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#i love them ;A; their doujins are the best omg
spoopy-sloth · 8 months
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ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT ONE OF MY FAVORITE GALOLIO ARTISTS WAS IN THAT CUMZINE PROJECT?!
IN THIS ECONOMY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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bokutoslittlebird · 4 years
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In Your Eyes
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Bokuto Kōtarō x Chubby!Reader
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Author’s Note : There are some dark things in here and if you feel suicidal please do not keep it bottled in. It’s not healthy and needs to be addressed. The really bad stuff isn’t until the middle (right before the smut, basically), so be warned! That’s where the suicidal stuff is and like I said, if you do any of this or feel suicidal please seek professional help because it’s not worth keeping unhealthy feelings inside ; If you are wondering why Bokuto’s obsessed with licking and biting in this, I have been rereading a doujin where Bokuto does that and, well, it’s hot ; I swear this would not have taken me so long if I didn’t keep crying while writing it omg I would be dead if I had a shot every time I had to stop writing so I could wipe my tears and snot. This is why I don’t like to read or write angst but wow was that therapeutic.
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Warnings: angst, fat shaming, use of the word “pig”, body dysmorphia (inability to look in a mirror), vomit, suicidal tendencies/intention (via overdose) + implied past actions alcohol, soft!dom Bokuto, choking, creampie(s), mating press+doggy style, licking and biting, facesitting
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The cheers of the crowd erupted as the whistle blew. Once again, the MSBY Black Jackals had won. This match was against the Red Falcons, another team in the V.1 division. It was a close call, but Hinata managed to break the deuce with his monstrous quick attack and seal the set with their victory.
The team was jumping and bouncing, giving out high fives as they did. Of course, they had to shake hands with the Adlers, bowing to the audience and thanking them for their support. When Bokuto did his classic ‘Bokuto Beam’ move towards the audience, you could hear the girls squealing and giggling. It isn’t like they didn’t do the same when Atsumu or Hinata waved to them, but it hit you different. After all, they were beautiful in your eyes, slim and flawless.
Oh, yes. You’re the MSBY Black Jackal’s manager, being a classmate of Hinata in his second and third year (as in you tutored him and helped manage the volleyball club with Yachi). Hinata was your first friend, which kind of sounds pathetic. It was, if you were being honest with yourself. Being heavier than the average girl at your school subjected you to bullying and pranks that ended with you crying until you threw up. Hinata never made you feel like that, though. He always made sure you were comfortable and every member of the club at Karasuno treated you like an angel. You ended up applying to be the MSBY manager when Hinata asked, saying they needed a manager and wondered if you could apply. Well, it was either that or finding a job at the circus, as your family would sneer at you. Truly, Hinata was the first to accept you.
Once you got the job, it was like being back at Karasuno, honestly. Everyone was friendly and treated you no differently than they would treat others. However, you wished one of them would treat you differently.
Bokuto.
He was the ace of the team, a goofy fella that could make anyone smile. Including you. Aside from Hinata, he made you feel accepted and made you forget about any woes and horrid thoughts you were facing. He didn’t know about them like Hinata did, but you were sure he’d treat you different if he knew.
Once everything was packed up, you and the coach headed out, the team not too far behind you.
“Shōyō-kun, that was one of yer best sets yet!” Atsumu cheerily piped up, walking behind Hinata. Hinata was right beside you, as he always was.
“I’m glad you think so! I don’t know if we can surprise the Adlers next time, though. Kageyama still knows my tricks,” he huffed as he finished his statement, putting his hair down so he could mock Kageyama. You giggled at his antics.
“Alright, change up and meet at the bus in 10 minutes, let’s go!” Coach commanded. Each member voiced their acquiescence. You decided to use this opportunity to go to the bathroom. After all, their match lasted almost an hour, if not more.
In the restrooms, you were almost done when you heard a bunch of girls giggling as they entered. Instead of leaving, you stayed in place, waiting for them to go.
You wish you hadn’t.
“Gosh, those boys are so attractive!” One of them said. Two voices agreed.
“Have you seen Atsumu and Kageyama? They’re both so hot!”
“I was too focused on that number 12,” oh no, “Bokuto, I think? He’s a good looking man, bet he has the stamina of a god, too,”
“Yeah, it’s a shame their brand is ruined by that mascot of theirs.” What?
“Mascot? Oh! You mean the pig? Yeah, she does put a damper on everything, doesn’t she? Imagine being that attractive and having that thing follow you around!” The girl cackled, her friends following suit. You felt your stomach drop, tears springing in the corner of your eyes as you listened to them.
It was easy to forget you were different when you with the team since they made you feel normal, but that didn’t mean others wouldn’t notice you.
The girls eventually left, the door slamming shut behind them. Whether they came in there to do makeup or just talk shit about you knowing you were in there didn’t matter. Not when you were crumpled up on the floor as sobs wracked your frame. Life sucks.
It’s not like you didn’t try! That’s the other thing! You try to lose weight and nothing happens, exercising doesn’t do much and diets are practically useless. You used to go to the gym, but stopped when you kept getting stares. You also used to run with Hinata in the mornings, but since he was so much faster than you, you stopped. What’s the point if you’re panting and breathless after a minute while he’s still going strong after 30 minutes? It felt like nothing would ever help.
A buzzing interrupted your crying fest, you sniffling as you wipe away the tears and look at the screen. It’s from the groupchat, Hinata asking if you’re okay and they were all at the bus. You typed back a quick ‘K’ and got up. The best you could hope for was nobody would point out the red eyes and the sniffling.
Hinata knew of your troubles, being there for you when you broke down in school more often than not. When you confided that he was the first person you felt comfortable with, it broke him. Seeing you had bottled up your emotions because nobody bothered to listen or care, it made him want to include you in his life. He would invite you over for dinner and his sister would excitedly talk to you, never making you feel uncomfortable. When he heard that you were in Osaka, he immediately called you up about being the MSBY manager.
He also knew of your crush on Bokuto. It was obvious to him, with how you looked at the ace with longing. Hinata even encouraged you to confess, but that was quickly dismissed when you told Hinata how you felt like Bokuto deserved better than someone like you. Bokuto was muscular, attractive, and charming — in your eyes, he deserved to be with someone his equal. That did not mean you. Hinata knew of your troubles, but he also knew of Bokuto’s. Bokuto has a crush on you, too, finding himself more accepted with you around. Contrary to the ace’s personality, he was insecure in a lot of things. He wasn’t very smart, which was often pointed out by others. He knew when someone was upset, though, so he always knew he needed to make you feel better.
Once you arrived at the bus, Hinata greeted you as everyone else had boarded. “What’s wrong?”
“The same old thing, you know,” you sniffle, your voice cracking as you remember the hateful words. Hinata’s face soured as you said those words. Back in high school, he would sit down and cry with you. Now, he was tired of you still being picked on as an adult.
“Immature, that’s what they are. Come on, we’re gonna stop by that restaurant you love.” Oh great, food. You may have been starving when the match ended, but after the incident, you just wanted to go home and cry. You numbly nodded and followed Hinata onto the bus. The coach didn’t bother pointing out anything, but he sent you a sad look when he noticed the red eyes on you. You sadly smiled and continued to your seat, behind the coach as the bus started to move. Curling into your jacket, you tried to think of something else.
The restaurant was a disaster. Everyone had been excited and gotten off the bus when a bunch of fangirls came up to them. You had just smiled and shook your head, feeling better already. At least, you had been until the girls noticed you and gave you looks of disgust. It was short lived, their attention turning back to the boys, so you briskly walked off, into the restaurant, away from the crowd. It took almost 5 minutes for the girls to leave, but you refused to eat anything other than a salad and drink water. Even then, you excused yourself to the restroom to take a break, crying and attempting to force yourself to throw up. Once home, you locked the front door and let your emotions spill out. Crying and screaming was common, so that’s what you did. Then came the process — getting rid of any reflective surface. Turning off the lights, turning on the tv, covering the mirrors with sheets, closing the blinds, shutting out any possibility of looking at yourself. Even with nobody around, those words and looks stuck and struck deep, you eventually curling into yourself on your bed as you cried yourself to sleep.
The next day came, your alarm ringing and the sound bouncing off the walls. You turned it off, completely turning off your phone. Instead of dealing with alarms and people, you’d suffer alone behind the comfort of your home.
The team was worried, you were never late. Bokuto was more pouty than normal, your cheerful greeting missing from his morning and his bear hug. Atsumu also missed your cheerful greeting, asking Hinata if he knew of anything. When Hinata said he did not, he texted and called you, receiving no answer.
Okay, then he’d go to you.
Hinata had stayed at your apartment before, spending the night or just to hang out. Sometimes he brings you food and snacks when you need it, or he just checks on you. He has a spare key in case of anything and he’s glad he does when the door’s locked with no answer. He calls you once more time, knocking until he hears something. It’s faint, but it sounds like movement. So, you’re awake. But not answering the door. Sighing, he unlocks the door.
The apartment is not surprising to him, the windows covered and reflective surfaces covered. He was afraid of this, but he continues on. When he reaches your room, he hears more sniffling and crying. “[Y/N]?”
“Leave me be, Shōyō,”
“[Y/N], please. The team misses you,”
“Fuck off. I’m a charity case to them, I know it. Why else would they keep me around? I should just wallow away,” your voice sounds tired, the thought of the boys sticking with you out of pity a common thought you’ve had.
A thought that isn’t true, but breaks Hinata’s heart. “You know that’s not true. Everyone loves you! Even Bokuto,”
“Shōyō, shut up. Empty words do nothing. Maybe it’d be better if I just... stayed here. Maybe I should just end the misery,”
“Do not. Talk like that. Please.” Hinata’s voice cracks with each word. He knew you were bad, but you could pretend like everything was fine. He should’ve known the harsh treatment yesterday would affect you like this. He should’ve spent the night with you when you ordered a salad and a water. He should’ve told the coach or Meian when you went to the bathroom for 10 minutes that you were trying to throw up. Your lie of there being a line was obvious, a common excuse after a long time away. Hinata felt his chest tighten as he realized you didn’t answer him. “I’m getting Bokuto.”
“Shōyō! Don’t you dare!” Your screams do nothing as he basically runs out your apartment, you flinging the door open to see him gone. You start crying more, afraid that Bokuto will see just how pathetic you are. If he ever looked at you with disgust, the way everyone else does, you don’t know if you could continue on with your life.
Maybe it’d be better that way.
Bokuto doesn’t really know what’s going on, one moment he’s stretching and the next he’s running to the train station with Hinata’s words repeating over and over again.
‘[Y/N] needs you’
Bokuto’s first thought immediately went into the gutters, a blush coating his cheeks until Hinata continued.
‘I think she’s in trouble’
With those two sentences, Bokuto ran off, forgetting his bag and just taking his phone with him. He only needed his phone, really. Strange stares from the public didn’t bother him, he knows he’s still wearing his practice clothes and his knee pads, the material looking like leggings. He made it to the train station before it left, getting on and calling Hinata back.
“Bokuto?”
“I’m on the train, is everything okay?” He was panting, the train station being a bit away from the practice gym. He didn’t even bother sitting, just standing beside the doors.
“I don’t know. She’s.. She’s in a bad place. She won’t listen to me, but she’ll listen to you,” Hinata’s words are slightly muffled, sniffling accompanying his sentence. The words make Bokuto’s chest tighten.
“I don’t know what I can do, you’re her best friend. What could I do?”
“She’s in love with you. Has been for a while, actually. I know you can help her where I can’t. Just — I’ll give you her apartment key when you get to the station. Once I do, please go to her. Please,”
“I—“ Bokuto’s eyes are wide, his face definitely pink now. He’s still worried about you, but the idea of you actually liking him — no, loving him the same way he loves you, it makes him giddy. It gives him the push he needs to make it to you.
As soon as the doors open, there’s Hinata, holding a key ring for him to take. Bokuto doesn’t hesitate, a quick nod in Hinata’s direction before he rushes off to your apartment complex. All of the boys have been to your apartment before, but Bokuto and Hinata are the only ones who know the way to the place. Bokuto has gotten a bit drunk before and ended up crashing at your place, as well as just staying there when practices run late since his place is the farthest away from their practice gym.
