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itakesurveys · 4 years

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Survey 302

Have you ever had a friend that you found extremely annoying but put up with anyway? no, if they annoy you that much.. are they really your friend? unless maybe it’s like a family friend. then that would make sense.

In the winter if your skin gets really dry do you bother to use lotion, or do you just leave it alone? if my skin is dry. i use lotion. no matter if it’s winter or not. girl, no one wants dragon skin.

What would your friends think of you if they read every survey answer that had to do with them? i think they would be fine. i don’t talk shit about my friends.

Who was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant? boyfriend.

Do you hate being the first person to start a conversation? depends on who and where and about what?

Who is popular in your country? (Singers, actors etc.) ariana grande kinda runs the world now and newer sensation i guess would be lizzo.

What did you watch today? i woke up to my boyfriend giving me a kiss and asking me to come for a ride with him to dunkin donuts. i got a dozen munchkins & a peppermint hot coffee.

True or False: Yoshi is the cutest dinosaur ever? nah.

Peaches or plums? peachesssss. in all forms ;) haha. but no joke. i love peaches, peach scented things and a boooty. so yes.peaches are good in my book. HAHA.

Do you understand art? art isn’t meant to be understood. it’s mean’t be to questioned and ask questions and open your mind.

Spongebob or Patrick? spongebob.

Do you read books or magazines more? depends on my mood. i read gossip magazines or books about real peoples lives.

Do/did your parents buy you a lot for Christmas? they always spend a good amount.

Would you rather watch little kid’s cartoons, older kid’s cartoons, or adult cartoons? i rather not watch cartoons. unless it’s like an x-men series show.

How about watching regular cartoons or anime? no anime.

What cartoons/anime do you actually like, if you like any at all? --- nah.

What are a few “dream” jobs you have in general? i would like to own my own boutique or shop in a cute quaint town. wake up every morning head to my shop with my laptop & coffee and sit there and greet & meet all the people that stumble across it.

Out of all the cultures in the world, what culture do you find the most interesting? i’m not sure. but i have family who are part Japaneses. i would like to know more. it seems like a beautiful culture.

What’s something that bothers you about girls? hmmm.. girls i’m cool with. a girls night is my favorite thing. boys on the other hand......

What are you doing tomorrow? waking up. going to work. packing. maybe moving some boxes, and calling comcast to set up my internet at my new place.

Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? i honestly have no idea.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde? yes. i have plenty of times. i recently been thinking of dying my hair but i have no idea to what. might go darker.

What are you wearing? a hoodie and black brief underwear.

Do you like ramen noodles? nah. i mean i guess. i think i grew out of them.

Do you own a webcam? nah. but there is one on this laptop.

Who was the last person you took a picture with? boyfriend.

Do you like Redbull? i do. it’s bad, i know...

Who is the last person you spent money on? boyfriend.

Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re eighteen? no. impossible and even if it wasn’t.. i don’t want kids.

Do you hate it when people mispronounce your name? nah. i don’t care. i’m very easy going.

Do you have a digital camera? yes.

What’s the last kind of Vitamin Water you had? all of them prob. i like the lemonade one.

Do you own a copy of Roller Coaster Tycoon? nah. and i never did. always wanted it though.

Do you have any birth marks in embarrassing places? nah. born with a freckle above my belly button & so was my mom & sister. it’s like we are apart of some creepy cult. hahaha. paranormal activity.

When was the last time you were in a hospital? to visit someone. not sure when.

Do you like to kill people on the Sims? i use too as a kid. not anymore.

Have you used Limewire before? longggggg ass time ago.

Are you or were you in a band? nope.

Is the taste of alcohol appealing to you? meh.

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surveys-at-your-service · 6 years

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Survey #153

“i may be easy - easy to hate, but you’re so fucking easy, easy to break.”

