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theunspokenvoid · 7 months
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Do you know what it's like to wish for death everyday?
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theunspokenvoid · 8 months
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You were all I had.
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theunspokenvoid · 9 months
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Does it get easier?..
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theunspokenvoid · 9 months
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I am envious of it all. I am envious of the child, who held her mother's hand in the mall. I am envious of the boy, whose dad bought him ice cream. I am envious of the families, just hanging out and having fun. I am envious because I know... I will never be like them. And that's one of the many things, you have stolen from me in life.
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theunspokenvoid · 10 months
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I wish for you to embrace me. I wish to lean in your shoulder and cry out the bottled hurt. Alas, life placed weights on them, and I fear if I lean too much, you would topple just as I did.
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theunspokenvoid · 10 months
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I'm going through a hard time, and everyone knows about it. But there's nothing they can do to make it any easier. Unfortunately.
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theunspokenvoid · 10 months
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No matter where I go, I will never escape it. The damage has been done, so I could only carry it with me.
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theunspokenvoid · 10 months
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As much as I am blessed in these sufferings, I still hoped I never needed the dark to see the light.
Do you know what living in the dark does to you?
You start to doubt.
Whether that is a light coming through,
or you just grew accustomed to the dark.
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theunspokenvoid · 11 months
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Some days, I just want to break down. To just scream, shout, and let it all out. But instead, I get up, and carry on again. Because it's easier to say "I'm fine" than to unravel all the things that are fucked up inside of me.
So...
I'm fine.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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I push through again, and again. Every second, every minute, every hour, every passing day and night. Yet in the end, I still get stuck at "what's next?".
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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It's okay to abandon me, as I have done so myself.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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I don't wish to be born into a better life, rather I wish to not have been born at all.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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Maybe someday I will wake from this nightmare.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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I weep not for the hurt you have given me, but for the child in me that never deserved it.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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If my silence could kill, there'd be a genocide.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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I'm tired of the clock ticking. It ticks and ticks, with no end and only loop. It's a new day but the cycle repeats. In the end, it's the same day, it's the same loop. I can never escape it.
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theunspokenvoid · 1 year
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Can't help but want to die every time an inconvenience happens to me.
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