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songship · 5 months

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where do you find people to talk to online who don't suck, asking for a friend

#jasper.txt #<- guy who is in Too Damn Many discord servers #but they're all too big!!!#i had to leave a server that i was slowly dipping my toes into talking to because there were some very uncomfortable dynamics going on ther #that reminded me of the Trauma #but it was small and cozy and that's why i felt comfortable trying to talk there!!#and trying to filter places for basic criteria like “hey are you cool about trans people” is exhausting #because so many times itll be totally innocuous and then surprise! nazi meme posted in general #OR if its not that then it'll be queer friendly but it's all 'no bad vibes!!! no negativity ever!!!''#incredibly stifling #hate it #its not like i dont have close friends but they like to hang in voicechats rather than talk over text much #and i want to fulfill that text based communication need... i wanna chat with people while im at work...#sighhh. shit sucks dog #actually coming back to this #i totally forgot i got invited to a server by an ex mutual a while back #and then had to leave when they started saying nasty shit about ace people on main #so add 'queer but they hit you with the exclusionism jumpscare' to that list

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iloveundertaesooomuch · 4 months

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Some advice from AU Calebs!

Heck yeah I did it! Finally i finished ONE of the HUNDREDS AU crossover ideas I have in my head!! Crossovers are fun guys!! (I apologise for a bad english in advance. Writing this it a rush.)

"It's ok to ask for help." (A Reverse Of Feathers And Mud by @jess-the-vampire)

I couldn't make a crossover meme without the legend. Sorry, not sorry. He is such a sad lad but tries to stay positive and be happy for his family uydfykudsutsudskudsluds (*dies*). I have to admitt, Caleb's dad energy is too strong for me to handle without wanting a hug him. No wonder! He was THE grandpa for centuries straight without a break. At least Caleb gets his whole family together in the end. Comics with him and either Hunter and Philip or Luz and Eda make me run in cirles around the room aaaa.

"You are not a burden." (Brother's Keeper by @idoodlestuffsometimes)

Damn, you definetly created one of the darkest AU in the fandom. Each time I re-read AU related posts I scream my lungs out because it is so angsty and so great. I am genuinely scared of your Belos ngl, because.. this man didnt loose anything and he still proceeds to do all that stuff. Enconter with him has 0 survival rate.

POOR CALEB! At least in the world of memes he had an opportunity to flee the captivity twice (the bald head and the car). This man had no moment of mental rest for centuries oh my God. One of my friends wants to fight his brother personally to protec Caleb at all cost sksksk. Well, at least Hunter will always have an actually loving relative! And if the happy ending is going to be canon, I think the future looks great, especially knowing how much pain all your characters go through currently. (And I think both Caleb and Hunter would need the "you are not a burdain" affirmations. At least some form of support in their situation.)

You said in the latest ask-answer that BK!Caleb was supposed to have white streaks in his hair so I attempted to add them. Hope they look fine! Colors for the outfit I got from Belos, so they would match, I guess???

"Murder is okay." (Loose Strings by @oldmanpip)

My bro, brother, friend... Despite you being not to involved on the discord server, my brain is still rotting with your great awesome AUs. And I know you know that. Your Caleb is really loose in all sences of that word and I love that. Wonder if your AUs will ever be available to the public. Because oh boy oh boy they deserve to be recognised. (Loose Caleb is such a conservative grandpa who never did anything wrong, wdym?)

"Your feelings matter." (Pip In Time by @celestialscribbler)

Honestly? Man, your comic is the reason I got invested in Witteclaw couple at all. Even if the "Pip in time" is not their story, but you wrote their teen romance so sweetly. Those two melted my heart... I scream each time I re-read your comic for 100th time. Just WOAH my brain goes brrr! And Caleb as a character is also written really really well. I love him so much. He is such good brother but MAN HE NEEDS A BREAK FROM BEING AN ADULT! BOY! Insirt crying and heart emojis here.

(PS: hope you still care about your health!)

My thoughts:

I have been drawing this for more than a month I think? And the only reason for that is my university. I hope to actually get an ADHD diagnosis because something is clearly wrong with me. But thats not the point.

There are so many ideas in my head. Goofy and not. The only problem is that I have less and less ability to do what I want lately. I wish I could bring them all to life, but at the same I dont know if anyone will be interested. Would AU crossovers look too self-indulgent? Or nah? Idk. (Just Grimwalker-Isle already has so much potential for stupid ridiculous fun I am runnin on coffee juice.)

Litteraly my mind is plagued with different fun plots and possibilities I am going crazy. But I also have A TON of WIPs that I need to finish. Perhaps I will attempt to manage everything at once, but, no promises.

Wish me luck on my exams!

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metaltangodiva · 2 months

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what are your thoughts on the different 'versions' of Krauser as well his various dynamics with Leon? Also do you have any advice for like...not being afraid to add your own interpretations and spins to characters? Like i think i care way too much about what people would think, so i'm a but scared to start posting anything, but at the same time I'd love to add to the fic collection lol

Hello hello~!

I wanna preface this quickly by saying I'm fucking unable to summarize anything, lmao. This turned out to be TWO ESSAYS.

I'll start by replying to the second question, because I sorta realized, about halfway through the answer, that I was writing a fucking essay on Metaltango and I didn't wanna overlook the second point of your message. Because it's super important to me, as a writer (amateur/hobbyist, but writer nonetheless) that people who want to write can do it.

And my suggestion is super easy: do it. Write the thing.

I know it's hard, I went through it too. It's hard to not compare yourself to other people, to go and think "man, they're not gonna like how I portray them". When I started writing "Normal", that was my worry. I was taking these badass, gun-toting, zombie-killing, masculine characters and putting them into a situation that's not only opposite to that, but pretty damn taboo in general. I've had Comments™. But whatever.

And what I tell people, when they say they're worried about how their stories are gonna be received, maybe because it takes a weird non-canon spin, or they feel their tropes are overdone, is:

Do it anyways. There's only you to craft that story you wanna see the way you want it; no one else can do it the exact same, even with the same prompts, the same tropes, the same characters. Everyone views things differently, and I think it's an amazing thing when it comes to art, well... almost everything, honestly. A saying that goes in a Discord server I hang out on is "there's nothing original anymore", but not in a bad way at all — so many works have the same themes, and yet they all still stand out somehow.

I might not the audience. This guy next to me might be, though! Or who knows, maybe *I* am the audience!

But you don't know any of this until you write it. Do it.

OKAY SO I GUESS THAT WAS PART ONE, lol.

SO LET'S GOO FOR PART TWO!

My thoughts on the different versions: I love them! Each version and each game brings something new to the table. I got started with RE4 (VR) — I liked how *aggressively homoerotic* that knife fight was.

Since it was my entry point to RE as a whole, I was curious as to *who* Krauser was, what was his relation to Leon, what happened between them, so on, so forth. Probably what a lot of people went through before Darkside Chronicles became a thing. His obsession for Leon and especially the *passion* behind it. Surely what happened between them was personal!

Then I heard of Darkside Chronicles and I had to play it for myself. So I did. And I was positively surprised when I saw Krauser as he was back around 2002. Gruff, rough around the edges, but just as snarky as Leon — and I love snarky characters. I felt their humor meshed so well. The "boy scout" exchange has lived rent-free in my head since I heard it. Same with the shared water bottle/indirect kiss. The snake/butterfly. Krauser starting as kinda dismissive of Leon, but quickly wisening up about it and treating him as an equal (and I feel it's more than that). And this became what I really wanted to see between them on the long run, hence why I started writing the AU "Normal" takes place in. They were such a good team, in spite of Krauser's wildly varying emotions.

