The two women I would give my everything to have the same birthday lol but we already knew that 😉😉 damn Virgos
They would never enter into a poly relationship where the three of us would date, but I honestly think that would make me so fucking happy.
I get to date my best friends? And spoil the shit outta them until I’m blue in the face? Make love to them whenever they wanted it? Support them in all of their endeavors and raise a beautiful beautiful family of individuals who are so healthy in every way shape and form, God willing. God I think I’d actually want to stay alive long enough to see how my life plays out.
I guess I can’t ever ask that of them tho if it was about taking care of me, they’d be there in a heart beat. I just can’t be like, if you don’t marry me, I’m gonna… that’s toxic
We all have too much history, one being physical, the other being too curious for comfort.
When I tell you I am painfully uncomfortable and unhappy in my life right now and I don’t know how to get out of where I am, my god idk what to do. I hate everything. I hate the man that I love, I hate my mother and I hate myself. I wanna die. I don’t want this existence anymore and idk how to end it all. Someone please take me out of my misery. God end me please…