#heartspace

[hungerpunch]

actually no. ykw. i want to go off about this. this post has been weighing on my mind all fucking day. look i know that 99% of the work that needs to be done in order to not view myself as a tool for people to use, as a thing that is only worthy of love if i am a tool or a weapon, is internal. okay? i get it. i take my ass to therapy weekly. i do the therapy homework. i'm so fucking aware.

but also. consider that for people like me, everyone in our lives gets comfortable using us like a tool, too. i'm just a thing for people to pour their troubles into. and you know what's hard? setting a boundary. saying "no wait i'm a person, please love me like a person and not like a tool that you use." that's really fucking hard. do you know what's harder? doing that--and then getting ghosted instead of loved like a person. when you set a boundary with your friends and family and they decide that actually if they can't use you like a tool anymore, you're not worth the effort.

this shit fucking sucks. it fucking sucks to have the people you love--that you love so much you turned yourself into a tool or a weapon for them--decide that you're not worth the fucking effort to be loved as you've asked to be loved. which, btw, isn't even anything high-maintenance, it's just asking to be treated like a fucking person!

and yeah i know. get new friends. substitute found family for blood. that doesn't mean it's not fucking heartbreaking & deserving of its own mourning process to realize you have to let the current ones go.

so what i wanna say to everyone, everyone who is a close friend or family member to someone else, are you using them like a tool? like a weapon? like an empty vessel? do you care? do you know anything about them? have you checked? can you do any fucking better than that?

#you know what it does rly it makes u appreciate the few that actually give a fuck a REAL fuck about you #anyway yeah i've been fucked up and sad as shit for MONTHS about this thanks and goodnight #wiring my jaw shut and taping all my fingers together and binding myself into a tiny ball so that i can never be used as a tool again #no more being a fool. #text post #the kvetching department #heartspace

[arjunasearth]

So many synchronicties being shown to me today <3~thankful~

Sending warm warm hugs to all of you <3

#thankful #community #souloasis #glimpseofmysoul #heartspace #tumblrcommunity

[davidwfloydart]

Why we need bees 🐝 This photo was taken by the owner of the hive. The beekeeper forgot to put the frames in which the bees collect honey, and the bees built their own architecture from the honeycomb, which takes into account natural ventilation, so that the air can flow freely and maintain a stable temperature. This is the heart!💛 🐝 #bees🐝 #beehives #polinators #beekeeping #hivedesign #heartcentered #heartspace (at Catalina Foothills, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdLfjxkr2FLqlcz4tbuePjch4s9N5955RUhmOY0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#bees🐝 #beehives #polinators #beekeeping #hivedesign #heartcentered #heartspace

[urlasage]

if I could melt your heart

we would never be apart - 

#by heart #heartspace #frozen #on #fire #madonna #sickick

[alllinesarebeautiful]

Day 380 Art Meditation, April 23, 2024

I just spent a week’s worth of mornings writing my essay for my May Art Drop Video - for all of 4 pages. It was one of the most vulnerable, mentally exhausting things I’ve ever done. I feel like I came through something and it was worth it. I feel lighter now. So does G.

My art print for today is “Be Vulnerable”, by which I mean the Vulnerability of building our heart-spaces. I try to do this with my art meditations. To find that fulfillment, I have to spend time getting grounded into my words and art. 

Also, for our Heart-spaces: “Confuse your logical mind. (That’s your Heart-Space). Then use both.”

I love the writings of Anne Lamott because she has Jesus qualities, in a way that Jesus might never have healing for me. In Anne Lamott’s  book ‘Bird by Bird’, she  explains:

“Annie Dillard has said that day by day you have to give the work before you all the best stuff you have, not saving it up for later projects. If you give freely, there will always be more…

… You are going to have to give and give and give, or there’s no reason to be writing. You have to give from the deepest part of yourself, you are going to have to go on giving, and the giving is going to have to be its own reward.”

I know I’m not the only person for whom ‘Giving’ is something I really only know how to do for other people, and I do it so well. I also love doing it. I don’t think I have plans to give it up, just for now while I commit to my creative plans …What her ‘Giving’ section unearthed for me is to reject the judgment against me that my journey is selfish in a bad way. That I am giving TO my writing and art. To write 4 pages over the course of 7 days, meant to go into my heart over and over again, deeper and deeper.