Then RE4R came out, and it introduced them in a mentor/trainee relationship and I love that too. It's a whole different dynamic; Krauser's more serious but still does not shut up, Leon is still a smart mouth — I guess they clashed a lot overall and Leon can probably thank Krauser for all the extra push-ups and laps that gave him this *chef kiss* physique... but Krauser has a soft side to him. The guy really cared for his men, but as an instructor, as a soldier, as a superior and also as a human, probably couldn't voice it all too well. I cried when Leon picked up Krauser's knife, kneeled next to him and Krauser told him he was proud of him. That he had trained him well. It's a dynamic I wish I could capture well enough to put in words, but my real-life experience with anything army-related is nonexistent (well, so is my ageplay/military/"life as a couple" experience with "Normal", lol) and I feel I'd have a harder time with portraying it how I want to. So... I'm eventually gonna do it, outside of oneshots.

TLDR: Give me all the Krausers. They all bring something to the table <3

#metaltango #jack krauser #leon kennedy #resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #headcanon #i love them your honor #oh fuck I wrote two essays #DO IT

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xobrattymoonxo · 2 years

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A New Version of Daddy

TW: Non-con, psedo- incest, like one spank, forced impregnation, semi yandere, mentions of kiddnaping

Matsukawa x fem!reader

Summary: Y/n catches her step father doing something bad ;)

AN: Part of a collab for @hanmas sorry this is a gazzilion years late!! Also I made a discord server for my dark content!! I have an age robot in my server so feel free to joinif you are 18+ !!

Gen Taglist: Open!

Word count 1.2k

Third Person Pov

Her small chubby fingers wrapped around the balls as she moved quicker. Her heart was beating faster and faster. The sweat dripped down her face. She licked the corners of her mouth as she continued. Bent over for everyone to see exactly what she was up too under those bleachers.

“Y/n are you done yet? I want to go home.” A girl whined from outside of the bleachers.

“Yeah I was just grabbing the last ball. It rolled under the bleachers somehow.”

Matsukawa watched the young girl walk closer as he felt his pants grow tight.

“Hey Dad! Where’s mom?” Y/n asked as she caught up to him.

“Oh she couldn’t make it tonight boo, but you did great!” Matsukawa said to her.

“Yeah cause being the ball girl is so hard Dad.” Y/n laughed.

“You should really try out next summer, Y/n. I’m sure the coach would love to see your skills!”

“I’m too busy with work and my summer semester, Yukie.” Y/n laughed.

Yukie and Y/n were just finishing up a semester at Tokyo University. The two were now on summer break but Y/n chose to do more school.

Matsukawa cleared his throat as he watched the two jump in the back seat of his car. He drove to drop Yukie off listening to the girls giggle and talk about the hot guys on their campus. Matsukawa couldn't help but to feel jealous of the boys y/n spoke about.

After Matsukawa dropped off Yukie, Y/n jumped in the front seat. Matsukawa adjusted himself, still hard as a rock.

“Hey Dad?”

“What's up, boo?”

“Do you think Mom cares anymore about us? She’s never around for anything. I get not showing up to see your kid be a ball girl, but I mean she didn’t even show up to my Dean’s list ceremony at school last week.”

“She means well boo, I know she does.” He said using his signature nickname for y/n once again.

“If you say so, Dad.”

The two drove in silence for a bit till Y/n spoke up again.

“I can’t imagine you two are still in love after her always being off who knows where. Heck I can only imagine how many other men she's slept with in just the last 10 years.”

“Excuse me?” Matsukawa asked with a hint of anger.

“Think about how many business trips she's taken all these years. It's just common sense.”

The car pulled to a halt.

“Get out and walk home.” Matsukawa spat. He wasn’t necessarily angry she had called out her mother like so, it was more of the disrespect to him that he was mad about.

“No! Fuck that!” Y/n spat, crossing her arms.

“Get the fuck OUT OF MY CAR!” He screamed in her face.

“You’re not my real Dad. I don’t have to listen to you.” She mocked.

“I’ve been the only Dad you’ve known since you were 14. Therefore you have to listen to me. I am your father.”

“Gross. I am only getting out cause I want to.” She said as she slammed the door.

Matsukawa thought back on his drive home how the fight was completely pointless. He wasn’t mad y/n’s mom wasn’t around, in fact he was much more interested in y/n. Ever since she went off to college something changed about her that he liked. Something about her breasts in all those low cut shirts and her ass in those booty shorts she always wore around the house. He felt himself getting hard once again.

“Fuck” He siad to himself in the emty vehicle.

He pulled up in front of their small home and exited his car. He rushed inside racing up to his bedroom. Forgetting to lock his bedroom door, he whipped off his pants and began to stroke his cock.

Y/n was still walking home, when it started to rain out of nowhere.

“Come on! You can’t give me one win today? This is so damn cliche.” She shouted at the sky.

The rain poured buckets down on her as she trudged home. By the time she walked up to the door she was freezing and wet.

Y/n threw off her shoes and dripped up the stairs to Matsukawa’s room.

She slammed Matsukawa’s door open just as he let out a moan calling for y/n.

“Umm…. It’s not what it looks like?” Matsukawa said, cock still in hand.

“Well it looks like you were beating your meat to your step daughter.” Y/n replied sassily.

“I mean… yes? But also no?” Matsukawa said, sounding unsure of himself.

Y/n looked down at her wet clothes and back to Matsukawa’s cock.

“Oh fuck this.” She said, about to leave the room. “I’m calling mom.”

The last three words sparked something in Matsukawa. He couldn’t have her mother find out, not only would she think its creepy but she might call the cops on him and get a restraining order. He could not be without y/n.

Matsukawa moved quickly on his feet and over to where the soaking wet Y/n was. He grabbed her by the hips and slammed her against the wall, taking the phone from her hand. He threw the phone across the room as he grabbed onto her neck.

“You listen here you little bitch. I raised you as my own for years and I have put up with your disrespect. From this moment forward you will only refer to me as daddy.”

Matsukawa ripped off her uniform shirt in one swift tug. He pulled down her shorts and panties, leaving her only in a bra. He let go of her neck as he unclasped her bra.

“Please… I won’t tell mom.” Y/n said through tears.

“Oh I know you won’t. Now get on the bed on all fours like a good little bitch.” He ordered.

Y/n shook her head no. Matsukawa felt his anger build up even more. He grabbed her arm as he roughly tossed her at the bed. She just missed as she slipped and fell just ver the side of the bed.

“This works too since you don’t want to listen.”

He grabbed his belt from the nightstand and quickly wrapped it around both of her wrists. She whimpered out at the tightness. Now that he was resting against her, she could feel how big his cock really was. She felt him shuffle around, lining up the tip with her pussy.

“Please Issei… It won’t fit.” She babbled out.

She felt a heavy hand land hard down on her right ass cheek.

“I told you it was Daddy from now on, you bitch.”

She sniffled in response. He stood there, teasing her entrance listening to her whine out for a few minutes. Just when she began to calm her crying down, he slammed into her with his entire length. Y/n cried out,

“Ple-please no.” She begged. He began to move at a rough pace, taking almost his entire length out before slamming his massive cock back in. “Sto-stop.”

“Tell me bitch, do your college boys fuck you this good? I know the answer is no.” Matsukawa felt himself getting close. “I’m gonna cum inside you and make you carry my child.” He whispered in her ear just before he came. Y/n felt her stomach swell up from dubious amount of cum inside of her.

Matsukawa grabbed Y/n by the hips and tossed her up on the bed. He climbed up beside her sobbing figure and wrapped his arms around her. Her arms were still tied behind her back.

“Just gonna stay like this for now…. at least till I am ready to put you in the basement.”

“What…why?” She asked through tears.

“Cause you are never leaving me. Your mom will never find you, you’ll never see your friends again, and I have the perfect plan to make sure that happens…. I can’t wait for little Issei jr.” He said right as he kissed Y/n on the lips.