Do you think age matters in friendship? Nah. One of my closest friends is in his 30s. Now of course I believe a parent should monitor a friendship of a minor and adult, but, I still believe friendship is certainly possible. What was the last essay/assignment you wrote about? It was only the rough draft, but I helped Colleen with her assessment of "Female" by Keith Urban. When do you usually put your Christmas decorations up? Usually start in early December. Are you more likely to eat when you’re bored or depressed? When I'm bored, I'd say. When I'm depressed, I'm more keen on sleeping. I've gotten better about not eating when I'm bored, thankfully. Do you have a case/cover for your phone? Describe it. No, I want one tho. Do you take good care of your skin? I've been making a decent effort lately. I HATE the bumps I have on my arms from dry skin, so I've been moisturizing them as well as my face. What was your dream job when you were a kid? Paleontologist. I would still pursue it if I wasn't turned off by a career with loads of travel, nor do I think I have the patience to obtain a PhD. Is there any music you listen to that was influenced by your parents? Oh yeah, Mom especially. She's all about heavy metal, especially the classics. Dad too, but I'd say he's more hard rock. Do you use tampons or pads? Or both? Tampons, pads gross me out afsdjafjw. I started with them though. Is your internet wireless or do you need a cable? Wireless. What is something you’re behind the times on? Ummm idk. Have you ever had a severe allergic reaction? No. What color are your glasses, if applicable? Black. List a great $1 store find: Idk. List a great garage sale find: *shrugs* Who is one YouTuber you would like to meet? m a r k Do you have your own website? I have my own photography one. Do you like candy corn? Omg demons stay back. Were you happy as a kid? Yep. What is your favorite Queen song? If your answer isn't "Bohemian Rhapsody," I don't want you in my life. Who was the last person you blocked on social media? Why? Colleen, 'cuz I was kicking her out of my life and know that woman too well that she would try sending me a novel of hate, and I wasn't having it. Turns out she shared our drama over Facebook afterwards to make me the bad guy, and I still have trouble believing I forgave something that petty. She apologized for it, eh. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? The old woman my mom had watched. I knew enough about her to know she was a super sweet woman, so I barely held it together in there. She died the very next morning. Could you ever be friends with the person who hurt you most in life? Ha, no. He doesn't deserve my friendship. You never know what you have until you’ve lost it, true or false? Nah. What’s the craziest thing you’ve done? I dunno, possibly something sexual. When was the last time you spoke to someone in a different language? Back in high school when I was doing a German test over the phone. Have you ever successfully broken a bad habit? How about conquered a fear of something? Omg, so I had this habit of when I was thinking deeply or nervous, I would pull my eyebrows out. It got to the point it would sometimes look like I almost had none. Super embarrassing, especially because I did this a lot in school. As for a fear, it was never a big one, but going to see Sara broke my mild fear of flying. I like it now. Have you ever read a whole series of books? Yes. Are you going to walk at your graduation or just pick your diploma up? For when I finish college, I'm probably just picking up my diploma. Have you ever tried to break a Guinness World Record? No. Do you know how to read music? I recall some notes. Do you own any shirts that have a year on it? Ha ha, I got that "I was there" shirt for the Back to the Future date. Do you have any scratches on your cell phone? No. Is your skin tone lighter or darker than your mom’s? Lighter. Have you ever done another person’s make-up? I gave Jason a makeover. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Honestly still hope I have that picture somewhere. Regardless of what happened, that is damn good memory, he hated it so much. Is anyone saved in your phone under a nickname? Sara, Ashley, Nicole, and Mom. When, where, and why did a needle last pierce your skin? 'Bout two weeks back to get my tongue pierced. Who is the youngest gay person you know? Dunno. Have you ever watched an animal being eaten by another animal? Yeah, our old cats with mice 'n such. Do you get along with people who are especially religious? Why/why not? If you don't push it on me, certainly. Respect my theism, I'll respect your whatever. Do you have any interesting pillow cases? No. Are you more afraid of spiders or bees? Well, there's too much variety in this question. I'll fear a wolf spider more than a bumblebee, but a hornet more than daddy long leg. Has your best friend ever seen you naked? No. Do you get mad when your current bf/gf talks about an ex? Not at all. Do you know anybody who was abused? Yes. Would you prefer a baby boy or girl? If I was to have kids, y'know, I don't know. Perhaps a girl, but I know boys are generally easier, and feeling the bond between a mother and her son would be amazing. I'unno. When did you last feel like your privacy was invaded? I'm not sure. Do your parents volunteer anywhere? No. If you were a different religion from your current one, what would it be? Why? Wiccan, because their beliefs (that I know of) are interesting. Have you ever had your phone taken away at school? No. How old were you the first time you dyed your hair? Idk. I think first year of high school; I don't believe dyed hair was allowed in middle. Do you talk the same way you do in person as you do online? For the most part. How would you react if a doctor told you that you were infertile? I'd be like, irrationally happy. I don't want kids, and I have a considerably large fear of being raped and thus get pregnant, so. Do you get along with your best friend’s parents? Her mom's a bitch, and her dad's... different. Have you ever been in a relationship where you didn’t get along with the person’s parents? No. How many people of the opposite sex have you said ‘I love you’ to? One, romantically. Do you put marshmallows in your hot chocolate? No. What is the best thing you can draw? Meerkats are like the only thing I can draw decently without a reference. What band did you see for your first concert? Alice Cooper. Do you think people with legitimate