#is this a vent post? yes

[pictureswithboxes]

Literally feeling so ugly today. Deadass repulsed by my own image.

#is this a vent post? yes #am I fishing for compliments? no #my followers don’t know what I look like because I’m UGLY #the worst part is that I know logically I’m at least decent looking #I have pleasing facial features and good hair #but I can’t look at myself in the mirror without being disgusted #and I hate that there are photos of me from this year floating around #again because I am disgusting and disgusted with myself for looking so bad #and like you’re supposed to be positive about yourself but damn I gotta say it #I’m fucking disgusting #my face

[chalkeater]

Best friend to best friend communication (w/ @3boodr)

#deltarune #kris dreemurr #susie deltarune #simon petrikov #funniest fucking set of tags ever . lol #susart #fictive #fictives #thinking if i should post my vent here. yes i will. later. because i look back at it and im like what the hell is my life (hashtag FUNNY) #also kris you keep changing your username #its RLLY funny because my most top posts link to like nobodies now LOL #kris p #myself

[softhe4rted]

on loneliness jenny slate / japanese breakfast, posing for cars / corinne von lebusa, big glow / dadushin / alejandra pizarnik, tr. me / fka twings, home with you / avocado_ibuprofen / fiona apple, left alone / anne carson, “the anthropology of water”, plainwater / kiki smith, free fall / alejandra pizarnik, diaries

#hi my post #oooooohhh this is just a compilation of my own feelings lately #i know i have a red de apoyo i know i have my dearest friends but it's so hard to not feel alone when we're so far away #idk i just miss school and having someone to talk to everyday i'm not a text gal i need to hear your voice i need to see you i need someone #to caress my hair i need contact i need closeness i need to know somebody hears me #it's not all bad i do love my solitude but i just .... i just think in a room full of people nobody would choose me #lol i'm gonna stop now i just always use my tags as a venting space xd #also yes i had the audacity to translate alejandra pizarnik but i just couldn't find that bit already translated and i really wanted it her #web weaving #on loneliness #loneliness tag #being alone #jenny slate #japanese breakfast #posing for cars #corinne von lebusa #dadu shin #alejandra pizarnik #fka twigs #home with you #fiona apple #left alone #anne carson #plainwater #kiki smith #parallels #poetry #prose #words #lyrics

[liveinblankets]

being a regressor that is technically still a kid and lives at home with a parent/parents is a whole different kind of pain.. youre telling me that everything ive ever wanted, needed, is in a room over from me? still leaving me utterly alone? and the only comfort i have is found in cuddling my stuffies and sleepily babbling to myself? okay thanks. ill go wrap up in my weighted blanket andcry myself to sleep now ♡

ⓘ dni : nsfw / 18+, gore, proship, pro-ed/sh, non-child-safe things, ddlg (etc.).

#crybaby txt. #agere blog #sfw agere #sfw interaction only #sfw littlespace #age regression #age dreaming #agere community #yes i already made this post but i had to make a new account... #because my old account got tagged as explicit... cries #agere vent

[forbiddennhoney]

"fat ppl are so hot and bangable. fat people are sexy. i want to fuck fatties" okok heard but do you actually like us as people? do you know anything abt the fat creators u follow who share things abt their lives? how do you treat fat ppl who are undesirable to you? do you listen to us when we are screaming about the ways that fatphobia is everywhere? no not mindlessly reblog, but listen and internalize. do you take the time to unpack your biases against fat ppl? or even the fatphobia you absolutely were taught growing up? do you hold your thin/not fat friends accountable when they compare themselves to us because they dont like the way they look? do you advocate for us when people make us the butt of jokes? do you actually date fat people? do you befriend fat people? are you kind to fat strangers you don't find attractive? do you feel the need to qualify your love for fat people? do you love any fat people who arent related to you? do you respect fat ppl of all sizes? what do you consider "fat"? is it just someone with bigger than average boobs/butt? do you like fat people with small boobs/butts? does "we love bellies here" include large bellies covered in stretch marks? does it include bellies with multiple rolls and skin discoloration because of those rolls? does it include those things together? when you say fat do you mean actual fat people? do you include fat people who arent white? who are disabled? who reject the expectations of hyper femininity/hyper masculinity? when the trend of wanting to fuck certain fat ppl wears off yet again will you continue to desire us? to love us? to cherish us? do you see us as people even when we do not give you sexual access to our bodies?

