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lesbianlotties · 2 years
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ah, yes, the BGDCCU (Be Gay Do Crime Cinematic Universe)
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i think that we as a society stopped talking about the blatant homoeroticism in ocean’s 8 far too easily
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blackacre13 · 28 days
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happy writer's day, blackacre13! hope you are doing well :)
Very belated, but thanks so much pocket friend!❤️❤️
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sapphicforsarahh · 3 months
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best hands i've ever seen
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ship: loubbie x fem!reader
word count: 800+
warnings: dom!loubbie x sub!reader, no smut (yet), dom and sub themes, sexting
synopsis: debbie and lou are looking for a new crew mate for the newest heist plan, that's when you catch their eye.
A/N: let me know what you think of this and whether you'd like a second part!
"Deb, I'm telling you, this girl has some of the best hands I've seen," she whispers to her wife. Both of them watch as you perform magic tricks to people who are stupid enough to fall for them. "Look, watch this," Lou leans forwards from her chair and watches you attentively. Your hands cleverly moved to show the participants correct cards. As they looked at their friends in shock and awe, you confidently slip the gold engagement ring, decorated with a diamond, off this woman's finger and secretively slip it into your pocket, without a single one of them realising.
"Not too bad," Debbie agrees and Lou smirks in return. "A pretty girl too," Lou adds, Debbie hums in agreement. After the bystanders had walked off, it was just you left with Debbie and Lou in the distance. "What do you say Deb?", Lou tries to convince Debbie to consider you, knowing their could be other benefits of having you on the team. "Sure," Debbie says a bit more easily than Lou would've thought. Without another word, Debbie stands up, Lou quick to follow her and the couple begin to approach you.
You're sitting on your bucket, counting your previously 'earned' dollars when you hear an Australian voice grab your attention. "Hey, can I hel-", you look up to see the older couple. Jesus, were they beautiful. All the thoughts in your head disappeared and you somehow managed to mumble out, "is there anything I can do for you ladies?". Debbie chuckles out, "we've got a charmer here."
One of the women stood with a dark, grey trench coat that pretty much hid her entirely black outfit, but still managed for her stiletto heels to stick out. The other, a blonde, stood taller with a sophisticated yet sexy leopard print coat. The dark, green lapels of her blazer were peeking through and you noticed her chest and hands were complimented by stacks of jewellery, most likely 24 carat gold.
"Me and my wife here noticed how skillful you are with your hands," Debbie started, taking off her shades and looking down at you with alluring deep, brown eyes. "We were wondering, if you could help us with something?" Lou added, also taking off her sunglasses, her eyes juxtaposed with her wife, as she met your gaze with light, blue ones.
You clear your throat with anxiousness, wondering what these women had proposed to you. "Uh, what is it?", you finally plucked up the courage to ask. "Come with us sweetheart, we'll explain everything," Lou said, placing her fingertips on your chin, making the power dynamic even greater.
You nod obediently, not wanting to upset these clearly powerful women. Debbie and Lou stand to the side whilst they watch you collect your things. "She's obedient isn't she," Lou chuckled, grabbing onto the lower of her wife's back. "Always a good thing, are you thinking what I'm thinking?" Debbie looks at her wife with a raised brow, knowing her full intentions with this girl. As Lou was going to answer, you walked over with your bag on your back and ready to follow these women to wherever they were taking you.
"Let's get going, I bet you're eager to find out what we want, aren't you sweet girl?", Lou teases, walking forward and placing her hand on your back. "Yeah," you managed to squeak out, before the the two women pushed you into the taxi. Debbie sat in the front, whilst Lou got in the back with you. You tried to distract yourself by looking outside the window but you just couldn't concentrate on anything else apart from the insanely good-looking blonde next to you. Finally, you decide to stare at your feet and choose that as the safest option. The sound of Lou's ruffling coat caught your attention but you didn't look up. She took her phone from her pocket and looked at the notification from Debbie.
| Debbie: finish what you were going to say earlier love x.
You silently watch Lou smirk and quickly text back:
| Lou: i was going to say she’d be a good toy x.
she listened to every word we said without questioning it, we could break her in no time x.
Your eyes widened in shock at how these two women were talking about you. I mean would you really want that? Maybe you would!
| Debbie: good call baby, we'll discuss when we're back home x speaking of, i need you to take care of me once we're back i need you so badly honey x
You really try hard to hold back any reaction to the obvious sexting that's occurring in the back of this taxi, and it must've worked because all you hear is a small groan from Lou before she put her phone away.
