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gayou01 · 1 year

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Astrology observations I made pt 9

-Mercury in the 12th house can indicate having a lot of thoughts and ideas but having trouble communicating them effectively, so the native feels like a prisoner in their own mind

-people with Pluto in the 10th house don’t like authority in any way, shape or form, they’re right up there with Aries moon and mars in that sense. They’ll have full on clashes with anyone that tries to assert dominance over them including bosses

-Saturn in the 3rd house (or in an unfavorable aspect with Mercury) can manifest literally via a speech delay or impediment. It can manifest in just not speaking very much in general, or speaking in a very stern tone naturally

-People with the Sun square ascendant aspect in particular may find that people judge them harshly without bothering to try to get to know them first. They are the personification of the phrase “the first impression isn’t always the right one”

-People with Chiron in the 8th house tend to have a lot of unexplainable and paranormal experiences. Many of them either had a near-death experience themselves, or had to learn what it’s like to mourn someone very early on in life

-People with very water-dominant charts fall into depression the easiest. If they do not have an outlet or get the safe space and support they need, their mental health will suffer and they can easily self-destruct. Ex- Kurt Cobain

-chiron in the 3rd or 11th house (and to an extent the 9th house) in a chart can indicate dealing with bullying and being treated like an outcast, feeling misunderstood by the people around them, not fitting in and having friends suddenly turn on them

-people with mars in Pisces will talk about their beef with you with everyone but you while people with Libra mars will sneak-diss you in your presence

-Neptune in the 6th or 10th house can indicate people taking advantage of you at work without you even knowing. The latter can also indicate not knowing what you’re going to be doing with your life career-wise for a long time

-some people with Venus in Sagittarius tend to have one foot out the door in their relationships, whether it’s a conscious thing or not. It’s like they’re waiting for their partner to cross them once so they can have a reason to leave

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astroismypassion · 2 years

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Astrology observations 🌚🌚🌚

Credit goes to @astroismypassion

🌚🌛I mentioned previously your 4th house rules your surname. If you have:

Venus in the 4th house: your surname can perhaps mean an animal, a bird for example.

Moon in the 4th house: you probably always wanted your mother’s surname more or prefer it. If you also have Saturn in the 4th house too, you might have your father’s and your mother’s surname, so two surnames.

Mercury in the 4th house: you might have a surname that means a merchant/salesperson or even a thief. There could be two versions of your same surname in the family. Like some family members use one way of writing the surname and the others have another, like one uses Hawk and othe Hawke😅. Or your surname changed throughout family generations.

Saturn in the 4th house: you mostly likely have only your father’s surname. You have a unique, rare surname. Maybe just your family members have it and there is no other family with this surname.

Pluto in the 4th house: very very rare surname. Your combination of your first name and your surname name is so rare, you might go extinct😂 No, but all jokes aside, you could draw a lot of attention due to your surname, however since it’s Pluto, it’s mostly likely negative attention more often than positive. But you could make money off your surname easily.

Sun in the 4th house: ahh THE BRAND surname. Your surname can also be the name of a family business or a company. Your family could be in politics, like a family member of yours was in the government or was a mayor of the city. It could be just well-known too, a lot of people know you, because of your family’s surname and past.

Neptune in the 4th house: a surname that people rarely know, like they seldom come across this surname. They might mispronounce it a lot or misinterpret it. 😬 It’s like people don’t hear well when you say your surname.

Uranus in the 4th house: you are quite known or recognized in your local community, but people tend to confuse you with someone else’s family. Like people would ask you if you are someone’s son/daugther? But it’s actually completely other family. People might also think your friends are your sisters/brothers just because you are always seen with them. Also, a rare, unique, maybe at times odd surname.

🌚🌛There was a question under my post. What do you mean by "🍬 Saturn shows how long the chart owner will have to wait for success and how stable their career will be. " How do I read that?

First, look at the degree of Saturn. It’s at 14 degree, you might have felt the most accomplished at that age. Saturn in the 10th would mean you becoming successful after age of 30 or even after your second Saturn Return, maybe around age 54. Check aspects too, with Mars, Moon, Mercury you can become more successful/have a breakthrough career wise when younger (before the age of 30). Also, check Saturn house: 12th, 10th, 11th house can mean later success. 0 degrees Saturn is tricky; it means you will make a lot of new beginning in career, which might make your career less stable. You might lack follow through. Saturn retrograde means that you will overthink the direction of your career, which again results in later success.

🌚🌛 There was a question under my post: what does mars’s house placement say exactly for career? I have mars in Leo 7/6th house

Mars sign and house shows what you do as a job, work activities, routine and duty and how you go about them, your attitude towards them.

MARS SIGNS AND HOUSE AND WORK/JOBS

Aries Mars/1st house: you might do a physical job, you can move around a lot, even get into frequent fights at work, you might work on your own tasks or have your own space/office away from everyone else.

Taurus Mars/2nd house: you work with women, in a pleasant environment (hotel, coffee shop, restaurant, clothing store etc.). You might speak or sing a lot for your job.

Gemini Mars/3rd house: you work at a library. You might need to communicate a lot in your job, small local/regional trips, you could work with people with disabilities, toddlers, animals, plants, elementary and high school folks.

Cancer Mars/4th house: your work ethic fluctuates A LOT. Sometimes you are extremely diligent and other times you are passive, lazy. You could work from home, with females, families, for a family business, with children, with your family members. You want to make your coworkers just like your family members.

Leo Mars/5th house: you might work in politics, event planning, at a theatre, movie theatre, from home, you might take leisure trips from your job often.

Virgo Mars/6th house: you work with a computer, you communicate a lot (social media, fairs, emails, phone calls, booking), you work at a reception, you work in broadcasting, radio especially.

Libra Mars/7th house: you work at a coffee shop, bakery, pastry, spa, sauna, beauty salon, hair salon, hotel, restaurant, in court.

Scorpio Mars/8th house: you work at a bank, centre for homeless people, with famous people/celebrities, politicians, in government or with heavy tools.

Sagittarius Mars/9th house: in college, you travel a lot for your job, locally and out of country, you go to fairs.

Capricorn Mars/10th house: you work at a farm, with land, from home, with your parents, in a family business. You work with elderly people, special care or you are of assistance to a person older than you.

Aquarius Mars/11th house: you work at a non-profit, thrift shop, in government, with vehicles, bikes, broadcasting. Everybody knows you at work.

Pisces Mars/12th house: you might work in a hotel, you could act or sign. You might work with drunk people lol. So at a bar, restaurant, at degustations, a wine production, distillery. You work at a vintage store, library or record shop. You work with photography, at a museum, hospital or gallery.

