#aneroxia nervosa

[monosyar]

Just finished intense workout and burned off what i ate today:))) gonna start fast soon.

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#anatumblr #aneroxia nervosa #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #ed relapse #tw ed diet #4norexi4

[hopefullyhopefulsstuff-blog]

I’m back after a long time away. I need to find my sense of control again when I had it life was good😪 I’m back at my Sw all my hard work for nothing because I’ve been in a abusive relationship and had zero control what so ever and it shows but now I’m empowered to get back to me having my control again ❤️

#aneroxia nervosa #hate #anna #weight loss #low cal diet #fitspo #not pro ed #diet #binge eating #tw abuse

[ashleymih]

Shattered Mirror, Shattered Society

Ruffling of a grocery bag of snacks,

Saying no to any mention of food,

How many days has it been since I last ate something…filling?

If it’s not healthy, I can’t eat it.

I mustn’t or the girl in of the mirror,

Will distort back into that monster.

Scream those horrible sounds,

The bickering and harshness of my own doing,

My words are my knives,

My thoughts are the cutlery.

The painful tremors,

Lightheadedness,

Lying in the dark,

Blinds drawn,

Fighting the urge to eat.

What’s another day?

A few days past I should be okay,

I have my grocery bag of snacks after all,

Working out for hours everyday,

What could possibly go wrong?

According to societal standards,

I must have big breasts, a butt that turns heads, small hips that sway,

But never a soft tummy or muscular physique.

You must be a women,

Composed of feminine energy,

Smell of perfume,

Colors and different shades of make-up,

A hour glass body, no love handles, muffin bottoms,

No miss perfections.

Even if our bone structures don’t work that way?

You’re saying we must all have “that” body?

We are women after all,

The image of a “bad” body shouldn’t exist?

Our society and unfortunately a number of men and even some women don’t preach that.

Self-love?

Freedom to be ourselves and whoever we aspire to be, no matter how our body looks or should look like?

Oh~how I can’t wait to rip my contract that bounds my conscious and better judgment.

Let my body be free of any chains that hold me down.

Break the rules of society’s standards,

They’re obsolete.

Beauty has always existed within you.

Self-love can be found,

But only if you’re willing to cross over busted down trails, wilted flowers, overgrown shrubbery, long branches of thorns that stick to your legs and clothes

Until you find your way.

I didn’t say it would be easy.

In this life, it never was supposed to be this difficult,

Perhaps we’ll be the cracks in the darkness,

Letting in the natural sun light

Pull the sheet off the mirror,

Carefully pick up the pieces,

Pick yourself back up,

Your journey of self-love and compassion is far from over.

This is just the beginning.

#my writing #writing #poetry #poems on tumblr #original poem #body dysmorphia #aneroxic #aneroxia nervosa #eating disoder trigger warning #mental health awareness #mental health #struggle #social media #societal expectations #societal norms #bodypositivity #tw eating issues #tw disordered eating

[noonebutalone]

I’ll start and stop fasting here and there and I’m kinda okay with it but I didn’t think I’d ever be able to stop eating at 11 pm starve almost all day until 4 eat and start again within the next hour.

I eat enough just not be hungry until I need to eat again.

#fat #chubby #b.e.d #weight loss #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #ana nervosa #fasting #16:1 #tw ed sheeran #an0rexic #aneroxia nervosa #bingedisorder #binge eating #bing3 eating #34t1ng d1s0rd3r #3d #3ating d1sorder

[defensivescarecrows]

Implementing Some Rules.

• Brush teeth no later than 9PM every night.

• Nothing but water after brushing teeth.

• Absolutely do NOT pack meals for work. Small snacks (capped at 3) ONLY.

• NO FOOD FROM THE WORK VENDING MACHINES. ONLY DRINKS.

• Under no circumstances will I speak about ED’s with friends, family, or strangers.

• Only ONE calorie rich drink a day. Any others must be 0cal.

• NO SECONDS. You get what you get.

• Drink a full glass of room temp water before eating anything.

• ALWAYS have an emergency snack on hand.

• Never eat before 9AM

• TAKE THE FUCKING VITAMINS

• Remember dinner is the ONLY meal of the day.

• Weight check once a week.

• Focus on work, not food.

Since this is gaining some traction I would like to add that these rules are specifically for me. I expect no one but myself to follow this. That being said, I can’t stop anyone from having an ED so I’ll just ask that you all please do your best to stay safe.

