it seems quiet here at first, but the deeper you immerse into the forest, the more tightly the trees around you close together, and the shadows thicken, and the most curious spirits begin to appear, whispering and echoing around. they are the forest gatekeepers, and if you can hear them, they may let you go further into the thicket to listen the forest gods singing. but if you go for that, then be aware so as not to fall under their spell and lose your way home!
ever since i watched this anime for the first time in my childhood, i've dreamed of having a room like this!
now, with lots of plants in my room, it's really starting to look almost similar~ so it seems like i've tried to recreate the atmosphere of the homes from the studio ghibli's animes without even realizing it.. .・゜゜・🪴🌱💚
yesterday was notable day for me because this was the first time i tried to do creative makeup and go outside wearing it. this may be a little ordinary things to others, but a huge step forward for me. it's because before i used only a little everyday makeup, even then only on holidays. i was always forbidden to do it since childhood, my family laughed at my appearance, and during my study i was shamed by classmates and punished by teachers when using it; i didn't like my face and wasn't be able to do something to make myself looking more beautiful... oh it was really dark time and i just gotten deeper and deeper into the despair... and only now i'm finally able to realize that i am no longer forbidden to do what makes me feel beautiful and happy and i should never think about «what people would say about» and allowed to express myself in all the ways i like including painting my face as weird as i feel!!