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Can somebody give help to @darlingcarterr ?

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Reblog if..

You miss Tony stark

You miss Natasha Romanoff

You miss Thor

You miss Clint Barton

You miss Steve Rogers

You miss Bruce Banner

AND LASTLY…

You f*cking miss the OG avengers

Because I do.

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The Bright & Gay Adventures of Captain America

Bucky tries to shake his head but his body is sluggish and so he only moves his head side to side slowly as he repeats it again. They were trying to make him forget it. Nazi bastards. He doesn't know why they would do such a goddamn thing but he knows it's evil right off the bat and he will have no part in it. The puncture site of the needles still burn. He can feel whatever was in them creeping in his veins sliding up the center of his spine up further into the base of his skull. It has been painful for hours now making his body feel as if it were going to tear itself apart but he says it again. "James Buchanan Barnes..."

 There's something going on. The doctors and gaurds are running out of the place trying to get away but he can't get off the gurney. He has know choice, he has to focus or he'll forget and they want him to forget, they want him to forget everything, they want him a clean slate and he's terrified of what they want to put in place instead of him.

So he says it again because you can take the boy out of Brooklyn but you can't take the "fuck you" to Nazis out of him. Then he hears voice like a goddamn angel right out of Heaven coming down to earth to poor mortal bastards that have gotten themselves in the midst of war. "Bucky!"

He opens his eyes again and as hazey and fuzzy as his vision is he looks up and he sees Steve. That angelic voice... it was Steve. He thinks whatever was in that needle is starting to really fuck him up bad but Steve's unstrapping him from the gurney and getting him up. Steve is very strong for some reason. Bucky wondered for a second if this is some trick something they've done to him like how they were trying to make him forget maybe now they're making him see and hear things.

It sounds plausible until he looks down and sees that Steve is wearing the most outlandish and sort of sexy costume he's ever seen.  Steve appears to be dressed in a strange uniform with an American flag on his chest his slim little body looking pretty good in the skin tight outfit and his face and eyes sparkle with energy and good cheer. And he looks so healthy Bucky's never seen Steve look so god damn healthy. he wants to scream with joy because he knows his friend has been doing well, has to have been because he looks so good but he also wants to scream in confusion he has no idea how his lil Stevie got from Brooklyn to Brussels.

"Come on Buck I'm going to get you out of here." he says his voice is confident and strong his body appears to be both just as confident and strong far more than his little package ever has meant to be. "Steve I thought you were... Not cut out for this stuff, what the hell are you doing here??"

"I'm saving your bacon ya big dummy! Come on, shake a tail feather, Bucky!!" Steve says. 

A Hydra soldier rounds the corner bumping into them. He backs up a little then see who's in front of him and smiles of nasty little smirk. Of course an asshole like him would like to beat up somebody half sick with poison or whatever in his veins and some other person far smaller than himself.

The Hydra soldiee charges and Steve immediately lashes out, his blue eyes blazing, his smile sharp and cocky, with his other free arm punching the guy in the chest. The man flies nearly 15 ft down the hall and embeds in a dent in the wall then crumples to the floor knocked totally unconscious. Steve holds his fist up and blows air over the top of his knuckles "Say good night, far right. Ehehe, I'll never get tired of doing that."

Bucky laughs "Holy shiiit!! How the fuck did you do that?!" looking back and forth from the crumpled man to tiny Steve next to him.

"Language! You kiss ya mama with that mouth? Hey focus, Buck, we'll talk that over once we get out of here. Right now we need to get out of here."

(*laughing nervously rubbing the back of their hair sweat drop clinging to their brow* Oops my finger slipped...)

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The Original Six Avengers in the Loki Series!!!

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And its broke ma hart.

HE JUST WANTS EQUALITY. Wake up marvel.

appropriate reaction

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no one:

me: why is loki laying down in the other direction this time????? is this symbolic??? is loki finally not going to do things for others as he was every other time he was left on his back???

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The time was night, the date was wednesday and it was cold and dark because the winter is approached. The lamps in the street gave to the road a dim-lit light as well as the sidewalk. She walked directly to the bridge, and no, she doesnt wanted to commit suicide, she just wanted to be alone, sang out her sadness in the night.

"Everyone got their soulmate... Tony got Pepper, Thor has Jane, Clint already had a family and two kid, Natasha and Bruce are a couple... Hell even Steve with Bucky"

She thought that and started to sing:

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart? 

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.

I long for that feeling to not feel at all.

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel...?

