#you making me emotional im t-t

[louroth]

Hello hello everybody! It is time for another months progress, and I am so excited to share with you, all the things I have gotten my grimy little gremlin hands on. First off, what we are all here for; writing. I have been on fire, to be honest! Last month I churned through the last of the first batch of erotica stories (there's 6 (!!!) of them on my patreon already) and set them up for publishing along with two more unseen ones- I'm still going over the logistics of where to publish for the best revenue (I know this sounds boring, but I have to make an income somehow, and hopefully find another audience as a smut writer on other platforms 💀 I love writing it so why not!), and I am making headway, learning the ins and outs of self publishing. On patreon, there are also two Q&A's that are written in a bit more fictional manner, in character: a more fun way than just writing answers straight up and down. I have enjoyed those so much! There's a bunch of other stuff I haven't even mentioned- honestly, I have to say, I'm really proud of my output on Patreon even though I have been really anxious about writing full time. It's going great! I have to thank my new friends and support-network on discord; you make this all worth it. I cannot express how fun it is to shoot the shit with you in vc, gaming together, or seeing your shenanigans in gen or your in depth theories (thanks for the brainworms!) or memes or staring longingly at the fanfic channel or drooling over your art (ouro related or not) or... Gah. You are just amazing people, and I will waste no opportunity in saying so. Thank you forever and ever and ever an-

When it comes to OUROBOROS, I am happy to announce that the next chapter is damn near done! I was halted because of the discovery that dashingdon is no longer supported by it's creator, and have been working on the twine version ever since, earlier than I expected- it's tough work, but I am so excited to make this an actual game made entirely by myself, and not submitting to a company that quite frankly leaves a bitter aftertaste. It is taking long to make because I want to make it mobile compatible from the start, which there isn't a lot of resources for. But I'm doing my best! The plan is that I will be posting the next chapter for Patreons in the coming month, and then treat you to a full twine release here on tumblr. I haven't made any rewrites when porting the twine build, but I would like to do that too... so we will see; this plan is not set in stone. I will just have to see how it evolves over the next month. Yes, beta-readers is still on the schedule, just holding off a little while while I wrap my head around this new coding landscape.

Other than that, I have been working on the set aesthetic for ouro, which has been really hard, a lot harder than I expected. You all know I am no wizard when it comes to graphic design, but I want to at least develop a set palette and imagery and portraits that is cohesive to the story. The work is ongoing, and I don't have much to say about it- even though it is taking a lot of my brain power. I'm hoping I can come to some kind of set and in depth conclusion that I am happy with before the twine release, because I want the game to feel like a treat to open up and play; a world to get lost in.

That's it! If you want to see weekly and more in depth dev-logs, you know where to go. I hope you have an amazing day or night, and we will see each other soon. xx

#OUROBOROS #ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #twine wip #progress report #dev log #I am SO sorry I haven't been around a lot to answer asks- there is so much work to be done and only so little of me to go around whuhuhuhu #send help lmfao. tuck me into your pocket. keep me safe!!!! I have no idea how people manage all this. But I promise and cross my heart I a #Doing My Best™ #other things not mentioned: I have been going through The Stress with my doagy who injured her leg but today we finally took a full hike t #together- she really scared me with how much pain she was in but we made it through 😭 I cannot thank my patreon supporters enough because #your support is making me breathe easy about the upcoming vet bill. why are blood samples so expensive. wah #yeees yees im bursting with butterflies and rainbow emotions. but truly- I can't thank you enough #Onwards! We keep moving!I am so excited for all this-damn all the stress and the insecurities-I am Doing It!!! It is Happening! Wahoo!

[termagax]

i hate to make the cr thing sound like a dumb ship war but they canonically had beauregard confess to being in love with her best friend, the party member she was objectively closest to and had the best chemistry with, to whom she was the turning point for her entire major character arc, and then immediately walked it back to pair them up with the characters they flirted with in episode 1 and had no chemistry with. and then spent the rest of the series making arguably lesbiphobic jokes about it.

