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ph4ngz · 1 year
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BACKSEAT LOVE || mechanic!bkg x anxious!reader
PART 1
A/N : ITS FINALLY FUCKING FINISHED YOU GUYS *HAPPY DANCE* :D
It's been two days since your last encounter with that gorgeous mechanic.
You'd be lying if you said he hadn't been the subject of your dreams, daydreams, wet dreams… all you can think about is him. Him and that perfect face, you still remember every splatter of grease and oil laid out on his features, you think you may have burnt the image into your brain.
His card is right there in the pocket of your denim shorts, just begging you to pull it out and stare at it for the nth time this Sunday morning. Your legs kick up and down on the bed as you lay on your tummy, doing nothing to help your friends pack up and get ready to leave the motel. Glancing back up at them, your eyes only seem to lose focus and any thoughts of packing your bags are, surprise, replaced by a certain blonde.
You wanted to call him, you really did. Would it be odd to show up at his garage again after two days without contact? It's possible you've missed your chance with him now that you've basically been ignoring the guy. You could pretend something is wrong with your car as an excuse to apologise! Nah, because then he'd check it out...
"Whatcha thinkin' about babe?" A mischievous, high pitched voice and a bounce of your mattress breaks you out of your inner struggle.
"I wanna see him…" you admit, realising too late that you hadn’t told your friends about Katsuki.
"See who?" Another voice, much more softer than Mina's, pipes up. Not many things can grasp Jiro's attention, but regarding you and boys…
Oh god, here we go. You and your stupid brain. There's no escaping this nonsense now. You can already hear the giggling and terrible impressions and they haven't even started yet.
But really, should you tell them about him? There'd be nothing wrong with that! However, something is telling you to keep him all to yourself. Jealousy? Panic? Perhaps he's so perfect that you're wary of other better girls stealing him away from you?
"Oh, just this guyyy, y'know… just this guy who gave her his number? And he’s a mechanic by the looks of things." Mina reads off the card he had given you that day, you having been completely unaware that she'd swiped it from your pockets until now.
"Hey!" You squirm under her weight, an elbow leaning on you as if you were an armchair as she carries on.
"Is he hot? What does he look like?" Jiro grins and leaps onto the mattress beside Mina, and before too long Uraraka is straddling your lower back, keeping you pinned down.
"Is he like one of those guys in the movies? Like, all sweaty and dirty and dreamy with a nice smile…" Uraraka's eyes trail upward to the spinning ceiling fan as she describes your mechanic with deadly accuracy.
Your eyes widen involuntarily.
"AH! Ochaco's right! You've gotta go see him again! Did he ask you out? Have you called him?" Mina squeals beside you, but then her face falls into a state of great suspense.
You know what's coming now. Sigh.
"Don't tell me you pulled one of your specials…" she guesses ominously, referring to your notorious moments of Boy Anxiety™.
Jiro smiles menacingly from behind her, "D-D-Did you?"
You find a smidge of respect for Uraraka for not joining in although you know she wants to. Rolling your eyes, you respond with a muffled "almost" after throwing your head into the covers out of embarrassment.
The hyperactive trio share a quick, knowing glance and simultaneously drown out the click-clacking of the old fan airing the motel room with a loud "AAHHH", Uraraka shaking your shoulders and Mina slapping the bed sheets.
"Where did you even find that anyways?" Jiro asks softly amidst the noise.
"It was hiding in one of her ass pockets." The pink haired thief replies proudly, jokingly smacking your asscheek and making it jiggle as your face heats up, still concealed by the covers.
The girls gossip about you as if you're not even there, and you decide you're perfectly fine with that if it means nobody is nagging you, so you let them talk. A few minutes pass by without a single word leaving your mouth until a finger messily taps on your bare shoulder.
Craning your head around to rest atop of your crossed arms, you shamefully eye the cutie straddling your back, internally smiling at the way her fringe is tied back on top of her head.
"Mm?" you hum groggily, awaiting her next words.
"I can always ask 'Zuku to give us all a ride home...?"
Your grumpy pout swiftly fades into a light and appreciative curl of your lips at her suggestion...
"...We aren't the only ones goin' for a ride today-"
...But soon enough the grumpy pout returns.
Excited cackling, thumping of dancing feet upon the floor and a group rendition of "tryna' catch me ridin' dirty" that is least to be desired fill the small room.
"UGHHughhhUGhhhhh," You exhale a tired groan into the back of your forearm, a wavering one at that, courtesy of Uraraka twirling an imaginary lasso in her hand and rocking back and forth on you like she's at a rodeo.
Eventually, an amused grin makes its way onto your face, with their antics (Mina's horrific excuse for dancing) too hilarious to even attempt keeping a straight face.
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"Oh, so you know Kacchan?" Izuku Midoriya's question almost has you jump as you open the car door to your driver's seat, curse him from coming up behind you like that.
"Who?" you furrow your brows innocently, your back pocket feeling particularly empty for some odd reason. You subtly glance behind the mess of green hair partially blocking your view at the three of your friends singing along to the radio in the backseat of his car.
"Whoops, sorry! I meant Katsuki." The thick fingers suddenly shoved in your confused face hold and point at a certain card you'd only just pried from someones grabby hands. God, this guy too!? Is everybody here a damn pickpocket?
Hastily snatching the card from Izuku's hand, you stutter an unnerved answer, "U-Uh! Yeah! No! I mean, we only met the other day, that's all..."
No way this bastard is going back in my pocket, you think.
"No need to freak out, promise I'm not being nosy or anything. I was just wondering, seeing as me and him are... I guess you could say childhood friends! He's actually doing some work on my Jeep, hence the basic rent-out. I knowww, I don't look like a Ford guy." He drawls on cheerfully, ignoring how you stuff the card inside your bra. You smirk at his choice to disregard your actions, and force down the invasive questions you so badly want to ask concerning your beloved mechanic.
"You better go before the girls set up a makeshift concert venue in the trunk." Beaming, you gesture to his bouncing vehicle.
"Shit, you're right. Ah, it was nice seeing you again!" Izuku waves whilst stumbling backwards, making you stifle a giggle whilst lowering into your own car.
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Pesky butterflies erupt within your chest when you finally pull over, the garage you so thankfully came across on your way to the motel stood conspicuously along the deserted highway. The garage door is shut this time around, the worn metal glinting under the aureate setting sun. However, the smaller door located at the side of the run-down building displays a twisted 'open' sign hanging behind the chalky window.
You've done it before, you can do it again. That's what you repeat to yourself inside your head as you hesitantly exit your car and approach the door. After a two minute standoff between your nervousness and the handle, you decide "fuck it!" and let yourself inside. You peer out from behind a brick wall separating the entrance from the main garage and it's nice, just like last time. Slow guitar and heavy bass emitting from what sounds like a vintage cassette boombox, the strong scent of gasoline and copper, fake potted plants hung up in every empty wall space unoccupied by shelves and posters, a huge dusty jeep... you can't see him though.
He's still here, you can hear a few faint grunts and the clanking of metal from beyond your place leant against the doorframe. You wonder, is he fixing some other girl's car? What if he isn't groaning for the reasons you think? The garage door is closed. Is somebody here with him? You're probably stupid for coming here after two days with no contact, he's most likely fallen for someone else thinking you would never come back. Subconscious curiosity leads you into the main room, fretful thoughts diminishing with no wall allowing your train of thought to stray from its tracks.
"Katsuki?-"
Your meek call of his name dies out on your tongue when the man himself emerges from behind the raised hood of the jeep with a "hm?". He's still as breathtaking as you remember, you reminisce about your last encounter whilst he's approaching you, his heavy booted feet seeming to send vibrations to your racing heart.
Your knees weaken when you realise the mechanic threw off putting a shirt on this time, specks of splattered oil glistening on his hard abs underneath the warm sunset rays filtering through the blinds. Forcing yourself to pay attention to his face instead of rudely ogling at his body, you come to find that he's secured his scruffy hair back with a clip, just like Uraraka, allowing you to view all of his features. He's been observing you for about a minute now, silently enjoying the way you're studying him as if he were a stone sculpture. Just give him a second, he'll say something eventually.
"Voice disappear or somethin'?" He asks cheekily, the sudden movement of a smirk emerging on his face breaking you out of whatever pesky trance you fell into.
"Oh! Uh, no! No, it's here! I can speak… yeah…" You spew a panicked sentence that would've been incoherent if you'd forced it out any harder. The anxious smile you’re wearing slowly fades as you start to chew on the inside of your cheek, nostrils flaring at how self aware you've become. Gosh, you're so stupid. Why can't you just speak like a normal person!? Stuttering and stumbling all over your words like this must look really sad. You hurl a mental slap at your face, scolding yourself for being so pathetic. Bakugo chuckles through his nose at your timid state and lightly scratches his bare stomach, deciding his next move. A big hand impulsively moves to your bare upper arm, mindlessly stroking your soft skin with his thumb for a short moment.
"Chill, it's just me. Stop acting like 'm gonna turn around and kill you." The man says casually with his usually downturned brows raised in amusement, removing his arm from you to take a few steps back and continue his work behind the jeep's hood. It's just him? JUST HIM? Being killed doesn't seem to be at the top of your list of worries right now, but the possibility increases as you're starting to picture your heart failing on the spot purely because of his existence. How are you supposed to "chill" when the sight of his broad, shiny, tanned, firm chest is enough to coax your eyes to roll back?!
You're thinking so damn hard about what to say as he's working, but nothing is good enough. Maybe you should leave and apologise, save your last ounce of self confidence. Maybe you should tell him the truth about your little anxiety issue. Nah, he wouldn't get it. Would he? Before you can stop yourself, a few words come tumbling out of your mouth to form the most unexpected question that leaves yourself dumbfounded.
"C-Can I kiss you?"
You stop breathing once Bakugo peers at you from behind the metal, mildly surprised and overwhelmed by your sudden request. That was fuckin' quick, he muses. Amidst a moment of fleeting courage, you will yourself to continue even if it's dizzying due to your heart beating a million miles per second.
"I’m sorry. I wanted to call you. Or at least— text you! I got so nervous and my friends all make fun of me whenever I talk to a guy so—"
"C'mere." The blonde gestures with his free hand while the other supports his leaning weight by pressing his palm upon the edge of the hood, spanner held tightly between his fingers. Now or never, you chant to occupy your brain. Head hanging low, you do as he says and come to a halt when only a few inches are left between your bare arm and his. Without another word to spare, Bakugo takes hold of your waist and veers your body to the tight space in front of him, caging you in. You fit underneath the metal canopy, the jeep's ginormous wheels providing some serious height. You're still staring intently at the dirty concrete area uncovered by either of your feet, unknowing of how to react.
The boombox in the corner of the room provides the only sound other than your ragged breathing, the music doing its best job to calm your nerves. You want this. You want this so bad, so don't fuck it up. Just move your damn head, that's it! Tears eventually cloud your vision, but before they can drip to the ground your chin is nudged upwards, letting the salty droplets slide down your heated cheeks. You're forced to look him in the eye whilst his heavy touch travels to the top of your muddled head, narrowed crimson gaze boring into your own, guilty and utterly captivated.
When he gently pulls you in by the nape of your neck, and his surprisingly soft lips make contact with yours... it's like all energy is drained from your body. As you kiss, you find your weakening form melting into his broad and hard chest, gradually tipping closer and closer until your bodies are pressed against one another's. Any thoughts previously occupying your mind have vanished without a trace, brain completely blank and depending entirely on the feeling of instinct. You're both sighing contently through your noses, each noise emitted from one has the other deepen the slanting of their mouth until a tinge of ferocity is thrown into the mix.
Your knees buckle abruptly at one point and breaks the kiss in a way that's too depriving of elation to bear, although Bakugo doesn't appear to care that much as he urgently hoists you up by your thighs to recklessly brush all the nuts and bolts strewn across his desk and replace them with your ass instead. A smile appears on the man's face when he catches your shoulders jerk at the reverberating clangour of metal hitting the floor. He situates himself further between your legs after making sure to shield the back of your head from the wall, worried that he'll hurt you with his ungentlemanly tendencies. His heavy breathing is causing your brows to bow in a state of pure bliss, the occasional grunt he sounds causing your jaw to go slack.
The amorous mechanic takes advantage of this and hungrily slips his tongue past your plumped lips to slither in tandem with yours for a while, evoking a muffled and greatly pleasured sob to escape into his mouth more than once, all of which he gladly engraves deep within his memory before yanking you forward by the waist once again, this time positioning your lower half close-packed and pressed to his hips. Bakugo is panting once he separates his face from yours, directing an avid ruby-red glance your way before lowering his head beside your neck.
The summer air is so hot, laced with the scent of diesel and unrivalled desire. Everything is surreal. The moody, crackly guitar in the background, the setting sun decorating the paint-splattered walls with strips of gold, the mess of blonde untamed locks you're tugging on brushing along the line of your jaw. His eagerness is evident with how rushed and sloppily his tongue glides across your skin, teeth providing harsh nibbles just under your ear and his lips hurriedly ghosting over any areas left untouched so he can suck on them hard enough to leave an instant bruise.
He's got his hands beneath your loose tank top, thick and skilled fingers splayed out and exploring every inch of your arching back. The hefty, warm touch backtracks to run over the goosebumps that had formed in its wake, sending intense shivers all throughout your limp form that have the muscles in his arms vibrate with your shaky movements. Venturing lower, Bakugo drags his palms all the way to your hips, almost drooling at how your soft flesh juts out the slightest bit above the hem of your denim shorts. He's acting hastily, like he's been set a deadline, moving to skim his thumbs over your ribs to the ticklish area below the cups of your bra.
Both of your bodies are rolling into each other now, sweat glazing the skin left uncovered by your clothes. The dim lamp and other miscellaneous items rocking back and forth on the desk struggle to stay upright or in place when every brusque, heedless motion of the mechanic's hips comes paired with the sheer power of desperation. Before you know it, he's fervently sucking on your tongue once more with a steel grip cupping the back of your bent knees, blunt nails digging in and making you uncontrollably exhale breathy whimpers that have his ears almost twitching to hear more.
Mixed saliva is coating your lips, an outcome of paying less attention to the kiss when your abdomen started to clench with anticipation. Confidence still a bit on the wobbly side, you take his bottom lip in your teeth and lightly tug on it as you pull away for breath, earning a pleased, sexy open-mouthed groan from Bakugo. Neither of you have opened your eyes in a while, much too focused on experiencing every overwhelmingly delectable feeling as they come. Jaws too tired to close your mouths, the taller man decides to give a harder thrust of his lower half and revels in the little gasps you reward him with, the growing bulge filling the space between your plush thighs gyrating into your pulsing core just right.
Long fingers abruptly spread out over your bra, opting for a quick squeeze before eagerly unhooking the clasp and greedily taking a handful of your bare tits from underneath the loosened cups. It seems he can't be bothered to seductively throw it to the ground like in the movie scenes Uraraka forced you to watch on YouTube earlier. And yet I prefer that, you smile to yourself and let out an erotic moan when your excited mechanic's huge palms rub your nipples. The sudden stimulation coaxes your inner walls to aimlessly contract, as if they're yearning to clench around the hardening, clothed length relentlessly grinding on you. His teeth return to the marked surface of your neck.
The steady speed and strength Bakugo infuses his thrusts with is impressive and you would probably be wondering how he hasn't wasted all of his energy if his hard-on wasn't consistently nudging the thick material of your shorts into your clit, the pressure so perfect it's dangerously close to maddening. The swollen bud throbs urgently at the sensation, a warning which you take notice of a mere second too late. The loud, repetitive knocking of wood swiftly being forced into solid bricks only serves to pull on the knot within your abdomen until only a single fraying thread remains intact. Not for long though, all it takes is simply a short and gruff "fuck" from the focused mans chest to snap it.
"Nnnguh!" your muscles tense instantly as you abruptly cry out, barely managing to yank him in further with the heels of your sneakers pushing at his ass. Bakugo hurriedly opens his eyes, vision blurred a bit when he moves to watch your features scrunch up under the control of absolute ecstasy. Although he's pleasantly surprised by your sudden release, his hips keep moving under the greedy pressure of your feet. Soon enough, your facial expression morphs into one of wide glossy eyes and quivering lips following the slow disappearance of your orgasm. He's smitten, without a doubt. Looking down at you like you're the one he's been looking for all his life, almost melancholic with the unmistakeable glint of rapture prominent in the pretty red rings of his gaze.
"Jesus, what brought that on?" he teases with raised, bushy brows. Ready for an embarrassed excuse, one that he'll remember forever. You’re out of breath already, one orgasm enough to render you far gone, too far gone to watch your words. You see the way he’s looking at you all expectantly, waiting for a reason to pick on you and make you burn up. If he wants an answer, he can have one.
"You, you did." your response has the mechanic blushing like a mad man, the three words prompting a sudden few drops of pre-cum to leak into the fabric of his underwear. Acting as nonchalantly as possible, Bakugo clears his throat and straightens his slumped posture with a try hard grin.
"That so." His voice is a smidge softer than before as he contemplates ripping off your clothes and going at you right then and there. The soggy feeling of his boxers rubbing against the sensitive tip of his cock serves as a reminder. A reminder that he's not the type to hold back when he's inside. ...Alright, he'll wait for you, just let him wash away the oily mess painting his hands first. Hastily propping you up so that you don’t fall, he orders you a quick "sit" then rushes to the sink stationed opposite from you.
You scoff at your own impatience whilst you're unbuttoning the shorts hugging your waist, something that Bakugo catches on his way back to you. "Someone's excited," he murmurs like it's second nature and gestures to you with dripping hands. "Take em' off for me."
Choosing to let his attitude slide, you obey willingly. You hardly get to finish removing the denim before your mechanic is pouncing on you akin to a wildcat, bared fangs hovering just below your navel then hungrily clamping down on the lacy material of your panties. It's fucking delicious, the manner in which the man prises the lace waistband away to release it unexpectedly, letting it snap upon the hypersensitive skin with an addictive sting. A devilish smile plays on the man's lips, the adorable sounds you bless him with doing nothing to lessen the discomfort between his legs.
Taking your underwear in his teeth again, he repeats his last actions. However, the stretching fabric doesn’t make contact with your abdomen this time around, instead they're being dragged just below your knees. Ah, you see. Your restricting panties leave enough space for his head to fit between your thighs, but they don't allow you to spread them any further. Swollen clit pulsing, you grip the edge of the desk tighter with anticipation as Bakugo lifts your legs to situate himself underneath and rests them on his broad shoulders.
"Hngh, please please please~" you whine for him whilst twirling strands of his hair with antsy hands. A genuine laugh from the mechanic blows a few puffs of cool air directly over your pussy and the abrupt change in temperature has your body rolling closer in hopes that his mouth will bring more heat. His fingers are still wet with water as they refrain from touching the top of your thighs, the droplets cooling your skin when they land.
"Gah—!" a pathetic, surprised gasp evoked from you makes the blonde's heart melt into a puddle. Did you think he was going to warn you with a sweet kitten lick? Who do you think he is? Of course he'd start with a harsh suck on your clit. Your grip loosens in Bakugo's locks when he opts to suck and flick his tongue simultaneously, the seemingly endless flow of pleasure sending your body into an exhausted state almost straight away. "K-Katsuki, Katsuki— mnnghWAit!"
