#im a cis girl btw!

[cerise-apple]

i am curious.

are there any cis males out there who ship tododeku and/or bakudeku from my hero academia.

if so please reply/reblog this shamelessly thankssssss

#bakudeku #katsudeku #tododeku #dekukatsu #dekutodo #im a cis girl btw! #well woman actually #23f #=_='

[nirrvana]

why do all of my favorite characters keep getting impaled both literally and metaphorically by a thousand sword blows representing the eternal weight of hatred and pain they must carry all by themselves why does this keep happening (this is about anthy himemiya and xie lian)

#im gonna go crazy one of these days #btw i know anthys character is far from ANYTHING else in fiction #suffering from all of patriarchy's hatred literally and so on and so forth THE blorbo of all time for me but like look at the parallels #can't phrase this any further bc my brain will explode but i could write a thesis about these two martyrs + #+ who fall down in the mud and make bad decisions bc victims are allowed to be flawed and theyre so so scared and so young #and just need to be truly loved and understood to be freed i rlly can't #rgu #revolutionary girl utena #tgcf #mxtx tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #anthy himemiya #shoujo kakumei utena #sku #rant #mine

[breadshot]

TERFs will say trans women aren't real women, but actually we're the realest women. We didn't just get handed a female body, our chosen names weren't a freebie. We had to work hard for that shit! These cis women are freeloaders, meanwhile us trans women have pulled ourselves up by the bootstraps so that we may have the right to pull ourselves up by the bra-straps!!

#trans rights #transfem #transgender #trans #btw that stuff about cis girls being freeloaders is a joke lol #im just parroting capitalist rhetoric for comedic effect :3

[creaturetap]

forgive how blurry the first image is. anyway so i figured out that my adhd meds don't work just before my period 👍

[image description: five images of a comic, doodled in pen.

first image: three similar panels of the artist, a white trans man with dark hair wearing a black shirt, standing and staring with a blank expression. the background is scribbled squiggly lines. the first panel is labelled "at college", the second is "on bus", the third is "at home".

second image: the artist holding up a bottle labelled "pills" with an annoyed and unfocused expression. he says "are you even fucking working?". the background is squiggly lines.

third image: three panels of a door into a bathroom, labelled "a few days later". first panel: the door is open and shows some of the interior of the bathroom. second panel: the artist walks into the door from the corridor. they are surrounded by squiggly lines. third panel: the door is shut and there are some squiggly lines around it.

fourth image: the closed bathroom door with some squiggles around it. a speech bubble from the door reads "OH. that explains it.". text beside it reads "is on period", with an arrow pointing at the door.

fifth image: the artist holding the pill bottle in one hand and gesturing outwards with the other. he has an angry expression. he says "why the fuck do you only work one week out of four?"

end description.]

#art #artists on tumblr #creature draws #drawing #sketch #doodle #periods #adhd #actually adhd #menstruation #IDK WHAT TO TAG THIS AS #comic #illustration #im a trans guy btw if anyone sees this. not a cis girl 👍 #my doctor said that my meds would work just fine if id never noticed my adhd symptoms get worse around my period before #well that was a LIE #except for that im not very good at telling these kinds of things so its possible i just nver noticed but shhhshshhhhh /j #anyway silly comic to cope with medication woes

[dumbcoconut5318008]

I got some boys boxer briefs and honestly I feel so gender

#im a cis woman btw #i swear im cis #im not gay #no sir #definitely a very cis girl #im not questioning anything #gay

[online2002]

Oh so ppl on tiktok think if a trans woman makes a bad sounding song it gives them an excuse to be transphobic... ok now!

#rambling #if i see another post about how shes 'mocking females' im killing everybody with a big big big big big big bomb #cause if a cis woman made a song like that everybody wld be like YESSS BEST BANGER EVER ! 😍😍😍 #this is about dylan mulvaney btw like yeah the song is bad #but stay tf away from my girl ok!.