Arriving at the apartment, he slides the key in and turns the knob, momentarily confused at the sheets covering your glass coffee table and the TV, but he continues in. He knocks on your bedroom door. “[Y/N]? Are you in here?” When he gets no response, he freaks out. Turning the knob, he notices you’re not in there, but there are more sheets covering things, as well as the blinds being shut. Even more confused, he turns back to the hallway and notices the bathroom door is closed. Fear strikes him as he thinks he knows why you’re not answering — he hopes he’s wrong.
When he opens the door, he realizes he was partially right. With a bottle of wine pressed to your lips, an empty pill bottle in one hand, your eyes wide as Bokuto’s golden eyes met yours. A brief moment of anger flashed across his face before you were forced over the toilet, his thick fingers going down your throat.
“Shtap!” Your muffled voice comes out, gagging around his fingers as he attempts to activate your gag reflex. He doesn’t stop, your squirming easily quelled against his strong grip on your arms pinning them back. You feel the bile rise and then you’re expelling the contents of your stomach into the toilet, coughing and sputtering as the painkillers you just took are now emptied into the porcelain bowl. Bokuto doesn’t let go of you as you cry, trying to get out of his hold.
He doesn’t know what he should bring up first, the fact Hinata called him over or the fact he caught you in the middle of a suicide attempt. You’re screaming and telling him to get off of you, but he instead holds you closer, your sobs fading as tears spill out of his own eyes, staining the hoodie you’re in. “Why would you do that?” He whispers.
You don’t know how to respond to that, instead choosing the phrase, “why not?” His face scrunches up and you don’t know if he’s in pain or angry as he shakes you.
“Why would you do that?! Don’t you know how many people would be distraught over you? Hinata would be inconsolable! Who would TsumTsum and I joke with? Did you even think about that? Did you think about me?” His voice is loud and it makes you cry harder, the weight of his words hitting deep. Bokuto’s been there for you through a lot and you’ve been facing all your problems on your own. “You can’t just do that! That’s selfish!”
“Why would it matter, Bo? What’s the point? I can’t face myself let alone face my feelings! Why not just stop hurting?” You’re both crying, him holding onto you tightly as you dry heave a bit, a stinging in the back of your throat and an arrow in your heart.
“Why can’t you face your feelings? You have Hinata and me!” Before you can tell him something else, he presses his lips to your forehead. You freeze. “I don’t know what I’d do if you left me. I don’t think I could live without you,” He dryly chuckles, tears still streaking down his face. You hiccup and look down, afraid to face him.
“You don’t mean that. You’re trying to make me feel better, I know. Just be honest with your feelings. I’m already low enough, no reason to keep up appearances,” more tears come out as you try to not break into another fit. Bokuto would never look at you the same you looked at him, especially not after seeing you like this. You couldn’t blame him, you look like a mess in your old sweatpants and the old hoodie that felt too tight even if it was one of the largest sizes you could find. Your hair is no better, hasn’t been brushed and you’ve been in bed for a while.
“Hinata said you loved me—“
“Stop,”
“So I came because he said he was worried—“
“You don’t need to say it,”
“If I had been a second later—“
“Stop it, please,”
“I wouldn’t have been able to tell you my feelings—“
“Please, don’t,” you cover your face, tears blurring your vision anyways. Bokuto removes your hands, looking into your eyes. His own are full of warmth and love, not disgust or regret. It makes you cry more, a horrible wail as you dive into his chest. He laughs as his arms wrap around you, comforting in these dark moments.
“I love you, you know? I have for a while,”
“Why? What do you see in me? What could I possibly have to attract you? I’m not—“
“Don’t say it. Don’t say ‘I’m not like other girls’, because everyone’s different. You make me want to be a better man, you make me excited for each new day. Nobody can compare to you,”
“I can’t.. I’m sorry, I can’t trust you. I’ve— I’ve been made fun of for too long, I want to trust you, I want to love you, I want to be with you, but I don’t know if my heart can take another one,”
“Another— what?”
“It’s a long story, I don’t want to bore you,”
“Baby, I’m not going anywhere,” he nuzzles your cheek, more tears spilling out as your chest tightens with love.
You decided to explain to him what happened in the past and how you trusted Hinata. Bokuto brought you to your room and made you some tea, brought a bottle of water, and also made you a snack. The thought of eating made you feel sick, but a pouty buff man had you slowly nibbling on the piece of toast. You hadn’t eaten since dinner the previous day, so you wanted to inhale it, but you didn’t think you could stomach it.
After explaining everything to Bokuto, you tried to laugh it off, saying it wasn’t a big deal, but he refused to accept that. A quick call to Hinata to let him know you were okay and that Bokuto would be taking a day off was the next step, letting Bokuto stay with you for the rest of the day. He didn’t want to leave you alone, the fear of almost losing you still making his heart race in a bad way. Even as you just scrolled through InstaGram on your phone, he worried if he left you’d go back to the dark headspace. He couldn’t stop it, but he figured he could prevent it.
The first thing to change your mood is get you in the shower.
When he bounced back into your room, you looked at him from your position. You looked exhausted, the toast only half eaten but the glass was empty. Bokuto shook his head and clicked his tongue. “You need to refresh yourself. Time to take a shower!”
“What are you, my dad? If you want me to do it then make me,” You muttered, snuggling back under the covers. Bokuto closed his eyes and sighed, trying to not say anything sexual.
“I will throw you over my shoulder and into the bathroom. Don’t underestimate me, [Y/N],” the bed dips as he sits on the edge. “I’ll strip you down and wash you if I have to,”
“Why are you so forceful? Damn,” you made it sound like a bad thing, but you were smiling. “Fine, I’ll shower. You don’t gotta wash me, I’m not a baby,”
“But you’re my baby?” He sounded so confused, you freezing half out of the bed. Clearing your throat, you continued.
“Uh, sure. Are you planning on leaving soon? Or..”
“Nope! I’m staying over. I’ll change the sheets while you shower, too!”
“Oh, okay,” you say, numbly getting up to get clothes. With the lack of clean clothes, you have a few shirts and some pajama pants, but your stomach twists as you realize why they’re clean. They don’t fit as nicely as the other clothes, so you face two options: reuse the hoodie you’re wearing or face the humiliation of putting on a tight shirt. Thinking of the restriction, you decide the hoodie would be best. A large pair of pajama pants and a pair of panties is all you take, but Bokuto notices the lack of clothes.
“Are you just changing your pants? You’re showering, right?” Hes rifling through his bag, planning on changing out his practice clothes while you’re in the shower. He doesn’t want to get your clean sheets dirty, after all.
“Um, I’m out of shirts, so.. I’ll just reuse the hoodie,” you shrug, not seeing a problem. His eyes light up as he holds a finger up, digging through his bag once more. Apparently, Hinata dropped it off while you were taking a nap, all that crying had exhausted you. Bokuto smiles brightly as he pulls out his own hoodie, the black hoodie with the golden MSBY brand and the Black Jackal claws. “I don’t think—“
“I’ve been dreaming of you in my hoodie for some time, so this is a perfect opportunity! I’d prefer you to wear this,”
“Uh, I’m pretty big, Bokuto. I don’t think it’ll fit, if I’m being honest,” you look down at the ground, the disgust from earlier rising in your chest. Bokuto just tilts his head to the side.
“I think it’ll fit. It’s pretty big on me, so it’ll fit. If it doesn’t, let me know. I’ll get you something else,” he just shrugs, holding out the hoodie. His name is on the back and in a way, it feels like he’s marking his territory. You take it, thanking him as you head towards the bathroom. If it didn’t fit, you didn’t know what you’d do.
When you finished washing up, you put on the clothes. As big as Bokuto was, you still didn’t expect the hoodie to fit. When it slid on easily, you were highly surprised, but also it took you a moment to collect yourself. Seeing you in his hoodie was something out of your wildest dreams, him even telling you he’s fantasized about it making your body hotter than it should be. You had to calm yourself down before exiting the bathroom, entering the bedroom to see him lying on the bed in sweatpants. That’s it.
“Where the hell are your clothes?!” You cover your face, spreading your fingers a bit to see him stand up excitedly.
“You look so good in my hoodie!” He hugged you tightly, lifting you up a bit.
“Don’t pick me up, put on a shirt!” The only thing separating your skin from his was the hoodie which, well, wasn’t very thick. The zipper itself was as high as it could go but still felt too low.
“Why? Don’t I look good? Are you uncomfortable?”
“Yes, you look good and I’m uncomfortable. This is just a weird situation,” you try to explain... as if you had a shred of dignity left. The laptop propped open with the opening of your favorite movie caught your attention. “Are you gonna watch a movie?”
“We’re gonna watch it! To make you feel better, of course!” He seemed so proud of himself, standing with his fists on his hips as he smiled. You shook your head, rolling your eyes.
“Okay, then. Do you want snacks?”
“Snacks?!”
After getting snacks for the movie, to which he fed you some while you fed him, you ended up falling asleep as you watched the movie. It was nice and warm under the covers and Bokuto’s body heat right next to you helped to lull you to sleep. He didn’t seem to notice you falling asleep until your head hit his shoulder, eyes closed as you peacefully slept. After pressing a kiss to your forehead, he closed to laptop and got comfortable under the sheets. The worry of him losing you was still there, but he kept his arms around you tightly in case it was a dream. Like you, he hoped it wasn’t.
Waking up wasn’t that bad, an urge to quench your dry throat a common thing to wake up to. What wasn’t common, however, was the thing poking your butt. Now fully awake, you tried to shoot up in bed to see what was going on but Bokuto’s arms held you down. It was then you realized what was poking you. Attempting to get his arms off of you was a hard feat, trying to squeeze out of the grip when he moaned. You froze and looked at his face, still asleep. Attempting to move again, he let out another one. It didn’t take a genius to figure it out.
He was having a wet dream. In your bed. Beside you.
Your immediate thought was who? Your next thought was me? You dismissed that idea, rolling your eyes as if that could happen. Well, until your name came past his lips. You were surprised to hear it, even if he showed and attempted to prove his feelings for you. Him dreaming of you subconsciously? It gave you confidence.
Enough confidence to wake him up and let him continue his dream in reality? No.
But, you didn’t think you’d have another dark episode anytime soon. He didn’t seem to relent his grip on your body, so you dealt with it, staring at the wall in the dark as he continued his noises. Well, at least until he bucked his hips. You gasped as he did, him waking up to your noise. “You ‘kay? Somethin’ wrong?”
Wide eyes looked at him, before glancing down and flickering back up. He follows your eyes and his face goes red. It’s hard to tell in the dark, but the moonlight coming in from the uncovered window illuminates enough. “I am so sorry, I’ll le—“
“Why?” You can’t stop yourself from asking, immediately smacking your forehead. He’s a bit confused from your actions, but you continue. “Um, I’d, uh- I’d like to know what you dreaming about.” Confidence? Yeah, right. You’re practically shaking from the fear of his answer. Of course, it was your name but you could’ve heard wrong, right? Yeah, you—
“My boner speaks for itself, doesn’t it?” Does he have shame? You just look at him so exasperated as he just stares at you, not too sure what you were expecting. “Or do you not know?”
“I— Okay. Was it me?”
“Who... who else would it be?”
“Oh, okay. Why?” You’re both so confused, you not understanding the appeal while he’s not understanding why it’s so weird. Or confusing.
“Why not? I’m in the bed with my girlfriend, longtime crush, who I find extremely attractive? Is this too much? Is it wrong for me to, um, wanna do that? Or dream about it?” No shame!
“I’m still having problems seeing things from your perspective, but okay. Still cannot see the appealing side of me, so it’s just... it’s weird for me to actually realize you like that. You actually,” you gulp, “like me,”
“I’ll say it as many times as I need to, [Y/N]. You’re perfect in my eyes. I want you to see that in your eyes, too,”
“I cannot, if ever, do that. Sorry,” you just shrug, going back to lay down. It isn’t long until he’s straddling you. “What are you doing?”
