#I hope you hurt less

[morinover]

I wish people would recognize better the difference between abusive relationships and toxic ones. I don’t know how much difference it makes, in practice, but maybe knowing they’ve hurt the other person just as deeply and that person is also still carrying that hurt years later, would make people feel less helpless, when that’s the case.

#vagueblogging #no one on this website #it's not you #but if you feel you can benefit from this perspective go ahead #I hope you hurt less #you deserve to heal #you deserve to acknowledge your agency and how you affect others #you deserve to feel your power #and use it for good #brought to you by two people who each wanted me to recognize the other was abusive towards them #but my judgement says neither was abusive #both were toxic #we're too old for this shit you guys

[egophiliac]

What do you think of Rook's savanaclaw card? <333

I didn't get him (and I need to save my keys for Silver's birthday, sob) so I looked up his groovy, and I'm not over how incredibly dramatic and epic and cool it looks in direct contrast to the absolutely ridiculous context. just look at that dynamic action and his majestic sparkling tears and keep in mind that this is pretty much right after a bunch of characters have been dance battling for his soul.

and then even the actual moment of the groovy is just like

this is NOT a negative in the slightest, I love it all, this truly was an incredible update in so many ways

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 8 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 8 spoilers #to be fair it's not COMPLETELY wacky there is actual drama going on #but that's inbetween rook's dream-vil and neige being totally hilarious at each other #'i shan't let you hurt this beautiful child!' 'vil no! if they were to harm your beauty i would be crushed by sorrow!' <- actual dialogue #also neige seeing vil as a mother figure. it's WONDERFUL and i hope real-vil never finds out because this would kill him #just like he killed neige multiple times in his own dream! :) #there was so much wild stuff in this update and not in the least was that the second time vil realized he was in a dream #his reaction was to KILL EVERYONE and cackle maniacally about it #god forbid a queen do anything i guess #anyway i also love the contrast between what i assumed savanarook would be like and what he was actually like #'he looks so wild...what kind of dangerous dream will this mighty hunter have...' #oh no he's actually just an adorable movie geek who is SO EXCITED to share his hyperfixation with us #somehow less intimidating than regular rook #and yet still a delightful little freak. his BEDROOM #the background artist went SO ham on it. truly the magnum opus of twst backgrounds #there are a bunch of little details it is SO worth zooming in on #(including a tiny little picture of che'nya! which...actually i think that implies rook may have stolen an rsa yearbook or something) #(that's our rook! /sitcom laugh track)

[canisalbus]

i’ve been in a lot of undiagnosed pain recently and struggling with medical care for it, but your art and bits of lore have been giving me a wonderful distraction. you have my gratitude and appreciation!

I'm sorry to hear you've been in pain and not getting the proper treatment for it, that's awful. But I'm glad my art and ramblings have been able to take your mind away from it. I hope things work out for you soon!

#I can relate years ago I got spontaneous nerve pain on my right leg/hip it hurt so bad I could barely sit up/stand/walk for months #it lasted for over two years and no one seemed to be able to figure out what was causing it or treat it effectively #I messed up my stomach lining with painkillers as a side effect #hopefully whatever is ailing you gets resolved quicker and with less hassle #answered #crow-ho #it was pretty unbearable I remember starting to genuinely hope that they would amputate the whole thing (?) #if it meant it would stop it from aching every second #sorry I don't mean to make this about myself I just suddenly remembered that time really vividly and how much it sucked

[pahtoosh]

doctor daddy

[image ID: a behind the scenes photo of Sebastian Stan as Lee Bodecker from The Devil All The Time. He is standing with his hands in his pockets and looking off into the distance. /.end ID]

masterlist

18+

wc: ~980 words

warnings: Lee wants to beat someone up(no one in particular, he’s just frustrated), reader is in physical pain, mentions of painkillers, written on my phone, sappy and needy reader as usual. Lee carries reader.

a/n: this picture makes me giggle, I wonder what he’s thinking about.

pairing: lee bodecker x gn!little!reader

summary: Lee’s baby is hurting

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Pain and suffering: that’s all you knew. The sun never seemed so dull and the nights never seemed so cold. You wondered if you’d survive the ne-

“Baby?”

Oh! Daddy’s home!

