#and let's not talk about the LASHES

[highfunctioningflailgirl]

That cute little smile at the end... *melts*

#and let's not talk about the LASHES #he was so bright-eyed and bushy-tailed in season one #supernatural #1x18 something wicked #spn #dean winchester #jensen ackles #winchester woes

[ntj2pj]

#madness combat #madcom oc #my oc #atp soldat #the soldat in the dark (tm) actually cares about his bro #a lot #but he just can't get sad when he warned him about this shit nonstop #no id #The bitten guy just acts too friendly because his program made him too altruistuc and kind #Which sometimes helps since he is one who recruits workers #Well #Probably it's more benefitial most of the time #But he gets in shit like “oh i just wanted to help civilian get out from dangerous location and they stabbed me :(((” #And he ain't bullied for it by anyone but his bro. He is too... Kinda. Uh. Hard to bully guy who is most safest option to talk with auditor #And not die lol. It also doesn't help that he is guy who knows all of the AAHW by names and will kick you hard for bullying anyone #So bullying him is a privilege of some atp soldats #not an option :D #Other soldat here is just walking anger issues and he got no friends other than his bro. Constantly lashes at anyone. The Bitten™ included #So they're got that dynamic of angry antisocial cynical guy and pessimist & optimistic kind dude (well #(well he got a lot of mental issues too #But doesn't show it and never let it hurt others.) #And he is much older than the pessimist :'D #Pessimist guy is very young actually. But just experienced shit nonstop from birthday and lost very much everyone he cared about #And the second one... just atp soldat with no past. never known any other thing than work in AAHW and orders. Easy to manipulate #He also gets “You're not a real person” a lot for it. And constanly offended by it. But it's a problem of all yellow bloods here #Especially him #since he litterally didn't had a life outside from aahw. Also don't think he wouldn't kick his friends hard for orders. #Kill even. He is a dog for orders first #Kind guy with good morals is only second

[lord-squiggletits]

I want the megops to say they hate each other and fight and then cry and kiss and fuck each other but like, unironically as an actual angst/feels PWP

#squiggposting #megop #they regularly have these sessions where they verbally lash out at each other until they cry #(not that they let the other see their tears) #and then they get mad and either fight or fuck about it #and then when they're done laying tangled up together they cry some more #but at no point do they ever actually talk about their feelings like normal people lskdfjlksd #they just have their Special Little Routine that lets them vent and makes them feel mostly better afterwards

[robotpussy]

Okay but when we have conversations like this we also need to acknowledge that Americans will do the exact same thing for Europe and Asia. They belittle and make fun of many black European/ black Asian culture in 'jokes'. They dig food, accents, places you live lets not forget that American going round the most poor impoverished places in London/Paris calling it the ghetto making fun of it when it's working class housing mostly inhabited by bipoc.

what are you getting at..... just because i spoke about white europeans (because op of that post is a white European) doesn't mean I'm dismissing other groups that do it. like why did you come to me 3 days later about this shit. I'm literally black living in the UK i see people calling the places made up of mostly people of colour here "the ghetto" all the time don't talk to me like I'm fucking dense. and its not just the "Americans" who do it. the white people living here do that too (as i said i live here so i see and hear it all the time)

everytime we talk about europeans here comes somebody saying "ok but why are you ignoring the Americans??//!!'[];']'][;]"..... be fucking serious. i just know you're white because why are you caping for europe so hard when somebody brings up they are racist too

#asks #mind you europe NEVER gets the ;ashing america gets eveyrbody rushes to talk about how bad america is but let somebody say #a european country/person from europe is just as bad here you come saying ok but americans are worse/just as bad #*lashings #news flash: europe and america are equally bad when it comes to racism! 🙏 #you sat up for 3 days looking for evidence of americans 'making fun of europe' i know you did! well funny thing is #the white ppl that live here do that too! so what now?

[bonefall]

Longtail and Jayfeather

Oh man something is really coming together in my rewrite here; Longtail and Jayfeather’s bond

So, I showed in that family tree draft that Longtail is actually the older brother of Sandstorm now. That means he’s actually Jayfeather’s grand-uncle. They also have a lot in common; grumpy, warmer than they seem, always getting put into situations they didn’t ask for.