“I want to make you see things how I do. You gave me this,” he gestured to the bulge in his sweatpants. Looking at it too long scares you, the size scaring you more. “I want you,”
“Oh my god, I’m being dead serious now: you are not gonna like what you see. I’m not attractive, Bo,”
“Let me be the judge of that, hm?” It’s the only thing he says, but you hesitantly nod. He smiles and as much as you want to enjoy it, you’re still shaking. You have no idea what’s coming next, you don’t know what he’s gonna do once he sees what’s underneath and it scares you. So badly. His hands go underneath your—his hoodie, running over your skin. “If you’re scared, I can stop. I don’t want to push you into anything,”
“It’s not that, I just can’t see what you see. But I want to. I want to see myself in your eyes, if you can do that,”
“All you gotta do is give me a signal if you want me to stop. I’ll try my best but you’re gonna have to relax, baby,” he has no idea what his words are doing to you. You just nod as he smiles, leaning down to kiss your forehead. He isn’t rough and excited, but rather gentle and soothing. Hands running under the hoodie eventually go up to the zipper, slowly pulling it down. It’s a small thing, but you notice his eyes flickering to your face for any sign of distress. Evening your breathing, you let him completely pull the zipper down as your skin is completely bare to him. You hide your face in shame, ready to apologize and have a million excuses lined up, but he doesn’t let that happen when he starts licking your chest.
“Oh!” Your hands thread through his hair, softer than you expected as it barely brushes against your skin. His eyes are still on you, your fingers moving his strands away so he could clearly see you and you, him. The way his predatory gaze latches onto your face has heat pooling between your legs, rubbing them together to create some kind of friction. Keeping his tongue connected to your skin, his eyes on yours, he moves onto one of your breasts. Popping your nipple into his mouth, he swirls the perked nipple in his mouth as his hand tweaks your other nipple. You’re panting, your head is thrown back as he continues. Soon enough, just rolling your nipples in between his fingers is not enough.
Gathering spit in his mouth, he lets it dribble onto your skin. It’s warm and slick, when he smears it across your other breast as goes back to tweaking your nipples. You look down at what he’s doing only to find him grinning devilishly at you. He then goes down to your stomach, biting into the flesh there. “Bokuto!”
“What? I just wanna taste you,” he shrugs, before licking the area he bit. He has a lot of spit, too, sucking into your flesh and leaving behind a bite mark and his saliva. It’s.. kind of gross, but hot. When he comes back up to your face, he pushes his lips against yours so forcefully that you’re reeling back, mouth opening as he slips his tongue in. It’s a deep, passionate kiss as he runs his hands over your body, squeezing anything he can as he slips his fingers into your pants. “May I?”
“Of course.” Once he has the okay, he moves back down, occasionally leaving love bites as he does. Pulling down your pants, he finds himself face to face with your damp panties. You don’t have time to get embarrassed, however, when he sticks his nose into your crotch and licks the fabric. “What is up with you and licking?” You giggle, finding humor in it. He just pops back up, shrugging. You giggle again, throwing your head back in the pillows. He goes to pull down your panties, sliding them down your legs until they’re completely off. Except for his hoodie, you’re completely naked.
Now if only you could have his cum in you, then would his wet dream be complete. However, there was one more thing he’s always wanted to try, but he’s worried you’ll be against it. “Babe?”
“Is something wrong?”
“No! No! Nothing’s wrong!” He hates how your mind immediately goes negative. Your shoulders relax and your wide eyes slowly lessen as you realize nothing wrong, yet. “Um, can you sit on my face?”
“Bokuto, I don’t-“
“C’mon, please? I’ve always wanted to try it! Especially between them delicious thick thighs of yours,” he then licked his lips with a resounding moan. Although embarrassed, you roll your eyes.
“If I’m too heavy, let me know. I’ll— I’ll get off,” you prop yourself up on your hands, feeling his spit ooze down your body. “You have a lot of spit. Reminds me of how much you sweat,”
“I produce a lot of liquids, y’know?” If it wasn’t for his wiggling eyebrows as he widely grins, you would not know he meant it to be sexual.
“Lay down!”
“Yes, ma’am,” he excitedly gets on his back, his bulge much more prominent than before now that it’s just there. You can see it. You’re still hesitant, but eventually move to straddle his face. He helps you, easily maneuvering your dripping cunt over his mouth. With his strong hands, he forces you down on top of him to the point where your legs can’t keep you up. You attempt to get up, afraid you’re crushing him but he keeps you firmly planted on his face.
A growl erupts from his throat when he gets tired of your squirming, you halting your movements as you try to calm down. His thumbs run over the skin of your thighs to try and soothe you. And it works. You’re feeling lightheaded as he sucks and licks your cunt and probably makes it messier than it is. He brushes his teeth over your clit, sending shivers down your spine as you moan from the feeling. With a grin, you can tell, he gets to work on tongue fucking you as well as sucking on your clit. It isn’t long until your fingernails are digging into his abdomen as you let out a high moan as you come undone on his face. He moans himself, using his thick tongue to gather up every ounce you produced. He also makes a loud slurping noise as he cleans it up.
You move off of him, panting as you look at him. He looks absolutely blissed out, like he saw Nirvana and Heaven all at once. You smile at him, his own smile wide and proud. He immediately gets up, pushing hips lips against yours once more as he licks the corners of your mouth. He is quickly moving to pull down his sweatpants and boxers, but hesitates. “You sure you want this?”
“You aren’t allowed to stop now,” you giggle as he glows, pulling down his pants. Your eyes go wide as you realize how big he actually is. The bulge in his pants was nothing. It is scary, you wondering if it’ll fit.
“Everything okay? Do you— Do you not want it?” He sounds so sad, you immediately coo at him, forgetting the third leg he has.
“No, no, no baby! It’s just— you’re very big. I did not expect that. Just be gentle, yeah?”
“Of course!” Another kiss to your lips, this one more of a peck than a passionate open mouthed kiss. “Can you get on your hands and knees?” You listen to him, rolling over on your stomach before getting in position. This way, you don’t have to worry about seeing him and can focus on what he’s doing, so it’s better in a way. Really, Bokuto just wants to end the night with you on your back and he plans on having you shaking from multiple orgasms before it’s over. He guides his cock to your entrance, a shaky breath leave him as his tip brushes against your folds. You shiver yourself, feeling yourself about to cry, but you wait.
Once he pushes into you, the tears come out for a different reason. “I’m sorry, it’ll feel better in a moment,” he licks your cheek, nuzzling you. You nod as you try to relax, him continuing to push into you. It isn’t until he nudged against your cervix does he stop. Even then, he is still not completely in you. He focuses on evening his breathing, inhaling your shampooed hair. It’s hard to not blow his load so quickly, you squeezing him so tightly. You’re nice and snug, though, your walls eventually relaxing as he stays inside.
“You can— you can move, Bo,”
“Fuck yeah,” he grunts, pulling out only to roughly thrust into you. You lurch forward from the thrust, immediately dropping your mouth open to moan as he sets a steady pace. It’s not fast or slow, but he’s definitely rough with his thrusts. It’s the grunts that really do you in, the way his hands grab at your ass and hips, sounds of pleasure coming from his as sinks his cock into your cunt that has you tightening around him. With a mewl, you have another orgasm and he curses, a low “shit” coming out as he struggles to pull out. He leans down to put his mouth next to your ear, biting the shell as he continues. He doesn’t even break a sweat as he does, stilling himself deep inside you as he lets out a low groan, your eyes scrunch together as you whimper. His cum fills you up to the brim, his hips swiveling to make sure he’s all done.
Well, for that round.
You’re panting heavily as he leaves you, leaning back as he watches your legs shake. His cum oozes out of you, your cunt clenching as it makes more pour out. It’s a beautiful reality, but he wants more. You’re soon flipped onto your back as he is over you again, his hands on the back of your knees, pushing them up. It’s not uncomfortable, but it’s not a very comfortable position, either. Confusion is etched in your face as he does, but his lidded eyes as he licks his lips tell you he’s not done. You’re exhausted, but he’s not.
He wastes no time in sinking himself back into you, his eyes focused on your face as you moan. His grin is almost evil, the way his lips stretch as he bottoms out inside you before roughly thrusting into you. It didn’t take long for another orgasm to start to buildup in you, your head thrown back as your back arches, your head turned to the side as he leans down to lick and bite your collarbone, sinking his teeth into the soft flesh. His hands find yours, intertwining his fingers with yours as he brings them up to your head. You focus on the way his arms flex, the muscles bulging with each thrusts as he puts every ounce of effort into the action. It really shows to how much he loves you and your body.
Even with all the marks on your body, even with all the places he’s touched and licked, that gnawing thought of you worrying nags him. The thought that you’ll still not know just how much he loves you. The thought that you’ll think it was a one time thing. He needs to know you know. He needs to know you’re seeing things in his perspective now. One hand leaves yours, it finding itself around your throat.
“Say my name,” he grunts, alternating his gaze between your face and his cock disappearing inside you. It’s something he’ll never get over. Maybe next time, he can record you two.
“B-Bo—“
“No, my given name. I want you to scream it,” his grip on your neck gets tighter, your walls tightening at the same time. He groans as he throws his head back, his thrusts slowing down as he drags his cock against your walls. “I want your neighbors to know who’s fucking you,”
“You, Kōtarō!” You loudly moan, humming in pleasure as he picks up the pace.
“Who’s making you feel this good? Who does your little cunt belong to?”
“God, you! It belongs to Kōtarō!” You scream, your eyes rolling back as his hands go back to under your knees, pushing them up to your chest. It’s hard to breathe, but you’re clamping down on his cock as a sheen of white forms around it, your slick dripping down your ass and down his balls. The last urge he needed to fuck you like an animal was that, you screaming his name. Your ands wrap around his neck, the material of his jacket rubbing against his thick neck as your nails take down his back. Hissing, he fucks you faster and harder, determination set to get you to one more orgasm. It doesn’t take long, your mouth hanging open as you come undone for one last time, him burying himself as far as he can as he spills another load into you. It’s heavy and fulfilling, but it’s wonderful. A wonderful feeling of being loved.
As you both come down from your highs, he gives you another sloppy kiss. Instead of pulling out, he released your legs and lays on his side, taking you with him.
“Shouldn’t we clean up?”
“That can wait. I don’t wanna leave quite yet,” he pants out, another sloppy kiss. Like he can’t get enough.
Really though, he can’t. He loves you too much
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volfoss · 2 years
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Diavolo >:) and gappy if you want to :)
well chris :) since yoy asked SOOO nicely for diavolo and gappy :))))))))) <- malicious intent
Diavolo:
do I like them: hes ur husband i hate him
5 good qualities:
1. pink as fuck i like that for him ig
2. sucks SOOOOO much at his job
3. underpays la squadra soooo much
4. his fucking hair actualyl its so bad
5. his whimpers... his best quality is being pitiful as fuck
3 bad qualities:
1. shit dad
2. shit fashion sense
3. hes literally the most musky husky to ever live <3
favourite episode/etc: when he gets ran over or maybe the autopsy moment <3
otp:hmm i cant think of any that are just two people for him..... so none <3 oh wait maybe idk him and cioccolata bc its funny
brotp: none hes a loser
ot3: obvi u joshu and him :) its so cute and i love it
notp: fucking kiraboss omg... seen FAR too many doujins w them on it i am fed up
best quote: just him screaming during the death loop :)
head canon: he left joshu in the washer one time and you had to fish your poor catboy boyfriend out hours later :)
Gappy:
do I like them: YESSSSS SUCH A GOOD JOJO MY BEST FRIEND 4EVER
5 good qualities:
1. how he tells yasuho to turn away during the violence like yes!!!
2. hes just like some guy but so good...
3. hes so smart and just so good oughhhh gappy
4. the entirety of the flashback chapters and how he JUST WANTS A FAMILY OUGHHHHHHHHHHHH
5. his stupid little outfit
3 bad qualities:
1. does not kick joshus ass repeatedly
2. doesnt kill tooru repeatedly and stick him in a death loop smh </3
3. made me far too sad...
favourite episode/etc: beetle fight easy peasy, i love how he has his little gaslight gatekeep girlboss moment there its funny <3 and how he works w tsurugi there too, its swag
otp: yasugap!!
brotp: him and daiya >:( i will recontexutalize their relationship they r best friends... also kinda him and rai they have a funny dynamic!!
ot3: honestly none sorry </3
notp: omg him and daiya... like why did araki think this was cute or fun...
best quote: OH MY GOODDDDDD WHEN HE WAS LIKE OH IM NOT CRYING BUT WAS OH MY GODDDDD SOBS BUT ALSO LIKE SOOOO MUCH OF THE FLASHBACK STUFFFFFF
head canon: this man would thrive w a weighted blanket tbh
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kuronokiseki · 3 years
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A Few Years Had Passed, the BL Genre has Changed Alot... Yet I Still Love Romantica
But seriously, if you love something, is it necessary to have a reason? xD Can't I love something merely because I want to? Like, you don't need to have a reason to like fried chicken amirite?