Her beautyful voice slowly closed, a knot grew in her throat as she started to sob, then cry. She felt nothing but darkness and being alone, while she was the heart of her team. The fact and happy memories didnt helped. But remembered when Steve laughed in the joke, remembered when Tony gave her a compliment about her progress, the training in the gym with Nat, sometimes with Bucky or Steve, even the archery competition with Clint. Her brain closed out those memories and forced her to not let inside. On the other hand... a tall, slim figure watched her. He has got long black hair, a pair of mesmerizing emerald green eyes, sharp features wich was particularly attractive, pale skin and mysterious aura. He hid in the shadow, just like he did in his childhood. He understood her pain, what's more, he felt the same. Being lonlely and left behind. To be honest, the girl would gave everything for a hug and being in a comfy place... Between someone's arm.

-Yes. I can feel it. Why are you here in those times? It's dark, dangerous and you dont know how many serial killer around you. You should go home.

-I dont think that two killer would've such a good talk like us.

Said the girl without looking back. She wasnt scared, she was still sad. The man, however was suprised from the answer.

-In fact, I'd be happy if you'd kill me right here.

-Why would I? I mean I'm not going to kill you.

-Then why are you here? Why dont you leave me alone? You know what? You're right... I'm going home and put on my "nothing happened me, i'm perfectly fine" mask.

Then without a single word, she vanished from the bridge back to the Avengers Tower, where ofc everyone was happy. Well, almost. While our girl was in her room, deep in her thoughts, the black haired man stormed through rooms, used the elevator until he found his brother. He knocked on the door, with a bit of nervousness. Soon, a tall, muscular, bearded blonde man opened the door. His face immediately light up btw. He loved his not so little brother.

-Where you've been Loki?

-None of your business brother.

-Then why are you energised? You always nap and brood in silence. Something has changed I can tell.

-Whatever. How can someone make a sad person happy?

-Someone wants make you happy, or you are the one who doesnt want to commit a crime?

-This time, the second one brother.

Loki quckly arranged his face before Thor could've figured out what caused the change in him. He really hoped that the girl told the truth to him, but doesnt thought that she's inside the Tower like he or everyone.

-Well... Kind words helps most of the time.

-Geez, she wanted to die, by my hands. BY MY HANDS! Shes even more depressed than me brother.

-How she looked out?

-Well, she was at my chest height, or at least i think, she sat on the ground, and i'm not a cat, I cant see in the dark... Btw she had dark hair, maybe brown or black, waist lenght, straight. Her voice was.... Truly beautyful, even when it broke and started to cry.

-Hmm... Looks like you met with Valr. Oh brother, if you really want to know her better, it might be a big bite for you. She only talks when someone ask something from her, and I've never seen or heard her laughing. Most of the time she is in the library, gym or in her room when she isnt on a mission, out here with us. But to be honest, it could be anyone. I wish you good luck, if you really saw Valr... She's a worthy warrior.

-One more question before Ieave. Does she used to attend at dinner?

Thor nodded as an answer for the question, then closed the door after Loki, who teleported to the library. He found it empity tho. But at the other hand, Valr successfully picked herself up from the floor and walked to the common kitchen. She sighed in relief, she was alone, but not for a long time. As the time passed, the table was ready for the dinner. A whole set of plates, forks and knifes with table napkins. As the clock hit 7:30pm, the rest of the team slowly started to attend here and fill the room with energy and happines... The first, and most hungriest person was Bucky, then Steve, after them Natasha and Bruce. Thor followed them with Loki who seemed distant from the others. Clint arrived before the two god. As usual, Tony didnt showed up.

-Ah, Lady Valr, take a seat and eath with us.

-Thanks Thor, but I'm not hungry. I already ate and now I'm full.

-At least, stay with us and drink Val'.

-This cant cause any problem I guess.

The god of mischief immediately looked at Valr from the corner of his eye, when she lied to Thor without batting an eye. He already liked her, and planned to give her leftover food. Somehow he felt what the girl felt. The hardness of keeping the mask on... He greeted as an old friend. Sadness, even depression? Those kind of feelings too, but he played along with Valr. After they finished the dinner Steve stayed in the kitchen with Bucky to do the dishes and everyone went to their room. Except Loki, who kept an eye on her and sneaked up some food for her. He knocked on the door.

-Yes? It's open.

-Thank god it's open, I brought food for you Lady Valr.

-Why? I said I'm not hungry.

But Loki just smirked under his nonexistent mustache and placed the plate on the table. He found her reaction rather funny...

-Honey, you can not lie to the god of mischief.

-Great. Thanks for the food, you can go away and leave me alone. I dont need anyone in my life.

-Really? Then why are you scared to get close and hate being alone?

-I said, you can go away and leave me alone. Are you deaf or what?

-Slow down Lady Valr, there isnt such a reason to behave so mean, but as you wish. I leave you alone now, but I'll keep an eye on you.

-This is what I missed... I dont need baby sitting.

-Have a goodnight, Lady Valr.

