#food and make sure it was there + right

[lesbianstarlightglimmer]

One day I won’t worry about what my f*ther will do. One day I won’t worry about what my mom will think. One day I won’t feel like running away when I hear someone get angry even if it’s not aimed at me. One day deciding where to eat w someone won’t be such a stressor (nor will eating with them). One day my decisions will be my own and I’ll be proud of them. One day I’ll be able to express myself without fear of being made fun of. One day I won’t be talked down to and treated like an adult. Etc etc etc

#meows #ask to tag #sorry. not only am I hurting physically my brain decided to hurt me #doesn’t help my brother woke up an old memory #of a time where I went w my mom to pick up food #but her being her she rushed off before I could check the food #bc surprise surprise I wanted to make sure my f*thers #food and make sure it was there + right #but they put it in one big bag and my mom started driving #which made it infinitely harder to check food #and apparently my brothers chicken sandwich wasn’t in there #and I think something of my f*thers food was messed up I’m sure #and I kept profusely apologizing bc I can never apologize enough in this damn family #and he yells at me for doing so #and I forgot until my brother brought it up when my burger from dinner #somehow had only one bun #(bc when he drove to get his missing sandwich #he didn’t check it and it was cold and missing a bun)

[ibtisams]

Today, my 15 day hunger strike is officially over. The solidarity and strength I feel is incredibly powerful and overwhelming. I can’t even properly put into words how fulfilling these past 2 weeks have been. I appreciate everyone who donated to Anera in honour of my hunger strike, and my friends who participated in solidarity.

My time off tumblr was freeing, though learning of all the hate campaigns for me and my friends and now receiving conspiracy theories about the people in my life has left a bad taste in my mouth. I’m grateful to have this platform so I can do everything in my power to help Palestine, but it’s hard for me to not become angry every time I log in to this site and there is less focus on Palestine and more focus on hate. It has become obvious there are some people who follow me because they want to learn about and help Palestine, but even more people who are only here to speculate on my personal life and view me as a fictional character.

I love and appreciate the Palestinian community I have found on tumblr, but it feels like now the site has turned into all of us having to always do everything we possibly can to get people to focus on Palestine while everyone else can use our efforts for performative reasons. It is not something I want to be a part of, and it does not make me feel good. The past 15 days have given me the clarity to see all of this for what it is, and so for the time being, I am going to continue to focus on the activism I can do in person, and more selectively use this blog to bring attention to gofundmes and resources. I hope this comes across as genuine as I feel right now, and helps some of you see how exploitative this website has become for Palestinians.

#grr I’m overtired and on day 15 with no food so this is probably coming off angry #and I AM angry because it seems like people don’t realise the way this website has been treating Palestinians who aren’t in Gaza right now #and then forcing them to vet and verify and do all the work for those who ARE in Gaza #but then after we do all that work people will still sit there and not do anything except reblog a post #does that make sense #like in the same breath I have people asking me to show my passport and then also speak to someone in Arabic to make sure they’re legitimat #I don’t owe you anything! But I do owe Gazans something (doing everything I can to help them) #🦢

[unsteadylilactree]

the progression from "there's a morning snack and a midday snack" and "20 bucks for pizza" buck looking after his friend's kid to "bobby's famous lasagne: 6 types of cheese cooked to perfection" buck cooking for his family to "that's makes me your sous chef" teaching his kid how to cook is making me go so feral.

#going from two separate things - like how normal friends who aren't co-parenting would organised it - to the most domestic thing ever #to being the good responsible parent and making sure he eats real food before cookies #AND and the motifs that've been established: teaching to cook as father/son bonding and cooking food as a demonstration of love #im UNWELLLLL #buckley diaz family #911 abc #right from the pilot buck has had an intense care for children (but was also immature himself) #and we've seen him grow into a person who is literally becoming a father. (alongside his increasing ability to cook - which he is learning #from his own father figure) #children - specifically caring for children and being a father - has been tied to very important parts of buck's character development #thoughout the seasons #that man wants nothing more than to be a father AND HE IS ONE. #i dont even know if what im saying is coherent anymore but you get my drift #season 6 911 #lynnsaysstuff

[qkmlh]

Still ducking hilarious to me that Zoro & Sanji began their beef because they thought the other was misogynistic and it came to a head of no return when Zoro felt his title of ‘Luffy’s specialest boi’ threatened by Sanji’s comment

