#I'm Hideous

[pichuamiibo]

#smallcrow #Don't never buy no weed from the gas station bro #If the dealer ain't in your contacts #don't ever go to the gas station bro #I went up there at 11 o'clock last night trynna get me some weed #Bro #I smoked that shit #woke up #my motherfucking eye was right here and my other eye is still right here #explain bro #I gotta go look for this bro #what the fuck did you sell me bro #Look at me bro #I'm hideous

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I wish I was better. Just... better...

If I was, I could do more and be more useful to people...

I could be better for others too and be able to give more. Instead I'm quite useless but there's nothing to gain from saying that, though I desperately need to because the thoughts are constantly stuck and I'm rarely, if ever much good for people who are important.

I often feel like I'm just not good for others on a fundamental level, I can't even take basic care or do basic things and it sucks... that's before I'm often too much or too little.

Anxiety peaking with a meeting I'll have take because of my own failure to do anything...

I'm just a rotting waste of life.

I hate being an ugly, useless, horrible monster...

#Personal #Venting #I'm Sorry #I'm Hideous #I'm Horrible #I'm Worthless #I'm Annoying #I'm Selfish #I'm Poor #I'm Tired #I'm Broken

[awlumii]

i have this weird schoolgirl crush on cyno, like it's so bad ... he makes me giddy, what is happening to me

#[ 🗣— chit chat! ] #kazuha please don't look at me #i'm hideous

[peculiary]

Universe X #7 May 10, 2001

#look at me #hideous #i am #i'm hideous #eyes

[pearlcaddy]

LOCKWOOD & CO. 1.03 Deleted Scene

#lockwood & co #lockwood and co #lockwoodandcoedit #anthony lockwood #anthonylockwoodedit #lucy carlyle #lucycarlyleedit #locklyle #locklyleedit #tvedit #tuserbea #userbelin #pearlcaddyedit #pearlcaddy l&co #500 #1k #2k #3k #i'm sorry these are so hideous i couldn't get a better quality download #suffice it to say i have nothing to add in the tags because i'm actually deceased right now

[illusioncanthurtme--art]

A GIRL GAMER???????

I'm not even close to kidding anymore; I think drawing iz stuff is helping me draw more loosely and avoid getting burned out. I had so much fun drawing Gaz!! It was wild "designing" a character after the challenge that was zim. Features wise, she takes after dib/dad, so I was basically just playing dress up with her. And you know what? She can have a little outfit variation, as a treat. (The big skull earrings are clashing and creating all sorts of tangents with her face framing hair thingies, but OH WELL!!!)

#she is supposed to be an early 20 smth like dib #I HAVE to imagine that shes a streamer #or she does those competitive gaming events #prolly both #fucking FURIOUS rivalry with iggins #I really wanna draw tak next because she is SO COOL!!!!!!!!! #I watched tak the hideous new girl again today and EUGGHHHHH I LOVE HER VOICE!!!!!!!!!!! #every time she talks I'm all 😳😳😳😳😳 #invader zim #gaz #gaz membrane #invader zim fanart #gaz fanart #iz #gaz iz #iz gaz #character art #character drawing #traditional art #sketchbook #my art

[navarice]

actually afraid for my life and mental state after the show comes out because nicola coughlan herself said that this season is incredibly romantic and sexy but if I'm breaking down walls and running up and down the street simply because polin TOUCHED HANDS???? i fear i may not survive to see the rest of the season dearest readers.

#bridgerton #polin #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #no one understands what i'm going through #no i understand colin has to beg #but hear me out #we have seen them for three seasons #we understand their full story #they actually have a running narrative #and this season will be the culmination of that #GOOD LAWRRDD #and luke and nicola have such a??? #intimate vibe??? #why are they steaming up the room they just LOOKED at each other through a MIRROR #am i crazy? #is this insane of me? #and i dont wanna hear ANYONE COMING FOR THEM i know all of yall found anthony hideous in s1 #bridgerton season 3

[tsukiyo-7]

Yes, I will stay here for awhile For I need a break A break from the pressures of life And everything that lays in the palms of life's hands

He may have hit his grow spurt but he's still Dean's baby.

#I'm practicing drawing their yourger selves #my first weecesters drawing was hideous let's face it #kids and teens are hard to draw :c #wincest #gencest #weecest #samdean #pre series #dean winchester #sam winchester #sketch #spn #supernatural #spn fanart #🐭 #the song is Gently by Slipknot btw

[the-halfling-prince]

Therapist: One headed Zippleback isn't real, it can't hurt you

One headed Zippleback:

#I'm supposed to be doing things rn but instead I'm editing a picture of a hideous Zippleback to have only one head #how to train your dragon #my posts

[chippedcupwrites]

Sandor "prettiest man in westeros" Clegane

#sandor: “i'm a DOG. i'm a hideous BEAST. who could ever look upon my face and not SHUDDER?” #also sandor: *looks like THAT* #his pretty fluffy hair 😭 #sandor clegane #the hound #game of thrones #got #rory mccann #my edits #my sets #gotedit #sandorcleganeedit

[sky-kiss]

Pinned Post: Guess I Should Make One

I mean, it's a Trash House. But I probably shouldn't have just like...a bunch of loose fic just rolling around the blog. I'm going to try and keep this updated but. I mean. You and I both know I won't.