If she could have a good night, she'd have a dream, but the next day's morning she went on a mission with Bucky. So she woke up at 5am, streched a bit, then had her regular morning routine before grabbed the suitcase and went to the kitchen, where Bucky waited for her. The smell of coffe enchanted a smile to her lips. The man with the metal hand greeted with a nod, and offered her a cup of coffe. Luckily he knew how Valr likes the caffeined black-ish liquid.

-I cant believe you are in this mission, I know how much do you hate Russia.

-Yes, but you cant dance with Nat, and noone else can speak fluent russian beside me. Do you have that magic tho?

-Poof. It will last while we're close to each other. Maybe one mile... I didnt need to use this spell until then.

-Wow. You amaze me every time Valr.

-Now let's go, I'm sure Tony already booked a flight to Moscow...

They boarded the plane and sat in silence after they talked through the plan. Bucky, who could never escape fully from the past, started to analyze Valr, but it was hard, even for him.

-З-здравствуйте...меня зовут...Valr...

-The hell did you just said?

Bucky never heard Valr talking in Russian so perfectly. She said those words without any accent, and he almost answered in the same language.

-Just one of thies things I can say in Russian.

-Well, it was perfect, but let me talk in Russian. Not because I love it, but 70 years experience from missions is still experience... Oh god, I already miss him...

-If you show feelings towards him, we might be caught. Steve still wanted for the underground, secret organizations in Russia. I know, you're gay for him and he's bi, but we need to play that we're a couple.

As the days passed by, Valr and Bucky grew closer to each other, talked about how they got captured/kidnapped and used to achieve bad goals. Not that fact they were so distant from each other, but they were the two person out of the Avengers... who were the quietest. As the day approached, they practiced a little dancing. You need know that the thing they search for, can be found in a Ball, wich held and organised secretly by Hydra. Extremely evil, right? But they had allies in the shadows and under the sun... When the day has arrived, you could cut the nervousness in the air with butterknife. Now, Valr understood why Bucky doesnt like to take a walk at daytime, unless he did it with Steve, his safe-place.

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Untitled "little" story

Part one

I hope you liked it if you tripped over it...

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#the avengers #steve rogers #james barnes #mission #loki #tony stark #thor #fantasy

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adding to my collection of sad buckys

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SEBASTIAN STAN in CAPTAIN AMERICA: THE WINTER SOLDIER (2014). Dir. by Anthony and Joe Russo.

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You can do whatever you want to do with me Buck....

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Last Line Tag

I was tagged by @justanotherstonyfan​ thank you!! :)

rules are: post the last line you wrote, and then tag as many people as there are words in the line. I don’t have that many people I think but I’ll give it a go. 

“Funny,” Bucky smiles against Steve’s lips, wiggling closer to slot their legs together, pressed up close from lips to knees. Steve is still sleep-warm and soft under his hands. “I think the same thing about you every day.”

@darter-blue @howdoyousleep3 @the1918 @danieljacksonphd @ethicslessonsfromarobot

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SEBASTIAN STAN in ‘Captain America: Civil War’, (2016). Dir. by Anthony and Joe Russo.

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Rehab of a soldier

Part tree

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We heard a knock on the front door. This knock triggered to protect me, but I should've counted with that fact the person who knocked on the door was Natasha. Buck started to talk in russian to her, and they talked about me. How the hell I knew that? They exchanged knowing looks and Buck just stood in front of me. Ofc Natasha told me the same Capsicle did.

-As I thought. Do they know about something about him?

-Not a single thought about him. To be honest, me too. Why'd ask something like that?

-Coz...I snapped him out from HY*RA. Steve wanted me to do this, he just wants his friend back...

-When did you snapped?

-Last night. And It would be better to him if he... He live with us in the Tower. It's more secure and after all, how do you two know each other?

-...It's a long story, but the only one point we share somehow... it's Russia. Do you have any idea how we will take him to the Tower?

-I wanted to do it few day later.

-Silly... They know that he's here, coz the last signal went to the base from here. They know where you inactivated him. And they will be here in a few day. Excellent, I call Steve. Do your father know about him?

-No. Not a single thought. In fact, he doeant know that he killed my grandparents.

We sat in silence, Bucky next to me and I in front of Nat. He still talked in russian and the red haired woman always translated for me. We talked about when the HYDRA wants to torture Bucky again, when we will eliminate those bastards. When Natasha left us, we watched the Pirates of the caribbean.

-Did you planes something for today Buck?

-Do I needed?

-No, I just asked. Do you want to see my favorite spot in the nearby park?

-Is this a good idea? What it they come for me? I dont want to go back here.

-Then no. I can make the final program for your hand tho.

-What can you do with it?

-Well, I can make another hand for you if you want another. Come on Buck, lemme show my lab okay?

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Bucky and his plums.