addictions are pathetic, or do you understand them? Oh fuck off. I obviously can't "understand" because I've never endured one, but addictions are serious. Addiction is not a choice, and from meeting so many druggies during my psych hospital visits as well as having a friend who got clean, it's fucking hard. Has anyone you know ever had serious surgery before? Yeah, Mom had kidney cancer. The tumor was bigger than the kidney itself. When was the last time you had butterflies? When Sara was here, we had these few moments where we were just staring at each other smiling and asjdfawjij. Do you think Gatorade tastes refreshing or just gross? I don't like it. Do you own a pet fish? What kind of fish are they? No. Do you have a porch swing? No. How many area codes would you recognize? My own and childhood town's. Who has the best taste in music in your family? Besides myself obviously, Mom. What animal did you last pet or hold? My cat. If you were a different gender, what name would you want to have? Maybe like. Dakota. Probs my favorite unisex name. If you had to have one feature on your body changed to a canine version of said feature, what would you choose? Gimme dem teefs. What product or service do you find ridiculously overpriced? Some fast food, QUALITY MAKEUP, gas, uhhhh. How many people, outside of your immediate family, do you know the birthdays of by heart? Six, or seven if you count my dog. Maybe forgetting some. Shot of whiskey, or a bottle of Smirnoff? The latter, I love Smirnoff's. Have you ever been afraid of being underwater? No. Would you ever scuba dive in shark infested waters if you had the chance? In a cage, sure. Otherwise, no. Sharks are very much villainized, but I respect their capabilities, rare as an attack is. Have you ever hit a parked car with your car? Not yet, boy will I when I learn how to park around others lmao. What band/group have the most lyrics that represent you? Hmmm, not sure. How many times have you been on a plane? Four times that I remember, but I was on one as a baby, too. What do you wish were different about your hair? I wish it was eASIER TO DYE- What’s a personality type that you do not like? Overly talkative is draining for me. I also dislike the kinds of people who aim to make every "conversation" almost exclusively about themselves/leave no room for you to really express your own thoughts. That's not a convo. What’s a personality type that you do like? Deep thinkers. Those open to many possibilities, even if wild. Nature-adoring people and/or ones who feel heavily connected to the earth. Which of your friends is the least like you and in what way? Colleen. My best friend somehow, ha ha. She's extremely straightforward and isn't afraid to hurt feelings if she feels it's important for you to see truth, she gets shit done quick/doesn't procrastinate, she can be quite argumentative, she's completely independent, our religious and some political views are different, our music taste is totally inverted, and I'm sure there's more I'm forgetting. We're a prime example of opposites attract. Love her to death. How about the most like you and in what way? Sara, and I could write a novel here lmao. Separated at birth kinda shit. What’s something you do daily and is this a habit of yours? Sit on the computer, and yeeaah it's just about all I do. What was the last thing to frustrate you and is it still frustrating you now? Hm. Dunno. Probably something like Roman being so intent on lying on the keyboard. What helps you fall asleep? Nothing lol. Is there any type of medicine you can’t take? For what reason? Anti-depressants. Learned from my current psychiatrist that taking them only amps up bipolarity symptoms if you have that as well, which I do. Do you like designer bags with the logo stamped all over them? No. Is Russian or Native American history more interesting to you? Native American. If you had to choose to have a different accent than the one you have now, what accent would you choose and why? British, 'cuz it's hot. Have you ever missed a flight? Omg yes. O'Hare after visiting Sara was absolutely impossible. It was so. Busy. That and I didn't know what I was doing through half of it. If your ex suddenly kissed you right now, what would you do? "The" ex would lose his balls, the others I'd push back. Are you a virgin? P sure no but my story is complicated so aojsdfaow. What is one feature that you don’t like? I'm guessing you mean on myself personally, and that would easily be weight. I'd be relatively fine with myself if that was where I want it to be. What’s the genre of the current song you’re listening to? Metal ballad. What would you do if you were stuck on a boat in the middle of the ocean? I don't really know. A part of me says I'd be so hopeless and terrified I'd drown myself. The odds of being found are minuscule. Who is the funniest person you know? Girt. When sitting on the floor, in what position do you normally sit? Kinda with my legs turned to the same side. Do you like being kissed spontaneously or asked? Spontaneously is way less awkward for me. But only if you're pretty sure through my display of comfort that I'm fine with it. Have you ever tried to break someone up? I thought about it out of spite. I considered messaging her over Facebook and telling her what she was in for, and I wished her dead, and I'm not joking. Turns out he broke up with her for the same reason as me, according to Mom being a FB stalker apparently. Are you a bad influence? I am in some areas. Shouldn't be even remotely lazy as me, and you shouldn't illegally download shit. Would you ever get a tattoo? I already have five, and six is probably coming next year with holiday + birthday money. Do you get nervous before going to doctor appointments? Not really, no. The only thing that makes me anxious is having to get weighed lmao. Do you call anyone "baby?" Sara, but more frequently "babygirl." What is a movie that you thought you would hate but you ended up loving? Off the top of my head, I think A Raisin in the Sun. Do you have any close friends that were adopted? No. What time do you usually have a shower? Night. What do you want to do after high school? I immediately went to a community college but dropped out in like a month. My depression was so bad and I just couldn't handle the difficulty, responsibility, and independence leap. Do you know anybody that is pregnant right now? Not off the top of my head. My acquaintance had a baby girl less than a week ago, though.