#MY DUDES PLEASE YOU’VE BOTH GOT THAT FEMINIST JUICE FLOWING YES THESE TWO THINGS IDEAS CAN BE TRUE AND EXIST BUT THEN!! BUT THEN!!!! #Zoro takes Sanji’s WE + NEED + HIM (Luffy) SO DUCKING P E R S O NA. L DEADASS STRUCK THE LOUDEST DAMN CORE IN ALL OF ZORO AND RAISED EVERY #DAMN ALARM POSSIBLE #Aaaaaand ‘You just got here /you/ don’t know what Luffy needs’ MY GOOD FIRST MATE OF A MAN C A L M D O W N N N IT IS /NOT/ THAT DEEP #‘I know he needs my cooking’ SANJII NOOOOO DON’T FALL FOR IT #‘Like what putting two slices of bread together’ Oh god. oh no. we are never coming back from this (pure hilarious joyous disaster) Ever! #Roronoa Zoro #Black Leg Sanji #Monkey D. Luffy #One Piece Live Action #OPLA #One Piece #All jokes aside tho Zoro was right to make sure they didn’t go inside to aid their captain #They would’ve been more of a distraction than help because Luffy wouldn’t have been able to let loose as much as he did #Zoro’s a good first mate but also buddy my guy my dude Sanji does NOT want your job bud ain’t nobody want your job especially when Luffy #made it very clear /you/ are worth more to him than /food/ #Somebody should tell Zoro that tho man could use the affirmation #But also…my guy…what were you so jealous so hissy so darn quick to b!tch for helpp ☕️🤧💀 #Zolu #Ani Rambles #Luzo

[tangledinink]

new gemini update was so good as always but I can't stop thinking:

big mama: there's nothing wrong with my sons

splinter: you fucked up two perfectly good kids is what you did. look at blue. he's got an eating disorder

wwhhhattttt? nooo, don't be silly. leo doesn't have an eating disorder.

leo and donnie have eating disorders--

#this is a Joke but also No It's Not #it's just different flavors lmao #but both of them have absolutely fucked relationships with food #my poor babies... :(... who did this to you...? #(it was me i did) #leo spends a lot of time worrying about whAT hes eating and how mUCH hes eating and if hes eating the rIGHT thing #largely due to his mom and also just being a celebrity/child celebrity in general #but also in part due to: #donnie has a lot of food sensitivities which have really never been accommodated for at all and as a result he just #has a very negative association with food and eating. he doesnt LIKE eating and he avoids it a majority of the time. #its stressful and unpleasant and he doesnt like it #which ofc only gave leo another reason to hyperfixate on food and calories and nutritional value etc etc etc #which leads to #ironically #leo (who def has an undiagnosed ed and restricts/denies himself food regularly): worrying abt making sure donnie eats enough #donnie will do the same thing back sometimes but not with the same obsessiveness that leo does #esp because the ideals surrounding eating and dieting set up around them really kind of just #lead them both to believe (at least to an extent) that leo is fine and eats a totally healthy and ok amount of food (esp in comparison to d #(no he doesnt)(and even when he does thats not the point) #tw eating disorders #cw eating disorders #eating disorders #tw disorders eating #cw disordered eating #disordered eating #gemini au asks #asks #anon

[november-rising]

I attempted to read a Carmy x Reader fic. I barely made it a paragraph before I felt dirty.

I felt like the other woman.

I was pissed that Carmy dare cheat on Sydney with me.

The absolute gall that I showed thinking I could read a Carmy x Reader fic. I've never been so bold in my life! LOL!

#I honestly feel terrible right now #this is insane lmao #it's fanfic and they aren't a canon couple (yet) but my absolute devotion to sydcarmy is unreal #i will never know the joy of carmy making me food #sydney adamu #carmen berzatto #sydcarmy #I'm sure there are great Carmy or Syd and reader fics out in the world that I will never experience #i need to get back to work #the bear fx #the bear #the bear hulu #i guess i'm really posting this...hmm

[thosewildcharms]

i am chuckling thinking about stage 5 clinger rick grimes post-towl, plainly refusing to ever let michonne out of his sight. and michonne doing the same thing too, like they will be attached at the hip for the foreseeable future, and good for them!

so true, we support them in their codependent era!