Finally, his skilled mouth detaches from your overwhelmed bud with a muted pop and you can take a deep breath. So it looks like having your legs forced to remain in a relaxed position heightens the effects. You're mind-blown, nobody's ever done something so confidently, so assertively to you before. If he had continued whatever that was then you might've…
"Too much f'you? Shorry shweetheart," the muscular fiend muffling apologies beneath you is still gliding his tongue over your saturated entrance, swallowing greedily and peering into your fucking soul with those ruby eyes. "Mnnbut you shoulda known, m'nothing like anything you've ever had before…"
Without a second's notice, Bakugo easily slides his dripping middle finger inside of you, a hot and amused laugh vibrating through you due to his face still being pressed into your throbbing cunt. "Sho eashily…" you hear him comment. You're squirming with every movement he makes, the digit creating pressure within your contracting walls coaxing animalistic moans from your chest that even you don't recognise. It's when his eager tongue begins to lap relentlessly at your clit too that your focus wavers, poor brain trying to acknowledge everything at once. Eventually, the euphoria has you doubled over with your mind seeing nothing but crimson stars studying you from between a pair of weak legs.
"Good girl, yeah yeah yeah," the blonde praises whilst savouring the view above, his jolting cock demanding for him to push three fingers inside just to hurry things up. "So f’ckin tasty and wet for me, think you can take three fingers?" he asks lowly, almost states it. You nod rapidly, barely in the know of what you're agreeing to but you get the gist. It's slightly embarrassing how his thick fingers slide in without an issue, though it doesn't look as if Bakugo has anything to say. Instead, he's elated. If only you could see how rock hard he is right now in this moment, how much of an effect you have on his body. If his dick could get any bigger it would tear a damn hole in his clothes!
"Like you were goddamn made for it." he confirms to himself and nuzzles his face further.
Twisting, turning, tapping, your horny mechanic bullies your narrowing inner walls with his heavy touch. You're holding your breath again, you can't even help it with how insanely good he's making you feel and he's not even inside you yet. The mere thought of his cock draws a long, somewhat frustrated groan from your throat, voice cracking softly when his plumped lips close over your heated pussy to suck on your overstimulated clit once more. On cue, your mouth opens in a silent scream before the words can come out prepared.
"Katsuki! Too, huh, good! I-I think—" you try to warn him as best as you can in such a state but Bakugo proceeds to dart his tongue, coated heavily with your sweet arousal, back and forth over the sore bud until you're clenching on his fingers so much that he can't move them. "Hhhhhoh my god! Again-n! M'cumming!"
And with that, the man between your thighs swiftly withdrawals to stick his tongue out and carelessly skim the convulsing bundle of nerves by shaking his head. Somehow the mechanic expected the clear liquid to come spraying from your sopping cunt, he'd just prepared himself and you saw it. Your body is tensing in ways you've never experienced in your entire life as your juices hit the concrete with an obscene splat. The fact that you're squirting everywhere is shocking enough, but the fact that the man who's face you're currently cumming on already knew exactly how to make it happen...
Your walls are vicelike around nothing as Bakugo savours the flavour present on the tip of his tongue, the fading end of your release enhancing the emptines within. Did he do that on purpose too? To keep you wanting more? Your widened eyes immediately search to be met with his own narrowed and lust-tainted leer, and then you realise something. This guy really does know what he's doing, so much so that you're almost scared by how good you feel. His head certainly would've been crushed if you hadn't tried to keep your legs open. After retreating from his spot in front of you, the mechanic mutters a "let's get these fuckin' things outta my way" breathlessly and proceeds to rid of your cute panties. Your cunt drools arousal as he dangles them in your face, giving his wrist a little twirl before pretending to throw them to the ground. Little do you know, they're actually stuffed nice and cozy in his pocket. How sneaky.
"Need you…" whispering sweetly once he's stood before you again, you reach over slightly to cup his clothed and ever-hardening length. The low-key gasp that's sucked past the burly man’s lips is then exhaled as a deep "ah", the forceful back and forth motion of your palm causing him to feel as if his spirit is about to ascend to fucking cloud nine and beyond.
"Need me, hah?" he asks rhetorically. You don't stop as he's soon hurrying to unbuckle the belt looped around his waist, in fact his visible determination has your blood sparking with newfound energy. A kind of energy that influences the muscles in your legs to feel unused, begging you to ride him until they give out. Bakugo is moments away from letting his leaky cock breathe, finally able to free himself from the painfully claustrophobic material that is his underwear after removing the first layer—
"Wait, wait, in the car... can we? In the back sea-"
The sound of a car door opening hardly registers and you're being thrown playfully into the velvety backseat of a spacious jeep before you can even finish your question. Luckily, you're given a mere few seconds to reposition yourself until the unruly blonde sits beside you, bare legs spread to make room for one hand lazily grabbing and shaking the base of his hard-on beneath damp fabric. Observing his current state, your half lidded eyes are drawn to his shiny pink tip poking out from under the soaked cotton briefs you so badly wish to yank down. It's swollen, trying to jolt whilst being pressed into his abdomen and causing even more cloudy, sticky pre to droop in a string of small beads. The desperate mechanic is also watching with bowed brows, eventually turning his head to you as if to silently plead, simultaneously lifting his ass up to fidget halfway out of his underwear.
Holy shit, he's big. You knew he was big, but… he's big. And veiny. His huge fingers wrap around his bare member for a second time, influencing him to throw his head back and toy with himself. You’re stunned for a good moment, zero thoughts as you play witness to Bakugo’s solo pleasure. You hadn't seen his features contort in such a manner before, as his face had been hidden from your eyes whenever they were open. He's got this look about him right now, like he's totally losing himself in rapture for you. Mesmerising, truly. Those rock solid abs rise and fall at quite a fast pace, you shouldn't keep him waiting but… This guy is fucking delicious, you could just lick him right now. You bet even the sweat coating his face in a pretty shine tastes like salted caramel. You want a taste. Without hesitation, you straddle the man's lap, a firm grip stationed on his shoulders with his cock bobbing involuntarily into your puffy clit. Daringly, you grab him by the chin to lick a clean, wet stripe along his pink cheek.
Such a salacious action offers no small reward, you realise this when a clenched fist in your hair pulls you back just enough to have your noses bumping into one another, a dangerous growl fleeing from behind gritted teeth, straight from the tasty mechanic's dick rather than his brain. You're rather puzzled as he slowly ghosts his mouth over your own, until he speaks.
"M'I okay to rough you up a little? Hm?" Voice gravelly and deeply smooth enough to have your head spinning, he asks impatiently and narrow-eyed. You're most likely getting yourself into some kind of trouble judging by the sheer size of him, but how can you say no to something so utterly passion stoked? Answering with a simple nod and another teasing lick over those talented, wetted lips of his, you lower your already bucking hips. It burns, it fucking burns. Yet it's intoxicating. How odd for such a searing pain to have you wishing time would stop. Whimpering and grimacing, you've just about managed to fit half of his length past your soaking entrance.
"Want me t' rough my pretty baby up in the backseat?" He's asking you rhetorically, almost tauntingly, though somehow there's more than a hint of soothing behind his words. "Take it easy, baby. That's it…" he's being so gentle with his tone, breathing shaky as he memorises every damn detail of the view in front of him.
Fuck, it's stretching you out so much! The slippery, warm tip is squished between your succulent inner walls, gradually nudging them further apart to accommodate more with the shallow rise and dip of your body. "Hngh... fuck— nngh!" your pained grunts and contracting around him both have Bakugo digging his front teeth into his tender lower lip, ruby gaze tracking a lone drop of sweat trickling down your temple. Hyper-aware of your existence, of the velvety soft ridges massaging his length, a subtle smile enhances the shamefully mushy blonde's features and a thumb swipes the rolling droplet from your face.
With every inch nearly a struggle to slide past your tender, wet entrance, the longer and less frequent your trepidatious gasps for air grow. It's the pure fervour dancing in the depths of your abdomen to blame for your lack of air intake, for this overwhelming lightheadedness that makes you feel as if you might just pass out on your mechanic's fat dick. Then it becomes apparent, you've been so focused on easing the pain that the rapturous inferno spreading within yourself has been stealing your breath away. A flustered giggle is pulled from you when Bakugo cracks a stupid joke regarding your breathing pattern.
"Damn, I knew- ah, shit..." he shudders when the sensitive head of his cock reaches deeper parts of you, canines chattering together with a moan before carrying on. "I knew I was hot, but fucking breathe, heheh..."
However, your embarrassed grin flickers in the presence of intense enjoyment as you sense your frame succumbing to the man's increasing touch located at your sides. Rough hands are guiding your hips from their ongoing gentle bob to a faster, shorter and heavier bounce. This new movement finally drives the remaining inches of the mechanic's length inside of you, the harsh impact producing a pornographic splurt to sound as your arousal caves into the building pressure and escapes from your throbbing, stretching entrance.
"GAH—!"
"Oh-hohoooooh, baby..."
He doesn't stop there, either. The back of your thighs smack upon the top of his own, the lewd noises increasing in volume every time Bakugo lifts himself up to brutally slam you back down simultaneously. Strings of your slick connect to his sticky skin, linking the both of you together like some filthy double meaning in a movie. Your insides experience a sinfully pleasing ache with the continuous and vigorous moving, the way he's ramming in and out so fucking fast and rough and perfectly— God, there's absolutely no way that you can delay another orgasm like this, no chance in hell. How are you even supposed to function right now when his cock is so amazingly able to stimulate your over-sensitive clit from the inside?
"Ka-a-at'ski-i~" your near sing-song-ish moan of his name is prolonged by the drag and drop of your weight. It's the whiniest shit he's ever heard, the wavering of your wobbly voice positively addictive to the unruly mechanic.
"I can't stop, can't stop it!" a hurried, raspy whisper into his pink-tinged ear indicates the unstoppable approach of another brain-melting orgasm on your end, and Bakugo really can't help himself from pistoning his long dick as deep as your spasming cunt will allow before the involuntary push of the juicy walls clamping over him can render you empty again. This is the hardest one yet, this time causing your form to lock up as soon as your palms caress the prickly stubble on the blonde's jaw. He's fucking delighted, peeking up at your distressed features from beneath your weak hold. It's so adorable, how you can barely handle the pleasure he's gladly supplying you with, slutty little body already so drunk on sex.
"Ugh-huh! Plea—easeeee," you cry out and impulsively bring the mechanic's head forward to bury your sobs and babbles into his natural, soft spikes. "Mmnn- please, so good..."
He notices that you're not fidgeting anymore. Instead, you've been ultimately paralysed by ecstasy. Your back arched and your trembling thighs raised, needy body in prime position to just fucking take it. You're doing exactly that, perky tits jolting into his chin whilst you let him pound your sweet pussy however he wants. Narrow eyes rolling back, a husky moan breaks the hold of his lips. There's no need to see your face to know how far gone you are, but just in case, Bakugo checks in with a dirty laugh and an utterly sexual "don't even know whatcha' beggin' for, do ya?"
Hardly capable of a simple yes or no, you can only respond with a long, broken hum into his tear-dampened hair. Fuuuuck, the car is rocking with the man's thrusts and it has the act of jutting his hips upward becoming so much easier. After a short moment of sucking on one of your pebbled nipples to have you squeezing his length, he decides a slight change needs to be made before he can cum. Without warning, Bakugo hastily manhandles you so that you're facing away from him with your lolling head leaning upon the headrest in front of you, arms around the seat and gripping on for dear life.
The musky, intimate scent of sex has an incredibly intoxicating effect, neither of you able to get enough of the lusty, hot air filling the vehicle. It influences the mechanic to ram his cock in you once again, but this time he doesn't pull back, choosing to drag you into his broad, glistening chest and guide your tired hips to gyrate in his lap. You're absolutely fucking destroyed down there, he notes pridefully when he lets his fingers slip back and forth over your numbing clit. At this point, you can only feel the pleasure his fingers are bringing you, rather than his actual digits themselves. Your mind is completely de-railed, train of thought tipped over onto its damn side. This guy is literally going to fuck your brains out!
"Keep goin', gorgeous. M' almost there," Bakugo groans whilst one of his hands trails to your throat. He can feel his dick stirring within your tight cunt, he can feel your entrance squeezing the base as your walls attempt to milk him for all he's worth. To be honest, hes lost count of your orgasms. You have, that's for sure. In fact, he doesn't think you could count to 3 right now, even if you tried your hardest. Let's make that 2, he muses to himself just as your clit starts to pulse beneath his dangerously intense touch.
"Ka... Kat'ski..." you mumble through the pressure situated under your jawbone, unable to keep your head from falling back into the crook of his neck with a silent scream. The contracting of your mellow insides circling his blunt tip has the tense mechanic blurting:
"Cum for me, baby. C-cum f'me, m'gonna cum for you too, n'kay?"
Another splash of clear liquid is sprayed from between your legs as soon as Bakugo's words register, his endless rocking and thick fingers creating gaps in stream which only makes everything that much messier. You're still in the end throes of your release when the man behind you loses control of the curses previously sat at the tip of his tongue, all of them falling from his quivering mouth within a matter of seconds.
"Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck— cuh—! Cumming!" he strains into your tangled hair, the hold around your throat gradually tightening with each forceful spurt of white from his jumping cock. Hips bucking lightly during the fading continuation of his orgasm, the brawny man removes his hand from your neck, allowing you to inhale a deep breath.
Then.
Reality kicks in.
Full throttle.
"Oh my fucking god. We need to fuckin' get out."
Slowly coming to your senses, you angle your tired head to peer at your mechanic who seems to be troubled.
"Why's that?" you question and kiss his flushed cheek, face plastered with cute curiosity. However, that cute curiosity is quickly replaced with utmost panic when Bakugo doesn't reply, instead observing the mess surrounding the two of you. "Shit! This is..."
Izuku's fucking jeep.
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Hours pass, all spent scrubbing the entirety of the jeep's backseat area. You'd prefer not to remember the chosen method of exiting the vehicle whilst being impaled and full of cum, although it was pretty hilarious at the time. Oh, right now? Right now you're on a stealth mission, currently waiting for Bakugo to signal your leave with obvious hand gestures whilst Izuku asks about his car. Hm... you feel like you're forgetting something— Woah, shit! He's signalling, okay. Refraining from letting a giggle escape at the blonde's tight-lipped and wide eyed expression, you sneak out from behind his childhood friend and quietly leave the building.
"So it's all good now?" Izuku pats the hood of his jeep, emerald eyes eager for his answer.
"Mm, yup. Stay there a sec while I go get your keys, loser."
You're on your way to your own car, still wondering if maybe you'd left something back there when Bakugo appears from behind the door in the corner of your vision. Spinning on your heels, you tilt your head at the cocky smirk he's blessing you with. You're confused, until you clock him dangling your lacy panties on one finger.
'Wh— HEY!' you mouth at him with a frown of disbelief. So that's what you were forgetting! You're about to storm right back over there, but the manner in which the blonde peers over his shoulder with an awkward face tells you that Izuku's waiting patiently. He doesn't mouth anything back to you, just opts to blow you a mischievous kiss, a kiss that he plants on the fabric of your panties, before cheekily shutting the door on you.
"Unbelievable." your hands flail around as you murmur with an amused smile. Guess you'll have to come back for those.
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magicdefendorwolf · 1 year
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Matchmaker
Characters:Yanqing(x reader),Jing Yuan(the matchmaker)
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So,i think it is quite clear to everyone that Yanqing is inexperienced when it comes to love
So of course he would assume that the way his heart flutters around you,the way he often longs for your presence,how he cant help but be nervous around you,and the slight stutter in his words when talking with you is just because he respects you alot as a friend and didnt want to mess up around you
Yeah thats why, totally why
Right?
Or atleast thats what he thought,until in a conversation with Jing Yuan
Now there are two possible ways in which the topic may have come up
The first one is if Jing Yuan brought you up because he noticed how Yanqing was crushing on you,or Yanqing somehow brought you into the conversation
Nethier way they're talking about you,and Jing Yuan points out the big crush Yanqing has on you
"Oh yeah her,she's a great person,no wonder you have such a big crush on her" Jing Yuan would say with a chuckle at the end
And of course Yanqing would be shocked and quick to deny itwhile also blushing
"What?! I dont have a crush on her,she's just an amazing friend is all. Why would you think that?" Yanqing would reply confused,like he had said the most absurd thing ever
Then Jing Yuan would start listing all of the reasons to him
And Yanqing would be quick to deny each one
Oh he's nervous around them? No he's just afraid of messing up infront of such a respectable person. He blushes whenever their faces are a tad bit too close? Well of course they're in each other's personal space how could he not? He always wants to be in her presence? She's just an amazing friend is all
Every single reason Jing Yuan would list Yanqing would deny,like,what are you trying to become Yanqing? Adrien Agreste 2.0?
Anyways,after a big amount of convincing and explaining from Jing Yuan he would finally consider it,and when he finally realises he's got a crush on you he's going to turn into a tomato
Jing Yuan would just chuckle with a soft smile,oh but he would definetly push Yanqing to confess,after all,he isnt as blind as his adopted son,he sees the way you reciprocrate his son's feelings
Of course Yanqing wouldnt want to at first in fear of rejection,but with some pushing from Jing Yuan he would finally agree to confess to you
And here is where the adventure begins
You see Yanqing is a big bundle of nerves,the usual extroverted and confident sunshine suddenly becomes the shiest man on the planet,its like he did a full 180°
And you dont understand why he's suddenly so nervous around you?
Like yesterday he was his usual sunshine self
So he approached you and asked you to meet at a spot you two usually went to to hang out,so you agreed,but afterwards you were quick to catch his wrist so he wouldnt basically sprint away so you could ask him what happened with him??
He would turn around trying to conceal his nervousness and tell you he'll explain when you meet up
And then poof,he was gone,sprinted away
And you stood there dumbfounded thinking you had done something wrong
And Jing Yuan who was watching from a far facepalmed at the scene,he made a mental note to lightly scold Yanqing about this later
But anyways,moving on
When you finally met up at the agreed spot Yanqing was nervous,again,and gave you a small greeting
Then he decided it was time to confess
"I like you" he'd say hoping you would get the hint
"I like you too,you're a great friend! But are you alright?"
"No! I like like you!" He'd say,his nervouseness mixing with furstration
Seeing that your expression said nothing but confusion and disbelief
"I love you!" He said giving up the subtlety
He looked off to the side nervously
But when he heard you reciprocated his feelings he basucally jumped onto you to hug you which made you both fall down
Now you have a happy sunshine rambling to yiu about how happy he is you feel the same way
And once again, Jing Yuan standing somewhere in the shadows knowing he did a good job at being a matchmaker
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Will you do romantic headcanons about Nod?
Romantic Nod Headcannons pt 1
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Reader: Female Reader
Notes: I got you, homie.
Warnings: swearing, mad dadd finn, crazy bullshit
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I feel like Childhood Friends to Lovers is very Nod.
You know he sees you as "one of the bros" first, not...kissable.
Thats on the surface at least, deep down though: and even barely pass the surface he's always known he's liked you.