#personal #this is kind of a vent #i see so many ppl rb those “i love bellies” posts or talk abt features of fatness #but decontexualized #i see so many ppl pretend to like us and like its just exhausting #and yes i know im talking about fatness a lot right now #im having big feelings and im gonna blog abt them cause i can #if u dont like it unfollow me #fatphobia #fetishization

[lostryu]

i need gay rights because literally not a single self-proclaimed cis/het 'ally' understands the alienating experience that comes with being the only gay person in the workplace.

i am a gnc butch lesbian. i use he/him pronouns. when i came out to my manager regarding my pronouns (i had been an open lesbian since the moment of my hire), she told me that she supported me, but she could not enforce or ask our clients to use the correct pronouns for me. she told me it was something i would have to learn to deal with. she never uses the correct pronouns for me unless a person from a different department (who also happens to be LGBT+) is present. she is our HR in addition to manager.

none of my coworkers in my department ever remember to use my pronouns. if i remind them, they go over the top with the "im sorry's" and the "im still learning" and "you know i try my hardest's!" and "i swear im not homophobic!", it has been over 6 months since i came out. if i say nothing, they continue to use she/her (unless that other lgbt+ person from the other department is present, then they miraculously get it right).

sometimes they call me 'girl'. they always flounder and correct to "man-boy-uh youknowwhatimeanright". they laugh it off. they never bother to ask what terms i am comfortable with, or if i even cared in the first place. they don't care about my gender, they never bother to ask. somehow the subject gets changed every time i try to tell them, or set a boundary.

once in a while in a slow shift, the conversation will hop to our dating lives. somehow, it always jumps to how men suck and how dating a woman must be so much easier. they wish they could be gay and not straight. every time, they'll stare at me expectantly, like i am an animal at the zoo. no matter what i say, positive or negative, i must be lying. i cannot be that happy in my relationship, or if i have any issues, they must be minor. if i say 'why don't you try dating a girl then' to their remarks, they'll laugh, say something like "there is no way i possibly could" with that special tone of disguised disgust.

i am a prop, at work. they tell me about how much they love their kids. how they could bring anyone home and they wouldn't care. "they could be black, brown, or purple," they'll say "it could be a woman or a man! I support gay rights!" Then they will talk about how hungry they are, and how they will be going to Chick Fil a for the 4th time this week. 'as a treat'. it is thursday. they talk about going to Hobby Lobby again for christmas decorations, or another sale. sometimes i think i can taste blood.

its june. they talk about the pride parade and how excited they are to see the queens and their 'funny costumes'. they talk about how fun it is to go and watch, how they like the free things the corporations hand out. they don't want to bring their younger kids though. they're not old enough. they do not know that the first pride was a riot. they do not know what happened during the AIDS crisis, how many died. they don't really care when i try to tell them, they'd rather focus on the fun parts of the parade. the spectacle.

i wear a pronoun pin, to make it easier. still somehow no one can get my pronouns right. a client notices it. commends me for "being brave" and "coming out." she never uses my correct pronouns. i stopped wearing the pin after the 11th person asked me if my name on my name tag was my real one, and after the 45th person went out of their way to use incorrect pronouns every sentence. my manager, the HR, did not care.

i need gay rights, but somehow everything got resolved when they allowed us to marry in 2015. to our allies, the work is done. somehow i am left more alone than when we started.

