#you're probably right lmao. I can see it

[elmhat]

post prison dream having seizures because of TBI (traumatic brain injury)

Nah, c!Dream's brain is in pristine condition. Sparkling. Clean. Basically the Mona Lisa.

#/s #you're probably right lmao. I can see it #poor guy can't catch a break #elm asks

[moreaugriffins]

Every day i just want to write a post that just says "The Brigadier is so damn autistic."

but I then worry about what other people might say if I do that

but fuck it

The Brigadier is so fucking autistic, and nobody can change my mind

#classic doctor who #brigadier lethbridge stewart #'hes just like that because hes a military man' no he's like that because he's autistic and in the military. there's a difference #(please - we see so many soldiers in classic who and he's so different to them) #lack of expressions (especially s7) which caused others to comment his 'lack of emotions' in certain situations (he has commented that he #does in fact feel..) #the constant swagger stick with him (they arent common for soldiers nor officers to have.. havent been since past WW2 i believe) which he f #fiddles with and holds #stickler for the rules and hates disorder (things not being done 'right') #(thinking of the 'rules arent rules for alistair' bit from Daddy Fights Monsters) #his reaction to mushrooms in The Green Death. that's it. that's the point (he just hates mushrooms and so do i) #he's so.. military when he speaks even when speaking to civilians or when he's off duty. ik that's not much of a point but in the military #you're told exactly how to speak and interact with others and to be blunt and clear and to the point with your words. you're saying he does #find comfort in it? #and this man's strong sense of morals! my god. he can have quite black and white thinking in situations (so does 3 which would probably #explain why they butt heads often) and he is insanely stubborn #im sure i'll think of more things as time goes on but this is all i have for now #also im sorry i might be a bit tipsy when posting this but i really need courage lmao

[alien-girl-21]

Can't wrap around my head that people use tumblr for fashion inspo, like today I must have reblogged at least 20 posts about stabbing a roman emperor wdym you're coming here and searching how to build an outfit?

#inspired by me watching a tt from a guy that said that people where i live don't have good style #and saying they should go to pint.erest or here to find good outfit pics to run with #which like the piint of his video is amother whole tangent i can go off on but that's for another day #like??? i'm here spending my days talking aboyt slovenian rock band green finnish man and shitposts #you're here looking at fashion??? #two different worlds fr #and then you have my friend that asked me what i was doing the other day and i went 'on tum.blr' and she asked 'people still use it?' #like wth #also fun fact: i saw the guy film said tt lmao he walked right past me the other day with the same fit #he didn't use that take though probably got scared at seeing someone with actual style here /j #anyways rant over

[buglaur]

a bunch of asks answered below the cut (some dating back a good 2 months i’m so sorry 💔 i’ll answer more soon)

he’s not, sorry 😔 regular age daithí is going off to be in a bc soon so it’d be kinda weird to have younger him running around other peoples games

the answer to both questions is i don’t know! i would like to do gameplay with them again and i love all the contestants that i chose, but i just hated bachelor gameplay 😫 and i find it very difficult to get the time for / be invested in more than one gameplay at a time so

as to who they would’ve ended up with, i can’t say! they didn’t even get the chance to meet a good chunk of the contestants that i had accepted (sorry omfg) if you’re really interested i can load up the save and show you the relationship statuses with everyone from where i left it off

vupiiii you’re so sweet thank you so much 😭😭 all the same back to you!! @sweetpyxels​ ❤️❤️

ANON HI I LOVE YOU you’re so sweet, thank you so much 😭😭😭

no it honestly makes me so happy that you actually read it once let alone reread it omfgg. you make me feel something anon. please ignore the fact that i didn’t know how dof worked in the first half of gen one 🤦‍♀️

these next few were from the ‘why did you follow me’ ask game i reblogged a while ago, sorry i never got around to them

ILY ALL AHH!!!!!! you’re all so lovely omfg ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ thank you for sending these in they really made me smile ngl. and thanks for sticking around 😫

#guys is pokemon violet worth it #i don't really like the starters and i've heard its terrible performance wise #but i've played every title game since platinum #if anyones played it please tell me what you think of it #i'll probably give in and buy it at some point anyways but like... #is it worth getting it right now #also i showed my irl friend my simblr today #hi if you're reading this lmao 👋 #kind of embarrassing that you can now see all the stuff i put up here #but anyways #ask