[a-wins-a-win]

ivy robinson is the prettiest boy and I mean that unironically in a gendered way

#what if I told you he was a gay trans man? what then? #she isn’t aware of it in most universes but I just. i know it in my soul #like I am fully aware that so much of Ivy’s story in inextricably related to her female-ness & her girl-ness by extension #(sex & gender as different concepts from where we stand. within the canon they're pretty interlinked but you get me) #and absolutely i don't mean to malign or detract from or ignore the significance of that within the bapo canon - not at all #and obviously ivy is an interesting and compelling and complex character in the way she exists in canon as a cis girl! #but like. just for fun. he is transmasc to me #sometimes he knows/realises this. sometimes he doesn't. #bare a pop opera #mouse talks bapo #Ivy Robinson #transmasc ivy robinson #i actually have many thoughts on this that may warrant an Actual Post but for now im rambling in the tags #for context I was thinking about bapo at work (as I am prone to do) and was struck by the concept of Ivy being right about her relationship #with/attraction to Jason being something more special (for lack of a better word) - on a deeply subconscious level she feels as though she #*belongs* with a boy Like Jason (read; a gay man) because on this subconscious level she knows she too is a gay man #[ask me to elaborate on the femaleness vs girlness aspect of it as it relates to Ivy and I will btw! I think it’s an interesting concept]

[gurorori]

i say this with utmost seriousness i wish i was employed

#i need income so badly but im terrified of the prospects of havin 2 live independently but otherwise bein abused 2 death is the only option #:[ im so scared i wish things were easier #it doesn help when they constantly talk abt our neighbor slash childhood bestie whos jus a bit younger than us but alrdy has like #most of her life sorted out shes workin n studyin n they got her a car 4 hwr bday n she has a boyfriend n they r movin out next month #a middle class family btw with two alive parents yadda yadda. her tuition is effortlessly paid n she works on da side 4 her own expenses #n it's like first of all im nawt a well off cis girl. second of all she had qn actual support system n an upbringing — we didn't #i literally vaguely remember spendin most of our childhood n early teens over at her apartment since it was literally two steps away #they'd let us stay 4 hours cuz they felt bad 4 us n they dunno the whole story but they kno we r one of those 'unfortunate' families lol #but yeah the difference between us is night & day. it honestly feels a little crazy since we live literally on the same floor of the same #building despite the feasible differences. idk if dats a good or a bad thing #im jus tired of bein compared 2 her cuz we were failed on so many levels by everyone in our life who was supposed to care 4 us #meanwhile she's an average white blonde girl with a good life by here's standards #i wish we were still close but it became hard approaching teens... still we owr majority of our happy childhood memories 2 hangin out @ her #house or goin places w their family. it almost kinda felt like we were part of it but ik im. exaggeratin #yea idk why i ranted but um i need a job or ill die i think #mika caws

[existencebringsonlypain]

ooooorghhh really regretting being born with standard female anatomy rn

#i need amabs to know that pariods dont always hurt a LOT. they just hurt CONSTANTLY. #and in waves. #so like. it's like what it feels like a minute after stubbing your toe #but for three days straight #and also you get unreasonably irritated at everything ever #periods #period problems #im cis btw #cis afab #just dont really percieve my anatomy as ''girls'' anatomy #rather ''afab'' anatomy #i still forget not everyone has periods. its so weird that only half the population does #like what do you MEAN just ignore it! you've had one! you know what it's lik- oh wait yeah you dont #existenceunrelateds

[spaceyflowers]

GIRLLLLL!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR BLOG!!! Like plssssss!!!!! never abandon it!!!!!!!!! Btw I am always so looking forward to your writing posts 🥰 That was it just wanted to say. Thank you miss💖😌💞💖💞💞💖💖💖

AHSHWJDN HI?? HELLO?? THANK U SM IM GLAD U LIKE MY BLOGS AND WRITING AND I PROMISE I WON'T ABANDON EM 😭😭😭💓💖💞

I LOVE U FOR DROPPING BY MWAH (AND I PROMISE TO GO BACK TO A REGULAR UPDATING SCHEDULE ON MY WRITING BLOG ONCE STRESS OF THE SEMESTER ENDING LEAVES ME !!) 💓

#answers #btw i mean this in the sweetest politest way but this is a reminder im a nb person 💞 !! also that my preferences are- #i dont care for gendered titles or pronouns at all so u can refer to me with anything and id be fine with it <33 !! #(i dont use neopronouns or it/its pronouns tho !) #but sometimes when i tell ppl im nb + afab they start exclusively calling me feminine titles or using she/her for me only and i think- #'ok ur def using those bc u think im a cis girl not bc im okay with them =_=💢' #SORRY FOR THE MINI RANT ITS NOT TOWARDS U LOVELY ANON I PROMISE I JUST WANTED TO SAY SUMN 🫶🫶 #SOBS i dont mean to scare anyone to never refer to me either ik ppl do their best im not talking about u guys T_T <3!!!!!!!