Long Fic:

Sex, Death & the Infinite Void - Chapter 1 - Sky_kiss - Baldur's Gate (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

My ongoing fic, focused on Raphael's attempted conquest of the Hells. Things have not gone as smoothly as anticipated. He comes to the Dark Urge after death and makes a deal. Team Theater Kid does its best to navigate deals with Archdevils, start a cult, Joi's father manifesting in her life. Etc.

I Don't Think About You Anymore (But I Don't Think About You Any Less) - Chapter 1 - Sky_kiss - Baldur's Gate (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

Ok, it's not long. A two-part fic in a sad times AU, where Raphael offered a Dark Urge a place as his consort. She refuses him. They have a terrible relationship (it gets better?)

Hell In Your Eyes - Sky_kiss - Baldur's Gate (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

Raphael has a bad dream. He wants to feel in control again. So, he bangs his duchess. That's it. That's the fic. I lied. This is now a smut compilation fic.

Second Nature to Me Now - Chapter 1 - Sky_kiss - Baldur's Gate (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

This is an unholy amalgamation of Baldur's Gate and My Fair Lady. No. I will not answer any questions.

A Helping Hand - Sky_kiss - Baldur's Gate [Archive of Our Own]

Haarlep/F!Tav/Ascended Fiend Raphael have a good time.

Raphael x Tav Tumblr Asks Fics: (Under the Cut. TOO MANY)

Oh, god. Why didn't I NAME any of these. The titles get unhinged:

Angry Raphael Doing Torture

Raphael Speaking Infernal to Tav is Sexy

Tav is a Moron Who Signed a Contract Without Reading It

Bathing Raphael

Tav Accepts Raphael's Offer to Go to Hell (But in a Hot Way?)

Raphael Dancing with Tav

Tav is in Danger, Raphael Saves Her

Tav Snoops Around the Devil's Den (Raph is Right There, Idiot)

Raphael Attempts A Love Confession (Local Devil Crashes/Burns)

Softer Raphael? I Think This One Involves Cuddles

Word Prompts: Love & Worth

Raphael x Haarlep: Haarlep Teaches Raph a Lesson

Raph X Tav: Sex in Front of Mirror

Raphael Get Mugged (But Not Killed!) in his OWN HOUSE

Local Devil Publicly Shamed, Emergency Contact Still His Ex

Local Devil Exploits Idiot BFF's Propensity for Dying

Devil's Boyfriend Asks Out Devil's Idiot Crush; Is Only Sane Person

Local Devil Too Lazy to Shave Himself, But Also Sexy/Shirtless

Local Devil Partners and Terrible Drow Bitch About Parents

Reader Makes Very Bad Choices with Local Ascended Fiend

Local Devil Gets a Treat (Smut)

Local Devil Reminds You He Is Not for Cuddles (He Is)

Local Devil Sandwich Local Idiot (But Cute)

Coffee Shop AU: Friends Attempt to Help Local Idiot Date Hot Man

Coffee Shop AU 2: Friends Takes Matters Into Own Hands Due to Growing Disgust and Repulsion with Local Idiot and Hot Man

Local Devil Masquerades as Priest; Local Idiot Fooled

Local Devil and Local Idiot Just Kinda Grind on Each Other?

Local Devil and Local Idiot Throwdown in Hell

Local Idiot Tries to Rob Local Devils, Is Shocked by Repercussions

Coffee Shop AU 3: Local Idiot and Hot Man Flirt After Date

Coffee Shop AU 4: Just Some Shower Cuddles

Local Idiots Saves Local Devil's Lives: Is a Threesome Currency?

Coffee Shop AU 5: Snowday

Ascended Fiend Raphael Smut

Local Devil Is Kind of Nice for Once, Offers Bath

Local Devil is Truly Over the Local Idiot's Stupidity

Raphael Solo Sexy-Time

Reader Get Wrecked By Local Devils

Local Devil is Feeling Soft for Local Idiot

Local Idiot is so Dumb She Causes Local Devil Psychic Damage

Local Devil naps on Local Idiot

Reader is Hunted by Haarlep and Ascended Fiend Raphael

Local Devil Horrified by Own Child

Local Devil Not Dead, Gets Some Horrible Revenge via Local Idiot

Huge Devil Creatures Gives Cuddles

Local Devil Really Badly Burned (But not Dead!)