Ahem. Anyway. Long post ahead.
First of all, it's merely because of a certain shot.
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After seeing this for the first time, I was like "This is going to be one of my faves for sure. I'll enjoy every seconds of it. I believe this is a story that I will never forget. I'll constantly look forward to knowing the two and their story more and more."
Proud to say, this still rings true even now!
I have already listed the reasons why I love them so much, so I won't do it again in this post. But for this time, I'll explain why I still love them even after several years, even after I've transitioned from a teen to an adult which would affect my tastes over time, even after I've seen more BL works... even after knowing that there are things that other BLs managed to pull off better.
Flashbacks to the 2000s which I assume was the golden age of this series, where it was the only "watchable" BL anime back then and Sakurai Takahiro did a phenomenal job in portraying Misaki. Almost all of the fujos in internet would at least have heard of this series, and naturally it was massively beloved that 90% of the fujos would hold it as the no. 1 in their top BL list. However, since it is popular, of course there will be a fraction of people who strongly hate it because of a certain scene. Hence, citing it as the epitome of toxic BL lmao.
But of course, things will constantly change as time passed, just like how it's growing evident that BL is only consumed by cishet women is a huge myth, as queer men themselves have started to voice their love towards the genre as well. And it is also possible for ppl who aren't interested in men to enjoy BL, such as the straight guys, lesbians, and asexuals.
Likewise, BL itself is also evolving - newer ones are more aware about the idea of consent although some may still clueless of how healthy relationships work (relationship is more than just sex!). While this may sound subjective, technically there are more and more quality BL works to consume nowadays. In case you are bored with the slice-of-life BL, there is a plethora of fantasy and horror BL out there to choose, moreso when you're aware of webnovel sites like Syosetu. Isekai BL? They're out there.
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And it isn't just from Japan, China and Korea are also capable of producing good BL as well. Even BL is getting praised for the more genuine M/M representation compared to how it's generally done in the West (coughcough performative diversity coughcough).
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And it doesn't stop there. The series doesn't even need to have a BL label, the MC can still be gay, and the gay romance can still happen despite the plot not centering around that.
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There should be no reason to think that it isn't possible for two men to fall for each other nowadays, the teases shouldn't amount to nothing, which alot of non-BLs were guilty of back then. Well, I'm talking abt series that would tease two male characters together but the creators will allow them to be anything but gay for each other. The only time you'd see them as canon gay is in doujins or fanfics.
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Hence, you'd only get canon gay couples from series that have been labelled as BL. Luckily, it's no longer a reasonable thing to do in 2021 onwards.
So, thanks to this new golden era of BL or LGBTQA+ representation, since there are so many quality works to indulge yourself, the Junjou Romantica series is getting outdated. I believe alot of the new generation haven't even heard of it ahahaha. When compared to other BL, I'll admit that Junjou won't even fit to be the best or the worst. I'm not saying that Junjou is bad, but it's simply because there are so many BL works now compared to in 2000s. To the point I bet they would discover Junjou because of sheer luck.
Now, I'll get to the point. Why I still love Romantica through these years? Well, just because there are more and newer BLs, doesn't necessarily mean that it is better. While it's true that there are stuff that other BLs do better such as the plot, the characters, and the art, there's something that Romantica does better than others too, in my opinion. That is, Misaki and Akihiko's dynamic.
I love how Misaki and Akihiko are characters of their own whilst loving each other very much. In many BLs I've seen, the dynamic doesn't feel equal, where the MC is generally too busy to think about the ML most of the time (to those who are unfamiliar, it's referring to the main love interest), whereas the ML serves no other purpose to the story other than being the MC's love interest. In comparison, as the MC, Misaki's POV is always 90% USAGI-SAN USAGI-SAN USAGI-SAN in every chapter although he faces different problems every single time. As for Akihiko, yea he loves Misaki so much but his character arc isn't limited to that. As outdated as the series would be, this aspect of their relationship, will always be timeless to me.
I've grown to love them so much, that I'll get happy from merely seeing them. Yea I do understand that others will get disappointed of the slow and repetitive plot, the bad art, not to mention after waiting for months for the update, spending money to get it... but all I think when looking at new acts is "OMG it's my babies I miss them so much T-T".
So yea, that's it. I don't ask much, I just want to see Misaki and Akihiko, and nothing more.
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ashenhawk · 4 years
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Omg, thank you for doing masturbation hcs! And don't worry it's okay - I really love itit 😂 Would you mind doing the same for the others boys? *shame on me* Please and thank you!
This is so late and I'm so sorry about that!! But here they are, under the cut~
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Kent:
Kent seems like a sort of "get it done" sort of guy, and while that's true it doesn't mean he doesn't enjoy masturbating. It would be more accurate to say he masturbates with purpose, in a way.
His sex drive isn't as high as the other guys but when the urge strikes him while alone, he won't hold back.
He can get off well with or without outside stimuli. Porn and erotica are fine and sometimes enjoyable but he doesn't have any issue at all with simply focusing on his pleasure regardless of that.
One thing to note with Kent is that he is a very, very ... "logical" sort of man, and as such he knows his body well, too. Even if it was previously just for experimentation purposes, he's well practiced in what is going to get him off because of the way he's thoroughly "examined" his own body.
Kent tends to focus on his cock during masturbation but for an extra boost he is quite sensitive in his nipples. Tilting his head back, he'll grunt in pleasure as he simultaneously strokes his cock and squeezes his nipples. He's quite aware that the combination of those two movements make his face redden, even if he's alone.
When I say Kent has experimented with his body, I mean he's tried a LOT. Anal fingering, toys, vibrators on his nipples, different positions, blindfolds, the works. He knows how enjoyable those can be but he typically chooses a simple state of stroking himself while sitting up in bed because it's more... convenient, in a way, to get it done like that.
Although he's not overly focused on thoughts of what type of sex he'd like to be having, when he cums his partner's face will float into his mind and make him feel a bit warm with a sensation he knows to be love.
Shin:
Shin masturbates well with simple imagery. He doesn't need fancy text descriptions or long doujins. Those aren't bad, of course, but Shin's mind works in a way that's more primal.
Shin is surprisingly more vocal alone than with a partner. He's too shy to let loose around others but when alone he won't stop himself from making the involuntary moans of lust that escape from his lips.
While some people will think up sexual scenarios in their head to get off to, he had a focus that's more broad than that. Himself, the object of his affections, and getting off. I mentioned the word primal earlier. That's where this comes in. As long as he thinks about himself and his lover getting each other off, the details aren't as important.
He will absolutely moan his partner's moan without realizing it! Any lust filled moans he'd try to hold back with his partner are let loose when he's alone.
He jacks off by varying the speed and pressure applied to his cock. He doesn't edge or hold back from orgasm but sometimes he'll slow down just to make the pleasure last a little longer.
Shin's face is totally red the whole way through. It just feels so good that his words and body lose themselves to that pleasure and he's turned into a mess of emotion and lust.
Sometimes those emotions threaten to overwhelm him and he gets the urge to call or text his partner afterwards. In the end he usually just writes a simple, "Thinking of you." that doesn't fully state the depth of what he means.
Toma:
More so than images of strangers or drawings, Toma will get off best to pictures of his love. He won't be forceful about asking for nudes if his partner isn't comfortable with it but if they are he's the type of guy who goes back through old nudes he's got saved very, very often!
Toma's sex drive is high enough that daily masturbation is the norm, usually more than once a day too. He is easily aroused by outside stimuli, a suggestive phrase from his partner, or even just his own thoughts wandering to sexual places.
He's not afraid to go to a public restroom to get himself off if he needs, but he usually waits til he's in the comfort of his own home if he can because he prefers the intimacy of jacking off in bed.
Toma will totally masturbate with a pair of panties if the opportunity presents itself!
Touching himself all over is necessary for his enjoyment. Even if it's just his own hand he loves the feel of his skin being caressed and he will desperately pinch and play with his nipples or masturbate in a doggy style position with one hand on his cock and the other fingering himself.
Whenever possible, Toma likes to include his partner, and if they're able to he's a huge lover of phone sex.
He reads doujins to get off sometimes, but he never really gets off to the characters involved; he replaces the characters with himself and his lover, and uses it as fuel to come up with new scenarios for them to enjoy in the future.
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i'm not op of that 'if you read yaoi' post but i'll take some cute bl recs anyway. i literally only just started reading manga this week and i'd love to add some more titles to my to read list
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absolutely anon, let me tell you I spent three weeks reading nothing but bl and it was Great and now I have Many recs for you
warning! this is Gonna Be Very Long so my recs’ll be under the cut (bolded ones are my favorites!)
1K Apartment no Koi
24 Jikan Eigyouchuu
After Morning Love and its spin-off Before Daylight Love
Ai ga Love Shite You nanosa(this one is as ridiculous as it is adorable, so fucking funny)
Amayadori wa Basu-tei de
Ameiro no Toge
Ameiro Paradox(this one is still ongoing; i usually hate when love interests do nothing but bicker? but the journalist boyfriends just do something right for me. and Natsume Isaku is just one of my favorite mangakas! love most of her work)
Ano Koi no Tsuzuki
Arashi no Ato
Bikkuri suru hodo Doji na Koi
Body Talk Paradox(the second and third stories are the best ones, really love the art style, it’s very crisp, and one of the side characters/one half of the secondary couple has one of the most unique designs I’ve seen in a BL)
Boku no Ano Ko
Boku to Neko to Hatsukoi Kousa
Bokura wa Sore wo Hitei Dekinai
Chiisana Koi no Melody
Chikatetsu no Inu
Colorful Line
Konbini-kun.(I love Junko’s art style it’s very very cute)
Count 0(boy can see a counter above everyone’s heads that counts the number of lies that person has told in their life and is jaded because of it, until he meets another boy whose counter reads 0, very cute)
Doukyuusei and its sequels Sotsugyousei and O.B.
Doushitemo Furetakunai and its spin-off Soredemo, Yasashii Koi o Suru(Doushitemo is top tier okay, it’s one of my absolute favorites, the romance is lowkey and sweet and they’re just so good ;~;)
Doushiyoumo Nai Keredo
Endou-kun no Kansatsu Nikki
Faraway
Gentei Kareshi
Gosan no Heart and its spin-off Owaranai Fukou ni Tsuite no Hanashi
Gunjou no Subete
Hachimitsu Darling
Hana no Mizo Shiru(very very sweet, I’m pretty sure I teared up at one point)
Hanagaya Eigyousho no Kare
Hand Which
Harapeko Usagi to Koisuru Ookami
Hare no Hi
Hatsukoi (Kakine)(very silly, there’s like four different love stories happening in this one boarding house, it’s great)
Hatsukoi (Kazuki)(so this mangaka has a huge list of Haikyuu doujins they’ve done, and I hadn’t watched Haikyuu before I read this but now that I have I can’t unsee the fact that the main characters look like Kageyama and Hinata lmfao)
Hatsukoi no Atosaki
Heart no Kakurega(the secondary couple are hit or miss but the main couple Izumi and Haru are so pure?? they’re so sweet I love them a lot)
Hibi Koikoi
Himegoto Asobi(I’m a goddamn sucker for single dad falls in love stories and this one is one of the best)
The Iberiko Buta series(this manga is so fucking funny?? the initial couple are cute and hilarious idiots, while the second couple are a bit more lowkey and bittersweet, and overall it’s such a funny cute read)
Illumination(this manga is melancholy in book form, I really love this mangakas writing style, the stories are all bittersweet and its some beautiful, beautiful angst)
Kaeru no Prince-sama
Kakugo wo Kimete
Kanemochi-kun to Binbou-kun (“I fell in love when I was sixteen”. great. thanks manga. now i’m crying.)
