#i miss her SO bad EVERY DAY

[luminousstardust]

first unhinged jester sending chain since tm9…

#i miss her SO bad EVERY DAY #i don’t remember if she had one in the first reunion oneshot but sending was fucked for the second so either way it’s been over a year D: #jester lavorre #laura bailey #critical role #the mighy nein #bells hells #bells hells spoilers #critical role spoilers #cr spoliers #c3e86 #tay liveblogs

[jackmkelly]

two things can be true at once i love the brooklyn girls i want the brooklyn girls to be in every production ever from now on HOWEVER if i Ever have to hear a m*n “sos the bronx” again in im Going to see red.

#newsies #newsies uk #give me smalls back or else #i miss her so bad every day #if the borough starts with a b i never want a man to speak on it #let women coexist! #just doesnt work with a mans voice #let me have my background newsie back 🙁

[nancyboy1997]

did you know. she exists

sometiems it feels like she doesnt……

#i miss her so bad every day

[firewalkwithmedvd]

okay I'm STILL in the hospital with a necrotizing pancreas (I've been here for two weeks) and I have no fucking idea how I'm going to make rent or even when I'm going to get out 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm exhausted and I'd like to be able to go back into work for only a few hours when I can go back and focusing on healing instead of trying to force myself back into working full time and ending up back here. so. If you've got any spare cash you'd like to throw to someone who has been hospitalized for two weeks now... I'd really really appreciate it I'm very stressed and having a really bad time and you know. rent is $615, I love you all, please don't read the tags if you're easily triggered, I'm having a rough time

paypal

venmo: @tthursdays

#i read a maybe incorrect thing about how #kurt cobain had stomach pain so bad that he was unfunctional a lot of time #because of the pain. and like yeah dude i fucking get it. #im lucky because mine is disgnosable and treatable and fine but this LOOOONG ass hospital stint is making me genuinely want to kill myself. #i miss my dog so fucking bad ive cried about her every day. i want to be with her. i want to be at home. #thursday speaks

[luck-of-the-drawings]

oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself

#jrwi riptide #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide spoilers #jrwi show #gillion tidestrider #edyn tidestrider #RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!! #SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH?? #gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt #HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN #HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED #I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it #andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother #OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART #REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS #the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors #A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire. #A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay #even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened. #you really missed having her here #OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion #BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past #you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you? #instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions #all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo #chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!! #I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains. #they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu..... #OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING #when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see

[grasslandgirl]

"why can you not burn?"

"because. my girlfriend is a phoenix. and sexually it would be a complication."

OH EMILY AXFORD THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE MY LIGHT MY LOVE <3

#WAHOOO AYDA MENTION ONCE AGAIN! #d20 #d20 spoilers #fh3 #fig faeth #ayda I miss you so badly come back to me my angel ..... #every day I hate that Brennan stole her from the narrative for plot decimating reasons. I miss her so bad

[skeletalheartattack]

im showing my friend clanker the awesome six eggs and single ice key i found today

#happy easter clanker #for the past three days ive just been playing banjo kazooie for fun #ended originally with a time of 8:22:12 #but that changed when i wanted to try getting the stop n swop stuff for the first time on my copy of banjo #so the final time is 9:32:33 #i forgot how much i disliked rusty bucket bay. good lord that engine room and stinky bad water #every other level was fine. though i got so confused at first as to what jiggy i was missing in click clock woods #it was just the one on the branch at the very top of the tree. i wouldve never found it had i not looked it up #notes and honeycombs though? did those purely from memory #jiggies too i guess minus the single 1 out of 100 #which i think is better than what i was hoping to achieve playing without a guide #i didnt get all mumbo tokens though. i DID get the ones you could easily lose if done wrong though. #i need 7 more mumbo tokens basically to reach 100% #i was also very tempted to 100% gruntys furnace fun (i.e. all squares) but. at a point i was like ''hm. no lets not'' #maybe someday. just not then. #i managed to blind guess a lot of grunty questions though #only talked to her sister like. once. and i didnt get any of those questions on the quiz #oh yknow whats fucked up? that one shortcut between rusty bucket bay and mad monster mansions puzzle #you cant break the gate for it if you raise the water level too high #also it took me until today to learn that CheatO's cheats are upgrades and not... cheats #fucked up. but i didnt have too much problems without it. <- he died to grunty once only cause he got knocked off the tower #anyway sorry for the strange photo quality. played on my n64 on an old crt ive had. and i only have a lamp on in my room. #its not as dark as it looks in the image atleast #i also learned that banjo kazooie has way more cheats than i ever knew about #before collecting all the stop n swop stuff. i gave myself the infinite air underwater cheat cause. god. #its so nice to swim around with any anxiety. mostly just used it to swim with clanker for a bit. :). #didnt need it for any other reasons. i done collected everything else girlies #though kid me used a lot of cheat codes in tooie. only because i had a magazine that had all the codes #i 100%'d that one a few years ago i think. jiggies atleast. i think. #anyway. :) clanker