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xxdjsunsetxdxx-blog · 9 months
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Random Ships I Like In No Particular Order:
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* Loubbie- Lou Miller x Debbie Ocean- Ocean’s 8
* Sabina x Elena- Charlie’s Angels (2019)
* Macgyver x Riley- MacGyver (2016)
* Magnum x Higgins- Magnum PI (2018)
* Shoot- Shaw x Root- Person of Interest
* Rizzles- Rizzoli x Isles- Rizzoli & Isles
* Wondercheetah- Wonder Woman x Cheetah- DC
* Camren- Camila x Lauren- Fifth Harmony
* Blackhill- Natasha Romanoff x Maria Hill- Marvel
* Xialing x Katy- Shang-Chi
* Peggy Carter x Dottie Underwood- Agent Carter
* Supercorp- Kara Danvers x Lena Luthor- Supergirl
* Daniela x Carla- In The Heights
* Mira Harberg x Laurie- Irma Vep
* Judy Hale x Jen Harding- Dead To Me
* Florence x Madeleine- Gunpowder Milkshake
* Ronance- Robin Buckley x Nancy Wheeler- Stranger Things
* Eleanor x Drea- Do Revenge
* Harlivy- Harley Quinn x Poison Ivy- DC
* Wenclair- Wednesday Addams x Enid Sinclair- Wednesday
* Meddison- Meredith x Addison- Grey’s Anatomy
* Emily x Stephanie- A Simple Favor
* Mercymaker- Mercy x Widowmaker- Overwatch
* Akko x Diana- Little Witch Academia
* Dovesso- Professor Dovey x Lady Lesso- The School for Good and Evil
* Cassie Lang x Jentorra - Quantumania
* Spideypool- Spider-Man x Deadpool- Marvel
* Superbat- Superman x Batman- DC
* Batman x Catwoman- DC
* Princess Audrey x Wonder Woman- DCAU
* Jon Stewart (Green Lantern) x Hawkgirl (Shayera Hol)- DCAU
* StephCass- Stephanie Brown x Cassandra Cain- DC
* DinahBabs- Black Canary (Dinah Lance) x Oracle (Barbara Gordon)- DC
* DicKory- Nightwing (Dick Grayson) x Starfire (Koriand’r)- DC
* Wondermagic- Wonder Woman x Zatanna- DC
* Daphne x Velma- Scooby-Doo
* Cassie Dewell x Jenny Hoyt- Big Sky
* Choni- Cheryl Blossom x Toni Topaz- Riverdale
* Bechloe- Beca Mitchell x Chloe Beale-Pitch Perfect
* Khalopatra- Kleopatra x Frida Khalo- Clone High
* Talia Burns x Margot Fairmont- First Kill
* Question x Huntress- DCAU
* SuperWonderBat- Superman x Wonder Woman x Batman- DCAU
* Wonderhawk- Wonder Woman x Hawkgirl (Shayera Hol)- DCAU
* Dana Scully x Monica Reyes- X-Files
* Barbara (Barbie) Handler x Gloria- Barbie
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* Larissa Weems x Morticia Addams- The Addams Family
* Swanqueen- Emma Swan x Regina Mills- Once Upon A Time
* Alicia Florrick x Kalinda Sharma- The Good Wife
* Danny James x Cable McCrory- Bull
* Kim Possible x Shego- Kim Possible
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talk to me abt them if you want :)
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I'm not sure if you are taking requests for Ocean's 8. If you are, could I request Debbie X reader X Lou. Where both of them have a crush on reader . Who is younger , Daphne always flirts with reader the most and they get along , she's tech smart . So a combo of bad ass daredevil minx and tech smart . Or whatever you'd like, sorry if it's silly :)
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pairing: lou miller x reader x debbie ocean
word count: 1275
notes and warnings: only note i have is that debbie and lou are in an established relationship w each other in this but not with reader,, but i feel like that’s kinda implied originally!! i loved this request but kinda hate what i wrote i was in a writing slump oops (also i didn’t proofread this)
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You unlocked your phone, forcing yourself to at least pay half-attention to the conversation being held in front of you by the rest of the group.
“How long do you think it will take?” Someone asked, and briefly you glanced up before turning back to your phone.
“Three months,” Debbie answered from a few feet away, “two, if we can get a head start on getting into the security system.”
“I’ve got it,” you said absent-mindedly, maneuvering through passwords on your phone. You’d slunk back into a corner, noticing when another hour had passed since the last time you’d checked, desperate to make sure everything was okay.
You would never admit it to anyone, for it would sound extremely creepy, but you’d hacked into Lou’s phone and were tracking her — she had gone to meet a new potential recruit for the next heist, and none of you had known much about the girl you were trying to hire, other than that she was quite proficient with weapons and fighting. You wanted to make sure Lou got home safe, especially since none of the other women working on the heist with you seemed even relatively concerned about Lou’s whereabouts, even Debbie.
You let out a sigh of relief upon finding that the location of her phone was home.
Just for good measure, you began to hack into her home security system. You knew it was a bit much, but if you could just check the cameras and make sure her car was there, you would know that everything was fine.
“Hey,” you heard, and looked up to find Debbie looming over you. Glancing around you realized that everyone else was packing up to go home. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you nodded, “I’m just checking on my car, it’s being repaired.”
“What’s wrong with it?” Debbie asked, and you knew she could see right through you.
“An engine thing.”
“How’d you drive it all the way here to Tammy’s, then?”
You paused. At a complete loss for words you attempted to move away, but she stepped in front of you.
“What’s going on?” She asked, stepping forward, “and don’t lie to me.”
You couldn’t very well tell her that you were looking through the security cameras of her and her wife’s home.
You sighed, relenting, preparing yourself for whatever her reaction would be. “Alright, you really want to know?” You turned your phone for her to see. “I hacked into your security cameras.”
Debbie raised her eyebrows, smirking. “Oh? And why did you do that?”
“No one seemed very concerned about Lou meeting the new girl, so I just wanted to make sure she got home okay.”
“You couldn’t have texted her?”
“I didn’t want to seem invasive. Creepy.”
“So hacking into our home security isn’t creepy?” Debbie challenged, though you could hear the slight amusement in her tone.
You didn’t have any idea how to respond to that. “Sorry,” you said quietly, embarrassment rising in your chest.
“No, it’s okay. I’m just a bit disappointed that it’s only Lou you’re watching.”
“I never said that,” you corrected with a small smile, and she nodded.
“You’re really fucking weird.”
“Ok, James Bond.”
She scoffed. “I’m much more sexy than James Bond.”