Kasa no Shita, Futari
Katappashi Kara Zenbu Koi
Kigurumi Planet (the premise for this one??? is so off the wall and ridiculous lmao this manga has no right to be as good as it is, the couple is very sweet and the story is actually pretty good if you can get past how fucking bonkers the premise is)
Kimi to Aruku
Kimi to Date (short and sweet! I love the art style)
Konya mo Nemurenai and its spin-off Kimi to Kore kara(college boy accidentally summons a demon who decides to stick around so he doesn’t have to go home and marry his childhood friend - I fucking love Konya so much, and the love interest Endo is legit one of my favorite characters, I usually hate assholeish semes but he just pulls it off so well; the spin-off features the secondary couple of Konya)
Kimi wa Natsu no Naka
Kiraboshi Dial
Kirakira no Hibi
Kodomo ga Neta Ato de
Koi made Hyakurin and its spin-off Akunin o Nakaseru Houhou (young heir to his grandfather’s yakuza group starts hero-worshiping an ex-yakuza florist (who now hates yakuza) and eventually they fall for each other - listen this manga was made for me, I love yakuza with a heart of gold and ex-yakuza archetypes so fucking much, i love this manga a lot and the main couple is so sweet; the spin-off features ex-yakuza’s older brother)
Koi ni mo Naranai.
Koi no Hanashi ga Shitai
Koko ni Aru, Kimi no Oto
Konya, Mister de
Kuchizuke wa Niji no Ue de (the premise for this is so cute and unique! a man who’s followed by sunny weather and a man who’s followed by stormy weather meet and decide to go mountain climbing! very cute)
Kurayami ni Strobe
Life, Love (okay listen this one! i did enjoy this one How. Ever. it’s a story where a seemingly not so smart man is made to guard the man that he and his boss kidnapped, and then they maybe??? fall in love over the course of the kidnapping and that’s the first half of the story, and the relationships are very weird and complex and the characters are also weird and complex? and it’s very unsatisfying as a romance but still somehow satisfying? except the ending which left me just shocked laughing like ‘that’s it?????’ and i’m still not sure how i feel about it but i’m pretty sure i liked it and yeah disclaimer over)
Link: Boku to Kimi no Aida
Lotus Eater
Lucky Number 13(okay no this one is so sweet and cute, a huge baseball otaku falls for a boy who is plagued with bad luck unless he’s dating someone, in which case his bad luck transfers to his partner, they’re such a pure couple and it’s a very sweet and funny story and I love it)
Mad Cinderella(this one isn’t totally scanlated :( but there’s still a lot of it scanned and it’s all very cute and worth)
Mahoutsukai no Koi
The Mainichi Seiten Series; Mainichi Seiten, Kodomo wa Tomaranai, Children’s Time, Kodomo no Iibun, Aki-chan no Iibun, Isoganaide, Hanaya no Nikai de(very very slice of life, three couples in all, the first volume is kind of slow and the art is kinda rough and the couple is very chaste but still cute and the art gets better through the series, and the other two relationships are top tier and overall this series is one of my absolute favorites)
Mayoke no Darling
Mazu wa, Hitokuchi.(okay but the premise is a farm that secretly raises flying pigs how amazing is that)
Me wo Tojite 3-Byou
Merry Checker
Motto Aishiaimasho
Nakanai Hotaru
Nee Senpai, Oshiete yo
Negative-kun to Positive-kun
Neko no Koi (I really love young masters who are in love with their less well-off childhood friend/keeper that’s some good shit)
Nennen Saisai
Nichijousahan Bi - Beautiful Life
No Color
Number Call
Okujou no Bye-Bye
Omamori Shimasu, Dokomademo
Ringo ni Hachimitsu and its sequel Kare no Barairo no Jinsei (i really love this mangakas art style and way of writing, very good)
Rutta to Kodama (listen these boys will be the death of me, I love delinquents especially delinquents with hearts of gold, and Rutta is the epitome of that, he and Kodama are so fucking sweet and I just love them so so much, one of my absolute favorites)
Saiyaku wa Boku wo Suki Sugiru(this one is still ongoing! it’s basically a soul mate au where if one half gets injured the other is the one who sustains the injury, turned into a family curse that lasts a year upon the younger one’s 17th birthday, so very very good)
Sannin Gurashi (i love this one it’s so sweet ;~;)
Sawattemo Ii kana (also not completely scanlated and I cry every day because of it)
Sayonara, Heron
Sayonara, Itoshi no My Friend
Seinen wa Ai o Kou
Sense of Love
Seven Days
Shitteru yo.
Shuuden Elegy
Signal
Soko ni Suwaru na
Sonna Me de Mitekure (this one??? is fUCKing ridiculous, I laughed through the entire thing it’s fucking ridiculous omg)
Sono Koi ni wa Wake ga Aru(love!!!! i love this one! so much! stoic but gentle semes are my fucking kryptonite okay and Azuma is that in spades, he and Aoi are just so fucking cute)
Sono Mama de
Sore wa Isshun no Hikari, dewa Naku
Sore o Koigokoro to Yobu no Nara
Sorenari ni Shinken Nan desu.(this is basically a sick fic featuring an overworked single dad and his playboy regular who’s in love with him, literally one of my absolute favorites and I think the first yaoi I ever read? Oosawa and Yoshioka are top tier and it’s just so sweet and feel-good, ugh I love)
Spotlight Lover
Star-like Words
Sugar Code(mix competent yakuza with useless gay and you get Oodoi, it’s beautiful; I love Oodoi and Akira a lot)
Suteneko no Karte
Te o Tsunai de Koi o(”oh you guys don’t get along? okay now you have to hold hands the entire walk home until you do” lmao archery club president knows what’s up)
Tear Drop
The Killer
Tight Rope(i’ve already exposed my love for yakuza and ‘young master in love with his childhood friend’ archetypes which means me loving Tight Rope was written in the fucking stars because Ryuu is b o t h, and I just really love Naoki as well)
Toki no Maigo o Sagashite!(amnesia plot!)
Tsukiatte Agete mo Ii n Dakara ne (this one is f u c k i n g ridiculous, the love interest is a giant fucking ham, it’s r i d i c u l o u s lmfao)
Twinkle (Kanda)
Wakabaryou de, Kimi to
Wakadanna ni Goyoujin
Work In
Yachin Hanbun no Ibasho desu
Yakozen
Yamada to Shounen
Yamete Kudasai,(this one gave me cavities)
Yozora no Sumikko de,
Yuki no Shita no Qualia
Yuugure no Machi
Zantei, Koibito
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razberryyum · 6 years
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A Gintama chapter a day keeps the ending away...Lesson 598
This title image made me kind of sad tonight because I started thinking when we finally get to see the three of them (and Sadaharu) back in their Yorozuya home again, it might also be the last time we will ever get to see them together at home. Omg just typing that out right now made my eyes well up with tears. 
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MY 12 FAVORITE MOMENTS IN LESSON 598:
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1) Just because I love them and I remember thinking how much I loved them when I first read this chapter.
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2) Just because I love him and I remember thinking how much I loved him when I first saw this.
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3) The universe’s best puppy.
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4) I will always love seeing our Yorozuya going wild and wrecking havoc on those who deserve it.
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5) I was so damn happy to see Otae FINALLY join in on the action! I remember wanting SO DAMN BAD to see her fight side-by-side with Kondou. It never happens but gods did I want it to.
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6) Kagura using Gintoki, who is nursing a damaged terminal, as a stepstool. I also loved how INTENSE she looked while, in contrast, Otose looked almost bored.
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7) I LOVED seeing all those familiar faces from the past returning.
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8) Again, I will always love seeing the Yorozuya going wild and wrecking havoc.
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9) I was totally moved by the sight of the townspeople jumping in to take back their town from the invaders. 
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10) Love these ladies! Agomi’s words are just perfect. Quick trivia: did you know she and Juurouta of Takamagahara are dating? (and if you don’t remember how he looks, it’s totally worth a sec to check him out) I totally forgot about that until I looked up Agomi’s real name because frankly, I completely forgot what it was since she has always been Agomi to me (it’s Azumi). Wish we could have seen the two of them fighting side by side as well. 
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11) Just love these back-to-back formations.
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12) Zura and Sakamoto looked so damn good in their fancy new threads.
SHIPS TALLY:
Gintoki x Otose: for those who ship them...it was curious that while Otose likened Gin-chan to Gengai’s son, Gengai compared him to her husband, and she didn’t exactly protest that strongly to the suggestion. 
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Gintoki x Saigou x Katsuo: it crossed my mind that they would make one fascinating threesome for sure. I would love to see fanart or doujin for them, even if they’re not my ship. 
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Disclaimer: Gintama is not only about shipping. Gintama is hilarious, clever, exciting, poignant, heart-breaking, loving, brilliant, and just so freaking amazing.  It is only due to Sorachi-sama’s generosity that I can enjoy Gintama on yet another level, the shippy level, and I am forever grateful for that. GINTAMA IS LIFE AND LOVE.
8/27/2018
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timahina · 6 years
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G I R L
these are both such garbage fucking pairings with the most ego-centric, basic ass boring narcissistic shippers in all the fucking av fandom and that saying A FUCKING LOT  HERE
let’s start with the one that i have the LEAST personal hatred for. it involves two boring fucking characters with nothing but ANGST and TRAGIC BACKSTORY pushing them together. they couldnt have even bothere to give a fucking line of diallogue between them that didn’t revolve around ruri (they so in love that they just always talk about her i guess LOL) and even the throwaway line of “he’s my best friend” ok bitch.
ok.
there’s just nothing there. there’s no history. nothing but the fact that they both come from a war torn dimension and that they both tied to ruri. that’s... that’s it. there ain’t shiiiiit there and ya can tell the shippers dumb af too cuz they even call this dumb af pair trashbags LOL i don’t even care, this ain’t even shade anymore, i’m just saying it outright cuz if you know me, you know what i think of this pair.
and now for the next installment... god. did you know i used to like this pairing? and then i started to hate it? then i started to like it again? And then i started to despise the ever loving shit out of it to the point that i cannot bare to look at a picture or cap with the two of thm NEAR each other?
yea, thank the basic queen for that bs. ya ever had a ship shoved down your throat for three years with no rest whatsoever? ya ever had to read boring af meta? ever had to write this OBVIOUSLY PORTRAYED AS EMOTIONALLY MANIPULATIVE AND ABUSIVE SELF-SERVING ship as “healthy” and be all squeeeee about it? lol i fucking hate hostage it ain’t even funny
like, i used to write full scle RANTS and then just fucking delete them. i still have to send off my fucking doujins of them but for now, they locked up in an evevelope cuz i ain’t looking at this shit
they don’t even have that great of a chemistry? or interactions, even INTERESTING ones. it’s all based around a fucking fujo bait mentality of TWO PRETTY BOYS WHO HATE EACH OTHER, LET’S MAKE THEM FUCK! but that would require for reiji to have a fucking emotion toward bird boy and honestly, bird boy don’t mean shiiiiit to him cuz he too busy looking over at the beautiful protag that is yuya or being invested in yuzu or serena. bird boy ain’t ven on his fucking radar cuz he already is like “omg this fucker stupid - kidnap?? me?? dumbass - let’s use him” that’s the extent of it all.
BUT SOMEHOW YOU COULD BULD SOME FANTASTIC META SHIP OF A LOVE TRASCENDING SHIIIIIT when really it’s just making birdboy be a self-insert baddass action hero and reiji having to dumbed down the fucking extreme and being the emotional sponge for birdboy. he is treated as nothing but a fucking prize.
or we could take the GENERIC portrayal of reiji being the abusive dom and shun the sad uke who just takes it up his ass 50 shades style, i mean that works too. it’s stupid as fuck but i’m gllad that’s more the portrayal cuz the basic queen hates that and granted, i hate it too but ya know something??? THERE AIN’T SHIIIIIIIT TO GO ON FOR THIS FUCKING PAIRING
IT NOTHING BUT A CRACK ASS PAIR AND REIJI THE ONE CARRYING EVERYTHING CU HE THE MORE INTERSTING CHARACTER
bird boy has... birds and anger and angst. wow, so interesting. my panties are completely wet, wow... i just stopped giving a shit about this pair even before the show fucking ended and i just outright dESPISED it the more time went on. liek fuck, omg - it’s such fucking garbage.
 i hate this ship. truly fucking despise. reiji akaba deserves better than this boring ass bird boy who too busy dry humping the fucking floor.
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l2oiyalty · 6 years
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Okay I'll go with all even numbered too umu
THE REVERSE SWEEP!! * q* ok i’ll try!