🌚🌛 People under this post asked to explain this further. 📕 This might be TMI for some, just to preface it. But I noticed a lot of Saturn in the 8th house, Mars Saturn aspects, Chiron in the 8th house, Capricorn in the 8th in people’s chart that seem to really wait with physical intimacy and sex way past 23 and up.

Everything Capricorn takes its time. They can doubt themselves often, so they don’t pursue something, if they are not at a professional level from the get go. So apply this logic to sex and you’ll understand. It also take them A LONG time to become enough physically comfortable with someone. Saturn in the 8th especially is a master of holding back as well, they know self-control. And I think for them is also more of a maturity thing, they just feel they are not as prepared when younger. Usually this energy has more consistent, steady sexual life after the age of 30 or around first Saturn Return.

🌚🌛You will find that a lot of actors in period dramas with colourful costumes and luxurious background have Taurus placements.

🌚🌛A lot of people see Capricorn Rising being very similar to Scorpio Rising. It’s because some have Scorpio over 10th house/Scorpio MC.

Credit goes to @astroismypassion

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kubrickscube · 10 months

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What would you consider PROS AND CONS of having 8H synastry placements?

My ascendant and venus are in my partners Aries 8H, his moon and pluto (and chiron :\) are in my Sag 8H

I am assuming that the charts in question are Aries rising and Pisces rising. If not, please do clarify through ask! Though to be honest, I prefer to read synastry charts in whole sign. :v

I always think of 8H synastry as a black hole. It just consumes everything in its path. As for the pros and cons... Pros:

• Great understanding of one another. particularly a great understanding coming from whoever the planet person is. (Moon, Venus, & Asc in the 8th) • Adore You by Harry Styles type of shit. So cheesy it makes me want to flick someone's ear so hard. • If mature, it can translate to both of you having more growth emotionally and mentally.

Cons: • I know that I'll sound like a broken record, but power dynamics. But if you're into that or if you're comfortable with it... I guess you can chuck this one to the pros list? • Chiron person digging through your fears and secrets like an archaeologist on the verge of finding another lost civilization. • Envy-inducing. Too much of everything is toxic. • that Chiron tho lmao good luck dear anon.

I do hope that I answered your question thoroughly. Thanks for the ask!

#ask #ha!#astro #astrology notes #moon in the 8th house #chiron in the 8th house #venus in the 8th house #synastry #8th house synastry

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thatpiscesfish · 2 years

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Chiron 8th

Cancer mercury 5th + Aquarius uranus 11th + Scorpio chiron 8th + Libra lilith 7th

Pisces sun + moon 11th + Aquarius mercury + neptune + lilith 10th + uranus 11th + Aries venus 12th + Sagittarius mars 7th + Gemini jupiter 1st + Taurus saturn 1st + rising + Sagittarius pluto + chiron 8th + Cancer north node 3rd + Capricorn mc

#chiron #chiron in the 8th house #chiron in the 8th #houses #asks about chiron in the 8th #mini descriptions about chiron in the 8th #along with other placements #for the masterlist

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lifeonmarz-blog · 2 months

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What I think of Lilith through the houses

Both polarities blended together, Enjoy!

Sb: pls take it with a grain of salt if it doesn’t apply let it fly.

1st: dogmatic views, do as I say not as I do, attracted to the bad boy/bad girl, relationships with promiscuous people, openly opinionated, body dysmorphia, magnetic aura, captivating presence, traditional views when it benefits them, competitive, strong work ethic, very attractive but it may be hard for them to see it, money is power and they know this, dark humor, gets people to open up easily, self imposed restrictions, victim mentality.

2nd: jealous co workers, insecure without money, focused on long term success, thinking outside the box, quirky, illusions around upbringing, favorite child, should embrace new perspectives //possibilities, attracted to the outcasted, can feel pressured to help others, victims of betrayal, takes shortcuts to get what they want, responsible with money, loves the idea of love but not the commitment, pressure to perform well.

3rd: secret teller, uses sex for power, uses communication for power, odd sex appeal, unique style, entrepreneurial mindset, self motivated, driven, spiritual blessings through others, easily adaptable, loved by women, team player, liar, familiar with the underworld from a young age, ambitious, fast thinker, prefers to be coupled up, questions others authenticity.

4th: self driven, “been there done that” vibe, quirky sense of humor, untrustworthy mother, misuse of sexual energy, confusion around self identity, jumping from relationship to relationship, doesn’t know when to let a relationship go, generous in relationships, charming with their words, idealistic about love, passionate, cold demeanor, manifest desires easily, persistent with what they want, right place right time, hard worker, likes/requires routine, attracts/likes conflict, dramatic relationships, impulsive, loves adventure, victim of betrayal, liar, self destructive, possessive, comes across as intimidating.

5th: charming, witty, self destructive, overly emotional, lashing out, makes friends with common interest easily, convincing, attracts money easily, make it and get it right back mentality, lacks patience, needs to do things in moderation, anxiety, worry, fear of the unknown, depression, needs to find peace within themselves, overly serious, scattered brain, life of the party, big personality, attracted to big personalities, lives outside the box, always standing out in the crowd.

6th: requires stability, shame around upbringing, lacks self esteem, thinks too much before acting, hasty careless movements, overworks the body, running from thoughts, overwhelms themselves, feels they have something to prove, intellectual, restricts sexual desire, attachments issues, addicted to ideas/belief systems, reliable, helpful, resourceful, natural leader, feels they have big burdens, should let go and be more carefree.

7th: feels misunderstood, values family dynamics, strength, disconnected from others, integrity questioned, do what they want not what their told, distorted view of family and relationships, strong intuition, divine feminine, nurturing spirit, frequent conflicts, lacking accountability, escaping justice, partners that bring out the worst, popularity, unique voice, charming, very opinionated, sexually explorative, calm before the storm.

8th: relationships that alter view on sex, emotionally manipulative, self critical, overworks themselves, always stressed about time, too much on their plate, overwhelm, self sufficient, luxury, abundance, doesn’t rely on others to make things happen, can see their plans through, should flow more with life, slow down and take your time, receives a lot of gifts, also gives a lot too, gift of gab, dark humor, sneaky vibe.

9th: comes off quiet but really a social butterfly, confident, independent, determined, chooses partners that talk disrespectful to them, lacks self discipline, easily unmotivated, changes paths often, loves podcast, sweet words, jack of all trades master at none, trust your intuition, many rebirths, it’s okay to be the student, don’t fear growth, insecure about how their perceived, feeling misvalued in relationships, hard time feeling ready enough”.

