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[the-stray-pup]

Hi! A little update.

I am abandoning the mess that has become this blog

I have moved to a different blog for my mutuals who actually wanna follow me over there feel free to reach out

I’ve been struggling a lot lately with my sexuality and also just life in general so I just will leave this blog up but not be on it anymore

Bye :p

#the stray rants

[the-stray-pup]

Want to rim her and suck her dick 😩

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlw nsft

[the-stray-pup]

hey, i'm sorry you're having a hard time. i hope things get better for you soon

Thanks 💙

#asks #anon #life just be that way sometimes haha

[the-stray-pup]

Y’all I cannot express to you how fucking disgusting Sex in C Major is and I’m only 30 ish percent into this fucking book like 🙃 the amount of times I’ve had to put it down to take a break from it or the amount of times it’s made me uncomfortable/made my dysphoria worse. It has a trans male character and it has some bdsm shit in it but the way so much is handled so poorly like I think I’m gonna have to DNF this shit again because I literally can’t stomach it despite wanting to power through and see if the end possibly gets better 🙃 idk… anyway 10/10 don’t recommend this book AT ALL

#the stray rants #nsft #sex in c major #book nsft #bad books #literally just 🤢

[the-stray-pup]

Wish I could go stealth online but then I’d miss out on all the t4t nsft

#the stray rants #d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

Really fucking love how y’all choose to be fucking illiterate and not read people’s pinned posts

#the stray rants #this is why I hardly post horny shit anymore #fuck every single fucking thing

[the-stray-pup]

I just came so hard. I was so close to cumming just from bouncing on this but I couldn’t get the right friction and started playing with my dick and I was so wet and panty I couldn’t help but hunch over and whine while I came I haven’t cum in so long it was so good 🥴

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

My voice is really high pitched and slurred rn because of the way I’m playing with myself 🙈

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

I wish I had a real toy to bounce on and fill myself properly with

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

Have myself filled and have to pretend like I’m fine while I talk and play games with other people I feel so embarrassed it feels so good 😩 I’m just letting myself bounce on it I’m so panty I wanna cum

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

Wanna be in Sir’s lap with his cock buried inside my boycunt while I bounce and fuck myself on him

#d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft

[the-stray-pup]

Gonna be in a little outfit that makes me feel all pretty later while I sit at my desk and leave my hole filled. Tank top, boyshort underwear, long socks with high tops and some object insertion. I’m so excited I haven’t played with myself in a while

#Suddenly feeling comfortable talking about myself in a sexual way again so #d/s #nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #mlm nsft #t4t nsft #queer nsft #mlnb nsft #object insertion

[the-stray-pup]

Tw: dark shit hehe

Beep boop

My depression is really bad and I just don’t know

I want to cut. I’ve been wanting to. But I know I shouldn’t. But that doesn’t really change anything. I still want to. The only reason I don’t is because the way I do it is a hassle. It’s not just an easy little slit my wrist and hide it thing it’s like more meticulous than that because that’s the type of person I am and I need to feel like I’m in control of it somehow

I just want to die though. Truly. I’ve been wanting to just be dead so bad. But then I think how it’s Christmas time and I can’t just die during the holidays like that and ruin them for everyone. I don’t genuinely think many people would care about my actual self being dead. I really don’t. I do think they’ll miss the version they perceived me as though

I don’t even feel like I have people to talk to anymore honestly. Not saying no one would let me rant to them because that’s not the case. I just. Feel like a burden. Like I feel so annoying. Why the fuck does anyone care about the bad mood I’m in? I feel like I’m just asking for attention or something from the people around me even though I honestly just want to kill myself. I just want to be dead

Life is too much and I feel like a burden to everyone

I don’t feel like a good friend. I don’t feel like a good person, I don’t feel like I’ll ever be a good partner, I don’t feel like I’m a good anything. I just feel like a waste of space time and energy. I can hardly even do certain shit I can’t even speak for myself or get certain shit that I can’t. I just don’t know anymore

I just wish that everything wasn’t so hard

#the stray rants #triggering shit #the usual #dark shit

[the-stray-pup]

Kinda feeling hopeless… idk

#the stray rants

[the-stray-pup]

my horny neurodivergent ass with an oral fixation:

*bites/licks sensitive spot*

*person moans/whines*

Oh neat ..... A squeaky toy! 😈

#me who has really sensitive neck and ears lmaooo

[the-stray-pup]

Y’all dead fucking ass. I just don’t feel like certain people care about me. Which is… not fun. Because then I just feel unloved and it’s like if they don’t care then how could anyone else saying they care actually be telling the truth you know?

#the stray rants #anyway #let me just #stop being a selfish bitch and complaining all the time #like jfc

[the-stray-pup]

On one hand im kinda happy my dominant side blog isn’t getting any attention cause I’m like hehehe safe space? But at the same time I’m like where be the people? 🥲👉🏻👈🏻

#the stray rants #I still don’t wanna share tho #I would like people to find it #✨organically✨ #so #:p