2. Would you rather orgasm while performing oral or during intercourse?gosh, i think during intercourse is more fun? 
4. What’s your favorite position?hmm. a toss up between doggy style or on the back, legs up? ^ q^ 
6.  Do you like to swallow?i don’t mind it! never actually swallowed a dude load but i can’t imagine i’d have said no lol
8. Your last sexual encounter; good or bad and why?it was good! tbh i haven’t really had bad sexual encounters? i don’t really have any other reason to say it was good other than nothing bad happened SO WHY CAN’T IT BE GOOD??! 
10. Top or bottom?i’m more a bottom, tbh, but i wanna do more top if can! 
12. When was the first time you masturbated?fck uhh as long as i can remember, honestly. i’m not really sure how i figured out how to do it tho. 
14. Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything?i don’t kiss and tell! ^ q^ it did mean a lot, tho. i’ve never kissed if i didn’t like the person tho, so... 
if you want it in a more limitless answer, my cat gave me a kitty kiss on the arm yesterday lol 
16.  If you had a sexual “to-do” list, what would be on top of the list?honestly? prolly smth borderline hardcore bdsm. i’m a big fan of it, admittedly. 
18. Do you have a gag reflex?i do, a horrible one hfdkljhsdf LOL I MAKE MYSELF GAG WITH MY TOOTHBRUSH. T___T to be fair, i think the instinct to cough or choke with the gag reflex is kinda cute.
20. Are piercings sexy?they can be! some piercings make me squeamish tho. nipple piercings, for example, freak me tf out fdhsklfhdskjfhsdf
22. List your kinks.good lord, too many, honestly? bondage, first and foremost. after that, hm. specifically it’d be like over stimulation, oh i’ve found a soft spot for stuck in a wall types of works, too! predicament bondage, specifically, is REALLY a+. public setting is really top notch, too. and of course, (consensual) dubcon is a+. 
24. What was your first kinky sexual experience?uhh... UHH... i... don’t remember hfkdjshf LOLS!!! years ago, obviously- 
26. What do you think is important in keeping a BDSM relationship healthy?trust and knowing there’s a borderline between bedroom life and sex life. the dominance (and degradation, if you’re into that vein of it) over another is really kinky and fun, but if you assert that and boss somebody around outside of the bedroom, you possibly could have adverse affects on your loving, equal relationship!
basically call me a whore all you want in bed, the moment you pull that outside of the bed, you’re getting your ass whooped LOL
28. Where is one place you would never have sex?oh gosh, anywhere that has to do with other people’s homes/rooms. i can’t get off banging on my parents’ bed or a friend’s couch I JUST CAN’T. 
30. Whats the best way to sexually bind someone? (handcuffs, ropes, etc.)ropes. absolutely. 100%. shibari. //THUMBS UP
32. Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find:OH MY GOD THERE’S A LOT. it’s a toss up between the obvious sex toys BUT I HAVE A DOUJIN BY ASH WING (MAKURO) AND AHAHAHA. NVM FIND MY SEX TOYS PLEASE DON’T FIND MY DOUJIN but that’d be it lol
34. How big is too big?i’m actually really small inside as i found out so even average kinda hurts :( 
36. Three spots that drive me insane:nipples, neck, and stomach. they’re all REALLY sensitive.
38. Is it good sex even if you don’t cum?i don’t even understand how you can stop if you didn’t cum omg, obviously my answer is no lol. i know i don’t wanna stop til my partner cums so i’d like the same treatment smh
40.  If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be now?AHAHA... U WANT THE TRUTH?? i wouldn’t even know i’m pregnant yet LOL. but to also be fair, ahem, there’s no way i could be pregnant oops
42. Do you own any sex toys? If so, how long have you had them?oh my god i honestly own a lot LOLS. my first one was when i turned 18, and a friend dragged me to a sex shop to buy herself a toy. 
the lady that helped us was SO kind tho! she even got shy little me to buy a toy with her understanding and kindness! T___T i thank her, even if she started a lust inside me lol
44. Have you had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?)NOOOOO I CAN’T. 
46. Spanking: turn on or turn off?absolutely a turn on 
48. Biggest sexual fantasy?99% of these answers are gonna be about bondage, lol. a realistic, plausible one would be prolly be the bound + left to cum type? those doujins were always exciting, so i always wanted to try! 
50. Thoughts on period sex?nope. mostly bc for myself, cramps HURT. and any sexual contact (or even the feeling of getting turned on) really, REALLY hurts. it feels like my insides are being crushed and i double over. >:T jealous of those who don’t feel that kinda pain! 
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ayumichi-me · 7 years
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*Screaming* (*≧▽≦)
Okay...  I should have done this before but here goes...
First of all, I never thought that my artworks or doujins would get so many likes and attention. I am still disbelief of what just happened. I am just an ordinary artist and a potato. Q_Q
Second, I never expected that most of my NaLu (especially the Nerd and Gangter and The Neko Lucy AU) and Dragneel brothers doujins were everywhere in YouTube. Some of them were dubbed and translated by amazing people in their own languages. And some of them were montage by the talented and amateur people. It’s so beautiful. OMG. (Thank You so much for your support and time, and thank you too for the credit guys! *cries*). I don’t know what to say. I’m crying when I type this. (Okay, I’m being OOC.)
Third, I want to thank especially those people who work hard and taking time to work on my doujin. I really really appreciated it. You guys are the best and you guys work so professionally! You guys rock! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*
And last, these guys doing voice acting and they catches my attention so I want them to give publicity. (I should have done this before)
(❁´▽`❁)*✲゚* (⁎⚈᷀᷁▿⚈᷀᷁⁎)
Rileychasefox
He’s voice acting Natsu. (I’m in love with his voice. Okay, don’t get wrong) I really love how he voiced Natsu. It’s so funny and lovely. He’s the perfect role for Natsu. xD He’s soo good and amazing. OMG. °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°
Actingbuggy
She’s voice acting Lucy. I love her voice. It’s so beautiful. She’s also amazing and talented. She’s also the perfect role for Lucy. Why is she so good? I’m so jelly. (*・▽・*)
Isamu Mamuro
He’s the one voice acting Zeref. Glob, he’s voice is so perfect for Zeref. Aahh, I love it so much! He’s amazing.
I FREAKING LOVE THEIR VOICE. I wonder why these guys haven’t in the company yet. ;-; Go and subscribe them! They are so nice and awesome people!
And before I finish, there’s one doujin AU dubbed that melts my heart. It’s Neko Lucy AU. They really put effort and feelings to it. I was totally shocked when they dubbed this. OMG. It makes me fall in love with this doujin all over again.
Go and check this out!
youtube
Part 2
Part 3 
PS. I don't know why you guys like this doujin. OMG. xD
Other doujins
--->>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zs8Ap61fiy8 --->>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7C-2vpD6Fs --->>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obbds0ndFWk --->>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jeTMyTQXyi0 (there’s so many of them and I’m pretty lazy to put them xD)
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volleygifs · 7 years
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Ok, I have to pick another because he's probably my fave (but really HOW does one pick a favorite?): Kuroo for the character impressions, I love that sexy tomcat!
OMG KUROO i’m super surprised I haven’t been asked this one before SO HERE I GO
First impression
LMAO WHO’S THIS GUY WITH THE SCENE KID HAIR?! “kenma don’t go wandering around alone” Ok SEXY FATHER FIGURE. I didn’t think too much of him really until season 2 with the third gym and then i fell hard for this cat man.
Impression now
A huge giant nerd. His captain speeches give me second-hand embarassment but it’s okay because he’s gorgeous i’ll let it slide. I think he’s really underestimated as a captain but he does his best for his team all while providing a huge part of their defense with his blocks! A BLOCKING GOD, SERIOUSLY. Also i feel like i totally relate to kuroo with his whole “kids these days” attitude ALTHOUGH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN US IS THAT IM IN MY 20s AND HES A FUCKING 18 YEAR OLD 
Favorite moment
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POPS OUT OF NOWHERE asdasdgfha ALSO ANYTIME HE CALLS BOKUTO ANNOYING I LIVE FOR THAT SHIT AND THAT TIME BOKUTO WAS LIKE “HEY KUROO” AND KUROO WAS LIKE “UUGUGGHHHH” ♡‿♡
Idea for a story
kuroo vampire AU  ͡( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Unpopular opinion
urgh the whole “BROOOOOOO” thing with bokuto is super cringey to me, a minimal amount of bro-age is good.
Favorite relationship
I never really shipped Kuroo with anyone until I started reading KuroTsuk doujins and now… yeah…. that’s a thing i can appreciate.
Favorite headcanon
Texts like an old man. Super slow. Uses 2 instead of to, @ instead of at, “kenma what’s an emoji and how do i use them” He is a dad.
BONUS:
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WHO ALLOWED THIS
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…fucking nerds
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that grin tho
Thanks for asking!!
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ahahahahaderp · 7 years
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HataJitsu & KamiMiyo Toku Headcanons ✩꒳✩
( ̄ω ̄)that no one asked for but I can’t stop thinking about it okkkk 💦💦💦💦
can you taste my undying thirst and bias for kamimiyo because I am shameless ( ̄ω ̄;)  no actually, I’m Mimi 
Aaaaaand tokusatsu or 特撮 for those who don’t know are J-dramas and/or films that use lots of special effects ^o^ Godzilla, Garo, Kamen Rider, Super Sentai, Ultraman etc. are just some examples~! 
I just think that Kaminaga and Hatano would like really be into tokusatsu series and would debate which ones are better, best suits, fight scenes, etc etc and Miyoshi and Jitsui would just be forced to put up with their embarrassing boyfriends... but low-key enjoying it too wwwwwwww 
...
and yes, Kaminaga and Hatano would totally do the poses when they go to exhibitions and fanboy so hard at the great details!! (honestly, same tho >w<)
Also thanks @dollofdeath​ for indulging me (*´ω`)o  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
HataJitsu
Jitsui openly likes Toku too (to a certain degree)  and will watch it with Hatano kinda often
It's cute because Hatano gets all excited and Jitsui is just LOL, finding him sooo cute and precious
Hatano naturally hates being teased and called a kid, but Jitsui can’t help but tease him more for being such an adorable fanboy  (*ノωノ)キャー like okk Hatano, ILY but you ARE a kid sometimes and it’s so freaking cute
Not to mention how pure some of these shows are omfg and the fact that some of the catch phrases are so cheesy and Hatano enjoys them so much and get so into it, makes Jitsui wanna bully protect him more 
Because the real hero isn’t the next rider or super sentai, but the stupid boyfriend beside him(˶′◡‵˶)
Though, it’s not all sunshine and rainbows with these heroes and Jitsui does find himself honestly liking the intriguing plot lines that can surprisingly be deep and insightful 
Jitsui looks forward to Hatano’s reactions but really, it’s vice-versa because a lot of the time Hatano’s already seen these episodes but he just wants Jitsui to enjoy it too 
But then they just keep sneaking glances at each other’s reaction instead of watching wwww
Plus Hatano gets really hyped during the fight scenes and is just always in awe and Jitsui’s starting to wonder like ohhh is this why Hatano took all these martial arts classes  (つ∀<●)゚💦 💦 💦
Hatano sometimes thinks that he could totally be one of the suit actors if not for his height and kinda gets really down about it but Jitsui would just be like “I don’t suppose I’d need special effects to draw fear into people when it’s all natural, so why would you need special effects to suit up and be my hero?” (>////////////<) 
Hatano passed out from a fever that night and Jitsui couldn’t take Hatano being everyone’s hero when he should just be his (✿´ ꒳ ` )
But when they do watch the new episodes together, as much as Jitsui does admit to liking it, they don’t hold a candle to Hatano’s reactions at the suits and everything
Jitsui enjoys Hatano’s stupid smile and overblown excitement the most because Hatano seems low-key troubled sometimes and doesn’t say much because he’s unsure really of why he’s feeling dubious, but when he watches toku, he like forgets all that so secretly, Jitsui loves his addiction so much
And Hatano somehow got Jitsui to start drawing toku art and is just MY BOYFRIEND IS SO AMAZING, HE SCARES ME (wait..he always does)
Random but I think Jitsui would probably enjoy KR Amazons the most and would lol during horror films and Hatano is just......I'm glad he likes me...I think. ( ̄ω ̄;)
KamiMiyo
Of course, Kaminaga has to drag (and beg and whine for) Miyo to actually consider watching Toku shows and once they start watching, it’s normal for them to marathon shows and de-stress with each other since Miyo wants to see what’s gotten Kaminaga so excited lately and because he’s so cuteeee   (*´∀`*)えへへ
Miyo thinks that the shows aren’t half bad and is at the very least intrigued by the whole idea of it, and also because Kaminaga is so pure and adorable for watching these kind of bubbly shows, it’s almost funny? Even when they’re not always bubbly and kinda deep. He just likes seeing Kaminaga be really happy  *:・(*/////∇/////*)・:*:・ 
Plus, the chance to tease Kaminaga will never not be amazing wwwww
but Miyo low-key thinking omg the detail on these suits are so amazing and the choreograph is just so grea---I mean...it's passable, naturally. That's why it has a following and all and what no, Kaminaga...I’m just taking this photo for ref ok...?  💦 💦 💦
and yes of course they go to Kamen Rider the Diner and Miyoshi just...why am I here...like sure, Miyo’s a foodie and all but novelty food almost always tastes the same. 