10th: home body but equally likes being outside, big family lots of kids, multiple baby daddy’s/baby mamas, impulsive decisions, gets a lot of attention from their outfits, defending your beliefs to the public, advocating social issues, underdog, very intelligent, people come to them for advice, secret relationships, weighs the risk vs reward, doesn’t value others opinions, brushes issues off, truth seeker/ truth teller, would rather work alone, loves love, attracts a lot of haters and secret fans, always partnered up or wants to be, gets lied to a lot, so much potential, generous, loves to be a provider, doing the same thing and expecting different results, strong emotional world.

11th: inflexible, likes to dominate others, would benefit from connecting to Mother Earth, jealousy, overwhelmed by responsibilities, loves to be in a relationship, creative, doesn’t invest time properly, wasteful with their energy, sharing wealth, attract fake friends, friends are very different from them, very confident demeanor, don’t get along with women, very convincing, two sides like a Gemini, a lot of love to give hopeful it’s not being misused.

12th: reserved, quite but a social butterfly, courageous, loves learning new things especially darker subjects, wants their voice heard on a public forum, should take time to be alone to hear your own voice and strength intuition, fear of change, escaping at the nick of time, learning to develop personal beliefs, people pleasing, strong will, persistent, misuse of power, direct, quiet power, reads the room.

#astrology #12th house #astrology101 #astrologyfacts #8th house #wellbeing #astro notes #pluto aspects #Lilith #chiron #astrologychart #pluto astrology #astrologyzone

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occultwaters · 26 days

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Painful placements in astrology I

💜 Sun square/conjunct/opposite/inconjunct (quincunx) Pluto. Inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees. If I see this in a natal chart it would indicate to me that the native has had issues with their father or figures with authority in general. Could also be men in their family. I have also noticed the fathers side of the family were absent, early on they could have been separated. The separation could be due to many threats. If not cultivated well, this aspect is common amongst serial killers and people notorious for being bullies.

💙 Moon square/conjunct/opposite/inconjunct (quincunx) Pluto. Inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees. Now this would indicate a person who has issues with the mother figure in their family. This could also indicate issues with the women figures in their life. These people are also very distant with their mother’s side of the family. Like harsh Pluto and Sun, they were separated early on. Which again potentially could’ve been due to threats to their safety in general. If not cultivated well, this can lead to mental health issues, especially those relating to Pluto. Dark obsessions and desires etc.

💜 Having square placements to personal planets, this alone is very hard to deal with as there is strong friction no matter which side you look at. These people need to work on the aspect and appropriately release the energy, depending on the house, sign, and degree.

💙 Pluto in 12th. These individuals harbour a lot of their trauma in the subconscious. They have probably also seen some crazy things in the spirit world. It’s like they attract that sort of attention without really meaning to aswell. These individuals may also have very disturbing dreams and sleep paralysis.

💜 Saturn/Uranus/Chiron in 11th. This is a constant cycle of feeling alienated from society. These people may feel like they never found their group of friends. They crave for a home they’ve never had. These are also the type of people who have had friends make secret group chats behind their back and never include them. Just because Uranus is at home here, doesn’t make it any easier. This is also true if these placements are in Aquarius.

💙 Harsh Venus and Saturn aspect (square, opposition, inconjunction). Or Venus in Capricorn/aquarius. These people were made to feel unworthy of love and care when they were younger. There’s a constant battle between loving oneself and self destructive behaviours. There is an imbalance with their feminine side, due to masculine/ figures of authority, making them feel like they weren’t good enough.

💜 Harsh Moon and Venus aspects (square, opposition, inconjunction). Again made to feel like they weren’t pretty enough and probably dealt with a lot of toxicity from maternal figures. There is also an imbalance with their feminine side due to issues with women, and maternal figures. These people also a lot of the times refuse to acknowledge their emotions and bottle things up a lot.

💙 Having inconjunctions/quincunx aspects. They need to be at a maximum 2/3 degree orb. This is similar to opposition. But the difference here is that two signs that have no similarity are making a harsh aspect. There’s bound to be heat and constant internal conflict. This one is about learning to balance the scale of energies from both areas.

💜 8th house placements. These people are constantly undergoing transformations in their life. They can easily leave everyone on delivered for months and when they return, they are no longer the same person. Then the cycle repeats. There’s a lot of trauma in these people’s lives, and a lot of it comes from family. But they’re also naturally talented when it comes to things like the occult. This aspect is powerful for astrologers as it gives the native the talent to deeply study and observe people for long periods of time. This also includes psychology.

💙 Saturn opposite/square/inconjunct Pluto. Again inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees to be truly felt. This is more of a generational aspect (may reflect the society more so). These individuals dad could carry some sort of deep trauma. This is a pretty heavy energy so will require a lot of work for the generation that has this. In addition, the themes of the abuse they dealt with surround feeling restricted from expressing oneself in regards to what Pluto represents. They seem like the sheep or the scape goat of the family. Also if they have siblings that don’t have a similar aspect, if they make a mistake, the punishment they receive can be harsher than if their sibling was to make the same mistake. Their dad/ authority figures in their family can also be/ may have been involved in the dark side of structured systems and have a lot of experience and knowledge regarding the world from that.

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cyb0rs · 11 months

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Astrology Observations

Semi +18

Capricorn women are badasses nuff said. They know how to put on a brave face and they do it whilst looking super chic and put together.

Evolved Aries men are the best men out their when it comes to their loyalty. They’re also the men-babies of the zodiacs, in a not so negative kind of way. They love to be babied.

Unfortunately, underdeveloped pisces women can be gossipy catty and superficial.

8th house synastry isn’t always so bad. If both individuals are mature it can be very very very beautiful. Their love for each other runs soooo deep. It’s hard to separate them from each other and the sexual chemistry that this synastry brings is the best in my opinion it is soooo deliciously intense and raw. Both individuals just want to devour the other they simply cannot get enough of each other.

Since we’re on the topic of s*x if you don’t already know by now, men with well aspected Jupiter-Mars are well-endowed down there. phew 😮‍💨

Weirdly enough, Mars-Saturn men are well endowed down there as well.

Pisces mars men are usually growers not showers 😉

Sagittarius mars men are allegedly hung too

(i need to stop talking about genitals oh my god)

Contrary to popular belief, Aquarians have a tendency to be cliquey and crave to be around the cool/popular kids i.e the rebels and it could be to some extent a result of them being picked on by said social groups or/and having really strict parents that restricted their freedom.

Leo rising men are usually super sturdy with big bulky bodies and they’re hella strong naturally even if they don’t work out. E.g., Jungkook from bts.

Saturn in the 10th house is a fame indicator but it can bring unwanted fame due to them succeeding in their career hence attracting so much attention

Chiron in the 11th house makes an individual have little to no friends or having poor social skills or being severely bullied or betrayed by friends

I remember reading a while back that Scorpio rising women, tend to have very contrasting hair and skin tones. So, they might have super pale skin and jet black hair, like Dita Von Teese and Lana Del Rey.

