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x-on-the-calendar-business · 10 months

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ryan ross iceberg (tier 2)

tier 1, tier 3, tier 4, tier 5, tier 6, tier 7, tier 8

the tip of the iceberg:

the young veins:

this is the band that ryan and jon started after they split from panic! it included a few other members, and often times ryan’s good friends z berg and alex greenwald (formerly of phantom planet), who will be mentioned more later on. they only released one album in 2010, called take a vacation! they played some live shows, but at the end of that same year, they went on an indefinite hiatus. HOWEVER, they made an official instagram account and have been active this year!! it’s likely because there will be vinyl repress (further supported by a comment jon left on their only post) but it’s super cool nonetheless [i].

this is a personal aside, but i honestly like this band more than anything panic! released post split, with the exception of new perspective and the calendar. like god this was such a good fucking band.

dottie, elwood, and hobo:

these were all ryan’s dogs.

hobo was the dog he got in 2006. however, when he and keltie (we will discuss her soon) broke up, she took her with her [ii].

dottie was a dog he got circa 2015.

elwood is the dog he got in 2017.

i’m not sure if ryan still has dottie and elwood since he has pretty much disappeared from the internet.

eta: i misspelled elwood's name as elmwood in the iceberg image. sorry about that!

z berg:

this is one of ryan’s exes and his bestie. they dated around 2009/2010. they still hang out today and he’s made appearances at these events she does called proms. she gives us the majority of ryan content that we’ve gotten in the past few years.

he featured on one of her songs, “the bad list,” and she featured of the young veins cover of “nothing matters but you.” she will come up more in other entries as well, which is why i'm not going super in depth here.

throam:

whew.

this is a ryden fic – probably the most iconic after the milk fic – called the heart rate of a mouse, written by anna green. it was originally posted on livejournal, and it’s LONG, coming in at 3 volumes and over 500k words.

the plot summary is that in the 1970s, ryan is the lead singer/guitarist of a famous band called the followers, and brendon is a roadie on their tour. brendon is openly gay, and ryan and brendon start hooking up, even though ryan is “straight.” from there, the series becomes 3 volumes of angst and pining. of course, there’s so much more that happens, but i won’t say too much for the sake of spoilers.

despite it being a ryden fic, it’s incredibly well written (if you’re able to get past the explicit smut), so i do recommend reading it at least once in your life. i’m gonna keep it 100, i’ve read this series at least 10 times with a yearly reread and have physical copies of it.

anna also wrote some ficlets to go along with it, such as one from brendon’s pov and just some extra stuff that didn’t end up in the final cut. she also wrote a lot of other iconic fics (all of which i also recommend), like the black rose season, how a resurrection really feels, posing in a ballroom, miguel sanchez’s grand slam of love, amongst many, many others. sadly, she purged her entire livejournal account, so you would have to turn to internet archives to read anything other than throam [iii].

unfortunately, this fic also reached the icon status that the milk fic did so multiple people from the bandom sphere know about it and have acknowledged it. for example, keltie, ryan’s ex-girlfriend, has read it and mentioned it on twitter multiple times (embarrassing for her but whatever) [iv]. jon tweeted about it once [v]. also, i swear that vicky t from cobra starship mentioned it (i wanna say it was on instagram, but i could be wrong); however, i can’t find the comment she made anymore.

link to throam for those who are curious

jac and keltie:

these are two of ryan’s exes from the panic! days.

jac vanek was a scene queen in the early 2000s, and they dated from november 2005 until feburary 2006 [vi]. it was a pretty cringey teenage relationship that was overly (grossly) chronicled on livejournal, and if you’re interested to read more, there will be a link in a later tier.

an interesting tidbit is that while ryan was dating jac, brendon was dating another scene queen named audrey kitching, which will also come up later in this iceberg.

keltie knight (née colleen) and ryan started their relationship in august 2006 after meeting at the vmas, where panic! was performing and keltie was a backup dancer (she was a rockette). he was 19 and she was 24, which may not seem like a big deal, but it definitely played into some power dynamics in their relationship. for example, in keltie’s book, she says she often had pay ryan's bills for him. also in her book, she stated that he didn't take their relationship seriously, leading him to propose to her and asking her to move in (maybe he wasn't taking it as seriously as you because he was barely in his 20s keltie just a thought). they broke up in 2009 right before the split. we’ll touch on that again later. there is honestly so much more that i could say about this relationship/keltie, but some of it will be covered in this iceberg and the rest will be linked along with the jac info.

sun and moon:

another ryden entry. this refers to a theory about ryan and brendon about which one is considered the moon, and the other is the sun; it’s based on their personalities, like who embodies which more. polar opposites and all that. when ryden was still relevant, who is the moon vs who is the sun was a hotly debated topic (ryan is the moon, while brendon is the sun is the only correct answer).

this also loosely tied into some lyrics from panic and their solo music. for example, when the day met the night is often referenced in relation to this theory, although this song is definitely about keltie [vii]. also, in 2014 ryan wrote lonely moonlight, which also could refer back to this theory and kind of calls back to the lyrics in when the day met the night [viii]. however, this song is most likely about keltie too, if not another past relationship (not brendon).

dead end kids club:

this is a band/touring project that ryan was part of, including z berg, dan keyes, and the band palm springsteen. it was first announced in july, 2019. later that same year, they went on tour, hitting 8 cities for fall balls. this was referred to as the “1st annual” but….[ix]

in 2020, they released a song called lonesome town that featured a lot of videos from fans [x]. also that year, palm springsteen was accused of assault, which dekc posted a couple of statements about on twitter, here and here, stating that they had been removed from the project “a long time ago” [xi]. they pretty much disbanded after that and haven’t been active since october 2020.

livejournal:

iconic. livejournal (aka lj) was basically tumblr before tumblr existed. similarly, it could be used as a personal blog, a place to post rpf fic, an emo poetry hub, a photo album, etc. it’s on this iceberg because ryan was very prolific on livejournal, under the username i_amclandestine, and it’s essentially where panic! got its start. ryan made contact with pete wentz through lj, sending him the early demos, which lead to pete signing them and then cue domino effect to a taylor swift song.

anyway, ryan made many iconic posts on there, some of which will be addressed directly in this iceberg, but i will leave a link to an archive of his lj account for further viewing. he made his last post in june of 2006, but he deleted the account in july of that year after receiving a spam of hate. at the same time, brendon changed his (part_time_lovah) to friends only [xii].

along with the links to ryan’s old lj, i’m also going to link a youtube video by one of my favorite channels, the cozy representative, in which julian goes through ryan’s posts.

this is the web archive for ryan’s lj (does not include his last post):

this is a tumblr masterpost of all of his entries, including the last one missing from the above link:

and finally, julian’s video:

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ryan and spencer childhood besties:

ryan and spencer became friends when they were around 5 or so years old, which was always the saddest part of the 2009 split to me. ryan and spencer were in the og band before panic!, which will be discussed later.

in 2016, spencer’s wife tweeted that ryan and spencer were still friends. however, ryan did not attend spencer’s wedding, which could have been for a number of reasons, one of which we will also discuss more heavily later on [xiii]. of course, there is no way for us to know whether ryan wasn’t invited or if he just decided not to go.

mcr makes me dance:

in 2004, ryan went to the chemicalromance livejournal community and posted, “hey im ryan im new i live in las vegas my chemical romance makes me dance” and history was made [xiv]. this became a "meme" amongst panic! fans, and they started bringing signs with that phrase written on them for ryan told in pics. this has continued even in recent times.

newsboy cap:

this is another iconic piece of ryan ross fashion. he wore it a lot in 2004-2006 cause he’s a little fruity. like seriously, this hat had him in the biggest chokehold.

now, we move onto some of the deeper stuff and into the waters.

tier 3

references:

[i] https://www.instagram.com/theyoungveinsmusic/

[ii] https://pathetic-at-the-disco.tumblr.com/post/171475122211/did-keltie-knight-ever-steal-ryans-dog-or

[iii] https://web.archive.org/web/20170606154418/http:/beggarsnotes.livejournal.com/

[iv] https://youngveins.tumblr.com/post/141384273691/keltie-has-read-throam-this-is-not-the-twitter

[v] https://twitter.com/iamjonwalker/status/958805938227433472

[vi] https://pathetic-at-the-disco.tumblr.com/post/170958104996/the-tragic-love-life-of-ryan-ross-part-2

[vii] https://genius.com/Panic-at-the-disco-when-the-day-met-the-night-lyrics

[viii] https://genius.com/Ryan-ross-lonely-moonlight-lyrics

[ix]https://www.instagram.com/thedeadendkidsclub/?hl=en

[x] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzcWGQQiFDU

[xi] https://twitter.com/DeadEndKidsClub/status/1275849828459823105, https://twitter.com/DeadEndKidsClub/status/1283511345330049026

[xii] https://prettyoddfever.tumblr.com/post/629056560433446912/why-ryan-ross-deleted-his-livejournal-and-brendon

[xiii] https://pathetic-at-the-disco.tumblr.com/post/171901498176/so-i-saw-your-ryanspencer-post-and-i-was-just

[xiv] https://chemicalromance.livejournal.com/96360.html?page=1

#ryan ross #the young veins #panic! at the disco #jon walker #ryan ross iceberg #spencer smith #brendon urie #patd #ryan patd #panic at the disco #Youtube

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isukdik6969 · 3 days

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⚠️ ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️

This post contains bad graphic scenes and inappropriate language. Viewer discretion is advised.

NSFW

Kermit, the stripper.

By: isukdik6969

Once upon a time, there was a stripper named Kermit. He loved his job and never wanted anything more. And one long day of pole dancing for rich millionaires and getting gang banged by a gang in a back alley, he did his daily checking for STI'S at the doctor's office, he finished up then gave the doctor some head. He took the bus ride home but there was no seats on the bus and he couldnt stand up on the bus with his stripper heels, so thankfully a nice horny man let Kermit sit on his lap, and all through the bus ride they had sex without anyone noticing. At this point Kermit's ass was hurting and dripping with cum and sex lube, but when Kermit got home from his job at the strip club, he grabbed a metal fork and began to eat some Kraft dinner he made in the morning. Suddenly, he heard a little voice in his head say, "Stick the fork in the outlet." Kermit had always trusted the little voice in his head, so he started to do as the voice said without knowing the consequences of it.

