#high trauma dumping

[elfgremlin]

honestly the worst thing about my parents divorcing was neither of them wanting to keep my childhood home so they sold it and now i can never go visit that house again or go spend time at radison’s grave which is in that backyard 🧍

#txt #high trauma dumping #i drove by it not too long ago and it’s been decorated with a ton of christian signs and crosses etc outside #does this family know our 3 childhood pets are buried in the back 😭 y’all better not dig

[sleepyhighslvt]

Self love, not self loathe

#mine #im still learning to love my body #bd/sm community #bd/sm relationship #natural body #18+ blog #free use kink #bd/sm blog #bd/sm brat #bd/sm kink #my therapist has been amazing with my ed recovery and mental health ❤️ #breif #ed mention #more than weight gain <3 #slight trauma dump #thigh highs #thick hips #soft tummy #18+ content #18+ only #humiliation kink #(: #im high n feeling myself #ed recovery #:)

[wiitzend]

at the end of the fourth episode on quiet on set, it releases a statement by dan schneider who said, "everything that happened on the shows i ran was carefully scrutinized by dozens of involved adults. all stories, dialogue, costumes and makeup were fully approved by network executives on two coasts, etc, etc." i guess he put that statement out to try and spin this narrative so that it doesn't sound so absolutely horrific, but all it does is highlight the fact that damn near every single adult knew. they knew and did nothing. dan was able to take advantage of these defenseless children and allow other predators to prey on them and not a single adult raised hell about it. he was able to do this for years, completely unscathed, and nickelodeon offered him a huge amount of money in order to drop him from the network. the sadness and rage i feel CANNOT be put into words.

#maybe this sounds a little dramatic but i genuinely don't care. not to trauma dump BUT #i had to live in a home in which children were beaten senselessly nearly every single day for years. even when i was in high school #i was too young to do anything. i was terrified every day and all the adults in my life just sat back and let it happen #so watching things like this just makes me so mad #quiet on set

[seen-the-stars]

where is all the aroace riz fic. where's all the fic about riz battling with his feelings and sexuality and fear. where is it. how much do i need to pay. give it to me

#riz gukgak #d20 #fantasy high #fanfic #aroace #i need this little man to suffer and then i need him to feel better #i need the community to dump all their aroace trauma onto him and post it on ao3 #please im begging.

[himejoshiangels]

only one episode out and I might have to become the #1 Kristen Applebees defender

#i will post abg the rest of the badkids later cuz i love them but #everyone being agast and scandalized by kristen being an asshole to her god must not have watched the first few seasons? #really and truly did you expect her to change?? #ppl were speculating her dumping/being on the rocks w cassandra since 2020 this is not new information this is just how she is #AND I FEEL BAD FOR CASSANDRA genuinely i do! of course she doesnt deserve to be ignored or mistreated after all shes been thru! #after all kristen promised her!! #but kristen applebees is like 16 maybe 17 years old a fucking teenager who was literally made into a holy figure by her home church #or the church of helio #all that pressure at a young age gave her irrevocable religious trauma #she crafted a god from scratch one specifically made for HER to worship and even that wasnt enough #shes super flawed!!! but i dont see the point in jumping her about it yk 🤷 #thought bubbles #fantasy high #kristen applebees

[rubberduckyrye]

You know.

If I worry about someone to the point where I say they really need a therapist, and I repeat this over and over because they keep talking like they’re not going to fucking wake up tomorrow morning, like it’s literally every day they sound suicidal to the point of actually committing

Only to be told that they consider this “harassment”

Ain’t a fucking good feeling.

#when my feelings get thrown back in my face like this #especially when they are concerned feelings #is an immediate switch for me ngl #then again this guy has been grating at my high empathy for so long #trauma dumping and treating me and another friend like a damn therapist #he refuses to get therapy btw!!! I guess when you got two free friends who needs therapy am I right #still.

[missclaresmagic]

The worst is being severely depressed and on the verge of bursting into tears but having an upbeat song about enjoying life stuck in your head.

#am i right ladies #am i right fellas #just learned my very small number of friends text between each other and not to me✌️ #love feeling like the outsider of the group like my tramatic experience in high school #as least back then it was like 15 people and some would talk to me #now it’s just 4 and I’m left alone for weeks at a time #could I text and try to reach out myself? yes #and I probably should #but does thinking I’m the one in the wrong for being the most forgetable person on earth feel better? #you betcha #trauma dumping #feel free to ignore #ignore me #sad posting hours #sad post #sadposting #sorry for being depressing

[mythorhuman]

Are you still working on chapter two of mountain high.I love the first chapter and read your comments about working on it so I just wanted to know💞

Hi! Thanks for reaching out!