#NO CHEMISTRY AND IN JESTERS CASE SHE HAS AN ENTIRE ARC ABOUT HOW SHE DIDNT ACTUALLY WANT TO BE WITH #THE GUY THEY PAIRED HER WITH. LIKE SHE HAD A WHOLE ARC LIKE WOW IM PROJECTING ONTO FJORD BECAUSE I WANT A STORYBOOK #ROMANCE BECAUSE ITS WHAT I BELIEVED I NEEDED TO BE A REAL ADULT WITH A FUFILLING LIFE NOT BECAUSE OF ANYTHING ABOUT HIM #AND WHEN HE RETURNED MY ADVANCES I WAS UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE I DONT ACTUALLY WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM #I WONDER WHAT THIS COULD POSSIBLY INDICATE ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW I SEE RELATIONSHIPS. HOW DO I FIND WHAT I REALLY WANT. BEAU YOUR MUSCLES #LOOK REALLY GOOD TODAY. BEAU IM SORRY EVERYONE SAYS YOURE MEAN I DONT THINK YOURE MEAN. BEAU YOURE THE ONLY PERSON I FEEL LIKE IM ALLOWED #TO BE MYSELF AROUND BEAU YOU MAKE ME FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS MESSY EMOTIONS THAT SCARE ME BEAU LETS GET MATCHING TATTOOS #and then. wimp.womp shes back with fjord because for some reason weve decided beaujester isnt a viable endgame option :T

[buppypuppy]

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#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[a-lonely-tatertot]

hey what the FUCK WASS THAT STREAM

#qsmp #slimecicle #tater rambles #JUST FINISHED THE BIRTHDAY STREAM AND IM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK #SHE WASNT EVEN A CODE IT DIDN"T SEEM LIKE #WHAT THE FUCKKKKK #fuck you slimecicle for making me feel so many emotions and fukc u qsmp for what u did to flippa #im going to go die in a hole now what the ufck man

[thedeadthree]

IRYNA PASTERNAK — the last of us.

(SLOW HEAVY METAL MUSIC PLAYING)

@jendoe asked: 🌞 + IRYNA

#🌸: aj #jendoe #oc: iryna pasternak #tlou oc #THANK YOU SO MUCH AJ DEAREST <3 i am emotional a bit i missed creating things for her so much !!!!!! you dear you! #(and ty ty for letting me set her up with your dearie raul IM HONORED and like....... sobbing) #speaking of ! teehee @ the feature in the bottom right <3 #i didn't at all forgo sleep making this kankxjnwe WORTH IT <3 #i know i shrieked about this already on discord but GODD the way she fit so well into it? the end times make for great spooky art <3 #that's my horror artist ! that's dearie right there! dear girl enjoys metal while she paints <3 its therapeutic! cathartic ! #smoking tw #teehee she will invite him to paint with her <3 that's how you know shes down BAD hehe #because her pieces are reflections of her? how she perceives and its her coping mechanism? so like..... it holds WEIGHT for her u know? #leg.ocs #leg.edit #t: moodboards #*ocedit #*myedits

[dakethumoses]

someday soon i will write a post abt the ... idk how to phrase it, which is why i haven't written it. handholding? of people just disappearing and not replying and being gone for months. and i get it, i've done it too while having a Bad Time but there's this weird self-congratulatory "i'm not a caller. or texter. or facetimer. i think of you sometimes and if you're not psychic that's on you" "i have no relationship decay so even if i dont talk to you for months i still love you" avoidant behavior posts and it just. idk.

#whoops didnt mean to leave you #on read for months #as the one who tries to be really understanding of people Having Things Going On. hh #it really sucks the number of friends who have disappeared for weeks/months and then came back and was like . and it also makes me feel like #do love them. but it also means i never feel like i can reach out or rely on them or tell them things about how im doing on an emotional le #el. like i'm always trying to find a reason for them to come back. idk. ghosting culture makes me sad. this makes me sad. i'm lonely. and t #en i feel worse for being sad about this/wanting a reply bc i know they're probably busy and i don't want them to prioritize me or feel lik #i want them to prioritize me over the important things. it just makes me sad. whatever i am extremely lonely and looping debt by eliza mcla #i'll probably delete this later #.txt

[lavenderedhoney]

Told my baby I was feeling dysphoric today so she called me her pretty-boy a bunch of times and used an eyebrow pencil to very carefully draw a mustache on me 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖

#she told me ill always be her pretty-boy no matter how i present even if its more fem than usual 😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖 #even if its extremely fem #it was so sweet im emotional #i really love the idea of wearing a lil skirt and having her call me her pretty-boy. that sounds nice #this was all prompted by me putting makeup on for work and feeling very uncomfortable with how i looked after #which is the first time makeup has ever made me dysphoric #usually clothes do it. a lot of my girlier clothes are things i can only wear on very specific occasions #when my mood is right #otherwise putting them on makes me feel intensely uncomfortable #but makeup is usually fun bc i like putting colors and shapes on my face #today tho my brain said ''this is going to make you sad'' and then it did #after my girl drew on me she kept saying that i would look good with a lil baby t mustache 🙈 #and she kept calling me handsome #i love her 😭 #text #baby 💖

[truethes]

everytime a scene from sv gets translated i am filled with even more joy to the panels that have gotten us here ...

#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜. #HE CHOSE NUMBER 17!!! NUMBER 17!! #the piece that beethov.en never named after shake.spears play but advised a close friend that to truly understand this piece #one would have to watch the play first ... #he took the one thing he knew lawl.ess for in the beginning. and made it something for him. SOMETHING FOR THEM #you know lich.t has had this in his key ever since knowing him and yet has never seemingly played it until this moment. #im going to (sobbing quietly in the corner) ... #THE FACT. NICC.OLO ONLY KNEW HIM AS ANGEL PIANIST AND REFRRED TO HIM AS SUCH FOR YEARS ... #lich.t im ashamed u need to know someones name to make them not a stranger but it explains why he didnt know who lich.t was in their first #meeting. #the fact thir song is left unnamed ... is it sonata 16??? DO I NEED TO ANALYSE EVERY BEETHOVEN PIECE EVER TO FIND OUT A THEORY ... #watch me. #spoilers / #i get fed so good by sv i love it. #going t be doing some writing here now just had to let my emotions out ;_;

[bucket-o-slime]

fuckfuckfuck

#t-minus about an hour until I tell him #here’s hoping #will update soon i suppose but i anticipate it going like this #’hey can i ask for your opinion? i kinda maybe have a bit of a crush on you & i was wondering what you thought about that.’ #’oh uh. yeah no im sorry i dont feel the same.’ #’cool beans! do we wanna forget I ever said that? i appreciate your friendship and I dont want to make things weird between us.’ #’sounds like a plan.’ #anyways getting back to the last movie! #update! thats pretty much exactly how it went #he is not into me but we arent being weird about it and he agreed to forget I said anything #and he also said smth like ‘dont confuse this with me not caring about you’ and ‘dont let this stop you from coming to me when u need smth’ #and I am glad hes being normal about it and was incredibly gentle with me but :( yknow? #i really liked him and im just sad #the sad will go away after a bit im sure its just a fleeting emotion but man i really wanted this #im also gonna hold up my end and not be weird about it but just :( #im allowed to be sad over this & i just need to feel the sad now so it doesnt come back to bite me later

[lady-tortilla-chip]

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#ya know your mental and emotional issues are still s h i t when someone being mad at you still scares you #not because of abuse or anything I just kinda have a terrible relationship to myself and it manifests in regularly being concerned that— #I’ll inevitably be hated #it’s why I struggle very very hard to maintain irl relationships #cuz WHY would someone stick around for me? #aaaaah hate this feeling #partly why I’d like to make bad financial decisions is this tbh #so obvs im not getting a tattoo #I don’t want it to be associated with this feeling #of like stealing back control somehow #y’all feel free to ignore me #im just having a TIME

[pepprs]

ppl are being so fucking mean in the notes of this one wc post abt the new excerpt like. don’t get me wrong i think redacted is a deeply flawed character and i share everyone’s anger and frustration in his storyline being so badly written and lazily thought out and a perfect example of the misogyny in wc like that’s part of why i stopped reading the books bc they kind of fucking suck. but ppl in the notes are saying he’s a loser and should die over… resenting that he is the last person picked for the team? like is that not a universal experience. have we not all been through that. idk. like i know that’s not the most important aspect of this conversation and at the end of the day it’s a fictional character but also it’s like… lol

