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THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) 1.38
adapted from the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death 死亡万花筒 by Xi Zi Xu 西子绪
#userdramas#asiandramanet#cdramaedit#cdramasource#致命游戏#死亡万花筒#the spirealm#thespirealmedit#kodedit#kaleidoscope of death#asianlgbtqdramas#danmeiedit#danmei#*gifs#xia zhiguang#huang junjie#userinahochi#userkimchi#tuserjade#seamayweed#end me#just end me
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So I haven’t told very many people this.. Nov 1st I went in for a pre surgery MRI to check a few things with my kidneys, gallbladder and liver. I got the results back a few days ago. It’s been weighing heavily on me.
They found what appeared to be a series of tumors on my liver. At this time we don’t know if they are benign or cancerous. I have an appointment for a biopsy. Honestly I’m not shocked. This seems about on par with the rest of my situation. But with this and some other stuff going on it’s hard. I’m struggling. On top of being sick my mental health is at an all time low.
All I want to do is die at this point. What’s the point of continuing? All of this is in vain anyway. So yea.. life sucks right. My only hope is, I can die happy instead of sad..
#being sick is the worst#transgender#trans#trans pride#transisbeautiful#transgirl#mtf#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#just end me#i hate my body#i hate my brain#this sucks#transexual#transition#this is what trans looks like#mtf trans#trans community#trans fem#trans feminine#trans is beautiful#trans goddess#trans positivity#lgbtgia+#actually trans#trans girl#trans women#trans woman
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One SINGULAR GODDAMN TRIP ON PUBLIC FUCKING TRANSPORT AND NOW I HAVE COVID
I fucking hate the outside.
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There's context to this
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step on me
#NGSJFDJYDKYDOUSGOAUGWOUGDPIBSOUDOH#JUST END ME#THERES SO MUCH GOING ON TODAY#I NEED TO REGROUP#jungkook#jeongguk#jeon jungkook
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she Santa on my Fe till I cowboy
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oh my GOD I've missed Jenni Vartiainen SO MUCH. AND HER SINGING LANKA????? I'm dead, gone, goodbyeeeeeee
edit. AND THEE NEW IHMISTEN EDESSÄ REMIX TOO=??= FUCK
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I have ✨writer’s block ✨
Maybe I should have stuck with the whump for one more chapter. 🫤
#murda writes#blood ties#daryl dixon#daryl dixon x reader#daryl dixon fanfiction#the walking dead#ugh#i want to throw my phone#writers block#i don’t know how to make this work#just end me#paul rovia take the wheel
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see this is why I should not watch another racing series before f1 because I got so fucking elated watching paul (a mercedes academy driver) get his first f3 win today just for me to see hamilton get knockout in sq1 and george get a hydraulics issue and not run in sq2
like WTF
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#this is it this is the post#it has gotten to that point#i swear to god#HE IS JUST#IN MILAN#AND PEOPLE GET TO TAKE PICTURES WITH HIM#AND HEAR HIM SING#I AM LOSING MY MIND#THAT IS SO FUCKING CLOSE AND I CAN'T BE THERE BECAUSE I HAVE EXAMS#JUST END ME#jeff satur#tea's ramblings
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i just lost give or take 50k words. I will be screaming into the void for a while.
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currently tearing my heart out by writing old Oberyn and his wife. giving him the life he deserved and more
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"people with personality disorders can have legalized euthanasia"
WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT IN MY COUNTRY.????,,?,&÷ GIVE ME AND MY BPD THE EUTHANASIA NOW
#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd#oh my god i cant handle this anymore#please help me#no actually dont help me#just end me
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Mood after a 16-hour shift.
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I will be complaining about this for the rest of my life
#college life#statistics is my nemisis#im coping with memes#because i got brutally murdered by a midterm in that class#just end me
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