He's very much been in love with you since he was young.
He's literally been through it all with you and you been through it all with him.
He knows no matter which direction either of you go; you'll always have his back.
So, it worried him: maybe he was wrong, yet it was too late, he was already waiting for you outside of work.
And when he seen you: he's never froze in front of you, and he was as stiff as a log.
Didn't help that Finn was behind you either.
*cough* your father *cough*
He just ends up quickly leaving, leaving you confused.
For sure screaming fuck in his head as he runs away.
His emotions kind of just blurted out at you.
after all you had been chasing him for three days and wasn't ready to give up on him just yet.
So, when you actually finally caught him by climbing through his room's window and managing to block all exits, he has nowhere to run.
He'll try and throw you off calling you "a creep" but that shit doesn't work; he's always climbing through your window calls it his "Special personal door to annoy you."
Basically, have to fight the answer out of him.
"You're avoiding me!"
"I am not! I'm. I'm just busy!" He argued, trying to get pass her.
"You are too!" Y/n snapped
"Am not!"
"Just tell me why!
"Why does it matter anyways!"
"Because it's hurting my feelings, Nod! What did I do!? Did I say something!? Do something!?"
He could only stare at you.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you-"
"no, No don't apologize-"
He had to cough it up now; he couldn't hurt you.
God it was so hard for him to get out; which was weird; Nod was usually pretty open to you.
Through every long pause and hard too seek out word he watched you listen with intent.
Finally, annoyed with himself he coughed it up, fully confident in his words.
"I'm in love with you," Nod told; "I've been in love with you."
It was a sigh of relief, his shoulders finally able to slack, and the air held in his chest released with his sigh.
"Nod-"
"Just, " He interrupted; causing Y/n to pause, "Just. Please- I can't help it, you do this thing! With your hair! and then it's with the eyes, and then it's- it's the way you just- It's you! you can't blame me!"
"Nod-" Y/n stopped him; hand coming to hold his bicep in a comforting notion, "Nod look at me,"
From his hand, Y/n's hand going from his bicep to his hand, "I have always loved you."
Worry slipped from the world, watching you hold his hand tightly, with a smile on your face.
He was quick to pick you up, and swing you around, you could only laugh happily as he gave you a long hard kiss on the cheek, holding your face firmly within his hands.
"You've gotta be mine," He said with excitement, she could only laugh, "Well- please be mine."
"I would love to,"
Now, as much as he knew, he wanted to just kiss you straight up on the lips he didn't.
But you did and he swears he's on cloud-nine.
He is on cloud nine actually- all day, every time he sees you.
And when you have to leave because you told your dad you'd be back before dark he's determined to take you home; but as much as we all love Finn; he's a bit more protective of you in the dating world.
Nod respects you wanting to please your dad, and he'll let you ease your dad into the idea of you dating.
"I'll see you tomorrow,"
"I don't train tomorrow,"
"Me neither, I wanna take you somewhere, I know you'll like it,"
Nod certainly never changed; he loved you, partners or not,
You agreed and he said he'd get you as soon as he could in the morning.
You rushed home quickly, you're late for dinner.
It was your father who was standing waiting for you at the door.
"Dad-"
"Don't."
Y/n was silent, "I told you to be back before dark, and it's been dark."
"I'm sorry, I rushed home as quick as I could," she apologized.
Finn could only sigh, "Where were you,"
"With Nod..."
"Well stop it,"
"What!?" Y/n asked as Finn started to walk away, "Wait that's not fair!"
She chased him into the kitchen; "Stop chasing after a boy that you can do better than." Finn ordered.
"That's not what's happening-"
"No? So, he just runs from you!? Once best friends reduced to avoidance?" Finn defended, "Bees don't explain to flies why honey is better than shit,"
"That's unfair! -"
"Enough!" Finn ordered, stopping her from speaking any further; "Clean up for dinner. Your grandmother and aunts are here,"
You only ran; Finn couldn't help but look back and hear the running of the steps up the stairs and then the slamming door above.
From then on, your relationship with your father becomes strained.
Nod realizes somethings wrong when he comes in through your window and you're lying on top your bed.
"Hey,"
"Hi."
Just the way you respond, you sound upset.
He knows you'll talk about it when you want; and carefully climbs over you to lay besides you, wiping what he thought were fresh tears away from your cheek but to realize they've been dried to your face.
He has to cheer you up; he's trying to pull you out of bed despite your protest; he sits you up and looking through your clothes to find you something comfortable.
"Come on, let's get out of here,"
"Nod, I don't want to,"
He kneeled between your legs, his hand in yours; looking up at you and asking what's wrong as he kisses your hand.
You leave it at a bad argument with your father, and he listens to ask much as you'll give him.
Luckily, he gets you out the room; hummingbird waiting.
And just like that he took off with you in front of him, his arms around you and guiding the bird along.
"Just what you'll need I promise."
he took you as high as he could into the trees, the highest tree he knew about, and landed his bird.
"Come on this way-"
Holding his hand he led you through a hole: once a home to a bird, and threw to the other side.
"And its suppose to rain today," Nod commented, "your favorite."
The branch was balding at the end, yet had leaves up top for some protection, leaving a nice view.
And he even set a little picnic out for the both of you.
Second kiss? Scored.
He's litterally planned out the whole thing.
He'll play little card games he brought up, eat with you, kiss you + a little making out
But thing that really reels you in, makes you fall so deep in love is the dancing.
He'll dance with you up on that tree branch, spin you, and dip you. Twirl you for as long as you want.
Sure, you lose track of time, but you could care less as you sit with him snuggled up.
Eventually, he'll take you home, dropping you off at your window.
He'll wanna say goodbye with a kiss, which turns into two, two to three.
He just rather not leave. And lay with you some more.
But you rather not have Finn take his head off.
Finally he truly says goodbye and leaves, you making your way back inside.
Sneaking around your father is routine now. The "Im going to bed early" and "Oh well they asked me in early" works for a while.
And in those hours, you're with Nod: dancing and kissing the hours away
He likes to train with you when you guys can
Strong = Hot in his mind
And damn are you strong
Sure at some point it goes from actually training to rolling around and laughing with one another
Always split before Finn shows up
Would really like to be public about the relationship you know go like: "Oh, this is the love of my life. Let me tell you all about her-"
But tbh he's even nervous; he sees how Finn glares at him
Tbh you hurt my child I hurt you is very Finn, especially when its someone so close
For your month anniversary, Nod surpised you with a handmade card and lunch left on your desk.
Finn had walked you in that day...ouch.
"Who's it from?" Finn questioned.
"Ooh. Didn't leave a name.." Y/n laughed nervously, "Admirers, cookoo am I right? haha..."
Admirer? Admirer his ass
Hes gonna track that bitch so hard.
Oh nods fucked.
Luckily you and Nod sneak around it: quite a bit at that too.
Finn's first suspicion is when you come back from felid work; a run in with boggins to collect medicinal herbs for your healer mentor.
Nod was pushing past crowded medics and helping soliders to get to you before Finn could.
Just the way he looked at you, and you looked at him, the way Nod checked over you, and was quick to take over as your crutch.
He was surpised when he over heard Nod instructing younger healers what to do with you, Finn couldn't help but get it more and more
"Where's my dad!"
"It's okay. It's okay, he's coming. he's coming - just take a deep breath -"
A needle going through flesh with no numbing of any kind after adrenaline wore off was....wow.
"I can't! I can't no! No no! Nod! Please!-"
"Hey! Look at me! Look at me!" Nod called, his upper body hunched over and across Y/n's, blocking what was happening below and holding her down, "I've got you! Alright? Look at me. I wouldn't let anything bad happen to you, okay?"
They were able to seal the wound
Unlike Nod they wouldn't let Finn in, and only when Y/n was brought out to make room for the next soilder was he allowed to see her.
"Dad!-"
"Baby girl!" He was quick to hug her, holding her head to his chest and holding her tight, "I was so worried."
Finn pulled away, stroking her hair down and looking over her face: "you're, okay? What happened!? Are you okay?"
You didn't even bother to answer before hugging him tightly, he hugging back.
He only took you home quickly; glancing back at Nod fairly quickly before returning to you
and your father babied you, even though mostly all you wanted from him was his lap to lay your head on.
Which he was glad to provide, fingers brushing through your baby hairs.
Family comes to visit you.
And with them is Ronin after all he's your fathers best friend, and because Nod lives with him he came too
"I was so worried." Finn told Ronin.
"I know." He answered.
The two stood in the kitchen, "I don't want her going on the field again."
Ronin was silent as a cup of tea was handed to him.
"You'll hurt her." Ronin answered, "Not allowing her back on the feild."
"Hurt her or the Leafman army?" Finn snapped, "She almost lost her life, Ronin!"
"Finn-"
"Her life, Ronin! This is my daughter!"
Y/n stayed curled up in the blanket, hearing the argueing from the other room.
"You okay?" Nod asked, he sat on the floor beside the couch, chin resting on the cushion.
"Yeah..." y/n answered.
"You'll look pretty badass with that scar." Nod commented, causing her to smile softly, but it soon faded.
"I guess we're not dancing for a while now..."
"We can do other things." Nod told.
"Like what?"
Nod chuckled, "Like what? Well... we can still talk to each other. We can still joke and tickle each other... we can kiss each other still..."
Y/n was silent.
"I know you liked the dancing a lot." Nod commented, "I did too. We'll do it again. Dont worry."
"You know... my dad used to dance with me." Y/n commented.
"Who's a better partner? Me or him?" Nod asked, causing her to laugh.
"Im not answering that." Y/n commented.
"Oh, it must be me then." Nod spoke.
Y/n chuckled softly, Nod rubbing a thumb over her cheek; "i know I couldn't ever have a better dance partner.
"I love you." Y/n told him, he smiling softly.
"I love you too."
She leaned over, kissing him softly, and he kissed her back. He raised from his bottom to his knees, allowing her to lay back as they kissed. He only pulled away for a moment to repeat the three words; I love you, before returning to kissing her softly.
Nod usually liked it when hands ran through his hair, especially hers. But the hand that raked through his hair quickly pulled him off Y/n.
"What the hell is your problem!"
"Finn!-" Ronin tried to argued.
"Dad stop!-"
"You think you can just play with my daughters feelings and then take advantage of her!" Finn snapped.
Nod was stuck on the floor on his side.
"Get out of my house!"
"Sir-"
"I said get out of my house!"
"Dad!" Y/n argued getting up, catching the couch corner to keep her up.
"Nod get up." Ronin ordered pulling him to his feet, "Come on-"
"Daddy please! Just stop!" Y/n pleaded hand on his arm, "Please he's not hurting me!"
"Y/n-"
"I said get out!" Finn shouted: "I'll fucking kill you if you touch her again!"
"Daddy Please!" Y/n begged.
Ronin pulled Nod out the living room and house. Finn and Y/n arguing in the background.
"Whats your problem!" Y/n shouted.
"Problem?! My problem!?" Finn argued, "He's kissing on you after he's played with your feelings!"
"He loves me!"
"He doesn't love you!" Finn argued, "Playing with your feelings and then hes all the sudden ontop of you?!"
"How do you know!-"
"I'm your father! I know better and you listen to me! Do you understand that!" Finn shouted back.
"And what!? End up sad and alone like you?! Chasing after a man that'll never love me!" Y/n argued, tears streaming down her face, "You are not Me, and Nod is not Ronin!"
It grew quiet between the two, and Y/n, despite her injury, was quick to move, leaving the living room and up into her room.
Finn well...he was in complete shock.
Mouth ran dry and all
It took him a moment to even get his brain working again.
He leaved you alone for the night. Its the best choice.
And despite it all.
Nod still comes to see you.
Knocked on your windowseal and everything and kinda lets himself in.
"Look Im sure your the last person you wanna see right now-"
But your hugging him quicker than you should be able to with your knee.
"I don't wanna be here, Nod..."
"I know. It'll get better." Nod told her, kissing her head and rubbing her back, "But with your leg, you're safe here. Just for now, okay?"
Y/n nodded, Nod smiled, "That's a brave girl." He wipped her tears away.
"Im sorry for the way he treated you."
"He's scared to lose you, is all."
"Still-"
"Hey really its okay." Nod reassured her, "and hey, look at the bright side. We don't have to hide anything. And when those injuries are healed, we can go screw around again. On the tree tops. Just us."
Y/n hugged him tighter, "Thank you Nod."
"Anytime."
He stays with you for a while longer
Relaxing with you laying on your bed. He just wanted to make sure you were sleeping.
And when you did fall asleep, he personally pulled the covers over you and kissed your temple.
Little did you know Nod had gotten up early the next moring and knocked on your door.
Your dad answered: exhausted, and dry of tears.
Caffine couldnt save him today.
"I told you not to come back-"
"Just. Hear me out -"
"No -" Finn argued, closing the door.
"Just!" Nod stopped him with a foot between the door and the frame, "Look I really. Really love your daughter. Like. Really... love her."
Finn stopped: "okay and?"
"She's everything to me. Like she's everything to you - so I thought we should get along."
"You played with her. You just dont seem to get that -"
"I never meant to hurt her she knows that -"
"You did, though- why is it so hard for you to understand-ignoring her then touching her - please class a act -"
"I didn't understand! She went from being my best friend to being in love with her! I didn't get it!"
"And if you don't love her? You have an empty hole, You're filling with her - get it straight Nod- Your using her!-"
"I want to marry her!" Nod snapped.
Finn was in a silent shock, "How... how long?"
"A long time now..." Nod commented: "Just please! I want-"
"How long!"
"Almost three seasons now."
"Leave my house."
"Finn, please -"
"I said Leave."
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doctorcanon · 5 months
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I cant sleep so modern!linked universe hc time.
- Rusl buys Twilight a dna/ancestry thing for his 20th birthday.
- having been adopted into the Ordon family since the age of 15, the gift doesn't go over well at first.
-However after some deep conversations, Rusl explains that he promised Twilight birth parents that he'd do this if anything happened to them.
- Still Twilight procrastinates and after some cajoling from midna, finally does it a year later for his 21st birthday.
- at his party, a small family dinner at the Ordon home with Zelda, Illia and Midna in attendance, he lays the envelope on the table and says "before I open this, I want you all to know that what ever I find in here that you are all my family and I love you all."
- the first thing in the envelope is his genetic information, some basic stuff he already knows, some stuff he doesn't and somethings Zelda remarks he should see a doctor about. Apparently he's actually 65% Karariko as Renado predicted.
- the second thing is copies of his mother and father's Service Papers. Both served in the military; one as a murse and other as an officer. Both died of burns and smoke inhalation after rescuing several of their fellow tenants when the apartment above theirs caught fire.
- the third thing is a list of public records. His father was originally from Hateno and an only child save for a half brother who died a few years later. His mother, from kakariko, had two much younger siblings. Sheik and Link.
- while there are some records of a custody battle Shiek and Link were separated in the system after the death of their mother. There is an obituary written by Twilights mother with a picture of her and her three children. There's no further information about Link or Sheik.
- Until one last little page slips out, A wedding announcement from 10 years ago. Announcing the joyful union of Malon Lon and Link Kokiri. He's seen this before.
- in fact, Twilight sees this exact newspaper clipping framed in his old boss's office. He visits at least twice a month. He even jokes with him the it was the only proof the guy could actually smile.
- The Lon Lon Family owns their aptly named Lon Lon ranch but he reports to Malon's husband directly when it came to the horses. Especially Epona. He just saw the man last week, for crying out loud!
- He has an uncle. And he's already known the man for 5 years now. They thought it was just a funny coincidence that they had the same name.
- Illia says its fate. Zelda assures him that this can't be an accident. Midna presses his cell phone into his hands. Rusl tells him that its his decision and that they'll respect whatever that may be.
- He calls first, of course. He only works at the ranch on weekends these days anyway. It would be weird to just show up to his shift and just go "hey, do you know im your nephew?"
- he asks if Mr Kokiri would like to talk some time under the guise of needing some advice. Under all the grump and sarcasm, Kokiri really is a saint and easily says yes, asking if Twilight is okay since he sounds stressed.
- the next day, Twilight stumbles into his boss's office with all the papers in his hands.
- "if you need advice about school, you've come to the wrong place, kid."
"No...uh sir this ain't about school. Yet. But uh...do you recognize this picture?"
- he sets down the obituary with its photo of his mother, grandmother, Sheik and Link somewhere in Karariko. Kokiri studies it but otherwise seems clueless. "No, sorry, I dont."
- "Well according to these papers," Twilight sets them on the desk and spreads them out so he can see. "This is my mom. And this is you. Her brother. I think...I think you're my uncle."
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mikelogan · 26 days
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ttpd thoughts
for the record, i'm not trying to be like. purposely hateful or anything, i'm just so deeply disappointed with her. this last year has been a mess and she's repeatedly acted in ways that, at the very least, rub me in the wrong way and at their worst have disgusted me and made me lose so much respect for/faith in her. miss americana has become a piece of performance art rather than any sort of meaningful activism.
she made a very public display of dating/hooking up with a bigot and basically said "fuck you, i do what i want" in response to valid criticism and then tried to smooth it over by working with one of the women he'd called slurs. almost every time she spoke this year, whether in an interview or through tree, she reinforced my worry that she views herself as untouchable and that any sort of negativity or criticism directed toward her should be discounted because she's an "underdog" and a woman, despite the fact that there are very real issues with her words and actions. and don't get me started on everything with football guy and his trump-loving ass.
she is absolutely allowed to do, say, date, fuck, etc. anyone and anything she wants. she can write songs about all of it. she can do damage control and pr and control the narrative however she chooses. she can run smear campaigns and drag names through the mud while maintaining she's the perpetual victim when she's arguably the one with the most power in any given situation. i can appreciate that fame presents a set of challenges that i will never experience or fully comprehend.
but i'm also allowed to have my opinions on it, especially when so much of it is so heavily publicized. there is so much we will never know and there is also so much we do know that we never should have. pretty much since eras was announced, she's become so deeply oversaturated and it went from being cool to see so much hype and getting a new album and new re-recordings to feeling like everything is about money and breaking records. it's become a machine, a content factory, and so many decisions feel rushed, incomplete, and incongruent. it doesn't feel like there's been real thought about the material itself and instead it's become about aesthetics and sensationalism.
i think that's why i'm so frustrated right now and it's highly likely that these albums will grow on me or at least some of the songs. i've been listening to the 12 songs i liked on repeat since i finished my initial run through each album and i already like them even more. but i wish that it could truly just be about the music for me. that's what's always been most meaningful to me about taylor is her lyricism and the stories she tells through her songs. but knowing everything i know and having seen everything i've seen over the past year, it's tainted my perception of the albums and the songs on them.
i think that taylor has a lot of growing to do as a person. i've heard people say that sometimes celebrities are frozen at the age they became famous and i think that really shows in taylor's case. the irony of a song being titled "so high school" was certainly not lost on me. a lot of her phrasing feels very juvenile, just as her treatment of joe and everything surrounding the end of their relationship has been. i never really had feelings about him one way or another, and as i mentioned above, there's a lot we'll never know about what happened between them. but she's been pushing her victim narrative so hard and the only thing i've seen from joe is his support of palestine. actions speak a lot louder than words. it changed so drastically from the initial news of their breakup being amicable to turning him into yet another villain. i have no doubt in my mind that taylor has been treated very poorly by a lot of the men in her life, and joe is likely not an exception. but i'm to the point where i have to take everything she says with a heaping tablespoon of salt.
at the end of the day, taylor's music is her own and i understand why she's said that she wants her work to be about the music and not about the men. i can see how it would feel invalidating to have her songs picked apart and attributed to the men they're written about. and i'm not even trying to do that here. but i can't recall a time when she's been so public about her relationships? in the past, it's felt a lot more like speculation, but jesus, between ratty and tk this past year, we've just been inundated with so much that unless i was an extremely casual fan that managed to escape her face on every news show, billboard, and social media website, i can't fathom not knowing what she's singing about on these albums. she can't have it both ways.
i still have all the music that came before ttpd, and like i said, with subsequent listens, ttpd will probably grow on me a bit, but idk man, i'm over it. and i think it's important to be willing and able to criticize or at the very least analyze your favorite media, whether it's music or tv or film or literature or whatever else. your favorite thing probably sucks in one way or another and pretending it doesn't doesn't make you a better person than someone who acknowledges it. these are complex, extremely nuanced things i take issue with and when it comes down to it, i will never know taylor personally and be able to talk to her about these things and get her point of view and her thoughts. that leaves me to say my piece, which is what this post is.
as a recovering swiftie, i'm just so very tired.