#purrs #ppl saying he should die over resenting his mom too when like. idk. i get it and i know talking abt these aspects is like unhelpfully #detracting from what the conversation is actually about but like. i think even if his reasons to hate his mom and feel distanced from her #are immature and selfish and he’s needlessly cruel (not to mention the personalities of well established (FEMALE!) characters are literally #being bent into unrecognition narratively to prove him right which i fucking hate) and i think it’s dumb that they didn’t go w his mom for t #this storyline when it was the obvious choice. but also like. the mom stuff is so real. the scene with him and his mom and sister (sorry im #vaguing bc i don’t want this in the search lol) just like wrenched my guts bc that’s what it’s like w me and my mom and my sister. i don’t c #care about the character i don’t even really like him that much and i skim his parts but i think the mom drama storyline is important and #the whole warped view of the world bc of your mom drama storyline is also important and i just don’t like seeing ppl bash him for those #aspects bc… a lot of people out there do that and have that and it doesn’t make them bad people. idk maybe im just defensive and butthurt or #whatever bc it’s making me think abt how maybe how i treat my mom / react to her emotionally neglecting me (and even PERCEIVE it as neglect) #is unfair and flawed and whatever but like. idk. i just think it’s unfair to want him to die for struggling w that and i think that aspect #of it is written in a very real way that i appreciate a lot in a vacuum / detached from the context of the character. and i wish ppl were #focusing their anger towards the erins for choosing him and warping the storyline more than they are taking issue with the actual like. #conflict and emotion in it because yeah i do think that redacted is justified in feeling how he feels in some ways. idk #it’s been pissing me off all night. like ppl are allowed to say die and kys and explode etc i do it all the time but also.. for that #specific thing it doesn’t feel fair. and it’s embarrassing to say that but im saying it. lol #delete later #like the reason he hates his mom isn’t because he hates women it’s because she abandoned him and couldn’t be a mother to him (for extremely #justifiable reasons but still) and even though it’s justifiable that is also like.. real. and it impacts you for life. lol! 🤸🏻‍♀️

[neurotypicalraphael]

People who write rottmnt Leo preforming surgery on his family members w relative ease have obs not researched into doctors treating their family members n what medical procedures usually entail hfhdbufn

#part of me wants to write an essay going into the emotional n ethical side of it. #like. preforming surgery on a family member is going impact your ability to properly figure out what needs to be done. #its actually a really interesting topic to read into #like in general people dont seem to consider what making him the medic actually entails other than just vague ideas abt first aid and etc #maybe i watched too many medical shows as a child. thats possible #sorry for being a nerd abt this but fhhfbhf yeah #like yes tv shows are not accurate. but they bring up topics n such sometimes n i find myself reading into em #edit: you also have to consider that hes 14-15 and has not had years of medical school n training. let alone experience. #yes i am complaining abt realisim in t_//%mn^^$;&t fanfic. i am having a normal one. #im sorryyyyy i cant suspend my disbelief when comes 2 fics that attempt to realistically depict other aspects of the situation except that

[cloudy-dayys]

thinkin bout. 2 gay alternates kissing. holding hands. developing their relationship nd morality. one is in pursuit of gabriel and wants to kill him/every other alternate and the other still worships gabriel and will do whatever he says and so these 2 most likely have a long drawn out hard battle that ends in heartbreak and close to death bc their goals and life clash at this peak. but then they kiss again....