Kermit was about to stick the fork in the outlet when *RINGGGG* His phone rang. Kermit picks up his phone and answers "What do you want whore"Kermit says angrily. Ms. Piggy replies with "I did nothing wrong, but I wanna get back together." Kermit screams at Ms Piggy, "SLEEPING WITH UNCLE DEADLY IS NOTHING WRONG???!!! "Kermit hangs up and continues sticking the fork in the outlet saying "that lying, cheating, littl-"He gets cut off by a large zap noise. A few minutes later, Ms Piggy heads to his apartment to try and seduce him so he will get back to her. Ms. Piggy knocks a few times on the door and gets no response, so she gets her new bf -Uncle Deadly- to break down the door. She finally gets inside, and it's like a ghost town. She walks further in and checks every room.

Finally, she gets to the kitchen and steps on something cold she looks down and sees Kermit's lifeless corpse on the floor. Ms. Piggy gets angry because his stripper heels tracked so much dirt from the outside that it was ruining her brand new high heels. Then she heard something, her new boyfriend saying "Can we leave this place im hungry" She says to her new bf "No worries about food, babe, were having frog legs for dinner", So after Ms Piggy and Uncle Deadly had a threesome with Kermit's fried corpse. They feasted on Kermit, and thanks to him being electrocuted, they didn't need any preparation for him. They finished eating what they could of Kermit and sold the rest of him for 5,000,000$ on eBay

Then Uncle Deadly told Ms Piggy somthing that left her shocked he said " I'm sorry Ms Piggy but I wasn't in love with you, I was in love with Kermit, I was using you to get closer to him. But now he is gone, so I shall be gone too. " Ms Piggy started crying and trying to stop Uncle deadly, but she was too late. He had already cut his dick and balls off and was bleeding out. ~One hour later~ Ms. Piggy was out on the streets trying to find a new boyfriend. After a while, she got really tired and went back to Kermits' large stripper apartment. She had been so sad that she said "Fuck this shit, imma start dating women" So Ms Piggy had started sissoring Camilla aggressively. They lived together for a few months and then Kermit and Uncle Deadly (who were now together as a gay couple) haunted them and eventually killed them. And nobody lived happily ever after, but they did all die gay, so I guess that counts.

The End 🫶🫶🫶

I honestly only wrote this for comedy, and if yall want, I will write real smut, just ask. Hope you enjoyed the torture and there way be misspells.

#kermit the frog #smut #lgbtq #strip club #tw: slurs #swears #ms piggy #the muppets #tw: death #tw: sh

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xerith-42 · 4 months

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What if I made a whole post about Blaze

Wouldn't it be funny if I did that?

Blaze MyStreet (that's his name now) is the gayest character in the entire aphverse and I am tired of him being slept on. That's not to say that people don't like Blaze, they do. He was a popular character, but not in the way other characters are popular. It's hard to find other people who have him as a favorite character, and if you're a fan of Minecraft Diaries, most people forgot he was in that series because he was in like an episode of Season 3 and even I forgot about Season 3 outside of that. He's liked, but not in the way people can really latch onto characters in this series. More passively liked, because it's really hard to hate him.

And even in MyStreet, his ultimate conclusion is just bad. It's bad. I don't have any other words for it, it just sucks. Blaze being mind controlled and then killed off right before the finale was just unnecessary. It didn't add anything. This season had already implied to kill Melissa, and made it clear it wasn't afraid to kill off characters. There was no reason to do this other than to keep people hooked and make them have an emotional reaction to the episode.

And it worked! Most of the times I look up Blaze fanart, I find art of him as an angel, or in heaven with another character, or just art of him dying. And I don't object to making fanart out of these moments it just... it sucks opening his wiki and seeing "Status: Deceased" every time. It sucks going to find content of this character only to find a majority of it is just angst around a death I've actively tried to forget.

SO LET'S TALK ABOUT WHY BLAZE IS THE BEST CHARACTER IN MYSTREET AND WHY YOU SHOULD ALL (yes even you) GIVE HIM MORE LOVE AND ATTENTION

Did you guys know Blaze is canonically not straight and probably polyamorus? That isn't my headcanons, that's in the text. Sure it's all in mini-games, but the mini-games are supplemental material to the canon work, and when Blaze gets so little actual character work, I am unashamed to pull from these sources. And in these sources Blaze has stated that he is very much one of the fruits.

In one mini-game Aaron says "You can't marry two people Blaze, you know that!" And Blaze's response is "I do?"

[vine boom]

In another that I am rationally normal about, Aphmau stumbles in on Blaze with his head on Garroth's lap in a closet, WHILE THEY ARE UNDER MISTLETOE! And Blaze says "Your thighs are soft" while Garroth comments on how soft his hair is?!

[vine boom]

And this is all in tandem with the fact that he at the very least canonically had a thing for Dottie, and it's very easy to say he might have harbored feelings for Daniel, Rylan, OR Aaron

[vine boom]

So, we've established Blaze as one of them queers, this is great. Aphmau series really struggle with having gay characters at all, let alone good ones, but there's a quality queer character just sitting right there! Blaze is charming, funny, doesn't take up more space than he needs, and while it isn't in the test of MyStreet, I'll take what I can get. And he only gets better from here!

Wanna add drugs and stoner stuff to your next rewrite? Blaze is literally RIGHT THERE!! He's been around since Phoenix Drop High, and his birthday is literally April 20th, the writers are not being subtle about it. And in MCD, he's technically been around as a misspelled name since episode 40, and if you're making a rewrite, just add him in sooner.

Oh, you want Aaron to have a bigger support system that isn't just Aphmau in earlier seasons? Blaze and the werewolf pups are right there and would totally all live together in a house on My Street or Lover's Lane! Just saying! You want these characters to have a vector to explore polyamory? Blaze is basically an open book and very much agrees with the "a friend of Aaron/anyone else is a friend of mine" and would be willing to share his experiences. You want someone for characters to confide in that they normally wouldn't under normal circumstances? Blaze loves getting high and having vent sessions neither of them will fully remember in the morning.

And if we take it to MCD, he can provide a lot of this and more. Fleshing out of the werewolf experience, an actual werewolf that's at least closer to a part of the main cast than any other ones, AND you get to have him smoking out the other characters. Why wouldn't you make MCD Blaze the inventor of the first bong in Ru'aun? Literally why wouldn't you do that? What reason do you have not to do that? That's objectively great.

Blaze is a character who easily lends himself well to comedy and emotional scenes by being vulnerable all the time, and having the ability to bring levity when needed. He knows when you need to just scream into a pillow, or when he needs to pass you a joint and put a movie on in the background. There's not a lot given for him, but enough to build a solid character out of. He's stated to have an extended family, and a lot of siblings. He was probably the oldest one and had to help raise them, and would easily be able to empathize with older siblings in this show, especially ones who may have had to take care of a younger sibling while growing up due to absent parents (cough cough Melissa).

He also stood up to bullies for Daniel and was willing to make enemies with his entire pack, even his Alpha, just to make sure Daniel wouldn't get hurt or harassed. He's fiercely loyal and absolutely willing to throw hands at a moments notice for the right reason. It doesn't take a lot to make Blaze a ride or die friend, you just have to not be a dickhead and show that you're actually a decent person. He's very sociable and outgoing, a bit of a loudmouth, but he's got a good heart and generally gets along with anyone you could think to pair him up with.

I'm serious, send me a character and I will tell you how they could have a beautiful friendship/romance/something else with them and how it fleshes out both their characters. Blaze just does that by being around people. I'm serious. Please do this.

I didn't make an Instagram account in 2018 titled "Blaze_Best_Werewolf" (or something like that) with a self-made profile picture of Blaze wearing a flower crown and actively get in fights with people over MyStreet season 6 for my boy to be slept on in this manner.

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panandinpain0 · 10 months

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Hellooooooo could I request a stranger things where it’s Robin x Male Reader, but platonically, where they bond over ice cream, being gay (or whatever for the reader), and the trauma of existing in the hell that is Hawkins?? I just stan robin

"Let Me Finish My Cone!"

This request slays and I'm excited to write it! Honestly I wish I got more platonic requests- I don't mind the romantic ones (I really like writing them) but some balance would be nice, yk?

Also- I keep misspelling Robin as Robing for some reason- so sorry if I accidentally missed a typo and that's in there 😭

We all stan Robin (Maya Hawke <333)

Headcanon of mine: Robin bites her ice cream. At first she did it to freak Steve out but now she can't eat ice cream any other way.

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Requested by: Anon

Robin Buckley with Male!Reader

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Sitting on a bench at the mall, two teenagers held melting ice cream cones in their hands. Robin sat criss-cross with her legs under her, and (Y/N) with his ankle resting on his other knee.

Robin was on break from work, still in her uniform minus the hat, which she'd forced (Y/N) to wear. It sat crooked on his head, almost falling off.

"There's no one to date here," (Y/N) sighed out as a hot guy walked past them. He licked his ice cream with a grumpy look on his face.

"If anyone knows how it is, I do," Robin snorted, biting her ice cream.

"Like- none of the guys look at me, and if they do it's only in a friend way. I don't know any other gay guys in Hawkins!" (Y/N) whisper-shouted to his best friend.

She side-eyed him, "What about Steve? He's bi, you know."

"Someone who's out, I mean. Not that I have anything against Steve or the fact that he isn't publicly out- it's just that I wanna be able to be seen with my boyfriend! And romantically, too. I don't want my relationship to be a secret."

"In this town it kind of has to be," Robin sighed out this time, thinking of her own experiences with it. "And if you don't treat it like a secret, other people will."

"This town is so fucked up. I would be in a rush to get out of here except for the fact that everywhere else would be just as bad."

"What about Los Angeles?" Robin looked over to her friend, taking another bite of her ice cream, almost down to the cone part.

"LA? I dunno, man... maybe. Wanna come with me and find out?" He smirked, raising an eyebrow at her.

"Once I get enough money to leave this place, hell yeah!"

"You and me both." (Y/N) still wore his uniform from the arcade upstairs in the mall. He was sick of the snotty kids there and seconds away from quitting his job.

"How is Steve doing with that, by the way?"

"Ahh, fine. He's been getting more confident- saw him flirting with some guy at the counter earlier."

"Yeah? And how'd that go?"

"Horribly, but at least he's getting out there!" Robin tried to be positive as (Y/N) laughed.

"I remember when I started flirting with guys. But then again I never was very good at flirting."

"No you are not- I remember when you tried to flirt with me," Robin remembered, smiling with amusement. (Y/N)'s face turned red from embarrassment as he, too, remembered.

"Must we bring it up?" He hid his face in his free hand.

"You were trying so hard to be straight!"

"And failing horribly," (Y/N) finished for her, the two sharing a laugh. "Oh- there's the man of the hour!"

Steve was waving at Robin to come back. Seems her break was over.