Local Devil Mistaken for Tiefling (Exhausted)

Things go Very Badly for Local Idiot

Local Devil Catches a Cold

Local Devil Introduces Local Idiot To Devil Father. It's bad

Asmodeus x Baalphegor

Local Idiot Kills Devil Crush, Consults Major Devil Hottie for Help

Local Idiot has Pissed Off Local Devil, Relationship in Shambles

Local Devil Transforms Nude

Local Devil has Beautiful Hands

Coffeehouse AU: Office Hours

Local Devils go "Fishing"

Local Idiot Helps Bloody Naked Local Devil to Take a Bath

Dadphael: His Kids are Thieves

Local Idiots Gets Absolutely Destroyed by Local Devils

Local Devils are Genuinely Awful: Bad Ending

Local Demon Seduces Local Idiot

Raphael x F!Tav: Corruption Smutlet

Raphael x F!Tav: War

CoffeShop Au Part Whatever: It's Snowy or Rainy and they Cuddle

Raphael and an Angel Play Chess or Something

Raphael is really too old to be drinking milk but here we are

Doll!Tav Get Their World Rocked By Raph/Haarlep

Local Devil "Comforts" a Sad/Tired Tav

Raphael and Haarlep Wreck Local Idiot

Modern AU Snippet Channeling some House of Usher

Haarlep and Raphael have some Bath Fun

Raphael and Tav have a Kissy in Honor of Kissy Day

Raphael is not dead (but is pissed off)

Raphael is too good for sex but is still going bang you

Early Raphael/Haarlep

Raphael Lingers in Bed and has big cat energy

Post post post canon Raphael GETS THE BIG WIN

Raphael & Jaheira have a catty conversation

Random Crap (Headcanons & Stuff) & Other People's DOPE ART:

Raph x Joi: Dirty Headcanons

Joi Looks Like This

Timeskip Raphael (SHAHS, YOU QUEEN)

Raphael & Joi Shopping (Please Note the Brooch)

Simply Drew a Gorgeous Joi (Thank you!)

Simply Drew Raphael and Raphael

Commission of Duchess Joi!

Simply Drew The Cutest Raph/Joi I've Ever Seen, Go, Gaze Upon It

Simply Drew a Sexy Murder Joi (Fresh from hunting her not husband)

Commission of Archduke Raphael and Duchess Joi

Ok. I think that's all of them. You no longer have to roam the wilds of the blog if you do not wish. I have released you from that dark task. Love ya'll. You're great. /finger guns/ Send me asks if you want. If I don't get to them immediately, I apologize.

But yeah. Keep on keeping on. Keep like...being amazing for Raphael. He doesn't deserve it, and he won't appreciate it, but like...I dunno.

#pinned post #my writing #i'm not gonna tag this one #and I'm sorry to DRAG YOUR EYES with its hideous length #Oc: Joi

[a-broken-worthless-monster]

I don't feel like I should be alive, I constantly miss things and have no anticipation for the future, near or far...

I'm barely a person, I can't function like people, I don't have anything that defines me, I play games and I have a broad taste in music and then other stuff...

I'm a worthless mess.

#Personal #Venting #Rambling #I'm Worthless #I'm Broken #I'm Hideous #I'm Horrible #I'm A Monster

[c00kietin]

I made myself a cookie! I mean, I already am Cookie, but now I am a cookie-

Also just decided to make myself work in the cake shop because I like baking and I do have experience with working with kids-

#very plain design but ya know. it's me. #my art #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #cookie run oc #kinda?? technically??? #more like a #cookiesona #but ya know :> #I'm feeling horrible right now but thank goodness I can do this thing called pretending #and none of you can see my hideous facceeee

[delusionalblfan]

to me this

and this

have the same feeling. don't ask questions

#i just think they are breaking down. they are at the rock bottom in terms of mental health and still... #...they are rocking style wise. it's hideous. yes. but i get them #it's a vibe. it's babygirl vintage. screams 'i'm gay'. it's everything and i stand for them #playboyy the series #the sign the series

[maxsix]

#i made this just for hyunjin and his weirdly placed piercing #hwang hyunjin #stray kids #felix #changbin #38th gda 2023 #golden disc awards 2023 #no offence to the other people in this gifset #but the absolutely failure of the camerman not to pan slightly to the other side #so that hideous logo wasn't obscuring God's face #Tell Him The North Won't Forget This #and i say its a Him because no woman would do this #skz hyunjin #stray kids hyunjin #idk what and how else to tag him for the tumblr people sorry #let me know how i'm supposed to tag things

[vigarioamelia]

girlhood is going from wanting to look like the most celestial and ethereal being who floats between the two genders (bonus points if they're kinda dead) to *CLERICAL BEAST SCREAMS*

#girlhood #girl help #girlblogging #soulsborne #soulslike #bloodborne #elden ring #elden ring dlc #shadow of the erdtree #elden ring shadow of the erdtree #miquella the unalloyed #elden ring miquella #laurence the first vicar #dark sun gwyndolin #dark souls #every day i wake up and i wonder #do i want to be #the most androgenous someone can possibly be #or the most hideous creature someone can possibly be #yes laurence i'm talking to you you bitch #<3