“I know,” you agreed, and though her expression stayed set in stone, you knew your agreement had caught her attention.
“Come over tomorrow,” Debbie said abruptly. “You want to know if everything’s fine. Come see for yourself.”
“What time?”
“Whenever you want.”
You nodded, shifting slightly in your stance as her gaze became more intense. “I’ll be there.”
She didn’t give you a response, only dug her keys out of her purse and left smugly, flashing you a glance as if she’d won an unspoken competition.
You arrived the next day just after noon. All morning you’d been dying to see Lou and Debbie, but every time you’d picked up your keys to leave you had made up some excuse of why you needed another half hour, until eventually you had swallowed your excuses and had forced yourself into the car. You were terrified in the best way, enamored with the two women so completely that every interaction you had seemed like the coming of rapture.
You knocked on the door to the theater. It felt like an eternity before Lou approached and let you in, and as you stepped into their home you felt an overwhelming aura of comfort, and a great amount of your nerves melted away. You realized how terribly deeply you loved the both of them, Lou and Debbie, that you could simply be in their presence and all of your worries would melt away.
“We were starting to think you wouldn’t make it,” Lou said, her tone light as she led you into the living room.
“I wouldn’t have missed seeing you.”
“I’m glad,” she answered, continuing into the kitchen. She came back after with a bottle of wine and three glasses, opening it and beginning to pour drinks. “Debbie should be down in a few minutes.”
As if on cue, you heard footsteps as someone descended the stairs, and after a moment Debbie appeared, angelic in every stride, picturesque in the way she sat down on the sofa across from you with such nonchalance.
Your gaze flickered over to Lou, and you noticed that she, too, had been captivated for a moment. The ghost of a smile lingered on her lips as she sat in the armchair next to the sofa.
Feeling unspeakably awkward as the only one still standing, you sat down next to Debbie on the sofa, taking a sip of your wine.
“I stole that from Tammy’s,” Debbie said with a small smile, gesturing to the wine. “I doubt she’ll miss it, with all the shit she has packed in her house.”
“Good call with stealing it,” you said, “Tammy’s the biggest wine snob I’ve ever met, though then again there’s Daphne, and she won’t drink anything unless she thinks the label is pretty.”
“You spend a lot of time with Daphne,” said Lou, her tone completely neutral.
“We’ve known each other for a long time.”
“Seems like it.”
“What does that mean?” You asked, noticing the edge to her tone. You smirked, your gaze flickering between them. “What, you think I’m into Daphne?”
“Aren’t you?”
“She never leaves your side,” Debbie agreed, setting her wine on the table.
“Daphne’s beautiful,” you said, “but I’ve never had my sights set on her.”
“She certainly has hers set on you.”
“I’m not sure I understand why the two of you are so concerned with who I may or may not be seeing,” you criticized. “If you’ve called me all the way out here just to—”
You were cut off by Debbie’s lips connecting with yours, her hand having found its way to your jaw. You were overcome completely by her, only her, entirely bliss.
She was the first to pull away, analyzing your features for any indication of your reaction.
In a silent reassurance you pulled her in again, letting yourself be enveloped once more in the tenderness of her touch.
All at once Lou was on your other side, sitting against the armrest of the sofa. You extended a hand towards her, pulling her closer, and then it was not Debbie to overcome your senses but Lou, and finally you felt complete, at home in a way you had never before felt.
“If I’d known that being a bit of a stalker and hacking your security cameras would get me this,” you breathed after a minute, biting back a smile, “I would have done it a lot sooner.”
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drkmgs · 11 months
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Too good at goodbyes
Lou Miller x Fem! Reader
Warnings: Angst, unsure love
story type: one shot
This one was a rush one. My brain just whipped this up, and I couldn't stop writing it. Also, I don't know what direction this was actually going, so I hope it turned out fine.
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You must think that I'm stupid You must think that I'm a fool You must think that I'm new to this But I have seen this all before
You aren't stupid. You aren't a fool, and this is definitely not new to you.
You watch Lou leave your side when she finds out about the revenge Debbie is plotting towards her ex-lover, Becker.
You watch them argue. You watch Lou being frustrated and unsure about the revenge plot. You watch your lover – actually more on pursuer be worried about her crush or according to her ex-crush – this right here is the main reason why you haven't accepted her being your girlfriend.
I'm never gonna let you close to me Even though you mean the most to me 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts So, I'm never gonna get too close to you Even when I mean the most to you In case you go and leave me in the dirt
"Hey, Y/N. Are you okay?" Lou playfully shoved your shoulders as she sits beside you. She noticed how gloomy you looked and wanted to cheer you up. "Yeah. I'm just tired. I'll go to bed. Goodnight, Lou." You gave her a weak smile and walked off towards your room. Her gaze just follows your movements.
"Why don't you talk to her about it, Y/N?" Tammy comforted you as she caught you silently sobbing. "I don't know what to say, Tam. I know they are partner in crime, and I have no right to be jealous because I haven't accepted her yet, and I can't accept her because of how she is now. I know I sound selfish, but I have been hurt before, and I don't want to go through all that again." You cry more.
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad, but it's true
"Could you stop avoiding me?!" Lou snatched your arm to make you stop walking. You stopped walking but didn't face her. "How many times do I have to tell you? Debbie is my best friend and I'm worried about her." She let your arm go. "Best friends? I'm 100% sure best friends don't look at each other like how you look at her, Lou. I'm not an idiot. I know how people look in love." You face her this time.
"You know what? Believe what you want to believe. Talk to me when you can trust my words." Lou said before leaving you standing in the hallway. "Action speaks louder, Lou." You whisper, breaking your heart.