Developed Cancer women are so cute, they have the cutest mannerism and the way they talk is so adorable no matter how old they. They’re so maternal and are all in all the sweetest. Examples of those cancer women are SNSD’s Seohyun, Tamera & Tia Mowry and Rachel Brosnahan

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francestany · 7 months

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Astro observations: 2 💫💫 (synastry edition)✍️

Chiron synastry it is not always that healing. İt might be painfull too. Especially with the underdeveloped individuals it might be as toxic as the 8th house. Esp one might loving you in a hidden way and when you responsed it back, they are behaviouring like they never did.( as like as pisces venus. That's why ı dont like this venus sign because they just want it in a platonic way.) A running from healing is the case. Because not everyone can deal confronting with inner wounds.

Underdeveloped aries men : just childish.. they are not serious in love. Might be loving too fast and then becomes cold in sudden way. But I think they are really impressive people. The way they look just 🫠🫠

Mars in the 1st house synastry : really so easy to perceive . They might be the first one who reacting you when you entered a place. Mars person always chasing the house person. And the house loves it. There is really sensible tension like you're not comfortable enough. Just like they can not talk in a easy way because of this tension. But without the long lasting aspects İt will be probably the tentative one.

8th house synastry : mostly depends on the individuals own natal but in general the house person is the most feeling it. They understand this intense attraction. 8th house person be impressed by the planet person in a deep sense. (Esp moon in 8th house) and they dont wanna leave the planet person because they feel obsessive kinda love towards planet person. They dont wanna break up with the planet person.

7th house synastry: house person really feels powerful attraction to planet person (esp sun) even from the beginning. The communication is perfect but the sexual chemistry is not much as the 1st,8th house synastry. But still the best because you feeling like this is the perfect person to marry. Easy to feel just as 1st house synastry esp from the side of the house person. House person idealizes the planet person a lot.

Man' sun conjuct woman's moon.The soul mate connection. Deeply understanding level. Empathetic placement. But not enough for the sexual chemistry if other aspects didnt include.

Personal planets conjuct other's vertex point they feel there is strong karmic bond.

Juno represents the features of your spouse while vertex's sign informs us which sun sign he is

That is it for now ...

💗💗💗 ( dont let anyone break your heart.)

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inthestarsme · 4 months

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Solar return observations pt. 1 ✨

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Hey guys! I hope you've been having a great christmas time! I'm starting a new little series, bc honestly, i haven't been observing anything new when it comes to birth charts lately, but i've really been into solar return charts, which is why i really wanted to make this. As you might have seen, i had already posted another observation which included some observations on solar return charts, which i deleted bc some of the things i shared didn't resonate with me and i only want to give you content i can truly stand behind. But i am mentioning this, bc i'm going to include some of the solar return observations i made in this post, so don't be confused if you think you might've already seen this on one of my posts.

If you do not know about solar return charts, i would recommend you to look it up beforehand. I am not the best at explaining this kind of stuff, but there are other astrology pages who have amazing introductions for people who are getring into solar return charts. Please look them up and then come back to this!!

Before we start: these are just my personal observations. I am by no means a professional astrologer, and i don't want you coming for me because you disagree with me on the meaning of something. If you want to correct me, feel free, but i will not tolerate any hate or disrespect (which means you will get blocked).

‼️Trigger warning: mentions of bad relationship experiences, bullying and mental health struggles ‼️

Sooo let's go!

Jupiter in the 8th house conjunct neptune in 7th house: Altough of course this can show different in every persons life, for me in the year i had this placement i didn't meat my rich husband who was my wonderful soulmate. Instead i only dated one guy who in the beginning seemed very great but turned out to just be using me for intercourse In general the guys i've met who were interested in me seemed quite stable and good people, but turned out to actualy be known by close ones as f-boys. So if you have this placement in your solar return chart, please beware. It might look better than it is, as neptune is also about illusions and in the 7th house of relationships, this can mean you might not see who the person truly is, and with jupiter ok the 8th house, it could be because they might be using you for sexual endevours, or you might be more into sexual endavours than usual and thus might yourself give another person the illusion you might be into more to get access in that way (which: please don't do that. there is people out there who are willing to give you that without you having to betray them. it's not fair to someone who is trying to actually build a relationship).

Neptune conjunct the Descendant with Chiron in the 7th house: Adding to the last observation: the year i started dating my first boyfriend who was very toxic and completely used and betrayed me was the year i had neptune, the planet of illusion in a very hard conjunction to my descendant. Also, like chiron (the wound we cannot heal but which can heal others) would indicate sent me into quite a mental health crisis, which i didn't even realize until about 2 years later. it really messed with me, so please be careful if you have this placement. i still learned a lot about relationships, and i feel like i now would never again get into a relationship without being 100 percent certain about the persons intentions and so on.

Saturn, Pluto and Uranus in the 4th house: Whilst Pluto and (especially) Uranus can totally mean you moving because they are very much about change, i wouldn't say the same about saturn in the 4th house. Saturn is usually more about restrictions and difficulties because of that. Of course there could be difficulties with your landlord for example, which might cause you to move, but otherwise, i think saturn here is more about not being able to move freely in your home or you feeling bound to your home for some reason. This can of course vary in interpretation depending on other aspects and planets, it could also be about problems with you family. It very much depends.

North node conjunct uranus in any house: Whatever house this placement is in, you might experience some significant change in the area or might learn something about this area of your life which will change it significantly. For example, a friend of mine had this in his 7th house and during that year, after a lots of years of being in an polyamorous relationship, they went back to a monogamous relationship because some things had appendd which made them realize for them to keep on having a healthy relationship, a monogamous relationship might be better. I also had this placement in my ninth house and during this year some things happened which significantly altered the way i handle my studies in college.

Stellium in 12th house (with sun and moon): You might be going through a phase where you are in more solitute and a lot of things you didn't know about will come to light. I am currently experiencing this, and i could totally feel the shift. I feel it kind of was like my last solar reutrn year i had so many experiences with traveling and meeting new people, that i kind of feel like an "experience fatigue". it felt like i was making so many new experiences, and focused on making more and so on, that i forgot to put meaning and intention behind those. So now i just want to slow down and still make experiences, but also focus on my inner world, on learning new things about myself and also work on some mental health stuff. also, i feel like there has been a lot going on behind the scenes on how people view or say about me which i don't or didn't know about, like for example one year a go, a comment i made on youtube got about 6000 likes and people were bashing me so hard in the comments and i didn't even notice until now 😭 idk, i hope whatever is going to be revealed isn't too harsh (the comments were bad but honestly, i didn't mind. it's not the first time i've gotten hate on social media lol). the 12th house is generally not considered to be very positive, but for now i feel like it is mostly about me time and discovering new things about myself.

