#Screaming in my mind

[rainbowr0ses]

the symbolism between Icarus and their birds is driving me nuts- bonkers even

#It’s harder for some of the other birds but like- #Vanda? Symbolizes Ven #I could r a n t #Icarus was so reluctant to let her leave due to her injury and they looked *happy* to be around her #there was a connection. Vanda wanted to be around Icarus #even before Icarus put her in the enclosure she was reluctant to enter #Something oddly *similar* to their relationship with Ven. Especially after what *just* happened. #*and then Ven left* #And immediately when they saw vanda. She had to go and be safe #like Ven was leaving to do #There’s so much more reasoning but I’m going bonkers #Screaming in my mind #Also #shout out to heyhay’s yelling in the chat #That was great #fable smp #fsmp #fable smp icarus #icarus morningstar #I love this loser #They live in my head (/srs and /silly) #Fablesmp

[beetrootbug]

god the intrusive thoughts are back with a vendetta. Like, recently i've been watching a lot of stuff about hyping up women, specifically trans women (but also just fem people in general) and i'll get really really happy for them, and hyping them up and seeing them happy makes me really really happy! I like seeing people happy. But noooo, intrusive thoughts have other ideas. Cuz for the longest time when this would happen my intrusive thoughts would go "oh that just means your attracted to them" which??? No?? Huh?? But now that i have gotten THAT specific intrusive thought out of my brain (seemingly for good) NOW my intrusive thoughts go "OH, YOU"RE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE A WOMAN, IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW!" LIKE BITCH WHAT. LIKE STFU, WHAT??? Women are amazing, women are incredible, fem people make me happy, but BEING ONE?? It makes me dysphoric. I hate it, i truly hate it. And i don't want these thoughts anymore. Just when i think i get on top of my intrusive thoughts, they come back for round god knows what number it is. Just let me be happy with my gender, I suffered so much when coming to terms with my sexuality BECAUSE of my intrusive thoughts, they made it so hard for me to believe i'm ace and aro. I can at least take that now. But since i can, i guess they're coming for my gender identity now. I got worried when i would think about my sexuality. But thinking about my gender like this? It just makes me really fucking sad. I feel so horrible. I kinda wanna cry. I don't need this fear. I don't need the fear that maybe i've gotten my gender identity wrong, i shouldn't have to feel like i have to prove to my intrusive thoughts that i am who i say i am. I feel like, because i'm ace aro and agender, i don't have any frame of reference for sex romance or gender, so it makes it really hard to debunk intrusive thoughts because i have nothing to compare it to. I'm just really tired, i don't fucking need this right now. Just let me watch videos of femme people being happy, let me celebrate them for being femme without insinuating that that makes me femme. Please. God, i don't know what i'll do when it comes to masc people. I don't want to be masc, i don't want to be femme, i'm fucking neutral, but the depths of my fucking mind won't even let me have that. I'm in agony. Mental distress and agony. I just want to feel something that isn't my tighten chest. I feel like i'm sinking.

#tw intrusive thoughts #ace #aro #ace aro #aroace #aromantic #asexual #agender #nonbinary #non binary #intrusive thoughts #gender dysphoria #tw gender dysphoria #trans femme #trans masc #trans neutral #transgender #screaming #but not into a void #screaming in my mind #screaming so loud #it feels good #damn if you listen to inside by duster while reading it enhances the vibes lmao /hj #tw #i wanted to tag this with gender confusion but it just made me feel more panicked #i can't handle that mentally #god i'm so sensitive #i could use a hug

[elizabro]

aaron bushnell knew exactly what he was doing. he states his intentions with total lucidity and sense of purpose. he knows what he's about to do is extreme--he says so. he speaks calmly, but he's clearly terrified. he takes a deep breath after pouring the accelerant over himself. he has to psyche himself up to light the flame. he struggles with the lighter. he says "free palestine" normally once before he starts to scream it. even through his agony he manages to say it one last time before he stops being able to speak at all. this is a man with total conviction. he wanted to help people, in any way possible. this action was a moral one, and any news outlet painting this as simply a mental health issue is a disservice to his memory. he knew what he was doing when he burned himself in uniform. he knew that there was a chance that sacrificing his own life could go on to save many others. this was the ultimate act of selflessness, and it should be treated as such. may he rest in peace.

#death tw #aaron bushnell #I know I'm not adding anything to the conversation. but I watched the uncensored version of the footage and it won't ever leave my mind. #I do caution anyone who decides to watch the video blurred or not. his screams are not something easily forgotten #free palestine

[gaytheropods]

I love you garbage truck workers I love you janitors I love you waste water treatment workers I love you sanitation workers I love you

#lizard screaming #worlds most underappreciated jobs fr!!!!! #add on if you want #same level of importance as doctors you cant change my mind #repetition

[tegr1dy]

no because what if the sun also rises au where cartman is robert cohn, stan is jake, kyle is brett…

#screaming in my mind

[firstfullmoon]

thinking about that illustration of solitude vs loneliness in which solitude is a dog peacefully holding its own leash & loneliness is a feral dog fighting against the restraint of the leash & feeling slightly insane

#i can’t find it but the image has been stuck in my mind for weeks i want to scream

[altades]

DO YOU KNOW I COULD BREAK BENEATH THE WEIGHT OF THE GOODNESS, LOVE, I STILL CARRY FOR YOU THAT I'D WALK SO FAR JUST TO TAKE THE INJURY OF FINALLY KNOWING YOU

#trigun #vashwood #artists on tumblr #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #hope u can hear me screaming this song at tha top of my lungs #cuz im losing my mind