I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes)
They got all the jewelry and successfully framed Becker. They are all gathered in the loft, drinking champagne and talking about the mission. When Tammy pointed out you're missing. Lou furrowed her eyebrows and looked for you around the loft. Finally, she had the brains to check your room.
It was empty. All of your belongings were gone. There was only a note on your bed.
Dear Lou,
Congratulations to the successful mission. I want you to know that I love you and I'm setting you free. Even though we weren't officially together. You mean so much to me, and it pains me to leave you, but you deserve someone better. Don't worry. I'm not taking this to heart as I'm already used to it.
I'm sorry that I'm too good at goodbyes.
Goodbye Lou.
Y/N.
That's when Lou realized she should have paid more attention to you. Now you are gone.
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I wouldn't forget a pretty face
Warnings: First Meetings, fluff, fun
Word count: 1.4 K
Pairing: Daphne Kluger x Fem!Reader
Prompt: Daphne wouldn't forget a pretty face. Not even when that pretty face is "nobody"
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The first time I saw her was even before Debbie called me on the holdup. I had some debts to pay, and dedicating myself only to studying in my university years had left me with zero work experience. So, the only company that had helped me get a job after studying “Fashion Design” was the big Chanel store in Soho, New York.
Daphne was doing some shopping in the area, until a group of paparazzi began to chase her, forcing her to enter a store so that her bodyguards could disperse the press and get her into her truck.
I was arranging the seasonal clothes, trying not to focus my eyes on her figure, but she did look at me, she gave me a smile and I can even listen to a little of her conversation with her team while she walked around the store, trying not to get bored while waiting.
It didn't take long for the truck to pull up in front of the store, and as quickly as that happened, Daphne was gone.
Some time later, Debbie came to me, the mythical (and forgotten) Rose Weil needed a reliable right hand to carry out this theft; and both Lou and Debbie knew how badly she needed that money.
Although I never got to meet Daphne herself in the many times Rose had had to meet with the actress, the next time I saw her, it was at the Met. My good friend Lou needed a confidence booster, and right now, she was grateful for the multiple episodes of Masterchef she'd seen.
By the time I had been given my new diamond bracelet to put in the little bag I carried with me, right at that moment, I was able to relax. I had been under so much stress that I had barely been able to enjoy the big party Tammy had thrown us into.
And there, again, was Daphne. Her eyes collided with mine again, but now, instead of bringing out my kinder side and trying to give her a smile, I quickly looked away from her eyes. Debbie said she wanted to lay low. It sounds silly, Daphne Kluger, a Hollywood star wouldn't remember my face, not when she sees millions of people every day, why would she remember the face of a simple employee who doesn't earn even 3% of what she earned in a single movie?
Time passed again. Now, right at this moment Lou and Debbie were making sure that each part of the jewels were being sold so that they could deposit the corresponding part in each of the eight bank accounts; while that was going on, i had to keep working at the store, i still had to look like a job… and to be honest, i worked so hard at this damn store, all i ask in return is a decent damn reward.
My boss had asked me to put the makeup and perfume products behind the counter, so I did, putting all my attention on the task, which caused me not to notice that someone had arrived at the store; more specifically, that someone had stood in front of me.
"I knew I had seen you"
My head that was inside the showcase could only see a flat stomach covered in a fine brown cloth; Quickly my eyes looked up only to meet Daphne's face.
I tried to get up quickly until my head hit the glass. Forgetting that my head was still inside the glass case.
She just let out a small smile that she hid behind her hand, but despite that, I could notice flashes of concern.
"What?"
Ask, now with your head out of the glass space.
"It's you, isn't it?, the one who wore that sexy dress at the MET"
"I… I'm sorry…?"
"Of course you were there! I wouldn't forget a face as pretty as yours." I could feel the heat and redness rising up my neck and settling on my cheeks, causing Daphne's brown eyes to take on a different glow. You know, the party where I supposedly dropped the famous necklace…”
“ 'Supposedly'? What do you mean 'supposedly'?”
“It turns out that… the necklace found was fake; the actual necklace hasn't turned up, so a private investigator is helping to find it.” Damn. Debbie promised that it was almost impossible to use an investigator for this. Damn "The investigator has as a major suspect a certain Debbie Ocean… and he told me that even though she has a perfect alibi, he still maintains her as the main suspect" I felt the muscles in my neck and shoulders tense, it even felt like a metal ball was falling. It will start to form in my esophagus and try to go down. "I guess you don't have anything to do with that Debbie girl, do you, sweetie?" just as I was about to open my mouth to answer her question, she spoke again "wait, isn't that the blonde you shared a few drinks with at the party?"
She raised her eyebrows, putting my body between a rock and a hard place; because, not only was she one of the most beautiful women in the world, I now realized, she was one of the most intelligent women in the world. She already knew it, and I couldn't hide it
"Good morning Miss Kluger, can we help you with something?"
My boss had come to our place, screaming with her eyes to get back to work
"Yes, I would like to buy the blouse that your employee models" Both pairs of eyes fell on my blouse "And if it comes with the model, it would be a thousand times better"
She winked again, causing the blush to intensify on my cheeks.
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The sound that the doors made when opening made us all stop doing our activities, only to pay attention to the beautiful actress who had just entered Lou's place.
"You guys are FUCKED"
She spoke while walking towards us, sitting in the chair that was in front of me.
"Sorry?" Tammy asked. "How did you get here?"