Lee quickly toed off his shoes and met you at the couch, setting down his paper grocery bag along the way. You looked adorable swaddled up in a blanket with your stuffed bunny, but Lee’s heart couldn’t help but ache for you.

You’d been stuck on the couch all day. Standing or even sitting up required too much energy, not to mention that shifting positions could mean upsetting your body further.

Earlier today Lee wanted to call in sick and tend to you, but you assured him that you would be okay as he went on with his shift at the station. He lovingly carried you to the couch where he’d set up everything you could’ve possibly needed while he was gone. Blankets, painkillers, snacks, water, books, and the TV remote were all within reach. Your daddy left you with a kiss on the forehead and strict instructions to rest up, drink water, eat a snack, and call him if you needed help.

You obliged with a yes, daddy and made it through the next seven hours still in pain, bored, and missing your daddy. You were so happy when he came home, but your state meant you had to wait for him to come to you instead of running to meet him at the door as usual. Luckily, Lee wasted no time getting to your side. He’d missed you just as much as you’d missed him.

He held your smaller hand in his and gave you three gentle kisses on your forehead, the tip of your nose, and your puffed out lip. Lee normally loved your pouty face but knowing that this one was caused by your state of pain rather than an adorable neediness made it less enjoyable. He almost wished there was a single person responsible for your pain so he could take it out on them, but he knew all he could do now was be here for you.

“How ya feelin’ sweetie?”

“Hurts, Daddy.”

Lee muttered a curse under his breath and gently massaged the hand he was holding. “My poor baby. ‘ wish there was somethin’ I could do to help. I could beat up someone right now, makes me so mad seein’ my baby hurt like this.”

You shook your head and pulled his hand closer. “Just need Daddy.”

Lee smiled for the first time that day. “And you’ll get him, sweetheart. Just let me help ya out a little first, yeah? I stopped by the store and got somethin’.”

You raised your eyebrows in curiosity. Lee normally just bought the essentials, and you technically had everything you could need to recover at home already. He tucked your arm back under the blanket and began pulling stuff out of the bag.

“I gotcha a different kinda pain medicine, this one’s a cream. There’s a new thermometer, in case the old one wasn’ workin’ right and my baby really is sick. This here’s a new pair of socks to keep yer feet warm and protected. And this is a lollipop for being my good ‘n brave little baby.”

You admired your new socks and treat with a soft thank you daddy and let Lee fuss over you with his new supplies. He cleaned the new thermometer and let out a sigh of relief when it confirmed that you were at a safe temperature. He swapped out your old, worn-out socks with the new, softer ones. And then he carefully peeled back the blanket and your clothing to rub in the pain-relief cream.

After Lee washed his hands, he climbed in behind you on the couch, replacing the numerous pillows and blankets with his solid body. His round belly fit perfectly into the curve of your back, and his strong arms acted like a weighted blanket. He knew just how to support you to keep you comfortable and ease your pain.

In this position, he could also speak to you in a hushed tone and feel butterflies in his chest whenever you whispered back or snuggled closer to him.

You asked him about his day. He kept it brief, mostly talking about how much he missed you. He only shared the details of his work with you when you were at your big age; Lee was very diligent about preserving the safety of your little mind.

He turned the question on you, listening to you describe the episodes of Bugs Bunny you watched and what antics your stuffies got into today. He loved hearing about your inner world. Lee never got to explore his imagination too much. His responsibilities kept him tied to the real world, so he admired that you were able to keep that part of you alive while still dealing with your own issues.

The two of you fell into a comfortable silence before you were overcome with the need to tell your daddy how much you appreciate him.

“Thank you for takin’ care of me, Daddy.”

Lee kissed the back of your head. “It’s no problem, sweetheart. That’s what daddies are for. You feelin’ any better? That pain medicine doin’ its job yet?”

“Mhm.” You nodded and then turned your head to muffle your next sentence, shy about the sappy words about to leave your mouth. “Daddy’s the best medicine though.”

Lee chuckled and pulled you closer if that was possible. “Oh yeah? What makes ya say that?”

You squeezed his arms wrapped around you and wiggled against his belly, proving your point. “Daddy’s soft and cozy and strong. And Daddy gives the best cuddles.”