I love my beloved former life coach’s words to me when we first started years ago, “Yes. It IS all about you. You have no idea yet how much it IS all about you.” 

I’ve added Anne Lamott onto my parent team, making it 6, although I am aware that she is yet another imaginary, one-sided relationship in my life. I am aware of this and working on it… Her parental superpower is that she loves that I am writing an art memoir. 

I’m late for Earth Day, but sending photos of my walks and the driving I do for work: the ocean, breezes, flowers, sand, teal and green waters, and blue blue blue sky. All of which I will use for my photography art.  

Check out my online annehunsicker.com SHOP - photography art, Advent calendar and Cookie-of-the-Month.

O, one more thing, what I love (!) about my clunky phrasing for my art, I imagine the little toddler-me trying to help the world. Children come up with better ideas than adults do sometimes, cutting to the chase - “why don’t we all just love each other?” I somehow feel like I’m tapping into that little-girl-me when I write these messages. 

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Love, 

Anne

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#innerchild #alllinesarebeautiful #bethechange #heartspace #heart #artsoulfully #design #heartliving #heartartbundles #heartartbundle #heartart #art #love #artexpandshearts #light #bethelight #authentic #expandlove #soulfulliving #soul #soulart #gratitude #art soulfully #lifeisart #beauty #brand bundle #artmeditation #brand

[hellosoysauce]

A major transit happening this week is Venus square Neptune. This energy is deep and intense and it's got me in all the feels.

Venus is dreamy, romantic, mystical. Neptune is longing, yearning, aspirations and hopes.

In the context of all Venusian things like beauty, love, relationship, romance...Venus+Neptune asks us to dive deeply within ourselves. Dive past surface level things, jobs, marriage, material things, persona...

what inspires you?

why do you do what you do?

what do you live for?

I have so much gratitude in my heart right now.

*

#gratitude #love #heartspace

[heart6written]

The crescendo of my heart pounding in my ears

Until I can no longer hear anything else

And the pounding it grows

Tearing open my eyes

Years of skin ripped raw from my lashes after years of taping shut

My lips bruised amd pursed tight

After years of my own palm oppressing the words

Now flowing forth in a scream tearing raw my own throat

The crescendo now a feverish rhythm of life raw with emotions

So long held so close

So long held so quietly

So long held

So long

I'm a breath

I am breath

I am

.

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.

Alive

#heart #growth #pain #change #heartspace

[imdevbharti]

Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life. . — #Buddha . . . #spritualawakening #spritual #spritualgrowth #lightbeing #spiritualtruth #heartspace #sprituality #spritualjourney #spiritualmentor #thirdeyewideopen #spritualquotes #twinflameseperation #trentsheltonquotes #sanskrit #innerbeing #positiveenergyplus #lawofpositivism #spiritualawakening #spiritualawareness #thirdeyethoughts #innerwork #meditation #soulawakening #thehigherself #enlightenment #spiritualhealer #DevBhartii https://www.instagram.com/p/CpRX4qIJ57A/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#buddha #spritualawakening #spritual #spritualgrowth #lightbeing #spiritualtruth #heartspace #sprituality #spritualjourney #spiritualmentor #thirdeyewideopen #spritualquotes #twinflameseperation #trentsheltonquotes #sanskrit #innerbeing #positiveenergyplus #lawofpositivism #spiritualawakening #spiritualawareness #thirdeyethoughts #innerwork #meditation #soulawakening #thehigherself #enlightenment #spiritualhealer #devbhartii

[awhirr]

heartspace - mental picture

#heartspace #music videos

[soulreflectiontarot]

This is our third post - Part of a series of readings as Valentine’s Day approaches. Please take what resonates and leave the rest. If this one doesn’t resonates, maybe the next one will. The cards used are from Romance Angels by Doreen Virtue and The Soul Reflection’s Twin Flame Messenger 3 by Nadine Swiger. . Your love story is not over! But effort is needed to keep things going! Trust in your connection. It has the potential to last a lifetime. Even when things feel like it’s not going anywhere, things are still moving forward (just at a very slow snail pace). Patience is needed! Keep your faith as this will be worth the wait! Know that your person loves you to the moon and beyond! . . . #oraclecardreading #lovereading #valentinereadingspecial #soulmates #openyourheart #lovestoryisnotover #openyourhearttoreceive #heartspace #patienceinlove #loveyourithemoonandback🌙 #openyourheart #romanceangels #romanceangelsoraclecards #doreenvirtue #soulreflectionoraclecards #twinflamelove #twinflameoracle #twinflamemessenger3 #twinflamemessenger #soulreflectionoracle #nadineswiger https://www.instagram.com/p/CooLOlBOQ9K/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#oraclecardreading #lovereading #valentinereadingspecial #soulmates #openyourheart #lovestoryisnotover #openyourhearttoreceive #heartspace #patienceinlove #loveyourithemoonandback🌙 #romanceangels #romanceangelsoraclecards #doreenvirtue #soulreflectionoraclecards #twinflamelove #twinflameoracle #twinflamemessenger3 #twinflamemessenger #soulreflectionoracle #nadineswiger