Sun square pluto: I read something on the tumblr page "lavishlyleo" about this placement being a very difficult placement which can last for a looong time, and i looked it up: i've had this placement since i was about 14 years old. now, i've had quite a rough childhood, but me having to deal with that and having to process it and simultaniously starting to experience more bullying and so on started about this time. i think beforehand i knew my life wasn't the greatest, but i could still move through it and be very happy and content because i had a great friend group and a lot of other good stuff going on. the fact of me having to realized how the things i have gone through were so fucked up and how they messed with me was soo much harder tbh. but now this placement has been easing up a bit and will go away in about two years and i have honestly been doing so much better that the years beforhand, especially when it comes to my social life! i am so excited on seeing how life will be as soon ad this placement finally goes away.

Chiron or lilith in the 11th house: As these two are more harsh and about experiencing some bad stuff to also learn and develope, having this in the 11th house may not be a good sing of you keeping your friend group because and maybe losing those. Or in general just having bad experiences with groups of people.

I will leave you with this now. As the year progresses, i will see how certain placements play out in my and other peoples life, so i can give you some more observations i made. But i hope you enjoyed this!

Sending out love and please keep safe! Until next time byebye 🩵

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harmoonix · 1 year

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Angelic Placements & Sensitive placements in the birth chart 🤍♾️

Fly with me

Like a rainbow butterfly

Kiss me and I will sing

The angels lullaby

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🤍 Cancer Moon/Moon in the 4th house/Moon at Cancer Degrees(4°,16°,28°): These people are having a very sweet, calm, and peaceful energy to be around, they can love you and get attached to you very fast and they want to make everyone happy 🤍 such nice souls

🤍 Cancer Venus/Venus in the 4th house/Venus at Cancer Degrees (4°,16°,28°). These people love in a very deep way, in relationships they can be give the "mommy energy" due to their mother issues these people like to take care of their partners and friends very much they are very needy and they can get attached 🫂 please don't hurt such souls they just want to make you happy

🤍 Libra Moon/Moon in the 7th house/Moon at Libra Degrees (7°,19°): These people are in love with love + love. Especially Libra Moons want feel love at a very deep level and a very deep soul bounding. These Natives can crave for love and for attention a lot, they can become needy and be careful because obsession is close to these natives. They tend to focus on love and relationships so much that they can lost themselves to love you 🫂🤍 if you don't realise how special are these people, i don't think you experienced a deep love.

🤍Venus in Libra/Venus in the 7th house/Venus at Libra Degrees: (7°,19°): These natives tend to focus on their lovers and crushes soooo much, these people can get crazy in love and even to be the definition of "Addicted to you". If Venus is Retrogade you need to focus on love yourself too, because you tend to give others too much love and not that much to you 🫂🤍. Make sure to give you the same amount of love you give others

🤍Moon in Pisces/Moon at Pisces Degrees, (12°,24°) /Moon in the 12th house these people connect to your soul and they are able to love you til moon and back. They can feel very overwhelmed and anxious most times and they need a lot of hugs and affection from you because they are very cute and lovely souls 🫂🤍🤍

🤍 Pisces Venus/Venus in the 12th house/Venus at Pisces Degrees (12°,24°). These people are very artistic and charismatic, they have a really big heart and a very very kind soul, they can love very deeply and the same as Libra Placements they can become addicted to you (12th house is the house of addictions too🫶🏻🫂). They need another kind soul beside them who they can share a lot of good memories and experiences

🤍 Scorpio Venus/Venus in the 8th house/Venus at Scorpio Degrees (8°,20°) . Most people with Venus in these, have not the best luck in love relationships, they can find people they love but at the end they are getting hurt..Is hard for them to love because they can have jealousy and posesive issues but what people don't know is that their love is very intense and very deep and most times all they wanted was someone to love them how they are, they can blame themselves for hurting others but these natives never think that they also hurt themselves ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

🤍 Scorpio Moon/Moon in the 8th house/ Moon at Scorpio Degrees (8°,20°) these natives have a very strong intuition and feelings towards everything in their lives, is hard for them to feel love sometimes because they tend to have a cold heart, i imagine these natives as the good angels who once believed in true love but they have been hurt and their love transformed in a cold feeling. They are very lovely people once you know them and their heart ❤️‍🩹

🤍 Heavy Water Placements/ Water Stelliums or (Sun/Moon) in water houses (4th,8th,12th) can make someone very sensitive 💞🫂

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If you have the following aspects you literally have a very angelic and enchanting energy, a full vibe of love and calm, a very peaceful soul to be around:

- Neptune in the 1st/7th/8th/10th/12th houses (Very very very enchanting personalities and auras)

- Neptune - Ascendant aspects/Ascendant at Neptune Degrees (12°,24°), these people are very kind souls and very peaceful, they can also be very sensbile to every energy they are around 🫂🤍

- Neptune - Moon aspects, these people are very sensitive, they always been like that and they always had an very angelic aura around them, the White aura might be their best choice. They are simply some very sensbile souls touched by angels wings. 🤍🤍🤍🤍 They definitely have Mermaid vibes 🧜‍♀️

- Moon in the 1st/4th/8th/11th/12th houses

- Moon aspecting the ascendant

- Moon Dominant/Moon Prominent in the birth chart

- Neptune Dominant/Neptune Prominent in the birth chart

- Venus aspecting the ascendant

- Neptune in the 11th house is a very friendly and lovely placement 🥺🫂

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Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

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🤍 If you have the next aspects, these aspects can mean you can be very sensibile soul/kind of person 🤍🥺

- 🤍Chiron - Moon harsh aspects

- 🤍Chiron - Ascendant harsh Aspects

- 🤍Venus - Neptune aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍Moon - Saturn harsh aspects

- 🤍Pluto - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍Saturn - Ascendant harsh aspects

- 🤍 Chiron in the 1st/4th/8th/12th houses

- 🤍Pluto in the 4th house/Saturn in the 4th house

- 🤍Venus - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍 Ascendant - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

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🤍4th, 8th and 12th house heavy placements/stelliums can get very sensitive and very fast, due to their traumas or their moody personality these people deserve a big hug (⁠⊃⁠｡⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)⁠⊃

🤍 Saturn in Cancer people can struggle with their feelings and is hard for them to let things go, is hard for them to get over something who was very important for them. They can heal their wounds but with the time. That's why they can get very sensitive to the energies around them, although Saturn doesn't really feel the best in Cancer is helping them to learn that is okay to release your emotions and is okay to be sensitive 🤍🥺

