#you wont need motivation

[blackkatdraws2]

There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]

#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but #i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead #because i just think they're so neat and cool okay #listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs #because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested #but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings #i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that #in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh #i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding) #but also #i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube #its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all #maybe an animation reel will do for now? #i hope so :( #because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU #and honestly i dont regret it #i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black) #but yeah! #apart from this little video #you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be #and why theyre there #actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc. #but i got lazy HAHA #tsp blank scripts au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp

[luck-of-the-drawings]

The Oath an older sister takes is on par with that of a Paladins, and sometimes upheld with the very same ferocity…

#jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #jrwi show #gillion tidestrider #edyn tidestrider #OKAY I WONT RAMBLE HERE AS MUCH AS LAST TIME BUT RAAHHH IM RLY PROUD O THIS PAGE. it was rottin in my wips for so long #but now its DONE!!(as much as im willing it to be) i rly like my colors! i looove playin with colors :3c #seeing everyones nice words on my last post also made me SOOO HAPPY it motivated me to create MORE!!!! #SO HERE HERE more edyn n gillion bc they make me EMOTIONAL!! i work with lil kids as my job too and im also an older sister so #i might be projecting a liiittle bit. okay to be fair i project onto gillion ALOT!! i didnt do well in school and adults are mean somtimes: #i hope we find out whats going on with edyn soon... whole heartedly trust her tho. she has gillions best interests in mind! #ive been rotatin the thought of her assassinating the elders in my brain for SO LONG!! i just need edyn to KILL to protect gillion ouuhhh #hope she comes back with like a giant sword or a cool gun #RAMBLE ABT UR FEELINGS IN THE TAGS BTW #I READ IT ALL N IT MAKES ME SO SO SO HAPPY. YOU GOTTA.

[hayaku14]

kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself

#you sick son of a bitch #if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive #it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive???????? #you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started???????? #his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal??? #and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself #but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him #AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN #GO FUCK YOURSELF #Honestly the worst #also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into #a whole different level #anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day #good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;> #lol #dc prattles #as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family #i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself #feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive #but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly #anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy #sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔 #ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH

[sharkysherbetz]

Wait what do y'all like about my art

#if you want to tell me #idk im sad and need compliments #so I can be motivated #please #im tryin my best #also im examining my art right now like a lab scientist like hmmmmmmm is this good enough rn #also if you want to tell me in an ask I wont reply but ill read it #kiwivogel speaks #might delete later #because maybe this is stupid

[fatuismooches]

The most ominous and threatening motivation: Imagining Dottore judging your grades.

That imagery got me through my lab training I'm not even kidding I was the first one to pass the histology practicals in one go during assessment 😭

The delulu got me making the most detailed specimen slides, on Dottore we stress 🙏🛐

Good luck on ye finales, may your pen be swift and your mind even so 🫡

HELP THE IDEA OF DOTTORE JUDGING ME HAS ME SHRIVELING UP INTO NOTHINGNESS... physically CANNOT handle that so I'm going to imagine him praising me after working my ass off instead 😭🙏🙏 (and congrats on your training!! that sounds really hard im proud ❤️)

"On Dottore we stress" is going to be my new catchphrase thank you. We are all stressing on Dottore to keep us going fr 🤭

#smooches talks #and thank you dear anon !! i have one of my exams tmrw! im pretty confident... but real why is it that dottore motivates me sm? #i think although studying w dottore will probably end up in him scolding u sometimes its quite beneficial bc of how smart and focused he is #he wont let u get distracted (i need that tbh) #we are so delulu for him arent we... 😔

[lollytea]

You literally CANNOT make a toh tlt au because there is no way you can get everything to make sense. The two universes just do not cooperate. BUT Willow and Gus would make such a good cav and necro duo