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havendance · 8 months
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Batman for Dummies
Chapter 3: Starring NIGHTWING as the Cavalry
AO3: Chapter 3 | Read from the beginning
Fandom: Batman
Featured Characters/Relationships: Helena Bertinelli & Tim Drake, but look basically everyone shows up this chapter including, but not limited to: Dick, Barbara, Jean-Paul Valley, and Bruce too I guess.
Wordcount: 9100
Fic Summary:
In the aftermath of the quake that shook Gotham, Helena Bertinelli takes on the mantle of the Bat. (It isn’t like Batman’s using it.) If she’d known the cowl came with a certain moralizing little bird following her around — well, she probably still would’ve done it, but it would’ve been nice to know in advance. (Or: Tim and Helena team up 2: electric boogaloo. Now with more bats!)
We are back, baby! I got so much procrastination on my school projects done while editing this.
After two chapters of drama, it's time for something more chill and fun before we hit the endgame :)
Excerpt:
“Knock knock.”
Helena groaned and blinked. Someone was shining a flashlight in her face. At her side, Robby made some equally unhappy noises as he tried to pull the blanket over his head. It took Helena a second to wake up, but then it happened all at once. Someone else was there.
She kicked out, but her legs were still tangled in the blankets and the intruder easily dodged back.
Robby finally noticed something was wrong and sat up. “’Lena, what?” he said with a yawn. Then, more alert: “Nightwing?”
With the flashlight no longer shining in her eyes, Helena could see the black and blue costume she’d originally missed. She flicked on the LED lamp near the bed, and there he was, looking in far better shape than anyone inside the city had been in months. “What are you doing here?” she demanded.
“When did you get here?” asked Robby.
“To answer your questions: last night and I was sent to fetch you. B called a meeting,” Nightwing said.
Robby crossed his arms. “B knows what I think. You can tell him that sending you isn’t going to change that. No offense,” he tacked on apologetically.
Nightwing nodded. “So you’re both out then?
Helena exchanged a look with Robby. “Both?” she asked.
Nightwing shrugged. “He told me to get both of you.”
“Really?” she asked. “Because he was pretty clear on what he thought of me the last time we met.”
“Hey, I just got here.” Nightwing held up his hands. “I’m just telling you what he told me.”
Robby was looking to her. “Do you think he means it?”
Helena shrugged. “You know him better than I do, kid.”
“Well…” she could see the wheels in his head turning, “maybe. He did kind of try to apologize last time.” To Robin, not to the Bat. “I won’t go if you don’t,” he decided.
Helena turned back to Nightwing. “Who else is going to be at this meeting?”
“Me, Oracle, Azrael I think. It’s an all hands sort of thing.
So either she was actually included in that, or else he just wanted to chew her out in front of a larger audience. Helena knew she really shouldn’t get her hopes up; she’d been burned enough times before, but if he really was serious this time… Well, She never had completely managed to rid herself of the part of her that wanted for Batman to see her, to respect her. Though, admittedly, with the events of the past months, that part had gotten pretty small.
What were the options here? If they went and it turned out he was still an asshole, it’d be annoying, but she could just leave. A waste of morning at worst. But if they didn’t go and it turned out he was serious… Helena was honestly a little surprised that Robin had stuck with her this long. He'd been the only thing keeping her from spilling blood all over his precious bat symbol and he’d still chewed out Batman for her in the end. If Batman was serious, she owed it to the kid to at least give it a try. She knew he didn’t like being at odds with Batman, for all he was willing to be.
“We’ll come,” she said.
“Where are we going?” Robby asked.
“Clocktower,” Nightwing said. “I figured I’d come along with you once you got suited up.”
“How long until we need to be there?” Helena asked.
He shrugged. “Sooner’s better. It starts whenever everyone shows up.
She probably wouldn’t have been able to get back to sleep anyway. Helena stood up and stretched. “Well then, let a woman have her privacy?”
Robby dragged Nightwing out the door.
She could hear them talking in the other room as she stripped off her sleepwear and pulled on the Batsuit.
“You had me worried, you know,” Nightwing said.
“Really?” Robby asked.
“Yeah, I had to hear from O that you were hanging out in No Man’s Land.”
“Oh.” A pause. “I didn’t think you’d notice.”
“Really? You come by every other week to bother me. Of course I’m going to notice when you stop. Then you stop answering your phone and of course I’m worried.”
“Um, I’m sorry?”
A snort, probably from Nightwing. Helena could empathize. “Punk. So, you and Huntress?”
“She’s the Bat,” Robby said automatically. Then, more suspicious: “And what do you mean?”
“I’m just saying, after all that shit you gave me for letting her see my face, where do I find you?”
“It’s not— I’m not— It’s practical!” Robby sputtered. “I’ve known her for longer! And there’s only one bed!”
“Sure, kid.”
“You agreed we weren’t going to bring that up!”
“I’m just saying…”
The conversation devolved into scuffling. Helena pulled on her mask and went around to the doorway. Robin was only half-way suited up and Nightwing had him in a headlock.
She coughed. “So, are we going?”
Nightwing let Robin go and he hurried to finish putting on his tunic. “I’m ready,” he said and headed to the exit.
Nightwing turned to her. “Ladies first,” he said.
She rolled her eyes, but headed for the door.
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May I request a hc of Val, Striker, Husker, and Stolas with an male s/o that has a Medusa tattoo?? Maybe they ask what the meaning of the tattoo is and find out why they got it
Male S/O with a Medusa Tattoo
(TW: Mentions of past sexual assault.)
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Valentino
Youd been killing and fighting long before you'd died, made something of a lifestyle from it. But when you finally took that big dirt nap, you'd been... freed.
Youd run with plenty of gangs, so when you landed in Pentagram, you finding the entire city essentially one gang terf after another, you fit right in.
Youd quickly sign up to a gang, and seemingly over night you were the top lieutenant, and then, well, you got tired of working for an idiot.
So, you usually ended up killing your boss.
Youd drift from gang to gang, working your way up before either walking away or killing your former boss.
Youd begin working independently for the highest bidder.
And it'd be after a particularly pricey job, you wiping out a large drug den, killing a few dozen men and when you walked out, you'd come face to face with Valentino himself.
Apparently that was his drug den you'd just cleared, and coming face to face with the man you were less then impressed, although he was taller then expected, telling him as much, much to the Overlords amusement.
Youd explain you'd done the job for money, nothing personal, tell him how you'd do it again.
At that, Val was fairly impressed.
So, he'd offer you a job, no price too high for the Overlord.
And thats how you ended up working for the man. And while the money and access to top of the line weapons were most definitely a positive, what you loved most?
Valentino was smart!
You could actually respect the man, of course you were still warry of the man, as you were with any man you caught making eyes at you.
But despite the initial mistrustnd you quickly worked your way up to his inner circle, you worked so well, you didn't even care about getting paid.
And Val found you just as interesting.
Finding your mentality and abilities very fascinating. The man taking a deep interest in you, the two of you often speaking before or after meetings, or when he was on the move, you basically following him around until he needed something done.
And you always got it done.
And it'd be after a particularly heavy night of drinking, something you often did with the man, Valentino insisting upon it.
And after some drinky, you'd end up in bed together, something he did with many of his employees, although you were far from a pushover, fighting him in the sack, demanding he go slow, the man easing you into it, surprised by your initial reaction.
This would happen several more times until some genuinly gooey feelings seemed to bloom between you.
Of course he kept it on the DL, not wanting something like a real relationship to mess up his image.
But given your close position to the Overlord, and his already lecherous nature, no one bat an eye at your affair.
And it's be after one of these heavy nights of passion, that you'd be sat on the edge of your bed, lighting a cigarette.
And that'd be when he'd point out the large madusa tattoo coupled around your arm.
Youd be silent for a little while, taking another puff of your cigarette before telling him.
Youd ask if he knew the story of Medusa, how she sought out protection from Athena as Posiden pursued, and when he forced himself on her, Athena... Athena punished her for being assaulted.
Youd always been around criminal's. Gangbangers and mobsters, grew up around them, they were like family. And the leader of your former gang had taken a liking to you.
He... he wanted you. And when you didnt just give in, he took you, and when word got out youd been violated by the man.
Like *That*, you were a social pariah. You were call slurs, branded as some... slut, some... nothing.
You bacame nothing.
And so you decided yo prove them wrong. You killed them. You killed them all.
You went from gang to gang, killing for anyone who you could.
And the Tattoo... the Tattoo was to remind you. To remind you you weren't a victim. You were a monster, made by a monster, and you'd make sure no one ever victimised you again.
You were sat there for a long while before you felt his arms slide around you, pulling you back into his broad chest.
The overlord gently playing with your hair as you laid against him.
He'd tell you he liked you, but you knew he was a bad guy. Did more evil then most could in several lifetimes. Not to mention he was a Pimp. He did shit like what had happened to you, and... understood if you hated that about him.
That would be a major issue in any kinda relationship.
Youd simply tell him you were hardly one to judge.
You'd killed hundreds of people, innocent and otherwise, in many, many horrific ways. What happened to you was horrific, but it's Hell, kill or be killed. And you couldn't hold it against Val if he acted horrifically.
At that Valentino would kiss you softly, the two of you quickly wrapped in a loving embrace, the Overlord holding you close.
Youd never really be an "Item" out in the open, your relationship would never really breach his inner circle, mostly for your safety and to maintain his Image as a master Pimp.
Things like genuine emotions weren't allowed in his lifestyle.
Val would also turn down the 'Pimp' aspect of his life. Well, at least when he was with you, although you'd let him know he didn't have too, you were a grown up and had chosen to be with the Pimp. But the Overlord would insist, actively playing up his "gentlemen" persona.
The two of you having a well hidden, but also very intimate relationship, The overlord seeming to genuinely come to care for you.
Striker
Youd met at a bar, the two of you having just finished your respective job, both of you in a better mood then usual, celebrating your victory with a drink.
Youd end up talking, quickly bonding over your mutual work in the killing industry. Striker so rarely meeting other professionals.
As in, actual professionals. Not some goon.
Youd share drink after drink, speaking on the many jobs you'd done. Although you had an edge, having killed many when you were alive. But Striker playfully told you those didn't count.
Youd drink some more, the two of you boasting or bragging over your achievements on the job.
And after a grand night together, it would become something of a tradition for the two of you.
Every week or so, usually after a job well done, you'd meet at the bar, sharing a few drinks and usually just talking.
This would go on for months, the two of you slowly building a friendship, and as Striker did with anyone he found worthy, hed begin a very flirty relationship.
And at that you got stiff. As in uncomfortable, the Imp noticing and quickly easing up on the flirts, keeping himself on a bit of a leash.
Of course, that relationship would turn sexual eventually, after weeks of talking, and a particularly heavy night of drinking, the Imp inviting you back to his, and... we all know what would happen with the Cowboy Imp.
That wouldn't be the last time either, you often going over to his place after a job, or when you had nothing to do, the Imp doing the same at yours.
It'd be pretty early into this "friendship" when Striker would ask about the Tattoo. He of course wouldn't know anything about Greek Mythology.
So you'd tell him the story of Medusa, and how she was victimised.
Then you'd tell him your own story. How you were abused, then humiliated, tormented for something completely out of your control.
Then you'd explain how you killed them, getting the Tattoo to as a symbol, showing you weren't some victim. You were a monster, and you made sure everyone knew it.
It was also why it took you so long to get comfortable around the Imp, finding yourself finally comfortable to be around another man.
Striker would be a little surprised, but would simply lean against you, tail curling around the both of you as he called you a bad Mother-fucker, thanking you for opening up like that.
Youd snort, looking down at him and after staring at each other for several moments before you shared a tender kiss, the both of you falling back on the bed, holding each other close.
This being the first of many nights curled up with your serpent-like Imp, Striker promising himself he wouldn't let anything like that to happen again.
Husker
Whenever you weren't killing someone, you were typically thinking about killing someone.
And you did your best thinking over an alcoholic beverage.
It would be one night at such an establishment, nursing a beer bottle, that you'd meet Husk, the man wanting a drink but unable to pay for it.
So, you'd get him a drink.
You made plenty of cash and lived a humble lifestyle, so buying a round for some poor SOB wouldn't break the bank.
And so, with new drink in hand, you'd get to talking with the gruff looking cat. The cat already smelling like a distillery.
Hunker was a drunkard, that was clear, but he was a clever one at that, the man showing you a few tricks with the cards.
Sfter a few tricks, a round of poker and a Loooooot of drinks, Youd end up in bed together, a surprising turn of events as he didn't seem the sort go out on one night stands.
Neither were you, but you were drunk and the cat had his charm.
And well, the bottle had its own power~
And so, that first morning was awkward to be sure, the Cat practically disappearing after a rough breakfast, not even saying goodbye.
But a few days later, at that same bar, who would you find sat at the bar, trying to get a drink, unable to pay.
Youd again buy him a drink and well, you getting along quickly once more and well, rinse and repeat.
This would happen 2 more times before Husk stuck around for breakfast proper.
And well, after that, you found the two of you spending a great deal of time together.
Now, husker was certainly an alcoholic, and you actually picked up something of a drinking habit from the cat, but you were already a cold blooded killer, so a bit of alcoholism couldnt hurt.
But Husker was a great drinking buddy.
He knew all the best drinking holes, and had a hangover cure to cure any hangover.
It would be after another heated night in bed, the cat would be laid beside you, when he'd ask about the Tattoo.
And after a few moments of silence, you'd tell him.
Youd tell him about how the person you most looked up too, had brutalised you. Violated you. And everyone you knew and trusted had turned on you, treating you like it were your fault.
You were made a monster, much like Medusa by Athena, so you showed them a monster. The Tattoo a reminder of how it wasn't your fault, how a victim could become a monster.
Husker would awkwardly sit there, telling you that was some heavy shit, you laughing at the cat's unsure nature.
Youd lay there a while longer before turning to him, telling him he should move in. You didn't like him sleeping in alleyways or outside a bar. You trusted him and wanted... something.
And after several moments, the Cat would agree, although he didn't actually have anything to bring to your place.
Youd just laugh, pulling the cat close as you both drifted to sleep.
Stolas
Funnily enough, you actually met through Stella.
And by 'through Stella' I mean, she hired you to kill him.
And after falling through his roof, having climbed through it to surprise him, youd be laid there, staring up at the man where you'd tell him you'd been hired to kill him.
Stolas was caught off guard but remained surprisingly calm about it all, probably because he could turn you to stone with a glance.
It was probably that.
But you'd end up talking for a while, you essentially finishing by telling him you wouldn't need to kill him, as you hadn't been paid yet, if you worked for him instead.
Stolas would consider it, before noting you were an assassin. The owl lewdly asking what other skill you had.
To which you'd smile, listing off several skills you had from fighting to fixing things, the Owl taken aback by the genuine response.
So, you'd talk a while longer, before he'd finally decide to hire you as his personal bodyguard. He would have hired you to kill Stella, but he didnt want to deprive Octavia of a mother, not to mention there was no guarantee you would switch over again.
And well, Stolas just wasn't that kinda guy.
You quickly found yourself genuinely liking Stolas, especially as a Boss.
You spent most of your time with the man, and while he appeared like any other snobbish noble Prick at the get-go, when you got closer to him, you found a very delicate creature.
And because of it, because he was a genuine person, you found yourself warming up to him.
He was a very deep, emotional individual, and seemed desperate for some kind of connection.
So, you began keeping him company, having nothing else to do when you weren't bodyguarding.
Technically you'd only been hired to protect him, but in his own palace, you were basically unneeded, as well as a long list of other places.
So you had plenty of time to talk about this and that.
You developed quite the little connection, genuinely coming to enjoy your time with the Owl, as both your boss and a companion.
And it'd be after yet another long conversation, that youd playfully ask if he'd like to take it to the bedroom, you knowing the pent up ball of repressed sexuality got dreadfully lonely between full moon visits from his Impish Plaything.
And even through his Flush face, he'd agree, the two of you awkwardly heading to the bedroom.
You were just as awkward as he was, the both of you easing into it, the man surprisingly encouraging.
It was a very passionate night, you not acting as course or unruly as Blitzø, but carefully and passionately.
You made love where Blitzø Fucked.
And for Stolas, that was a VERY new experience, the man never knowing sex as anything but rough and overwhelming, or slow and unpleasant.
I.E. Blitzø VS Stella.
And with your more intimate methods, he'd start to... feel things.
Strange things.
Like emotional things he'd only felt with Blitzø. And with you being with him all the time, connecting on bot a personal and intimate level, these emotions would only continue to grow.
Eventually you'd end up in bed again. And again.
Then again.
And it'd after one night together that he'd ask about the Tattoo. And so, after a few moments you'd tell him.
Youd explain Medusa, Stolas surprisingly already knowing the tale. So youd explain your assault. And the Victimisation that followed it.
How others seemed to blame you for the revolting acts that was forced upon you.
And finally how you got your revenge, becoming a monster yes, but never a Victim again.
Stolas took a moment to register everything, heart aching to hear you'd gone through all of that, and after a moment he'd get a little closer, telling you he didn't think you were a monster.
In fact, you were one of the best things that had ever happened to him, and he... he had developed feelings for you.
Strong feelings.
Youd look into the owls dazzling eyes, scanning his face for any deveption, before reaching out and cupping the man's cheek, pulling him in and planting a tender kiss on his... beak? On his lips.
The two of you just staying like that for a while, holding the other close before you'd gently thank him for being there.
The owl would refute it, thanking you for being there. For everything.
Hey everyone, so I actually don't like to shy away from such serious topics like sexual or domestic abuse, but I know these headcanons are a comfort to many men and women who just need them after a hard day and don't need to be reminded of past trauma.
As for the Tattoo of a Medusa, I did my best to respectfully and accurately depict.