Around the time I published "Mountain High," my grandmother's cancer accelerated from stage 3 to stage 4. There's no happy ending here, unfortunately. Her recent passing has essentially destroyed my world. In my 25 years of life, I've never gone longer than 10 days without talking to her and I lived with her for quite a few years. Part of the reason I connected so well with Bonnie's character was seeing so much of my relationship with my grandmother mirrored with Bonnie and Grams.

When she first got sick, I would sleep over at her house every weekend to help take care of her. It was hard watching the most vivacious person I knew grow weaker and weaker. I had to physically pour water into her mouth to get her to drink. And then she was gone.

I planned to update "Mountain High" far sooner. The chapter is 85-90% done. When Tina Turner passed, my grandmother was in much better health. One of my last truly happy memories of my grandmother was attempting to lead a Tina Turner tribute sing-a-long in her living room with my 12-year-olf cousin. From "Poud Mary" to "The Best" to "River Deep, Mountain High." My grandma did NOT want to hear us butchering those songs but we did it anyway. This led to the fics title change from "Mountain High, Valley Low" to just "Mountain High."

Now, that my grandmother is at peace maybe I'll find the will to write again. I have so much already written but handling my grief comes first as she was just buried yesterday. Please be patient with me.

-Lee

#feel free to ignore me trauma dumping #lee answers #klonnie fanfic #fic: mountain high #personal #bonnie bennett

[retiredcultistredux]

So, breaking the friend heart caused this. What if we got it back and repaired it? Would Kirby go back to normal? *Gives Kirby a hug for comfort* -☘

Kirby: "...Really...even if we plan, poyo...I'm not sure it's worth it. ...Even if I was...normal...Ester, Javez and Void Termina would be...too strong, poyo."

#Event: Chapter 2 - Seeping Through the Cracks #story #ask #anonymous #clover anon #kirby out here just stating the facts #the facts being that they would all be very strong #and the chances of kirby & friends winning in a fight are very low even if kirby was back to normal #i'm really tryna drive home the point of 'this is very high stakes and is meant to look almost hopeless' #cause that's the point. supposed to be serious and angsty and keep you tryna impact the story more #that and i really just like writing edgy stories and shit i'm one of those 'dumps trauma and edgy shit on characters' type of creators #og was already more serious most of the time i'm just taking it up a few notches because i can (and it makes me feel like an evil gremlin) #really in the ester kin brain mode. the evil gremlin mode. the 'i'm gonna cause problems on purpose' mode #ok enough rambling sorry i do that gjhgjhghjgj #kirby #kirby star allies #kirby au #kirby fanart #kirby series #kirby oc #negative kirby #ask blog #ask-the-retired-cultist #retiredcultistredux #retired cultist redux

[lilgynt]

people will meet you for the first time look you in the eyes and say oh yeah put me down mommy like we’re online and not in real life

#personal #he also asked me out at the end of the night i was like king. absolutely fucking not #also other dudes will think getting in a debate about guns is flirting #no and i went to the bathroom with my buddy #and i was aw shit can’t even blame em. my hair came out perfectly with the outfit. damn. #and then i’ve said it before i’ll say again #i mean fun time stayed out later than planned but i love complaining #but i gotta stop partying with home depot people cause this girl i know was like hm. #checklist of things she does every party #like griding interrupting convos randomly bringing up the weirdest fucking convos #trauma dumping and i knoe therapy speak but it’s genuinely that #baby voice etc etc etc #she was also talking at length how i’m a virgin and im like girl i’m high and drunk and ur buddy’s two bozos here clearly want to fuck me. #what are you doing. #also being weird about her best friend she won’t date which like. not an issue #who cares. but they’re so fucking weird about it #and also again just weirdly obsessed with comparing our bodies and it’s like i hope you can feel comfortable enough in your skin #that me being comfortable isn’t an issue #and god she always randomly is like sorry we’ll stop.. when i’m just vibing during a hang out sesh and it’s like what do you think i always #have an issue im literally just vibing #i didn’t mean to complain about this girl so much but she’s been getting on my nerves #which i wish she didn’t i wish things were going better for her but they’re not and neither is she #and i feel like she gets annoyed anytime she remembers i have a personality #like again i’m sorry you don’t feel comfortable with urself!!!! idk man i’m just here!!!!! #this all being said did we kiss a few times and did she make out with my friend hee #yes*

[strxwberrychocolate]

I just read the epilogue of trust fund baby 😭 my heart is broken but im so satisfied with it. The fact that it just ended with kohei and the fl just staring at each other and the fl just going through a whole set of emotions was just perfect. perfect ending, this is my favourite high&low fic!

you're also almost at 20k reads congratulations !

thank you,,,, I'm actually happy people enjoyed it since that fic was actually just a bunch of trauma dumping and the fl being fucking crazy and sad all the time. I wasn't to sure how I was supposed to end it but I'm happy people actually liked the ending :)