#need more platonic loved stories that are doomed by the narrative #will both of them survive? whos to say... #i think amity would be in harrow's position. the one most desperate to become a lyctor. mirrors her s1 motivation to join the EC #also luz is her completely unqualified cav #like in the grom ep where she volunteered to be her knight #same energy #john is....yknow. peepaw himself. #eda would be one of his lyctors #shes so pyrah adjacent #raine's soul is still alive in her somewhere #she refuses to fully consume them. thats why her powers are weakened. its a curse but she wont fix it #john is....yknow. peepaw. #hunter is the resurrected corpse of his brother caleb #who died before pip wiped out all life in the universe #but caleb got really annoying and shitty (in pip's opinion) after he started dating girls in his teens #so pip keeps his new body permanently frozen at sixteen years old #before he became a bitch #hunter is incapable of physically or mentally maturing #hes just been a scared moody kid for thousands of years #when pip recruited amity for lyctorhood he was like ''look hunter a little playmate for you'' #but they keep trying to kill each other with hammers #luz as kiriona....like the w&d luz in the belos outfit ooooooh #papa titan is alecto #dead but also not dead #and if he wakes up its fucking OVER for everyone #none of you know what the fuck im talking about sorry #i think king would be the soul of pluto put into the body of a small child or something idk

[c10v3r]

HI DONT MIND THIS JUST FINALLY DOING AN INTRO 4 MYSELF CRYING

hel o. i am clover!!! and i go by she/her !! #awesome

(lovingly stolen from iii) (i dont kin clover iii or anything i just like the name)

this is my art blog !!! i dont rwally use any other blogs actually because i cant manage things HAHHEHAHAHA

i am lightbrush connoisseur. rubs fake mustache on face so i tend to post a lot of it

feel free to ask anything if youd like to ! im happy to answer ^^

i do commissions as well :] in case you are interested at all in comissioning me you can message me here or on discord -> c10v3r5

(but you can also just message me for no reason its really nice seeing people enjoying what i make :]])

(prices are in aud !! in case it looks expensive to you for reference a 60 dollar thing in usd is probably 80 in aud) (at least from what i remember its a rough estimate)

i hope you enjoy my blog !!! its really here just for fun so dont take much of it seriously ! and sorry in advance for coming off a little unhinged HAHAHHA

btw .. you should go follow my gf :] @hikikozap

#aside from the normal thinhs i will not draw here are some bonuses - #silver spoon and paintbrush (romantically) #nickel and balloon (romantically) #fan and lightbulb (romantically) #fan and paintbrush (romantically) #i dont want to tag tje actual ship names #just because i dont like them doesnt mean other people dont :] #its okay if you like these btw !! its just that i personally wont draw them for reasons #oh also really any romantic relationship with taco i wont draw #taco x therapy is the otp really /silly #fan and paper romantically too #its fine if you ship them !! i just think of them as family #a cute headcanon of mine #in case anyone wants to read this before requesting! #requests r gonna come back i just need my silly guy motivation again

[sollucets]

sigh i guess it's less about "it should have happened earlier" and more "it doesn't feel like there's going to be enough time to resolve this"

#i've talked through what i instinctively didn't like about this episode on several occasions today now #and... yeah every part of what boeing is causing in sandray is true to character #(boundary issues possessiveness etc) #but i guess there's just. not enough time to devote to everything i wanted for them #when we have to do boeing hours #i don't object to the plot point at all (i am a jealous ray afficionado as we know) #its just that theres stuff i wanted sandray to cover that they havent and its starting to look like they wont #(sand breakdown. how does he get by without selling plum wine. etc) #and i just....... man we didnt need this #if we must have it i understand why #and i see the character points #and i love angry little ray i do #but. sigh. do you get me #rowan chatter #also boeing does not have human motivations but that's... you know. genre a little bit

[wolf-2099]

"Isn't the future beautiful?"