"Robin!" He shouted, his face going red as (Y/N) winked at him.

"Let me finish my cone, asshole!" Robin shouted back. Steve flipped her the bird and she stuck her tongue out at him, making him roll his eyes. Both ignored the looks they got from the interaction.

"You sure you don't like him?" Robin teased as she leaned back again.

"I'm not sure about anything. I just don't think he's willing to commit, you know?" (Y/N) speculated, lazily licking his cone.

"Well, you can't be sure until you try!" Robin popped the end of the cone into her mouth and swiped her hat from (Y/N)'s head, patting it as she walked away.

(Y/N) groaned as his watch went off, signaling the end of his own break.

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Short but sweet- I love Robin (and Steve).

-Author Max <3

#fanfiction #x reader #x he/him reader #x male!reader #stranger things #stranger things x reader #robin buckley platonic #robin x reader platonic #platonic #PLATONIC #robin x male!reader platonic #stranger things x male reader #stranger things x male!reader

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chapter 1

“Thank you good sir” i havent seen this in a serious manner in a long time, and laughed cuz it sounded like 1890s memes 😭 im sorry

pulls the door open with ease. NO WAY I PUSHED AN PULL DOOR BYE U DIDNT HAVE TO ATTACK SOME OF US LIKE THAT 😭 violence i will be meditating

ALSO IS IT TAE OR JIN AAH HOLD ON JOON IS TALL TOO maybe kook??

“I’ve been a student here for quite some time actually” this sits at the same table as "how long have you been 17? a while"

oh it was jooniebug WHY IS OUR PRESIDENT A DICK 😭😭

“At least I don’t look like a stoner from the seventies” JIN STOP, HOBI U LOOK AMAZING

funky what is funky why is funky when is funky where is funky how is funky who is funky

what is she studying to have history and human anatomy together?/srs. ooh literature with different stuff for minor

boi i havent heard the word coolio in a decade, the last time probably while reading ff in 2014

oh my god its the bad boy. is it yoongi? YES I WAS RIGHT

4 HOUR LECTURE ON ONE TOPIC?? BOI I WOULD HAVE DIED AND RESURRECTED IN THAT TIME. i have 2 hour lectures with 5 minute after an hour and its amazing

"No reason really”, *plays why u always lying meme

Hoseok agrees with a quirk of his perfectly styled eyebrow. YES HIS EYEBORWS ARE HOT AS FUCK

ofc kook is a sports major

rest of the Alpha dirt”, damn hoseok really got beef with them

status from royal blood? eww hoseok is slay for that *me acting like i wasnt being a thot while reading yoongi, tae, kook drabbles/oneshots

FUCK SOCIETY

“Dear lord, give me strength”, jin and joon with bangtan

JIMIN WTF U WERE SUPPOSED TO BE LIL FLUFF BEAN *bitch stop u knew how they were in the beninging(yes i misspelled for the meme) YES KICKING IN THE SHIN SUPREMACY

what is a hacky sack? i found out its a game? but what is he exactly studying lol?

also its the way she is making friends and talking to people LIKE SHE SPOKE WORDS YALL could never be me, sure i would have asked someone to help me to my classes but i wouldnt be talking after that, would have said im busy even though im not

if you would excuse me, but you’re quite weird, BYE IM LEAVING THE EARTH THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM EMBARRASSED you can find me in 134340 business days, where i will be rotting under my blankie bye

“Perfect, now that everyone is welcomed accordingly. an example of when theater theaters in the most theater form

It leaves you wondering what he meant with that. u know what he meant by that, this is where you do the whole twilight thing

“I feel I just witnessed a man high on three different drugs theatre kids in a nutshell (apparently people on tumblr are either gay, english major or a theatre kid, and i sent the meme to my friends, guess what they said................... "looks like you fit all three category" our schools dont have it, but im apparently a theatre kid to them 😭)

WHY DOES THIS MAN WANT TO KILL ME SHUT UP I HATE YOU GO AWAY *gets closer again

How is he walking that quietly you walk with your entire feet, part by part, like in those "special" shoes ads, that helps in reducing sound. slow yet quick

“well, that is indeed a predicament.” oof so elegant, classy, AND RUDE (there 2seok, happy?)

your voice actually comes out squeaky. girl mine would have came quiet yet squeaky way before 😭

BABY CONNECT THE DOTS HOW DID THEY GET THAT FAST QUIETLY??

let’s get the 1860 one.” IS SHE THAT SPECIAL?? WHATS GOING ON AAAH

Seokjin actually answers him with a quiet “yeah!” OFC HE WOULD DO THAT

THEY GOT DEAD BODIES IN THE FREEZER

If you died here tonight EXACTLY U GONNA DIE BYE GIRL, YOU WILL (NOT) BE MISSED jk jk lol

ig kook is scared of girls *eww that was cringe bye Maybe he just needed to take a really urgent shit OH MY GOD PLS😭😭 this is going to stay in my mind forever, everytime i see him running im gonna think of this no doubt

“exactly, that is the reason. He is really shy.” aww such a shy lil bean OK BUT IK THATS NOT THE REASON *inserts suspicious hobi eyes

you must have the crispiest oxygen sounds like an indian water ad, that said "more of oxygen " Arrey yaar h2o water has not turned into h2o2 toxic hydrogen peroxide 😭

i love ur descriptions, they are very picturable and i love the vibes. it is soo good, i could smell the place? the seats, library, just the university smell, restaurant. it was great. i dont think my words do any justice lol

NO WAY I PUSHED AN PULL DOOR BYE U DIDNT HAVE TO ATTACK SOME OF US LIKE THAT 😭 violence i will be meditating

I think this is like a universal human experience to push a few pull doors lmaooa

ALSO IS IT TAE OR JIN AAH HOLD ON JOON IS TALL TOO maybe kook??

questions over question mhmhmmhm

oh it was jooniebug WHY IS OUR PRESIDENT A DICK 😭😭

QUESTIONS OVER QUESTIONS INDEED

what is she studying to have history and human anatomy together?/srs. ooh literature with different stuff for minor

honestly? i gotta be honest with you, don't think too deeply about the logistics of her studies. i chose her courses for the sake of plot and nothing else LMAOAO

boi i havent heard the word coolio in a decade, the last time probably while reading ff in 2014

coolio still slaps like 10/10 word (also you see how I made them using "outdated" words wink wink almost as if they were from a different time wink wink)

oh my god its the bad boy. is it yoongi? YES I WAS RIGHT

BADBOY YOONGI AWOO

Hoseok agrees with a quirk of his perfectly styled eyebrow. YES HIS EYEBORWS ARE HOT AS FUCK

THEY ARE THANK YOU FOR SAYING THAT

ofc kook is a sports major

djjfja thinking back, it makes no sense for him to also study JFJDAFJ (you'll understand it later fasdjfj)

JIMIN WTF U WERE SUPPOSED TO BE LIL FLUFF BEAN *bitch stop u knew how they were in the beninging(yes i misspelled for the meme) YES KICKING IN THE SHIN SUPREMACY

HAHHHAHAH he may have tricked you fadjfjas

what is a hacky sack? i found out its a game? but what is he exactly studying lol?

yes it's a game fakdsfka in theory he studies dance PLEASE don't think too much about the logistic I literally just went with vibes

i get both sides like i would want to make friends but would be too scared that they would hate me FADJFJ if people like 2seok talked to me though? helloooooo :)

if you would excuse me, but you’re quite weird, BYE IM LEAVING THE EARTH THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IM EMBARRASSED you can find me in 134340 business days, where i will be rotting under my blankie bye

hahahahhaha this part is actually so embarassing bHAHAHHAHAHAH

i don't get the hate on theater kids, all I see is people who don't fit into the "societal norm" and are therefore labelled as weird losers. we don't have stuff like "theater kid" or "sports kid" in Austria either becuse school is solely there to study not to offer clubs but I still never understood the weird hatered some clubs get in America jfdjfa

THEY GOT DEAD BODIES IN THE FREEZER

👀👀👀👀

as for now it seems like he is ooooh 👀

“exactly, that is the reason. He is really shy.” aww such a shy lil bean OK BUT IK THATS NOT THE REASON *inserts suspicious hobi eyes

SUSPICIOUS INDEED MHHHHM

OMGG THANK YOU!! gosh this is actually such a big compliment :( I'm so happy to know that I managed to really make you exprience the place gaaah thank you for this review heheh 💜💜

#asks: sanguis alpha #asks #minusback #tw: long post

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justanisabelakinnie · 2 years

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Hey so guess what I found on TikTok. Someone’s shitty as Encanto hcs. Bitches like these are why people who have hcs without ignoring the plot or the movie still get a bad rap. Yeah I can see even clearer now why Latine fans are upset again but let’s dig into this train wreck.

Mariano did what?! Mariano would never do that?! Also it’s weird that you have four single girls right there that you could headcanon as a lesbian and yet you pick her. Not that you can’t still have your headcanon it’s just weird. Also, she never liked guys? Then how come the prophecy was of the “man of my dreams”? I’m confused. Was they just comphet. I dunno. I love lesbians with every fiber of my being but not very female character has to be one. Oh wait but it gets worse.

So Mariano cheated on her for her “tics” that aren’t actually tics but are common traits of Latina women?! Yeah good luck finding a woman who doesn’t “tic” Mariano. Got some internalized racism that you might wanna check out there bud.

Also “she wasn’t having it obvs” so then what? Mariano cheated on her because he couldn’t stand those little “tics” of hers and so she decided to become a lesbian?! That’s not how it works. That’s not how any of it works, but go off Susie.

“She currently has two girlfriends and they make Mariano jealous all the time lol” Is she really a lesbian or is she just using these innocent women to get back and Mariano Johnnyboy? Do you even know what a lesbian is. Go grab a damn dictionary.

Next is Bruno, which imo is the worst.

“Gay trans rat man” okay and that’s totes why he ran away. Because as we all know that prophecy of his that he had after Mirabel’s ceremony showed him not being accepted by that hOm0phOOOObIc woman Abuela and running away to protect his identity from her. Right? Riiiiiight? It’s like these people made up a fantasy Encanto in their heads that is all about queer acceptance. Just go watch The Prom. Or The Owl House if you want a diverse movie of a queer Latina.

Also, Alma dead? Seriously? Tell me you’re white without telling me you’re white.

Not this again. Next you’re gonna tell me that Camilo is genderfluid with DID too. Sigh. *sips tea*

*chokes*

They then go on to say “There isn’t much else to say about her”…just the level of dismissiveness and ignorance there. Anyway they also have the lesbian pride flag too but they never mention it, not even once.