#lost.txt #lesbian loneliness #like idk how to describe it but it sure is loneliness and alienation #somewhat of a vent post #like yes we have made it so far #but our 'allies' have grown very complacent #in their own support and ideology #reminder that being gay is still considered spectacle

[fibrespace]

My grandma's kenmore sewing machine from 1971 performs better than my new babylock in every way but at least the babylock has... *checks notes* a drop-in bobbin that jams up half of the time and an automatic thread cutter that works properly only when the winds are blowing eastward 🙄

#sewing machines are kinda like cars if there's more fiddly little bullshit that can break it will it's just a matter of time #yes i do clean my babylock it's just overpriced unreliable plastic trash and a lot of these newer machines are #if you're planning on buying a sewing machine go vintage; the metal ones made in the 70's and before are absolute tanks #thank you for coming to my vent post

[shaxza]

#dahlia hawthorne #ace attorney #phoenix wright #dahlia x phoenix #alexa play dark red by steve lacy #my art #since i dont want to make a dedicated post let me use my notes to vent about how much i love dahlia conceptually and how much i wish AA + #writers weren't sexist #dahlia was given the shittiest set of cards when she was a kid and she was a victim of grooming by that terry loser #she is CONSTANTLY objectified and sexualised and i think her design as a skinny young looking individual makes it even more distasteful #but i think it works if the writers could have done something with that #what i love about dahlia and phoenix's relationship is the contrast - phoenix needs to see people as innocent before jumping to help them v #dahlia who has if you think about it is innocent to a degree given how fucked up her childhood was #dahlia could have been a great case study into compassion for phoenix as she has hurt him directly but in his role as a lawyer he has to se #past certain flaws so justice can be served #and it can PUSH his understanding of what is “guilty” #yes dahlia killed people but also i choose to believe her worldview was severely warped by her enviornment and she's a product of it #or if they wanted to make her a villain and stick with it i think as a rival ro phoenix she should have been a cautionary tale #of what happens when you never learn to move beyond the shitty hand youve been dealt with and live non judgementally #anyways ^_^

[strrwbrrryjam]

i honestly think the reason why i and so many others connected with rdr2 so much is because, outside of the heartbreak, destruction and devastation, it's just, pure escapism.

if you don't play missions (missions the game doesn't force) most of the time it's just you, your horse and the great outdoors, you can spend your time fishing, gathering herbs, you can spend your swimming, camping in a field of flowers, sketching the fauna that you can find, you can go so long without interacting with anyone, it's nice, it's peaceful, it's, to me, perfect escapism.

its a game where i can live out my ideal fantasy of simply being free, at least for a while, something that isn't possible for me in real life, it isn't possible for me to simply up and leave, to explore and live life by myself, i have responsibilities, i have a future i need to work towards (no matter how hard it is to do so), so the next best thing for me to simply take a break, is red dead redemption 2.

#did i just turn my vent post into an appreciation post for rdr2? yes #idk. im tired n its true #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #strawberry speaks

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him #he never comes out the same way twice #but then again. do any of us? #anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain #its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor #too much all at once. cant art anymore #i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw #and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort #i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible. #i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen #i come back to scroll on tumblr #i feel Despair. rinse and repeat #scribble salad #is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile! #i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move #sigh... dont wanna go.... #but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all! #apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle #too exhausted. the Despair is too strong #and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit

[that-disabled-princess]

I remember seeing a post about how being aromantic is akin to being allergic to corn, and like... yeah. Being romance-repulsed, loveless, and aplatonic in addition to being aromantic is like being allergic to olives and corn. And also their common substitutes. Olive oil and cornstarch are used in everything. There is no escape.

You tell someone you can't have a food because olive oil was used, and it's "oh, but surely you aren't allergic to olive oil! That's not a real thing."

You can't have a food because there's cornstarch in it and it's, "oh, but it's such a small amount of corn, surely you'll be fine. I know you can't have corn, but a tiny amount of cornstarch?"

You tell someone that, actually, you are also allergic to a common substitute, and it's "so you just can't eat at all? that's so sad!" or "then what CAN you eat? it's so sad you have such a dislike for food."

"Surely, you aren't actually repulsed by romance! That's so sad! And also, you made that up!"