One of the things I like about PO3 is how they show Hollypaw and Jaypaw struggling to really find their places in their apprenticeships; but what I don’t like is that Jaypaw is ultimately shoved into the medcat den. I also don’t love that Longtail gets retired early; it just doesn’t feel like it fits him.

Longtail is a super enthusiastic mentor, and yet, he never actually got to finish training either apprentice. I think what I’d like to do with Longtail instead is that he did retire early; but it was a soft retirement. He’s basically been doing warrior tasks when he feels like it, going at his own pace, adapting to his disability on his own terms. So, when Jaypaw rolls around and the buzz about retiring him early comes up, he says, “Firestar you orange bastard (affectionate), unretire me right now.“

Mousefur: “You can’t just unretire yourself“

Longtail: “Yeah well I’ve done it“

Ultimately, Jaypaw is still going to choose the medicine cat den, but this time it’ll be because it’s what he wants. Not because he couldn’t be a warrior. When he does finally choose that, Longtail feels he’s properly trained an apprentice like he’s always wanted to. They remain close.

I’m not sure if he’ll retire again after that. It would be a good place for him to feel like he finally can relax, but at the same time, I would just enjoy having a blind warrior hanging out in the background of PO3 and OOTS.

#I have a lot more to say about the two of them #For example I want them to have a very dramatic and playful air of fighting around them #Because Longtail doesn't tiptoe around him #And on that note Longtail refuses to let him huff and end a conversation without sharing his feelings #He sees Jayfeather lashing out because it makes people leave him alone and he's like #Jaypaw you're going to talk to me or I'm going to kick your furry butt #He is also going to be deputy after TPB and until he's blinded #But I'm trying to decide if it was him or Graystripe who was deputy during the BloodClan crisis in Graystripe's Vow #Longtail might get blinded after Firestar leaves and then him and Graystripe have to hold the clan together #So it's both of them in a way #bonefall rewrite #longtail #jayfeather #Longtail is his uncle-grandpa

[apple-os]

ppl who like making friends solely with one-note cardboard boxes who will hang out with them when it's convenient and never open up about who they are as people and what their lives are like dni

#the salt just caught up with me and now im pissed #hi welcome to what i like to call a friendly reminder that hanging out with someone just because its convenient is kind of shitty #and a less friendly reminder that talking about yourself to connect with people is an autistic trait #and an even less friendly reminder that not telling someone if theyve done you wrong and then proceeding to blow up on them is ALSO SHITTY #ESPECIALLY. WHEN. THEY THINK. YOU'RE ON GOOD TERMS. BECAUSE YOU ACTED LIKE IT AND THEY CAN'T READ YOU. #IM REALLY FUCKING MAD #I THINK I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE. #the people who actually somewhat knew me and hung out with me and were on good terms with me think the same #so like BLEH MYEH :PPPPPPPPP #like okay youre entitled to your opinions but sometimes you need to keep those to yourself #did u see me insulting u to ur face #nope i have not done even once #and thats on getting better communication skills instead of lashing out at someone for trying to fit in with your own vibes #like yeah oversharing is my deal. anybody who sees me here knows that #i bond by being open with people about who i am and what i like in the hopes that theyll do the same #if u think im just around for gaming and making silly jokes u would be wrong. #but of course nobody told me people weren't there to bond like that which in my opinion shouldnt be on me #and once again i am outcasted over something honestly kind of fucking stupid #some of the jokes i made were stupid yes but thats solely because i severely misjudged the vibes #and checks notes oh yeah nobody pulled me up for it even once. #okay so let me get this straight you barely know me and have been making assumptions about me since day one #pretty much let me believe you liked me for two whole weeks instead of asking me about things or cutting me off #and im the one who gets treated like im in the wrong? okay #this miscommunication was not my fault in the slightest and i KNOW that #if you hadve just talked to me things would be fine but theyre NOT. #if you hadve just looked at my gosh darn profile and seen im the queerest fucker around making gay and homophobic type jokes maybe you woul #have had half the mind to ask me if i could stop making those jokes!!!!!!!!! #i am not transphobic!!!!!!! I AM TRANS!! I WAS MAKING A MOCKERY OF SOME TRANSPHOBIC CULTURE I HATE!!!! #i mightve vented on main ONE TIME under the guise of a silly joke but oh my god guess what?? that was an attempt to see if anybody related. #you never liked me in the first place dont lie to yourself