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread

Court of the Undying Seasons

NA high fantasy

demigirl volunteers to be taken by the vampires instead of her friend intending to kill them for revenge, but quickly learns that’ll be impossible unless she becomes one

she has to get through her training to become a vampire or live as a human thrall, and quickly gets swept up in their world - and discovers a string of murders that could have dire consequences for them all

#Court of the Undying Seasons #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #ok i was kinda hoping this would be more me than most things in its genre niche....but is just kinda is that #why is the main couple a thing? what is the attraction? i feel like I skipped half a book. you’re gonna kill him right #just really did not get that at all lmao. ur usual dark fantasy romance i gues #it’s kind of pitched as ‘she wants to kill vamps!!!’ but like. she immediately learns that’ll be too hard and basically forgets about it lo #i feel like the courts being named after colours reads. well you know it reads like the stereotype of YA with different factions to choose #but I guess I get that if they were called by their alt names it would have been a lot of confusing info to keep track of #the mc being a demigirl is pretty subtle #if you’re looking for it you can see the trans coding #but if you weren’t I feel like it might just read as girl who’s slightly uncomfortable with her appearance… #which is fine I guess. but just so you know if you're picking it up for that #also picked it up for ace side characters but like…. it’s not rly like the authors other books #there’s vague mentions but tbqh I’ve forgotten who is supposed to be ace #(probably because I read like 6 other books between starting and finishing this) #also genderfluid side character who is like. treated as two different people when they’re girl or boy version? #which is sort of treated as a vampire thing but i thought it felt odd #anyway all in all not entirely bad just not for me at all lol

[rotisseries]

actually now that the clique thing is a few days old, i didn't really get involved for a reason and I don't feel super strongly in either direction

but I will say that like. while there's certainly a problem of less interaction on the fanworks/posts from less popular blogs, this isn't really a byler exclusive issue? this happens in most fandoms these days, interaction is just on a decline in general which IS. a problem but not really a "byler tumblr is cliquey" problem. in regards to any actual cliques I wouldn't say they don't exist but I don't think it's "the popular kids" themselves doing this. I don't know if the rest of you have some other bloggers in mind that I don't know about, but as someone who is mutuals with a fair amount of who I thought were the popular blogs, they are always very nice and welcoming to me, and actually easy to talk to once you just. see them and talk to them as a normal human and not an omnipotent fandom god. so this is all to say that if there's a clique issue I think it's from the outside. I think maybe people are perceiving these bigger blogs who all happen to be friends as these untouchable idols in fandom and it's. making it cliquey from the outside. like are they a clique or have you just convinced yourself they wouldn't want anything to do with you and isolated this group from everyone else. this isn't to say that people can't be assholes of course just that I don't think any of this is intentional

#I think a lot of post interaction problems are also just probably coming from the fact that I don't think anyone checks the tag anymore #I certainly don't. I just keep up with what my mutuals are posting #and my mutuals are posting their work and they're sharing their friend's work or the work their friend shared from someone else #so if you're a little known blogger it can just be harder because. your posts just aren't making it as far you have a few followers #and they have even fewer. and so unless you get an anomaly popularity boost it'll be harder for a post to get traction #also “it's a clique bc all the popular blogs are friends and only associate with each other” well they have been friends for months #or a year now. and also probably were not as popular when that friendship started #so it's more like. a friend group forms and then when one of you gets a popularity boost so do the others bc you're friends #and then next thing you know it's a friend group of popular bloggers #anyway. all this to say get out and make some friends! either I'm right and this will actually fix the problem #or there really is a clique in which case why tf would you want to associate with them anyway #but genuinely this is rich coming from me actually known to most as godawful at talking to people irl #but it's really so simple to make tumblr friends it just requires you to be a little brave and genuine #if you see someone posting a lot of cool stuff follow them!! and then get in their askbox and talk to them about something #if they have an au you really like talk to them about that if they have some music they've been posting about check it out #and tell them what you thought! #just like. be friendly and open they'll probably respond in kind and next thing you know you have a really cool friend #anyway if you're one of my mutuals and you saw me like a post the other day or whatever that might feel contrary to this #well the other day I was just watching things go down lmao #I didn't care what any posts said I was busy with my own discourse lol #(and also if you're ANOTHER mutual wondering wtf this post is about don't worry about that) #idk I think I just. haven't really witnessed cliquey behavior but I see posts about this with enough notes #that sometimes I think. well you guys gotta be experiencing SOMETHING so idk. idk #I guess this is another “some people just have friends” post #anyway I think a good thing to remember here also is that we're arguing about popularity on Tumblr Dot Com. brother we are bloggers #and we're calling it cliques. like a highschool movie