And finally my “favorite”.

Well I agree with this one at least. Finally one that isn’t harmful. I quite like the character I relate to the most having the same sexuality as me! Let’s see what else they’re going to say!

YASS AMEN SISTAH GO FIERCE QUEEN! I gotta say this is probably the only good one! At least they didn’t make some stupid shit up like—

“She was scared of coming out for so long because Alma was homophobic and wanted her to be perfect.” Oh wait, never mind.

Also don’t think I didn’t catch you misspelling Isabela you dumb bitch.

Thank goodness the rest of the comments are calling him out or imma go insane.

Yeah.

#encanto #encanto fandom #encanto fandom salt #isabela madrigal #dolores madrigal #bruno madrigal #luisa madrigal #isabela madrigal is a lesbian

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notasapleasure · 1 year

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fanfic director's cut: only ever just one night!

ohhhh hohoho careful what you ask for my friend. But thank you <3

Only ever just one night - director's commentary meme

And while I'm here, a HUGE shout out of thanks to @weirdsociology-writes for reccing this fic!

BACKGROUND The first SW fic I've written in….five years! I've been noodling around very small fandoms since then. I mean like…under 20 fics total on ao3 for the main one (a Georgian film about gay dancers). And a 1980s band AU of a 1960s book series about a sixteenth-century Scottish mercenary where we call ourselves 'tiny fandom' for a reason. So it's both extraordinarily lovely to have so much engagement with this fic and also kind of alarming. To enumerate my alarm: (1) What if I haven't researched the world coffectly (see: misspelling 'caf' as 'kaf')? (2) What if my first fic for this fandom is my best and I have no other ideas to explore coherently? (3) What if I want to write more and it Grows Plot and I end up with just another perpetual WIP trailing its innards all over my ao3 dash? (4) What if I fluked out and wrote something people vibe with while in a trance, but my justification for my actions has bad vibes? However, I try not to cultivate shame, so Andor fandom, specifically Brassian fans: know that you are lovely and it's making Not Looking Down easier.

CONCEPT The fic ambushed me in a back-alley when I was still trying to work through what I did and didn't like about the show (having been immersed in Jyn/Cassian fic and Rogue One backstory when I last did SW fandom). But I knew that what I very much did like was that hug in Rix Road. I am an absolute sucker for second-fiddle characters who are just quietly waiting for an opportunity to fuck shit up on behalf of the skrunkly little creatures we call main characters. Thankless and loyal, competent and smart - not a himbo, but someone who's watching their friend get into trouble and rolling their sleeves up to wade in and help without being asked. The ones you trust to help you hide a body. Also for characters who seem…I don't know, too good to be true on the surface, but have deep reservoirs of potential for darker emotions. I could also have just said I like broad-shouldered black-haired guys who give the best hugs (Brasso. Irakli. Jerott.)

Anyway, I find the best way to explore the relationship between two characters I like is just to make them fuck. I'm being a bit flippant, but only a bit. Communication - spoken and unspoken - is key whether it's good or bad, and you can do a lot with a character's idea of themselves as well as their idea of the other person. It's a performance, it can be about getting a response, and there can be a lot of motives at work. So I wrote this fic to work out how I saw Cassian and Brasso's friendship through a long-term lens - the trust, but also the distance Cassian keeps. Brasso's concern for him, which is overlayed by his frustration at Cassian not telling him everything. Brasso going into these interactions with eyes wide open and still finding it worthwhile, because although Cassian never gives anyone everything he gives something of himself to Brasso that no one else gets. Cassian actually relying deeply on Brasso as a constant in the turbulent life he's made for himself and feeling something almost like guilt for letting himself rely on someone that much. But needing that little hit of stability too much not to keep coming back.

FIC

It's in the present continuous because I was possessed by brain worms and they insisted. I literally haven't written anything in that tense for years so…?

Well, I had to try to replicate that hug. Turning favoured scenes over and over with new words is a fun exercise. And while I am very eyes emoji at the idea of Luthen/Cassian I'm also into the idea of Cass having One Place he knows he can always go back to for safety and comfort without any sort of judgement, and that place being wherever Brasso is. Hence also the idea that, although Cassian claims it's for Brasso's safety that he won't say where he's been or who he's working for, there's also an element of Cassian preserving his bolt hole. If he keeps this relationship separate from the Rebellion then whenever the work he does becomes too much, he can always go somewhere that feels like away from the Rebellion. Which isn't exactly fair if Brasso might choose to be involved in the fight himself, were he given all the information. And is something I want to poke at properly if I can sort out the right kind of Macguffin for the plot I have in mind following up from this fic. It would encompass, in theory, Cassian moving from a state where his work for Luthen feels still like a kind of ownership/debt repayment/self-flagellation towards the kind of responsibility and service he treats it as by the time of Rogue One, where I don't think he has any kind of release valve or bolt hole or temporary place to escape/experience respite from The Cause.

All this is bound up with the idea that Brasso sees Cassian in a way many others on Ferrix don't. I think Maarva sees him, but she's too close to what she did and all the guilt and resentment around her just taking him from his home for that understanding to come without massive strings attached. And Bix, similarly, I think she understands Cassian perfectly well and she's made the conscious decision that That's Not For Her. For all the telling the series does about their previous relationship, the showing doesn't involve much pining (from my perspective), or inclination to get back together, just two people who know each other too well to put up with the other's bullshit. Brasso has that too, but with what the series gives us there's not the same kind of caveats to his understanding of Cassian. At least, that's how I see it.

Connected with 'although Cassian never gives anyone everything he gives something of himself to Brasso that no one else gets', I wanted to keep the two of them isolated from the other Ferrix survivors here. Cassian's in too vulnerable a place to face up to them all together - what's that trope, where a shapeshifter gets confused by being presented with too many things to change into? I think that would be Cass trying to maintain his armour around Bix and Bee as well - lying about the jobs he's doing and where he's been to them all together it too likely to leave him exposed. He can be selective with his information around Brasso, and he can tell when Brasso knows he's holding out and would rather he didn't, but Brasso's also not going to push too hard, because he knows that just gives Cassian an excuse to leave.

'Brasso merely nods - it's only ever just one night. The first time it happened he believed those words and afterwards, ablaze with memories of that one night, he had come to regret agreeing to it - he'd burned through the long sleepless hours between the first time and the second, convinced that he'd just learned what it was he truly wanted only to be denied any repeat of it. Then there had been a second 'just one night'. A third. Brasso had begun to understand that just one night actually meant something else when Cassian said it. It meant I trust you. I need you too much to ruin it by staying longer. I'll be back. I'll always need to come back.'

Of course, in trying to figure out how this would go as something established, I backed myself into a corner of wondering how it might have started - hence Counting on you (ugh I really wish I'd had the patience to think of better titles for these two fics). But I like the idea of seeing how this relationship came into being without ever really having been talked about, just changing bit by bit to incorporate more - as I was saying to @elwenyere, it's a ship of Theseus kind of deal, where both physically and emotionally they're scoping each other out and building on each encounter, as well as on the friendship they had anyway, but really it's just 'yes and-'ing each other without addressing their feelings directly.

I'll admit to taking a deliberately contrary stance to what I expected to be the default take on this ship - that Cassian would be more experienced, more likely to make the first move. I just prefer a dynamic in my ships where they're differently experienced and both invested in making the other feel good, so there's always a bit of a wrangle over who's initiating what. From the way Brasso meets Cassian's improvised alibi to the way he knows exactly where to find him with Maarva's message, I don't believe for one second this is a man who's shy about using his initiative. And like Cassian is, I think he's highly conscious of how people view him and his body and has learned to manipulate expectations around that - either to make himself seem less threatening or to do the opposite. It's something that's part of what they both get out of being together - no facade, Brasso doesn't need to make himself seem smaller or less threatening (he defaults to bumbling when confronted with Imperial patrols, it really takes a lot to get him swinging that brick on Rix Road) because Cass doesn't find him threatening, and Cassian doesn't need his sharp edges, or to make himself seem small in the way he does, too (I keep thinking of how those two Corpos talk about him in the bar in episode 1).

In the end, I think Cassian does believe he's not coming back. Whether because he won't last that long, or because he can't keep this reminder of life outside the dirty work of the Rebellion without the contrast hurting too much/compromising the armour he needs to do his work. And yes, a lot of this comes from pondering Cinta's attitude to her and Vel's relationship - again, if I manage to write more, expect them to be there and that to be part of it. So while it becomes clear to Brasso that Cassian thinks he's not coming back - in a different way from all the previous 'not coming backs', I think that catches Brasso off-guard. Because I think Brasso...wants to believe he would be more honest about how he feels if he really could grasp the idea of it being the last time he sees Cassian. He'd go all in if it was his last chance to do so. But without time to prepare? I think he's made too much of being the one who can let Cassian go (cf. Bix - he's always leaving) and that that's what lets him keep coming back. If you never give something a beginning how can you give it an ending?

A question I find myself confronted with regularly, 50k words in and utterly lost. Stay tuned?

#fic commentary #my fics #asks #director's cut meme #i just wrote you an essay....i'm sorry? you're welcome?#me: god this feels incredibly self-indulgent.#also me: THAT'S THE POINT #right?#cassian andor #brasso #brassian #andor for ts

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whatiwillsay · 2 years

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Feeling delusional today Cammie. Obviously I would not be disappointed in Taylor if she was straight or stayed closeted but I’m disappointed in myself for feeling so strongly that she was queer. I will love her no matter what of course. The changes to the RS article and the QRTs make me think it’s not happening and the self made cages refer to something else

y’all the article has nothing to do with taylor. she did not write it nor did she approve it and it’s likely edits are being made by rolling stones editors and overseers. they had a ton of typos including misspelling dianna’s name. they’re just fixing stuff and rewording things to make it more cohesive.

but y’all… you can NOT think less of yourselves for stuff that has nothing to do with you. taylor’s decisions have nothing to do with you. rolling stones magazine has nothing to do with you. if you’re feeling bad about the article then you are gayloring wrong. i’ve seen young queer people so upset about these edits saying it’s bad for their mental health.

i say this gently and with love in my heart but if you’re so personally invested in gaylor that a few article edits or the whims of a thin skinned pop star make you feel bad about yourself you need to step away and get some perspective.

everything is ok. this article changes nothing nor do the edits to it. no matter what happens we are still here as a community to enjoy a queer lens on taylor’s art, enjoy one another, lift up our fellow gays, and gossip like petty bitches. that will not change. everything is gonna be ok!!! ❤️❤️❤️

do not EVER apologize for seeing the writing on the wall taylor left us in her music. too in love to think straight, a crooked love in a straight line down, i loved you in secret, i loved you in spite of deep fears that the world would divide us, hide in the closet, nothing safe is worth the drive, i know places that we can hide, betty would you kiss me in front of all your stupid friends, we broke the status quo, we were in screaming color. SHE wrote all that. not rolling stone. not us. those are HER words. and let’s not forget “gay pride defines me as a person.”

don’t apologize.