[quietwingsinthesky]

i just loved that the writers were like mark of cain dean slowly becomes more and more barbaric and inhuman as he can’t control this primordial, gaping wound in the form of an already healed over scar that has been borne by the devil himself and is in fact what made him the devil and therefore will make dean long and lust after maiming and ultimately murdering people with an urge stronger than any love or passion or resolution he’s ever experienced in his life And Also He’s A Huge Misogynist

well. TO BE FAIR. you have just kind of described dean when he is normal also.

#this is dean winchester we are talking about. on the ‘we hate women’ show. #god I feel like I’m gonna get to the Mark in my rewatch and the hype will have built it up too much #the mark in my head is so cool you guys have no idea because I never talk about it but trust me it is #I think I like. barely scraped a mention of it in that one Lucifer/Raphael fic and another time in a 3 sentence fic #murder death kill drive is fine but I think the mark should fuck up ur thinking even more. hallucifer 2 this time with God’s evil sister #slowly trying to eat your soul from the inside. amplifying anger for anyone sure but playing to the worst parts of someone mostly #Dean is angry but why enhance his anger when you can enhance his paranoia. his abandonment issues. his need for control. and make those the #reasons for him to lash out and kill people. I mean the show never fucking settled on if the mark actually corrupted someone into something #that they aren’t or just revealed what was already there. I felt it wanted to have both. to say to Lucifer ‘you were always sick’ and to #Dean ‘well we can fix you’ but no fuck that let’s lean hard into the revealing what’s there already aspect #I think partially I’m also still just mad about the demon origins retcon but shhhh whatever whatever #anyway. sorry for rambling anon. you are very funny. I chuckled. #ask #spn #dean winchester

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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#warning: rant about parent ahead #I’m so so so so so empathetic to mental health struggles #like exceedingly so #but it’s just so exhausting being on the receiving end of someone’s self-loathing #and to be clear I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYONE HERE #you are all my phone besties and I have so much empathy for your struggles and know that i love you all #and wish i could say the right thing to support you all always and you are always welcome to share whatever is going on #and to quote the bard herself i wish i could take the bombs in your head and disarm them #but when my mother gets into these moods she just seems to use it as a way to get a rise out of us #she’s pulling the ‘well maybe you don’t want to do x with me because it’s not fun because I’m a terrible person and you’re scared of me #and i ruin everything so maybe you would just rather i do everything alone’ #and i don’t doubt she feels horrible and i know she has intrusive thoughts etc #but that is so manipulative!!!! she then puts the onus on us to reassure her that she is not!!!! But that is not what she wants!!!! #which we then do profusely and remind her that we do love her and we do do things together and whatever the fuck is the problem of the day #but of course she won’t hear it #so yes it makes us scared of her because we are always worried we’re going to say the wrong thing in a given moment!!!! #i just shut the fuck up at all times now #but my dad tries to use reason with her and of course it just ends in her lashing out and projecting all this shit on him #’oh you maybe you actually hate me maybe you want to leave me’ etc #THEY’VE BEEN MARRIED DECADES HE’S THE MOST LOYAL AND KINDEST PERSON IN THE WORLD HE NEVER ONCE HAS #i honestly don’t know how he lets this roll off his back because i am so fed up with it #It’s just so so so so hard because one minute she’s ‘herself’ and the other she’s this inferno #and we just have to ride whatever wave she’s on and it sucks all the air out of the room #it’s like the one and only time i tried to very gently bring up that something she said was hurtful *after she’d brought it up herself* #she went on a ‘oh I’m a terrible person/terrible parent’ rant and it then turned into me reassuring her that she isn’t #i was just trying to show her how the language/behaviour she uses was hurtful to me #so anyway that was lesson learned that even if she invites it i will never speak of it and luckily she hasn’t since and that was years ago #But it’s just… i know bad thoughts can’t be helped and again i feel so much pain on her behalf for what she struggles with #and i wish i could help but there’s absolutely nothing i can do #AND SHE’S GONE OFF ALL HER MEDS SO THE ONE SOURCE SHE DID HAVE ISN’T THERE ANYMORE EITHER

[hauntingblue]

One thing oden and ace teach us is that bad bitches go early so you can understand how worried I am for nami....