[phoenixcatch7]

Lmaoooo okay so MAJOR story spoilers ahead-

But I just finished the crisis at hyrule castle quest line (after thorough googling that I wasn't going into the final boss, of course) and went back to the landing where everyone gathered to discuss what to do next.

It was all very solemn and thoughtful, everyone theorising and letting it sink in how incredibly dangerous ganon was, and then purah and riju are like 'omg there was a sixth sage maybe we can find whatever they've left behind maybe it can help us' and then Link IMMEDIATELY speaks up like 'oh yeah about that I've already found her. Yeah she's fine she's going to help us. I've also got the master sword too by the way'.

Everyone was SHOOK. I got praise and amazement from all sides. Purah was like 'ALREADY???!! And you didn't think to TELL ME??' it was great.

Never felt more like canon link in my life. I've got a screenshot of everyone's :O?! face. Going to be riding that high for hours XD.

But it's very impressive that I managed to procrastinate so hard I managed to skip about three major plot lines just by squirrelling my way where I'm not supposed to be purely by accident lmao.

#totk spoilers #<- MAJOR ONES #loz #legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk #loz totk #loz tears of the kingdom #Purah: I can't believe what we're up against. And how hard it must have been! But you're so calm and collected about it! #Me: aw thanks keep talking ^^ #Purah: you're really a wonder link. I'm amazed by what you can do! It's up to us now! Let us help you!! ✌️ #Ngl finding the thunder head heart door was pure. PURE chance. It was night and I couldn't see the arrow head on links bow #Pouring rain and thunder. Somehow managed to blindly claw my way to the top of the ruin and spent ages trying to find out what it was #At the very last second before I left I slipped on the side of the wall and fell all the way down. Straight onto the shrine. #Eventually gathered the hearts and came right back to do the whole thing. No idea it was supposed to be a triggered quest until now LMAO #But fr everyone was so shaken after ganons vision and link was just standing there like 🙄 he's already had a dozen of them XD #'pig man should have gone into theatre. Tryna play me with zelda when I know full well where she is. your precious phantoms were RUBBISH' #Seriously don't worry about the fight if you have the vows and decent armour I posed so silly and took several attacks to the spleen #And it did absolutely NOTHING. Several photos of link with phantoms furious heads in view and I lost MAYBE 3 hearts total. No anti gloom!! #I will say the image of broken doll zelda dissolving into gloom smoke will probably traumatise link but what's one more lol

[bangcakes]

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#lmao. i dont think my life has been this Open like ever #like last time i graduated i knew Exactly what i wanted to do. #this time im like... well i like everything baout comp sci so :)))) #also this time.... less likely to get a job right away #really easy to get a psych job alright. probs too easy considering the things youre in charge of honestly #so im scared that itll take me a long time to get one. gonna have to keep strong.... #also this time around i have that uh... potential romance if you will going on JDJJDJDJDJDJJD #so my life just really feels at a huge crossroads both career and relationship wise #so ya im just like....... idk JDJKDKDKDJD #im not doing anything today. i woke up with a headache n it didnt even get better after i ate >:[ #so im trying the rot in bed and sleep method. as you can probably imagine... as im currently typing this and you're about to see it.... #im doing the rot in bed part really well !!!@ #personal

[skyteglad]

the desire for people to stop diagnosing their abusers with stigmatized disorders when they are literally not a psychologist and most abusers literally do not care about psychology or therapy at all 😩 they don’t care about getting help, so how do YOU know they have this disorder without using stigma as a basis?

