#i had way too much fun yesterday

[ley-med]

Apparently we all have the impulse control of a cat during the 3am zoomies

#boop #april fools #i couldn't resist #had to make this #i had way too much fun yesterday #and it's still going?? #so here is my humble offering

[pelipper]

Did someone order the isekai special?

🎥 by @princessvanellopevonschweetz!

#story of seasons #a wonderful life #sos awl #bokujou monogatari #bokumono #molly #sos molly #cosplay #can't stop won't stop memeing #don't drink and drive kids #you might find yourself on the other end of molly's isekai service #i can totally see molly getting tipsy and then doing dumb shit like this #please accept my humble shitpost offerings #i had way too much fun yesterday #me

[tarufai]

#spiderman #deadpool #spideypool #comic #I did this for a class #an ENGLISH class #but we're learning about comics as literature and for the most recent paper we had an option to make a comic #and the main theme we're studying this semester is power so i made this #anyway I forgot how goddamn hard these two are to draw #I hate how complicated their costumes are like its so unnecessary #but I also think this is the most accurately I've drawn them #and they looked consistent through this whole thing #so I'm really proud of myself #and yes this is gay but i'm imagining that in this scene they don't realize they have feelings for each other yet hee hee #some of these were fuckin hard angles too what was i doing to myself!!! this was hard af!!! wtf!!! #and to be honest i drew all of this yesterday and today!!! that was so much drawing!!! og my god!!! #but it was fun he he #except i will always hate the webs on spideys costume. hell world #they have to look such a specific way and it is not easy #enough rambling. enjoy #also sorry im reuploading this because i had accidentally colored in one of spideys speech bubbles as yellow

[httpiastri]

happy to confirm that oscar still looks at lando like he created the world

just cuties being cuties 🫶🫶

ALSO im sorry but i genuinely started laughing when watching this because i remembered oscars comment back in that jack daniels video…. “my hands are too small” you’re actually delusional

#this debrief made me happy again #horrible day but now a liiiittle better #the way I said ‘best day ever!!’ yesterday #cant have too much fun in one weekend apparently #either wayyyy my take on oscar and carlos is #racing is racing #shit happens #🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ carlos’s lockup created a bad situation but it’s not like it’s the first lockup ever #sometimes you crash in racing 😶 it’s sad to see oscar dnf of course but tbh after the day i had in f2&3 i’d rather see something like that #instead of another strategy fail #carlos did u rlly have to tweet about it though 🫣 #f1 #oscar piastri #lando norris #mclaren #belgian grand prix #belgian grand prix 2023 #osc hands osc neck osc arms

[bunnihearted]

goddess the body feels sooo good after a workout 🫠

#it feels so warm and heavy and so comfortable omg #have y'all heard about exercise and stretching it is amazing owo #my thighs are super gooey tho like can barely sit and stand #luv it!!! #it feels extra good bc i woke up today super depressed (bc yesterday was rough) #and i just wanted to keep my earplugs in and cry and stay in bed all day #but somehow i managed to get up and walk all the way to the gym #and i worked out for almost 2hrs lol like when i get started i dont wanna leave #i did more on the crosstrainer (my bby i love the crosstrainer) and i dared to use the leg machine i wanted #i could adjust the seat this time phew. and i tried just one bump heaver weight for everything too #owoowowow and for some reason i didnt totally wanna throw up when i had to observe myself in the mirror skskk #so yeah it was a good session today ^-^ #as always tho i do feel stupid and inadequate... bc almost everyone who is there is in great shape #and they know what they're doing and they're doing complicated exercises with very heavy weight and im there #with my 2kg dumbells getting strains in my wrists (im careful tho dw!!!!!) #im definitely doing it at a very low level but last time i worked out was before my knee got fucked and before all of these weird pains #😃😃😃 so im not even as strong as i was when i was overweight.. i never felt weak when i was #but i go to the gym because i enjoy it since it's fun and even the low intensity stuff i do makes my body feel nice #and if i keep going regularly for years maybe i'll also get in good shape and do more and more stuff #i wanna be a gym bunny!!!!!! #i used to actually love the gym so much i wanted to work at one skksks

[spearxwind]

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#ive been staying up really late recently playing mh with friends and especially with my bf and it's making me so happy #i havent had this much fun with it since ... basically since I played for the first time. #god I really love this game but i have my friends and my partner to thank for really enjoying it again. im really emo about it #and also my partner literally stayed up with me an extra hour yesterday just to hear me talk about it #he said you can hear the love i have for it in my voice. the other day he told me that my eyes shine when i talked about it too #im really fucked up about it like im going to cry about it I tjink but in a good way. you know how it is #and this is his first mh too im so happy he's having a good time with it #[filled with emotions] ​man.