"I know you're aromantic, but you can't actually be uncomfortable with people using the word 'love' as a blanket for emotions, can you?"

"So you don't feel love for your friends AT ALL? You just don't feel AT ALL? How sad!"

It's exhausting.

#i'm so sick of being told my very self is depressing #like fuck off tIfFaNy *i don't care* #i am living my best life #like yes tiffany i AM repulsed by romance and uncomfortable with overly romantic things #i AM uncomfortable with people automatically using ''love'' as a blanket word to describe my emotions and the emotions of those around me #saw a post that was like ''your friends love you more than you know and love you just as much as you love them'' and now i'm venting #sigh #also i don't like the word ''friend'' being used for me unless... well i don't actually know the ''unless'' #all i know is there are a couple people i'm really close to who i'm comfortable with using the word ''friend'' with #and most others are friendly acquaintances /pos #aromantic #loveless aro #amatonormativity #romance repulsed #aplatonic

[rainbowsuitcase]

"actual writers"

everyone who writes is a writer. that is the literal definition of the word. whether you write original stories or fanfiction or drabbles or headcanons, you're a writer. people who make comics are writers. you spend your time stringing words together into sentences? congratulations, you're a writer!

#yes this is about a specific poll #fanfiction #fanfiction is writing #tf else do you think it is #fanfic writing #writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #vent post #tw vent #if you mean people who publish original stories #that's an author #as an “actual writer” #i'd expect you to know that #or know how to use google

[cboffshore]

this is what all those angsty Skybound torture-rama expansion fics sound like to me

#yes this is man door hand hook car door. yes I made this. no I don't regret it. #ninjago skybound #Ninjago Nya #Ninjago Jay #ninjago fanfiction #Lila speaks #Lila vents #Lila memes #Raine tag #and you know exactly why #and I post this lovingly but this is how they look to me.

[kerizaret]

In case you haven't noticed May has sucked for me so far, anyway *projects onto blorbo*

#anyway haha im back hi #*throws vent art at u* #i dont know if this makes sense with canon. i dont care that much i just needed to throw it out there #but i do sometimes think about. early game tsukasa's anger being so apparent. he got angry quite a few times #and its always been very apparent #but recently he hasnt really shown much anger. at others at least. frustration at himself yes but not really. anger #and i know its also bc hes been doing better and hes got friends and all but. sometimes i wonder if he gets scared of his anger #if he ever gets angry and remembers how it was his rage that ruined wxs the first time #and thinks to himself that he cant let it happen ever again. he cant let anger get the best of him again. he cant hurt his friends again #sorry kasa i have some issues with anger so you have them now too #you can ignore this but i already drew it so why not post it #this got me out of artblock #prsk #prsk fa #prsk art #tenma tsukasa #wxs #wonderlands x showtime #kerizart

[superfruitland]

"they don't wanna feel it

but times are repeating

and they're getting too weak keeping on hide and seek"

#rottmnt #rottmnt leonardo #vent art #tw vent #lee's art #lyrics from 'poison' by kleinod #okay before anyone worries yes i am all good 🤍 #i do not have a healthy outlet for negative feelings so i made this #wanted to see if i could capture a certain vibe and sure did achieve it #back to making the update and other wips before i turn into a puddle #lee? buffer posting? neverr

[mushtoons]

drawing transfem leo a little more femme than she would be is so refreshing to us 🙏 like girl has spent her whole life in shit water, she can indulge in feminine stuff as a treat being a woman isnt a bad thing and liking 'girly' stuff isnt bad, letting herself do cliché woman stuff just to feel the gender euphoria of it being labeled 'woman stuff' to boost self esteem is everything to us

yes she can still be mega loser supreme, but also take pride in her gender, its not mutually exclusive

#is this in reference to a mean ask we got in our inbox? yes #is it also to posts we've seen? maybe... #but people act like wanting to be a woman is bad ): #girls can be femme as much as they can be butch or masculine #its not a bad thing! #sorry lil vent #we just feel strongly about this djdjdjd #wood wide web #bad vibes hours #transfem leo