#anarecic #anamia #not pr0 ana #ana tingz #anareksja #anorexi4 #aneroxia nervosa #anoressic #not pr0 just using tags #mia #ana #thinnspi #thinnsp0 #thinspri #ednoez #tw ed #edn0s #tw ed shit #tw ed thoughts

[numerexia]

lily collins thinspo :3

#notprojustusehashtags #eating #eating disoder mention #aneroxia nervosa #eatinf disorder #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating mention #thinspo

[diet-coke-and-cigs]

am i fat ???? skinny?? mediam??? idek please help bc my bmi is overweight but idkkkkk

#anamia #eating disoder things #ana nervosa #aneroxia nervosa #ed tw #edn0s #not pro ed #tw eating problems #anamiia #anorexea #ed things #ana #anorecic #anxeity #buliima #emma chota #anorexia #bulimia #not pro just using tags #ed #edtwt #healthy weight ed #mental ill health #pro aana #anereksia #eating desorders #just ed things #bdd tw #need to be thinner

[monosyar]

I wish my arms were smaller im fucking fatass

#anatumblr #ana nervosa #eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana diary #4norexi4 #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #aneroxia nervosa #ed relapse

[leealoneinthedark]

Me: “I’m not hungry.”

That one “friend”l: “plEase eAT foR mE”

Me:

#pro@na #eating disoder things #tw ed mention #tw ed stuff #anorexik #anorexjc #starvibg #hungry #i want to be skiny #nothing to hide #seventeen #sadgirl #straving #left alone #dead inside #ana nervosa #aneroxia nervosa #self harrrm #disordered eating tw #relatable #ana relapse #getting skiny

[c1gar3tt3s]

I ate 305 calories today and I’m once again proud that I stayed under the 500 :)

+ i don’t understand how I’m not losing any weight??? Like I’ve been at 52kg for more than a month now. I eat a maximum of 500 calories a day and I exercise a lot and I’ve even tried fat burning diet pills???? Idk what I’m doing wrong but if someone knows what I should do pls lmk <3

#ed not sheeran #ed tumbr #tw ed vent #ed vent #ana vent #aneroxia nervosa #ana nervosa #3atingdisord3r #e4ting dis0rder

[cixerona-grove]

The hardest part is starting.

Once you start, you won't stop.

You'll fall in love with the intoxication it brings you, and the doses of quick satisfaction in the form of pills, that will distract you from your every day perils.

And with this, you will want more.

#anathoughts #bullimia #thin #ana diary #proana #pro mia #not ana just using tags #bullimic #bonespo #thinspo #anorexia #anorexic #weightloss #aneroxia nervosa #ana #ana tags #pro ana

[stopitpleasexx]

Honestly, fuck pasta

#anorexjc #anoressic #anorektyczki #bulim1a #anorecca #bulimyc #buliimix #anor3xia #anorekic #hungry #mental disorder #aneroxia nervosa #food sucks

[defensivescarecrows]

I want people to worry about me.

I want people to look at me and think “she’s lost a lot of weight recently.”

I want them to say “wow, how did you lose so much so fast?”

I want my boyfriend to be able to easily pick me up again.

I want him to pay attention to what I eat again, I want him to worry (but at the same time I don’t.)

I would love for my mom to call me her “skinny mini” again.

I want people at work to notice how thin I’ve gotten.

I want to step on the scale without feeling dreadful.

I want to see the bones in my hands again.

I want to see my hip bones again.

I want my thin and defined face back, I want to be able to see my dimples when I smile again.

I want so many things, and I control the rate at which I get those things. Thats what this is all about, right? Control.

#ednoez #not pr0 ana #aneroxia nervosa #anoressic #anorexi4 #anorekic #not pr0 just using tags #edn0s #tw ed thoughts #thinspri

[numerexia]

her insta: ri.www

#notprojustusehashtags #eating disoder mention #aneroxia nervosa #eatinf disorder #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating mention #eating #thinspo

[fatestbitch]

I’m thinking why I’m not loosing weight when I’m either starving or bingeing😗✌🏼

#anaroxia #anaroxic #it's not as simple as just eating #eating problems #eating diary #bulimba #aneroxia nervosa

[diet-coke-and-cigs]

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#anamia #eating disoder things #ana nervosa #aneroxia nervosa #edn0s #anxeity #buliima #emma chota #fatana