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thisismetrying-writer · 7 months
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Today is one of those days where you can't find a good reason to be alive. Nothings is ever good enough to make you stay, to make you feel good.
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thisismetrying-writer · 7 months
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Oh, how I wish I was good at something…I could turn this sadness into something beautiful.
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thisismetrying-writer · 7 months
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In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset
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thisismetrying-writer · 7 months
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Goal: be aesthetic.
Obstacle: being poor and living in a poor neighbourhood of a third world contry.
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thisismetrying-writer · 7 months
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Trying to romanticize my life...
Today I woke up feeling sad. Lots of things are going on in my life, bad things. I had to find a good reason to get out of bed.
I went to the market to get the things I needed to cook for my family, on the way home I heard the birds. That made me feel better.
While cooking, I came to the realization of how peaceful I felt. It's a form of therapy for me.
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thisismetrying-writer · 8 months
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Tonight I feel sad. I feel like I'm missing something, but I don't know what. Oh Lord, if you could only feel what I feel now. I would ask you why do I feel this way and you would answer me. But I can't hear your voice but you can hear my heart. I'm exhausted. I want to give up.
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thisismetrying-writer · 8 months
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And now, I share with you one of my favourite ASMR.
You're welcome >u<
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thisismetrying-writer · 8 months
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Overthinking before sleep.
I remember when I used to stay up all night, even if it was a school night. I used to spend the night reading funny and stupid fanfiction, listening to music, and watching horror movies, and I miss being the young me.
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