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I am as mentally stable as a giraffe trying to stand on water using kickboards.

#mental health #mentally tired

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I say to him that I'm not happy, and that I want to become happy. He tells me that nobody in this world is happy, everyone hurts all the time. I want to tell him that's not good enough for me to stop trying. I can't help everyone else feel better, but I can help myself, and then help the people who want my help. I hope that's him someday.

#hufflepuff aesthetic #dark academia #romantic academia

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“I'm not everything I want to be, but l'm more than I was, and l'm still learning.”

~Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself

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The hardest part about going through the grueling daily activities of taking care of myself, and loving myself through pain, is that I don't realize how important that is for me, and I don't realize what good it's doing for me because I'm too stuck in my pain. But when I am finally ready to see past the pain, then I'll be able to see how good I took care of myself, and I can't wait for that day

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After a while of learning to love and take care of myself, I had date night with myself tonight and my favorite random thought so far is that I want to get to such a place of self-love and acceptance where I can say god have mercy on the soul of the man who thinks he can treat me better than I treat myself.

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"It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. If you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to." - Bilbo Baggins, Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring dir. Peter Jackson, 2001

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*to the tune of What Is Love*

What is life!? Please God don't hurt me! Don't hurt me! No more!

#dark humor

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I don't usually make asks, I don't even have followers lol but if the only thing you do today or even this week is sign this petition to help the 12,000 homeless refugees from the Moria camp fire, then this week will not have been wasted.

http://chng.it/vJZnWQmNnM

#moria refugee camp #refugees #migration #helpingothers #send help

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I thought I wanted to see myself through the eyes of a lover, but that's not what I want. I only want to see myself as beautiful, and in my mind the only way I could do that is through somebody else's eyes. But what if I learn to love myself through my own eyes? What if I l learn to see myself as beautiful? What if, in the end, in my own eyes, I'm more beautiful than I ever was in a lover's eyes?

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I'm at that point where I'm drop-dead exhausted but I'm not sleepy, so all I can do is sit here and stare at a wall until something makes me move. I think that's called depression? It's great...

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I want bra commercials (for obviously comfortable ones) but in Old Spice commercial style.

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One of the great things about wearing masks all the time now is that people can't see when I awkwardly and randomly smile to myself like a happy idiot.

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Is it normal to meet someone for just a little bit, a short moment in time in which you both know you'll never see each other again but you're left with a deep desire to be friends with them?

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I wonder if there is any patch of land on this planet that still has not been touched by human feet.

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I relate so much to the characters that are like "I'll do the right thing, but I'm gonna complain about it the whole time."

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Deckers, Colorado. Didn't mean for the one picture to be so blurry, but I actually kind of like it that way.

#colorado #landscape #landscapes #river #scenery #mountains

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I don't want to be known as the girl whose smile was infectious, because I don't want to smile all the time. I want to be known as the person whose passion is infectious, I want to be known as unapologetically open and unshakeably at peace with myself.