Saturn in the 8th house people might feel very detached sometimes of their feelings and they can be extremely moody because they had to deal with a lot of things in their lives, they can get sensbile very much because most of these people can have a very hurt inner child 🫂🥺🤍 they are really great and awesome people if you get to know them deep and better ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Pluto in the 4th house might have family issues and maybe family trauma and they can get very sensitive about family related topics, they have a really big heart and a very warm energy and these souls can get very emotive which can be something ancestral, their families can also be very sensitive and very warm and lovely people,especially their mother 🥺❤️‍🩹🫂

Juno in Water Signs or at water degrees (12°,24°) being very romantic, looking for emotionally compatibile partners, having a very beautiful sense of art and music, their spouse and partners might have a very romantic, sexual, sensual, attractivenes energy. Also their partners can be very attached to these people and together they can make an emotional bound [Asteroid Code: 3]

Water and Earth Risings, because these elements repsent the feminine energy. It can feel that natives with Earth or Water Rising signs can be more softer and sensibile than other people, they can feel the emotions intense

Having Taurus/Libra IC (4th house) having Venus rulling your 4th house can mean you always give all your love no matter in friendships/relationship whatever you have, you always gave your love, sometimes unconditional to people, it can be hard sometimes because you're not always receiving the same amount of love back, and that hurts because you can't always feel the same person you love loves you back ❤️‍🩹 big hug for you Venus IC people

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Want to be alive with me

Like a rainbow butterfly

Believe and you will see

All the colors in the sky

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~♡Harmoonix♡

This was one of the most longest posts i did hope you will like it 🤍 i have some aspects from this list so i can assure you everything i write it true based on feelings 🤍. Applying to all categories (sidereal, vedic. tropical)

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recurring themes in our lives - Pluto and Chiron placements

Persephone and Hades

when I think of recurring issues in our lives, I think of placements of Chiron and Pluto by the very nature and effects they both have on us.

Chiron is the wound that takes time to heal and which, more than that, is the wound that hurts but that the native can't even understand and be aware of. Chiron relates to feelings that bad cycles will repeat.

Pluto represents our greatest fears, where we may want to control things (exactly because of the fears) and also where we project ourselves. Pluto hints at the area in which we need to undergo a profound transformation in order to be more evolved and even to stop certain suffering in our lives.

therefore, I decided to bring a post about the recurring themes that Chiron and Pluto touch for those who want to go through this process of consciousness.

Chiron in the 1st house: wound related to own identity, not being able to perceive who you are. feeling incapable of initiating things and being the protagonist of the search for their identity.

Pluto in the 1st house: fear of imposing yourself or fear of being dominated, which can manifest in a few different ways, but the center of it is the intensity and at the same time the lack of control involving your self-image.

Chiron in the 2nd house: wound related to the feeling of comfort, security, the right to relax, to enjoy the pleasures of life. not feel stable and able to acquire security in life situations. living with the feeling of inner insecurity.

Pluto in 2nd house: fear of existing without your material possessions, fear of not having security, interruptions in life regarding comfort and stability, fear of things involving the 2nd house, which can lead to destructive behavior.

Chiron in the 3rd house: wound in relation to communication, free expression, the mind can be quite guided by the idea of incapacity, the feeling that others don't really listen to you, not feel ready for socializations.

Pluto in the 3rd house: fear of everything that involves expressions of what is on your mind. need to guard your thoughts because deep down you may feel that you are not so capable of expressing yourself, that you are not so intelligent.

Chiron in the 4th house: wound about family, feeling that the world or the place you are currently in is not a home for you. the lack of an emotional home, which hurts inside.

Pluto in the 4th house: fear of having your weaknesses and emotional issues exposed, fear of not having a comfortable family and home, which can lead to controlling behaviors.

Chiron in the 5th house: wound related to self-expression and ego. feeling that you are not good, you are not capable and that you will not be seen by others. wound related to the value that people (don't) give you.

Pluto in the 5th house: fear of not being appreciated; fear of no one knowing you. fear of not being loved, not receiving doses of love here and there. fear about the value of the things you do. fear of not being accepted by people.

Chiron in the 6th house: wound in regards to your sense of usefulness to others. wound that can even manifest on physical levels. feeling that you are here to give too much but receive too little. mental time and routine are problems that bring you soul-related wounds.

Pluto in the 6th house: fear of not being useful. fear of not having control of things on earthly levels, feeling that when one thing is out of your control, everything is out of your control. fear of being criticized.

Chiron in the 7th house: wounded with love and the idea of love, either by concrete experiences or by things that the native thinks. that is, there are ideas and fears that were never confirmed - but that native fears that they will one day. wound related to partnerships in general, the idea that people aren't deep enough for a relationship, the "failures" in relationships that cut deep into that individual's soul. wounded in relation to what every individual wants most: to be loved.

Pluto in the 7th house: fear of being alone. fear of not being good enough for others. fear of betrayal. feeling that you are not a good boyfriend or a good girlfriend, a good husband or a good wife. feeling that there will always be someone better. fear of partnerships, but a deep desire to relate.

Chiron in the 8th house: wound in relation to trust. hurt related to manipulation. native sees someone being manipulated a lot. wounded in relation to opening up, the idea of surrender on all levels haunts the individual, paralyzes him/her and makes him/her do several observations before allowing someone into his/her life. despite the difficulty in opening up - even on sexual levels, the apex of human intimacy -, the native can have difficulty discerning what is and what is not manipulation, and at the same time can not know how to close doors at the right times, closing him/herself wrong way.

Pluto in the 8th house: fear of being controlled. fear of being exposed to others. fear of having your privacy in front of others. feeling that all things are deeper than you see, fear of trusting others. fear of surrendering and opening the doors of your vulnerability.

Chiron in the 9th house: wounded about not being intelligent enough and capable of understanding profound things. feeling that things will never work out. a negative preconception of life. beliefs and philosophies of life can be seen in a fatalistic and/or pre-deterministic way. feeling of being lost and without a spiritual guide in this life.

Pluto in the 9th house: fear of not belonging to the world on spiritual levels. fear of expressing the deepest knowledge you have, whether for fear of criticism or exposure. fear of delving into dense knowledge all at once. denial of this, which can lead to the exact opposite of what the native wants to avoid, she/he can become obsessed with some point of a belief or the like because of his fear of not belonging spiritually.

Chiron in the 10th house: wound in relation to reputation, prestige and social recognition. the individual may feel that he/she was "born to be a failure" and that he/she can't get out of a situation to go to a better one. the negative view the natives hav of themselves may be intrinsically linked to how they think society views them or what they believe society expects of them. moreover, at the deepest level there may be a feeling that the goals pursued by people on a social level - career, material goods - are not capable of bringing satisfaction to the native. the native may also have difficulty finding him/herself on social levels - such as in the sense of career and vocation for life.

Pluto in the 10th house: fear of others seeing your inner weaknesses. fear of being publicly exposed. fear of not reaching your goals. fear of being a person out of control of things (or out of control of people). fear of not reaching a pleasant and stable social level. fear of lack of stability.