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okwilliamson · 7 years

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should be doing homework but im sexting my boy and answering survey questions

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? - ummm i really dont know, syd, seany, evie, luke or bae at home lol

2. Are you outgoing or shy? - mostly shy but when something i want is in the sights i might as well be outgoing to get what i want

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? - BAE

4. Are you easy to get along with? - I think i am easy to get along with, i look mean at first i think and i have trouble controlling my facial expressions lmfao

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? - yeah i think so

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? - fucked up sad boys who will crush my heart / boys in general im straight af to clarify/ but boys with big lips and nice eyes / someone whos funny / someone who will watch shitty movies w me/ BUT if this is just about people in general im attracted to shit lords like myself

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - um actually maybe?

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? - my bab

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - no i love talking about sex

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - umm i have deep convos with everyone lol so probs today with syd and clayton

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? - ‘omw’

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - oh sheesh idk ive been listening to throwback shit from middle school and also hamilton

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?- honestly the thing i like most in the world

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? - luck yes, miracles not really bc i feel like that has a religious connotation

15. What good thing happened this summer? - i slept with someone new

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - would i? yes...should i? not at all lol

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? - there has to be right

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? - bro what how would that even be possible

19. Do you like bubble baths?- yeaaaa but never have the chance i dont have bathtubs in my dorm room

20. Do you like your neighbors? - i dont even know my neighbors at all i know the girl next to me is named jackie and shes nice

21. What are you bad habits? - im a mess all the time like i dont clean up after myself, i dont even care if im living in trash ill just keep adding more trash to the pile. i dont shower enough lol, and im obsessive

22. Where would you like to travel? - anywhere!! i wanna go west

23. Do you have trust issues? - yes kinda, i have a hard time being vulnerable with people bc i build up this wall to keep myself hard and safe away from potential sadness x d

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? - umm makeup probably :)

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - probs my double chin lmfao but i can take selfies and look good anyways