#dragon's art #felix's oc stuff #i wasnt lying when i said i was just motivated to draw today. it helps me escape the Horrors in my brain #by drawing Miss Horror herself JKDSHGSLD #anyways blah blah theres a lot going on here that wont mean ANYTHING to anyone except me and strop #but it looks cool so thats all you need to know. also she sure is Evil #the future has haunted blessed for 6 years now after when he had to do and go through in Heaven's Edge #and i fear that she's gonna make a return the second we get back to detroit and that SCARES ME

[vixenicks]

status of the now. i have not slept its 5am

#i am so tired but theres so much i need to do and i wont get it done if i sleep #because like ive been putting off showering and cleaning for multiple days now because i keep blacking out #and then shocker! person with chronic pain and probable heart issues is too tired to do anything but doomscroll in bed eat and then pass out #i wish i was like seven again so i could get rewarded for very menial tasks #give me a small dollar tree knick knack for brushing my teeth #i did not get knick knacks for chores at age seven but hypothetically #not a depressive episode but ive had zero motivation for anything lately #and i think its just because of my poor self care as of the past few weeks #its so hard to stay. in a routine though when you need to sit on the floor because you wiped down the counters #showering is such an ordeal i always narrowly avoid passing out #i need a shower chair probably but my parents would be pissy so sigh #also i dont own one #told alfie this already but i should invest in a walker #theres dust building in my room again too because i dont have the energy to stand on a chair and clean it #that and the last time i stood on a chair and blacked out and fell off #love being disabled slash ess #skyler posting #sorry for the rant this is my diary you understand

[bayonetta-origins]

having aa5 bayo origins thoughts( ´-｀) ill ramble in the tags

#normally id do this on my twt priv but my friends on there havent finished aa5/played bayo origins #so i dont want to spoil #also idk i think id juzt like to ramble on here #anyway I STILL DONT KNOW who will be lukaon... #nothing romantic will be Implied in this au i do not want anything to do w that.... #i had the idea of simon being lukaon so that aura is motivated to get her brother back #but i *really* want simon to be cheshire #so maybe.. ill connect it somehow #speaking of simon he wont be able to talk normally and has to talk using widget #idk. just thought it would be fun #since cheshire doesnt really have a voice.. in a way(? #idk how to word it but YOU KNOW!!.!!!! #also i just dont want to give him a mouthLOL #and aura.. was looking at morganas wiki page the other day to get a picture and was reading the description of #the character page of her demon masquerade form #''​each [morgana and lex] have nothing but endless rage built up in their heart.'' #and was like waaa.... aura...... #that really wanted me to connect simon to lukaon in a way #ill figure it out.... #the wisps will probably just still be the wisps in origins #i thought of the idea of them looking like the robots wifh hearts robots but i was like #hm. maybe. idk #again ill figure it out.. i just wish i wasnt so busy w school weh #also i still havent finished my bayo origins anniversary art. help. #I NEED MORE FREE TIME #ok ramblkng over bye . i will probably do this again #athena and the lost demon #i dont have a text post tag

[end-orfino]

i feel like it's such a cruel joke from God that everything that makes me better also makes me feel worse.

#the attitude of 'no one else will do it if not you' along with 'you need to put in more than the bare min. because-- #--this bare minimum does not make an effect on people tf is this' #was things i started thinking to motivate myself to draw more than headshots all the time & actually start putting the ideas i had onto-- #paper and at least trying to tell my stories in anything more than a meaningless ramble #(i still ramble sometimes but i at least try to think of how to do it now) #and it worked #and im doing actual things now #but now this same logic is hurtful because it pushes me to make more&more&more #just to get my ideas out there #bcs just saying the idea out loud isnt enough. people will not be interested in just listening to that #i need to like make a drawing or something #and theres so many ideas and i cant make something for all of them but IM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN DO THAT. #im the only one. and i should be the only one because getting someone else to do so is 1. not possible 2. shameful. #like oooohhh can you make this idea i had real because i cant. jesus christ id rather fall into the ground. #please dont internalize this btw. this isnt a good attitude to have. not at all!! #but now im stuck in this hell because its the only way i get to keep going #the only way im capable of doing anything and being productive is by forcing myself to do so. by pulling myself up by strings #and beating myself up into what i want to do #i will not do it if i wont force myself to. #...does this classify as executive dysfunction? #i never thought it did but #now that i phrased it that way #god i wish i had the balls to ask my parents for therapy #BY THE WAY TO CLARIFY #'DOING THINGS'? IN THIS CONTEXT? #MEANS LIKE. MAKING SHITPOSTS. #SOMETIMES MAKING COMICS OR WRITING A ONE SHOT BUT I STILL STRUGGLE WITH THAT TO THIS DAY. #IT WAS MOSTLY LITERALLY DRAWING A DOODLE COMIC INSTEAD OF WRITING SOMETHING IN A DIALOGUE FORM #BECAUSE DIALOGUES DIDNT CHANNEL WHAT I WANTED TO SHOW RIGHT AND SHITPOST COMICS MADE IT MORE INTERESTING TOO. #oh yeah and theres a thing to be said about how so much for this if not all is just so that other people would look at it.