And I didnt wanna imply anything with the reader being a monster in the headcanons, but it's hell and I know its a common, and unfortunate trend, for men that suffer abuse to propagate it onto others, so it made sense for them to be a brutal person. But I'm glad to be showing a bit of the male side when it comes to sexual assault, it's a subject all too rarely spoken about publicly.
But I do really hope you enjoyed, fell free to comment your thoughts as always, and thank you for reading. Bye Bye.
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Ok I saw you asking for twd requests so here's one maybe like teens are having a camping or smth and they are just hanging out telling storys frim There own lives before it all went to shit
oooo okay!! I see the vision I see the vision I'm just not great at storytelling LMAOOO
TWD TEENS ; campfire stories
includes ; carl, ron, enid & henry
warnings ; language, death, talk of eating animals
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CARL
you guys were out for a couple day long run and set up camp at dawn
you guys were out with Aaron and Jesus but lost them a while back and your radios died so L
you just hoped the campfire would serve as a marker if they were near, they'd see the light or smoke and come to it thinking it was you guys
you eventually strayed into the topic of life before the apocalypse since you'd met Carl and his group on the road to Alexandria
you talked for hours how life was before and the struggles of life now
he talked about the hardships with trying to get over his mom's death, how he mostly taught himself how to care for Judith, the found family he'd lost along the way, how he couldn't convey emotions like a normal person and how he bottled them up until he exploded
you honestly felt the same way about it
lots of sharing stories about how you were just kids and how it really fucked you up in the developmental stages of your lives
it was probably 2am until you guys fell asleep
lots of bonding came out of that and learning more about each other
honestly one of the big moments in your relationship/friendship where you both open up and rant about stuff and just have the other back them up and shit
RON
the people of alexandria were hosting a little bonfire one night for a meeting
the adults were all talking and all the teens (kids were asleep by 11 or so) had their own separate bonfire
one by one some of them went back home to rest but you and ron were the last
he started it with the questions of how it was outside the walls and what it was like and shit
you obviously opened up, feeling heard by someone since you felt like the others who weren't exactly your age understood you
it was nice to talk to someone your age though, he didn't talk over you or try to downplay anything, he just listened
every once in a while he added a comment but his presence was really comforting and it just helped you spill everything out
everything you'd been feeling and holding in just kinda spilled out
and he was there to reassure you that nothing was wrong with you and that you have emotions that you're allowed to express and don't have to hold back
for a while he talks about his sheltered life behind the walls, but he does also have that sense of that "we were both kids and maybe I may have been more privileged than you, I still respect you and I feel for you" vibe
ENID
you were both out in the woods, having snuck out
you made a little campfire and everything
you were both feeling claustrophobic trapped behind walls and stuff so you did the only reasonable thing
she was the first to open up, trying to find a sense of reassurance in you
of course you gave her that because why not
she talks about the turtle thing while you relate, having to do the same with an already dead deer
bonding over trauma ✅️
you talk about memories of elementary school like field trips and recess and shit
and how the world ended at a perfect time to mentally and physically stunt your growth
you get into the psychology of it as well which is really cool
you also theorize what could've happened differently and stuff
HENRY
you were with Daryl, he was with Carol
after the little dinner and the adults having gone asleep, you started some small talk to try and get to know him better
he talks about his life before the apocalypse and how he lost his dad and his brother, stuff like that
he asks basically the same questions that you answer fairly similarly
I mean you guys would've been in kindergarten /1st grade so you talk about the little memories you had before the world ended
and how you looked up to 5th graders like they were gods and shit
reminiscing about trampoline parks
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YN Ackerman: Dating Jean Kirschtein
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Jean Kirschstein featuring the whole AOT gang x Yn Ackerman (Levi Ackerman's sister; she/her pronouns)
Warnings: swearing, kissing 😍
AN: This is a request from @lilacveiledsea! I figured we need a tiny change in fandoms for the day 🥰 also this is kind of modern remix with some of the wording. I can’t and won’t be stopped on my emoji usage 😂
Oh my dearest YN
Dear dear, innocent YN
You precious angel I'm so sorry 🤣
Not only are you related to this 👇🏻
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But you are also besties with the chaotic duo known as Hange and Erwin 😃
Thoughts and prayers YN 🙏🏻
Because wow is your life hectic!
Seriously I'm not sure how you do it
You basically wake up and your life is in shambles
"YN WAKE UP!" Hange screams, banging on your door
"It's 4am!" You yell
"Get up YN you're late," your brother shouts
"Late for what?!?! It's 4AM!" You again
"If you have to ask YN then you're already behind," Erwin shouts
You 👉🏻😐 dear god why me?
Life in the scouts is anything but boring for you
Seriously being the baby sister of Levi is a full time job
Mans needs someone to just chill him out Ok ✋🏻
"Levi will you please just calm down," you say exasperated
"YN we have alot to do before the next mission," your brother says
"Yes and we have time so stop running everyone ragged if you expect them to fight off 15 meter titans!" You argue back
Levi 👉🏻😐😑
You 👉🏻😠
Please YN you are the only one (besides Historia) who can talk back to him
Not that he takes you seriously 😒 but still
Not only do you hold major control over Levi but also you are the calm Hange needs
"YN ALL THIS RESEARCH ISNT GOING TO DO ITSELF!" Hange screams
"Yes but it can wait for you to sleep for a few hours," you say, pulling your friend from their station
"YN I'm so close to a breakthrough!" Hange exclaims
"That's great but it can wait for you to take a nap," you say full on grabbing your friend and dragging them from their workshop
Literally YNs job is not to fight titans, it's to babysit the scouts 😅
Even Erwin relys on you to keep him sane
"Alright times up, put the pen down," you say, bursting into your friends chambers
"Just a few more minutes," Erwin says, scribbling on some papers
"No! The timer went off and the pen GOES DOWN!" You say going up to grab the pen from Erwins hands
"Just a few minutes YN," he says quickly pulling it away as you glare 😑
"I swear to god Erwin I will set fire to this entire office if you don't put that pen down right now-" you 😡
Erwin 👉🏻😐 you wouldn't dare....
You 👉🏻 🕯 try me....
The pen goes down as Erwin stands up, moving past you
"You are ridiculous," he says
You 👉🏻😊 🤗
But you see YN, your efforts don't go unnoticed...
Because a certain someone is always watching 👀
Kind of creepy but listen, his intentions are good ok
You see, a certain Scout member just so happens to have a MAJOR crush on you
Literally he's hard-core in love with you YN
Jean has always thought you were perfect and an all around amazing person
He respects everything about you from the way you kill titans to the way you care for your friends and family
You've sort of formed an interesting friendship with Jean
While we all know he can act a bit "childish" we also know he is super reliable and helpful
Hrs always there when you need him 🥰
So much so that you sort of, kind of, develop a teeny TINY crush on the man's
Honestly, do not blame you YN 🥵
But you had always thought Jean liked Mikasa
I mean, would wouldn't be entirely wrong YN but he still had more feelings towards you than anyone else
In fact 👀 he'd often get a little jealous when he say you talking a certain someone
"Hey YN!" Eren would say as you turned and smiled
"Hey Eren! What's up?" You asked
Jean rn 👉🏻 >:(
"Not much just taking a break," Eren would say sitting next to you
As in, RIGHT next to you...
Less than an inch apart 😑
So leave it to our buddy Jean to waltz right up to Eren and tell him off!
"Aren't you suppose to be cleaning Titan boy?" Jean would growl
You 👉🏻👀 🍿
"I'm just taking a break and I thought I'd spend it talking to a pretty girl," Eren said as you blushed heavily
Oof Jean was not impressed in the slightest!
"Maybe YN doesn't want to talk to you? She looks busy," Jean said, bending down in front of Eren and glaring at him
You are still just like 👉🏻😃
"Well if I'm bothering YN she can tell me herself," Eren says back, standing up and facing off with Jean
Alright nows definitely the time to interfere YN
Too bad your big brother has that taken care of
"YEAGER get your ass back to cleaning! KIRSCHTEIN pick up a mop, if you have time to talk you have time to clean!" Levi yelled as you giggled at both men
“YN WHY ARE YOU INCITING A RIOT?!?” Levi yells at you
You 👉🏻 🧍‍♀️literally existing
You see, Levi knows Jean had a crush on you
And he also knows you have a crush on jean 👀
And he doesn’t like it one bit
Jean also knows that Levi knows that he has a crush on you
Phew 😮‍💨 it’s like a game of telephone over here
But Jean isn’t deterred
He does everything and anything to impress you
From finishing his cleaning first to helping you clean to killing 15 meter titans
“Did you see that Yn?” Jean boasts as you smile and nod
“Everyone saw that brat,” Levi says, swinging by and killing two more 15 meters right in front of Jean
Oof-
However Jean just takes that as a challenge to win your brother over
So when your ODM malfunctions as you are swinging through the forest, you panic
“Crap crap!” You scream as you fall
“YN!” Erwin and Hange both shout as they race to get you
Fortunately for you, a knight in shining armor comes to your rescue 💅
That’s right, Jean is there to save the day!
He catches you, carefully swinging to a branch and setting you down
“Are you ok?” He asks as he checks you over intently
“YN!” Hange and Erwin shout as they land next to you
“I’m fine, thanks Jean!” You say as your brother swings by
“YN your lucky there weren’t any titans around or you would have been a goner,” Levi says as you glare
“Well thankfully Jean saved me!” You spit back as your brother rolls his eyes and continues on
Poor Jean isn’t going to get Levi’s approval that easily
Good thing your an independent woman and you don’t need your brothers blessing
So when you get back to base, you confront Jean
“Jean, I just wanted to say thanks for today,” you say, playing with your fingers as he looks at you
Suddenly, you lift your head and your lips graze his softly
Jean rn 👉🏻😐😳
“I like you Jean and I was kind of wondering if maybe…” you say before you are immediately cut off, his lips on yours again
“I like you too YN, a lot actually!” He says as you smile
And everyone lives happily ever after 😌
The end.
Just kidding 🙃
Because one thing about being in the scouts in that you literally have zero alone time
Every time you and Jean think you can be alone, someon interrupts
Once it was Armin, another time Mikasa, then Eren
Literally there is no safe space
Thankfully you manage to find a safe space behind the stables
That is, until 👀
“HOLY CRAP I KNEW IT!” You hear shouting as you and Jean quickly seperate to see Hange and Erwin staring at you
You and Jean 👉🏻😳😳
Erwin and Hange 👉🏻😐😍
“Please please don’t say anything to Levi!” You immediately beg
Hange rn 👉🏻😐😏
“Don’t worry YN, your secret is safe with us,” Erwin says as you sigh in relief
“Thanks commander,” Jean responds as he smiles at you
“You two really like each other huh?” Hange says as you both nod
“You really think Levi would disapprove if you were happy Yn?” Erwin asks
You, Jean and Hange 👉🏻😐 really?
“Ok noted but I really think you should tell him,” Erwin says walking away
Sure, you’ll tell Levi one day
It might be on his deathbed but you’ll eventually tell him right?
Well unfortunately for you, things don’t happen that way
You see, Jean is kind of, well he’s a possessive guy
Literally he gets so jealous and so incredibly easily
So when Eren is innocently flirting with you in the dining hall 👀
“TITAN BOY LEAVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALONE BEFORE I REARRANGE YOUR FACE!” Jean yells as everyone looks at him
Everyone including Levi
“This is fine just don’t make eye contact don’t make eye contact… CRAP,” you think as you accidentally look at your brother who is now glaring at you over his tea
“YN, Kirstein my office NOW!” Levi screams as he stops out
Hange 👉🏻🫡 fair well YN
Jean 👉🏻😃 crap-
You 👉🏻🙏🏻 counting your days
You and Jean enter Levi’s office and sit down
Not only is he sitting at his desk but he’s staring at both of you
“Levi I can explain-”
“It’s not Yn’s fault-”
Levi 👉🏻✋🏻
You and Jean 👉🏻🤐🤐
“I just want to know one thing… why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Levi asks
You and Jean 👉🏻🤨🤨 wait what-
“I knew you two liked each other for a while and I suspected you were dating but I’m just wondering why you wouldn’t tell me?” Levi asks
“I- I just thought you wouldn’t approve,” you say
Levi sighs, “are you happy Yn?”
“Im happy,” Jean says : D
“I didn’t ask you Kirstein! YN?”
You grab Jeans hand and smile, “I am!”
“Ok well that’s all I need,” Levi says, “now get out of here.”
You and Jean stand, quietly moving quickly to the door
“Kirschstein, I’m not done with you yet!” Levi says as Jean gulps
You just smile, turning to kiss you boyfriend
“Thoughts and prayers” ✌🏻
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One of my favourite twst fanfics has the premise of the dorm leaders competing for the affections of an oblivious Yuu. In Leona’s chapter, Leona kept bringing fresh meat (as in live animals lol) for food to Yuu as a part of his courting ritual. (He gave her a rabbit once and she made it a pet called Mr. Rabbit Rosetarts after Riddle)
Ruggie was the one who pointed out to him that Yuu wouldn’t understand what beastman rituals were. Now, Leona’s mad that Simba and Nala have been giving him the wrong advice. Also, could you imagine that Leona was also bringing meat to a vegetarian Mc (that wouldn’t fly with my mc).
YES! YES! YES!
Yuu has been through hell and back in this world so she deserves to have handsome boys simping over her and having every single Disney animated character adopt her as a daughter/sister/niece.
When I was first brainstorming this AU I had this scene in my head where Ruggie and Jack were visiting her at her job and she notes to them how strange Leona is acting recently. When asked to elaborate she basically lists every single way male lions court females (at least the ones that would make sense. Let me make it clear that in no way, shape or form does Leona ever urinate on anything that isn't a commode) and Ruggie, Jack and practically every single animal is incredibly amused at how oblivious she is. I mean, practically all big cats have similar mating rituals like head rubbing/nuzzling so I can imagine Bagheera and Shere Khan just shaking their heads and chuckling at how adorably confused Yuu is when Ruggie just starts hyena cackling.
(why can't other cats nuzzle heads to show affection. The only time my cat comes near my head it's to eat my hair and yes she does it often)
Yuu is getting concerned with how hard Ruggie's laughing that she doesn't even catch his "holy seven, he's scenting her - he's shishi trying shi to shi cour-court shishishi" in between laughs as Jack can't tell whether to smile or also be concerned because Ruggie has been laughing really hard for a really long time, doesn't he need oxygen?
Yuu's just confused like 'why are you laughing? do you understand what's happening? is it a lion thing?'
Jack is like 'well-' before Ruggie covers his mouth and says 'yeah it's a lion thing' before offering no other explanation even when Yuu begs him to tell her because what if he's like sick.
He is sick, Yuu. He's incredibly love sick. He's also got a case of basorexia if you catch my drift.
Ruggie's just like 'when you get it, you get it' and so she just continues on with her work.
Don't think Simba and Nala are the only lions in the club giving bad advice. The OG LeonaYuu shipper, the icon himself, Scar is there plotting ways to get Leona together with Yuu. Only his strategic prowess usually leans more towards fratricide than it does romance.
In my head, I don't think Leona thinks Simba and Nala's advice was bad because he was raised to believe that lion courting rituals are the way to woo any female since it works for everyone in his family. He just thinks Yuu is too dense to understand what he's doing (I mean, she is)
I don't think Leona would give Yuu meat if she's a vegetarian whether he's romantically interested in her or not. It has nothing to do with respecting women - it's just a decent thing to do. He's very intelligent so he'd definitely know for sure that she doesn't eat meat even if she doesn't tell him. So we don't have to worry about that happening.
I also had this in mind from Yuu misunderstanding a blatant flirting attempt from Leona before she gets called away to another room:
"Of all the herbivores I had to fall for, it had to be her," Leona groaned, lifting his head from his crossed arms on the table to glare at the way Ruggie, Shenzi, Banzai and Ed were outright cackling at his frustration, "why can't she get it through her thick skull that I'm trying to court her?"
"Maybe because you're trying to attract her like she's a lioness," Ruggie stated, wiping a tear from his eye, "In case you didn't notice, boss, she isn't one."
"I know that," Leona griped, "she's nothing like the lionesses in my pride. She's ten times the lion I've ever met. I just don't get how she can be so-so-"
"Dumb?" Ruggie offered.
"Hey," Jack frowned at his upperclassman along with several other patrons who felt displeasure at the insult towards their beloved waitress, "she's a top student."
"You can get 100 percent in an exam and still be dumb."
"Well Yuu isn't," Jack crossed his arms, "she's one of the smartest people I know."
"I know, Wolfie," Ruggie smirked at his underclassmen's protectiveness, " I respect her as well but you gotta admit that even someone smart enough to defeat overblots without magic has got to be pretty blind to not see how everyone falls over their feet for her."
I forgot what would happen next which sucks because I actually really liked that one storyline I wrote in my head when I was tryingto fall asleep.
There was this other scene where Leona and Cheka are in the club and Cheka confused that Yuu doesn't get that she's being courted and Leona is the one explaining that humans and lionesses are different that I want to write out but I have a few WIPs that I feel really guilty not completing so I'll probably finish those first.
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I may as well inquire about my favorite Scion, Urianger.
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At first Aïcha avoided him. Not because she had anything against him, but one would reasonably think that between her decent grasp of Common and her Echo, understanding an Eorzean shouldn't be difficult. One, in this case, would be extremely wrong.
Every time she had to interact with him in the beginning, she looked at him like a deer in headlights, desperately hoping someone would translate for her (usually someone would indeed graciously reformulate for her benefit).
Once she finally started to figure out on her own what he meant to say though, it became a lot easier.
The prospect of doing research for fun eludes her entirely and why so many Scions seem to find it entertaining is a mystery for the ages. But she respects him, she respects his knowledge and she respects his commitment to the betterment of the star. His pragmatic side, despite the fact that being lied to pissed her off every time, is something she actually appreciates about him. She might not trust him to always be truthful, but she trusts him to do whatever he's doing for the right reasons.
And Aïcha's self-aware enough to know that it's a lot more than what she can say about herself, so she's not about to start throwing shade his way.
After Heavensward however, she insisted about having some sort of signal between them so at least she'd know to just trust him when he was acting weird, and that he'd explain when he could. They didn't grow close enough for it to stick unfortunately, so he still lied to her in the First.
Considering that because of the consequences of her own actions, she couldn't help Inge taking in the light, she was honestly more angry at herself than she was at Urianger or the Exarch for putting her friend in this situation. But the fact that he lied again stung nonetheless.
They eventually both grew as a person enough by Endwalker to have such a system in place, and he used it with the Loporrits, and she trusted him. It's, I feel, the true turning point of their relationship.
It's a strange friendship, all in all. She shouldn't trust him, but in a way she understands him better than most, and once he understood that, Urianger finally understood her. And he didn't judge, didn't look away and didn't look down, which is something that no matter how many times she's saved the star, Aïcha doesn't take for granted.
And he understands the weight of the leash he holds, figuratively speaking. Because if he comes to her, tells her he needs her help but can't explain why and that it'll hurt some people, her answer will basically be "do we ride there or take the aetheryte?"
(Thank you for the ask, @raynshyu!)