#gaylor swift #swiftgron #kaylor

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measuringbliss · 10 months

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Spider-Man Read-Through 023: My Friend... My Foe? (ASM 134-137)

MASTERPOST

Those issues have everything...

It's all been leading up to this event, folks. Don't worry: I always find a way to make things gay.

Just as last issue (GSSM 1), ASM #134 starts on a boat. It's holidays for Peter, Liz and MJ. Surely nothing can go wrong in those 8 hours! Oh, and Flash is also there, looking as pretty as ever. What about Harry? Oh, he has more important stuff to do :-)

The Tarantula, one of my favorite villains if only for his great design, hijacks the boat with two of his companions.

Underneath his brown jacket, Peter has a green shirt and blue pants that go wonderfully well together. Oh my, you think the shirt's color might be foreshadowing for later, just as Spidey fighting a similarly-patterned foe? Hmm!

A civilian is saved, but Flash is starting to have a few theories, not regarding the suspiciously-absent Jackal or Harry's whereabouts, but rather about Spidey's identity...!

Spidey has no more webs and thus tries to be a good boy and get a cab, but New Yorkers are all acerbate and he ends up resorting to the traditional method. That's comedy we haven't seen before, nice!

So Spidey goes back to his apartment, and what had to happen, happens:

*Did* Harry always suspect that Peter was Spidey? Hmm, I wonder.

Anyway, please note Harry and Peter's shirt is exactly the same color. Is Harry's underwear blue to complete the parallels?

The issue ends with a surprise entrance from the Punisher, surprise because Spidey's been incapacitated by the Tarantula.

In the reader's letters, Harry Daniels thinks the Jackal is actually Harry. I don't know about that one, chief. The team also says the Punisher "will be back soon"... a few pages before he actually appears, hahaha.

Time for issue #135!

The Punisher eventually recognizes Spidey is a good guy, but not before the Tarantula leaves. They plan a meeting, and then Spidey has to go.

Flash has a lot of stuff to ask Spidey, but the latter escapes by water... and comes back as Peter.

All's well that ends well.

Well, almost. See, Harry has a hard time handling how handsome his roommate. Which, understandable. I will point out for all Parksborn shippers that Peter didn't just show his head, no, he pushed the curtain to show his whole body--his whole *naked* body. He's that comfortable with Harry. Now, if that doesn't scream physical intimacy, I don't know what will.

Hide those muscled legs of yours, you slütt.

Speaking of which, here's what Frank Castle wanted to show to our hero: smutty pictures of one Anton Miguel Rodriguez (misspelled as Rodriquez and then Rodriques on the same page). Turns out the Punisher wished to uphold a big tradition in male spaces: stag films.

What were stag films, you ask?

You should check the Wikipedia article about that, but basically, imagine tons of dudes watching e r o t i c movies together in a big room and cheering each other.

I particularly love this part:

So yeah, that's pretty gay, and absolutely fascinating to my eyes. The big question I have, though, is whether there was a female equivalent. I couldn't find one, but I can't imagine that no woman in those times thought about making that kind of film too and/or sharing it to an all female-audience, probably much more discreetly than the above. It's a truly fascinating subject to me. Was this an excuse to infodump lore on you? Maybe. But I'm half-making that joke, because this scene between Spidey and the Punisher is still a bit gay. Yes, I see homosexuality (and or bisexuality) everywhere, you should know this by now.

I'm just saying, the Punisher didn't have to show such hot photos of a revolutionary. It was a choice. Everything is a choice.

They get rid of the Tarantula, all is well that ends well.

Oh wait.

Ackchuallly, we're gonna have to wait till--next line! Life in 2023 isn't so bad after all.

Time for the cover that made me buy the 1974 collection at the time!

The issue opens with Peter and MJ on a date and I can't believe that I recognized (visually, not nominally) the place they are. Ross Andru, devs of Insomniac, y'all are incredible.

Also, MJ's outfit is really groovy, love it for her.

Yes, MJ, objectify the fuck out of him!!!!! You go girl!!!!

In fact, she goes so hard that the door and the apartment inside explode.

So Peter and Harry have been in this apartment from #47 to #136. Almost 90 issues!

Please note that Peter's wearing green all over his body.

MJ goes to the hospital, but she's fine. Peter, however, is worried and goes to one of the Goblin's old warehouse. Nothing seems suspicious, after all, everything's covered in dust...

... except that Spidey taught a lot of us that something like that even existed. Smart thinking, tiger!

The wait is long, but eventually, he shows up.

Peter is not amused by the discovery that Harry's been training for this confrontation, whereas he expected his foe to just be an average Joe. It's surprisingly easy to imagine Harry training at the gym and trying to avoid having... unnecessary feelings about his (former) best friend.

Edgeworth knows aaaaall about those.

I think seeing Peter and Harry fight in SM3 fueled my taste in fiction, and those issues confirmed it.

During the fight, Harry rambles about how once Spidey (Peter, really) is dead, he'll finally be able to do his own thing, free to live his own life again, to seek his own glory. Ooh, the daddy issues...!

In the end, Harry escapes and Peter is very worried. He's also a dick to Betty, but who knows, maybe it's part of his master plan...

We start the last issue, #137, the best way possible (after a quick Goblin-related prologue):

...with gorgeous colors!

Peter eventually returns to the hospital and...

Oh! Those pants. There we are, I guess, huh! This is *the* era. Liz has a great outfit, Flash too, but the real champion here is naturally Robertson, whose suit I'm jealous of. By the way, Peter's not wearing green anymore--at all!

He quickly leaves though when MJ turns on the radio. Neither her or May are really sure what Peter's deal is, but oh well. After 3 years or so, you just get used to it.

Two rows of comedy gold, two!!!

And eventually...

Aaaah the colors, the colors of the first panel!!!!!!!!

What follows is a great dramatic idea.

This is diabolical. This is excellent. Love it.

And while Harry calls Spidey "Peter" as he gloats, Spidey knocks Harry out... and calls him "Osborn".

Just as Spidey figures out who Harry targeted, his webbing runs off. It's a great obstacle! He uses last issue's McGuffin to get more of it.

When I was a kid, I never understood why Harry had picked May when MJ seemed just as likely a choice. Of course, Flash really wasn't, his love for Spidey is pure adulation. But Harry's doing everything to avenge his father--his blood relative. He gives much more credit to blood than to more subtle relationships, and that's part of why he immediately distrusts Spidey and Peter instead of trying to reconcile his idea of Peter with what actually happened. It's all the more striking because the gang has been shown to support Harry at least as much as Norman, notably when he came back from rehab in #105.

A page that I remembered very well. What a great issue. What a great set of issues. I wonder what's in store next for Harry! I hope he comes back soon.

In the readers' letters, the team says that they slowed down time (obviously) and ask the readers if they'd prefer Peter to finish university.

In the next batch, we get to 1975! Now, as you may recall, I've read a big part of it (the first Clone Saga), but it will be interesting to see maybe one or two new issues for me.

See you later, alligators!

Also, I think Peter gets a new roommate, but shhh...

#spider-man #comics #comic books #green goblin #parksborn #stag films #homosociality #homosexuality #long post #harry osborn #peter parker

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River

Hello!I am new to Tumblr, and this is my first bad batch fan fic- some words may be misspelled (my grammar is trash) and I will lot of not be reading any messages or comments (if you can even do that idk)

Explanation: Okay so I've read a lot bad batch x FEM readers, but I just thought it may be interesting to do a fan fic where like Hunter may be gay or something.I know I KNOW maybe I have gone to far, but I'm just seeing where it goes.

Summary: Hunter and the batch are on kamino along with River, a male Jedi, who has very long nasty scar going across his blind eye (similar to wrecker but not on his head) and River basically gets bullied by the clones all of the time because of his stutter and shy personality and the fact that he isn't a Padawan but doesn't have a lightsaber. Everyone believes he is weak, especially Crosshair, though went it comes down to it, he along with the batch always protect him since he will never protect himself. Guilt always fallows.

It's early in the morning when the batch head down to the food court to eat breakfast. River sits on the end of the table next to hunter,next to hunter, is tech, and on the other side of the table, is Echo, Wrecker, and Crosshair. River eats his food quietly, his hair, long on one side, covering his nasty scar. As hunter places his tray next to River, regs walk by and one elbows River in the head and chuckles.

"well look at that, the pathetic Jedi thinks he belongs somewhere!"

River didn't dare look up, he continued to eat his food.

"I think he is ignoring you." One of the clones said.

"Hey!" The reg said raising his voice and punching him the back.Hunter shoved him back.

"Unless you have a death wish, I suggest you keep moving!" He said in a dry intimidating voice.The clone scoffed.

"know your place lab scrabber!" Then he turned away. Hunter touched River's shoulder and gave him a soft smile. River didn't return it. Wrecker then through a tray at the reg, starting the food fight.

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Back at the baracks.

River was visibly upset about what happened to Echo. Even so, Hunter didn't need to see him cry to know when he was upset. River already had silent tears rushing down his face as he went into his panic corner. River burried himself in clanker scraps the Wrecker saved, and piled them on top of himself,becoming almost invisible.

Hunter entered shortly after, by himself, looking around for second before noticing the pile of a parts in the corner of the room. Hunter stepped over the mess and removed the clanker pieces from Rivers body.

"River, the fight wasn't your fault, and Echo's fine." He stated.

River burried his face in his knees, sobbing barley above a whisper.

"I-i'm s-s-sorry..." He said quietly.

Hunter rubbed his back gently.

"I don't see the problem, I mean, why are you feeling so guilty? You did nothing wrong!" Hunter finally said.

River started blasting out crying, right there, sobbing loudly and uncontrollably into his hands. Hunter wasn't a big fan of physical touch, so he was reluctant,but ended up pulling him into his chest and shielding him in his arms as he cried a storm.Finally, River calmed down enough to where he was just crying silent tears.

"River, look at me." Hunter said in a calm voice.

Hunter kissed him softly on his forehead, then moved his long hair off of his scar.

"D-d-dont d-do that! I l-l-look hideous!" River exclaimed.

"No you are not. In my eyes, everything about you is beautiful."Hunter said.