Though, that’s where Kaminaga comes in and says something about how the details they put into creating these silly aesthetics for the food based on quirks from the show makes it really fun to eat! Not to mention that a lot of those times were when he was watching toku with Miyo and that makes all the difference---it’s definitely not as enjoyable if he’s not with Miyo because somehow Miyo makes Toku even better and he just treasures Toku more because of that and I’m cry (´;ω;`)
and god, Kaminaga can you not stare at Miyo like tht because he’s trying to eat here without swooning  (*/∇\*)
Miyo’s just.......I am not getting flustered over some below average novelty food because of you (≧ヘ≦ ) he totally is though wwwwww
and it makes it even worse because Kaminaga’s charms always has that effect on Miyo and Miyo is just...stop taking pictures and eat your weeb food
But also LOL Kaminaga is such a dumb dork and getting excited over the cafe merch or interior and how it reminds him of this and that scene and Miyoshi just can’t help but wanna treasure this stupid pure sunshine even more >w<
Ohhh and and and Kaminaga totally fanboying about toku with these total strangers and Miyo just totally can’t stand it and just cosplays as Kaminaga’s fave to get his attention
though kaminaga is totally flustered at this, he won’t hug Miyo and barely even kiss him because the details of his suit are so amazing and Miyoshi’s just I hate that you’re so cute (˶′◡‵˶) but seriously, look at me b*tch 
Though, what if instead Miyo was like a closet tokusatsu fan because he thinks liking something so childish totally contrasts with his ummm supposedly "cool" image but then again he's dating Kaminaga lololol and he finds the heroes pretty cool lolololl idk (I;m same miyoshi saaaaame)  (∩゚∀`∩)キャ―!!!!
Kaminaga finding out and at first like LOLOLOLOLOL I can't believe I've known you for this long and you managed to keep it from me; that is so cute (and super happy that he’s the only one who knows about Miyo’s addiction) TwT
Kaminaga's not an avid fan but he does enjoy it time to time from the stuff he's seen and finds it pretty cool and Miyo totally getting excited talking about toku and Kaminaga's like dying because that is freaking cuteeeee 
Miyo secretly collects the figures LOL and keeps them hidden even away from Kaminaga ( ˃̣̣̥ω˂̣̣̥ )
Also okkk so when Jitsui goes to a doujin event to sell his manga or doujins perhaps, of course, the others come to support him! 
Naturally Hatano is there and lol probably buys manga and doujins, artbooks, merch (I feel like he'd be into manga and stuff a lot, but not crazy but does enjoy it) 
Miyoshi comes too, of course, but can't find Kaminaga anywhere is just ...sort of lonely but you know, he's here to support Jitsui and make fun of Hatano and w o w that is some intense cosplay right there huhhh is that his fave rider in a get up that looks almost identical to the exact same suit made for the show and omg his belt is so unreal and every detail makes him feel like this is some crazy dream because this cosplayer is practically oozing this unrivaled charisma and charm ≧(´▽`)≦
and it’s probably his unhindered narcissism, but he can’t help but feel that this cosplayer is looking at him (though, low-key freaking out because oh no, can all toku fans tell who other toku fans are because he is sooo sCREWED)
miyo's like almost sweating but gosh there's so many ppl and thank you god if you're out there because Miyoshi always has his favourite handkerchief to look extra pristine and wipe away non-existent sweat, of course (Gods don’t sweat) (ノ*゜▽゜*)
and ugh where are you Kaminaga because Kaminaga needs to see this too 
and and Miyo wants to... scold him as well for being this late and not answering all his messages
Secretly, however, Miyo won’t mind if Kaminaga makes fun of him but naturally Kaminaga won't...much because Kaminaga thinks Miyo low-key fanboying is just as cute as affectionate drunk miyo ೭੧(❛▿❛✿)੭೨
The people are still crowding around this amazing cosplayer but now that Miyo’s kinda close, he can totally sneak a pic while no one's looking at him because oh god no one can find out (even if Kaminaga did yikes, but it’s ok because it’s Kaminaga) 
For once, he feels nearly unworthy to be near this cosplayer that is somehow a person and why isn't Kaminaga answering his phone
Nvm Kaminaga finally picked up and---huhhhhh why does the cosplayer have Kaminaga's phone and is...w-waving? at him no less?
Once the helmet comes off, Miyo can barely even register that it’s Kaminaga and is totally blushing because it’s so freaking hot (actually, Miyo, there’s quite a bit of AC buuut) and Kaminaga is so freaking hot and no, he doesn’t mean just because of the material of the cosplay
Finally when Miyo gets close enough, he’s too flustered to say much and Kaminaga’s just adoring the cuteness exuding Miyo right now 
for the first time, Miyoshi’s really feeling insanely shy right now and he’s known Kaminaga for practically forever and Miyo even has the gall to timidly ask if he can touch his suit because it’s so amazing
Of course, Kaminaga isn’t so foolish as to not tease Miyo at this when Miyo softly grazes the suit and is still in complete awe at the precision and detail because yes, Kaminaga has always been amazingly skilled and Miyo is so so lucky to have this man as his boyfriend  。(〃ω〃)゚.+:。♪
Miyo doesn’t even realize how shy he’s become and is just cautiously raising his phone and is starts murmuring almost
 “So...is it ok if we take a selfie together.........” like he’s now Kaminaga’s fanboy and Kaminaga is so startled and is also blushing frantically (because of the “heat” righttt boyyyys 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀)
but Kaminaga’s just kisses him instead and is just “A kiss is a much more meaningful memorabilia, isn’t it?” and even winks for added measure and gosh, Miyo knows his little handkerchief can’t save him now from looking like a total tomato (because oh yes, the heat is oh so vindictive of him)
“If it’s only for me, I suppose it is.”
THE END wooo fuwa fuwa fluffssssss 
Welp...that was way longer than I intended (((0へ0)💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦 cries I kinda wanna write that as a fanfic but idkkkk heehee I just think the whole cliche scenario works for them and is totally adorable TwT If anyone actually read this til the end, thank you for putting up with my eternally thirsty Kamimiyo rambles  (〃 ω 〃) and have a very lovely day and evening because you deserve both, even if you can only have one or the other ( ̄ω ̄)
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mamin-the-troll · 7 years
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Tag game
Was tagged by @funkzpiel​ and @axilarts​ Thank you!! *hugs* (っ*´∀`*)っ 1. Always post the rules.
 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you.
 3. Write 11 questions of your own.
 4. Tag 11 people.
it’s long… I can’t stop talking so I put everything under the cut!
FROM FUNKZPIEL
What is your favorite, weird comfort quirk?
I like holding stuff in my palm? Sometimes, I hold paper napkin, menthol salt or keys for hours. 
I keep textbook under my pillow the night before exams. 
I will dress extra nice when I need my luck. I won’t go to final exams or do final presentations look like death. I believe lady luck prefers me look nice XD
Tumblr Crush
Oh, currently my tumblr crush is you @funkzpiel​ because you are soooo sweet.
Beach or Mountains?
Mountains. I’ve already done with hot weather.
What’s one big fear you are trying to overcome?
I only have petty fears (my greatest fear is death of the love ones. I don’t think I could overcome it) but if I have to choose one maybe ‘afraid of the height’? I can’t stand too close to a window of 5 stories building let alone skyscraper. 
Favorite dream you’ve ever had?
Once, I dreamed that we went to dig potatoes at school yard then those potatoes turned out to be our grades lol
Do you believe in ghosts?
Sometimes yes. Sometimes no. Currently no. 
Fanfic you would recommend to others/really touched you, etc.?
Hardest question! I like LOTS of fanfics I can’t really choose ; w ;;; to narrow things down I will only rec finished stories then….. 
Gramander:  -  The Case of the Missing Obscurus by manic_intent -  Basic Instincts by manic_intent -  Safe in Your Arms by pinchess07  -  The Graves Identity by Mishafied
Crewt:  - Fantastic Wizards and How to Woo Them by OreoCheesecake
There’re still lot of fanfics that I haven’t rec because it’s unfinished. I think I’m going to make special rec post later :)) (because damn, I love Funkzpiel’s  Little Blue Riding Newt and wanna go in details about it :D)
Fan Art that everyone needs to stop what they’re doing and look at?
Ahhh fanart! Lots of fbawtft artist I followed are in twitter ; w ;;;
Fukumochi : I enjoy their comic even if I can’t understand Japanese!
Daizu : I want their grindelnewt doujin damnit..
Namdong24 : I want their gramander doujin damnit..
Xuan : Look at their currently pinned tweet *is death*
Sayatsugu : THAT DOUJIN ON THEIR PINNED TWEET!!!
믽  : THEIR NEWT & HIS SMILE!!!! I DON’T HAVE TO SAY MORE
Could I extend the list into original art too.. because damn I have a lot of artists that I wanna share. (I’ll add their names here anyway lol)
Ofsparrows : Their gif is the best! It looks like you’re watching a wizard photo or something! I wish I could do something like this <3
Celine-kim : just click her link and look at her work. I don’t have to explain. LOOK AT HER PORTFOLIO http://www.celine-kim.com/ THE LIGHTING, SHADOW, COLOURS AND DETAILS. I’d die to have this much talent (kidding I don’t want to die yet) I LOVE CONCEPT ART and all of her port is my dream come true omg!
Vanessamakesthings : Her traditional art is absolutely beautiful. Ink, watercolour, pencils and etc. Her work is very easy to look at. Eyes pleasing <3
Peaheart : HIS WATERCOLOUR SKETCHBOOK!! How could he use watercolour like that *sobs* I thought watercolour is … watery but his works! *screaming*
Audreybenjaminsen : Definition of dark fantasy omg. Her pencil work! and heyyy she draw HP too! *happily death*
There’s a lot more but I should stop… sorry
Fanfic premise you wish someone would write, but haven’t seen yet?
Why I can’t think of any right now …. but I have secret soft spot for de-aged Newt story. 5+1 things about every characters looking after de-aged Newt would be really nice….
Dream house/job?
Dream house: Nice and warm with lots of loves. Have puppies/ kitties. Have hobby/crafting-corner :D 
Dream job: Routine job. Just let me go at 5 sharp. No overtimes. I have lots of other things to do :D
Something you’re really proud of (fandom-related or otherwise)?
Omg I’m the proudest person you can ever known >:3c
Fandom-related: 
I used to be a staff of a Comic Convention. The con purposed is to raise a money for helping those who have heart diseases. It’s a very nice and heartwarming con if I do say so myself!
I turned one of online friend into irl friend! We’ve been knowing each other for nearly 9 years now! She said that I’m her best friend! I’m soo proud <3
Look at my 8 years ago drawing and cringe. Best kind of cringe because it means I improve a lot!
Had someone said that my doujin-plot is the very best and it stunned them. They were looking forward to see next volume … which I didn’t continue lol
Non-fandom-related: 
I quit my old major/ faculty because I hate it even though I’d already spent 2 years there. It wasn’t easy to start anew. I’m so glad I did!
Going to finish my Master degree now! Yayyy
My prof. ask me if I want to publish my thesis in a journal! 
The list is going on and on XD
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FROM AXILARTS
If you had to change your name, what would your new name be, and why would you choose that name?
I rather like my both my given name and nickname! Both are quite unique <3 I wouldn’t change it but if it were too hard for a foreigner to pronounce then… might choose something similar. Nachisa for Japanese and Natasha for Western folks?
If you could live in one fictional universe what would it be?
HARRY POTTER HANDS DOWN!!!