#i keep seeing a lot of talk about 'narcassistic abuse' and people diagnosing every abuser in their life w npd and #LIKE YES SOME PROBABLY HAVE BEEN DIAGNOSED BUT YOU'RE JUST DIAGNOSING THEM USING STIGMA. THAT'S... THAT'S CRUEL LMAO. #saw a post calling everyone w npd an abuser and being the cause of people w bpd and its like... honey... #my abuser who caused my bpd? she doesn't have npd. afaik she hasn't seen a fucking psychologist since she was 16 because she doesn't care #abt therapy. a lot fo abusers.... DON'T CARE ABOUT THERAPY OR GETTING HELP. #you can BE abusive without Abusive Personality Disorder tm (WHICH ISN'T A FUCKING TIHNG BTW.) #it's so gross please guys don't speculate on people's mental health some people are perfectly neurotypical and functional... #and are jsut abusive as shit! #you don't need a mental illness to be abusive and THINKING like that is going to end with you thinking incredibly ableistly!!! #grumbles a lot #things i love value and support: self diagnosis! #things i loathe despise and hate: diagnosing others when you aren't using good faith. #sorry for rambling i'm just so mad dghfkjdkd 'everyone w bpd has bpd bc of people w npd' shut the fuck up are you kidding me kffghdkhgj #i wasn't abused with 'narcassistic abuse' as a child i was abused with physical and emotional abuse. the other thing isn't a fucking thing. #when i WAS abused with what fits 'narcassistic abuse' - it was fucking emotional abuse my guy. that's what it is. the listing of everything #you claim is this is actually fitting into emotional abuse. idk if they have npd i dont CARE if they have npd i only CARE #that i had been abused and harmed. their mental health means NOTHING to me now because they shouldn't have done what #they did no matter what and it isnt an excuse OR an explanation!!! thank you -bows- #riot.txt #i forgot all of my text tags so i hoppe that's the right one

[maddy-ferguson]

the way i was devastated after vol2 aired lol, and i couldn't sleep for hours bc the vol was so shitty. but now, if s5 turns out to be shit af, i would just laugh. gotta respect the character development here bc i dont give a fuck anymore.

i walked around with a stomachache for a good 48 hours like it was really bad for me...if s5 turns out to be shit af i will walk around with a stomachache for 96 hours🙏

#ask #this said less than 96 for 21 seconds i was like that doesn't seem right #no but like #i get why some twt bylers who are wil stans first act like will getting a happy ending at all/will getting a boyfriend/will's romance arc #being good is all that matters and like that #can be done without byler being endgame because that shit fucking hurt like 48 hours isn't that long but it was SO BAD #obviously i'm team might as well have fun for two (lol) years instead of being like omg what if it doesn't happen. but it's also because i #literally haven't doubted byler since like...july 10th maybe #and when you're a twt byler whose faith in byler depends on like whether or not they like will enough to not do this to him and to give him #a nice boyfriend or whatever and you barely consider mike's side of things i see why you'd try to convince yourself that another outcome #CAN be great. when like..it cant be great they already had will fix mlvn's relationship were past will getting a random bf and mlvn endgame #and yk it's one thing to move on with your life and not be a hardcore byler anymore or to be like i don't like it that much anymore but #some of them really started being like you're sooo dumb for thinking that byler ever stood a chance😂😂😂😂 (ithoughtthattoofiveweeksago) #they're gonna give will a nice boyfriend and it's gonna be great😂😂😂👍 yeah keep telling yourself that... #but yeah i kind of get it because i wouldn't want to have to go through volume 2 all over again either lmao #but also i don't because well #they're wrong #and i'm a byler who's a will stan who also happens to use twitter frequently #as for the rest of the show well if it's bad i'll be disappointed #but my stomach probably won't hurt because of how sad it's making me #or maybe it will it's not unheard of

[tachiisms]

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#on like strictly an ooc basis though i know i haven't been here in a while and randomly just popped on to shitpost #'cause laura's post made me laugh (ty! ily!) #but i'm still mostly over on my other blog. i've had a lot going on and like being with my soft girls right now #and also star wars hasn't really been sparking joy recently and it's been making this dash feel claustrophobic in a way idk how else #to really describe? like it's nothing to do with the actual people or characters on this dash it's more just that it's almost all star wars #if that makes any sense at all? #(which is probably stupid because no one really cares about the muses on my other blog so i'm only playing myself here lmao) #(but idc they make me happy and it's fine that they aren't popular) #but i also find that it can be kind of hard to branch out from star wars to get a wider range to rp with on siri #'cause it's mostly just modern type or crossover type verses #and that's been feeling Hard lately just because of the star wars stuff i just mentioned #but i do have a star wars related project with a friend that'll be...sometime upcoming? so i'm hoping that it will spark the joy again #but for now i'm mostly over on my other blog but since i follow a lot of the same people i sometimes see things and pop over here lol #anywhomst if you're at all interested in sigrid from the hobbit or susan pevensie from narnia (or breha who's also star wars) #(idk i'm not having the same problem with breha as siri probably because she's on the multi? anyway back to the point) #then feel free to go follow my other blog which is @viaminvenia but no pressure!! sigrid and susan don't have star wars verses #ily all you're all so talented and such good writers and just *chef kiss* all over the dash #ooc

