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Blog Series 2024: Entry 1.

Title: A love letter.

Everything turns down whenever you are near. Your presence eats me up. I was whisked away; I can't even feel my breath. I feel myself being suffocated. As words kept being stuck in my throat, Millions of words play in my mind. But it can’t be blurted out. ‘I want to be the reason behind your smile and laughter’ Voices of selfishness kept on whispering. You are light years away from me like the stars, Deep as the sea, which I am frightened to dive into, As hot as the sun, I feel myself burning. It is tough liking you as it is already. I can’t bring myself to express what I feel. I am starting to hate myself as our story progresses. I detest myself for letting you affect me this much. From how you made my day with your smile, How your laughter became music to my ears How the noises tone down whenever you're around. I swore that I wouldn’t let myself feel this way again. I hate how you tear down my walls so easily. Every moment I am with you goes by in a blur. My eyes just followed you as if it were natural. Every word you spoke was like a melody that I couldn't get out of my head. I was in denial at first. You are so loveable, I can’t help but acknowledge it.

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Written by: Xielies Posted: March 23, 2024

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