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arlecchno · 1 year
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mission accomplished [ scaramouche x reader ]
twenty-five | viktor and yun jin
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as the plot thickens with a new victim, you were dead set to catch viktor stepanov, once and for all. you didn't know this would end up way different than what you had imagined.
warnings: use of scaramouche's, childe's and signora's real name, death and killing mentions, breaking in, kinda fluffy in the middle, kidnapping¿, very suspenseful at the end (i think)
a/n: i'm incredibly sorry for the long delay of this chapter, been a bit busy last weekend. but it's here now, and i hope everyone enjoys the suspense as we're nearing the end of the series. 7k+ words. 90% proofread so please lmk if i've gotten anything wrong.
grammatical errors may occur so please let me know if i've made any mistakes!
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“so…” you started, hurriedly scanning your eyes to your surroundings, checking if someone was near you. seeing that no one was in sight, you continued. “what do you want to talk about?”
childe cleared his throat on the other line. “we found a new victim.” he dropped, causing you to let out a short gasp.
it had been… how long now?
two months. it's been two months since you've last heard of a new victim, and now the killing is happening again.
wait, but…
“but viktor's been with me the whole morning? i don't understand.”
“anastasia obolensky. familiar with the name?”
you took a moment to think, recalling where you had heard of the name. if memory serves you right, that'd be…
“the university's chancellor?”
childe hummed. “she was found dead at her home this morning.” he informed, and you gripped your phone a little tighter.
going for the higher ups of the campus? you wondered to yourself. isn't that too far?
anastasia was one of the campuses most respected chancellors, and had contributed a lot to snezhnaya university. if word got out that she's dead, who knows what hell would break loose.
but viktor… he has been with you all night, right? would that even make sense for him to head out and kill people whilst being drunk?
“i don't understand.” you replied, still in disbelief. “he's been with me all night.”
“what were you two doing?”
“well, it was actually the four of us.” you awkwardly let out a chuckle, causing childe to usher you further on the information. “him, yun jin, scara and i. yunjin invited us to dinner, they got drunk, bla bla bla, you know the basics.” you didn't bother fixing him up with the details. knowing childe, he probably knew the rest of it already due to experience.
you peered over your surroundings once again, this time trying to find a seat. you walked over to a small park bench once you've caught glimpse of it, relishing a sigh of relief after standing for so long.
after a moment, you continued. “anyways, i don't think he'd have the time to go out and kill people. i stayed up for an hour or two after they passed out, trying to clean up everyone's mess. if he had gone out, i'd have noticed it right away.”
“what time did you sleep?”
“around twelve or one, why?” you asked.
“report says that the estimated time she was killed was at two in the morning.”
widening your eyes, you left your mouth agape. so he went out after you were asleep?
you shook your head. “no, wait, this is confusing me.” you replied, squeezing your eyes shut before opening them once again. “he passed out after a couple of drinks, there's absolutely no way he'd wake up in less than an hour after that. i remember him telling me that he couldn't hold his liquor well.”
“also.” you continued, already scoffing at the thought. “where the hell have you been?! you can't just disappear on me for two months and then finally show up just to tell me someone's dead!” you shouted into the phone, resulting in childe wincing at the tone of your voice.
he sighed, and you heard sounds of rummaging in the background. “i'm sorry, y/n. i still can't disclose the details to you.”
“what details?” you asked coldly. “what the fuck are you doing around behind my back?”
childe groaned. “look, it's nothing that you should be concerned about. just… focus on your case right now, i'll tell you once everything's calmed down.”
“what?” you questioned further. “you're not doing dirty work now are you, ajax? you know i hate those kinds of people. i'm gonna fucking kill you when i get back.”
childe chuckled from the other line. “of course not, y/n. i'd get fired if i'm working with people that aren't from the department.” he said.
from the tone of his voice, it seemed that childe was telling the truth. but somehow, you don't trust him, not even a single bit.
it's the first time that's ever happened to you.
on most occasions, you fully trust childe. you had never doubted his words, because he was always telling the truth, and never once broke a promise. he is one of your best friends after all, you'd never doubt him.
you still remember the day you two promised each other to never go behind each other's backs, and to always go to one another for help, no matter how dire the situation is.
but now, you had an inkling that he had just broken that pact. for whatever reason, you wouldn't know, and not that you would pry on it either.
you'll just have to confront him once the case ends, whenever that is.
sighing, you changed the subject. “so? what do i have to do now? this is his seventh victim, i think.” you said. “i can't just let him get away with this.”
“have you… ever considered looking for other suspects?”
you blinked. “are you telling me that viktor has accomplices?”
“most serial killers need accomplices to continue on with their crimes, sometimes they're also just cover ups for the actual serial killer.” childe informed.
you hummed, thinking of the possible accomplices he could have at the moment.
to be honest, you've never really seen him hang out with anyone during your stakeout times, and have never seen him interact with people other than yun jin.
“wait.” you blinked once again, the cogs in your brain turning. “you're not suggesting it's yun jin, are you?”
childe merely chuckled. “you'll never really know unless you look further into it. anyone who is close to him can be possible suspects or accomplices.”
“but yun jin is innocent. i see her every other day, and the killings never happened during the night before our classes together, unlike viktor, when all of the victims were found the day we do have classes together.” you countered, defending your dear friend.
there was no way a sweet person like her could be someone looking out for blood.
childe shrugged, but stopped when he realised he was talking to you over the phone, opting to let out a huff instead. “like i said, you'll never know unless you look further into it. it could be anyone at this point, and i'm also sure you're smart enough to figure everything out.” he tried convincing, and you took a moment to make a decision.
“...fine. i'll look into it.” you finally decided, heaving out a breath soon after. “i'll see you after i'm done with this case. don't do stupid shit while i'm not there.”
hanging up the call, you stared at your phone screen, looking at your call history. you don't really call people much, well, not that you have that many contacts saved in the first place. childe's name, ajax was at the top, as you had just hung up on him a second ago.
the second one was yun jin from a few days ago, when she had forgotten to turn off the oven and asked for you to do it for her.
the third was from viktor, when he was asking you if you could write up some notes from mass communication class since he was absent on that day.
the fourth was signora, or as you had saved her name, rosalyne. she had face-timed you around a month ago to check up on you after your fight with scaramouche, along with the incident from the night before.
the last one that was visible on your screen was the one and only scaramouche, who's name is written in red, meaning that you didn't pick up his call the time he had dialed for your number.
it was the first and only time he's ever called you after the fight happened. you didn't bother picking up his call, nor did you even bother blocking him. knowing scaramouche, he's not exactly someone to be on his phone that much, so you don't think it was any use to block him anyways.
and you were right, he never bothered you after that.
though you won't deny that sometimes, you kinda wished his name would pop up on your screen.
you still had his name saved as scara, the name you had always called him since forever. you thought of changing the contact name after finding out his real name, but you didn't have the time to do so, definitely not after everything.
a smile ghosted your face as you clicked on his contact information, the picture of you and him from a few months back on display as his profile. hovering your fingers over your screen, you made some adjustments to his contact details.
“what're you smiling at?”
snapping your head upwards, you look at the person who approached you, who turned out to be viktor.
you quickly widened your eyes, standing up abruptly. “o–our class finished already?!”
viktor shrugged, slinging his bag over his shoulder properly. “it was only a thirty-minute class since it isn't from our usual schedule. what took you so long?” he asked.
“oh…” you flickered your eyes elsewhere, gripping your phone to your side. “a friend called me, and i kinda got distracted, haha…” you muttered awkwardly, rubbing the back of your neck.
the tall brunette looked at you skeptically, before sighing. “i can give you the notes later. i have to run to the psychology department right now though, i have class soon.” he informed, and you turned your head to look at him.
“thanks…” you mumbled. “i'll uh, i'll head to yun jin's dorm then. see you?”
“yeah, see you later.”
you watched as viktor walked away, heading towards his destination. sighing, you brought up your phone to look at the screen once again.
the picture on display as scaramouche's profile had changed. now, it was a picture you had taken with him the night before the incident occurred, the one at the balcony.
although the picture you took was in a rush, you could still see most of it clearly. it was a selfie of you and scaramouche, you had one hand holding your phone, the other holding up a peace sign over scaramouche's head, presenting them as bunny ears.
and even though scaramouche was forced to take this picture, he reluctantly followed suit, a soft smile plastered on his face, one that was only presented to you. one of his hands was holding onto the railing of the balcony, the other wrapped on the side of your waist.
smiling giddily once again, you stared into the picture for the next few seconds, before flickering your eyes to the contact name, that was also changed earlier.
the name is now changed to the one you had heard just recently, the one that he had buried deep within him, the one that he never revealed to anyone, except for you.
kunikuzushi.
with a purple heart beside it.
you've convinced yourself the emoji you had added was only for aesthetic purposes. no other reason behind it whatsoever.
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stepping inside yun jin's dorm, you peered over the living room, that is now all cleaned up, all thanks to you. if it weren't for your work last night, this place would be a total mess, with bottles of beer and vodka scattered throughout the small area.
you landed yourself on the small couch, staring up at the ceiling.
it was a thursday, meaning that you had no classes for the day. scaramouche and viktor would have their psychology class by now, you figured.
you're not sure if yun jin has gotten home or not, so you decided to stand up, sauntering over to her room.
you knocked on her door a couple of times. “yun jin? you there?”
no response came.
“yun jin?”
again, no response.
you huffed, hand on the knob. though when you brought it back to your side, you accidentally twisted the doorknob, causing the door to open slightly.
raising a brow, you looked at the door confusedly. huh, she didn't lock her door, you think as you peeked through the small gap between the door and door frame.
you know this might sound crazy, borderline creepy even, but you felt like investigating yun jin's room. sure, you had entered it just last night to take care of both yun jin and viktor, but you didn't have the time to look at her room properly, given how it was late and you had other things to do, such as taking care of scaramouche.
furrowing your brows in contemplation, you recalled back to your and childe's conversation from an hour ago.
“you'll never really know unless you look further into it. anyone who is close to him can be possible suspects or accomplices.”
well, it wouldn't hurt to just take a quick look, no? you asked yourself.
you supposed it would be for a good cause. seeing how long this case is taking to end, you would do anything to solve it.
and if it meant sneaking into your friend's room, then so be it.
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yun jin's room looked exactly like what most fashion students' rooms would look like, except for the fact that she's a criminology student.
you stood in the middle of the room, scanning your eyes to every single detail of her room. papers that were sketched out with designs scattered throughout the room, with some plastered on the wall, some placed on her desk, some on the floor, and whatnot.
it wasn't anything bizarre nor uncommon to you. maybe it was due to the fact that your old roommate from a few years back was also an art student, pursuing their passion in painting. to say that their painting supplies were clumsily placed everywhere would be an understatement.
and honestly, it shocked you how yun jin did not pick fashion design as her major, not even as her minor, too.
what could possibly be so interesting about criminology that she'd just throw away her passion in fashion design?
you scoffed at the thought. it was hypocritical of you to say such a thing, when you yourself were exactly the same when you were her age. your love for wanting to become a police officer had overthrown every other interest you had, leading to you choosing criminology as your major, and soon landing yourself in the police academy the second you graduated.
yet, you had no regrets, for if you didn't choose criminology, you wouldn't have gotten into the police academy, if you didn't choose criminology, you wouldn't have gotten your dream job in the most prestigious precint, and if you didn't choose criminology, you wouldn't be standing here today, working on a big case.
sighing, you continued on with your investigation in yun jin's room.
this is not the time to be pondering on useless topics.
after what felt like an eternity, you practically gave up on searching around her room. no evidence nor leads in sight. there was absolutely nothing that you should take note of, let alone be suspicious.
you think this was a waste of time.
sighing, you turned to head towards the door, before stopping yourself in front of a corkboard that was plastered on the wall near the bed.
the corkboard in particular did not catch your eye, however, the pictures that were pinned there did.
it was a picture of yun jin, and someone beside her, hugging yun jin tightly at a restaurant. the young woman was around her age, and you figured they were close, given hoe the picture is on the corkboard. though, the details wasn't what piqued your interest.
you recognised that face.
but somehow, you couldn't pinpoint it.
the polaroid beside it caught your attention too.
it was yun jin with two other women now, with yun jin being in the middle, hugging the others at what you assumed was at a park, dated a few months ago, as what it had been written on the white frame of the polaroid.
once again, you recognised those two faces, yet you couldn't figure out how you did, or where you have seen those faces.
there were other pictures pinned on the corkboard, and most of the people in the pictures made you realise that you quite literally recognised each and every one of them, which made everything more confusing than it already is.
how did you recognise these people?
where have you even seen them?
have they gotten arrested before for you to be familiar with their faces?
your thoughts were cut off when a notification came in from your phone, causing you to fish it out from the pocket of your pants to read the new notification.
yun jin
hey luna!
sorry but i might arrive home late today
please don't wait for me! >-<
you smiled at the messages she sent, momentarily forgetting about the familiar faces you saw earlier.
it's fine, take your time! ||
sighing for the umpteenth time that day, you shoved your phone back into your pocket, walking away from the corkboard until you reached the halls, closing yun jin's door shut.
the last picture in the corner of the corkboard went unnoticed by you, which had a photo of yun jin and the chancellor of snezhnaya university, anastasia obolensky, eating out together.
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you hated how awfully silent the dorm is right now.
it was currently late at night, and yun jin still hasn't gotten home. you didn't mind it of course, yun jin is a grown-up, and you're not someone who had the authority to keep her away from doing things, but you always enjoyed yun jin's company.
she was always someone who could make the whole room light up, she was someone who could brighten up someone's day, and she's one of the few people who knew about your problems with scaramouche.
so with her being absent in this dorm makes the atmosphere really… dull.
you had spent the evening eating some takeout as dinner, too lazy to even get up and cook up something in the kitchen. if scaramouche were to hear about this, he would've whipped out a full course meal, nagging at you for eating unhealthy and greasy food.
the thought made you let out a few laughs, remembering how scaramouche would always cook up food for you, no matter what circumstances may arise.
as your laughter died down, you bit your bottom lips, before shaking those thoughts off your head.
this is definitely not the time to be thinking about him.
you were in your room at the moment, sitting at your desk as you had just finished doing some work around ten minutes ago. you had been cleaning up your desk for the rest of it, decluttering the many papers on the wooden surface.
a brown a4 sized envelope tucked in your mess on the desk caught your attention.
you picked it up from between the files on your desk, opening the manilla up. a set of pictures and other written details were inside, making you recall back to when scaramouche had given you this the other day as you took out the contents.
“everything in that envelope are new evidence i've gotten, and all of it leads to a whole different person.”
right, you haven't gotten the time to check out the new evidence scaramouche had gotten, from where, you don't even want to question. it's not like he'd ever give you the answer anyways.
the first photo that greeted you was a picture of a wooden cabin, the least of evidence you had expected.
why is there a picture of a cabin? was this mixed up by accident?
you furrowed your brows, ignoring the picture as you continued looking at the next few papers in hand. they however seemed as though to be completely useless, as they were only printed details on the purchase of the cabin, with receipts and purchase history.
though, you stopped when you read the name of the bank account's transaction history.
you blinked once, twice, before scanning your eyes on the paper once again, reading each and every syllable there is, in sheer disbelief with what you're looking at right now.
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snezhnaya bank
yun jin
date: 11/17
description: cabin in the woods
withdrawal: XXXX
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you widened your eyes.
no.
impossible.
you flipped through the other papers in hand, scanning your eyes and stopped every time you see the same name, over and over again.
what?
did viktor rope yun jin into buying stuff under her account to avoid himself from being caught?
“most serial killers need accomplices to continue on with their crimes…”
you groaned in frustration at the conversation with childe from earlier that played in your mind.
there was no way the ever so innocent yun jin, would be an accomplice to viktor's crimes, especially when she was so passionate about becoming a police officer.
you tossed the papers on the table, pinching the bridge of your nose as you grumbled.
this is giving you a headache.
and you're sure as hell viktor had snuck behind her back to purchase a random cabin in the woods. it's not her doing.
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yun jin was still nowhere to be found in the dorm the next day.
you figured she slept over at viktor's dorm, given how she'd do that occasionally. though, she'd usually inform you first, but the last thing she did was leave your text message on read, which was yesterday.
you didn't bother on messaging her, seeing how you have a criminology class together. you'll just ask her later on.
but it became a problem when yun jin didn't show up to class.
your professor had just dismissed your class, yet yun jin still hasn't shown up, making you worried. where could she possibly be to miss out on class?
for the duration of your time being friends with her, she has never, ever, skipped class. no matter how busy she was, she'd always make time to show up to class, even if it was only for a few minutes. so for her to skip class was something unusual, especially to you.
she probably overslept, right?
you grabbed your phone and clicked on yun jin's contact name, hitting the call icon. but after a moment, it went to voicemail.
you raised a brow. strange. she always answers her calls, no matter the situation.
huffing, you clicked on viktor's contact name and called him next, and once again, it went to voicemail after a few seconds of waiting.
you can't be serious, you thought to yourself.
did they both oversleep?
sure, it is understandable that it could be pretty hard to wake up early, especially for a class that starts at eight in the morning, but can't they even hear their ringtones ringing throughout the room? unbelievable.
and to make things worse, someone plopped on a seat beside you, causing you to turn your head to look at them. once you did, you yelped.
“w–what… what are you doing here?!”
scaramouche merely rolled his eyes, before placing a plastic container full with food in front of you on the table. the action made you raise a brow in confusion as you stared at the lunch box.
you looked at him again. “what's… this for?” you asked confusedly.
“you're really stupid, huh.” the sudden jab of insult as his first words to you made you glare at him. “we share the same food delivery account, remember? i saw you buying takeout last night.”
you still had a perplexed look plastered on your face, making scaramouche turn his head elsewhere, too embarrassed to look at you in the eye as he mumbled out his next words.
“i… made extra food this morning. i didn't want them to go to waste, so i'm giving them to you.” he nervously said, cheeks burning up. “d-don't think i did this willingly! i just didn't want to waste the leftovers!” he exclaimed.
as he finished his sentence, your confused expression slowly changed, and before you know it, you're hugging scaramouche.
burying your face to the crook of his neck, you smiled. “thank you, kuni! i've kinda been craving for your home-cooked meals for a while now.” you muttered, voice muffled as you wrapped your arms around him tighter.
scaramouche was taken aback for a few seconds, before he hesitantly reciprocated your hug, engulfing you with his arms. you two stayed like that for a moment, until you slowly detach yourself from him.
“do you…” you stopped yourself before you could even finish your sentence. no, you shouldn't do that, not after what happened the other day. “ah, nevermind.” you mumbled.
you don't want him to have high hopes for this... whatever relationship you two have right now. it's just too risky, especially now, when you both are burdened by the big conflict that is the incident.
“spit it out.”
you widened your eyes in shock. “what?”
“did you not hear me?” his grip on your waist tightened as he brought you closer. “go ahead and spit it out. now.” he repeated, words venomous.
you blinked, confused as to why he was acting so bold all of the sudden, when he was quite the embarrassed mess just a second ago.
scratching your temple, you reluctantly continued on with what you were gonna say, as scaramouche watched you with narrowed eyes.