[cryborgs]

#that disappointing game post is so fun and interesting to me good god #people will mention a game i like and it makes me go >:0 #but also idk i'm very up for criticism of the things i like. like all the mass effect games? you're so right lmao #i love mass effect but every one of those games is flawed #i will defend mea but also. it IS super flawed #the only ones i find truly annoying are when people are like 'ur baby brained if u can enjoy this' like ?? #idk i 100% agree bg3 is flawed and there are a lot of frustrating and disappointing aspects #also i like it 😇 #a lot of the writing is good. a lot of the characters are good. that doesn't mean im like. sacrificing my son to it and saying it's perfect #but also i said this before but it's just neat to see how different people's experiences are #like whiskey-trio it makes 100% sense that you were disappointed by ztd #i'm way newer to the series and wasnt anticipating and waiting for a third game #also tbh 🫣 vlr didnt really hit for me the way it seems to have for most ze fans 🫣 so i was already in a place of like #yeah these games are fun but 999 will probably be untouched #so. all that and all this to just say. i think it's neat how different people can be for no real reason other than. we have our own tastes #my siblings + i can be raised in the same environment by the same parental figures and come out of it so absurdly different #and why???? what makes people have the tastes + preferences they do??????? idk!!! #like vlr wasnt a knockout for me but i will slam my fists on the table and howl about aitsf. aitsf my beloved!!!! there's nobody like you!! #anywayssss pardon me #i think. thinking about things and talking about things is fun #tagged: ignore me

[lesbiten]

you know what ford may be a dick but also he has sooooooooo many issues and issues and issues and issues and issues and issues

#on his silly blacked out + bloody break down page he writes in code: #'interdimensional chess isnt fun when you're the pawn' 'the devil has a silver tongue' 'if icarus could see me now' #i would once again like to point out ANOTHER instance of ford being compared to icarus #i literally was so right for that one drawing. and i hadnt even read this journal yet #almost done decoding all of the fordese in here which means next up is some of these letter codes scattered around #blendins letter will have to wait bc im not even 100% convinced it says anything LMAO #it probably does i just dont know where to start with decoding it #but theres the caesar atbash a1z26 key that i assume applies to the number/letter codes in here #not quite sure how but how hard can it be #simon says

[swxppedshitposts]

https://picrew.me/image_maker/140200

I made a picrew of Louise & Alex being mad at each other bc let’s face it, despite her being one of his oldest friends, he is constantly incensed by her behaviour lmao

#don't get me wrong he cares about her as a friend but like. I don't think he could spend more than a week at a time w/ her asdgh #probably mostly bc she does what she wants even if it's completely against all logic #and she requires a lot of babysitting despite being just 1 year younger than Alex lol #thank fuck the men + women were kept separate at the hospital bc I think he would have killed her GLKGDFKLF #but yeah they were allowed to mix outside if they were deemed safe enough to do so #i just made the sudden realisation that Alex preferred to hang around with women instead of other men?? #like when i think of the other NPCs I have/had who were friends of Alex's in the hospital #They were mainly all women??? #Lmao I don't blame him though women are way less threatening kldgkgdf #Also idk I guess it makes sense bc he would only get to talk to them sometimes when they were allowed? #So I guess he would usually see his male friends back inside #ACTUALLY now I'm getting way too deep into headcanons but also now that I think about it he was mostly abused by men growing up #So I can see why he'd naturally gravitate towards women #Also bc he obviously chose to spend as much time w/ Serenity as he could n she'd always have her female around her lol #Pretty sure they all like... just decided as a group to adopt him lmao !! :') #Also maybe bc during that time he was one of the only men there who didn't dismiss them for female hysteria or like .. doing sex work lol #It's still wild to me that women were locked up and deemed mentally unstable for doing sex work klglgkfgf #LIKE OH SORRY I HAVE ROCKIN TIDDIES???? GUESS I'M MAD LMFAO !!! #Sorry ma'am u have female disease therefore u will lose ur rights !!! #yOUR HUSBAND SAYS YOU'RE CRAZY AND HAVE IRREGULAR PERIODS SO SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR FAMILY LMAO #Ngl Alex was way ahead of his time in regards to accepting sex workers #Like don't get me wrong he would NEVER go to one LMAO #But they were his friends and probably some of the nicest people he's met so!!! #Louise just happens to get on his nerves for various other reasons kglfdklgfd #Like being fucking ANNOYING !!!!!!