#richonne #the ones who live #michonne would at least try to play it cool #but she would for sure run around the house in a blind panic if she wakes up and he's not right next to her #(he's downstairs making breakfast btw) #meanwhile rick is openly like yeah five minutes or more without my wife and i'm gonna start shaking and growling like tiny little dog #alexandrians are like it sure is weird that mr and mrs grimes have sewn all the sides of their shirts together from shoulder to hip #but we get food drops every month because of them so we'll pretend not to see it #judith and rj too it's a whole thing #checking in on their walkies all day between classes at school like it's very serious!

[loafbud]

#im autistic and ive always either had a strong like or strong uncomfortablity (??) with certain textures #esp with food like theres textures i love #and then there's textures that put me in fight or flight mode #but in the past year i tried new food that are now my favs!! #im proud of myself for allowing myself to (slowly but surely) expand my taste buds #i still tense up when im offered to try smthn new on the spot tho..... lol #loafbud #doodle #this scenario happens with me a lot #it makes it worse when it's on-the-spot and im being watched to see what my reaction is LOL!!! /lh #instead of eating right away i do a lot of sniffing and staring #and holding it at a safe distance like the food's gonna bite me or smthn 💀

[fattributes]

Sending my love to everyone whose diet consists of chicken nuggets, plain hamburgers, macaroni and cheese, or spaghettio's. People who can only comfortably drink soda, sports drinks, or juice, I love you. People who need to feel their food with their hands before they can put it in their mouth, I love you. I’m so proud of you all for feeding yourselves and staying hydrated. I see you, you’re valid, and you're doing amazing.

#food #text #in this house we respect all of our siblings who have taste and texture aversions #food can be very hard sometimes #I know not everyone is willing to get it #but you and your experiences are enough #you're worth the time and the effort to get things right #every time you special order something to your tastes I am proud of you #double checking your food to make sure it's right is so important #I'm so glad you're all out there #happy eating my friends

[neon-glowing-rainbow-stims]

🍓❣️ ~ Strawberry Sprinkles ~ ❣️🍓

(Credit this post if you use!) (ko-fi)

#me looking around to make sure no ones watching me in public while i record a video of myself mixing the icecream sprinkles: 👁👄👁 #neon #valentines day #valentine's #valentine's aesthetic #valentines stim #valentine's stim #red #redcore #bright right #stim #sprinkles #shiny #hands free #mixing #candy #food #candycore #red aesthetic #red stim

[nguyenfinity]

Switch is back after their Valentine's event for White Day to bring you Magic for your special someone(s)! Show your friends and fans a little appreciation in return, whether you're sailing for a Romancing Cruise or just for lifting their spirits A little bit UP!!

art-only below the cut!

#enstars #ensemble stars #switch #enstars switch #natsume sakasaki #sora harukawa #tsumugi aoba #enseason #it is 5 am #i have been rendering. since like. 6 PM give or take #with breaks and snacks yeah #shoutout to bean for proofreading my caption #it's so silly i'm so proud of it #it's so interesting drawing units i don't normally draw #throttling mugi for his mop head tho. natsume's right. he's fluffy but at what cost. #anyways this one's for you switchPs o7 (shoutout neppy) #ngl one of the subtitles was gonna be 'that guy sure can break dance' but the lyric was cuter and evened out the spacing more #also the n in the masthead survives yey #fun facts uhhhhhh #looked up their favorite foods on the wiki to make accurate drinks for them #natsume's is a mango fruit tea (didn't make it translucent tho whoops) with strawberry popping boba since he likes 2 flavored foods #sora's is a green apple blend with crystal boba #and mugi has brown sugar milk tea with boba 'cause he likes warm and sweet things (he is a basic guy and that is fair) #see i did my homework (watch as i didn't do enough hw and like one of them hates boba or something sgdkfhjsgjdfhkj) #i have more design notes but i can put those in the outfit post hjgfgjhdfgjhg #macarons are given to someone special/a valued friend for white day :]

[sunnibits]

god. something about samfro is so…

#idk. something ab the fact that Sam is a gardener and a cook. or at least enjoys/is good at cooking. #like…. the implications. the fact that out of all the companions you could have chosen to accompany our frail sad protagonist #into a harsh grey land with no joy and no light or warmth #the fact that Sam cooks for him?? for both of them?! #the fact that he kept soices in his pocket and carried it all that way?? just in case they were having a roast chicken one night!!! #(​*spices) #the way he makes sure Frodo always gets enough food and drink. that he always gets enough to eat. even when Frodo is so weak and tired #like!! theyre in the middle of a wasteland so far from home but Samwise Gamgee is cooking him a hot meal and filling his belly with soup!! #it’s SO fucking tender and SO fucking special to me #I love Sam so much and I love those gay little hobbits #do you remember the taste of strawberries…. #samfro #samwise gamgee #frodo baggins #lotr #oh btw Vee if ur seeing this. this was unfinished in my drafts but I decided to complete my thoughts and post it right now just for u #I wanted to make you feel insane hope u enjoy

[awakenthebeing]

I feel like Piepoe having a fashion show with her kids would be absolutely adorable!