#haikyuu dark content #tw noncon #tw dark fic #haikyuu smut #tw dubcon #yandere haikyuu #bnha smut #bnha dark content #tw dubious consent #tw dark content #discord server #brattymoon masterlist💗

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catovyen · 1 year

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MCU: *releases Koinu no Carnival in GOTG 3* "omg Miku is canon in MCU!!" "Vocaloid is canon in MCU!!!!"

I'm sobbing and so does Chopin

I understand that Miku is the most famous Vocaloid among all of them (probably the icon) but mAN- I don't know how should I feel when a song that was made for Classicaloid gets to be called as the Vocaloid song from GOTG3, I mean it's technically is a Vocaloid song since it features vocal synthesizer voices but damn, only 0.01% knew it originates from an anime 😭 I can't really argue with that.

IDK WHETHER I SHOULD BE HAPPY THAT KOINU NO CARNIVAL IS GETTING ATTENTION - I am happy that Ehamic's music is getting more popular and more people know about the music (like oh my god finally some recognition), but also a part of me feels frustrated that it will be remembered as the "Vocaloid song from GOTG3", again. I kind of have mixed feelings for it.

Not to mention that it's not just Miku singing in that song, there are 50 Vocaloids included - I can't believe someone dissected the voices and recognizes them!

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Are you a classical music/composer enjoyer and been wanting to watch an anime about it?

No? Well you're not the first one. 😔

Yes? Well, I'M OFFERING YOU GUYS FREE FOOD!

Anyways, if you like a slice of life anime of the historical composers that can transform into magical boys/girls (such as Beethoven, Mozart, Chopin, Lizst, Schubert, Tchaikovsky, Badarzewska, etc) + classical music remixes I suggest you to watch Classicaloid 😳 That "slice of life" can be very random and chaotic, but it explains their character along the series. It'll make you "what the fuck is going on" too. They have from comedic, serious, fun to sad moments.

Q = How many episodes and seasons?

It has 2 seasons, 25 episodes each! 50 episodes in total. Each composers are able to wield their powers called Musik and they have unique abilities!

If you want to see someone react to the first few episodes to get a glimpse on what it looks like - there is this video (they're the ones who introduced me to this anime):

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You can learn something from each of the classical composers along the anime - such as:

Beethoven puts exactly 60 coffee beans for his perfect coffee, and he is really, really, REALLY passionate

Mozart is left handed and a cheeky dude

Dvorak loves trains

Tchaikovsky loves mushrooms

yada yada yada the Lizst goes on

Q: Where can I find a community of it?

We're a very small community and in desperate to find Classicaloid fans to talk about the series and share our thoughts 😭 The only way to discover fans is from tags tbh.

BUT, perhaps you're a Classicaloid fan who is looking to be in a Discord server, you may DM me and I'll invite you! Most of us here speaks English <3

Peace! Anyways, artwork coming in soon, I'm (kind of) free from my college projects 😳

#classicaloid #hi rhythm heaven fans did you know that Tsunku remixed Bach Tchaikovsky and Badarzewskas pieces in this anime?#rant #Youtube

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borom1r · 2 days

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1-25 choose violence ask game ❤️

ALL OF THEM?????? you’re so real for this ty snfnsnbfns. doing LotR bc of course I am

1. the character everyone gets wrong

PIPPIN I HATE TO SAY IT BUT PIPPIN. all those incorrect quote polls that have been posted where pippin keeps fucking winning YALL REALIZE HES AN ACTUAL CHARACTER RIGHT?? with like depth?? and bonds?? and a personality. yall realize that right?????? right??? ik we all love 2 joke but he would not say half of those things

2. a compelling argument for why your fave would never top or bottom

ok I personally enjoy both for Boromir BUT if he IS topping. he is a service top. I will die on this hill

3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr

I block ppl for these takes so no screenshots but everyone who thinks Boromir is a villain. if you think Boromir is a villain I will key your car.

4. what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?

there is one singular straw and it is bad Boromir takes in the Boromir tag

5. worst discord server and why

I don’t join fandom discord servers bc I love myself too much for that 💗

6. which ship fans are the most annoying?

ummm idk? most of my lotr mutuals have different ships from me and it’s all chill. but tbf I’m very selective abt who I interact with now lmao.

7. what character did you begin to hate not because of canon but because how how the fandom acts about them?

no one yet thank fuck.

8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about

Aragorn/Arwen isn’t actually romantic sorry I think it’s fucked up actually. the vibes are off there for SURE

9. worst part of canon

FARAMIR’S “yeah I’m gonna take you from your home and tame you. haha wdym. you don’t need a blade during times of peace.” SHTICK WITH ÉOWYN IN THE BOOKS. UNPACK YOUR BIASES YOU LITTLE FREAK!!!!!!!!

10. worst part of fanon

HM. I will stick with “people who horrifically misinterpret Boromir’s character”

11. number of fandom-related words you've filtered

at the moment I only have rings of power blocked but I’ve had that blocked since it came out bc if I look at the armor in that show I will commit crimes.

12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them

MOVIE!FARAMIR MY SPECIALEST LITTLE GUY OOOOOOOOOO MOVIE!FARAMIR I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU he’s so handsome and special and I love him and you WILL all look at him and clap and cheer. it makes me insane that his temptation by the ring mirror’s Boromir’s and he’s actually fucking normal abt the Rohirrim AND I just love him very much :)

13. worst blorboficiation

ummm idk… maybe Frodo

14. that one thing you see in fics all the time

HMMM exposing myself but I basically only read Aragorn/Boromir fics lmao + since we’re Choosing Violence the most annoying thing is Boromir just being A Brute. like damn I love the surface level reading of the text maybe try engaging with it above a 1st grade analysis next time 💗

15. that one thing you see in fanart all the time

hmmmmm idk cuz again I don’t interact w a lot of fanartists so there’s nothing like. annoying. all th ✨motifs✨ I do see r very fun + I like them :)

16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)

ummm for Serious, portraying Pippin as Stupid. for Silly, uhhhh Trans Faramir is so real to me I completely forgot cis people both 1) exist in the real world and 2) probably interpret Fara as cis too. i don’t get it :(

17. there should be more of this type of fic/art

trans Faramir 🩵💗🤍

18. it's absolutely criminal that the fandom has been sleeping on...

HM idk. trans Faramir again. also bc I love it, utilizing Old Norse culture for the Rohirrim teehee

19. you're mad/ashamed/horrified you actually kind of like...

OK IM MAD THAT FINNISH BOROMIR IS JUST ME. THATS ME. THATS AN OUTFIT I WEAR REGULARLY MINUS THE LONG HAIR. I DRESS LIKE THAT TO BUY GROCERIES. i love him for that tho. I’m also mad that MtG Boromir’s stupid pointy muttonchops have grown on me. freak behavior, keeping his facial hair trimmed in those stupid little points

20. part of canon you found tedious or boring

I’m fighting for my life reading the histories rn 😑 I find them very dry for the most part

21. part of canon you think is overhyped

idk? I think there is an appropriate level of hype. but idk if Rings of Power had a lot of hype. if it did, then Rings of Power is my answer

22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores

idk if it’s IGNORED necessarily but the fact that Boromir carries a Rohirric shield in the films does actually genuinely make me insane 💞 I love that sm

23. ship you've unwillingly come around to

UNWILLINGLY?????? idk?? ummmm I think it’s all fine for the most part I’m just A Fag so I don’t write het ships. it’s like a moral thing. Éowyn/Faramir gets a pass conceptually bc they’re T4T to me tho

24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse

idkkkkkkk I don’t engage w discourse bc I want this fandom to remain pleasanttttt

25. common fandom complaint that you're sick of hearing

again idk.. I block on sight if I see a Bad Take + then I erase it from my memory so I can continue to live in a beautiful blissful world where I. forgor abt cis people ☺️

#my phone autocorrected joke to hole……. ummmmmmm………..#NFNSJFJJSB TYYYYYYYYY FOR THIS FRRRR

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magemelondew · 1 year

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Hi again, follow up question, can I have facts about Arc? (I love their design sm)

YES! I would love to! Sorry for delayed response.. life happens. There's just.. so much to say about Arc. They are just...mmmmmm!!!! so blorbo!!!