“well, do you, uh, want to...eat this together?”
eyes wide, scaramouche was, shocked to say the least. even if he was the one who insisted you to continue on with your sentence.
scaramouche quickly turned his head sideways to hide the blush on his cheeks, causing you to gaze at him confusedly.
the ravenette slowly nodded. “that…that'd be nice, i guess.”
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you did not expect this to be the most awkward moment you've ever had with scaramouche.
hell, you didn't even expect to be back at his, no, your shared dorm.
you and scaramouche were on the small couch, the lunch box sitting on your lap just nicely.
to say that you were too scared to make the first move would be an understatement.
“aren't you gonna eat that?” scaramouche was the one to break the deafening silence.
you twisted your head to look at him. “well, i uh…” turning your head back to stare at the container on your lap, you slowly grabbed it, opening up the rectangle-sized container in hand.
utensils were already there as a set of the lunch box, and the sight of the cooked meal before you made your mouth drool in delight. the aroma of his home-made meal made you want to munch it all up more than anything right now.
you picked up a spoon, and quickly shoved it in the food before picking it up once again, bringing the utensil to your mouth, swallowing the delicious meal.
you sighed in contentment, the food tasted heavenly, just like every other meal scaramouche has made. you won't deny that you had missed this, missed his very delicious meals, missed the way he'd always cook up extras for you, and definitely missed the way he'd always look at you with a fond look as you tried out his meals.
you glanced at him, and without a doubt— scaramouche still had that same expression plastered on his face, looking at you so fondly as you had your first bite of the meal he made.
picking up a spoonful of food once again, this time, you brought it over to the front of scaramouche's closed mouth, your other hand beneath his chin.
“what the hell are you doing?”
“you said you wanted to eat together.”
“i didn't say that. you did.”
you grumbled. “okay, sure, but you were the one who said ‘it'd be nice’, so i'm just doing what you agreed upon.” you insisted, resulting in scaramouche's cheeks to flare up once again.
the ravenette was about to say something when you suddenly shoved the spoonful of food into his mouth, leaving him no choice but to eat the meal you had fed him. after the spoon was empty, you brought it back to the container on your lap, scaramouche taking a few seconds to swallow up the food in his mouth.
“tastes good?” you asked.
scaramouche quickly looked away, the tips of his ears turning red. “it– it's my cooking, obviously it'd taste divine.”
you scoffed, picking up the spoon to eat the rest of the meal.
what a stupid guy, you thought to yourself.
the afternoon continued on with you eating the meal scaramouche has made whilst talking with the ravenette, occasionally feeding him a spoonful once in a while. you absolutely paid no attention to the relentless refusals of his, saying that 'he has his own hands to feed himself', yet still accepting the meal you spoon-fed him.
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“can't you stay longer?”
you sighed, shaking your head as you stood at the front door.
it was almost evening now, and you two were currently standing by the front door of his dorm, ready to part ways.
you don't think either of you were ready.
“just for the night? it's getting late.”
you shook your head once again. “sorry, kuni. i have to head back to yun jin's to check up on her, she hasn't gotten home since yesterday.” you said, eyes looking into his indigo ones. “i might have to visit viktor's dorm too to see if yun jin's there.”
“viktor?”
“yeah, why?”
“it's just that...he wasn't in class yesterday.”
your forehead wrinkled in confusion. “what do you mean?”
scaramouche shrugged. “i didn't see him during class the other day. he'd always insist on sitting next to me whenever we had class together, but he wasn't there.”
“that's… strange.” you commented, twisting the doorknob. “i'll have to check up on them at their dorms.”
scaramouche stopped you, hand grabbing your wrist, causing you to flicker your eyes to him. “i'll accompany you.”
you shook your head for the third time that night, making scaramouche furrow his brows.
“no, you should stay here. i'm sure they're just busy with whatever they're doing right now.”
“but what if you get in danger?”
sighing, your free hand reached out to grab his hand that was holding your wrist. “look, i'll… call you when i get home, okay? just to assure you that i'm fine.” you caressed his knuckles, hoping that'd ease out whatever worry he had in mind.
scaramouche huffed, looking down to the floor.
“okay...fine.”
you smiled, holding his hand as you opened the door. stepping out to the halls, you turned to look at him for the last time that evening.
“then, i'll get going now.”
“but…”
you rolled your eyes playfully, amused with the expression scaramouche had right now. he was pouting, hand holding onto yours tightly, as if he really didn't want you to go.
“i'll be fine, kuni. stop worrying about me.”
“promise you'd call me?”
you smiled, nodding as you do so. “yeah, sure, i'll call you.”
before you even got the chance to walk away, scaramouche engulfed you in a hug, knocking the breath out of your lungs.
he wrapped his arms around your figure, just like he did earlier this morning. you grumbled, but reluctantly did the same, hugging him with your bundle of layers of clothes and jacket.
you were the one to pull away first, hands falling to your sides. scaramouche however, still had his arms wrapped around your hips, causing you to blink up at him. scaramouche made no move to remove his hold from you.
“hm? is there anything else that i forgot?” you asked, referring to him still holding you.
scaramouche looked like he was in deep thought, given how he did not bother answering your question with his words.
but after a second, he answered you with his actions instead.
the hurried movement made your eyes widen, as you hesitantly brought up a hand to brush over your forehead, the spot he had just left a quick peck. it was only for a fleeting second.
did he just… kiss your forehead?
flustered, you quickly snapped your head to him, wanting to say something before it died in your throat, as the sight of scaramouche's flushed face greeted you.
even though it was a simple gesture, it still made you… shy and awkward. you've never really gotten a forehead kiss before, especially by someone like him, so for scaramouche to do such a thing would be a total shock to you.
you still remembered when he'd never fail to jab at you with his insults and degrading words, and you still remembered when you'd always reply back with snarky remarks just to spite him back.
but right now, you two were way far from being enemies. you don't even think you two are friendly colleagues at this point, because you're absolutely sure this is not something that co-workers do with each other.
co-workers wouldn't hug each other at the most random times, co-workers don't give you extra home-cooked meals, co-workers don't feed each other food, co-workers don't share the same food delivery account.
and co-workers definitely do not kiss you on the forehead as a goodbye gesture.
the moment was unfamiliar, yet you had a feeling it'd be engraved in both of your minds tonight, or until forever, even.
“be safe, y/n.”
“...yeah. i'll see you later, kuni.”
you left your shared dormitory with a fond smile, and flushed cheeks. the warmth of his lips still lingered around the spot on your forehead, making you ten times more flustered than anyone else in the building.
and scaramouche had the same embarrassed expression once he closed the front door, leaning against it as he hovered a hand over his mouth, in disbelief with what he just did a second ago.
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the trip back to yun jin's and viktor's dorm building was quicker than you thought, and before you knew it, you were already in front of viktor's door.
you heaved out a sigh.
you've never gone inside viktor's dorm, so this would be a first. would a serial killer's dorm look the same as your average-college-guy dorm?
the answer is just right behind this door.
readying yourself, you built up the courage to finally knock on the door, waiting for it to open.
and when the door finally opened, someone… unfamiliar greeted you instead.
“huh? d'ya need anything?” the stranger asked, making you sweat. you don't remember viktor having a roommate.
“is uh, is viktor here? i need to see him.”
the stranger raised a brow. “that weird guy?” they asked, pointing a finger towards the dormitory beside him. “his dorm is that one. think you got the wrong place.”
“oh.”
you bowed down profusely. “s–sorry! i thought it was this one!”
the stranger laughed. “'s fine. go on now, i got a show to catch up.” they said, closing the door.
groaning, you smacked your forehead in embarrassment. archons, how did you even got it mixed up?
you sauntered over to the dorm the stranger had pointed out, heaving out yet another sigh.
well, here goes nothing.
knocking on the door once again, you waited for viktor.
yet no one opened the door.
you frowned, knocking on the door once again.
and yet again, no response.
surely, they'd be up by now, right? there was no way they were still asleep.
you fished out your phone from your jacket to dial his number, and waited for him to pick up the call.
it went straight to voicemail.
“what in teyvat…” you mumbled, looking at your phone screen. you clicked on yun jin's contact details, and called her.
it also went straight to voicemail.
“you've gotta be fucking kidding me.”
you snapped your head to stare at the door, contemplating with what you're about to do right now.
it's okay, you assured yourself. this is for the case, there's absolutely nothing wrong with trying to break into your suspect's dorm.
you held your guard up, and grabbed onto the knob of the door, crouching down until you were face to face with the lock.
you've had your fair share of practice at picking locks, so this wouldn't be a hassle for you.
you quickly rummaged your bag for a paper clip, and once you found it, you looked to your left and right, making sure no one was in sight, before averting your attention back to the lock.
yet as you twisted the doorknob by accident, it opened.
“it's… it's unlocked?”
you stood up properly, pushing the door.
the dark living room greeted you, with no signs of viktor nor yun jin whatsoever. you raised an eyebrow as you reached for the switches on the wall beside you, and when the lights finally turned on, the empty room still greeted you.
you scanned through the room confusedly. where the hell are they?
quickly walking over to one of the closed doors in the dorm, you twisted it open, and yet another empty, dark room laid in front of you.
the other room was empty too, yun jin and viktor were nowhere to be found.
you scratched your head. where could they be?
are they at yun jin's dorm?
but as you entered yun jin's dorm after that, you were still greeted with silence, no sign of them occupying those two dorms, which made everything more confusing than it already is.
are they out watching a movie?
no, impossible. yun jin would have notified you further.
are they having a date?
no, she also would have notified you earlier, and she wouldn't have her phone turned off.
so, where were they?
sitting at the dinner table in yun jin's dorm, you took a moment to think. maybe they're at either of their parents'? you thought to yourself, shifting your eyes from your lap to the wooden surface of the table.
a piece of paper there caught your eye.
huh, that was never there before.
picking it up, you quickly scanned your eyes over the paper, and a small note was written there.
find me, before it's too late.
your eyes went wide as you read the short message, gripping onto the paper tight.
what did the message mean? find me? where?
and what did it mean before it's too late?
is… yun jin in danger?
you quickly got up, scrambling to your feet to piece the puzzles together. you fished out for your phone once again to call yun jin.
the familiar melody of yun jin's ringtone rang in the dorm, and you twisted your head to the living room, eyeing her phone on the coffee table as you quickly walked over to pick it up.
impossible. you were sure her phone wasn't here the last time you were sitting on this very couch, which was just last night.
did she come back here while you were gone, and left her phone here?
shit. you placed her phone back on the coffee table. she's definitely in danger.
you hurriedly made your way to the front door.
find me… you repeated the same words over and over again as you headed out to the halls, slamming the front door shut.
find where? where can you find her?
yun jin's and viktor's dorms are empty, so they would be crossed out from the list of possible places you could find her.
you sweat, the thought of yun jin being in danger frightened you. is viktor really going as far as to harm her girlfriend just for the sake of luring you in his trap?
wait.
does he know you were a cop?
and if he does, does that mean your cover is blown?
you gritted your teeth. no way. you had done everything in order to not get your cover exposed, so how in teyvat did he even figure it out?
you ran down the halls, heading towards the elevator. once the elevator doors closed, you continued on piecing the puzzle.
find me.
find me.
find. me.
your eyes widened upon realisation.
as the elevator dinged and slowly opened its doors, you hurriedly ran outside, before forgetting that your car was still at the workshop, meaning that you had no transportation to get there quick.
groaning, you think of another solution to quickly get to your destination.
a light bulb popped over your head, but was dismissed when you let out a sigh. no, you shouldn't trouble scaramouche by driving you there.
hell, you don't even want him to know that yun jin and viktor were gone, and that you couldn't find them.
you grumbled frustratingly. there's no other way.
viktor's frat house isn't that far off from campus, and you haven't ran in a while.
surely this quick trip would strengthen your muscles.
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as you almost reached your destination, you were already out of breath.
archons, you've forgotten how tiring running would be, especially when you haven't worked out in so long.
with ragged breaths, you made your way towards viktor's frat house. you had left your bag back in the dorms, along with your bundle of scarves and layered clothes, so that you wouldn't have to carry so much stuff on you. and yet without any of those distractions, you were still tired as ever for running such a long distance in a time span of five minutes. you don't even have an ounce of idea how that's possible, but what's important is that you made it here in time.
once you reached the doorstep, you paid no mind to even think if the door was unlocked as you swiftly twisted the doorknob, causing the door to open. you were thankful that you didn't have to pry out yet another paper clip, if you had one with you in the first place.
the sullen interior of the frat house greeted you.
you turned on the lights, heading towards the living room.
if you remember correctly, viktor had a hidden basement somewhere in the living room. you stood in the middle of the area, peering over your surroundings until you finally saw the hidden basement in the corner of the room.
the rug that was covering the plank was already flipped, just enough access for someone to open up the plank to the basement.
you raised a brow.
so they really are here.
you breathed in deeply, before exhaling.
this is it, you think. it's time for you to save yun jin.
without any weapons whatsoever.
you grumbled. you really weren't prepared for this, huh.
it's fine, you thought to yourself. your never ending physical combat trainings back in the police academy would do you justice.
pulling up the plank, you eyed the entrance down to the basement, a ladder attached by the wall.
the distance from the floor of the living room to the floor of the basement was suitable enough for you to jump right in, and you did just that, landing yourself professionally on the concrete floor.
you hastily stood up, turning yourself to look at the basement.
it was empty.
what?
you were sure this was the right place.
the only stuff that filled the basement were a bunch of useless junk that were thrown out for parties, and a random table in the middle of the basement, with yet another note placed on top of it.
you quickly walked over to the table, snatching the paper to read the contents.
you got the wrong place. think again, y/n.
eyes wide, you stared at the paper in shock, sweating.
he knows your name?
archons, your cover really is blown.
but most importantly, you went to the wrong place? how could this even happen? you wondered to yourself as you crumpled the piece of paper in your hand, too frustrated with the events happening as of now.
you're sure… you're really damn sure this was the right…
you blinked, before your eyes went wide once again.
fuck, of course.
tossing the now crumpled paper to the side, you quickly went back up with the ladder, scrambling to get out of the stupid frat house that was no use to you.
once you got outside, you ran to your next destination, pulling up your phone to call for the one person you needed at the time. how can you be so slow on catching up with his clues?
of course it'd be the cabin.
the exact cabin you found in the evidence scaramouche had given you.
the exact cabin under yun jin's name.
how could you even miss out on such detail?
the frat house was just a distraction to mess with you. the basement you and scaramouche had thought preserved the most darkest secrets of viktor stepanov was only filled with a bunch of junk for parties and such.
viktor knew you were headed for the frat house first. he knew that you knew about the secret basement he had there. and he absolutely knew that place would be your first target.
the tall brunette had tricked you from the very start.
viktor already had you wrapped around his finger from the very beginning of this case, trapping you in with the many tricks up his sleeve.
and the worst thing is that he is winning.
you hurriedly ran for your life, not even minding the numb and tiredness you're getting from using the strength of your legs for the past ten minutes. yun jin's life was in serious danger by the hands of a serial killer, and you're not going to let anything happen to your new friend.
the call rang for a few seconds, until it finally went in.
“y/n? you got home safe?”
you didn't answer for the next few seconds, only the sound of wind crashing through the mic of your phone.
“y/n? you okay?”
“call–call the squad, now.” you said through heavy breaths, continuing on running.
“what? are you okay? why are you running?” scaramouche asked worriedly, and you didn't answer immediately. suddenly, it dawned on him. “wait, you're not–”
“just fucking call the squad and tell them to head for the cabin! yun jin's in danger!”
the sound of rustling can be heard from the other line, until you heard the sound of the door closing. “y/n, don't go there by yourself. wait for me.”
“there's no time! she–she could be hurt any second now!”
now, the sound from his line was matching yours, as scaramouche was currently running too. “you're unarmed, y/n! stop running and–wait for me to come and get you!”
“no use, i'm almost there now.” you were right, the cabin was a few hundred meters away from you now, you could practically see the small roof of the cabin from here. you were thankful the woods isn't far off from viktor's frat house.
“y/n. stop, please. don't you dare go in until i get there!”
“no. i–i need to save her. just–call the squad and tell them to barge into the cabin. we're gonna close this case tonight— once and for all.”
“y/n, you're going to die if you go there alone. how many times do i have to keep telling you to stop being the stupid fucking hero you think you are?! was that fight not enough?!”
you morphed out a small smile, stopping yourself just right in front of the cabin.
“i won't–i really won't mind dying in the line of duty, as long as i get to save people.” you mumbled through heavy breaths. “and–this people in question just happened to be one of my closest friends.”
scaramouche started up his car, the sound of his engine filling up his line. “y/n, just wait until i–”
you hung up, turning off your phone for good.
this is it, you think through batted breaths.
if yun jin and viktor aren't behind this door, then you've completely fucked up this case.
but if they are, you've got to prepare for the worst.
there's no other solution behind this.
you're unarmed, you have absolutely nothing to shield you from being attacked, and to be honest, you're not ready in the slightest, yet you had a feeling that you just had to do it now, or else you'd be scarred for life.
holding onto the doorknob, you braced yourself for what you're about to face behind this very door.
you've reassured yourself from the frat house all the way here that nothing bad would happen, and that you would stop viktor before he could make things worse, but the way your body is shaking and trembling right now was saying otherwise.
you gripped tightly onto the doorknob, your shaky hand making it continuously rattle like a madman.
no. you have to do it now.
before it's too late.
just like what the note had said.
viktor had waited for you to crack this case. he had only mentioned your name in the paper, and he had left these notes for you to find.
he was anticipating for your arrival, not anyone else's.
there was no time to wait for scaramouche, let alone wait for the squad to arrive. the precint to here is at least a fifteen-minute drive. you could try stalling some time until they get here, but that'd take too long, and you're not sure if you'd be alive by the time they arrived, so you have no choice but to finish this off yourself.
you sighed for the hundredth time that evening.
the memory of scaramouche vowing to protect the people of snezhnaya played in your mind, and you smiled to yourself with gritted teeth.
yeah. ready or not, you had made an oath to protect the citizens of snezhnaya, in any sorts of circumstances, deathly or not.
there was no other way for you to prevent this from happening.
the only thing you could do now was stop viktor, save yun jin, and get out of this mess.
even if it meant sacrificing your own life.
slowly twisting the doorknob, you heaved out yet another warm breath, the cold weather hitting you like a brick. the winter season was close, and it could snow anytime now.
you hoped you'd have the time to witness the snow after this, at least for one last time.
as the door opened rather quickly and harshly, you hurriedly slammed it shut, peering over the inside of the cabin. it looked like any other cabin you've seen off the internet, except that instead of a cozy atmosphere, it was only filled with despair.
someone was tied to a chair in the middle of the room, their hands and ankles being restricted to a tight rope. you couldn't make out on who it was due to their head hanging low, so you decided to do what any other person would do when they're curious.
you slowly walked closer to the person tied to the chair to see them clearly, but when you finally got to see who it was, you furrowed your brows in confusion.
“viktor?”