Lee shook his head, not believing how lucky he was to have you in his life. “Daddy loves you, baby. And I’ll never stop cuddling you.”

#i got the owies today and wrote this while in bed #i could not stand but at least daddy lee was there for me🫶 #i was going to write specifically about menstruation pain bc that’s what I’ve got rn but there’s a good bit of those fics out there already #maybe I’ll do that another day but I wanted this to be less specific so it could apply to more readers #to any of you babies are in this with me: I hope your pain eases soon #lee bodecker x little!reader #daddy!lee bodecker x little!reader #lee bodecker x gn!little!reader #gn!little!reader #sick!reader #hurt!reader #comfort #cuddles #soft!daddy!lee bodecker #oneshot #fluff #cg!lee bodecker #sfw regression #toosh writes #doctor daddy #doctor-daddy #little being carried

[toxifoxx]

truly at the end of the day its all about receiving validation

#<- was having a lot of fun drawing fat william till he stopped to think about what other people might think #<- very important that people like him just as much as i do #<- incredibly important (i love him so much and his character is so much more nuanced than the fandom ever gives him credit for #and he already gets shat on way too often by people who don't understand what they're talking about) #truly the amount of hate based around him being a murderer is insane. Brother he's not a real life murderer. he's not going to #come out of the screen and hurt you #I NEED PEOPLE TO AT LEAST LIKE HIM A LITTLE BIT *bursts into tears* #and i need validation #and getting people to simp for him and think oh hes hot 😳 is one of the easier and more entertaining ways to get nice comments #what i lack in skill and talent i can make up for in character design and suggestive subtext right? #ugh #i dunno it feels like the only way to get people to say sometjing nice about my art sometimes #don't get me wrong i adore drawing him slutty but. ougggghhhhhh #hope it doesnt sound like im implying he's less attractive if hes fat personally i think hes hot as fuck #its mostly about stupid ass conventionally attractive shit #and also that people get bullied for portraying him fat... That too #anyways #im normal again now #toxi.txt

[pookapufferfish]

Talked to friend about the problem. I feel better in some ways, but much much worse in others

I think I am on the verge of a panic attack

#rambling ray #vent #“we don't share many interests so maybe thats why i am less excited to see you” is being your friend not enough. does seeing a friend not - #excite you if they don't share your interests #sorry i am being mean #it is just. that in particular hurt a lot #gonna have a cry and juat hope that i haven't ruined a friendship because i cared about my sleep and didn't share interests

[nonsensology]

Chibi Holiday Lumpies! Lumpy primarily celebrates Christmas, but he also really appreciates the different backgrounds of his friends and neighbors, and is invited to Hanukkah and Kwanzaa parties. Lumpy really loves his community and getting to participate in so many celebrations!

#happy tree friends #htf #lumpy #htf lumpy #lumpy htf #POST 2023 EDIT I revised the Hanukkah sweater to look less like a certain flag #you can see the original version on reblogs #I hope that someday governments will stop hurting civilians

[lucyvaleheart]

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#sigh. another vent post.... #almost getting tired of making these but. I'm just.... I just don't really have much else I can do without botherin people #uh pretty big trigger warning for this one BTW #don't read on if you're low on spoons and whatnot. genuinely it's fine and I will be fine I always am #but like. yknow. when shit sucks it fucking sucks #anyway. uh. I just can't stand the idea that I might be bothering someone #so at least this way my stupid cries for help have a possibility of getting me some without making any specific #person feel obligated. yknow? maybe you see the post maybe you don't #Maybe you don't read all the way maybe you do. either way you can choose if you have the spoons to reach out #without feeling guilty either way. I hope. #.......i kind of want to fucking kill myself again #.....it used to be a much rarer thought. and I used to be much less struck by intense loneliness and longing like this #but I just feel so fucking needy. so desperate for attention and love and it hurts so much if I don't get it #and like. it's realistically nobody's fault but my own yknow... i need to ask for it more. i know that. i just suck at it #and then I can't ask. so I don't get attention. and in turn I feel neglected. secondary. like I'm not anyone's primary focus #and it just fucking hurts so much and it's just my own damn fault and I don't know how to fix it. #......i do. I need therapy I need meds or something. that's the answer here really #picked out a psychiatrist. need to call and make an appointment. but adhd and executive function and anxiety (that last one I need meds for) #mean it's very hard to both remember and then actually perform the task of calling the fucjing Dr #......believe me I'm trying.....like fuck I'm trying so hard.... and I started bawling having seen sparkles and ms robot girl reblog that #post from me about letting prev know you're proud of them. bawled when quinn called me cutie last night. bawled when #ginny said they wished they were here.... fuck me I do too I want to be the focus of someone's attention so so so so badly #fuck #...............it's redundant to say at this point a second time but. goddess above its a little scary how much I wanna kill myself #........sigh #....anyway. please do not feel obligated to respond to this in any way. do what you got the spoons for. #thank you for even reading all of this shit if you've gotten this far. i love you deeply and with all my heart. I'll be fine I promise #won't act on it no matter how strong the feeling is. just.....hurts in the meantime. but I'll be ok. I promise #................fuck. im going back to bed