#tanner talks #OBVIOUSLY thinkin bout T nd watchman's dynamic #T: hey so i need to kill gabriel. i will have his head on a stick and nothing can stop me #watchman who is conflicted with this info nd knows he needs to kill T to protect gabe: ok so ur about to hate me but- (ATTACKS) #ough..... theyre both distraught nd conflicted nd T is like please i dont want to hurt you dont make me do this #nd theres so much tears nd heartache in the battle but also a longing sense of softness and hesitation #(pats my face) these 2. oh my gawdddd. i think about this scenario sm bc its gonna come up as a conflict sooner or later #and it could make or break em.... #i think about em so often...... #or when T is successful in killing gabriel then how does watchman react... #T: (holding gabe's head in his hand and bloody and almost dead) i did it. #watchman: (UTTERLY HORRIFIED.) #nd then how that conflict would pan out... #T is just i did this for you and for every innocent person and for me and i love you #and watchman is just you killed my lord nd my father. if you loved me why didnt you listen to me #STAWWWWPPPPP IM THINKING BOUT THIS SM MAYBE THEY WOULD FIGHT AGAIN... OH LORDDDDD #i want these 2 to just kiss nd hold nd melt into each other and have so many emotions..... #maybe have a kid they share bc they both kill 6 and are able to get some kids back.... idkidk.... #SORRY im rambling sm..... these 2 gay demons oh lord....

[sludgeguzzler]

i figured it out i cracked the code

#ive always related romantic relationships = emotional stability #even though im literally a divorced parents kid #so i kept going into relationships thinking ''this will fix me his will make me feel better im sure im sure nothing will go wrong with this #bc its always sold as his happy ever after #so i always thought that for me to have someone i can always rely on and count on and love i had to be in a relationship #so now that im realizing wait shit i dont like this kind of relationship #im also realizing wait shit! i need to learn how to get emotionally fulfilled in a way im comfortable with! #and thats like a whole ride #god man i . am not excited to overshare this i think im gonna hidr it deep within my soul #tumblr doesnt count none of you even know what i look like #thats why i got so sad i ended the relationship bc i thought oh my god im losing one of my bestest friends #and i couldnt handle that i got sad that i made him sad by accidentally leading him on and then finding out im aromantic #which is like not my fault but also technically it is so i have tot ake responsability for it and get over my sad ass #and move on ! and give importance to what i care about ! to the people i love and cherish! to my friends!!! #i need to learn to love them i guess #i am way too melodramatic for this i need to leave. i need t stop.

[thedeadthree]

kindly asking for all the faye lore 👀🤲🏼

LEAHH ty so much and i would be happy to offer some faye lore! there’s still a bit of lore that i am figuring out for her that’ll i'll likely know more as I play the games and build more on her, but here’s what i have on her lore at the moment!

her full name is lennon faye marlowe!

she goes by her middle name! when she turned eighteen she had her name legally changed to her middle name! so now it’s faye marlowe! faye was what people have been calling her for her whole life as well so it worked out :)

her mom was a well known model in the seventies and early eighties turned designer in the late eighties! her father though, was a high level executive at the umbrella corporation. which gave her an in when it came to what she could have access to and what she knew! he began to have his doubts for a while (took him long enough smh!) so when she entered into the fray for her reasons if she was getting nosy he would turn a blind eye to it. she also has an older brother named emery! and emery is leon's best friend!

she was born on may 16 of 1978! she’s a taurus sun, sagittarius moon, and aquarius rising!

fayes mbti is an entp-t “the debator!"

and her enneagram is a type 3 “the performer!"

her fc is b*arbara p*alvin! and her brothers fc is t*om p*ayne (specifically in the show p*rodigal s*on!)

her name meanings! lennon is based on an irish surname meaning “lover” and her parents mainly chose it because they liked the way lennon faye marlowe sounded! their first name choice was faye! faye is an english name meaning “fairy” or “the fates” in latin! marlowe her last name as well as her brother emery’s, is an english name meaning “from the lakes!” her mom always preferred faye being her name, hence why she was addressed more as faye compared to her given name lennon, which was what her father wanted to name her, and was happy when faye had it changed! (petty queen!)

love that for her that her name is lover AND she’s basically named the love fairy :) good for her i think! i really loved how faye marlowe sounded for a character and realizing it would work so well for her! it was perfect! fitting! iconic for her even!

as I said she has an older brother! his name is emery! he’s a “lawyer” who realized the lawyering thing wasn’t working out for him as he kept getting calmly asked with friendly notes to “back off” by a certain pharmaceutical company that had particular links to certain individuals after signing up as “volunteers” would go missing.. can’t make any money when you can’t win your cases u know? so his best friend encourages him to work as a civilian consultant until he can find himself a new profession!