[inami1225]

【久しぶりのリアルセミナーを開催しました】 1月27日の金曜日に昼間と夜にセミナーを開催。 内容としてはSDGsのお話🎤 ・目標4 質の高い教育 ・目標8 働きがいも経済成長も ・目標17パートナーシップで目標を達成しよう これらが中心となるような話になりました。 経営者として気になる「成長」にSDGsがどう役に立つのか、少しでも伝わったのなら嬉しいですね😊 まだまだ機会を設けて、この内容のセミナーを開催しながら次は活用するためのワークショップをしたりして、会社に落とし込んでいけるようにしたいと思います。 ・取り組みたいけどわからない ・今までやっていることがどう関連するのかわからない ・新しく取り組んでみたい ・まずは話を聞いてみたい などなど、気になりましたらお気軽にどうぞ👋 #sdgs #セミナー #セミナー講師 #セミナー開催 #一宮 #はぁとらいん #名古屋 #heartspace #尾西信金アリーナ #新規 #コンサルタント #無料診断 #経営 #楽しい #ワクワク #セミナー講師をさせていただきます #セミナー後の懇親会 (いちのみや中央プラザ) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn9T9W7pUBV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#sdgs #セミナー #セミナー講師 #セミナー開催 #一宮 #はぁとらいん #名古屋 #heartspace #尾西信金アリーナ #新規 #コンサルタント #無料診断 #経営 #楽しい #ワクワク #セミナー講師をさせていただきます #セミナー後の懇親会

[elayagaia]

Merry Christmas! filled with magical enchanted blessings, whatever the faith is, this is such a time of high light magic, of ancient celebrations mingled with more recent ones... and this tradition of giving gifts to loved ones, family and friends..to neighnours and those in need... is a wondrous one... as is this pure celebration of evergreen and ever giving Nature... Christmas is for me more and more about this beautiful celebration of Mother Earth, of the UNiverse of Light and of pure radiant love, heart warmth star shooting alight alive vibes! and so it is, may all be wonderfully blessed. #merrychristmas #faehome #homeoftheheart #heartspace #motherearthlove #enchantedblessings #magicalchristmas #evergreen #universeoflight #elayagaia https://www.instagram.com/p/CmnJV8Cofpq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#merrychristmas #faehome #homeoftheheart #heartspace #motherearthlove #enchantedblessings #magicalchristmas #evergreen #universeoflight #elayagaia

[loveisthemelody]

life is so much more than dazzling outfits perfectly constructed scenes and poses perfectly constructed words and glances life is so much more than needing to be liked reaching for approval from others so you can approve of yourself reaching into the air in front of you for your sense of safety when you could reach into your own heart and maybe your heart scares you a bit for it’s delicate and special and you couldn’t possibly risk it’s breaking but what if it's breaking doesn’t kill you? what if it’s breaking allows it to be made anew? rebirth a crimson red like you’ve never known before and you start to love her you see how sacred she truly is you see how she’s always had the answers always. you bring her close, letting her know you’ll never leave her again but not too close as to not give her the space she desperately needs knowing whatever happens next, is happening for her for you for new shades of red

aubrey dee

#frommyheart #toyours #illcallher #crimsonred #aubreydee #poem #heartspace

[prcreativeartworks]