"We invite her" Lou spoke
they were all silent
“Chilly,” Daphne remarked at the glances given by the rest of the group, “what about, 'Hi Daph, welcome to the team. Let's not all high five at once.'”
“Discovered Y/N” was Debbie's turn
"What?!" they all shouted
“Y/N…how did you let her find you out?”
"I…"
"She didn't do anything," Daphne defended me. “I'm just not the typical dumb Hollywood actress”
“Miss Kluger, here, figured out the move from the start; only that its common thread was Y/N”
"Of course, not to mention that discreet is not a word I would use to describe them."
They all remained silent, looking at each other trying to understand the situation, while bitch Constance the time out to see the cards of the others. Damn cheating bitch.
"Not to mention that the private investigator is about to check each one of you asses"
"Investigator?" asked Rose scared
"That was not in the plan" Amita spoke
“That's why Miss Kluger is here. She herself offered to help us."
"Why would you help a group of criminals?" question Tammy
“Are you an only child?” I asked causing giggles
"Well, I don't have many friends, and book clubs are stupidly boring."
"So… you decided to help criminals because you don't have any friends?"
"Yep, she is definitely an only child" spoke Eight Ball
"Okay, ladies, with this done, I think we can continue" Lou spoke.
Of course, I knew Lou very well, and I knew that she considered herself the queen of the UNO, so, I wanted to embarrass ourselves.
Lou, Eight Ball, Constance and I played UNO, while Debbie and Tammy talked in the kitchen, serving up a few slices of pizza, just as Amita and Rose talked about some designers, leaving Daphne alone.
Knowing that having Lou, a master of the game and a cheating bitch like Constance; I put the game down and got up, walking to the front to return to sit next to Daphne.
"Hello" I greeted as I raised my hand, squeezing hers in a warm squeeze "I'm Y/N"
"Wow, I'm glad to name a pretty face like yours."
How was it so easy for her to make me blush?
"Well, I'm glad to put a cute personality on a not-so-simple, pretty face."
It was her turn to blush
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Lou dropped her game a bit and stood up next to Debbie and Tammy, putting an arm around Debbie's shoulders.
"Okay, how much do you bet those two are going to end up dating?" with her chin she pointed to the figure of Y/N and Daphne, who were getting closer and closer
“Dating?, I bet my life Y/N is already planning their wedding,” Tammy teased.
"She even knows where her honeymoon is going to be," Debbie continued, giving Lou a kiss on the cheek.
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mintcaramelhazel · 11 months
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I’ve watched again the ocean’s eleven saga what means a top gun au and spoilers for oceans twelve specifically
Bc I’m dying imagining Danny bein ice and his wife being mav and the scene in the hotel w Bruce Willis, except that mav is being Tom Cruise and Bruce willis is Val Kilmer lol
Goose and Carole are alive and divorced. Bc goose is still a criminal and Bradley has followed his steps (yeah, Bradley is Linus), and also, Carole is an important chief at the FBI and it doesn’t look good if she is married to one of the best art thieves ever
She remarried Slider, that isn’t better but at least Slider hasn’t got any pending warrant with his name lol
(Also, slider x goose x Carole all the way)
Carole bailing them from jail in Italy and she scolding Bradley in the car *chef kiss*
But also I want icemav to be Danny and Rusty bc those two give off so many ~vibes~
But also, if Jake is Isabel? And Bradley tempting him as Rusty??
am I the only one seeing the possibilities and all the different scenarios??
Oceans 11 when mav (Danny) wants to rob cyclone (terry) bc he stole his wife, ice (tess)
Mav recounting Bradley bc he used to deal w his father???
Hangster being Debbie and Lou from oceans eight?? Bc Jake has big cate Blanchett energy and you cant deny that!
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The first round of preparations are finally complete, and that means the first round of the Classic Sapphic Ships bracket is almost ready to go! I'll be preparing the polls today and tomorrow to hopefully go live on Friday, and voting time for at least the first two rounds will run for a week. Check out the FAQ in the meantime, and feel free to send over any additional questions as well!
The full list of Round 1 Match Ups is under the cut!
