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I just slammed a metaphorical door so loud while storming away

Me being the Irondad trash that I am, and not over Endgame, got triggered by this parallel:

Imagine in FFH:

“It was cruel,” said Happy softly,

“that you and Tony had such a short time together.

A brutal ending

to what should have been a long and happy relationship.”

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Hey! Any fics where Peter is insecure about his relationship/thinks Tony doesn’t want to be around him or is embarrassed of him?

INSECURE!PETER REC LIST

Been awhile since we did a rec list! In this list we feature fics where Peter questions his role in Tony’s life for various reasons. ENJOY LOVELIES!!

And if you need a friend, then please just say the word by frostysunflowers @frostysunflowers

“Three cracked ribs, a broken wrist and a heavy blow to the head, along with multiple cuts and bruises.Not so bad as Spider-Man injuries go.So why is he driving like an absolute maniac towards the tower (a hastily repurchased tower to stand in place of the decimated compound) with a roiling churn of something bitter and painful in his stomach.Because before, Peter would always call him. Always.This time though…The kid called Happy instead.”

Delicate by Bean_reads_fanfic @the-reverse-mermaid

It starts here: Peter, in his Spider-Man suit minus the mask, caught deer-in-the-headlights-style in front of a person he’s never met before in the kitchen of his and May’s apartment.“You’re, uh, what’s-his-name –” The guy coughs a bit, swallowing. He points at Peter, his voice getting higher as he goes: “P – uh – Peter, right? You’re – you’re Spider-man?!”…One unfortunate encounter starts a chain of frustrating events; in the process of which, Peter’s insecurities are examined. Including but not limited to: his worries that Tony cares about Spider-Man more than Peter Parker.

Alone by Lost_And_Longing

Alone. Yes, that’s the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn’t hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym.- Stephen KingAfter four months with no contact between him and Mr. Stark, Peter finally comes to a conclusion he should have come to much, much earlier.Basically, Peter has depression. And no, not the romanticized version.

Learned to lose you, can’t afford to. by ironspidereilish

Peter Parker’s biggest fear is that everyone he loves dies, so when one of Tony’s jokes hits a little too close to home, Peter tries to distance himself from his father-figure/mentor/hero. Unfortunately, a mission going wrong and landing him in the Tower’s med-bay means he has nowhere to hide when Tony asks him what’s wrong.————————————“Jesus, kid, you’re gonna send me to an early grave,” the billionaire joked, still massaging his temples with his eyes closed. Because of this, Tony never saw how quickly Peter’s face paled as he stumbled back a few steps in dreaded realisation. The older man never saw the absolute terror in the boy’s eyes- eyes that were suddenly glistening with tears- caused by his thoughtless words.—————-(now with a cute epilogue, too!)

Memories by radioactive_storm @mala-sadas

When Tony snapped his fingers and saved the universe, there were consequences. Instead of losing his life, he lost an arm…and his memories. And Peter Parker may be the only person who can help him get them back.

Porcelain by macabre

She constantly calls Tony a child of excess and Peter a child of absence. It makes Tony cringe every time. “He’s not used to having all of these things, and the things that he was offered in previous foster situations came at a price. You know this. Just be careful.”

Becoming Belonging by sahiya

Peter barely remembered the week after he came back, five years and two minutes after dying on Titan. But he did remember this: looking at Morgan Stark and feeling––to his immediate shame––wildly, insanely jealous that Morgan had had those five years with Tony and Peter hadn’t.

Sunlight by ArdenSkyeHolmes221 @ardenskyedarcy221b

“Stop pouting and ignoring me. You’re giving me a complex.”“I am— I’m not pouting,” he sputters, avoiding his father’s gaze.“Oooh, but you are ignoring me.”***Or the one where Peter struggles reintegrating in his own life after his dad lived five years without him.

What We Lose in the Fire We Gain in the Flood by xxx_cat_xxx @xxx-cat-xxx

The universe is saved, Thanos is defeated, the Vanished are returned, and Tony has survived (though with severe radiation burns and one less arm). Everything should be good now - except that it isn’t.While Tony embarks on a painful and frustrating recovery, he wrestles with the fear that he’s no longer capable of caring for his family. Meanwhile, Peter tries to find his place in a world that just doesn’t feel like his own anymore.