[aronarchy]

at this point it shouldnt come as a surprise anymore when the ppl complaining on posts talking abt destigmatizing npd/aspd 90% of the time turn out to be t.erfs (or otherwise transphobic/racist/patriarchal in some way)

#vaguepost #lmao #theres a whole unpleasant Side Of Tumblr where the t.erfs & christofash shake hands over how much they want us eugenics'd #not enough ppl have talked abt the links btw the Protect White Cis Women/Girls' Virtue thing #and the Exterminate Deviants (of the Insane Freak variety) thing #which go hand in hand surprisingly often in these discussions but even hardened lefties often abandon their principles for narcs & psychos #so barely anyone bothers to talk abt it #i said a few small things & answered some asks & planned some longer things but im too dysfunctional to follow thru on anything ever #i know a few other ppl (some twtter) have talked abt it a bit too but not a lot

[lordiavolo22]

i recently did an essay for university about how male violence are in the top 5 causes of death for women in many countries around the world. after finishing it i am having to physically restrain myself from drop-kicking people who say we need to include cis men more or we need to pander to them or "both genders do it". bitch please show me a map of a single country where women killing men is on the same level as multiple cities let alone countries

RIGHT!!!! like YES there is female on male violence and im not saying theres not, but the problem is that ppl only bring that up to avoid talking about female victims. its only for a point, its never out of genunine empathy!! otherwise they would be talking abt mlm violence. they just mention it to discredit female victims!!!

#like im very biased here because im a ''''''woman'''''' (im nb but i very much so pass as a cis woman since im afab) and im also ugly (not #my belief BUT it is how i would determine myself in society) and fat and cishet guys have been nothing but cruel to me. i can think of three #and one was bi so he doesnt count!! ones my dad and the other an online friend. when youre not of use to guys they just. dont treat you #right. or when youre masculine enough they kinda treat you like an equal but not really. theres always this wall between u like were over #here and youre over there. #i also live in a red state and red county so this affects me more than like say someone in la where ppl are more '''''''''woke''''''''' here #we dont have cishet guys like that. and the ones i do know!!! they all turned out to be abusers to my friends. when every girl i know has #been sa'd in someway theres a problem. and it just !!!! it bothers me that we bascally had metoo overturned roe v wade overturned and yet #ppl still think now is the time to focus on like men again. like damn!!!! we only got about 3 years of yall being good!!! then ofc all the #yt guys came out as shit and so did u know the wife guys !!! this is just like :( i wish there wasnt a barrier between me and guys !! but i #never put it there!!!! #answered #negative / #violence / #btw ik woke is like used as a alt right term thats why its in #in quotes also to refer to the guys who like say theyre '''woke''' aka take feminine studies for pussy

[froggyrights]

I hope all the taylor swift girlies are having a nice day today

#why is there so much lore i feel so confused when i see ppl talk about easter eggs and secrets and huh #like i thouvht she just made songs how is this so complicated #i feel like the are u winning son dad #its like oh nice. dunno what youre doing but seems like youre having fun #girlies as in the hashtag girl way not in the cis way btw #i should ask my friends what they thought im excited to hear them yell at me abt songs that seem regular 2 me #yrsa rambles

[effervescent-fool]

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#very long vent below. btw #i know i like to joke about living in florida but this shit sucks #it seems every five fucking minutes theres a new anti-trans bill coming out #its practically impossible to legally get on hormones or even hormone blockers #gender therapy is so fucking hard to find and insurance doesnt cover the cost of any of it #teachers and doctors both are required to report transgender kids to cps. how fucked up is that #its fucking up my mental health too #ive tried speaking to my father about it and he just doesnt fucking get it. he doesnt even think of it as an inconvenience. #ive genuinely considered suicide as an option. i cannot live here any longer i just cant. #and i dont think i can survive another year. #i dont know why thats so hard for them to understand. and i dont know how to explain it in a way that they'll understand #i spoke to my therapist about this and all she said was basically that she cant help me. im so fucking tired #why couldnt i have just been cis????? #im tired of all the fucking trans discourse i hear like girl there are people actually dying out here. people going by kittenself pronouns- #is the least of our worries

[oreganosbaby]

k I know it's tradwife cis girl tom, but i do think she would try to synthesize being a tradwife and a girlboss in that weird way a lot of conservative women do.

#btw this would be soooo annoying to cis girl roman! ☺️ #succ sesh #dalia writes #im sorry im thinking abt them again... i put them in faceapp

[patdnsfwconfessions]

No need to apologize!!! I hope you will be feeling better soon!!

been trying to continue writting wip fics to distract myselg but it sucks :( but don't worry guys im a big boy

#admin talks! #im actually a cis girl btw