[hella1975]

i feel like i need to do laps of the house rn i have so much to talk to you guys about and idk where to start

#going from insisting on updating you freaks on every stupid little detail of my day to NO CONTACT for two months is insane actually #im here like 'i NEED to catch them up on my life' when in reality it's like. i want to tell you about my breakfast #but there was also fandom shit that i missed like HELLO LIVE ACTION ATLA TRAILER. HOW WE FEELING #INSANEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i hate to clown on myself but. i am excited #i know I KNOW it's gonna be bad stop YELLING AT ME but i literally teared up watching the trailer whatever WHAT EVER! #those are the sillies. MY sillies. zuko is right there. with his weirdly small scar 🤨 AND AZULA!! #a lot of people are hating on the casting choice bc of how young she looks but personally i LOVE IT #like it's harder to convey that kind of youth in animation and i think that's why her character gets done so dirty by the fandom so often #so knowing we're gonna be forced to see a girl who actually LOOKS YOUNG is bonkers im GOING to cry #i can barely survive the last agni kai as it is. im just a girl in the world #OH AND ALSO. AFTG FANDOM HOW ARE WE. I REACTED REALLY NORMALLY ID SAY #VERY AVERAGE REACTION FROM ME

[creekfiend]

I keep having panic attacks in the bathroom bc every time I went Lambchop would accompany me and kiss my knees and wiggle and do love ears and sometimes sploot next to my feet OR bring her disgusting tennis ball and be like "I can't help but notice you're not using your hands for anything right now. I have a suggestion"

A couple times she even dropped it, like, in my underwear??? And I was like "BABE THATS DISGUSTING NOW I HAVE TO CHANGE THOSE AGAIN" and she was always like "idk what your problem is it looked like a perfect tennis ball hammock to me 🤷🤷🤷"

Horrid perfect creature.

#lambchop the dog #god she made me laugh so much every day god i miss her so much it hurts so bad

[charmandrr]

spent the entirety of tonight’s performance of how to dance in ohio just double checking that carolee carmello was enjoying the show (she was)

#she was just directly in my line of sight ….. so convenient for me #she was up for the standing ovation before i was even out of my seat so safe to say she enjoyed it #i also did tell her i loved her work in bad cindy and i miss it every day #how to dance in ohio #shut up drew

[sexynetra]

I MISSED HER SO BAD YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

#I’d enlisted THREE people to figure out why she had deleted all her socials #I checked every day #on ig on TikTok on twitter which I don’t even HAVE #the second this came up on my ig feed I SCREAMED #texted all my friends #Amy is BACK BABY #I’m so excited :) #idk what it is about amethyst she’s just my girl #I’m an Amy Stan from day 1 she was my first pick for who to root for after mtq #anyways hi amethyst I missed u so bad #drag race #rpdr #rpdr 15 #drag race 15 #amethyst #Amy #rupaul’s drag race #RuPaul’s drag race 15

[hirokiyuu]

finally got my hands on bg3 and its so good but oh my god i feel like i unlock a new quest every five seconds

#personal #every day i breathe air and every time i breathe air someone asks me a new favor #also this is making me miss dnd so bad #rping as a stupid elf makes me miss rp'ing as a different stupid elf (pizazz) #my tav concept is like....... stupid sheltered noble half-elf #her mom kept her locked up at home and her dad is unknown #grows up on bards tales and books nad sneaks out one day to go on an Advneture #and gets kidnapped by the ship like two weeks in GLKHSDLKHGD #bg3 stuff

[twinksintrees]

i’m so tired. i’m so tired and i feel like i have no reason to be. i feel like i’m trying to be in 4 places at once and be what everyone needs to be all of the time and i don’t know what to do. i need to find a balance but i don’t know how, i haven’t had to juggle this kind of balancing act before. how do people do this