faye is an agent! she’s been one for about? a year? about a yearish into her university she applied and was accepted into an internship into a legal firm that was at the time, just so happened tp be in the employ of a rival company of umbrella’s. and in knowing who she was, she was recruited and set up as a spy where she would put herself under an alias, changed her major and began an internship as at the umbrella corporation shadowing william birkin! her and ada wong were friends and coworkers!

she had a crush that lasted for a couple months and got over a week or so before the events of re2 on albert wesker saksdmkj

she and her brother have had a deal since he left for college that he would call her once a month (he’s not the best at remembering to but since making the deal he hasn’t missed one since!) and she was to surprise him at his new job the following morning! so when he doesn’t call her and news breaks out of the outbreak she BOLTS it to find him! and finds leon instead!

im still figuring out who she’ll end up with BUT im leaning more towards her ending up with leon! it’ll be great as he’s already the best friend of emery! and a scene I have in mind of emery finding out I am VERY excited to write on! it’s re4.. faye and emery are arguing and he takes notice of a particular shiny diamond ring on his baby sisters finger, she tells him that oh yea BTW Leon and I are getting married and if u had called that u would know and be invited (he does get invited and yes he cries), HIS BEST FRIEND AND HIS SISTER HIS BEST FRIEND GOT WITH HIS SISTER WHAT, and chaos ensues! it’s great! nothing like knowing “zombies” are about to get you but! ksanska!

it wasn’t love at first sight for her! she does think he has a charming quip about him but she doesn’t realize her feelings until sometime post re2 and before re4! he had feelings for her from the GET GO, lovestruck head over heels etc etc at first sight! congrats leon! manifestation works!

she steals his clothes all the time. his clothes are hers! especially his jacket? and does he complain?? absolutely not!

she enjoys oil painting! likes fancy cars! has very expensive tastes in fashion and home decor! AN EXTENSIVE and well thought out skin care routine! takes care of herself and requests that leon do the same hehe! no beloved of HERS isnt taking care of their skin on her watch!

after realizing her employers intentions for her being there at umbrella and in using her family name, she quits! but alongside leon doesn’t COMPLETELY get the chance to walk away from espionage as shes offered to work with STRATCOM/dso (later on!) though to be honest she would still WELL into the current day leave the world of spycraft with leon for good! the last time she hopes she’s THAT naïve.

#🪐: leah #arklay #LEAHH thank you so so much for the ask dear! and i hope your having the loveliest day/night! #for the moment this is what I have down for her! brain empty jasni if I think of anything else if u would like ill let u know! #i adore her a normal amount and I’ve always wanted to make a lore post like this so ty so much for sending this! im emotional! #im like..... emotional that y’all are interested in learning more about her and my ocs in general... hold on while I CRY! ty! #oc: faye marlowe #leg.ocs #leg.asks #leg.txt #I also have to thank Alyssa (@risingsh0t) for encouraging me to get into writing/fixating on her again! #and thank you for getting me invested all of u in re..... I missed this series sm! its one of my all time favs! #if anyone has been here long enough (bless ur hearts) I HAD THE HUUGEST re phase a few years ago so this series is beloved to me! #I might also want to give her a virus? maybe in re8 she’s infected and becomes something sort of like lady dimitrescu? a vampire of sorts? #t: text

[trainingdummyrabbit]

damn . they werent kidding. that between really can two worlds

#In-Fucking-Capable of speaking like a normal person #(<== listening t more projmoon tracks) #im not gonna pretend like i know whats happening (<== clueless abt limbus) but Jesus Fucking Christ #anyway bitches love music that sound like bared fangs! (<== is bitches) #piktalk #out of the two whole tracks ive heard im just in Awe of how well this series uses piano and strings #like an echo in a grand chamber. something you can feel in the hollow of your chest. #it feels. heavy! it feels tangible! #also VERY good at making me go '???' immediately followed by '!!!!!!!!!!???!?!!!!!?' #um um um. what im saying is. they werent kidding ! that sure was an ascendant experience!!! #what can i say!!!! im a sucker for some good deep piano chords!!!! im a very shrimple guy!!!!! #ALSO THE. the emotion packed into the vocals there. fuck dude alright!!!!!!! its about the repetition and call and response!!!!! #fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!