Not only are they the funniest damn guy, they're a pseudo-mascot of the rp discord server I'm in!

(Art by @azul1462, p1nkwub on discord, @actualsquid, and @ieattoothpasteveevo !!)

They're!!! Like a big ol' lizard!! And my absolute dork.

There's also a running joke where if you say the word "arc" in any way, Arc will magically appear to say hello. Nobody is safe. But people love it!! And I love Arc's eccentric mad scientist nature.

Arc uses They/He pronouns, and while they prefer they/them, he/him is appropriate too if that is easier for the other person to refer to them as. They have a preference for they pronouns because it refers to both Ray and Spark! And while Arc finds great pleasure in individuality, they can't deny that the two other wubboxes are responsible for their existence at all.

As for their personality, they're very outgoing, adventurous, but still remain very welcoming and cheery. They can't stay in one place, and are constantly on the move. They want to know all there is to know about the observable universe, that being the main driver for their expeditions. Often they can absolutely explode with questions, asking too many at one time from pent-up excitement. Anyone that Arc has ever had interest in will know how little they understand personal bubbles.

Arc can absolutely flip on a dime, and are mildly unpredictable. Fortunately, they have the sensibilities of Spark, something that did not exist in the original rare wubbox, and is still exploring this part of themselves.

I've gone over this before, I think, but Arc is a wubbox fusion! The wubboxes involved are Ray and Spark, the two dorkiest wubboxes, and the two sides of Arc, like the right and left brain.

Spark is constantly anxious, incredibly sweet, and also the emotion and musical part of Arc's mind. He keeps the emotional connections to memories, but does not have the memories himself. He's very musically inclined, and can remember voices and songs.. but not names or faces. He only becomes stable enough to stand on his own when melded with Ray, and that's where his character really shines through. He always seems to be trembling like a newborn puppy, and only feels normal around Ray.

Ray, on the other hand, is logical, brash, and ever-curious about fucking everything ever. He gets himself in danger as a result, and can explode with questions. He has all the information, and is more than happy to tell you everything he knows, but he has no emotional attachments to any of them. Ray often feels very empty as a result, and where there would be other feelings are replaced with anger. He has quite the temperament, and can get angry when he doesn't get what he wants out of a inability to understand in the emotional sense.

Often when Arc is feeling absolutely fantastic, both sides actually lose individuality, but the worse they feel, the more separate. But it can be somewhat controlled, such as when Ray and Spark make calculated movements like dancing and running, they work in tandem. Although when they are asking questions, they work separately, Spark asking the questions Ray comes up with as he writes and observes. It should be assumed, but they can actively hear each other's thoughts at all times.. unless they get into an argument, then the separation begins to occur.

They love music with a passion, and are always listening to a song through their headphones! They actually have very sensitive hearing, and the headphones work to block out sound and to provide music for the Spark in him, who finds himself needing it sometimes when he gets too stressed out or when he needs a break, leaving Ray in control.

Ray and Spark both receive euphoria in this state as well, both receiving the lacking elements of the other. When necessary or wanted, though, they can take control individually as well of the body.

For example, Arc can write and participate in a conversation at the same time, the writing being Ray, and the expressing being Spark. Often times, Arc will use Ray's handwriting for notes since it is robotic and clean. Spark's handwriting is a fucking pain to read, but it is full of character, being very shaky and expressive. Arc never uses this one. But the two sides can work to make an in-between, which is both clean enough to read, yet still looks like genuine handwriting! This one is used for personal uses, such as writing journal entries about their day, or letters to others.

Not only this, but while it may seem as Spark is unstable, as is Ray, feelings of anger can split the two, not only sadness. And while disagreements are rare, they do happen. And so if both sides fight, then the two are individuals again.

If u want to know Anything else about my sweetheart boy pls ask me!!! Hee hee!! All other characters are free for questioning too, and you can even speak to them directly if you'd like!

#rare wubbox #art #my singing monsters #msm #wubbox #arc #ray #spark #fan character #wubbox oc #long post #wubboxoc

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Doge you are by far one of the sweetest youngster silly geese I've had the pleasure of crossing paths with alongside @mai-mai-lim and @00lari00. Sure things were a bit all over the place and messy but you guys were like a similar experience to @justpainterrobot and @skittisketch in a strange way, though where I was impulsive and grabbed them by the scruffs and made a Discord GC immediately I made sure you two were okay with it lmao.

As for Lari I think we simply warmed up to each other but I was like welcoming a complete stranger into the comfort of my home and making sure they were okay!👍

But you and Mai gave me such warm fuzzy reminders of my very first friend group in THSC Community I love trying and wanting to check in on everyone even if I don't y'know pop into their Server VCs or say much in Discord DMs I just see them online and interacting with others/each other. It's enough for me and it makes me happy to see they're still together.

I'm glad to have built my own found family with so many good friends like @bluetorchsky @ch40tic-st4rg4z3r @sunberry-strawflower @capturecharlesau @techno-doodles @jaytoons7 @kingkenzieofmold and many more, you and Mai are part of it too! I feel at home with our squad and all the big circles of friends in other fandoms I have like @im-gonna-eat-your-eyes and @kyp-the-spacekiwi! I'm so fucking lucky to have made so many friends who came to become my family I have so much compassion to offer you and everyone it's and endless flowing cup of love, appreciation and happiness!

I feel as though I never said it enough but thank you, thank you for making random gay silly sticks for me and the gang to enjoy, playing Among us or Lethal Company with me, thank you Doge for EVERYTHING. You and the squad and all my different fandom friends are my whole universe.

I know this response is a bit on the shorter side because I'm not good at wording out my feelings but THANK YOU SO DAMN MUCH SMORESY! You really mean the world to me and I'm so happy to call you my best friend and be part of this wonderful friend group. Every single one of you guys are so kind, unique, and amazing. Thank you so much to every one of you

And I really cannot thank you enough for being such a wonderful friend to me Smores 💙 It's so comforting to know how much you care about me and how you're there for me when I feel down. I feel at ease around you, you make me smile every single day, and our stupid little shenanigans on Among Us, Lethal Company, and whatnot are everything to me. I love talking about our silly sticks together, I love seeing all the writings you send me, even if they're short, and honestly just thank you for everything. I couldn't ask for a better friend

#ik this took a while to answer bc lots of paragraphs make me aaa afraid but I appreciate and love every single word 💙#/#asks #not art

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Todays rip: 11/12/2023

Initial Deluxe (I've Just Raced on this Course Before)

Season 7 Featured on: Now That's What I Call Quality! 3

Ripped by Madinstance

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Tentative rip name: Initial Deluxe - I've just raced on this Course before

This is another recent one - as recent as just the beginning of this month, to be precise. And if you're keeping up with the channel, I don't really blame you for missing it: it was uploaded right after the conclusion of a day-long mini event in Fisher-Price Day on the 29th, and just a few hours before the way-too-big Goomba Got Back Day event - squeezed in the middle alongside just a half dozen other rips. Frankly I was almost about to skip this one to focus more on catching up with the prior events, yet...people in the SiIvaGunner Discord server were absolutely enamored with this rip in particular. And after giving it a shot, its immensely easy to see why - Initial Deluxe (I've Just Raced on this Course Before) was an absolute delight of a surprise that I can't believe wasn't given more fanfare.