#i have my job i have theater i have my friends and dnd and i have my family and siblings #and fucking hell #i love my job but it’s fucking stressful #and theater is lovely and perfect and everything i’ve ever wanted but i feel guilty going down there on my days off because i could be #spending that time with my family and i’m Not #i worry i’m not doing a good enough job at dnd what if my role play isn’t good what if i make a bad character decision #what if i take up too much space and try to hog all the attention #and not give other people their time of day to shine #and i miss my family #i see them every day but i still miss them and idk how to fix it #i feel like a walking bundle of nerves #and i need to stay calm and be grounded and present but idk how that’s so fucking hard #my sisters leaving soon and i don’t want her to and i feel so selfish and guilty #I mean i do like of course i want her to go to college and achieve her dreams and everything #but fuck i’ll miss her and i have this childish need to cling onto everything and never let go #i can’t do this #ramblings of a henry

[mycatisatool]

tell me ur fave thing about ur cat!!!!!

aaaaa i cant choose!!!! honestly she was such a lap cat and i loved that, she loved hangin out with people and she was SUCH an attention seeker but i loved giving her attention so really it was a win win

#ask #anon #she was SUCH a sweet lil baby #she looked like a goddamn soft toy she was so cute (i may be a lil biased) #miss her every day #that being said dont feel bad for asking!!! i love reminiscing on my favourite bastard a lil

[be-good-to-bugs]

maybe i am cool and fun to be around. i feel like people dont like me but ive hardly been around anyone in so long so i have no proof of that.

#the bin #there have been some people who seemed to wanna be friends. i wish it couldve happened. #there was one of my sisters old coworkers who said they wanted to be friends. i really wanted to get to know them and hangout but i didnt #have tbeir contact info and my sister kept randomly having falling outs with them bc shes the worst #they stopped wanting to be around my sister. apparently they still wanted to be my friend but i never got her contact info #she seemed so cool. she showed me her los and monster high collection one of the few times we hung out. i wish we coulda watched #barbie movies together or smth. but no. #how do you meet people? where do you meet people who like the some kinda stuff you do? is it all just luck based? #ive been thinking music shows might be a good idea to try n meet people. that seems to be where a lot of people meet their cool alt friends #i wish i wasnt so lost on how social stuff works. others seem to just make friends wherever. but whenever i talk to people it ends quickly #how do you turn an acquaintance into a friend? some people will meet somone once in a circumstance where theyd never run into them again #and theyll become friends. how do they do that? i know its not luck. how do people have conversations in ways that lead to that? #how do you even learn you have these common interests or that you just like their personality? i hardly know what to talk about that isnt #immediately relevant. i do pretty well socially in work settings bc i can make some casual conversation but its all pretty enpty #i feel so awful every second of the day. nothing distracts me from it. i just wanna talk to someone. watch a show with someone #hold soneones hand. not be alone all the time. #i miss telling jokes. its like such a big part of me and how i interact with people. i have bareky gotten to joke around with anyone in #months. i think that especially is crushing me honestly #i just. i feel SO BAD. every day feels so long and horrible. its only one more month and then things will change at least somewhat but #everyday is so hard to get through. every hour feels like forever. i hate it. i can do anything to feel better #i feel empty of everything besides horrible feelings

[scribbyizback]

ok well now I'm fucking pissed

#tw vent #in the tags #its never #its never the child thats the problem #its the grown ass adult that thinks she can force a child to do whatever she wants her to do #but when look at the situation and think #huh #you are simply not right and this childs feelings are valid #maybe screaming and shouting at someone younger than ten and bringing physical violence isnt right #i mean seriously #maybe that simply is not right #and maybe i want to have the chance to fucking say that #maybe i wont stay silent when a sister is turning the house into her rage room #idgaf what your age is #its js proving how fucking immature you are #im just so #im fucking pissed #im not spoiling a child by giving her the ability to not be screamed at by you #you arent a fucking high and mighty princess that can control us #and we're not shittheads for being unnaccepting of that #i have had a shitty week #i am losing my fucking voice because of this fucking sinus thing and it hurts so fucking bad #ivs just been upset period #my family wont pay attention to the fact that i can struggle without telling them #and of course theyre not gonna know im hyperfixating #they wont let me have social media liek every. single. teenager(btw #if a modern day adolescent doesnt have social media they are missing so much bullshit its not even funny) #so how tf are they gonna know i fixate on THE ONE HORROR GAME THEY HATE WITH A PASSION???? #they never fucking asked #and i have to scream to be heard by this bitch ass of a sister that cant handle a child existing and doing the same shit she still does