Chiron in the 11th house: wound in relation to social groups. not feel good enough to join groups. wounded in relation to groups that deny or do not perceive its presence. problems with friendships. feeling that you can't trust others. friendships that are important to you but that hurt too much.

Pluto in the 11th house: fear of not being in any group. problems involving identifications and ideologies. fear of getting involved in group activities. fear of being controlled by others. intense desire to do everything alone, denying their social needs, and at the same time fearing being alone. disharmony in relation to group integration.

Chiron in the 12th house: wound related to being quite deep but not being able to express it. wounded over deeper emotional and psychological issues that can't be expressed for some reason - fears, insecurities and desires are denied by you or by others around you. feeling that there is always something wrong around you, but not being able to deal with it. inner spirituality and life that bring some kind of discomfort to you.

Pluto in the 12th house: fear of knowing your depth. fear of your emotions and insecurities controlling you. fear of getting lost in the world and having nothing to lean on. feeling that your emotional life is so intense that few will understand, so you need to hide your inner life from everyone. fear of letting people get to know you for real. fear of what is deep and unconscious and at the same time a great attraction to it.

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astroismypassion · 1 year

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Are there any placements in houses/placements in natal or transit charts like planets/Lilith that show obsession or stalking or toxic behavior?

I feel like these are all such different things haha.

I guess stalking could be if you're Mars in the 12th house (but majority of it can not only happen in real life, but online since 12th house is also distant media, the internet). It can be prominent in Mars in the other's 12th house in a synastry chart as well.

People can also obsess over or behave in an unhealthy manner towards Lilith in the 1st house and Scorpio Lilith individual.

But also I would say obsession and toxic behaviour can be experienced (but later also performed) by Scorpio Chiron or Chiron in the 8th house person.

Also you might have odd experience with Pluto transiting your 2nd house or Venus Pluto aspect. People that you end up attracting are not just self-absorbed and self-serving, but also very odd and strange. Especially during this transit I wouldn't suggest making any serious long-term, committed partnership plans. Because the person might just turn out as odd and just pure strange.

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zeldasnotes · 2 years

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NATAL PLACEMENTS THAT MAKES PEOPLE ADDICTED TO YOU

Reiki 5239 conjunct personal planets: You give off a healing energy. You have a strong psychic ability(probably subconsciously) of knowing what others need and want and you give it to them without even thinking about it. You might find yourself being more giving to people who you can sense have issues with money, or a little calmer around sensitive people. The planet you have conjunct Reiki shows what you sense in others. For example Mars you easily notice when someone have been abused and what someone needs physically.

Venus conjunct Chiron: You have very high empathy to the point of feeling what others are feeling. This is the epitome of putting yourself in other peoples shoes. You understand everyone no matter how many bad things they have done. You give off a healing beautiful energy.

Neptune conjunct Ascendant/Moon: People think that you will save them from whatever life is doing to them. People melt when they look into your eyes. People think you are an angel that has been sent only for them. The sad part is that most times you are not even aware of this effect and you cant help these people which ends with them becoming mad at you for ”fooling” them. People cross your boundaries all the time by standing to close to you, touching you, talking with you about innapropriate things.

Venus 8th house: People transform when they meet you. They become better after everyday of being with you and when they start sensing this they want more and more of you. People feel like there is something with you that has to be experienced and that is why some people are so hell bent on talking to you, getting your attention and most of all sleeping with you. Dont let everyone be a part of your life and dont share that energy with anyone.

Ceres aspecting personal planets: You give off an aura of nurture and unconditional love. Especially people who have issues with their own parents will be drawn to you. Your physical features are also very soft and you have an angelic vibe to you. People think that you are that special one who will understand them.

Lilith in the 2nd house: This is more about people being addicted to touching you or having you touch them. You have a strong sensuality about you. Your hands are magic, you would be a powerful masseause. The way you talk and your voice is soothing.

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divine-mystic-princess · 1 year

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Astrology Observations on Myself pt.4

🌙 Lilith in the 5th house: When I was little I had a lot of sexual encounters with friends. Boy, girl, didn't matter and I had NO awareness of sexual orientation back then-- they just were attracted to me and wanted to explore "taboo" things

♉ Taurus ruling over the 5th house: Whenever I make plans with my friends, the to-do list is literally to eat and spend time in nature playing with flowers LOL

♈ 4th House Ruled by Aries: No one can tell me how to decorate my house, where to live, or what to do in general LOL it's all MY decisions and I go after what I want when I want BUT with Libra MC there's hellah people pleasing tendencies so it's a challenge.

♋ Mars in Cancer: Crying is as easy as breathing. Honestly, I've come to terms with this placement and see it as a gift now, especially as a woman. I don't make a move until my intuition and emotions have guided me to do so ~ it works out a lot better than forcing myself to do something.

♂️ Mars in 7th house: Aggressive sex and slapping, biting, and wrestling is definitely a thing with lovers. Also being first to initiate sex or romantic connections is a theme even as a feminine woman.

Sun conjunct Chiron: pray for us 🫠

Sun and Chiron opposing Saturn: pray harder 😭

♌ Leo ruling the 8th house: something about the magnetism here really triggers people's insecurities. Seeing people's darkness easily with solar leo energy lighting up the house of darkness. NOTHING IS HIDDEN FROM US-- including our own insecurities to shine and be seen* 👀

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aspects/placements i love (and hate!) in my chart pt. 1

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hey y’all! i felt like going through some of my personal aspects/placements and describing the “positive” and “negative” ways they’ve manifested in my life, so here we are. this ended up being longer than i thought it would, so i'll end up doing a part two since i really enjoyed making this!