What is the dumbest way you’ve been injured?
LOTS…. ohhh I recalled 2 and both almost killed me. I can’t decide which is the dumbest though…
On my 6th year-old birthday, my older sister, cousins and I were having a party. After cake we decided to play a game. I don’t know what it’s called in English but the game is a lot like tag but ‘it’ has their eyes tied by a piece of cloth. I was a ‘it’ in that round. I heard some noise from one side so I lunged there…. only to find out that the door wasn’t closed and I fell down to the bottom of stairs. Ughh it hurt so bad :(
I can’t remember how old I was in this one but still very young. We’re in a pool and my sister teased me until I got really flustered and mad. I stepped out of the pool and out of my floating ring. I was going to throw the floating ring at my sister out of sheer madness but my body passed through the ring like a fucking dolphin and fell into the pool instead. I can’t swim…. my sister also can’t swim…. luckily, one of my older cousin was there to save my sorry ass.
Ever cried of happiness? Care to share?
Can’t recall any …. why I’m like this lol I rarely got that emotional… I might had cried one time that I remember how lucky I am to be me, surrounded with lovely family and people.
Who’s your hero, fictional or otherwise?
Dobby and Hagrid. They’re underrated characters but got a really big and kind heart. 
I really love Hargrid from the start. He’s big and clumsy but really kind. He cried and wanted to say goodbye to a baby that he didn’t even know. What broke my heart is the last book when he thought Harry was dead though. 
The only death that made me cried like a baby is Dobby’s death. I shredded few tears for other characters but Dobby’s hit me the most. He always try to help Harry. He really did in the end. *sobs*
Something you’re really proud of/best compliment you’ve ever received?
I love talking to you
You’re one of my best friends
I’m so glad I have you as my best friend
TAGGING:
@axilarts, @funkzpiel, @natecchi, @thegaypumpingthroughyourveins, @psychoticartemis and anywho that want to do this :D
QUESTIONS:
1. What do you like best about yourself? 2. What quality are you looking for in a future partner? 3. Why do you like your favourite character? 4. Do you have siblings? Care to share their&your funny stories? 5. Did you ever experience life threaten situation?  6. Do you believe in afterlife? 7. Favourite smell and why? 8. Have you collect anything? 9. What is your favourite beast in fantastic beasts? 10. One thing about yourself that going to shock everyone? 11. 3 words that best describe yourself, why?
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mysterylover123 · 5 years
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My Top 10 Todobakudeku Moments
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So a while back I did a post about the OT3 moments of Baku/Deku/Ocha, since i’d noticed a bunch of em. But since we’re in the Todobakudeku arc in the manga right now, I figured I’d do another one for the OT3, especially since I’ve made posts about Top 10 moments for each component (a whole whopping 40 in total for BKDK, since I had 2 lists of 20). These three are basically considered the three MCs of BNHA, and I may as well talk about the bits that throw ‘em all together.
BTW I’m pretty sure this current arc will add about ten more to the list so this is a preemptive strike for now. 
#10. What about our extra lessons?
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Episode 61 “Deku vs Kacchan Part 2″
What happens; After the big BKDK blowout, Todoroki takes the time to ask Bakugou if he’s still gonna have time for their extra lessons. Bakugo gets annoyed and yammers about how this has nothing to do with Shoto.
Why I Like It: Both Ochaco and Shoto throw their hats into the ring after the big blowout in terms of their role in the rivalry; on the one hand, this looks like Katsuki telling Shoto to butt out of their Rivalry bromance...but it still means we highlight Shoto’s place in this group, nonetheless.
#9. "Perceptive and Dense”
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Chapter 217 “One for All and All for One”
What Happens: MANGA SPOILERS Shoto goes up to Deku to ask him about his new power and how he apparently lied to him about having multiple quirks. Deku comes up with a plausible lie, while Bakugo rolls his eyes at Shoto’s inability to get it.
Why I Like it: After a big BKDK chapter, where we see their new dynamic, Shoto again pops up to remind us that he has a stake in this part of the story: he has a connection to Midoriya, and now to Bakugo, that is important to his personal growth. Also it does, as fans pointed out, look like a shot out of  TDBKDK doujin.
#8. Locker room Challenge & Obstacle Race
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Episode 15-16 “Roaring Sports Festival”/”In their Own Quirky Ways”
What Happens: Shoto goes over to Deku and challenges him. Bakugou gets rather jealous of this and insists that Shoto “declared war on the wrong person”. Deku surpasses them both, coming in first place by jumping on their backs and riding the wave.
Why I like it: This is kind of the official ‘beginning’ of TDBKDK as a thing, since before this Todoroki just kinda exisited in tandem with the Wonder Duo instead of being a part of their rivalry thang. It’s not entirely clear how this triangle works - is Bakugou jealous because Deku picked another rival or because Todoroki isn’t interested in him? Is Deku more keen to surpass one or the other? Would Todoroki challenge Kacchan if Deku wasn’t connected with All Might? It’s not so simple.
#7. “How sad, Todoroki Shoto”
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Episode 45 “What a Twist”
What Happens: Knowing that the LOV wants to kidnap Kacchan, Todoroki, Deku and some other people band together to save him. In the moment of his kidnapping, it’s both Deku and poor, frantic Shoto who fail to save him, highlighted by “how sad, Todoroki Shoto” and “Don’t come, Deku”.
Why I Like It: While everyone in Class A is protective of Bakugou in this arc, Todoroki and Deku go the few steps beyond into Shippy territory. Not only do we have Shoto take the time to express his concern for Deku in the ep before this, but we also have Todoroki’s uber-protective giant-ice-wall attack on Compress, Deku’s “Give him back”, and this final, devastating failure, to remind us of the reciprocal OT3-ness of them. Nicely played. 
#6. Hideout Raid Arc
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Episodes 46-50
What happens. Following the aforementioned failure, Deku and Shoto are among the most gung-ho of all Class A to  go do the incredibly stupid and reckless thing and save him. When he is before them again, they both move in sync to save him, with Iida having to stop them both. Thanks to Deku’s planning, they succeed. 
Why I Like It: Continued mostly from the appeal of the previous one, but this one has: Todobaku (Todoroki risking everything to save Kacchan), Tododeku (Todoroki and Midoriya moving in sync to save him) and of course BKDK all over the place (”I can’t  help feeling I have to save him” “You’re the most concerned of all” “Don’t give up All Might”, etc.)  It’s very nice and circular. 
#5. Deku vs Todoroki
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Episode 23 “Shoto Todoroki Origin”/chapters 38-40
What Happens: Midoriya gets furious at Shoto for holding back on him, because everyone else, including OP bosses like Kacchan, is using everything they’ve got to win. Channelling Baku, Deku refuses to lose, and eventually does the “Your power” thing, which makes Todoroki have his big epiphany moment and change forever. And throughout it all, we cut back to Bakugou, reminding us of his role in this whole thing. 
Why I Like It: Well, obviously first and foremost because “DEKU VS TODOROKI OMG”. But for TDBKDK, this is another one that just keeps them all inside each other’s orbits in this pivotal moment. Bakugo is deeply interested and invested in Todoroki’s deal. BKDK show their mind-mates sync think when they talk together, like they just know everything. And of course it’s the #1 big TDDK moment. But significantly, the inspiration on Deku’s side is a very Kacchan-like moment of “take me seriously” from him. 
#4. Bakugo vs Todoroki
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Episode 25 “Todoroki vs Bakugou”/Chapters 43-45
What Happens: Where to start? Bakugou and Todoroki brooding over Deku in the prep room; Todo losing his spark post Deku-match and Baku being jealous, Baku yelling about how there’s no point in not doing better than Deku, Deku cheering Todoroki on to do his best and Baku appreciating it...it’s more like five moments but I’m counting it as one. 
Why I like It: So much TDBKDK vibe in this one. Bakugo needs to do better than Deku and wants respect from Todoroki. Deku wants Bakugo to get his respect and Todoroki to take care of himself. Todoroki feels guilty for hurting Bakugo and comes alive at encouragement from Midoriya. They all kinda benefit  from each other in ways that go in all 3 directions. 
#3. Wanna come intern with me? (MANGA SPOILERS!!)
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Chapter 242 “Merry Christmas”
What Happens: Todoroki notices how Midoriya and Bakugou both have nowhere to intern. He offers to let them come learn from the #1 with him.
Why I Like It: This one is pure, fanservice-y fun, though it did set the direction for this new arc. But while there isn’t too much BKDK in this one, outside of their posing, Todoroki noticing his two bfs issues and offering them a way out is just pure peak Shoto. He’s so nice, ya’ll, and he cares so much about both Deku AND Kacchan at this point. If you don’t believe me on that one...
2. Training with these Guys (MANGA SPOILERS)
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Chapter 247 “Progress Check”
What Happens: Todoroki, relaying his backstory after Deku and Kacchan already gave theirs, explains how his entire perspective was changed “by fighting with these guys” - not just Midoriya, but both of them. He makes it very clear that they’ve changed his life.
Why I Like It: This chapter also has some bKDK-y goodness in it too, since Baku flashes back to his adorable childhood with Deku in his motivation monologue. But here, Todoroki firmly establishes how much both characters mean to him, how they’ve affected him. I love that little correction, too, as he reminds himself there’s other people he cares about too. 
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#1.  Todoroki’s Backstory
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Episode 19/Season 2 Episode 6 “The Boy born with Everything”/Chapter 31
What Happens: Todoroki tells Deku his backstory and Bakugo overhears. 
Why I Like It: I’m a big sucker for “I know  your secret” stuff. This one has Todoroki opening up to Deku about his tragic life, which Bakugou also over hears, making these two the only people who know what Todoroki’s real deal is and therefore able to help him through with it. Bakugo followed them there, either to  follow Deku or Shoto or really both, and gets a wake-up call from hearing the extremes this can bring. Deku thinks of Kacchan when he thinks of “those who have helped me” and tells Todoroki the best version of his backstory he can. It’s just...such a reciprocal moment. 
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lia-snow · 7 years
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Idk if you're still accepting some for the ask meme but if yes, then 2, 6, and 20 xD
Yiisss, just took me some time, but here it goes
2. Talk about three of the most important ships throughout your life.
Since this was probably my very first OTP, I’d have to mention InuYasha x Kagome. Man, I loved them so so so damn much in my teenage years, like… I mean, they made me feel butterflies in my stomach I’mnotevenjoking. I would just lie in my bed and think “Omg why are they so perfect”. I used to draw them a lot too!
Aaand since my very first homo OTP is important too… gotta mention Kakuzu x Hidan (Naruto). You know, I used to HATE yaoi… really like, just HATED IT. But then… I came across Rauhreif’s art and… at first I only liked the way she drew Hidan, and then his passive face expressions, and then Hidan on top of Kakuzu and then… I came across one of her doujins and while I was quite grossed out at first (it was a heavy one, tentacle rape and everything), months later I found myself searching for that one doujin again and the second time I read it I was like “Yup yup I like dis shit”. I think that changed my life forever ahah.
And of course, Lawless x Licht. Aside from the fact that I love their development as characters and as a pair, I’m really grateful of all the awesome people I’ve met because of this ship (starting WITH YOU THUNBER, I KNOW YOU’RE READING THIS). And because they’ve made keep drawing like crazy. The first time I made a proper doujinshi, it took me 3-4 months to finish 34 pages (a KiKuro one); Now, I made a 53 pages doujin in a month, all because I wanted to finish on time for Licht’s birthday :’) And while I may not be the best, I love that they inspire me not to stop and just keep drawing like nothing else mattered ♥ 
6. How do you feel about love triangles?
Not really my jam but I’m ok with it x) I’ve had a couple of OT3s before though~ But mostly because I like A x B & C x B. In those cases, I never like A x C.I guess I have a hard time picturing how a threesomes actually works…
Wait, is “love triangle” and “threesome” the same thing? x’DD
20.Talk about a ship you feel alone in shipping.
There’s probably more than one, but only this one comes to mind:Rei x Haruka, from Free! Ugh, too many people fighting over MakoHaru vs RinHaru, and a lot of people having Reigisa on a pedestal… I don’t think ReiHaru was never even a thing in that fandom.I really really liked Rei at first, and I love how he admired Haruka so much that he got into swimming after watching him practice. They soothe me together :’)
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THANKS FOR ASKING, DEAR! (❛▿❛✿)
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