Honestly, before the rip's creator was revealed, I was partially convinced this was another collaboration project in disguise, similar to Patched Plains Fusion Collab - yet if it were to be any one ripper to take on this wide variety of different musical styles to rearrange, I suppose it WOULD indeed be Madinstance. The guy's not a new face around here at all, and his skills in arranging are damn near unrivalled: Fell From a High Place (Reprise), M-O-O-G City, Every Mob Wants to Rule My World, and so many more...you'll notice, though, that all three examples I used here are all made in reverence of the same game: Minecraft. Having talked with Madinstance myself before, he strikes me as someone who's most willing to go all-in if it means being able to pay respects to something he truly adores and cherishes - like Minecraft, like Plok and other Follin-composed games. What Initial Deluxe (I've Just Raced on this Course Before) signals to me, is that this feeling of respect also extends to the Mario Kart series.

Released earlier in November, the Mario Kart 8 Deluxe Booster Course Pass has brought Mario Kart back into discussion for a lot of Nintendo fans - both in the valid criticism against its graphical quality, but also in reverence and celebration of just how well done several of the track remasters were done. Since Mario Kart DS, part of Mario Kart's identity has become to celebrate the race tracks that built the series' legacy to what it is today - which the Booster Course Pass amplifies a hundredfold. Initial Deluxe (I've Just Raced on this Course Before) thus feels like a celebration of a celebration - a lovely, heartfelt medley of musical styles from all the different Mario Kart games represented within Mario Kart 8 Deluxe. All the sections are primarily based on one notable track featured in each game - Neo Bowser City from Mario Kart 7, Cheese Land from Mario Kart Super Circuit, and so on, and all the picks feel like they were chosen with utmost care to truly represent the vibe each game's soundscape holds. As a Mario Kart Wii-kid myself I certainly feel very represented with the choice made!

All of that isn't even touching on the joke being adapted onto these various Mario Kart soundscapes - the iconic Eurobeat song Deja Vu from the anime series Initial D. A song long associated with the love of driving and racing at high speeds, it now takes on a new meaning when associated with all of these games, that together raised generations of kids into becoming fans of high-octane driving - its a meeting that felt destined to happen, and each style renders the song in such refreshingly high quality. The styles feel like so much more than just setdressing, as tons of flavor is injected from each one: from the lighthearted whistles of Mario Kart Double Dash!!, to the rawness of Mario Kart Super Circuit's compressed instrumentation, to the elements the Mario Kart Wii segment takes from tracks like its Options menu music... Initial Deluxe (I've Just Raced on this Course Before) is such a whollistic, dense and wonderful celebration of all that Mario Kart is and has become, all to the tune of one of the internet's most beloved pieces of racing music.

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honestly i don't think the leshley/eagleone fandom is that small (and there's quite a few people in the ship's discord server, i forgot how many though). there's definitely demand for some content, but not enough supply. i find that on ao3 (but maybe i'm wrong), leon/ashley fanfiction gets hits faster than, say, cleon ff, even though they're a major ship. i'd say it all comes down to the weird shame surrounding leon/ashley: there's probably people who are interested in the ship and the content related to it, but very few people actually dare to engage with it, esp if they have aeon mutuals or if their acc is a bit too public

you know, i actually said this to someone earlier today re: the supply/demand thing. my posts don't get zero engagement; you guys are definitely out there -- and, in fact, i get more regular traffic than an aeon blog who basically does the same shit i do (ask-based meta with sprinklings of actual content here and there). and that's actually a little nuts when you think about it, considering how fucked up my schedule is and the fact that i post when the vast majority of people in US timezones are deadass asleep.

but the difference between aeon fandom and eagleone fandom is that aeon fandom has creators. we... don't, really. the reason why i'm basically the only one in the eagleone tag is because... i'm the only one making eagleone content on tumblr, currently. even people who are still making art of leon and ashley aren't tagging it as any sort of ship at all (at least, for the most part); they're just drawing leon and ashley. same thing with gif makers -- the gifs aren't being made with the ship in mind, per se.

without more creators, it doesn't really matter what we call ourselves. no creators means no content. and no content means dead tags.

i just don't know how to encourage people to create more, unfortunately. :\ i can write every damn thinkpiece in the world defending the ship and making it Feel Acceptable to people, but at the end of the day, i can't force anyone to create anything.

hell, i can't even force myself to create anything, most times. you know, i actually started a new little ficlet today at work because we were so dead that i only had two shows. do you think i'll finish it? I GUESS WE'LL FIND OUT.

it just sucks, man. it sucks to know that we're all out there, but that we're too afraid to form an actual community.

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Headcanons - Vanessa & Glitchtrap ✷

Fun facts about a normal girl and her rabbit-shaped friend (not really) who lives in her PC!

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✧ Before she was brainwashed in the beta testing of Fazbear Entertainment's VR game, Help Wanted, Vanessa was just a quirky young woman attending a small college for computer science. One day, she noticed that a weird little glitch showed up on her PC monitor.

✧ To support her college endeavours, Vanessa works at a local crafts and fabric store. She really enjoys her job, and gets along with her coworkers even though she's a little too awkward to talk to them sometimes. Her favourite parts of the job are putting out new fabric swatches and organizing the buttons. She's sorta friends with the manager too, who thinks the girl should really get out more. The only real downside to working at the little store is that it doesn't pay all that much.

✧ Preferring to be alone rather than living with a roommate, Vanessa lives by herself in a small apartment complex near the college she goes to. It can get very lonely, but she appreciates all the time she has to herself. It's good for keeping up with homework and her online discord friends. She's decorated her apartment with all sorts of movie posters, figurines, Hello Kitty merch, tiny plants, a bisexual pride flag, and random cute items. There's a lot of pink, hearts, rainbows, and puppies! Oh, and a lot of Monster Energy cans. So many Monster Energy cans...

✧ Vanessa loves girly alt fashion, and adds little elements of it to her everyday outfits. Things like silly earrings, pastel plastic chains, enamel pins, and homemade kandi bracelets really match with her creative style. Her favourite clothes are often colourful graphic t-shirts and baggy jeans with unique designs on them. She also has thin rainbow striped sections in her dirty blonde hair that she dyes herself every once in a while.

✧ Besides fashion, Vanessa is a big fan of vocaloid music, alt rock bands, slasher movies, and true crime. Her favourite bands are ones like Mindless Self Indulgence, and her favourite movie is the classic Friday the 13th. That brings us to her favourite true crime case, the serial killer William Afton and his infamous string of murders in the 1980s. She had never really gone to a Freddy Fazbear's Pizza location more than like once as a kid, but the horrific tale of the killer former CEO fascinated her. How lucky for her then, that the man himself would show up in a ghostly shimeji-like fashion on her very own computer! Yay......

✧ On a perfectly ordinary day, Vanessa came home from her morning college classes and sat at her PC, just like she did everyday. She promptly opened discord and just was about to start chatting away in one of her fandom servers. Then she noticed something casually appear in her peripheral vision, on the lower corner of her screen, something that wasn't supposed to be there. Were those.. tiny rabbit ears? Indeed they were. Using her cursor, she quickly clicked and dragged on those ears before they could disappear again. What she found dangling on her cursor was obviously a virus. Damn it, where could she have accidentally downloaded a virus? Was it from a badly coded Minecraft mod she had downloaded? Maybe from a virus-laced online game she had foolishly played? The possibilities ran through her mind as she grimaced at the odd yellow rabbit-virus-thing seemingly trying to get away from her digital grasp. That was until the virus suddenly looked up, directly at her, and angrily yelled for her to let go. Fancy that, a computer virus had just made eye contact and called her a bitch! Obviously very startled, Vanessa immediately dropped the virus on her screen and jumped back in her computer chair. She watched in stunned silence as the little bunny guy dusted himself off, then stared at the metaphorical "floor" on her desktop wallpaper (a pastel pixel art fairy forest) in frustration of having been prematurely noticed. Fucking creepy!