#jun's asks #this fic was a trauma dump #but one of my best writing lol #i think there are plot holes but who cares #high&low #high&low the worst x #kohei amagai #amagai kohei #ik people barely use wattpad now but like eh whatever

[sybilhallward]

I never liked living with my mom's catastrophist mood swings, but I certainly hate how after having had a very toxic relationship with a person with bpd they quite literally trigger me

#vane blogging #coming off an anxious episode despite my meds everybody! #my heart rate is sky high and I wanna cry! #bpd negative #although I need to stress that I have nothing against ppl w/ bpd in general #I just have trauma bc my ex refused to get help and dumped everything on me for three years #and also generally sucked even outside of their symptoms lol #I am shaking and spilled water everywhere while trying to pour a glass lol

[i-might-be-vanny]

Can you physically feel a fictional character's pain in pop culture media, or did you have a normal childhood growing up?

#vanessa babbles #my working theory is that i was so chronically online throughout my first 20 years of life #that i ended up separating my personal existence from the existence of the real world physical material plane #because i grew up in that one specific part of the real world physical material plane #where i was forced to do excessive amounts of mental labor in order to deal with the @b*s3 i received #all throughout my childhood into my high school years #and that unhealthy coping mechanism followed me into my 20s #tw childhood trauma #trauma dumping #trauma dump #trauma dumping in tags

[loveourfuture-c]

Where do you hope to be in 5 years? 10 years?

Damn asking the deep questions! Right now my personal life is a little up in the air, so I’m going to keep this strictly work/ school related and even that is sort of shaky.

I am planning on being completely done with school and I am an English major and I really want to go into like editing or really anything to do with writing. I hope to write a book someday. I’m actually working in one right now but it’s in the outline/ writing random snippets stage.

In ten years? Umm having that book published, and maybe another one. Working happily in the publishing field.

#my life is a lowkey dumpster fire right now #idk #it’s super fun #love that #I’m questioning my whole life and Al the decisions I made since graduating high school and regretting many of them #it’s like a mid life crisis for your twenties #sorry for trauma dumping in the tags #kay answers #get to know the blogger #this is probably more than you wanted to know #also I’m going through another sexuality crisis so that’s fun #not my kid though she is the best thing that’s ever happened to me ever

[kratomkittycat]

Day 4, no kratom extract

Right now, I am sitting by a pool with Nick, his mom, and his mom’s friends. I was really tempted to bring extract and get high by the pool. I told Nick this, and asked him if he will be getting high today (his drug of choice is weed). He said no, so that helped me feel like I wasn’t missing out.

So I didn’t bring the extract to the pool (because I know that when it’s in my bag I wanna take it).

I’ve been here for a few hours. He did not smoke weed, and I did not bring the kratom extract. So I made it through day 4 so far without taking it. But I feel like taking it when I get home, because my life is depressing and I want to just feel happy regardless of my situation. Kratom extract is just an escape for me.

Also, I realized that resetting my tolerance for kratom will take weeks. And just the thought of trying to get through weeks without it makes me wanna take it.

#special interest #kratom extract #kratom #getting high #high #info dump #infodump #drug blog #actually autistic #autistic adult #actually neurodiverse #love #trauma #tolerance break struggles series

[lovelesslittleloser]

Today I stood up. I got kinda woozy & hollow-blooded from standing too fast, but I didn’t want to collapse on the couch, so I just kept standing, and even stretched some. My neck has been really sore recently, so I stretched it by looking straight up.

The ceiling was closer than I remember it being. Usually, I only look up when sitting; something I’ve only realized just now. When standing, I’m usually looking where I’m walking, or at something I got up to grab.

Since I was already stretching, my arms were above my head, reaching behind me slightly. When I’d realized how close the ceiling was, my arms returned to my sides on instinct; I looked at my hands, then back at the ceiling, and reached up, just coming short of reaching, and jumped, fingertips coming in contact with the texture of the ceiling.

I’ve since sat down (jumping looking straight up is not good for someone completely inactive and unused to looking straight up) and am experiencing a strange sensation that I would have to describe as something close to what you feel the first time you put a marshmallow in the microwave for the first time.

#actually all of this was a lie I’m -1cms tall (I’m your shadow at high noon) #weird fuckin things with Loveless #I just. I don’t have any reason to look up when I’m standing. like maybe up at an angle but never straight up #I don’t. this is probably a stupid thing idk #I feel like I should’ve had this experience a long time ago #I just never looked up #what the fuck idiot you should always look up haven’t you ever read an action series #hhhhheeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnimnothavingagoodtiiiimerightnoooow<3333333 #mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm:))))))))) #haha what are you talking about I’m fine just reflecting on #mm nope that’s going to my therapist and NOT random people on the internet!! good job on not trauma-dumping me :) #ehhhh?? trauma-dumping??????? idk not really trauma just thoughts that are Not Great. Worrisome even