Right side:
Franky/Bridget (Wentworth) vs Regina/Emma (Once Upon a Time)
Watson/Moriarity (Elementary) vs Lucy/Amy (DEBS)
Gina/Rosa (Brooklyn 99) vs Debbie/Lou (Ocean's 8)
Jo/Blair (The Facts of Life) vs Peyton/Brooke (One Tree Hill)
Piper/Alex (Orange is the New Black) vs Bering/Wells (Warehouse 13)
Xena/Gabrielle (Xena: Warrior Princess) vs Trini/Kimberly (Power Rangers 2017)
Ripley/Annalee (Alien) vs Annalise/Tegan (How to Get Away With Murder)
Susan/Talia (Babylon 5) vs Chessy/Meredith (The Parent Trap)
Ann/Anne (Gentleman Jack) vs Scully/Reyes (X-Files)
Cat/Kara (Supergirl) vs Olivia/Natalia (Guiding Light)
Nikki/Helen (Bad Girls) vs Ola/Lily (Sex Education)
13/Cameron (House MD) vs Sara/Catherine (CSI)
Delphine/Cosima (Orphan Black) vs Emily/JJ (Criminal Minds)
B'elanna/Seven (Star Trek) vs Rachel/Quinn (UnReal)
Emily/Alison (Pretty Little Liars) vs Beca/Chloe (Pitch Perfect)
Carol/Maria (Captain Marvel) vs Raven/Abby (The 100)
Left side:
Grace/Frankie (Grace & Frankie) vs Shaw/Root (Person of Interest)
Callie/Arizona (Grey's Anatomy) vs Stef/Lena (The Fosters)
Eve/Mazikeen (Lucifer) vs Luce/Rachel (Imagine Me & You)
Tara/Pam (True Blood) vs Ally/Ling (Ally McBeal)
Alex/Olivia (Law and Order SVU) vs Miranda/Andy (The Devil Wears Prada)
Samantha/Janet (Stargate SG-1) vs Nomi/Amanita/Sense8)
Willow/Tara (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) vs 13/Yasmin (Doctor Who)
Sharon/Brenda (The Closer) vs Kalinda/Alicia (The Good Wife)
Max/Anne (Black Flag) vs Petra/Jane (Jane the Virgin)
Eleanor/Tahani (The Good Place) vs Kelly/Yorkie (Black Mirror)
Rory/Paris (Gilmore Girls) vs Aneela/Kendry (Killjoys)
Quinn/Rachel (Glee) vs Jane/Maura (Rizzoli & Isles)
Nico/Karolina (Runaways) vs Serena/Bernie (Holby City)
Laura/Danny (Carmilla) vs Peggy/Angie (Agent Carter)
Hecate/Pippa (The Worst Witch) vs Bobbie/Chrisjen (The Expanse)
Bo/Lauren (Lost Girl) vs Bette/Tina (The L Word)
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the-indie-owl · 8 months
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SpongeBob SquarePants Shipping Chart (FEEL FREE TO USE)
MAJOR UPDATE (10/14/2023): Added More Characters from the Musical
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For the record, I've decided to create my own official blank shipping chart of one of my Fandoms for the very first time (since there isn't much SB Shipping Charts all over online so I created my own).
I've created Two Versions in case for Half of the Fandom's POV on the Two King Neptune characters (rather if you believe they are the same Character or Not).
Here are the Two Links for Full Versions in case to use for the Better Quality.
In case if you are confused of what each of the Ship Terms for what each of the Color represents...
❤️ = OTP (A Ship that You Love so Much and it is your own Main Favorite One out of all of the Other Ships) 🧡 = Platonic (A Ship that you prefer to be more than just Personal Friends rather than a Couple) 💖 = Crack (A Kind of Ship that is meant to be either Bizarre or Funny as in a Joke) 🩷= Love (A Ship that you also Adore but not that much of a Main Favorite) 💛= Like (A Ship that you do Enjoy but rather in a More "Causal" way to say the least) 💚= Neutral (A Ship that you have Mixed Feelings or Indifferent with) 🩵= Ok (A Ship that you're completely Fine with, but don't have any strong feelings towards it) 💜= Meh (A Ship that you just don't completely care nor pay any attention to) 💙= Dislike (A Ship that you just don't agree with or just not a personal fan of, if you don't have any too much Hate of it) 💙= Hate (A Ship that you just CAN'T STAND no matter how much that you despise) 🖤= Crash and Burn (A NOTOP that you Hate so much and is your own Main DEPISE One out of all the Other Ships)
Bonus Option: 💗= Ship with OC (A Character that you personally prefer to ship with Any of Your Own Persona/Mutuals' OC) 💚= Ship in Crossover (An X-Over Ship that you prefer to ship with Any Canon Character in the Franchise with a Different Character from Another Media) 🟤= Stay Single (A Character that you don't have enough ships and would just leave the Character to be Single without being shipped with anyone)
Characters in the Chart:
(Main Show)
SpongeBob SquarePants
Patrick Star
Gary The Snail
Sheldon J. Plankton
Squidward Tentacles
Sandy Cheeks
Mr. Krabs
Pearl Krabs
Karen
Mrs. Puff
Mermaid Man
Barnacle Boy
Larry The Lobster
The Flying Dutchman
Man Ray
Dirty Bubble
King Neptune
Queen Amphitrite
Prince Triton
Squidabeth
Barry Blobfish
Nosferatu
Slappy Laszlo
Slippy
Squidina Star
Chip Plankton
Tony 
Squilliam Fancyson
Squilvia
Patchy The Pirate
Spot
Snellie
Kenny The Cat
Perch Perkins
Bubble Bass
Old Man Jenkins
Kevin C. Cucumber
Flats The Flounder
Lady Upturn
Stanley SquarePants
Sam Star
Flapjack SquarePants
Bubble Buddy
Rube Goldfish
Gale Doppler
Plankrab
Charlton Hawkfish
Boat Salesman Shark
Hieronymus Glove
Karen 2.0.