26. What do you do when you wake up? - i like have to pee as soon as i wake up

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - im good with my skin tone tbh but it would be nice to be able to tan vs burn

28. Who are you most comfortable around? - syd, evie, luke, mik, bella, my sister 4 sure,

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? - no lol

30. Do you ever want to get married? - ummm idk im not really like super hype to the idea but it could be cool

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - ya girl has a buzz cut lol

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? - wowwie idk

33. Spell your name with your chin. - miss me w that

34. Do you play sports? What sports? - literally no sports are like the least interesting thing in my opinion

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? - shit idk thats so hard bc i use tv as like back ground noise a lot of the time but music helps me with everything else i cant choose

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - ummmm yes

37. What do you say during awkward silences? - depends on why its awkward

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? - xd i dont need this

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? - lovesick, xxi?? thats about it oh and thrift stores!!!!!

40. What do you want to do after high school? - bitc im doin it im in art school

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?- yes for sure i give everyone a lot of chances

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? - im sick/sad/angry lol

43. Do you smile at strangers? - i try to

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? - outer space

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? - classes bb

46. What are you paranoid about?- money all the time

47. Have you ever been high? - yes lol

48. Have you ever been drunk? - also yes

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - ummmmmm yikes idk no not really

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? - green

51. Ever wished you were someone else? - i used to but not recently

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? - work ethic

53. Favourite makeup brand? - sheesh i think jeffree star cosmetics & lime crime

54. Favourite store? - not sure

55. Favourite blog? - probs claudias

56. Favourite colour?- pink

57. Favourite food? - pizza i think

58. Last thing you ate? - pizza lol

59. First thing you ate this morning?- i didnt eat this morning

60. Ever won a competition? For what? - no i dony think so

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?- nah

62. Been arrested? For what?- nope

63. Ever been in love? - i believe so! i fall in love with people all the time lol

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?- i was in 8th grade and his name was garrett and he was my first bf ever and we kissed on my front porch it was very cliche

65. Are you hungry right now? - for the first time in a while actually yes

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? - literally no i dont really have tumblr friends

67. Facebook or Twitter? - twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? - this is tough bc i frequent both but probs tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now? - nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? - claudia, syd, evie, luke, mik, bella

71. Craving something? What? - HUMMUS

72. What colour are your towels? - one is like peachy and the other one is purple but i never use that one bc i cleaned up fruit juice off the floor w it and never cleaned it lol

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? - a lot like 3 pillows and i use blankets as like body pillows for that snuggly vibe

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? - just one hello kitty lol

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? - total i have quite a few but i dont bring them to school with me

75. Favourite animal? - ummm i really dont know tbh

76. What colour is your underwear? - black

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla for ice cream / chocolate for like cupcakes or cake

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? - tbh mint choco chip or phish food by ben and jerrys

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? - currently just chilling in my bra fam

80. What colour pants? - black leggings lol

81. Favourite tv show? - right now the office for sure / but also my 600 lb life

82. Favourite movie? - i have so many , django unchained, perks of being a wallflower, across the universe, i lowkey love the twilight series?? idk im not well versed in classic film just shitty films that have a special place in my heart

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? - this is an ugly quest but the original mean girls 4 sure

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? - mean girls lmao

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? -janice lol

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? - bro idk finding nemo is not something i think about a lot lolol but probs the badass fish jawn w his ripped up fin

87. First person you talked to today?- my sister

88. Last person you talked to today?- just now syd

89. Name a person you hate? - donald trump

90. Name a person you love? - claudia <3

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - um not currently except maybe if my illness was personified then i would punch that bitch

92. In a fight with someone? - i dont fight w people lol

93. How many sweatpants do you have? - literally 1 pair i think

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? - SO many lol

95. Last movie you watched? - twilight last night lol

96. Favourite actress? - hmmm, i love charlize theron, kristen stewart but not bc of twilight her other movies are fire

97. Favourite actor? i love tom hardy, eddie redmayne, john boyega

98. Do you tan a lot?- not at all

99. Have any pets? - one cat named Bo

100. How are you feeling? - kinda shit but ok

101. Do you type fast? - pretty fast, working in call centers get ur typing skills on fleek lol

102. Do you regret anything from your past? - a few things of course but at the same time whats the point in regretting things you know, it just gives you more baggage to carry around and that shit sucks