[fumifooms]

shut up, straight

I dared to say "hey let’s not shit on m/f couples it alienates queer people in the community too" on my blog and didn’t even put it in any tags and here we are ✌️ You are a tar pit.

#Ask #I hope u can do some soul searching. Ik this’ll sound patronizing but I genuinely mean it #Get urself a cleansing at the depollution center maybe it’ll make you less hateful #Idk if making a martyr out of me is what u want but like I won’t shut up prommy. Just don’t harass me <3 #Love that I was right about the ace discourse #I’m gonna tag these uhh discourse for if anyone wants to block out the unfortunate asks #Discourse #Like why put hate into the world like this. Haven’t people hurt u don’t u know how it’s like. Why are you doing this to others #I’ve only ever had a gf as a woman myself and I’m on the aspec but ok sure #If u want to never hear of me again so bad just block me? Easy and free

[ostentenacity]

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#I mean I know that physical disability is the more or less inevitable result of living long enough #and of course obligatory mention that there are plenty of people who are much more disabled from a much younger age #but god. it feels so unfair. #I’m still crossing my fingers that this is a temporary thing that will pass with time and rest #but it’s been a MONTH!!!! and I still can’t walk without pain #you trip down three (3) stairs #just a random thing that could happen on any day #and then maybe that’s the last day you can run without it hurting. #again. I’m hoping it will pass and I will be back to ‘normal’ in another few weeks. #but god. god. I miss being able to just Leave My House without it being a whole big thing. #mine

[arionwind]

So there's a trend I've been seeing, well for a while, but lately it's been grating on me especially hard with regards to the Crimew No-Fly List "hack". It's that genre of post that, often angrily, but sometimes just condescendingly/disappointingly tells people that they aren't taking a topic seriously enough or focusing on the correct part of it. I wanna break down just why I am find it so upsetting, and this event is an exceptional case study for it.

Because on the surface, it's entirely understandable. This is public-facing evidence in the government's own hand of a staggering litany of human rights abuses that really does deserve more in-depth discussion than it has been getting. People are absolutely justified in feeling frustrated that more discussion hasn't spawned at all social levels about this and while it's natural to cry out asking why that isn't happening, I think there's a few points that need to be kept in consideration.

A lot of us have been, in one way or another, dealing with this for years. Part of the horror of the No-Fly list is the sheer scale of it - so many people have been and continue to be harmed by their baseless inclusion on the list that it is difficult to even conceptualize how much pain has been inflicted, and that does matter. And I promise you, every single person on that list knows how big a deal both the list itself and this latest (though not the first) leak of it is.

The people on the list know. Their families know. For those lucky and brave enough to try and fight their inclusion in court, their legal teams know. All these people know, viscerally, how wretched this list is and have been bearing up under its weight for years, only talking to the select few they trust. My partner has been open about their inclusion, but I also have professional ties to people who have worked on cases trying to get names removed. Attempting to talk about their work publicly results in harassment by law enforcement and, if kept up, inclusion on the same or similar watch lists.

The angry calls for greater discussion will certainly cross the dashboards of people who are treating this whole thing like a silly meme, but it's also going to hit those of us who have been not discussing but living this constant pressing horror for years now. Hearing people say that, because we are enjoying some levity being injected into this constant source of suffering in our lives we don't "really give half a fuck about tearing down imperialism and colonization" or that we are "laughing and not actually caring" is gut-wrenching. Especially when it comes from people who also regularly talk about the need to avoid activist burnout or for marginalized people to care for themselves.