[thepunkmuppet]

on the subject of the new magnus protocol. RRRRARAAAHAJKAKKSUWJLWOOWHEVDNKDPFOEUEGHWPEPRIJEBWVKWLSLIDHENWLSKHEHEKWWOUEHEBDKDLEIEHWBIWOEJDBDBEKEKOELRURYEPPWKFBVEJWLPAPWIUEBRHRKLDLSPWKJENRIELLEJRBRKJWKWKWLLSOIEBRVJELSPODUEHGEJSOALWOWOUEVDCODLEPPWOWUSGUEKEBHFOOFEYWHWOCJURPEPWLDJGEJEKEAJHAJDKOEWIHWGSIEOEOUEGEVDNCKLEOQOIEIRHRHEKODKSBWJWOOPOOPOYGEHKWKSJSHHWNKWLSLJEEBRKLELPWPWHEVDBKEEIEGNSOENEHELEPRLRHHENEKEPEJRGE

#THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT #WHEN I TELL YOU I LOST MY MIND #I WAS SAYING ALL DAY OOOOOH FAMILIAR VOICE MANIFESTING GERRY KEAY #I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD ACTUALLY HAPPEN OH MY FUCKING GOD #AND GEORGIE AND FUCKING GERTRUDE ROBINSON??????????? #OH MY ABSOLUTE GOD #LITERALLY UNTIL LIKE TWO MINUTES AGO I WAS PACING ROUND MG KITCHEN FUCKING SCREAMING #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol spoilers #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #gerry keay #gerard keay #gertrude robinson #georgie barker #ik i already tagged this but HUGE MASSIVE SPOILERS

[toonaviv]

jumpscare grip

#uty #undertale yellow #starlo #ceroba #north star uty #uty fanart #my art #yknow how some friends will just Grab u unexpectedly sometimes #i think starlos someone who doesnt mind tht at all but sometimes a guy will get caught so off guard he'll scream like a girl. #(also forgot to add contextual text in the 2nd pic that starlo was abt to do smth reckless) #ceroba ithink is more reserved abt touch esp when its unprompted. starlos Usually an exception cuz thats her dearest bestest beloved friend

[abloodycrow]

"Maybe I shouldn't have done that in front of everyone" "Well, I thought it was one of the coolest things I've ever seen"

HEARTSTOPPER ♥ 2.04

#This scene has been playing on my mind all day #I didn't scream i SQUAWKED when this went down #like i wanted imogen to break it off with ben but had no idea it was going to be this iconic #heartstopper #heartstopper s2 #heartstopper season 2 #imogen heaney #ben hope #nick nelson #charlie spring #elle argent #tao xu #rhea norwood #alice oseman #osemanverse #heartstopper netflix

[miyku]

dude.........DUDEEEEEE ,,,DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

#IM LOSING MY MIND #IM SCREAMING #(i had like -4478445 hope they would do that) #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH #dragon age #dragon age 4

[bilestat]

Consider this an amuse-bouche.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #armand #louis de pointe du lac #claudia #santiago #the vampire armand #season 2 #video #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP LOSING MY FUCKING MIND #my stuff #not really but i wanna be able to find this again

[teasodium]

that moment when you are the eldest sibling n you coerce your youngest sibling with snacks so they can give emotional advice (ghibli redraw also >;3)

silly fun idea that i may follow up one day with Mikey info dumping about Edo period queerness.

#tmnt #tmnt 2003 #digital art #my art #queer artist #tibsart #a silly thing i had on my mind #like #no shade to anyone #but #if i have to read another fic where leo assumes usagi is homophobic i will scream #long ish post #comic #leosagi #katanashipping #ghibli redraw #screenshot redraw #tmnt leo #tmnt leonardo #tmnt mikey #tmnt michelangelo #03 leosagi #leosagi 2003

[linkaruu]

sexy cowboy yang and sharp shootin bartender blake

#rwby #yang xiao long #blake belladonna #rwby bumbleby #bumbleby #bumblebee #yang just screams cowboy to me so i felt... compelled #maybe i just blended yang and applejack in my megamind of minds #expect more art? maybe not who knows

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Bonus 7: Time moves sideways

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #Despite a whole ass inspiration board for reference - it turns out drawing and colouring half submerged people is a CHALLENGE. #I am channeling the zoobie bunny and internally screaming “WHY DID YOU THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA”. #What I wanted was a cool transition between present and past! What I got was a very full mouth of my own foot! #That said: there are aspects I really like about this one and I feel like I got most of the way to where I wanted it to be. #Water is hard to draw and I am saying that even after dedicating a full 4 page comic with people in the water. #Forget hands. Water is my new nemesis. #I love how floaty this flashback transition was. The hazy mind wandering as LWJ carries him as a set up to recollection! #Aren't memories an incredible thing? To relive a moment in your mind? To have time repeat again and again? #And yet it is always a little different when we go to recall it once again. We are different people than the person we once were.

[wistfulwatcher]

EMILY & HOTCH DANCING in 7.24 RUN

#criminal minds #criminalmindsedit #cmedit #criminalmindsverse #proceduraledit #hotchniss #hotchnissedit #emily prentiss #emilyprentissedit #aaron hotchner #aaronhotchneredit #tvedit #mine #edit #* #otp: you seem to do ok #otp #will i EVER be over this it's been literally 12 years (and a day damn i should have posted yesterday for the anniversary) #forever screaming into a pillow about her face before he makes her laugh and his face after #LIKEEEEEEE if those last two gifs don't just fucking SUM THEM UP #tentative and careful and honest but not open?? chewing glass brb #(off topic ish i'm obsessed with romantic glowing my gifs sorry that i am fully living in 2014 right now??? it just feels right)