Nurse Bazooka
Lord Poltergeist
DoodleBob
Don Grouper
Sticky Fins Whiting
Dorsal Dan
Dylan
Fred
Tom
Archie
Harry
Francis
John
Nancy Suzy Fish
Nazz Mimi
Tina Fran
Henry Bart
Franco
Sheila
Vera Fishbowl
Medley Fishbowl
Evelyn
Mevis
Buddy
Perry
Horace
Sheldon
Halbert
Jennifer Millie
Charlie
Frank The Goldfish
Jimmy Gus
Phil
Molly
Clay
Don The Whale
Harold (Red Fish)
Gus
Martin/Wobbles
Scooter
Lou
Harold "Bill" Reginald
Nat
Shubie
Dave
Sadie
Abigail Marge
Patty Rechid
Norma Rechid
Nathiel
Martha Smith
Thaddeus
Billy Lime
Harv
Frank (Lifeguard Guy)
Lloyd-Rich
Cara
Paco
Sylvester
Mabel
Old Man Walker
Lonnie
Mary
Sandals
Dennis
Miss Shell
Norma Edna
Debbie
Frank
Pilar 
Frankie Billy
Dale
Lenny
Mable-Monica
Purple Doctorfish
Norton
Richard
(Movies)
-1st Movie, "The SpongeBob SquarePants Movie"
Princess Mindy
Dennis
- 2nd Movie, "Sponge Out of Water"
Burger Beard
-3rd Movie, "Sponge On The Run"
King Poseidon
Queen Salacia (For those who don't know, in Roman Legends, Salacia was the Goddess of the Sea as well as the Actual Wife of Neptune (her Counterpart was Amphitrite, a Greek Goddess who was Poseidon's Wife). However, considering that the Franchise has secretly done an Alternate "Wife Swap" idea between the Consorts of the Greek/Roman Sea Gods, Salacia did appear in a Cameo of the Third Movie, regarding if it could be truly her or not. There was also a Semi-Design of Her through Concept Arts behind the Third Movie that I did found through ArtStation by 3D Developer (Michael Defeo). For those who are curious to know about the concept design behind King Poseidon's Wife in SB, here's the link that you can click on.)
Sage
Otto
Chancellor
Tiffany Haddock
(Spin-Offs)
-Kamp Koral
Narlene Narwhal
Nobby Narwhal
Kidferatu
Preda Tory
Roxy
Jimmy Blobfish
-The Patrick Star Show
Ouchie
(Musical)
Mrs. Mayor
Merlina Mermaid
Entity Punkfish
Goldfish
Fred Blutang
Bubbles
Bitsey
The Eletric Skates
(Other Media)
- Games 
Prawn ("Battle for Bikini Bottom")
Madame Kassandra ("The Cosmic Shake")
- Books
Princess Neptuna ("SpongeBob and the Princess")
Feel free to use if you like to use any version you want, either if you'd want to credit me or link my own charts in the descriptions/texts.
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blackacre13 · 1 year
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Hi! I so love your writings 😭 and I've seen fanart of loubbie in the snow globe scene on twitter and I immediately think of you. I think you're the the best one to write While You Were Sleeping AU with Debbie as Lucy and Lou as Jack. Of course if you just want to😄 Thanks🫶
Hi anon! Thank you so so much❤️ gah I don’t think I’ve seen that but I’ll have to scope it out because it sounds adorable. I’ve definitely recommended it on here before but @how-to-sit-gay beat me to this AU and did it WAY more Justice than I ever could and is EXACTLY what you are looking for. You just need a cozy blanket and a mug if something warm before you cuddle up with it. (Linked below!) as a bonus, I will also say, the novel Kiss Her Once For Me by Allison Cochurn is a sapphic retelling! The whole time I was like why does this feel like a While You We’re Sleeping AU👀 (turns out it started there!)
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nclgsticore · 2 years
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𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
last updated : August 24th, 2023
𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫:
Helena Bonham Carter
Cate Blanchett
Sandra Bullock
Scarlett Johansson
Elizabeth Olsen
Hayley Atwell
Florence Pugh
Olivia Colman
Helen McCrory
Sarah Paulson
𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫
Alcina Dimitrescu
Donna Beneviento
Mother Miranda
Larissa Weems
Morticia Addams nee Frump
Bellatrix Lestrange
Natasha Romanoff
Wanda Maximoff
Rose Weil
Debbie Ocean
Lou Miller
Nine Ball
All above and more are due to requests. I also write for their characters as well.
𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐈 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞:
Fluff (F)
Smuts (S)
Angst (A)
Comfort (C) And up to requests too. Well I do prompts too!
Additional notes for whoever wants to request:
Please take note over here, I'll take a little time to write your request because I'm in college now. But if you have further request, just kindly dm me
Most of my works here are the same from my Wattpad as well, so please, strictly no copyright!
And also if there are mixes of actress/ actors in my work, there will be in both all the actresses involved. Thankies xx
'𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧'𝐬 𝟖' 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
'𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟?' 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐚 𝐁𝐨𝐧𝐡𝐚𝐦 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫
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Why? ( F & A )
Why? P2 ( F )
Injured ( OCEAN'S 8 ONE-SHOTS || Rose Weil x Reader ) ( F & S )
𝐂𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐭
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Period Pain ( S & C )
Overthinking ( OCEAN'S 8 ONE SHOTS || Lou Miller x Tammy x Debbie Ocean x Reader ) ( A & F )
𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐚 𝐁𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤
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Overthinking ( OCEAN'S 8 ONE SHOTS || Lou Miller x Tammy x Debbie Ocean x Reader ) ( A & F )
𝐒𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐡 𝐏𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐬𝐨𝐧
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𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐧
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I'm Tired ( A )
What If? ( A & C )
What If? P2 ( C )
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𝐅𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐏𝐮𝐠𝐡
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Alone P2 ( S )
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐌𝐜𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐲
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Desperate ( S )
Desperate P2 ( S )
Desperate P3 ( F & C & S )
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sapphicforsarahh · 5 months
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lou miller fluff plzzz
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word count: 300
warnings: nothing but fluff
synopsis: lou can't wait to see you after a long day
lou practically dumped her bike outside the apartment before coming in. she'd had a long day of planning the most recent heist with debbie and had only just got back at 8:40pm. she'd been thinking about you all day and couldn't wait to come home.
her keys got thrown on the bench and her coat lazily draped over the couch. she knew that you'd be tucked in bed with a hot drink. the door to your shared bedroom was slightly ajar, she could see you and hear the faint noise of television. her face changed from a worn out look to a warm one.