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Post Home AU
(from this WIP meme)
i'm uhhhh. Having a "notebook with the fic was not where I thought it was" problem with this one and the document under that title "Post Home AU" is *not* the content I was expecting it to be, though I have a vague memory that the part in the document was going to loop back around to the Home immediate aftermath. I kind of don't remember the intent in mind when I was composing the part I've got (though I do remember where i was sitting when i wrote it, how does that work 😭)
Basically the idea of this one was Fred refusing to simply drop Morse off to witness his father's death while recently shot and drive back home. Fred takes a room at an inn and checks back in with Morse to ferry him to the doctor to be sure the gunshot wound is fully looked at, and keeps coming around to take Morse off for "some air" aka gentle drives in the car so he can take a break from being in that house with Gwen.
there was a scene in the notebook where Fred and Joyce sit down to talk about Morse and Joyce kind of subtly questions his intentions with her older brother.
there was also a scene where Morse walks himself over to have a drink with Fred at the inn and ends up going up with Fred to his room to get help changing his bandage because Morse can't do it himself without kind of passing out from the sight of it (maybe out of character of him to accept help but this is a very indulgent fic lol) and ends up platonically-not-that-platonically staying over with Fred in his room 👀
I hadn't cemented for myself if it was going to be a 'walking the extreme edge of the line but queer-platonic' fic of if it was going to be a full romantic entanglement but the themes were basically Fred being obsessed with and protective of Morse and Morse's damsel in distress-ism and tendency to faint into Fred's waiting arms through various Morse Trauma events.
below the cut is the "I don't remember it but I guess I wrote it" discovered segment which is about 2k words
He'd never been a man to worry overmuch about his own emotions, whether they were right or wrong. If he was having a kind of feeling he was having, that was all, and often enough it was trying to tell him something. He didn’t believe that made him less of a man, the way so many fellows seemed to. He knew that he could defend himself if he needed to, and could command his men in a way they respected. He’d fought in the war, on two continents, and had come out of it with his wits mostly intact.
That made him strong by any standard, so he didn’t worry himself about the brittle strong-man custom of shunning and numbing and punishing all natural feelings like they were pests to be poisoned and carried away. It had led to long peace and contentment in his marriage, and a relatively easy rapport with his children even though he’d often been tied up with work when they were little and living at home. It gave him quick compassion and the ability to suss out what was bothering one of his sergeants or constables, think through the motives of the average criminal and shrug it off again without twisting himself up inside over whether or not that empathy meant something, or might damage him. It was a pragmatic familiarity, not self-examined and meditated on, he just knew that his gut had an instinctive sensitivity to rightness and his heart was easily touched, and the whole it had made him a better copper, and an even-tempered man, not easily drawn to extremes. 
And then Endeavour Morse fell sideways into his life and everything shifted. Or began to slide and explode, rather, crashing, disorienting, rearranging every feeling and habit. For the first time in an age, since his lost, misspent youth, Fred started wishing he had spent more time learning how to muffle up his emotions like so many other men did. Everything in his life was suddenly on the move, not entirely thanks to that lad, although more often than not. He was something like a starting point, herald or an irritant causing reactions and reactions around him, pushing, digging and insisting until everything and everyone around him was affected. So much power for a young constable to hold, someone so seemingly artless and fragile.
[Only he wasn’t so young anymore, was he, not just that lad Morse, no longer a constable, not his young charge anymore. He’d made so much progress, had become more and more practiced and capable, far-roaming and so much more confident. It was good. It was right, and Fred was glad, bit still -- and it was another unaccustomed pang that he would do away with if he could -- he did on some level sharply miss the days when Morse had depended on him so completely. Those early days, so frustrating, so exhilarating. He’d felt so useful.]
There was no real reason for it, it was nothing Morse had done to him, or at him, or any intention of his. No, it was all him, Fred, and the way his focus had been pulled away from the familiar places and patterns of his life. The bare fact was that he’d seen what he was feeling, and seen what he was starting to want, but he hadn’t changed his path. He hadn’t stepped out of the way. Had it been arrogance? The bold assumption that he alone of mankind was above falling to temptation? Was it stubbornness, thinking he would not give in and alter himself and therefore consciously admit that there was something dangerous going on? Or was it that deep down he had already decided what he wanted and planned to act on it -- or not planned to act, directly, but at least planned not to stop himself. Planned that he would, at last, when the eventual, unavoidable moment arose, give his heart mastery of his action instead of his sense or his responsibilities.
It had all started, really, with noticing a skinny young man sitting alone at a free desk at Cowley CID, so long at his work, looking fragile and solemn in a rumpled shirt a size or two too big, insisting earnestly about poetry books. In fact, in retrospect, noticing the fit of his shirt had been a sign he should have heeded, but he did often notice the clues people carried with them in the clothes they wore about their jobs, their habits, their station -- he was no Sherlock Holmes, but he could tell the town from the gown, at very least. You learned to notice on the job, and it was hard to shut off again, that was true about so many things in his life that he didn’t think much about those, either. 
That he had noticed and filed away the delicate, serious beauty of him, though almost entirely without conscious acknowledgement, that was significant. That was damning. Not just the noticing, but much later, the remembering that he had. The way he looked back with his mind’s eye and poured over the things of Morse, from those first startling hints and facts and shapes of him, he had stored away in the guilty, grasping chambers of himself. Not often, he didn’t obsess, he was proud of that -- though perhaps the clearer shame of open fixation would have woken him earlier in his slide -- but late some nights in his comfortable corner of the living room, with the rest of the house asleep above, or walking back alone after pints at the pub when the gates and locks of his thoughts opened a little easier, he would would remember, and puzzle over him. It was easy to forget about those abstracted interludes, though, in the broad light of day, as he variously ambled through or was buffeted by the routines of his life. 
The Mason Gull case and Morse’s stabbing had knocked his casual obliviousness off its feet somewhat. Seeing Morse collapsing at the wheel, helping him stumble into his house, watching him sleeping on his couch, blood on his shirt, pale as death but still lovely as anything and trusting him utterly, that was all a real shock to the system. He’d had to stop and stare, not once but several times through the afternoon, inventing reasons to come check on him or to walk by the living room. First he’d settled him with his own coat, and then to help him stretch out from the neck-breaking sprawl he’d fallen into -- aided by Morse’s surprising and endearing sleep-induced obedience -- and then to leave a glass of water and some aspirin on the side table for when he woke up. That time Morse had been curled over on his side with Fred’s coat caught in his hand and pulled up over his chin, like the lad was trying to barricade himself in the deepest recesses of sleep against the world. The sight had made his insides swoop with something warm and fierce and terrifying. He’d stood and stared and stared until he’d remembered where he was and just who he was staring at, and, hearing Win working away in the kitchen, was chilled with inchoate heaviness like guilt. Dangerous, he told himself, and resolved to move himself firmly on.
That went fairly well until Morse collapsed again, this time in catching distance, halfway down the length of the college roof, as they walked back alone in the cold evening air.  He’d been pushed past his strength and past his tolerance for heights, apparently, as Thursday heard him mumble as he wavered and fell, “‘m alright, sir. Be fine when I get back on the ground.”
Thursday didn’t really think so, didn’t think his pink and fair freckled constable should be the same grey-tinged colour of skimmed milk, and could make the obvious assumption that the lad hadn’t eaten, drunk or slept enough in the wake of significant injury and blood loss. He’d reached for Thursday as he went down this time, though, either aware that Thursday would catch him or simply conscious enough to realize he needed steadying.
Morse had been all heavy and pliant and spindly in his grasp, his heart beating like a scared rabbit’s while Thursday sat on the freezing metal roof, trying to hold him up carefully so his stitches didn’t pull. His head fell heavily against Fred’s shoulder, curls tickling his cheek and jaw. He could feel the humid heat of distress rising off him, felt him go dead-limp and then flinch and then struggle back to consciousness, making something like panic rise in Fred, a rib-squeezing desperation to hold and fix and protect. I should have let him resign, back there at the beginning, he thought wildly, irrationally, a thought he never had in saner moments but would find it surfaced every time he saw that Morse had found himself neck-deep in danger and miserably pinned, It’s too hard on him. He feels it too much, and he never, never stops. It’s going to get him killed.
He spoke gentling nonsense to Morse, coaxing him to even out his breathing, move his legs so they weren’t twisted and cramped beneath him, choking his circulation. Evening was beginning to fade seriously into night, it would be harder to see the way over the leads soon, and they needed to get down off the roof, not just because of the cold and dark but because Bright and the rest would wonder what had become of them and poor Morse was already embarrassed enough by these spells, he didn’t need more questions asked. And because Fred wanted to bundle him home, see he got a proper meal and a drink and some company to drive away that awful, haunted look in his eyes that facing Gull had given him.
He didn’t rush them, though, he held on -- knowing somewhere deep inside that this was a rare thing, not to be taken advantage of but to savour, being let to hold and dote on this ridiculous creature, who treated himself so roughly -- and let Morse regain control of his limbs in his own time. 
Morse’s first coherent words as he woke were an apology, through which he could hear the shame and frustration and strained self-deprecation of a man who had grown used to his own body betraying him. “I keep doing this, don’t I,” he said, trying to joke weakly, “I’ll try and faint onto someone else next time, shall I?”
“You’re alright, Morse. Anybody'd be hard-pressed to do better after the week you’ve had. I’m just glad you waited ‘til after climbing up the outside of the building to take a turn.”
Morse made a noise of distress, likely imaging how much worse it all could have gone, and Thursday had to silently agree. It was unthinkable, in the most literal sense, impossible to think about. He started chivvying to distract them both, starting the slow process of getting them upright and ambulatory. It was far more difficult than he wanted it to be to make himself let go of Morse.
As Morse worked out how to get his legs under him again, Fred spent his time making firm refusals to unwanted thoughts that he was sure Morse wouldn’t appreciate. He led the way slowly back to the roof access, a firm hand on Morse’s arm in case he started to go down again.
“You’re going straight home after this,” he warned, “You got him, and you put yourself through the ringer doing it, so there’s no reason the reports can’t wait a fair bit. I’ll run you home and I don’t want to see you at the station for at least a day or two. No arguments now.”
“Right, sir. I don’t have the energy to protest, so I suppose that means you’re right.”
“Smart lad. Now, are you going to be alright on the stairs?”
“Yes, sir. Better than staying up here, anyway.” 
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Me rn: Hun, I tried explaining in a respectful matter why you’re Gale takes are weird interpretations but even agreed with you at times. You’ve basically just said the same shit for 3 separate posts, all of which I counteracted. Lmao Gale is the entitled nice guy? I don’t think he was the one who ghosted Katniss and threw statues at her when she kissed someone else (But wait, remember who DID that 🤗) And I really don’t get why you’ve brought up the beach kiss? That doesn’t make any sense. You’re really skewing the narrative and hold Gale to far different standards to Peeta.
no I do not hold double standard because the difference is Peeta realizes he was wrong and apologizes and changes his behavior Gale doesn't. if Peeta continue to act the way Gale was I would not be on either team. also he didn't throw the statue because of the kiss he was mad because Katniss and Haymitch because they didn't tell him about Snow's visit and because of that innocent people got killed because he gave money to rue and Thresh family like seriously didn't you read the books.
(And as for your other ask, you brought up what Liam Hemsworth said? I love Liam but Idgaf what his take is on Katniss and Gale bc he and I can have different interpretations! I don’t agree or really care what he thinks of it lol. You clearly just want the last word, have at it. It’s weird as hell that Peeta manipulating Katniss into a relationship, stalking her, ghosting her, and making her extremely uncomfortable at times is sweet and romantic, yet Gale stopping Katniss from kissing him makes him the devil. Goodbye)
this is a quote from Peeta catching Fire( He takes a deep breath. "Look, Katniss, I've been wanting to talk to you about the way I acted on the train. I mean, the last train. The one that brought us home. I knew you had something with Gale. I was jealous of him before I even officially met you. And it wasn't fair to hold you to anything that happened in the Games. I'm sorry."
There's nothing for you to be sorry about. You were just keeping us alive. But I don't want us to go on like this, ignoring each other in real life and falling into the snow every time there's a camera around. So I thought if I stopped being so, you know, wounded, we could take a shot at just being friends," he says.) Peeta was also very upset about the engagement as well he didn't want to get married like that because he knew Katniss didn't want it and he respected her boundaries. he also got her a locket with gale inside it and was basically telling her I know you love him and I want you to create a life with him and I want you to be happy even if it's not with me. does that sound like he's being manipulative does that's sound like he's being a nice guy does that sound like he's trying to force a relationship on her. No so I have no clue how you got that idea but it really just goes to show you weren't really paying attention. but you know who was actually being pushy with a romantic relationship with Katniss Gale and here's proof.
("Tell me about it," I say. "If I could've just hated him in the arena, we all wouldn't be in this mess now. He'd be dead, and I'd be a happy little victor all by myself."
"And where would we be, Katniss?" asks Gale.)
and mind you this happened right after katniss told him she can't be even think about a relationship right now because she's scared of getting killed and her family getting killed and mind you this also happened right after the quarter quells was announced. so maybe it's Gale who's actually pushing for a relationship not Peeta. also Peeta wasn't stalking again I have no idea how you even got that seriously the boy just had a crush.
and as for the Liam Hemsworth thing the reason I even included because his interpretation is actually correct but you know what don't take my word for it take the words of the author Susan Collins herself.
(Suzanne Collins, who authored “The Hunger Games” series, seemed to echo Hemsworth’s sentiments. In an interview with The New York Times, she shared that Gale and Peeta function “less as two points on a love triangle, more as two perspectives in the just-war debate.” Collins continued on to share what the characters represent. “Gale, because of his experiences and temperament, tends toward violent remedies. Peeta’s natural inclination is toward diplomacy. Katniss isn’t just deciding on a partner; she’s figuring out her worldview.”) so I think you get my point and it's not that she's trying to say you shouldn't fight or anything but it's important to not cross that line in times of war and that's what Gale did and that's why they don't end up together. so I really think you should just go ahead reread the books because it's obvious you weren't paying attention .
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Okay, you do realize throwing a statue at someone is pretty weird right? No offense but that is legit a warning sign for abusive behavior. Sure, Peeta apologizes, but A) He only did it when he was forced to interact with Katniss on the train. If he didn’t, he still would’ve been refusing to interact with her. B) Peeta does say this after finding about Katniss and Gale’s kiss.
“Was that the only time you kissed Gale”. After Katniss told Peeta she was personally threatened by Snow, Peeta’s biggest concern is that if she only kissed Gale one time. He also seemed pretty threatened about Gale in the 1st book, getting mad at Katniss when finding out Gale wasn’t related to her and he also gruffly says “She’s just worried about her boyfriend (Gale)” when talking about the love act.
Gale does try to help Peeta as well. Remember when he told Katniss he was still keeping her alive after the 1st interview? Or when he helped trained him for the games and told her he was pretty likable? And again, how he risked his life to save Peeta, played ‘real or not real’ to help with his hijacking, and he gave him the nightlock pill, which almost put Gale in the same fate as Peeta.
Also, the “Where would we be quote” again, doesn’t mean a romantic relationship, that is just interpretation. Considering that Gale doesn’t even talk about it afterwards, he likely was thinking about how Katniss wouldn’t have to be in the games again.
Also babes, Suzanne Collings legit blamed Gale for justifiable actions in a war (Taking over the Nut) and a decision that wasn’t his orders (The Capital Plaza) I’ve read these books numerous times, thank you very much. People are allowed to have opinions, if you can’t handle that maybe you should lock yourself in your room and cry about it. Or touch grass, or get a job, you clearly need it. Also, you harassing me with Peeta has genuinely only made me ship Everthorne more and hate Peeta more too 🫶
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Foster Bros AU Atumu gets a girlfriend at age 22-ish? Maybe older. Maybe 25. She's respectful so she hasn't tried to push his boundaries (he's still aroace but she's a nice person - one of the few nice people he has met in his life), so they haven't ever done anything beyond cuddling before. She's older than he is. A lot of emotional intelligence. More content with under the cut (lots of SA trigger warning)
I think this is after she had met Startop and Startop acts like a total dick bc he's jealous. Atumu tries to defend his foster brother for his behaviour. After all, Startop is the only other human being who has ever been kind to him and genuinely cared for him as a person.
Atumu casually alludes to some bad shit that happened, but he seems emotionally okay with it. Doesn't go into detail but he just mentions it. Like some bad shit happened, but it's bc he's got this deformed body. And Alice is like ?? Bc she has seen Atumu in basically his underwear and he looks fine to her. He looks FINE to her haha. Anyhow he shrugs it off like it's no biggie but she is actually curious. Will be tell her? They've been dating for, idk, like, 2 years now at this point? (Atumu doesn't really know what a relationship is so I guess he doesn't know how long they have been dating. He doesn't even know what dating is).
Atumu is intersex. He doesn't really know what it is, and he doesn't know much about it. But he knows there is something physically "wrong" with him, and that's probably why all the Bad Stuff happened. He has experienced REPEATED sexual assaults, in almost every stage of his life. Early childhood (before 8 years old - but he has no memory of that, age 12 at boarding school from a group of older boys - really fucking traumatic, age 15 when he went to a private university - first week getting drugged and date raped by a bunch of upperclassmen, and 15-18 all throughout his entire undergraduate experience just because he didn't understand boundaries and didn't KNOW he was allowed to say no). By the time he was 18, in his last year in university, he was so emotionally vacant and dissociative and had basically zero will to live. He said no for the first time in his life. And kept saying no. And hadn't had sex since.
Now, some 4-6 years later, it has been a while since he has had any sexual experiences and it's....nice. He has never wanted sex. He was already asexual before the sexual assaults, and afterwards...? He has a hard time distinguishing the difference between sex and rape. Because he has NEVER wanted it. It's all the same to him.
But the kind of tragic thing is that he has sort of internalized it to be...his fault? Like the REASON he was raped was bc of his body. He's got this fucked up body - that's why he was raped. That's why all those horrible things happened to him repeatedly. And this is what he gets for having a fucked up body.
Alice can't imagine what he's talking about since he's so fucking vague about it. He never told her about the rapes, but his vague ass language gave her some idea that he might have been SA'd. But deformed? She's seen almost all of him and the only thing that seemed strange, besides how tall and thin he is, were his large scars across his back. But he has already told her that he doesn't know what those are from (that happened before he was 8 years old, which he has no living memory of).
So she asks to see. Atumu still doesn't know why anyone would want to see his genitals. He thinks all genitals are kinda........ blegh. And his in particular are even more messed up. So he gives her a warning. She still wants to see.
He does eventually show her and.....it sort of all makes sense. Why he'd say that sort of thing. Why he'd think that. He has a penis, like normal - well, I mean not that normal cuz it's MmMmmm..hmmm we will just say more than proportional ... Hm okay no additional comment, but at the base of it, it connects to what looks like a fully formed vagina instead of a scrotum. It looks identical to any normal ciswoman's labia...just weirdly where the clit would be, Atumu instead has his penis. She has heard of "hermaphrodite" before but never knew it could be like this. (She'd spend the next few days furiously teaching herself about it on the internet).
Anyhow, in the moment, she asks if she can touch it. Atumu is uncomfortable, but he allows her to. She tries a bit, but based on Atumu's body language in response, she doesn't push it.
They don't mention it again for a while, but Alice thinks about it nonstop for like...the rest of her life.
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