From now on by peterparkr @peterparkrr

Peter’s fixating on the tie.It’s red. Hot rod red, Tony said. It doesn’t look right. Maybe it’s too long. Tony said it looked fine in the store. It doesn’t look like it had that day anymore. Peter can’t stop fiddling with it.ORPeter’s sure that Tony and Pepper’s wedding will change everything

I wouldn’t drink that if I were you, kid by Lequia

In which Peter Parker feels abandoned, Tony Stark manages to screw things up even more, and DUM-E may or may not have found another fire extinguisher.

breathe by ciaconnaa @ciaconnaa

Morgan looks mortified. “What? No!” she exclaims, holding out her hand against Peter’s chest. “You can’t kill a spider.”Peter frowns, brow furrowed. He’s not spent a lot of time around kids, ever, but he’s never met one that actually likes spiders. Hell, he hasn’t met anyone who likes spiders. Peter himself doesn’t even like spiders, and a spider is the one that gave him a six pack. “Huh?”“They’re good luck! Don’t you know?”He’s not sure he does.(canon-compliant, post endgame)

A Heart Grows (With More People To Love) by josywbu 

When there’s a newborn Stark on the horizon Peter starts to question his place in the family he has come to view as his own.Good thing Tony has an abundance of parenting books at his disposal and knows exactly (kind of) what to do.

A Tremendous Thing by ExpectoPatronum

“Daddy’s read this to me hundreds of times,” Morgan confesses around a yawn, snuggling closer until she can see the first illustration clearly, “but he accidentally ripped out the ending, so it doesn’t have any pictures.”Startled, Peter flips ahead to the last chapters of the book – sure enough, the final two chapters are missing. “Are you sure you want to read this one?”By the time Tony checks in on the pair of them, Wilbur is beginning to feel lonely in his pen, Peter’s arm is full of pins-and-needles and Morgan is fast asleep.——Peter spends Father’s Day at the lake house. He tries not to overthink it.

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IM THRIVING

For a headcannon peter yelling trust fall in the worst places and tony running to catch him

•  God tier idea. It kinda becomes a challenge. Where can Peter jump, what’s the most dangerous stunt he can pull, and how fast can Tony get to him? 

•  Peter will intentionally climb the tallest buildings around, then right as he’s about to jump, he calls Tony. 

Peter, on the phone: Hey, Mr. Stark!

Tony: Hi, kid. What’s up?

Peter: Oh, you know. The usual stuff.

Tony: Cool, cool—

Peter: Oh, by the way *throwing himself off the edge of the building* *over the sound of rushing wind* TRUST FALL

Tony, scrambling to the nearest suit: FUCK

•  Sometimes it’s at the end of an exhausting battle, just when everyone starts to catch their breath, right when Tony throws himself into a chair to relax. From across the battlefield, he just hears, “HEY, MR. STARK!” His adrenaline spikes SO fast. Like, imagine a scream waking you up in the middle of the night: fucking HORRIFYING.

•  And Peter has a parachute in his suit, so really, Tony could just flip him off and let the kid fall, but... he REFUSES to admit defeat. Tony Stark builds the strongest weapons known to Earth, and Peter thinks they’re not fast enough to catch him?? AND FUCK GRAVITATIONAL PULL, TONY CAN BEAT THAT, TOO.

•  Oh, plus, Peter absolutely poses on the way down. Dabbing. Air guitaring. Pretending to yawn. Putting his arms behind his head like he’s lounging. The TikTok shy pose. 🥺👉👈 Whatever meme is currently popular, he’s doing on the way down.

•  In general, he’ll pull the most dangerous shit JUST so he can make puns about it. 

Peter, leaping into a burning building: HEY, LOOK, MY SKILLS ARE ON FIRE!

Tony, yanking him out by the scruff of his neck: Stop it, you’re embarrassing me.

•  Peter particularly likes pestering Tony like that when he knows Tony is busy. An interview? A date with Pepper? Is he working on a delicate machine? Peter calls him at that precise moment. Imagine Tony standing on a stage, giving a speech, and over the crowd in front of him, he sees a little blob of red and blue stepping off a building. Imagine him angrily throwing his fork back onto his plate in the middle of his date with Pepper and dragging his phone outta his pocket. Imagine him fumbling with a half-finished piece of machinery as he sprints to his suit, muttering, “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”

•  Peter doesn’t know the havoc Tony caused in his rush to complete the trust fall, doesn’t know how angry Pepper is about Tony leaving RIGHT when they were about to order dessert. But the way Tony cusses him out when he gets there brings Peter GREAT satisfaction. He LIVES to create mild annoyances.

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ALL CRED TO @doitwritenow​ thank you for writing this snippet of words to completely shatter my heart- I love it. 