✧ Through trial and error, Vanessa soon found out that she had gotten the virus from her first beta testing session of Help Wanted (told you her job didn't pay enough). Through some very carefully asked questions (this is sarcasm, she straight up asked him multiple times until he admitted just enough that she could be sure of the situation), she also found out that the rabbit-virus-thing in her computer was the real actual ghost of her serial killer interest, William Afton. She was.. weirdly ok with this. For a lonely girl with nothing better to do in her free time, this was surely fascinating to say the least.

✧ Over the next few weeks, Vanessa and Glitchtrap (she learned very quickly that she really shouldn't call him William) began to develop what Vanessa would call a friendship. Anyone else would call it the beginnings of manipulation and having an annoying little ghost stealing your money and constantly snooping in your files. Keeping Glitchtrap out of her discord, instagram, and deviant art accounts was like a full time job. While freeloading in her computer, Glitchtrap developed a habit of playing games that Vanessa had downloaded. He'd only really do this when he was really bored and she was away at college. He pretty much only got into Minecraft, even though he'd constantly complain about how "shit" the graphics were, despite how much Vanessa tried to explain that the graphics were "awesome actually!".

✧ In this very short time period of mostly harmless antics with Glitchtrap, the worst thing he did to Vanessa was quietly steal over $300 for a memory extension for her PC. And once the part arrived, he proceeded to sit there like an asshole and command her to install it. Poor Vanessa, it's not like she has that kind of money! She's in college, Glitchtrap! It's not like he remembers what it was like to be a college student. Vanessa did indeed install the memory expansion though. Glitchtrap made sure to order one from a non-refundable website. What a prick.

#five nights at freddy's #fnaf #fnaf headcanons #glitchtrap #william afton #fnaf vanessa #malhare #fnaf help wanted #fnaf glitchtrap #my headcanons

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lostfan23 · 10 months

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Lost Characters and The Final Fantasy 14 Class They Would Play

I made this a year ago for my discord group of friends after binging LOST, I'm sorry enjoy:

Because my Briancell doesn't want to work at work, it's wandered over to What classes would the crew in LOST play? Buckle up y'all!

Jack Sheppard- Would play White Mage or Sage, at least on introduction to him. He's gonna save you and keep you alive damn it! But on head butting with Sawyer it's revealed he's actually, like Sawyer, a Gunbreaker main. Because they're both gonna save people by superboliding. 🤦 Jack also plays black mage and absolutely will not move.

THE REST UNDER THE CUT

James Sawyer Ford - Sawyer a secret main Gunbreaker, but introduces himself as a Machinst main. Has some Dark Knight sorta leveled, and some melee DPS classes he fucks around on. Claims he's unreliable to raid with but is a damn liar and is always on time and there for raid night. Ends up promoted in the Free Company no matter what.

Kate is a Dragoon/ Machinist main. Has some Sam in there too. Tries to add some healing with Red Mage later to try to help out and be motherly but only heals her fav sprouts.

Hurley is unironically an amazing Scholar/ Astro. Does well as Summoner and Red Mage as well. The guy who got promoted in the Free Company while he wasn't paying attention because he was busy answering sprout questions and running stuff with them. Actually a rich millionaire in game because people and Squareenix keep giving him money. Won the cacpot every time he entered. His actual favorite class and thing to pass time is hanging out with Charlie and whoever else all running Blue Mage. And yes he is the reason Blue Mage is held back because it breaks all balancing.

John Locke - my boy. My guy. The worst paladin you've ever seen. Does better as a warrior, but is actually despite him trying to remake himself, a good bestest Bard. Maxed out all crafting tho. Literally got sucked into a cult in game and scammed out of gil multiple times. Still helps out sprouts and friends tho. Somehow always involved with drama.

One of the top 5 Ninja on your data center. Also a great Reaper even though he hates it. Wants to be a bard but John and other people always make him come as his melee classes. "I want to heal! 😾 " "Sorry Sayid we have *one of like 6 healer mains* coming".

Jin. Speaks only Korean and doing his best to switch to the English client but when he was on the Korean data centers he started off Paladin. Now he's a maxed Monk and will destroy the enemy. Has a very great grasp on all the classes but the language barrier prevents him from helping as many sprouts as he'd like. Just picked up Warrior and he loves it.

Sun and Jin are married both in game and IRL and it was the cutest biggest wedding on the server. She's a White Mage main when she plays with Jin but is actually from back on the Korean server one of the top 5 best black mages in the world (run for your life Yoshida-san). She instead devotes her time to gather mats and controls the server market boards. 💵💶💷💴💹🏦

Claire is a Dark Knight / Warrior main. Began her journey as a Dragoon but here we are. Always turn down her mic if you run things with her because she yells while she tanks.

Charlie - Plays only Driveshaft songs as a Bard. Hates that you'd assume he'd ONLY main Bard because he's a celebrity singer. But he do. Also plays Reaper, Red Mage, Sam, and some Dark Knight to bond with Claire. Tries to level White Mage but those runs take an hour because he's always distracted. Makes the best jokes on raid nights. Hurley and Charlie are the resident Blue Mage experts for whatever reason.

Desmond - Has crafting leveled but is a Red Mage main. Has at least one of every class type leveled because he's been a shut in for too long. At one point never logged off the game unless the server was down. Will help any way he can and does his best as a healer or tank to keep Charlie specifically alive.

Boone - Great paladin and does his best to help John who isn't very good at listening. Alts Red Mage and Summoner. Also rich from selling run throughs and manipulating the market board. May have gotten into a war with Sun Kwon over certain item prices - they worked it out though.

Forced into the Dancer role but excellent it. Alts Samurai, Dragoon. Has a whole harem of followers and is actually an RP leader in the community and owns 4 houses- 2 of them large PLUS in control of a FC house. Glamour is the real endgame of course and hosts glamour giveaways and contests.

Mr Eko is always in character as a RP Ishgardian priest who fights hersery (don't ask he'll just give you cryptic quotes). Party's with John and Charlie a lot and is a Astro/ Monk main. Alts include all the healer classes, and Warrior.

Anna Lucia is your resident paranoid Dark Knight, Gunbreaker who thinks she'll be replaced by the next tank who walks past her on the raid team. Alts include MCH and Sam but you'll have to pry tanking out of her hands. She's actually a great Big Sister type of player as long as you follow her instructions!

Bernard is the angriest and sweetest healer (he's maxed all 4 healer classes idk when it happened) you'll ever meet in game. How can he be both? Healer life. Rose is also a skilled Astro but prefers to run as a Bard or Red Mage or Summoner. They spend their free time arguing about decor in their Med House they managed to buy. The rest of the time with Island Sanctuaries.

Michael is a Mch and Reaper main. Walt is a Scholar, Red Mage, Summoner main. Michael will definitely be involved in some FC drama disbandment multiple times unfortunately as much as he tries to avoid it. They start the game together to try and bond. Things get much better for them when they find their final free company of found family.

Ben my scrimbo my love. Ben has a god complex so he mains Scholar/Sage/White Mage and will maybe heal you but mainly use you to get his gil and clears. He's actually a great MCH and Red Mage but hates not being needed so healer it be. Actually has a bunch of drama IRL with his family and struggles to be a good dad so we get the sad toxic healer asshole who's linked to Michael's FC drama and some other disbandments. Online too much and should go touch grass. He's on many a block list and has too many alts to stir shit up. Trolled by 13 years a lot.