River blushed and cover his scarred face with one hand.

"Y-you really s-s-shouldn't worry about m-me so-so m-much." River said quietly.

"I loves worrying about you River. My life would be so much different without you." Hunter said passionately." Yeah, i-i bet a whole l-lot easier." River mumbled.

"A whole lot sadder!" Hunter chuckled.

"Ain't that the truth!" Crosshair scoffed.

"W-WHEN DID Y-YOU GET H-HERE?!" River exclaimed. "I T-THOUGHT YOU W-WERE SPARRING!!"

Crosshair scoffed.

"oh please, I'd never miss a chance to witness the juicy details between a stuttering Jedi and my searge!" He said rudely.

"Shut the hell up Crosshair!" Hunter yelled standing up.

The bad walked in and saw River in his corner. Wrecker lifted him off the ground and hugged him tightly without saying anything.

"Be careful Wrecker, or else Hunter might get jealous and stab you in your sleep!" Crosshair snarked.

Everyone basically ignore his comment. Hunter cuddled up with River on the floor, Echo sat down next to them, and Tech threw a blanket over them. After a while, Wrecker had grabbed all of them and squeezed them into a big bad batch sandwich. Even Crosshair joined eventually.

Before drifting to sleep, Hunter asked River in a whisper, "So, care to tell me why you were really upset?"

Fazed by his question River answered shyly. " I just- g-get bullied a-a lot. It c-c-can be frustrating."

"Don't worry, as long as I'm around, everything will be okay." Hunter said, snaking his arms around him.

River relaxing on top of his friends, and for once in a while, he felt good.

River was fine.

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1ts-4ll-1ust-w0rd-v0m1t · 22 days

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ABOUT JEVA/COLLECTION OF WORK

Hey! I'm who you'll call Jeva!

Jeva is not my irl name, but it is my chosen initials irl. It will work for here!

I'm a novice at writing, but I definitely use it as a coping mechanism. Even further, it's some of my art, and I want to share my art dammit! Even if it usually comes from my pain. Especially since writing is one of my healthier coping mechanisms, and it should be encouraged.

My poems are usually written while having an emotional "high," which so far has only been negative or somewhat bittersweet. Some of my poems were written years ago when I was still a teenager, and I think they contain that specific youth. Two of them (the love poems) were written more recently. I'm planning on getting into writing more as it's always been an interest of mine, just not one I thought was personally achievable. I don't think it's healthy to restrict myself like that, and I'm trying to work on that part of myself to be more free.

The story I'm writing is something I've been planning in my head for years with no idea what to do with. I was hung up on it being just right and everything. so hung up that I became worried that I wouldn't bring it into existence at all! So I decided to just wing it! It's never going to be perfect anyway, so why not embrace chaos!

That was a lot about my writing,

I should probably talk more about myself. I'm 21 year old trans man, and I'm gender nonconforming, so my pronouns are he/they, I'm also bisexual, demi aroace and in a T4T relationship with my boyfriend/partner/comrade of 13+ years. So I'm with all that I'm just a .little gay boy, I don't care.

I'm officially diagnosed with ptsd/left open to c-ptsd, generalized anxiety, major depressive disorder, and autism. So if you're ever looking at my art and wondering "what the fuck is wrong with this guy?" that's just what I have medically recognized. I believe I have more going on, in terms of I think I have adhd/add, dyslexia, a dissociative disorder from trauma, etc...

I want to organize everything somehow attached to here so everyone can have a base to go off of, including myself. I'm okay with people giving me notes on my writing. Depending on what is said, I might implement it into my writing and poetry. It also depends on how what is said is said to me. If you come at me being a dick I probably won't respond well, I don't listen to dicks, I suck them. I believe respect is earned, not given. That being said, if you see anything you believe to be a word error, misspelling, bad or lacking punctuation, grammar errors, it would be appreciated if it was pointed out to me. Sometimes, I purposefully use grammar in a way people may think is off because it conveys the point better. Grammar and language is subjective, and I tell you whether it was intentional or not! As for spelling mistakes and whatnot, as I mentioned, I'm probably dyslexic or idk just illiterate. I legitimately don't see it. It's actually really helpful to have it pointed out. Just be a meany. My excuse for but punctuation is that I legitimately was never taught, like I didn't understand when I was taught and when I asked for extra help I was just told, "well what do you think needs to go there?" So, um, I have a fragile understanding of how punctuation works, I just fake it till I make it. Thank you if you end up helping me!

Thank you for reading this, If you did! I hope you enjoy my chaos!

My poem collection...

My AO3

#my poem #writing #original poem #original writing #poems

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antracosis · 5 years

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What if auras tell you level of gayness or something????

#quality content #tfw you try drawing but instead get shiposting #anyway the auras kind of match so #is gay teru the main orientation the fandom give him or is bi teru #did i just misspelled shitposting #really #this is why people don't talk to me i'm so bad at writing #whatever trash trash #auras

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writingforyourpleasure · 3 years

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Quite the Temper

Genre: NonIdol!AU, University!AU, College!AU, Bestfriends!AU

Pairing: Vernon/Hansol x Seungkwan, Verkwan

Summary: Seungkwan and Hansol are bestfriends, the only problem is Seungkwan massive crush on the so-called friend. Not to forgot his girlfriend. What if Hansol doesn't have a girlfriend anymore tho?

Word Count: 4k353

Warnings: smut, anal sex, a litlle bit of spit.

A/N: So sad to see so little content about this incredibly cute ship, and even les smut about it. First MxM fic, did it for fun . There's probably a ton of misspelling sorry.

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Seugkwan was definitely drunk right now.

He had started to drink way too soon. He started an hour before Minguy came to drive him and his friends to the party they planned going to.

Jihoon had asked them to go, which came as a shock knowing the black haired boy.

Even for their group it was pretty uncommon to go to any parties .

But they all soon learned that Soonyoung was the reason has to why their extroverted friend had asked them to join him to a party.

At first Seugkwan had stayed chatting with Jeonghan over a drink . But soon the discussion took a turn to how beautiful SeungCheol was tonight , and yes of course the man was cute tonight even though he was a messy drunk making a fool of himself laughing way too loud to one of SeokMin’s lame jokes, but then a more subtle laugh would add itself to the loud mess. That laugh was mesmerizing to Seugkwan.

“Seugkwan? Are you even listening to me?” Jeonghan sounded genuinely upset, so with a little bit of struggle Seugkwan turned his attention back up to his friend.

“Sorry did I miss anything about you thirsting over your man?”

The smooth features of Jeonghan became harsher in judgment .

“Ok so then maybe I should just leave you by yourself to go and enjoy ‘my man’ ?”

At that Seugkwan pouted looking over to his friend facing him with his whole body in an attempt to make him rethink his position .

“C’mon don’t do it please , Look I was just joking alright ? Nothing could compare to the sight of you getting drunk and talking weirdly about your ugly boyfriend.”

“Watch it! Coz’ you know damn well you’re no better than me Kwan’!”

“I do not know what you’re making assumption to.”

“Bullshit, while I was maybe ‘thristing’ over SeungCheol we both know which ass you were-“

“BABE!!!!” Seungcheol was both a curse and a benediction at this point, even when he was THIS drunk apparently.

Seungcheol wrapped his long ass limbs over his boyfriend in an attempt to hug him or so it seemed. Jeonghan didn’t seemed to mind at all kissing languidly his boyfriend , who became a blushing mess in less than 2 seconds of his boyfriend making a move on him. Weirdly Seungcheol was never the one to make the first move in their relationship, Jeonghan was always the one to initiate no matter where or who was watching unfortunately. Seugkwan had been the witness to those initiations way to many times. He was traumatized to say the least.

“Cheollie why would you drink that much?”

“I was missing you” Seungcheol whispered yelled at him.

Seugkwan faked gagging on his fingers in front of their disgusting lovingly attempts, making the couple halt.

“Ho shit man , I’m so sorry Kwannie, I didn’t see you! How is my favorite red haired softy?” He said collapsing in Kwan’s arms.

“I am not a softy leave those nicknames to your poor boyfriend I didn’t sign up for that shit.”

Seungcheol was looking genuinely hurt and Seugkwan did feel a little bad .

“Why are you in a shitty mood Kwannie??? You always loved my nicknames…. Did you broke up with your girlfriend too?”

“Who broke up with their girlfriend?”

“Honey, Seungkwan’s gay as fuck…” said an exasperate Jeonghan trying to rip apart the dead weight Seungcheol was on Seungkwan’s shoulders .

“I didn’t know you had a girlfriend Seungkwan.” Said a smooth voice over the way to loud music.

“I don’t!” Seungkwan looked over to Hansol to found him with dark circles under his eyes but his dark blond hair was lifting up the tired features of his face, he was looking devilishly handsome as always.

Seungkwan was starting to loose himself in the perfect shape of his eyebrows , wondering what it would feel like to touch them with his own, while Jeonghan was telling to the boys how Seungkwan was as gay as they can be and by consequence wouldn’t ever think of looking for a girlfriend.

“But wait you didn’t answered Cheol, who broke up with their girlfriend ?” Asked Seungkwan trying not to be a creep and not to stare so shamelessly but he knew that Jeonghan had caught him staring as always.

”That would be me .” Said a tight lip sealed Hansol.

Well done idiot! Seungkwan and Hansol knew each other pretty well , they all did since it was a 13 group of friends, but for the previous months Seugkwan had started getting an big embarrassing crush on Hansol. But being fully aware of the fact that he was in a relationship with a girl two classes above them , he never tempted to try to make a move on Hansol. If you were ever to say that you saw him rubbing his face on his friend’s shoulder or had a huge smile whenever he would seat on his lap instead of a chair because they were too many for the table, then he would brush it off and say you were making things up.

Last week tho, Seungkwan had felt something hard against his ass while sitting on his friend lap, he didn’t say anything , and if he had a devilish smile on his face each time he had to move to catch a fork on the ground and by consequence grind his ass on his friend’s hard on, he would say it was pure unluck . He was pretty proud of himself seeing his friend excuse himself to the bathroom for a few minutes longer than needed right before their classes would start, and when he came back, he was redder than usual and his breath a little harsher too.

Seungkwan that night used those images too pleasure himself trying to picture the redder flesh of his friend masturbating, he even added spiced up the thoughts thinking it was about him that his friend had come . But after the deed was done his mind catched up with reality and he cried that night over the fact , that of course his friend didn’t masturbate over him. He masturbated over the thoughts of his well cherished girlfriend.

“ You broke up with her ?” Jeonghan asked a little surprised.