#oden asking if they still love him after beating a whole village of criminals up as the sun rises behind him... #oden sama..... 20 (maybe???) father of like 5 and boyfriend to many #KIKUS SISTER(BROTHER I DONT REALLY KNOW) IS THE ONE ON THE WHITEBEARD PIRATES???? KIKU IS THE LITTLE ONE!!! #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 962 #another oden panty shot.... #another oden panty shot as he begs for shirohige to take him to the sea with him.... which could mean anything... #marco teasing shirohige about liking oden.... this cant be true... #how is izu jumping that much omg... we ard not taking oden but this random samurai will do #toki can fight??? oden like that akdhakshdkshsks he looks like the harkonnen guy akdjajaja #he has sanji's radar.... amazing #episode 963 #shirohige is gonna break down when he finds out oden left him for a woman.... so sad.... #also the size difference.... poor woman..... #shirohige came back for him omg..... #THE BLONDE GUY WITH THE LASHES AND THE WOMAN WITH BLUE HAIR ARE FRANKYS PARENTS RIGHT??? #already having babies in year 2..... momo was born in shirohiges boat... legend #orochi chosen as a substitute for oden omg..... #FUCKING TEECH!!! DIEE!!!! I CURSE THE DAY SHIROHIGE LET YOU ON HIS SHIP #episode 964 #OROCHI DIEEEE CHALLENGE!!!! but this scene with the witch is a banger... such a shame he is a pathetic villain i mean he could be scary and #with his power he is..... facades and all.... #sukiyaki coughing sounds like that GOO GOO GOO GOO cupcakke sound..... maybe its just me... #THEY KILLED SUKIYAKI ALREADY???? OMG ODEN!!! #why is he-man on shurohiges crew akdjsks... also so funny there is just a royal family in there... #roger talking about how his time is coming and he wants to fight shirohige again.... GO BE WITH YOUR BABY MAMA DEAD(heehee)BEAT!!! #another pantyshot akdjskks the animators are on my side.... i love how everyone wants oden now... roger and shirohige passing him around #roger skipping to go fight him akdjsksj he is the moment.... #episode 965

[polyamorouspunk]

Hug

*hug*

#I’m still really freaked out from work #I have a massive headache from crying all night #but I’m still too upset to get to sleep #I’ve been thinking about checking my DMs because well let’s be honest I’m always thinking about that #but I could just really use the comfort right now #everyone I’ve been talking to has stopped answering me #and I’m still feeling like a caged animal; scared and alone and lashing out #I could use some words of comfort and I’m hoping maybe I can find some there #not only that but I’m feeling empowered #like trying to tell myself you know what life’s too short time to be cringe and start trying those things you’ve been putting off #and also life’s too short to worry that I’m an annoying fan or something #idk #my head is killing me I’m exhausted and emotionally drained I’m tired of crying #blegh 🤘🏻 #punk gets mail #personal

[mildmayfoxe]

i never posted about my follow up re: my boss hole-punching all my journal papers but: it went bad. lol. i brought it up & she immediately started deflecting & acting attacked, telling me she hurt herself punching the holes in the paper & that she didn’t have time to cut me more paper (i never asked for this. for the record. i was ready to laugh it off & let it go & come to a mutual agreement about where my paper should go in the future. like a reasonable adult). and then she canceled the wholesale order for the journals i was supposed to make & SULKED for the rest of the day. and THEN she removed the journals from the wholesale shop entirely. because of my audacity to be like “haha hey i think you punched all my paper by accident :)”