Juliet - Hates Ben and in spite joined the rival FC. A great all arounder, takes commissions to write fanfics. Mains include White Mage, Bard/Mch, Summoner, Black Mage, and Gunbreaker. Would rather create and host community events than run content.

Richard is an original FF14 1.0 player. All classes max leveled. He's been working on crafting for forever. Tired of trolling in the data center and just wants to chill out. Happy to run whatever with you. Bard main right now but will play whatever you need. Has too much money, has too many rets, and runs a very successful RP bar.

You don't fucking understand Black Mage and Monk like this man. Spreadsheets and calculations constantly updated in The Balance by this man. Can't remember mechanics in the raid beforehand but he knows what your BIS and pots need to be. Pentamelding, min/max. All of it. Loves high end raiding and arguing with peeps over how they don't actually know the numbers behind the classes you pleeb. Also needs to touch grass.

Charlotte - Monke stronk. Very good at Reaper as well. Doesn't care just here for a good time, friends, housing and glamours.

Miles - Ninja/Mch main, but alts include Astro, Summoner, Warrior. Logs in to troll and joke around but is a good boi when running content. Will distract you by causing laughter.

Frank will give you an Aladdin whole ass tour of Eorzea. Has all the multi person mounts. Summoner, Red Mage, Mch main. Has fun by visiting RP bars or gardening in his down time. Usually has bags full to give to a young sprout in whichever city a fun item.

If you've made it to end CONGRATULATIONS! and I apologize for my insanity. 🙈

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well-put-together intro post challenge (impossible)

greetin's n' salutations :) ahm sturges, proud mechanic of tha commonwealth minutemen. if ya've stumbled upon mah blog by pure coincidence, yer probly readin' all this thinkin' ahm some sorta maniac. but if yer a friend (shoutout to tha Βενζιναδικο server on discord), ya already know what's goin' on.

as mah blog description states, ahm a fallout 4 splitroject (an alter with multiple sources). ahm also tha host of tha lovely winter solstice system. for anyone who ain't already acquainted with me, that probly makes me sound even more like a lunatic. well- ah promise ahm not. just a guy tryin' ta do his damndest.

this blog's primarily gonna be for postin' about mah sources, tha memories n' jokes (he's hackin' and whackin' and smackin'...) n' all. ah'll also be postin' random thoughts n' ideas here too (if mah painfully short memory can keep up).

now- enough work for now, let's move onto tha play.

as a splitroject n' fusion, mah interests n' hobbies vary a little from mah initial source material. ahm still plenty passionate about tinkerin' and mechanics, but ah also enjoy writin' poems n' junk journalin'! since ahm a fusion with our previous host, ah've inherited some interest in drawin' too. you can check some of our art out over on our art blog @m0thk1ss if ya so wish.

ah identify as transgender ftm n' omniromantic/omnisexual. ahm happily married to tha fandom's favorite spy egg ('s gonna get back at me for that) n' ahm dogmeat's primary caretaker when tha general's away.

mah fav'rite color is cobalt blue n' ahm also very fond of pomegranate red. cats are mah fav'rite animal, closely followed by frogs. mah myers-briggs type is istp, ahm a july cancer, n' mah hogwarts house is hufflepuff. ah've also been told ahm a chaotic-neutral, but that don't mean much to me.

on top'a havin' p-did, ahm also autistic n' have ocd. many of mah pseudomemories contain symptoms of both asd and ocd, a fun lil' quirk of bein' tha product of many headcanons n' such.

in mah sources, ahm korean-japanese american. memories say ahm from a small settlement in post-war texas, but ah prefer not to talk about those memories too much. here, ahm just korean american. damn proud of it too.

if ya ever feel like reachin' out ta chat, feel free! ah don't bite, ahm just a lil'... socially inept sometimes. but don't worry! ahm friendly enough to make mah company worth tha awkward stumbles (ah shoulda been a companion, swear to god...).

#sturgesposting #fallout 4 #fallout 4 sturges #sturges fo4 #osdd #osdd system #splitroject #fo4 #intro post #introduction #blog intro

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shinystars-stuff · 1 year

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Hello everyone. It has been 9 months.

I apologize for no longer posting but my mood for Tumblr came to a downhill and so I just stopped posting. I moved on to Twitter, YouTube, TikTok, Pinterest, and Discord.

Well… let’s just say… I’m doing a shit ton better on those platforms.

I came back today and only today to update you guys on how much my life has changed.

So nine months ago… that was before I graduated, which would mean that would be February. Jesus, this is about to be long.

So February 28th of this year, I ended a one-year relationship with a boy only to get with someone else. Now, keep in mind that both of these relationships were online. When I got with the new boy, my behavior and actions started to change. We tended to fight a lot and I made him upset quite a lot just as he made me upset. Well, July 18th, he had enough of my lying and my behavior that he broke up with me. Oh yeah, I skipped something important. I graduated on May 28th! 👩‍🎓👩‍🎓

I was pretty upset over the breakup and I stayed single for a while until drama happened and I got with somebody else. I realized how stupid I was and I called off the relationship. My family situation has worsened. A few months ago, my brother officially came back to live with us after his girlfriend cheated on him. He’s been a total pain in the ass, btw.

Me and my brother hardly get along, but the good news is that we are semi-bonding now these days. My mom’s leg situation has worsened for she can hardly stand up now these days. My uncle… he got a rare disease and might not be making it for much longer, plus I’ve lost a lot of family members as of late. I luckily have my Switch to keep me distracted and well organized.

Well- after I graduated high school, I found out that I have social anxiety. I was placed on an anti-depressant pill and bumped up more on my ADHD medication. My parents have been nagging at me to get a job, but with the shit I see happening in life today, plus the things I hear from my family, why would I even want to work in a society like this?! Also, my whole family thinks they have the right to say that I should get a job when I take the fucking trash out, I get shit like drinks and stuff for them, I bring in all the god damn groceries, I check on them everyday. I do the shit willingly and never get asked to be fucking paid!

Let’s uh- change the topic for now. So- well- I’m still making videos and stuff. However, my original TikTok got banned over a dispute with a best friend and uh- I lost three friends by them ghosting me. My videos have actually really improved. In fact, I have them right here.

Well, I only have this one, but this is my biggest and longest working one. This one took me three hours. I mostly make edits on TikTok but on Discord, I have a little roleplay server :3

My Twitter and YouTube, plus Twitter stays quiet most of the time because usually I’ll just scroll and save videos and stuff on the platforms.

My proudest moment and my best moment of this year is this photo right above this. If you don’t know who that is, that is me and a VO actor known as Bob Carter. Bob Carter is in many animes, but when I looked at the top of his poster, my world changed. As you know, I am a huge Fullmetal Alchemist fan and the character he played was Izumi’s husband, Sig Curtis.

I was legit amazed and he was absolutely friendly. I asked him for a hug and he gladly accepted it because I told him I had watched the anime a million times. I really wanted to show him an FMA edit I made, but I was too excited to show him. I even got to meet the singer for Sailor Moon, only to look later and find out that Bob photobombed it XD

So yeah, even though I’ve gone through a lot of shit this year, I’ve had a pretty good year. Anyways, I think I’m going to go ahead and finish off the post here.

Thank you guys for supporting me on Tumblr. If you wish to add me on Discord or anything, my Tumblr ask-box and messages are still open, so feel free to. I love you guys. Thank you for giving me a home.

