I told him it was about meaning, and he suggested, very politely, that might be a kind of psychosis.
‘You think meaning is psychosis?’
‘An obsession with meaning, at the expense of the ordinary shape of life, might be understood as psychosis, yes.’
‘I do not accept that life has an ordinary shape, or that there is anything ordinary about life at all. We make it ordinary, but it is not.'
[...] I said, ‘How would you define psychosis?’
He wrote on a piece of paper with his pencil:
Psychosis: out of touch with reality.
Since then, I have been trying to find out what reality is, so that I can touch it.
Blue Flag was the perfect book to end the year on. The manga follows a third year high schooler named Taichi Ichinose. One day he decides to help the shy girl from his class, Futaba Kuze, even though he doesn’t like her because she reminds him of himself. That leads to him finding out she has a crush on the popular guy in school, Toma Mita, who happens to be his childhood best friend that he is no longer close with. After seeing how determined she is, Taichi agrees to help her and as he helps her he starts to fall for her. Unbeknownst to both of them though is that Toma actually has a crush on Taichi and Futaba’s best friend, Masumi Itachi, has a crush on her.
I absolutely loved this story. I was invested from beginning to end. All of the characters were so lovable. Taichi was a great protagonist. He’s a little pessimistic, but I like seeing negative people become more positive. Futaba was so adorable. Her eagerness to grow and achieve her goal was inspiring. Toma was a sweetheart. Watching him try so hard to continue to be friends with Taichi, who believes they live in two different worlds, made my heart ache. He has such a good heart for a jock. Masumi was admittedly kind of a jerk, but I still ended up liking her because of how protective she is of Futaba. I hope she’s as prominent in the story as the other three.
For someone who doesn’t like love triangles I’m enjoying this one so far. It helps that it’s not obnoxious and that I like all the characters. The way I would prefer it to go is Taichi ending up with Toma (that bus scene!) and Futaba ending up with Masumi (I’m a sucker for protective characters). I would love to see two queer couples be the main relationships in a shoujo manga. I’m gonna keep my expectations low though because I’m sure with Taichi already falling for Futaba they’ll end up together. Both of them are great too, so if they are endgame I won’t be too salty.
The art was great. I liked how most of the character designs felt original. After reading a lot of shoujo manga it starts to seem like there are many similarities between the main characters of each, but this manga managed to avoid that. Both Futaba and Taichi were such little cuties. Futaba was often compared to a hamster and it definitely worked. I loved the height difference between them and Toma because he is a giant.
I’m glad this was the last book I read in 2021 because it had everything I wanted. I want to read volume 2 right away but only if I can get my hands on a physical copy. Why am I only reading manga that my store doesn’t have volume 2 of? This is the second one this month. Why am I doing this to myself? I definitely plan on snatching it up as soon as it comes in though.
I didn't expect to read more this year than I did last, but so far, I'm way ahead of schedule for reading more books than I did last year. Granted though, I know I've had some shorter books. I've done mroe nonfiction this year, and those tend to seem to run 300 or less pages.
Let's see some actual stats hmm.
2021: 62 books read, 34% books were <300 pages, 56% 300-499 pages, and 10% 500+ pages read
Huh, very similar stats. Okay yeah, just reading a fair amount more this year. I'm pleased.
I really liked the 'let people choose books for me to read' thing I did this year. It was nice to try some stuff I normally wouldn't touch. I'm wondering if maybe next year I might once again steal ideas off Doc and see if there are any people who would actually like to pitch me books and I can make every so many books be one of those reads (unless I have a theme for a month like spooks for October). Just wondering if anyone would actually send me stuff XD
[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
Paul swallowed. The figure in front of him turned into the moon's path and he saw an elfin face, black pits of eyes. The familiarity of that face, the features out of numberless visions in his earliest prescience, shocked Paul to stillness. He remembered the angry bravado with which he had once described this face-from-a-dream, telling the Reverend Mother Gaius Helen Mohiam: "I will meet her." And here was the face, but in no meeting he had ever dreamed.
🎶 Ten Lords A Leaping Book Tag 🎶
What books do you associate with some of the holiday classics?
#blogmas #booktag
I ‘ve been doing this tag over the last few years and figured might as well keep the tradition alive and complete the Ten Lords A Leaping Blogmas 2022 since I skipped it last year!
I originally saw this tag posted over on Book Hooked Nook where Sarah created this Christmas Book Tag! Check out my post from two years ago Ten Lords a Leaping Book Tag 2020 . I am going to base this book tag off all…
I bet aziraphale wrote about the day the universe was made, about the angel whose voice recited the words that created the stars, about how bright they shone, and still shine, in those angel eyes✨🪐
Here you have some detailss and a cropped version with just!! them!!!