#literally all i wanted was a ‘oh shit my bad. here’s another place you can put paper. it won’t happen again.’ like that’s all #and now it has to be this whole huge issue because she’s incapable of taking MINOR CRITICISM #like it disgusts me. it’s absolutely childish. sulking and lashing out because you’re not getting your way. unbelievable #this is not how to manage a workforce. this is not how you run a business. if this is how you react to a minor issue you have no place #having employees. imo. #like grow up. i’m not going to coddle you. i’m not your friend. you pay me to be here. #earlier she gestured at a big pile of boxes she’d left on the floor and was like ‘i’d love if you could take out the recycling this week :)’ #ok you want me to clean up your mess. how about you be a fucking adult maybe #anyway whatever. i’m trying to stay mad about this bc then i’ll actually look for a new job instead of just talking about it #i have to make this galvanize me bc if i let it go who knows what fucked up thing she’ll do next #chatpost #work tag

[petrichorium]

so I think I got to that absolutely devastating thing in witch hat last night—that hurt :,)👍 literally was not expecting qifrey to wipe oru’s memory after everything the story seemed to be building up for between this hurdle for them

like….that was such an important moment for them. Oru had been so willing to help him despite qifrey become so insanely fixated on stopping the brimmed hats and….qifrey made the decision that he’d rather oru remember him as the qifrey he’s familiar with than whatever he’s become now. put me down like an old dog—that HURT

AGOKNEEEEEEEEEEEE

#QIFREY BROKEN AND ANGRY AND TROUBLED MAN THAT YOU ARE #that part DID make me cry btw. not the weeping that came later but I had to put down my phone and grieve for a bit #WITH YOUR OWN HAT QIFREY……….. WITH THE TASSEL HE GAVE U QIFREY……….. #anyway now u know the full context of what I’m talking abt when I say I wanna throw myself into that tangled mess #it adds another layer to a scenario where oru shows back up w u in tow. qifrey being borderline aggressive towards u makes a lot of sense #and him taking it so hard when u and oru r more openly affectionate…….. sleeping together in Oru’s tower working together all holed away #while qifrey just. cant let himself get closer even if he wanted to so instead he lashes out at you for almost putting a spotlight on things #ask.🌧 #demxnscous #ITS ALSO LIKE……… it’s not even that qifrey has changed as he grew up #he’s ALWAYS hidden this part of him #it’s been festering for so long and he’s so desperate now but it’s Always been there #I don’t think he’s necessarily putting on an act but………. I think HE thinks he is #he thinks he’s been lying to everyone he cares about his whole life. AUGHSBHDJE agonyyyyyyy #Jjdbfknef GAHHHH I went back and reread the chapter an MANNNNN he’s so scary oru looks so so scared and worried WAAAAAAAA #it kills me truly

[cherrysnax]

need to preface this by saying I looooove Felicia sm but god it’s so frustrating that when she pops up she gets to keep her personality, her depth, her everything, even in like her very few appearances but MJ has to get EVERYTHING WIPED AWAY even in the comics??? but literally the only close to faithful adaptions of her are spectacular, some of the 90s show and PART of the raimi movies and it’s only slivers!!!! And usually if mjs around Gwen doesn’t exist so we never the catalyst to her and peters bond, their shared grief that Peter can’t understand at first <\3

#and tbh Felicia is getting done DIRTY rn #but so is like. everyone rn #aand I hate to compare two bad bitches to each other #but what I liked about mj Felicia and Gwen is how DIFFERENT THEY ARE #i hate how they make post death Gwen into some pure angel as if she didn’t hate superhero’s and woulda leave Peter a verbal lashing #because she didn’t know he was spider-man when she died and that’s the tragedy!!! Gwen was never perfect none of them were #mj. god I can’t even talk about her without getting angry. they’re massacring my girls yall #even outside of their relationships with Peter they were such rich characters… Gwen a lil less but still! #I just want a semi-faithful adaption of spider-man in his college years up until adulthood #let him be a science teacher let mj be a model/actress/drama teacher who despite not being a superhero knows something about living two live #let Felicia be her morally grey self without taking away her depth #let Gwen rest. I’m #tired of them bringing her back and holding her over peters head as if he didn’t finally get to move on. he loved her. he loved her so much #that he respects her memory by not letting the world stop anymore. she’s dead but let her have her anger her flaws. the fact that she was #a bit of a bully in the beginning was interesting!!! I love women <3 #anyway I’m gonna read renew ur vows and parralell lives and maydays run and pretend Peter b Parker is 616 Peter #also also this isn’t to say the Felicia doesn’t get watered down too because she does. they treat her so bad