#arcane #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma #sailor moon #edit #arcane edit #life #update

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cosmic-abysss · 10 months

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okay so this was meant to be posted at the end of the year but ive realized that im incapable of not changing my status all the time so it's a long list..anyways bc its august (aka me month who cheered??) i figured i would do this half :DD so without further ado...

a list of my discord statuses of 2023 ^-^ :

a quiet alcove in a ginormous library can actually be something so personal <33

i think im falling back into my anime and manga obsession.. i will be crying <3

kusakabe maron deserves the world <33 loml behind gumbi

heart time heart time!! 💕 💓 <333 iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou <-youve been hit with my gay love beam ^-^

the road to happiness is paved, with rows and rows OF VERY TEMPTING PARKING SPACES!!! CMWYL 24HR LOCKDOWN!!! ABSOLUTE FIRE <33

💙💜♡ its love day!!! no one is safe from my gay love beam >:) get loved idiot youre important to me <333 ^-^ im very happy

huh. 3 years already, how time flies...

i hate having a reasonable sleep schedule >:( why cant i stay up until 4am and then wake up at like 8 without wanting to die

i wanna get a tattoo so bad this is fucked up

i get the hype now, i really do, yes i know this makes me a clown im just accepting it

get fucked im embracing the cringe and im going to live!!

fiction is starting to give me too many unrealistic expectations to pepper into my daydreams

um okay yeah im starting to get the hype about it all now

<3 hehehe ^-^ 💜💙

oh cat & dog by TXT my beloved <33

doing hot bitch shit <-rewatching mianite for the 3rd time

i need to go to a live concert,,,, it would fix me i think <3

yellow yaks winners pov!!!! gumi is absolutely slaying!!!

i have so many tabs open and theyre not even fun+interesting ones >:((

RAAAAAAAHHHH i survived my first college semester holy shit!!!!

screaming... screeching even,,,

oh kyo souma how i wish you were real <3 ......my favorite lil guy :3

WU&IO OUT NOW HOLY SHIT!!! oh lovejoy my beloved you only release bangers <33

what if i just cried about minecraft again,, what then???

going to the beach would fix me in an instant

cyan coyotes are going to win today as a pride present for me specifically <3

i deserve to be unreserved about my music obsessions and thats what im going to do ^-^

spider punk and gwen stacy how i love you,,, damn a good pride month fr,,,

step one of becoming a passenger princess complete... now i just need to become someone thats trusted with the aux

slay pussy queen girlboss cunt server <-finished an amigurumi project

peak of my hot girl summer rn, devastating effects on my social battery though

i had forgotten the joys of creating things, its nice to know it again

#these were with various emojis but there were a couple repeats ill put here :D #🌌 <-this one is my favorite i default to it when theres no clear theme :3 #also 🎸and the color coordinated heart for whatever team gumberg is on monthly <3 #mainly the galaxy one though is pretty!!

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dogsofardour · 11 months

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Ohohohoho! It has clearly been TOO long since I've subjected you guys to my Jotileen Agenda, but first. Allow me to fire the beams of Demi Jotaro Kujo directly into your eyeballs.

Many thanks to the peeps on the discord server who encouraged me to write this!

tw: brief mention of perverted things and general jjba violence and language.

This boy has grown up in the 70s-80s, has no concept of 'demi' as a thing, is so FUCKIN frustrated as a kid to teenager because DAMN IT is there something wrong with him?? He loves his mom! So he's capable! So, why doesn't he get crushes like his classmates do? He has Friends, he gets friendship, it's fun!

But when he overhears guys talking about the girls they like he just…

Like for instance, if we were to liken a scenario from a scene from Evangelion, where Shinji is looking at Rei, and when Toji and Kensuke notice they begin teasing him "Oh??? What?? You like her??? You like her...legs? Her....chest?"

Instead it's Jotaro in middle school overhearing the other kids saying "oh she's so cute and kissable! We nearly held hands!" and holding hands is nice... but what about that girl makes these kids Want to do this?

Then of course, as he gets to high school, shit gets more perverted with teens.

So he hears, and has been complained to about how this guy just WISHES this classmate would just, like sit closer next to him so he can look up her skirt and he's?? disgusted! That's creepy as shit.

And the guy sees Jotaro's reaction (cause if there's anything he displays openly its disgust) and goes "well you want to, too right?"

"you don't see a girl's *insert body part here* and want a date?"

Maybe that's one of the first times Jotaro actually punches someone.

Of course, add in the fact that as he's grown older, he's getting more attention from girls in his class and he's double frustrated!!

"I don't get it, why are you following me? What do you expect?" He uses his words first, before he decides it best just to tell them to LEAVE HIM ALONE and FUCK OFF.

"Well, you're really tall and dreamy... I've never seen eyes like yours before," one fangirl explains.

"That's... it?"

"I mean, what else is there?"

That shit HURTS.

When Jotaro meets Eileen... he's annoyed as shit.

He's got the weight of an entire person on his back, and the new revelation that, yes he and his family are in danger! He does not need Another Fuckin Person Bothering him, or saying "Jojooooo!♪" and clinging onto his shoulder.

So, when Eileen is actually, genuinely pissed AT Jotaro about how suspicious he's being, and 'where are you taking that boy to??? Is HE alright??'

He gets a little shock. He's still pissed, and doesn't quite trust this girl who's following home. But if she's being truthful... He might respect her.

Eileen continues to assert herself. She stays, she fusses over Kakyoin.

She overhears what the rest of the group is talking about. "This great evil? He MIND CONTROLS PEOPLE? HIS 'FLESHBUDS' FEAST ON THEIR HOST AS WELL AS CONTROL THEM?"

"I'm helping you."

They kind of forgot she was there.

"No you're not. What do you think you're going to do? Stay out of it," is the longest string of sentences Jotaro has said to her so far.

"I have a 'stand' too."

So. She stays for the evening, and says she'll be back in the morning "packed to go" and if they leave without her she is "going to tear" their behinds a new one. It isn't particularly threatening but Jotaro's endeared by her commitment.

Holly gets sick. Eileen comes to the house right after the Foundation has been called but before the doctor's arrived.

Jotaro gets to know Eileen more, it would be hard not to.

She brought cards for the plane ride, trying to keep everybody in a relatively light mood. He can see her hands shaking as she deals hands, so it has to be for her own sake too.

(she's terrified of flying)

And the adventure goes on. She asserts herself as a person to Do things with, she's interested in what Jotaro has to say.

She isn't gobsmacked or, whatever like those other girls were. She likes hearing him talk about his favourite music, the book he was reading, what he was doing while he was absent from school, "You were in JAIL??"

"Mmhmm."

"WELL, what was it like???"

"I drank beer and did research."

"ALCOHOL?!"

Her reactions are really funny too!

So now Jotaro has friends, friends his age. Kakyoin and Eileen. It feels nice, belonging.

It's during Strength, hilariously enough, that Jotaro feels something shift.

He really likes her. He really cares about what she has to say, too.

It's different then that easy snarky dynamic between him in Kakyoin. She's funny too, it's a part of their dynamic. So it can't be -- it can't be that he's more comfortable making jokes with Kakyoin.

This craving for emotional intimacy starts slow, small.

And Jotaro really wants to impress Eileen. He would.

It would also be nice, if they could have lunch together. Maybe the two of them alone?That's... New. Jotaro likes either being alone entirely, or in a group. What's the deal?

It's around The Sun, that their friendship is truly solidified (given enough material) and this want that he has, for Eileen to look at him like he's really special is...well it's hard to ignore.

I think if the circumstances were different, if SDC wasn't such a trauma bonder between the two of them (with ALL of them let's be honest) his interest in Eileen would have taken longer.

But these experiences are so intense. All of these friendships feel like they're set in concrete instantly.

It's devastating to think of anybody dying. So Jotaro does not think about it.

#demi jotaro nation RISE #my headcanons #general thoughts #joot lore #eileen lore #sdc era #my writing #jotileen lore #jotileen #joot #eileen barreau

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