But I get the impulse to lash out like that. I have had to write and rewrite this very post more times than I can count now to cut out angry and inflammatory phrasing on my own end. And I know that, both in personal posts in the past and in reblogs, I often still fall prey to that thinking of "this is (rightly, justifiably) upsetting so I am going to lash out at people who don't seem to care".

But in this introspective moment, I am trying to stay aware (and want to try to stay aware in the future when I am tempted) that at least some of the people reblogging and posting these things are also hurting and responding to that. And while my first impulse is to cast aspersions on the people hurting me (even in this sentence I had to stop myself from slyly giving an "example" of what I would say if I wanted to lash out and thus satisfying that spiteful desire without admitting to it), I'm also trying to keep in mind my goal here.

I am hoping that at least a few people who have made (or at least reblogged onto my dash) these furious posts - both about this and other issues - will also consider what it is they are trying to accomplish. I also (again) want to keep in mind that I and people like me who are hurt by these posts aren't the only ones impacted by the No-Fly list. That people making these angry posts can be too, and as such I don't want to say that their justified expressions of frustration and rage need to be made more palatable, because they don't.

I do need to point out, though, that I've found the best way to start a discussion of a topic on the internet is to start discussing it in an open medium where others can join in. And when I look in the notes of the inflammatory calls for discussion (or even just awareness), I mostly see people talking about the call itself.

And there's nothing wrong with being angry and wanting to vent. There's not even anything wrong with being angry and wanting to vent in a public space where others can commiserate with you and help you feel less alone. But it *is* going to be much better for everyone - yourself included - if calls for awareness focus on calling for awareness and venting frustrations focus on venting in ways that don't further compound frustrations. Because looking at the notes of all of these more furious posts on these topics, I cannot imagine the constant fighting the OPs wind up doing feels soothing.

#no fly list #also if you are seeing as a mutual and worried that I am talking about and hurt by something you posted or reblogged #I probably am but there's good news #the fact that I haven't soft or hard blocked you over it means I get it #I know where you're coming from and while I'm hoping you'll consider doing things in a way less likely to hurt me in the future #whatever pain may have already been inflicted is not so great as to outstrip the joy that your presence in my life brings me

[del0ra]

pains me to say but i think we have to start mentally preparing ourselves for topher to be making his move on joan next ep because i feel chances are slim it's gonna go any other way, and maybe it'll hurt less if we're expecting it

my only hope of real foreshadowing to topher actually having a crush on abe is the scene where the seamen sing about lgbtqia+ identities not being taught in sex ed classes, and topher is in the room. and i do not think this is real foreshadowing

#no but literally in real time while watching the seamen scene i was like. they're telling this guy 'i know what you are' jfc #clone high #listen i was not ever expecting or hoping for abetoph to be canon but i do ship them and like to have fun i enjoy them. which is unfortunat #we are free to do character analysis and aus and have our fun but also it'll hurt less if we also prepare ourselves LMAO #for the record as well i don't think him liking abe in canon would suddenly fix everything he's still an awful person

[chirpsythismorning]

🎨 🖼️ 🌈 🩹 🧍🏽💡 🔮⚡️☄️

How Can I Be Sure by The Young Rascals

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Will Won't Believe Mike Has Feelings For Him, Until Mike Unpacks EVERYTHING!

#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #will byers #will's pov #will in doubt still pining his heart out #i would expect nothing less #'how can i be sure. in a world that's constantly changing. how can i be sure. where i stand with you' #this entire song centers on this question which i think fits really well with what will's feelings about mike the night el left #bc mike has been giving so many mixed signals over the last 24 hrs #one minute he's ignoring will then he's suddenly upset bc will's ignoring him then he's lashing out at everyone then he's closed off #there's also this other layer of anxiety for will obviously that mike knows about his feelings #and i say this bc this is how the average fan interprets these scenes: ie 'will is gay and mike is awkward bc he knows how will feels' #and that's bc this could arguably be will's pov we're getting or at least his worst fears in these moments of confrontation #so will now having to grapple with the concept of mike also being hurt about will not reaching out... will: *scratches head* #if anything will thinks it's obvious mike knows how much he cares for him (as he has fears mike knows they go beyond care) #the whiplash this gay kid is experiencing rn i can't imagine #even despite maybe having hope in the past i do think will is under the assumption mike is straight as an arrow #and yet they're still best friends (or at least will hopes they are) #so where do they stand? #'whether or not we're together. together we'll see it much better. i love you. i love you forever. you know where i can be found.' #'how can i be sure? i'll be sure with you' #despite all this uncertainty. in the end will still wants to be there for mike and be a team #and how convenient will feels this way when mike feels the exact same? (in more ways than one....) #4x03 #gif