[lunarflare64]

Us talking to our councillor about this newly discovered alter: his job is to help us process this negative emotion and protect us, and sometimes he goes too far and either we get hurt or other people get hurt, but he doesn't mean to, and we cant do this without him

Our councillor: so how do you control him? How do you restrain him? Can you get rid of him? Can you make him stop?

Us:........WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

#the negative emotion in question is anger so this is technically me getting defensive over myself but the anger isnt just mine yknow? #i think we messed up a bit talking to her about me #shes been pretty understanding of the plural thing but shes not TRAINED in this. if she has experience with it its not much #because that shit is kinda......super messed up? #her first question was literally 'how can you control him' like im fuckin evil or something #good to know that we cant talk to her about the actually complex parts of being plural #good to know we figured that out through me. all im gonna do is get pissed #imagine if it was someone who would actually be seriously hurt by something like that #not saying im not but i know shes in the wrong for it and im pissed about it #anyway im pretty sure whoever was fronting for that appointment handled it pretty well #they didnt give in or let her think that just because i mess up i shouldnt be doing my job #if that was the case she might as well quit her job right there on the spot because thats hella hypocritical #one of the reasons i was discovered was literally because we were so pissed at her (and some other things going on) #that i took front and started lashing out #(she messed up pretty bad but unfortunately its been forgotten instead of forgiven so now i dont know why im mad)

[localguy2]

Currently fucking around, and finding out with my AU.

Jay and Zane finally reconcile.

You have no idea how excited I am now that I'm finally writing the scene I've been thinking about since like January

Can't wait to share the full chapter with yall

(Context in the tags)

#Hi welcome to the context of this scene let's just start immediately: #Okay so #Zane lashed out in Jay's and Nya's face when he found out about Echo and small bits of Skybound #And Zane doesn't talk to them because of it unless it's for their own survival #Jay and Nya can't look Zane in the eye or even be neat him #They immediately glance away #This goes on for 8 whole days #During which Echo dies #And Zane starts blaming himself for it even tho he couldn't do anything #(even tho he couldn't do anything but old brothers am I right?) #And by this point Zane isn't even mad at Jay and Nya anymore #He's had time to think about *why* they even hid Echo from him #And after he listened in on them explaining the events of Skybound to everyone else while he was busy repairing Echo (before he died) #He suddenly started feeling horrible about himself #He couldn't bring himself to blame Jay and Nya or be mad at them #Because they tried to just forget about Nadakhan and run away from those memories #Something he's all too familiar with #Last time he tried to forget and runaway from trauma #It resulted in the events of Ninjago:Decoded #In which he locked the memory of his death so well #That it evolved to become the Digital Overlord virus again #And it almost cost him his life #But Jay and Nya were there for every step of the way until he regained proper control over himself #And he feels especially bad because Jay and Nya don't have the excuse of being a nindroid #So yeah that's it #ninjago #zane julien #jay walker #nya smith #Chapter 1 of TSP:Hunted is almost done and I can't wait to finish it (currently sitting at 9.7K words and breaking 10K is a guarantee lol)

[vacantgodling]

i can feel discourse brewing

#i’m not saying anything quite yet about this #but it’s just one of those situations where not everyone will be happy all the time don’t tear people down for nothing #express frustration sure but it doesn’t necessarily help your case either when you admit to also not doing the same thing #we’re all human etc etc #i’ll let this play out then say my piece later perhaps but i just think this is all just a bunch of hurt people lashing out #which has a time and place but it’s not solving anything imo #talking