It's rhythmic now, the repeated tick of a clock's gears, the circle of a spring coiling and coiling in the one purpose it can remember. Strike, block, advance, strike, block, advance, strike. Tony let's his mind rush and his strength flow uninhibited. He listens to the crunch of alien carapace breaking  beneath his assault until there's nothing left to break, and then he looks for the next. His eyes pass around the crumble of the battlefield. He sees bodies, he sees fights, he sees scars. He sees Stephen lit with terrible power so far above him he's unrecognisable, so bright he's inhuman. Tony can't call out to him. He doesn't have the time. Strike, block, advance. Tony sees his enemy, the throws of them that keep on coming. He sees his allies, the broken ranks of them that will not stop coming. And sees red. Red and navy and silver, sprawled out just yards to his left. Strike, block, adva— The cycle shatters. The fractals of it embed themselves into the walls of Tony's heart with all the lethal strength of shrapnel. That can't be right. That can't be true. That can't be real. There's red and navy and silver, and russet eyes that once eagerly saw a future no one else could now see nothing at all. Tony can't breathe. He still screams.

#irondad #irondad whump #whump #spiderson whump #peter parker whump #angst

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IM SCREAMING

you guys asked me to draw something angsty and dramatic for SO many times, so i just couldn’t resist! and here are some angsty irondad hugs, just as many of you wanted

this one was actually inspired by the second part of “5 times Tony calls Peter baby” by the amazing @madasthesea!! the fic is really touching and it totally made me feel feelings, so you should definitely give it a read ❤️ 

and also i wanted to thank you all for the asks and requests you’ve sent me!! i feel such a great support from you, i’m so thankful for every kind word i received from you guys! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

and thanks to @madasthesea for the inspiration and sharing this heartwarming fic with us! :) /and/ /just as always/ /no ship tags, please/

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#CanWeGetARedoFromCivilWarAndOn?

Joe Russo when Tony Stark said “billionaire, playboy, philanthropist” in the first avengers

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TONY STARK + Ancient Greek words for love

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I made dumb venn diagrams featuring the Beyond crew + Wong (because I love Wong shut up). I have no regrets. 

Yeah I know there are so many. :3

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You are painfully mistaken if you think something as ordinary as death will stop me from watching over my kid.                                        -Sincerely, TS

#irondad #peter parker #tony stark #irondad fanart #fanart #marvel fanart

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Stephen Strange, from ““The End of Infinity” on AO3 by FriendlyNeighborhoodFangirls ( @doitwritenow here on Tumblr) Chapter 141 

Watch the speed painting https://youtu.be/W1_-n2HzzvI

#stephen strange #dr strange #dr stephen strange #theendofinfinity #marvel #marvel fanart #fanart #stephen strange fanart #dr strange fanart

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Me being the Irondad trash that I am, and not over Endgame, got triggered by this parallel:

Imagine in FFH:

“It was cruel,” said Happy softly,

“that you and Tony had such a short time together.

A brutal ending

to what should have been a long and happy relationship.”

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Enneagram 4: Wanda and Loki

#wanda marvel #wanda maximov #loki #loki laufeyson #loki (marvel) #edit #marvel edit #enneagram

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I heard the best analogy the other day for enneagram 7′s when dealing with hard feelings, so I have to share!

“When it comes to talking about/acknowledging their feelings, think of 7′s as a skittish rabbit. If you corner if box up that rabbit, it’s going to be terrified. It will try to flee and if it can’t, it will freeze. When it gets out of the trap, it will not return to you easily. You need to approach the rabbit in a field. You need to sit in the grass and give it space. Let it decide when it finally comes to you. Allow it to leave when it wants. You must build the trust. And even if the rabbit does allow you to touch it, that doesn’t mean it will do the same the next time. You can only wait and be there for the rare moments it decides it is ready to concur the scary things. If you get to earn that rabbits trust- if you get to stick by its side and watch it overcome its strongest instinct to flee- you are truly one of a kind. For a rabbit is does not easily trust.”

#enneagram enneagram 7

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Enneagram 7′s dealing with emotions

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🙋‍♀️I’ll take one

LNC: STEVE ROGERS EDITION (insp.)

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Tom, lowkey sounding done: “nO wAy hOW manY pIeCes?”

Jacob: *Dies*

Spider-Man: Homecoming’s Gag Reel

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You ever just read so much fanfiction to avoid painful cannon that you start to get brainwashed into thinking the non cannon fics are actually cannon so when you go back to ACTUAL cannon you get hurt all over again then repeat the cycle so you can forget again??

#dont feel bad for me i do this to myself knowing damn well what I’m doing