103. Can you spell well? - for the most part i think but sometimes shits questionable lol

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? - ummm no not really

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? - yes i have it was a strange experience

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? - no way bruh people break my heart all the time tho it seems lol

107. Have you ever been on a horse? - yes but i was like 8 i think i was sooo young

108. What should you be doing? - im chillin

109. Is something irritating you right now? - BEING SICK

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - yessssss

111. Do you have trust issues? - not so much trust issues but i have a hard time putting my walls down for people

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? - ummm syd and luke hahah

113. What was your childhood nickname? - liv, livy, liver, livy loo ( my mom calls me this when shes salty at me) my dad has always called me scooter crunch i have no idea what thats from, or any variation sometimes its just scooter and recently he called me scooter mc crunchy and that was even a lot for me lol , oh and olive!!

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? - yes ive been out of ohio but not to anywhere very exciting

115. Do you play the Wii? - i did once upon a time

116. Are you listening to music right now? - yes frank ocean’s blond album

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?- i mean its fine

118. Do you like Chinese food? - i love it but only from like select places bc mediocre chinese is always kinda a let down

119. Favourite book? - harry potter series, perks, sula,

120. Are you afraid of the dark?- sadly yes

121. Are you mean? - i am sometimes lol i cant even lie

122. Is cheating ever okay? - i dont think so

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? - dude no

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? - this is always a question in these

125. Do you believe in true love? - ofc

126. Are you currently bored? - nah im cool

127. What makes you happy? - makeup, photography, my friends, my sister

128. Would you change your name? - no ive never thought of something that suits me more than olivia, which is why im cool with my nicknames

129. What your zodiac sign? - scorpio

130. Do you like subway? - as in sandwhiches yes lol

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? - i would be shocked lmfao

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? - ummm idk ive been kind of mia recently from being sick but probs syd

133. Favourite lyrics right now? - the whole wiped out album by the neighbourhood

134. Can you count to one million? - ive never tried and i probably never will but on principal yes i can count

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? umm idk that im ok? i try not to lie about trivial things but if im sad or something and someone im not comfy w asks me about it ill just be like yeh im good

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? - closed i live in a dorm room lol

137. How tall are you? -5′6

138. Curly or Straight hair?- i have a buzz cut so neither

139. Brunette or Blonde? - is this an opinion question bc i have blue hair so like

140. Summer or Winter? - man im more of a fall/spring type

141. Night or Day? - day i think

142. Favourite month? - november but im really tired of my friends trying to kill themselves in my birthday month tbh LOL

143. Are you a vegetarian? - no but maybe i should be so i wouldnt be so fucking sick all the time

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? milk

145. Tea or Coffee? - i really like both

146. Was today a good day? - my day hasnt even really started

147. Mars or Snickers? - snickers i guess 148. What’s your favourite quote? - i dont really have one tbh

149. Do you believe in ghosts? - yuh

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? - the only book i have with me is my science book and thats not interesting at all so lol imma skip this one

#if you read all of these idk why #personal #questions and answers #for the lolz

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yoursalwaysfics · 7 years

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ok question have you seen this "killing stalking" thing thats apparently the Hip New Problématique thing on tubmlr bc i havent actually looked at the manhwa itself (prob never will) but i took a gander at the tag and ive seen glimpses of the fandom and all i have to say is Wow but like. in a bad way. (also apparently ppl are comparing it to yoi?? idgi??)