[sistermp3]

i hate hate hate when someone says they want to talk but then i dont have time rn and i can tell it's something serious cause she said she has things to say. and she avoided the question when i asked if i had done something. my anxiety is gonna eat me up all day until we can talk now...

#ive been distant and maybe talking more/hanging out w other people #but thats just cause ive been in a mindset thats fucked and i dont know sometimes you just hang out a little less for a few days thats how #friendships work #and now im thinking if ive said something #but i cant think of what it would be #and i really hope i havent done something to hurt her cause shes already had a shit year here and felt let down but loads of people #and id hate to be one of them

[clownsnake]

Lmao junghyeok left dokja out of the sixth scenario team bc he thought he was in wuv & didn’t want to have him risk his life when WUV was on the line. lol. lmao even

#Sorry if the og novel spells their names different and the webtoon versions are Wrong to everyone who read the og #this is just what I’m used to #and I’m gonna keep going w/ the webtoon bc it’s easier for me to keep reading comics than novels #I think I’ll read the og novel(s?) after the webtoon #going post #orv #anyway JUNGHYEOK SOFTIE MOMENT. LOOKING OUT FOR HIS COMPANION AND ALLY TEEHEE #dokja: you dumb fuck. as if I would ever catch feelings at a time like this. Junghyeok: oh so you’re okay to die? Dokja: dude. #you hurt my feeelings…… my FEE FEES…. #OH TWO LESS SLOTS FOR THE SCARY DANGEROUS SCENARIO? LEAVE THE KIDS OUT OF THIS. EASY. #they don’t need more trauma come on #Also I didn’t make posts while I was reading the underworld part but I need y’all to know how badly I wanted Cerberus to be petted #I hope Cerberus comes back so someone can pet him

[sieglinde-freud]

think this is the first time ever i have been disappointed to see an awakening banner

#ann cries about feh #I WAS SOOOO READY FOR BABY RAM VILLAGERS MAN #SO READY #BABY KLIFF… WHERE YOU?!???? #cuz like. sorry i love the ram kids so much. and NONE OF THEM HAVE ALTS #ok well. thats not true. valentines faye and alm and celica have a few #but 1) v!faye was SO long ago and 2) alm and celica NEVER get seasonals #they got valentines and then??? AND THEN WHAT?? #brave alts cuz they won and legends bc its mandatory for lords. ????!!?!!!!?!!! #THATS IT???!!!! #not that baby hell is the best outcome but i thought theyd be a shoe in eventually #also for an awakening baby banner i was. kinda hoping if it happened itd be like. the second gen??? #bc. theyre the babies??? #BABY LUCINA IS LITERALLY IN THE GAME #i mean i guess itd be weird to have a newborn out on her own like that #but idk i think baby lucina + a few others would be a much better idea than chrom and lissa im sorry #do we not have enough chrom alts. #+ consider if we got like. cousins duo baby lucina and owain. cMONN owain doesnt have enough alts considering hes. yk. OWAIN?! #itd be nice if emmeryn was there though. though again her being relegated to BABY BANNER is kinds insane #ugh idk. couldve had duo baby celica and faye and i think that wouldve been adorable #or not. actually high chance intsys would ruin that and turn them into only talking about alm… #instead we get to have lissa and emmeryn only talking about chrom! whoop de doo! #i think theres actually child chrom lissa emm art out there somewhere i forgot where but #thats probably why. but that doesnt make the missed opportunities hurt any less #whatever ram gang fs next year!!! #please #what if we got baby awakening tiki and its j y!tiki again lmfao