[astriiformes]

Talked about this with the counselor I've been seeing at school earlier today but my intense, desperate need to leave a mark on the world (not even in a fame way, in like a "I need to leave this place better than I found it in a big, tangible way" one) and the fact that I only value myself when I feel like I'm adding good to it paired with the fact that I've been an insane perfectionist since I was a very young child and tear myself to shreds and lose all my confidence over tiny mistakes is literally going to kill me some day

#had been thinking about applying for a leadership position in our university ostem chapter for a while now #but psyched myself out of it last night before applications closed #because with everything that's gone wrong in the student group i was involved in this year i no longer trust myself to be a good leader #or frankly even a good person #i also had a slightly soul-crushing talk with a professor yesterday about my grade in her class #because even though she clearly thinks i'm brilliant (and basically said as much) i missed like two weeks of class #specifically because something happened with another student who i know i managed to make upset #(on accident. but it seems like she found my apology wanting) #and i feel so awful about it that i decided the only way to handle this was to avoid her so i didn't make her uncomfortable #so now my grade is suffering in a class i could've gotten an 'A' in #and it's just like. what am i even doing #i care so much about making the world a better place but i feel like such a bad person and trying makes it worse #and i know i'm under no obligation to put myself through this kind of stress but i don't know how to value myself if i don't #lately i feel like i'm beating myself up for being too fragile and unstable to even make a good martyr #and i know it's not healthy but if i try to step back i just get sad #like how now i feel awful about not sending in that application. and at least half dozen other similar things #i just want to make a real impact but it feels like the only thing i'm good for is making things worse #i'm not even fun to be around most days. i'm just.... sad

[jodefrostwallart]

Pokémon Scarlet/Violet has been on the brain, have a little Katy

#pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon katy #just a quick little thing #had all day to draw yesterday but nothing was looking right #so i just doodled a bunch #and this katy turned out way cuter than expected #im committed to posting weekly #even if its just a doodle #even if i have to force myself #bcs otherwise im going to not draw this whole semester #bcs of how packed my schedule is #and that wouldnt be fun for anyone #with luck ill have some full drawings too but #i do want to allow myself more freedom with what i post #doodles oc stuff works in progress whatever #i wanna loosen up 👍 #anyway scarlet violet is so much fun #the most fun pokemon game gameplay wise #having the time of my life #also inching through it at a snails pace #ive beat almost every gym leader ✌️ #larry and iono are my favs so far #even though larry murdered me the first time i tried his gym #ill try to draw them #eventually

[marsbotz]

BIG things happening right now

#AARRAGGHHH ITS SO FUN. ITS SOOOO FUN #its soooo broken rn i have one billion pics of stuff i need to fix tmrw #but omggg. so facking cool #lol the nose looks so fucking weird here cus u cant see the colour.. next time i wld deffo have it separate like the eyebrows #actually. u know what. ill do that #I CLD DO THE PAW PADS TOOOOOO. ok wait. probably not worth it BUT itll look great #not too much effort. whataver ill just do it #no expressions or anything yettttt. but he can blink and look around. and talk #idk why the mouth was stuck open like that. maybe i fucked up my visemes #but OHHHH WELL i will fix it B] #it looks kinda shitty as just part of the texture so itll look cleaner and nicerrrr #i already had to redo the eyes that way for Blinking reasons #OHHHH i can just do the shrinkwrap/solidify thing. SO easy #my polys r so low anyways im at like 15k. soooo epic #sorry i keep posting abt this its literallyyyy. the coolest thing ever. to me #ALSO i met two rlly nice ppl yesterday which let meunlock the sdk ^^ #you may wonder why the lshes and eyebrows r not outlined. Well its because i fucked them up so the outline doesnt work LAWL #but theyre fine without so idc #idk how to fix the gaps in the hair but honestyllyyyy its not an issue for me rn. maybe someday ill fix it #on the face im sure its where things overlap. the tips i think its bc of the sharp angle..? #ACTUALLY. found the solution rn. the tip wasnt closed LOL #thought i did that but i guess i missed a few #anywayyyy. night night