*deep sigh* okay, so here’s the thing… (this might be a longer answer than you bargained for, but it needs to be said)

yes, I’ve seen it (I’m usually willing to give the latest bandwagon a shot just to see if it’s something I could also be into). I just finished chapter 12 today. KS is a train wreck, but not necessarily in a bad way (aside from the extremely obvious). it’s gruesome and horrifying and makes your skin crawl and your stomach turn but you can’t look away. it is definitely not for the faint of heart. that being said, it’s not bad. as a story, it’s intense and draws you in (if you can handle the heavier parts). the characters are incredibly flawed but incredibly well developed and written. the art is also very interesting (and I really like it tbh). the style is really bold and a big step away from what I usually see in manhwa.

but it absolutely is not comparable to YOI and should not be.

yoi gave us so many things that a lot of people have been frothing at the mouth for, namely beautiful animation, music, and a healthy, open, unfetishized same-sex relationship.

a lot of people looking for the next big thing to ship (looking at all the fujoshi out there) jumped over to KS for the wrong reasons. the main characters in KS (Yoonbum and Sangwoo) should not be shipped. the comic makes no excuses or tries to cover up the fact that their relationship (and I use that term very loosely here) is incredibly unhealthy and abusive and manipulative. it is not a romance. it’s not even tagged as one. it is an unapologetic psychological horror. there is literally no redemption story here. if there is any justice, it will end badly with one or both of them either dead or in jail.

that’s mostly what I wanted to say about it, but I’m going to add one more little bit about mental illness depicted in KS, and this can totally be skipped over because it’s just my observation and personal opinion on the subject (this is mostly just if any of you have read or decide to check out KS, because I see a lot of people questioning and confused by some behavior that, to me, is very understandable, so it’s just a bit of perspective):

in chapter 1, we find out that Yoonbum has bpd (borderline personality disorder). this is a disorder that I also have. I knew the basics of KS going into it and was immediately put off because bpd is often portrayed horribly and all I could think was “fuck, yet another perpetuation that we’re crazy and/or dangerous” and I really considered quitting the series right then and there. but I continued on (mostly out of spite) because I wanted to make an argument that this was not how bpd actually is.

I wanted to be angry at it, I wanted to hate it, but as I kept reading it…I couldn’t. because as horrible as it is, it’s really spot on. it’s an excellent depiction of the darker side of mental illness that lately we try not to talk about by basically saying “not all mentally ill” when the fact is…yeah, absolutely not all, not even most, but some. Yoonbum and Sangwoo are what can happen when two very disturbed and damaged people come together and have their personalities play off of each other with terrible consequences for literally everyone involved. it’s rare, but it can and does happen. there’s plenty of recorded history of it involving serial killers.

and about Yoonbum’s bpd: again, I wanted to be mad about how it was portrayed, but I just couldn’t. for those not familiar, bpd basically boils down to a mood disorder that results in unstable moods, behaviors, and relationships. it usually comes with an intense fear of rejection and abandonment (real or perceived) in addition to the mood swings. there’s also often a big problem with either idolizing someone or completely devaluing them (and sometimes swinging between the two with the same person). there’s a lot more to it (and if you’re interested, you can read a little more about the basics here) but with Yoonbum, when it comes down to it, as much as I wanted to say “that’s not how it is”…I can’t. the author obviously either has/knows someone with/or did a lot of research on bpd, because if I’m being completely honest with myself, if I didn’t have a partner who was as aware and supportive and understanding as I do, I could easily see myself ending up in a situation similar to Yoonbum (hopefully minus the murder).

bpd can wreak havoc on your personal relationships. I have very few people who I can call my friends because most people can’t deal with my instability (and I don’t blame them at all, it’s a lot to ask someone to accept). a lot of my familial relationships are shallow and strained because people just don’t understand why I act the way I do, despite my best efforts to be “normal”. you feel worthless and will look for anyone to validate you and give you some sort of purpose (I know from personal experiences, most of which were very bad and did much more harm than good). so I really lucked out to end up with someone chill enough to not only help ground me but also someone who pushes me to find purpose in myself instead of in him/other people.

it’s very easy for me to relate to and understand Yoonbum because I could have very easily been him. he’s not innocent in this. he’s not 100% a victim here. very poor choices on his part put him in a situation that is now out of his control. but I will say, as someone who struggles with and fights against similar thoughts and feelings, sometimes it is extremely difficult not to act on the sudden impulses and irrational thinking like he did. and seeing as he apparently had none of even what support I’ve been able to find, I’m not surprised at all by any of his behavior.

#50% chatter #saey0ungs #and as I know I have a tendency to attempt crossovers for every new series I get into #let me just go ahead and get this on record:#as far as writing fic goes #I won't be touching this series with a 10 foot polt

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