(Translation: More Piepoe and fam outfits, please? Only if you’re up to it, of course! ^_^)

Decided to kill 2 birds with one stone here and provide this outfit with the fambly!! Bc nurse Piepoe is such a soft idea <:3

#you're also right anon! he'd probably not be able to do first aid but its great at putting bandaids and being comfort for fearful friends!! #the little creachers too would also be helpful little assistants!! or maybe friends to hold if scared..!! #but ANYHOW!! thank you both very much for these fun messages!! its fun to come up with silly outfit designs for this fambly...!! #make sure to stay safe both of you! eat food and drink water and rest...!! sending love to you both!! thank you again!!! #💘💖💓💖💘💖💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💘💓💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💓💖💘💖💘💓💖💖💓‼️‼️‼️ #Piepoe arts

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #matt smith #caitlin blackwood #the doctor: i will avoid this child's question by spitting up all the food #whenever i gif this episode i'm always like 'i think i should watch this episode now' #also i'm reading a dw book right now #with the fourth doctor and sarah jane and harry #and they go to sherwood forest!!! after twelve and clara's episode!!!! i love it #oh also am i supposed to be leaving transparent pixels in my gifs now??? #is that how i make sure my gifs don't look like garbage on the dashboard??!? #idk what's going on anymore #still looks ok on my blog though??? #oh well

[kicktwine]

the problem is I’m such a staunch believer in the slow buildup, the earnest enjoyment of meandering through terrible story decisions and weird nothing subplots to build up into a conclusion that explodes out from all that as fantastic storytelling and intrigue based on all that buildup, such that it makes it necessary to get through all that or you’re missing something essential, that I’m also a terrible person to talk to about what makes a story good. I can tell you plenty of what actually makes something tight and well-written and all that technical speak but how could anyone take my advice when I so so so love excruciatingly long unnecessarily complex fumbling and weird nonsense that spirals into, inexplicably, weird nonsense that makes you cry your lungs sore

#kipspeak #my point being everyone is too mean about post arr. sure f’lhammin did not have to be our problem but everything after that was like #meandering. Thinking. building. unnerving. they were cooking and i RESPECT their dubious food #i love homestuck and long audio dramas and dnd podcasts and indecipherable fancomics and lego ninjas and khux and im starting to love ffxiv #all incredibly long and made with passion and kinda weird and hard to get into #said with THE MOST affection in my heart #I could structure a kids show and I know how to write for tv but in my heart of hearts #I just want to write an impossibly long absurdity epic that is weird and a little bad and also makes you feel shrimp emotions #ALSO I feel 0% bad for not respecting ur theory or opinion if you haven’t played khux/dr/recoded I don’t feel bad about it at all I’m right #understand what’s going on in them and I’ll respect your theories. it’s like comics enjoyers but less chaotic #don’t let me get into comics. superheroes never really catch my interest but if you let me get into comics I’d explode #‘it gets really good’ is a genuine way to interest me #also don’t let me get into anime that do this. I already watched a thousand episodes of detective Conan— #maybe it’s a careful balance of weird and Good Storytelling Seeds. it has to have internal logic for one; and it has to have a structure #It has to be leading somewhere. and I want to see where it leads #we are GOING through the disney worlds. all of them. they are COOKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[angrybatart]

"DO YOU MIND???"

:3 No. Not at all.

#fanart #sketches #Darkest Dungeon #DD Highwayman #Highwayman #Dismas #sandwich #LOOK. I can't help but doodle this man enjoying some good fucking food #at least it's not rats #not entirely sure what kind of sandwich would exist in the time era of this game #but I know they'd probably make sandwiches for quests #easy to make pack and carry #also super yummy with the right ingredients #I might have to ink and color these later #absolutely in love with how the second doodle came out ❤