[terashards]

it's always morally correct to cheat in pokemon vgc. btw

#tera talk #and quite frankly I'm tired of people who've never touched or watched VGC in their life having opinions on it lmao #not really. but that's how I feel sometimes #people see the word 'cheat' and lose all sense #'cheating' in VGC would be illegal stats/moves/abilities/etc. #just... genning in a completely legitimate Pokémon is not cheating #it's a method to get the Mon you need without wasting your time & money #you know what? people who've never played VGC but complain about cheating... #make a legitimate Trick Room team with Therian Forme Enamorous. do it. right now (no trading allowed btw) #make a team of Enamorous/Iron Hands/Farigiraf/Incineroar/Ursaluna(Bloodmoon)/Cressalia #and when you've done it get back to me #don't forget that since it's a Trick Room team you'll need 0IV in Speed on all your Mons (especially that Enamorous!) #this probably wouldn't be the most usable team but it's a legal one you can make for Reg F so #tbh I could've probably concocted a more complex team but I can't be bothered right now #idk. throw a Flutter Mane on there instead so you're forced to buy & play both SV versions (reminder: no trading with others!)

[ao3commentoftheday]

any advice about how to deal with posting a fic and getting radio silence? I know ppl aren’t owed engagement ofc, but I feel embarrassed at having spent so long on something no one cares about, and although I liked thinking about the characters and fandom before (and was considering writing more about them), now I can’t think about it without feeling that overpowering embarrassment 😭 part of me wants to delete the fic, but that would mean having to open ao3 and look at it again LMAO

sorry for the venting, I know this is probably a me problem, but has anyone else felt this, and if so, is there any way to make this pervasive shame go away??

*hugs* This is a very painful thing to experience and there isn't really any way to make it just go away, unfortunately. However, you can reflect on it a bit, when you're ready to.

Writing and posting are separate activities. If you've enjoyed writing the story but you haven't enjoyed posting it to the Archive, you can always continue writing just for yourself. This may or may not be something you'd enjoy - you know better than I do whether some of your enjoyment came from the anticipation of a reaction to your work.

Try to analyze where your embarrassment is coming from. Is it worrying that your story was poorly written? A lack of a reaction doesn't mean that the story is bad. Being unpopular doesn't mean it's bad, either. If your story is good to you, then it's a good story.

Is your embarrassment from feeling like you were "caught trying." Is it a cringe at the idea that you put effort into something that someone else doesn't (appear to) find valuable?

Is it actually embarrassment at all? Are you feeling a different kind of hurt instead? Did you hope that someone in particular would read your story and now you feel ignored? Did you hope to be embraced by your community and now you feel shunned?

These are difficult questions that I'm asking and you might not want to think about them right now. That's okay. You don't need to if you don't want to. You can definitely delete the fic and pretend it never happened. Or you can log out of that AO3 account and create a new one and never look back. Maybe you just need to take a week or a month off for a hiatus of sorts and when the ache isn't as bad, you'll be able to face it all again.

When I felt this way, it was because I felt like I'd put something into my community and that I'd been ignored. But since that time, I've found one person who gives me all of the community support I used to get from an entire fandom, and now when I post something on AO3 I don't actually need a response anymore. I get all of the fun and excitement and validation etc from my conversations and RP threads with my best friend.

Once you've got a little distance from the pain of this moment, try to figure out what it is that you were hoping to get and then figure out how you can get it. Maybe it's through posting fic to AO3, but maybe it's not.

Let's see what others can suggest. This is not something you're experiencing alone, anon. So very many of your fellow fan writers have experienced this too ❤️

#asks and answers