“Yeah yesterday morning.”

“Why?” said Seungkwan in a cold tone surprising his friends.

“I don’t know dude…. We just- I fell out of love I guess. I tried to fake my feelings in order to get them back, for a few weeks. But it didn’t worked. So I broke up.”

“I’m sorry ‘sol” Said Jeonghan trying to push off his drunk boyfriend , who was kissing him on his neck.

Hansol laughed a little over the drunken state of his best friend.

“I’m gonna put him to bed, before he starts undressing himself in front of everyone. See you guys!” Jeonghan said trying to make Seungcheol stand up a little.

“Right have fun you two!” Replied Hansol smirking knowingly to his friends , before staring ahead at Seungkwan who felt himself blushing under the shameless staring.

“You want to chat a little in the garden ?”

Seungkwan nodded a bit shy at the attention and followed his friend outside.

Minguy and Joshua had joined them at some point saying they didn’t want to see Hoshi and Jihoon making out ever again.

Their little group was talking about everything and nothing at all.

Later a girl named Soo-ah had joined them with Wonwoo not far off. Minguy and her were pretty good friends apparently so they started chatting among themselves mostly as did Wonwoo and Joshua talking about a new cocktail that Joshua learned how to do over the summer at his cousin’s house in LA.

Seugkwan was once again on Hansol’s lap , not that he minded . He was sipping slowly on his drink that Joshua made.

“So… You got a boyfriend?” It took all of Seungkwan will power not to spit out his drink at Hansol’s words.

“Wh-What? I-No I don’t .” He replied trying not to sound too shock over the harmless question.

“Why?”

“Why, Why?”

“Why don’t you have one?”

“Maybe it’s gonna be a shocker to you, since you’re one of the most popular guys at our school, but weirdly people aren’t attracted to me, and ready to undress themselves right on the spot like cheol with Jeonghan, so pretty hard to found any dicks.” Said Seungkwan opting to be as blunt as possible to pass his awkwardness as subtlety as possible.

Hansol laughed out at that.

“Well I think you’re attractive.”

“Wait what?” Seugkwan was looking at Hansol with some kind of concern in his eyes.

“What can’t I found you attractive?”

Seungkwan blushed, maybe he underestimated Joshua’s drinks now.

“Obviously you can it’s just… aren’t you supposed to be sad over your breakup or something?”

“I mean I’ve been sad over it for a month now, guilt tripping myself over my emotions, now that I’m single I feel like trying out new things without feeling guilty about it.”

“So what you decided that tonight would be a good night to flirt with the first guy you see?”

“Not the first guy I see, You.”

“Why tho? Isn’t that strange?”

“Is it? Are you uncomfortable?”

“N-NO… It’s just we’re friends, what about after?”

“Hahaha Seungkwan, Don’t worry I didn’t say I wanted us to have sex tonight or something.”

There was a minute long silence , both of them getting lost in the other eyes.

“I wouldn’t mind tho…” whispered Seungkwan , and OH god he was definitely never drinking Joshua’s cocktails again.

But it apparently sparked something deep inside because Seungkwan definitely felt something move under his lap . This lit up an unknown fire deep inside him.

“We could just go to your room upstairs and there I could just go down on my knees for you. Would you like it Hansol?” The boy whispered in his friend’s right ear, slightly catching his lobe with his teeth and licking it.

Hansol slapped his hand against Seungkwan thighs trying to get him to move up . When the red haired boy did , Hansol took his hand leading him inside the house to the staircase, then to his room, locking it.

Once done he pushed gently the boy on the door going for his neck, at that the smaller boy blushed a deep crimson making its way to his face while his lips were push apart by slightly less bigger ones.

Seungkwan took over his numb body to push his tongue past his friend lips .

Friend? Could he even say that anymore? He didn’t see Hansol as a friend since quite a while was he?

His crush, as if he heard Seungkwan getting lost in his doubts, pushed his hands under the older t-shirt.

His freezing hands leaving hot trails on the aching skin underneath .

Seungkwan was swimming in heaven from finally having the wanted attention of the one he liked so much.

Hansol was trying to behave but the boy grew more impatient the more he was confronted to the endless amount of clothes between them . He moved the other boy to his bed lifting up his shirt over Seungkwan head and doing the same with his.

When he went again for the comforting and lovely feeling of the pillowy lips of Seungkwan , the other boy tried to get Hansol’s pants out of the way, Hansol quickly picking up on the motion help him out and did the same with Seungkwan pants.

“Han-Hansol.”

Seugkwan was growing more and more impatient.

Hansol just wanted him as much, but couldn’t care about being impatient he wanted to savor this.

He didn’t had sex for a while mostly jerking off to random videos or his thoughts .

Those thoughts often leaded to gay sex with blank face,’til at the very edge one became clearer and the softs facial traits of Seugkwan appeared.

At second time it happened during the same week, it leaved the boy a little surprised as normally his erotic dreams were more populated with his girlfriend face, sometimes though he had to admit her face became more masculine, her cheek chubby , and her hair shorter . But he just thought he was getting panted up to a masculine version of her. Until one night months ago , he asked her to try dressing up as masc for a making out saying he wanted to experiment , being honest with his feelings.

And it was great , but something was missing.

Until he had an wet dream about this phantasm again. Then he understood what he jerked off to wasn’t his girlfriend but one of his best friends.

Since that day , every time he felt horny he just couldn’t leave the sight of his friend ass alone.

But it wasn’t only about that. That would have been to simple.

There was a feeling deep down his throat, as it went dry for what seemed no good reason, except Seungkwan antics growing louder as Hansol retrieve further in his quiet persona.

Hansol had a big crush on his friend , and he knew his friend had one as well , each lingering glance from him was a shot of dopamine to him. The way sometimes when Hansol ex was rambling about a topic Seungkwan couldn’t seem to stop being touchy with him , like he was trying to prove a point to the girl.

And Hansol let him be , enjoying it as much as his friend did, sure the first time he felt a bit guilty to have let Seungkwan sit on his lap instead of his girlfriend , but she didn’t seemed to mind .

To her Hansol and Seungkwan were friends nothing more .

Tonight the young man had a point to prove.

“Wait, Are you a virgin?”

“No. I mean it’ll only be my third time tho and I didn’t do it in a long time, the last time was like 1 year ago I think. But I finger myself often enough so it won’t hurt if we take it slow.”

“Do you now ?” Hansol’s voice was dripping with lust just imagining the obscene scene in front of him.

“Mind showing me?” He asked to a blushing Seungkwan. The flustered boy went for Hansol’s fingers before his friend stray away from his touch.

“Be good and show me yourself Kwannie” Seungkwan was at first kinda shocked by Hansol’s playful demeanor.

“But I want yours.” Said the boy without budging , a pout to his lips.

“Too bad , you’ll have to work for it .” Hansol went for a quick kiss before sitting on his desk chair looking good as ever with a small rictus for his partner to see.

“Well then I’m gonna be needing lube.” Still red as a tomato but looking straightforward to the other boy.

Hansol hot up and went to his nightstand opening the first drawer to pick up and leave on the bed his cotton candy lube.

Seungkwan lift one of his eyebrows at this.

“Fancy” A smirk drawing itself on the boy’s lips.

Right now Hansol was suffering from the lack of physical contact from the other boy , but he knew it’ll soon all be worth it.

Seungkwan, shyly grab the edge of his boxer brief , preparing himself for the worst. Seungkwan didn’t like the way he looked, he had gone through many diets to always maintain a certain weight and he did. He wasn’t fat or even chubby, he just got in his head too much.

He was scared in front of his crush. Hansol was very well built and often went to the gym.

Seungkwan was in his head to much , so much that he couldn’t see the adoring eyes on his form.

Hansol knew Seungkwan wasn’t chubby but he didn’t think his friend had abs.

Seungkwan didn’t even realized he was frowning that much until rough palms went to grab his sides gently.

And soon the older boy was in the warm embrace of his friend.

“You’re so beautiful Seungkwan.” The older boy felt his heart throb overwhelmed by his emotions.

Seeing how well Seungkwan was responding to his touch and was now left unbothered by what initial thoughts were clouding his mind , Hansol grabbed his thighs lifting him up before sitting him to his desk chair.

He kissed the older with hunger and lust all the way , throwing some teeth into it, biting slightly at Seungkwan’s plumply lips.

“You don’t have to do anything you don’t feel up to. I don’t got any expectations from you. Even if we only cuddle and kiss that would be enough Kwan’.”

“But I really want to have sex with you.”

“Yeah but we can always have sex later when you’re mind is more at ease.”

“Later ?”

“I wouldn’t mind this being a thing, I mean you really look pretty getting all worked up for me, but I also want you to sit on my lip and to hug and kiss you whenever I feel like it. If you’re up to it.”

“Wh-at? But it’s … You mean being my boyfriend right? But I thought you wanted to experiment ? And just like that ? isn’t it … I don’t know , sudden?”

“Yes you dummy being your boyfriend , I want to experiment, but it’ll be best if it’s with you. And it’s not something I haven’t thought about before. I’ll be proud to have you as my Boyfriend Seugkwan.”

“Pass me the lube .”

Hansol giggled getting up and passing his now boyfriend the cotton candy lube.

And before he could do a move Seungkwan was entering his middle finger up his lubed ass.

Hansol sinked to his knees at the sight running his tongue up his upper lip.

Before lapping at his angry head. He was preventing his boyfriend thighs to choke him. As much as he loved them he didn’t planned on letting his boyfriend writhing with lust in his frat house during a party.

He then proceeded to wrap his mouth on his boyfriend’s member. Hollowing his cheek on his hard on , going up and down, doing repetitive design with his tongue.

It was very different from his ex, But he preferred it, even when he wasn’t suppose to compare the two , he couldn’t believed one could be has vocal as Seungkwan during sex.

If Seungkwan wasn’t the one leading in the bedroom , he sure remained very vocal.

At first the moans were very clear, but the further the interaction between the two continued the more incomprehensible the sentences becamed.

Next thing he knew, The oldest was now stimulating his asshole at full speed with 3 fingers and looked delirious with his dick covered in Hansol’s spit.

Hansol got up and carried his boyfriend to his bed , before stripping from his boxers.

He once again retrieved something from his nightstand drawer causing a delicate hand to wrap around his and take the condom from him to open it up.

And for the first time tonight Hansol felt skin on skin where he needed it most.

A low moan almost in pain erupt from its throat sending sparks in his boyfriend low abdomen.

Seungkwan wanted, needed to hear that magnificent sound again. He knew that he’ll store that knowledge as jack off material for later.