"Anahata" - Chakra Eye Series (Unstruck, Unhurt, Unbeaten) Colour: Green Mixed Medium on 3D Canvas (SALE) © Pavana Rani Invocation by Guthema Roba: look how this liquid darkness, this ordeal you've swallowed --- how you smile at everything that comes to you --- has awakened the dream inside you – has aroused the music in your heart - how this fire of gratitude has licked your whole being and turned you into a sweet angel – I don’t have to go to the forests now. Just by looking at you, I taste God in your eyes – (Guthema Roba) ARTWORK PRINTS + MORE on my e-store: https://society6.com/prcreativeartworks/s?q=random+wall-art ORIGINAL ART + ORDERS: [email protected] WORLDWIDE SHIPPING LIKE to know more about the artist: https://www.facebook.com/prcreativeartworks/ WEBSITE: www.prcreativeartworks.com/about @pavanarani @prcreativeartworks #chakrahealing #chakraart #yogaart #yoga #healingart #heart #spiritualart #spiritualgrowthspurts #kundaliniawakening #openness #openyourheart #heartspace #compassion #artislove❤️ #art #painting #intuitiveeye #mystical https://www.instagram.com/p/BwW-qqgDQzf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#chakrahealing #chakraart #yogaart #yoga #healingart #heart #spiritualart #spiritualgrowthspurts #kundaliniawakening #openness #openyourheart #heartspace #compassion #artislove❤️ #art #painting #intuitiveeye #mystical

[urlasage]

.               your difference        is           your power                                  .                                              .                         .

#quote #the craft: legacy #heartspace #moon #in #leo

[alllinesarebeautiful]

Day 379 Art Meditation, April 15, 2024

Sharing a tiny preview of part of my May 1st art drop … 

As I work with this art, I've been observing my mind … If I don’t do my list of things that keeps me balanced and tending my creative, true heart-space, how much more cruel my mind (ego-space) gets. I continue to notice that after a big wave of JOY from my art and writing, I can easily go down into despair for days, which is teaching me how to stay strong enough to stay in my Heart-space, and not to let my Ego kick me around so much. I recognize that I am changing my life and my ego is throwing a hissy fit. (Ego-spaces-identities will do anything to stay alive.)

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“Feel it Out More”, S. always asked of me …. At some point I started calling this inner ‘true space’ my ‘heart-space’. This is my intuition, but learning how to use this space for every part of my life has been a challenge. Can we re-raise ourselves in a short 11 years? Can we achieve full self trust and deep self esteem in 11 years - which has been how long this All-lines-are-beautiful journey has gone ... Integrating every part of my life with the new…

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Here is where I am with my heart-space:

-Calm and anxiety/depression-free for longer stretches.

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-Being gentle mentally with my curvy body vs. memories of being body-shamed. Just like art, I have loved learning about the subjectivity of physical beauty, and that for me, feeling your and my Soul is the Beauty.

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-Slowly making this new art series and letting it just become vs. trying to serve it to ‘get’ something (the old way I know of being a graphic designer). It’s my having the inner strength to put art out there and allow others to Feel into it, intuitively. (Which, by the way, builds your heart-space, a much needed activity).

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-Making a new paper sculpture and feeling the tiny playfulness of that vs. having answers or a definitive plan upfront. This playfulness also builds my heart-space…

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People are asking me how much I have sold at this point and I can feel their lack of support. This is new because the old me would have taken their asking as “supportive”. 

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This new awareness becomes such a great opportunity for me to pick my focus - instead of the negativity, to feel the tiny amounts of wholehearted support. The sales I’ve made are supportive, they feel right and sweet. 

⦿

I sold my first Advent calendar! It’s headed to Germany (via Pennsylvania). I sold a large art print and I feel honored that M. even got it framed for her art studio! 2 more cookies-of-the-month were purchased this month, and one more membership making two. JOY. 

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The world seems to be lost, Heart-space wise  … We need more art, a relationship to art, and the love and interesting beauty that pours out of this. If we could only connect this way more …

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I’m MAKING something out of nothing, as small as a paper curl for my paper sculpture, and as large as my life.  When my heart is full like this, I don’t notice that I’m the underdog. I am aware that there are a lot of people out there making something when their hearts are not full like this. :-(

Please check out my living website annehunsicker.com for more art, goodies and inspiration.

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Anne

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#alllinesarebeautiful #bethechange #heartspace #heart #artsoulfully #design #heartliving #heartartbundles #heartartbundle #heartart #art #love #artexpandshearts #light #bethelight #authentic #expandlove #soulfulliving #soul #soulart #gratitude #art soulfully #lifeisart #beauty #brand bundle #artmeditation