Because the light is not something you see, exactly. You don’t look at it, or breathe, you feel a pressure but you don’t look. It is like being in the same room as a man you love. Other people are in the room. He may be smoking a cigarette. And you know you are not strong enough to look at him (yet) although the fact that he is there, silent and absent beside a thin wisp of cigarette smoke, hammers you. You rest your chin on your hand, like a saint on a pillar. Moments elongate and drop. A radiance is hitting your skin from somewhere, every nerve begins to burn outward through the surface, your lungs float in a substance like rage, sweet as rage, no!—don’t look. Something falling from your mouth like bits of rust.
Blue Period follows Yatora Yaguchi, a high schooler who has no passions and is just going through the motions. His only goal in life is to get into a good college and pursue a career where he’ll earn a lot of money, but that goal is just to keep his parents happy. He holds absolutely no interest in art until one day his art teacher motivates him to use his art as a way to communicate how he feels. When he does that he ends up loving how it makes him feel and for the first time in his life he becomes passionate about something. So begins his life of increasing his skills in the art club to prepare for the entrance exams for the Tokyo University of the Arts, the most competitive art school in Japan.
I ended up liking this manga a lot more than I thought I would. I was immediately drawn in by Yaguchi’s predicament. I believe everyone always feels the pressure in high school of choosing a career path that is typically deemed as “successful”. Art is usually not one of those paths. I remember hearing from many of my teachers that any sort of art degree is worthless. That really isn’t true though, and I appreciated how this manga shows that art is a valid career. I especially liked it when it pointed out that there is no guarantee that you’ll get a job no matter what you study in college, so why not choose a career path that follows your passions?
I used to draw all the time when I first started college, but I haven’t felt motivated in years. This manga has helped inspire me though. It’s also surprisingly informative and has shown me that there’s a lot I don’t know about art, but if I put in the time and study I can get better. I’m actually jealous of Yaguchi because I wish I had his art teacher in high school. She teaches her students important art concepts in a way that makes sense, she actually critiques their work and gives advice so they can improve, and she challenges her students. This is everything I’ve always wanted from an art teacher, but I’ve never gotten it. I wish I could manifest her into the real world so she could teach me too!
Another reason I enjoyed this manga is because of the characters. Yaguchi was a great protagonist. I liked how he was presented as a delinquent and he is one, but at the same time he’s also really smart and kind to others. The other character I really liked was Yuka-chan, a crossdressing classmate who butts heads with Yaguchi a lot. I liked their dynamic and I’m curious to learn more about Yuka-chan’s background. There were other characters too and I liked all of them. The art club Yaguchi joins consists of a diverse group of people, and I’m glad none of them got stereotyped. There’s one character, Umino, who is an otaku that likes to draw manga but they’re actually taken seriously and not made out to be weird. I was glad to see that for once.
For a manga about art the art style is as good as you would expect. The character designs all felt different from each other so each character stood out in their own way. My favorite part was their facial expressions. What stood out the most to me though was that the mangaka uses other artist’s work within the story to represent each character’s art styles. This makes sense because if the mangaka drew each character’s art pieces they would probably all look similar. The mangaka does credit each artist by the panel their work appears in and again at the end of the manga.
Blue Period did everything right in my book. It had a plot that spoke to me, interesting and diverse characters that I quickly grew attached to, and beautiful art. I wish my bookstore had the next volume so I could read it right away!
Papercraft Ed! I had the sketch for this one finished a while ago, but for whatever reason didn’t feel quite happy with it. Eventually I tried flipping it to face the opposite way - meaning his automail arm was now facing the viewer and could be shown via rips in his clothes and gloves - and then BAM, I liked how it looked after all! Sometimes it’s the simplest things that make all the difference.
TGCF art from 2021 which were very experimental and very much something out of my comfort zone but am still so satisfied with
(gonna ramble more under the cut 👉 )
My main inspiration for these were definitely classic storybook illustration styles and the watercolor-like illustrations included inside the tgcf books which depict hualian's daily slice of life routines as seen below
I wanted to capture that feeling of warmth i got from reading but i also went with the storybook look because their relationship (and by extension broad strokes of the entire plot) really did feel like something out of actual myth or legend; i'm chinese indonesian and was raised surrounded by chinese culture + values so tgcf felt VERY familiar to me, it threw me back to my childhood reading or listening to tales about chinese deities, i'd say the storybook image definitely came into my mind pretty quickly bc of this
I find this style somewhat hard to replicate now but if i could or have the time to, i really want to continue the 'companion pieces to chapter titles ' concept i did with the last 2 pieces (which are of the same chapter title but i was just indecisive 😭😭), i even had 3 more planned based on my favorite titles before burning out back then