Once the condom applied Hansol aligned himself with his boyfriend entrance.

He thrusted hard and deep , no mercy showed on his boyfriend bending his body up , caged between Hansol’s firm chest.

He waited for a sign to keep on going from the oldest.

Seungkwan never felt that filled up never it was the greatest feeling of all , he felt his eyes rolled back and his hole clenching around the large member of the youngest.

“You’re taking me in so well baby. You look so hot right now. I can’t believe what I jerked myself off to so many times is happening.” Said Hansol before attaching his lips to his boyfriend’s.

Seungkwan took an expected turn as he spit a little in his boyfriend mouth detaching himself from him to see a strand of spit still connecting the two. For some unknow reason Seungkwan got even more aroused at the sight.

“Move already” And Hansol did so.

“God your so bossy I swear, what am I gonna do with such a brat.” Asked Hansol in a sugar-coated voice accompanied by a deep growl.

“Hanso-ol… it’s so go-ood.” And it did , to Seungkwan he never felt as aroused as he was now , it was so good that tears of pleasure were coming to blurry his vision.

“Are you okay Baby?”

“Ye-Yeah just … feels reallyreally good.” Hansol took Seungkwan hands from the sheets to put them to his hair, instinctively Seungkwan pulled with no restraint on it.

“Just focus on me.” Said Hansol as he speed up , rutting at an accelerated speed inside his boyfriend.

As they chased each other’s orgasm’s Seungkwan’s left hand felled on Hansol’s bare back, where he started painting red lines with his nails going as deep as he wished without his boyfriend even complain about it. It added to the pleasure at this point.

Hansol still had a point to be made and covered the fragile neck skin of his boyfriend in hickeys declaring the success of their night together to everyone to naïve to pay attention.

They were both really sweaty it had nothing classy . Hansol was pounding into his boyfriend’s hips at a brutal pace, but it was still done in some much love and emotions.

A big drop of water felled from Seungkwan’s eyes landing into Hansol tongue as he licked the drop away, shooing him down as the whines of Seungkwan became louder, needier, and more high pitched.

Hansol was grunting again Seungkwan’s right ear licking it and biting it before a loud line of moan’s of Seungkwan’s name felled from it , making him whimper against his ear , provoking a balance in temperature.

And Seungkwan felt himself fall from the edge . “Hans-OL” He structured , this was the deepest moan of the night by the oldest and Hansol found it extremely hot. That’s what did the trick for him, He filled up with an worrying amount of cum his condom as he rode through his high with a loud moan of Seungkwan name over and over again.

He stilled down for a few minutes , both of them recovering however they could from their wild orgasm. He ran his hands alongside the sides of his now boyfriend.

“Seungkwan I love you.”

“I love you.” Smiled Seungkwan at hansol , when he retrieved from his used hole.

He tied it down and throw it away in the ben next to his desk quietly .

“I know you’re not gonna want to hear this but , let’s take a shower, I don’t want you to have sore muscles in the morning.”

“Maybe you should have though better before pounding into me like there’s no tomorrow.” Answered sassily Seungkwan and, for the first time tonight, Hansol was a blushing mess to the dirty choice of words from his new boyfriend.

After they showered and did a slow making out session under the hot spay of the bathroom , they got under the cover of the used and old bed of Vernon.

“Can I ask you a question?”

“Shoot.”

“When did you have a boyfriend last year , I never meet him?” Asked Vernon while cuddling his boyfriend.

“A boyfriend? Hooooo you mean the person I was having sex with?”

“Wasn’t he your boyfriend ?”

“Hell no! Why would I want Soonyoung as a boyfriend? Who in their damn right mind would want that except for Jihoon? I don’t have a death wish, thanks!”

“Soonyo-o-oung?”

“Yeah, We decided to do our first time together since we’re best friend, we preferred loosing it to someone important for us instead of when we’ll be too drunk to even see what our date’ll look like in a frat house.” He said with a pointed look to Vernon.

“You’re not drunk right?”

“No, we’re just in your frat ass with some lingering drunken people downstairs.”

“Okay , Okay I got it, next time it’ll be more romantic, baby.” Said Hansol kissing Seungkwan’s temple. At his words the oldest got a marvelous sensation taking over all his emotions.

“I love you.”

“I love you.” Whispered Hansol in his right ear.

A little silence made itself known between the two , relaxing both of them.

“Wait. So did you have sex twice with Soonyoung?”

A long sight of exasperation came out of Seungkwan’s mouth.

“Yeah. Let’s say my dream came true and I did have sex while being drunk in this frat house, he was too. It was okay but sad sex so, we promised not to do it again.”

“Why was it sad ?”

“You brought your girlfriend for the first time around to the so-called party, and it made me sad.”

Hansol a little shocked to hear that , even with him knowing about Seungkwan’s crush for a little while , he hadn’t figured it was this old. He came back to himself and pampered with kisses the smooth skin of his boyfriend.

“Ex-Girlfriend, I have an amazing boyfriend now, have you met him yet?”

Seungkwan turned to face his smiling boyfriend.

“No I haven’t…”

“That’s too bad, he must be around , let me introduce him to you.”

“It’s okay I think he won’t mind if you let him be for tonight and stay up with me instead.”

“I don’t know he really has a temper.” Vernon said smirking , before a sudden fist collided with his abdomen, and both of them ended up giggling through a soft peck on the lips, before drifting off to sleep in the sweet embrace of each other.

#vernon smut #verkwan #vernon #vernon x seungkwan #hansol x seungkwan #choi hansol #seventeen hansol #svt smut #seungkwan #seventeen #mxm #kpop smut #kpop fanfic #kpop fic #fanfic kpop #svt fluff #svt fanfic #seventeen fanfic #gay fanfiction

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adobe-outdesign · 3 years

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TIOL LIVEBLOG: PART 5–7

Note: I will do a final review tomorrow to summarize my thoughts.

Spoilers under the cut:

Part 5, Chapter 1

in true New Jersey fashion, Joey never wants to go back to it

mud is only a few steps removed from ink when you think about it

Nathan pointing out that Joey misjudged him really points even more towards him being the Unknown, as he says he hopes to prove it soon. If he isn’t the Unknown at this point I’ll be legit shocked

Joey legit just outright calling himself a God is really hammering in those Joey/Ink Demon parallels again

Part 5, Chapter 2

yes but did Joey see the baby incubators

Part 5, Chapter 3

I could never decide if I liked the idea of Disney existing in the BATIM universe or not but it does support my favorite crack headcanon, which is that Henry went to work there after leaving JDS

I’m not sure if it was the intended implication but I think Grant comes in late and leaves late for the sole purpose of avoiding Joey as much as possible

love that Joey respects Wally. good boy deserves that much

“again, it is why I avoid the past as much as possible” [makes Henry go through the studio on loop like 500 times]

I’ve mentioned before that the Whipper-Will-O is likely the ride Bertrum is fused to. It’s mentioned here but without enough context to confirm (it is mentioned later that it would be the biggest one which does match)

Part 5, Chapter 4

Joey’s secretary has a name now, don’t think she did previously

Makes sense that Bertrum was retired, he’s like canonically 60

Grant probably hates Bertrum for no reason other than the sheer expense of his restaurant bills

Joey: “ultimately Bert knows I’m the boss :)” Bertrum: I Am Going To Smite You Off The Face Of This Earth

I wonder if Bertrum hates being called Bert as much as he does Bertie. probably (side note: “Bertie” is misspelled with a y here; if I’m not mistaken it was “ie” in the game transcript)

I know some people have said the “I’m not that kind of date” line is homophobic (which was probably the intention), but all he says is that he’s not the kind of guy to play hard to get, not that he isn’t a date

In things that only interest me, Bertrum is confirmed to be a heavyweight (or at least more so than Joey)

I love these two trying to out-ego each other. I didn’t think it was possible but Joey’s winning

nice to finally have explanations for the different lands, was wondering what the hell that was about

also the battleship stuff was for the Butcher Gang’s area, that makes sense

if anyone walked up to me and told me they “had a Whipper” I’d slap them

man this is the best episode of Defunctland ever

Side note: Bertrum is much more in-character here than in DCTL. While he’s still friendly towards Joey, that’s because they just met, so it makes sense in this situation (unlike in DCTL). He also corrects Joey on his name, something he never did in DCTL

Actually this kind of botches the timeline as DCTL has Bendyland just being developed and announced in 1946, while here that happened in 1941-1942. 1940 was the date on Bertrum’s BATDR teaser tape, so the later is closer to being right (still off by a year though). I’ll chalk DCTL up to Buddy’s bad memory.

Part 5, Chapter 5

“I like me just fine” is really amusing and I’m not sure why

I LOVE how much Joey keeps hammering in how great Henry leaving is. cashing in my final “Joey is gay”

Part 6, Chapter 1

Neat to have an explanation for the Sillyvision thing. I didn’t get the impression from the Handbook that it was a process of sorts, but then again I might be misremembering

Part 7, Chapter 1

(Counting these as chapters even though they’re more of an afterwords thing)

figures Joey is a morning person

Nathan just wakes up and chugs a single cup of black coffee while not breaking eye contact

Joey enjoying Cheerios amuses me more than it should

Joey: “hey what’s today looking like Sammy” Sammy: I Am Going To Kill Something Jack: I am also here

I was pointing out that it was weird that Abby was a temporary art director but is still at it in DCTL, but I think the implication is that Joey fired Morris and replaced him with her when he got back. He seems to much favor her work

the “that others were lying to him instead of him lying to himself” amuses me as Grant has a log in the Handbook that is literally just “Joey we’re fucking bankrupt holy fucking shit please respond to this for once”

are the people in the music department like. okay

I like how Joey speaks positively about his employees but every single one of them hate his guts and I’m pretty sure he hates most of theirs too

Joey’s famous 2 hour lunch break has been pared down to an hour and a half, which is slightly better but not by much

Joey: [holds still for five minutes] Joey: [starts vibrating] nevermind

Part 7, Chapter 2

hey they kept this consistent with the excerpt from the Handbook, that’s nice

well, kind of. They kept the same copy but added stuff to tie it back into the previous plot. kind of makes sense though, as they wouldn’t include that stuff without the context in a reprint

Part 7, Chapter 3

that was a bit of an oversimplification of plot structure but okay

Part 7, Chapter 4

Joey does outright say here that he doesn’t intend to die, could point to him being BATDR Bendy

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #batim: illusion of living #the illusion of living #joey drew #bertrum piedmont #grant cohen #outdesign posts things #liveblog #me rubbing my greedy little raccoon hands over more canon character info: nice

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