siblings #like he’s a compassionate kid I’m tired of fandom and canon both doing the ‘Damian learns to love 🥺’ shit over and over and over again #and instead of being seen as the stagnant repetitive character development it would be for any other damn person #it’s presented as like a flaw to his personality #and it’s one thing if it was SUPPOSED to be but we know it’s not bc every single time they go ‘damian is friendless’ and ignore maya and #Suren #like if u wanna ignore his original tt team fine whatever but he very much has made friends and stayed on good terms with them #even IN Gotham Colin maps and Marcus #like it’s so obvious that they’re just pressing rewind every single time bc they completely ignore everything before #and sidebar very sick of artists making Damian look like a tim clone rn but it’s not lost on me that y’all are starting to like him more #especially now that he’s in Bruce’s good graces without them acknowledging how fucked up Bruce is towards him ALL the time #like they’ll go ‘father can be overprotective and suspicious 🥺 but it’s justified bc I’m evil’ and move on #I’m sick of it

[sopekooks]

if you make gifs of yoongi crying i’ll teleport into your house and delete photoshop from your computer. enough is enough.

#every day someone new makes gifs of it. . . Y’ALL MAKE ME FUCKING SICK #crystal rambles