[thethingything]

had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #I fucking hate this. we barely did anything yesterday because we were too fatigued and then slept at a weird time #and we're still too fatigued to do much and we need to do the stuff we'd normally do before bed #and by the time we've done that we'll probably need to nap because we will feel so much worse if we don't #and I don't want to have to try and fit my whole day around trying to fix my sleep schedule but once again what else do I fucking do #and the whole last month has been like this over and over and it's because we got covid in February and have been way more fatigued #so we have to keep laying down and when we do that we just pass the fuck out #also waking up at like 7am (shortly before what should be our bedtime) leads to us feeling really sick #the way we used to feel when we had to get up early for college. like our body can't handle it and makes us feel like shit #and to top it all off the emotional shit I'm dealing with has nothing to do with this and it just another overwhelming thing on top of it #dysphoria and homesickness my fucking beloathed #I just want to be awake at the right time and have a nice stress free day and feel relaxed for once #like we keep trying to take time to relax and set aside time to do something fun and relieve some stress #and we still end up just as stressed and when we decided to spend a whole day just trying to relax we just ended up even more anxious #I'm so fucking tired. just let me sleep at the right time. just let me fucking relax for once in my life

[rosicheeks]

Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone) #but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 #and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

[taurusii]

Viktor with Porto in the background

#my art #Claw #captain claw #my oc #I spent way too much time yesterday night drawing this instead of sleeping kjsdff #my son gets lots of love recently #also #I went for kinda-like-Lackadaisy style background #I had so much fun with this one

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[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏 #i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

[orcelito]

A testament to how fucking Awful my post-hiking soreness has been. I got out of bed & had a moment of like "Wow! That wasn't verging on agonizing to do! My muscles Must be getting better!"

Then as I walked to the bathroom, I had a moment of "... 🤨 you're still limping, though."

#speculation nation #yes the muscle soreness has been bad enough ive been limping the past two days hfkdhfjd #that and the blisters. 1 main one and 2 lil ones. all three hurt like a Bitch after my shower yesterday so i had them in bandaids #same foot. poor thing was just bandaid smattered. #but yea my legs have been Kind Of Agonizing. they were Aaaaching last night even just lying down #but ive been eating a lot of protein & theyre definitely getting better #they still hurt. but it's not like. total fuckin agony to move. #tho my left leg kept trying to give out today at work hfkshf same as yesterday #(it's my left foot that's fucked up. not directly related to the leg trying to give out but it sure isnt helping) #that kind of thing of me putting weight on my left leg in a way that makes it start to Buckle. #and then i catch myself with my right leg. why my left leg is worse than my right i couldnt tell U. #and i have worked 10 hours on these bitch ass legs already. Cringe lmao. #i have tomorrow(today) off thankfully so im hoping my legs r more recovered by my next shift. #it's kind of miserable lol #i do NOT regret it in the slightest!!!!!!! hiking was SO much fun and i would do it again in a heartbeat. frolicking and all. #just. sometimes. u have a little too much fun for 3 hours and ur body pays for it for days. rip. #at least my legs r getting even stronger bc of it lollll

[wabblebees]

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#HM. HM. #ROLLERCOASTER OF A TIME TONIGHT+/THIS MORNING #BIG YIKES MY DUDES #AAAAAAAAAAAA #yesterday: a snow day so my housemate took me to buy myself alcohol for the first time. last night: v drunk had sm fun hanging out w them. #this morning: got a txt of one of those housemates apologizing a LOT -- followed by another txt of. a pic of positive covid tests #sooooooooooooo. #no ones fault obv and im VERY GLAD THEY SAID SMTH. but... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. #so now im waiting on mY results. bc either way i have to go email fuckign. **Everybody** #but. thaaat would explain why when i woke up my throat felt Spiky #i was like ''ooh damn ive never heard someone complain abt THAT part of drinking too much. huh weird'' 🙃 #fuck. fuck

[bloggrgirl]

this is not how mental illnesses work but i truly feel that if i look at jensen ackles too much i will develop gender dysphoria

#if i was braindead i would reblog gifs of him and be like 'gender' #which is cringe as hell cause it glorifies gender roles which are harmful as hell #but i also fully understand that in the gender role obsessed world we live it's possible to be jealous of #the way someone does or doesn't fit gender roles #bc they're so baked into every facet of style and personality and stuff #that admiring something about someone inevitably ties in to how they do or don't fit gender roles #because every trait that every person could have has already been coded masculine or feminine by society #of course my answer is to deconstruct and destroy that rather than have fun with it bc there's nothing fun about misogyny lol #anyway all that's to say i never agreed with what people meant when they were reblogging the pretty boys being like 'i want his gender' #aka i want to be like him and fit gender roles the way he does or doesn't #but i'm seeing some jensen ackles shit that is rewiring my brain fully #i need to look like that immediately #also i had a soul-crushing convo about misogyny with my friend yesterday (love her we have so much in common) #and my subconscious is now like. ha just a reminder being a woman is so hard all #the time wouldn't it be nice if not only you were a man but you were a 'man's man' #and just live one day out from under the patriarchy!!! wouldn't that be so great well too bad. sucks for you. #patriarchy all day all the time and it's heart wrenching and soul crushing and unbearable and sometimes the worst part of being alive #ha! ha!

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