[astranauticus]

had a sudden brainworm on the train today because the last chorus of 马/Him by Floruitshow is giving big MR-SN in 3.7 and it's destroying me a little

让我仔细看看你的模样

Let me take a good look at your visage

倒数着最后的谢幕时光

as we count down the time till the curtains' close

我的白马儿呀你慢些跑啊

Run slower, my dear white horse

这一次没有我带你回家

This time I'm not here to bring you home

春天啊暖阳啊快些来吧

Oh spring, oh warm sun, please come sooner

保全他一路上无风无浪

Grant him a smooth and safe journey

我的白马儿你慢些跑啊

Run slower, my dear white horse

这一次没有我带你

This time I'm not here to bring you-

回家

-Home

#rolling with difficulty #mr-sn rwd #mrsn rwd #rwd starship #its the 'please grant him safe passage because i wont be there with him' of it all for me #and also a little of some convos i had with cal in the discord/their words left unheard oneshot #the 'youve grown to become so much more than you were when we were together and so much more than i ever will be' #'but i still want to protect and guide you even if you dont need it and theres no way for me to' #yeah. very abruptly and completely lost all inspiration/motivation for art so i'm just pulling out all my other dumbass party tricks i gues

[sar3nka]

The furry hasn't texted me back aughhh

...

Mutuals and followers, I'm willing to do a lil fursona design (prolly just sketch but still!) for literally 1$ pleaseeee

#i need motivation to get into drawing furries and 1$ is enough of a motivation #dm me i wont out you as a furry. lol

[salsflore]

making a zhongmika piece after so long zzz not even a scenario this is sort of similar to the Very first piece of fanfic (also zm) i wrote i guess.. embarrassing.. i’m going to try to sleep ^_^ goodnight my buddies 🤍

#the thing is i hate not finishing my writing stuff in one sitting #agghhhhhhh ill probably not be able to like. Continue the train of thought.. you know what i mean.. like if i have a burst of motivation to #write i need to finish that shit right then and there or else it wont feel as cool and silly when i come back to continue where i left off

[babysitterpng]

Bro I know I’ve already told you this but I would die for your merch. You really be out here giving us the merch we want and need❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Will you be making any other Chrissy Cunningham merch or just the one lil charm we got of her?

awww thats so sweet of you to say 🥺 i just have the one of chrissy, and i probably wont make anything else with just her, but i do have ideas for group stuff sometime in the future!

#it just wont be soon bc im pretty burnt out on merch ^^" #its kiiiinda sapped all my inspiration and motivation for drawing ngl #like dont get me wrong im happy to be opening my shop again!! i love seeing ppl post their reactions #and its always fun to make something that you can later hold in your hands #but yeah i definitely need a break to actually be a part of fandom again haha #been too tired to read fics or engage with the community 😔 #SORRY didnt mean to drop all that just saying that i wont be doing new merch anytime soon #but i really do appreciate all the support and i wouldnt do all this if i didnt want to 💖💖💖