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vdefer · 2 years

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Waiting for Leah

#gaming #stardew valley #queue

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#gaming #stardew valley #queue

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vdefer · 3 years

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game devs need to invest in having fashion advisors around during development like I can't do this anymore

#ajanhskwbsjxbsksj #the ugly halamshiral suit 😩😩😩#PLEASE my girl didn't deserve that #gaming

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vdefer · 3 years

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Mine (2021) - 1x13

#i hoped the first person she'd come out to would be hi-soo or soo-hyuk #but ji-ho actually supporting her?????#tje way he just accepts it. how simple it is in his mind ''it's not like you can control it'' 🤧 so true king #they have always been at odds. i was not expecting this AT ALL. ji-ho being a friend for her was random af but so wholesome #she was so nervous. poor baby 🥺 and he was so nonchalant (after the initial shock)#like ''oh you're a lesbian? NICE good for you. anyway. can u pass me the salt?''#it was no big deal for him. but seo-hyun has been torturing herself with this her entire life. it's a very big deal for her #how refreshing it must be to have a friend that knows and just doesn't care. doesn't treat her any different. doesn't think any less of her #because seo-hyun IS scared of how people will react. she's so full of fear but she's trying so damn hard to be brave #that's why his support is so important. he encourages her. he's the first friend that does so #(yes. the first. i trust that shady ass nun as far as I can throw her 👀)#her crying had me EMO 🥺 pleeeease she's such a softie underneath 🥺🤧#this strong and intimidating woman. who's also frightened of the world and of rejection #so deeply scarred by prejudice #seohyun is so very human. I love that.#i cannot accept this weekend I'll get to see miss jung seo-hyun for the last time ever #😔🔫#tv shows #kdramas #tvn mine #kim seo hyung

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vdefer · 3 years

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Mine (2021) - 1x13

#the way her first ''no'' is simply honest #the second ''no'' is frustrated. not at him. just frustrated. she's gone 10+ years without eating pussy lmao it's understandable #of course there's more to it then that but I like to think she was frustrated bc she desperately wants to eat pussy again #makes it less depressing #and then the third one is ANNOYED. almost offended.#how DARE he even ASK if the woman who is the actual LOVE OF HER LIFE was an ''AFFAIR''?? 😤😤#te amo jung seohyun TE AMOOOOO #also the subtlety in the change of tone between each ''no'' is *chef's kiss*#gotta love KSH's god tier acting #tv shows #kdramas #tvn mine #kim seo hyung

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vdefer · 3 years

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Mine (2021) - 1x13

#this entire scene!!!! I was expecting her to just tell him she would become the chairman (chairwoman?)#and then she goes ''i'm... a lesbian'' and I CHOCKED on my saliva #no ceremony. ajshkdjdlsbsk that was so painfully AWKWARD. I loved it. his reaction was priceless and completely realistic #and then he asks her about suzy and I found out they were not having an affair :/#they didn't even sleep together a single time since seohyun married :(#and just like that the funny scene is over and I sober up #seohyun has been married for what. 10? 15 years??that WHOLE time she was pining for suzy 😩🔫#it wasn't just 2 years after they broke up #that ''we should stop seeing each other'' wasn't seohyun ending their affair. it was LITERAL. seohyun didn't want to SEE suzy anymore #they weren't together that whole time 😩🔫🔫 what the FUCJ #it's been a week but I still wanna cry just thinking about it #I've always loved the angsty feeling I got watching that scene where seohyun longingly leans into suzy's touch #now that I know how longing was all they did for well over 10 years the feeling is just a.. tad... TOO. angsty? methinksss 😩🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫#and seo-hyun didn't do it out of respect for ji-ho or the.. sanctity of marriage or whatever #it's not a real marriage. it's a business deal.#writers went out of their way to make it clear seohyun is strictly a lesbian and nothing ever happened between them #she did it out of respect for suzy #she wouldn't turn the woman she loves into her mistress #that would be insulting to their love. degrading. diminishing.#her honour won't allow it. she's not a man.#this fucked me upppp #I appreciate how gallant and honourable she is and all. but I would be 100% down to be her side hoe #rip to suzy choi but I'm different #tv shows #kdramas #tvn mine #kim seo hyung

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vdefer · 3 years

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Okay ME1 is a masterpiece but god I HATE that scene with Kaidan where he kinda flirts & then asks if his feelings are reciprocated and the dialogue options are more or less like:

Yes

No

So you hit ‘no’ and then Shepard’s like

#when he's sharing his tragic backstory and the only way to avoid triggering a romance is to tell him you're bored with his sob story #alshsjdbdkdn i hate this #shepard is the even meaner lesbian in the friend group

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vdefer · 3 years

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hold on suzy is not jung hwa’s first gay role??? also your tags on mine related posts are my favourite

no, I think suzy choi is kim jung hwa's first gay role after all. she was a guest actress in the 2006 indie gay film "no regret" (후회하지 않아), which apparently is considered the first gay korean film ever? I only know her role was small but important, but I haven't watched it myself so I can't tell you more. your ask made me look into it a bit and I don't think her character was actually gay! im sorry for helping spread misinformation. but it's still interesting how twice in her life when gay history was being made in korea (the first gay film, the first lesbian character in a mainstream drama) she was there. 🤷

the director of that film is lee song-hee-il, openly gay. when this whole mess happened he released a statement criticising kim jung-hwa and her husband. he mentioned that when they met he had a good impression of her, and was thankful to her for accepting a role in a gay film with low pay at a time when no other actors wanted to touch a gay film with a 10 foot pole. 🤷🤷🤷

and thank you!! agskdjsldahdks im delighted someone likes my incoherent tag rambles 💖

#I reached 32 tags in the post of their hug and still had things to say #tumblr had to physically restrain me #kim seo hyung playing a lesbian character is like a fever dream and I cannot shut up about it

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vdefer · 3 years

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#i love her and follow her on twitter since the ''spooky'' e3 how did i NOT see her being horny for lady d this whole time???????#ehat thr FUCK #i cannot believe this is how i find out ikumi nakamura is into women #ahajshsjbskddb

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is kim junghwa really homophobic homegirl is a little too good with her potrayal of loving a woman and the fact that this is not her first gay role is very interesting to me

"homegirl is a little too good with her portrayal of loving a woman" akshakdjdkd my thoughts exactly 👀 but to be fair, acting is acting. maybe she's just that good. maybe the pink money is just that good. maybe kim seohyung is just that good.

i'm not sure how much you know, anon, but I'll give you the tl;dr. she's a protestant christian. take it from someone who's from a protestant family, there's a 99% chance she's a homophobe. her husband straight up and said they [the couple] are "against homosexuality", called gay ppl abnormalities and said she agreed with his views. she refused to say a single word to refute any of his claims. her agency's entire official statement was "sorry for the inconvenience, please understand it's hard for the actress to state her official position."

she could even like women on the low, that wouldn't prevent her from being a homophobe. why would she marry that pig if she didn't agree with his views? why would she let him run his mouth and speak for her? maybe she was born with it. maybe it's.. internalised homophobia.

#this not being her first lesbian role gets even more interesting.#the first one was an indie film. the pay was low and no actress wanted it. kim junghwa accepted the role in seemingly good faith.#I've seen korean fans on twitter saying she was the most popular actress in the film. meaning: she didn't need the role.#👀#do what you will with that information #but my two cents are on internalised homophobia

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vdefer · 3 years

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being a fan of a polarizing female character is hard because whenever you say “yeah i really like her–” someone cuts you off with “i have violent fantasies about killing her”

#an uneventful day in the life of a vivienne de fer fan :)

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vdefer · 3 years

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