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venus conj. neptune in aquarius (1°03’) in the 1H

this is one of my favorite placements. i feel like this + my pisces sun can make me appear to others as “ethereal” at times, but if i’m keeping it a buck, it also makes me extremely evasive. i have a good amount of aquarius influence in my chart as well, so all of this combined definitely makes me feel like i have to put in effort to not come off as too impersonal, especially towards my loved ones.

having neptune in my 1H also makes me feel like people perceive me to be someone that i’m not. like even my close friends and family, i don’t feel like anyone actually understands who i am, and i don’t think i’ve ever had a relationship (platonic, romantic, or familial) where i felt like i was seen for who i actually am, or where i was able to connect to somebody on a deeper, spiritual level. i can also over-romanticize people and situations at times, but i’ve grown out of this habit… for the most part.

i’ve always been an extremely creative/artistic person. i’ve been drawing, painting, writing, and singing since i was a kid, and i even sell my artwork now as an adult. i’m extremely imaginative, but i do have to be careful to not get too in my head and forget to participate in reality, if that makes sense. i’ve also had issues with dissociation and memory loss throughout my life. i feel like my lived experience has more to do with that, but i can see how the Neptunian influence in my chart could play a role in it as well.

venus opposite north node in the 7H (1°40’)

there are some placements that convince me that the universe was tryna be funny when it made my birth chart. this is one of them. i have so many things in my chart that can make it challenging at times to form meaningful, trustful relationships with other people, and it’s interesting to me the fact that my spiritual growth is something that’s supposed to be found… through my relationships with other people. i try not to victimize myself too much and look at things from an objective lens, but i would be lying if i said it didn’t feel like people find it convenient to have me in their lives only when i allow them to view me in a way that makes them feel the most comfortable.

like i mentioned, i can be very avoidant, it’s something i’m working on. but i know that it’s possible for me to have fulfilling connections with other people, and obviously with this placement it’s something i need to work through my aversion to, seeing as my self-development and spiritual growth is something that’s extremely important to me and deep down i do want to want to experience having meaningful, healthy relationships.

sun sextile lilith (within 3.0°) in the 11H / chiron in the 11H

let me tell you, most of the people i’ve been friends with over the years, regardless of gender, hypersexualize the fuck out of me. especially the men i’ve been friends with, majority of them had feelings for me that i never reciprocated. i was actually friends with a girl in high school who’s moon fell in my 8H, and in hindsight she had a very unhinged, borderline obsession with me. she would speak to me, and get mad at me, as if we were in a relationship together, and did not understand any type of boundaries that you’re supposed to have with someone you’re friends with. i don’t hold it against her now as an adult, but we definitely don’t speak to each other anymore.

i’ve also encountered issues in regards to the relationships i've with women, mainly when i was younger though, the women i’m acquainted with now i have healthy, normal friendships with (thank god). but i’ve had friendships with girls where they secretly didn’t like me, they were secretly attracted to me, or both. and i don't mean this in a weird, misogynistic, "pick me i'm different!" type of way at all, this is just a pattern i picked up on with some of the women i've met throughout my life.

in regards to having chiron in my 11H, my sore spot is most definitely my friendships. on top of feeling misunderstood and objectified in the friendships i’ve had, i’ve also experienced trauma at the hands of people i thought were my friends. and i always do my best to exercise being mindful and self-aware, and i’m definitely not on some “i’ve always been the perfect friend and people hurt me regardless, boo-hoo, woe-is-me” type shit, because i’ve definitely hurt people in my lifetime. but in terms of how these placements have manifested, i’ve always encountered difficulty in connecting to others, and i’m just now getting to a point where i feel comfortable enough to even attempt to try making new friends again.

and this is what i mean when i say: astrology is a tool that you can use for shit that is more important than your appearance and future partner! it wasn’t until my 12H profection year when i started studying traditional astrology and learned how to read charts, that i actually began to understand myself on a deeper level and gained the confidence to end friendships that no longer served me and made new ones that actually do.

chiron in my 11H also makes me feel inclined to take on a “therapist” role in my friendships, something that can be good or bad depending on whether the boundaries are there or not. i tend to attract people who like to trauma dump on me (that’s my moon in the 8H influence too), and i have to actively put boundaries in place and make sure people around me understand that i have to be in the right mindset to hold space for them. there aren’t a lot of pisces sun stereotypes that i can relate to, but being an emotional sponge is definitely one that i can. unfortunately.

moon and ceres in virgo in the 8H

LMAOOO this one might be a little heavy. i apologize in advance. feel free to skip this one if you don’t want to hear about parental/maternal loss or my mommy issues <3

my relationship with my mom is without a doubt where a lot of my emotional avoidance comes from. that plus my moon being in the 8H makes me very guarded when it comes to emotional vulnerability, even with the people i’m closest to. without telling a bunch of strangers on the internet too much of my business, here are the sparknotes:

my home life growing up (and to this day lowkey) never felt stable

it never felt like i could feel my emotions without them “consuming” me, this was mainly an issue in my youth, i was around 12-years-old when i started going to therapy and taking antidepressants

my mom battled a chronic disease her entire life and passed away when i was a teenager

i’ve always craved to have deep, spiritual connections with people, and ever since i was a kid i’ve been extremely intuitive and had the ability to read a room and everyone in it without anyone having to speak, but i typically attract people who are either emotionally unavailable, or emotionally unstable in some way, probably because i come off as “closed off” on the surface.

in terms of my relationship with my mom, i love her but i could never be vulnerable with her about a damn thing, like i never really felt “heard” by her. she was a taurus sun, scorpio moon, with an aries stellium, as soon as she had her mind made up about something it didn’t really matter how i felt (pluto also falls in my 10H, and i definitely viewed her as an “authority figure” more than a mother at times). y’all remember this scene from lady bird where her mom tells her she wants her to “be the best version of herself she can be” and she asks “what if this is the best version?” - it was very much so that.

and i don’t want to give the impression that my mom didn’t love me because she definitely did. i think it was just a matter of what a lot of us eventually come to understand about our parents; that they’re products of the environments and the people they were raised by. and in my mom’s case, she did her best with the cards she was dealt and showed up the best way she could. it doesn’t make my feelings any less important, but it helps to maintain the balance between recognizing her humanity, and also validating my own frustration and trauma regarding our relationship.

venus conjunct ascendant in aquarius (2°40’)

i didn't wanna end this post on a depressing ass note so i'm adding this last aspect lmfao. honestly i struggle with some of the venusian energy in my chart because i honestly never really felt "pretty" growing up. it might be neptune in my 1H that effects my self image, because it wasn't until my 20s that i actually started to genuinely recognize my beauty. i feel like growing up i only viewed my beauty through the lens of the "male gaze" (it didn't help that i felt objectified from the boys around me), or through the lens of euro-centric/white beauty standards, and in adulthood i'm finally approaching the way that i view myself from my perspective.

i do notice that i attract people very easily, both in a friendly and romantic way. i know this aspect has to do a lot with love and romance, but honestly, i'm not too concerned about being in a relationship at this point in my life (with the way the economy is set up i think we all got bigger fish to fry rn but that's neither here nor there-), but like i mentioned i've always been an artist at heart and the art that i create plays a really big role in my identity. i've always found it easier to express myself through my paintings or my writing rather than my words.

aesthetics and comfortability are pretty big for me too, more so now in my 20s. this aspect has a lot to do with sociability and being inclined to uplift and help others, and i can relate to the latter but when it comes to other aspects in my chart i do struggle with being "outgoing" and coming across friendly, but we'll get to that in part two.

as always, if y'all have any of the aspects/placements mentioned in this post let me know how they manifest in your life and personality, and if you have any insight or questions in general feel free to reach out!

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