"honey, i'm back," lou gently pushed open the door and presented herself. your tired eyes lit up when you saw her in the doorway. "baby," you smiled, before patting the bed and urging her to come sit with you. "let me just get comfy, i'll be right with you," she walks over and kisses your head. you nod and watched her change from her day clothes to an old, creased flannel from her drawer.
finally, lou climbs into bed and holds you in her arms. "what are we watching?" she softly mumbles against the side of your head. "its between the x-files and grey's," you declare, leaving no room for argument. lou only laughs and whispers, "you know how much i love the x-files."
after a few episodes, lou looked at the watch on her nightstand and it read: 11:38. she turned off the TV and noticed that you had fell asleep. carefully, she pulled the covers up to wrap both of you up, and tried not to wake you. all she heard from you was a simple sigh and you cuddled further into her arms. "goodnight honey," she whispered before kissing your forehead.
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goodegrrrl · 2 years
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Stitches
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Pairing: Lou Miller x Debbie Ocean
Words: 1,748
Warnings: implied disordered eating
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Losing someone is always hard. It isn’t only the breakup itself, but everything that follows. It is waking up in the middle of the night, reaching for the one to hold your heart but being met with the cold sheets. It is the early hours of the morning when the usual good morning kiss never comes, leaving your lips cold and longing for a gentle touch. It is dragging yourself out of bed to make a cup of coffee and finding her favorite mug in the back of the cupboard. It is turning on the radio only to hear the song that reminds you of her wafting softly around the room.
Losing someone is always hard because it never just happens once. It happens every single day, in the discovery of the small things reminding you of her. It is not a single occasion, a single event with a starting and an ending point. Every day, it happens again by the disruptions in your routines, by glances at the pictures on the wall, by the sounds of her favorite birds chirping outside to ring in the new day. Losing someone doesn’t just happen once. It happens over and over again every single day.
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Lou was restless. She had been tossing and turning in her bed for the last few hours. It felt empty, too big for her. Ever since Debbie left she had not been able to sleep. Every night was spent thinking about the love she had lost.
It was still dark outside when she decided that she would not been able to sleep. The clock struck 3am but she was wide awake - her thoughts running circles.
She could hear a few dogs barking in the distance.
Lou slowly got out of bed, her limbs sore. Ever since Debbie left she had spent her days doing nothing, mostly lying in bed. She couldn’t focus on anything. Couldn’t remember the last time she had ate. The last time she had talked. The last time she had been outside.
Never in a million years would she have thought that Debbie would leave her. The life they had build together.
But she had.
The whole apartment felt empty. When Lou entered the open spaced living area she remembered why she never left the bedroom. Everything reminded her of Debbie.
The walls were lined with pictures of them together - pictures that told tales of happier times. Times when they had been madly in love. Times when they were invincible.
Lou took one off the wall and let her fingers run over it. Her favorite. The picture showed them gazing lovingly at each other while Lou’s palm gently cradled Debbie’s cheek. She was smiling sheepishly. Lou remembered this day vividly. It had been taken at Tammy’s New Year’s party just six months ago.
Six months ago. She had been so happy back then. She had always been happy when she was with Debbie.
A lone tear ran down her cheek.
She put the photograph down and went to the kitchen, grabbing the bottle of bourbon that she had left on the counter.
The burning in her throat reminded her that she was still there. Still alive. Still breathing. Still feeling.
Her throat constricted. She felt like she couldn’t breathe anymore. Desperate not to cry, she took another large gulp. And another.
Her tears ran down her porcelain cheeks quietly.
Lou let out a laugh. She couldn’t believe what she had turned into.
She used to be so confident. So fierce. Oozing with confidence and wit. Now she wasn’t even sure if she could string together a whole sentence.
Her gaze landed on the other side of the room. Wobbling legs carried her to the large mirror that was leaned against the brick wall. She almost didn’t recognize herself.
She had always been slim, but now she was scary thin. Her layered clothes weren’t much use in hiding that. It was so clear just from looking at her cheekbones and the ghostly look of her hands.
She figured that once the soul is so thin, the body just follows. She didn’t love herself anymore. Didn’t care about herself anymore. There was no need for her to take care of herself.
Her musings were disrupted by a key being used to open the front door.
And then her icy blue eyes met the soft brown ones of Debbie.
Lou wanted to run to her but her legs wouldn’t move. She couldn’t move. She couldn’t breathe. For a moment she was wondering if she had died in her sleep and had ascended to heaven where pain did not exist.
“Lou.”, Debbie’s voice brought her back to reality and suddenly she was standing in front of her.
“I am so sorry. Lou. Please.”, Lou could feel the warmth of Debbie’s hands on her shoulders seep into her. She smiled.
“Debbie. What are you doing here?”, she couldn’t really focus. Her mind was clouded from the bourbon that she could still taste on her tongue. She felt like she was floating, but looking down she saw that her feet were firmly standing on the ground.
“I made a mistake. I am so sorry. God, Lou. When was the last time you ate something?”, she whispered as tears were running down her rosy cheeks.
“I don’t remember.”, Lou’s voice barely above a whisper. Her head was suddenly killing her. It felt like tiny needles were poking her skin. She felt nauseous.
Debbie too felt nauseous. Seeing Lou like this - so fragile and drained of all the poise she usually carried - made her heart break into a million little pieces. Her head was spinning, guilt roaring within her like thunder during a heavy storm.
She could feel Lou softly swaying from side to side, so she tightened the grip on her slender shoulders. She was afraid she’d break underneath her touch.
“Lou. Baby.”, she spoke softly, “let me get you to bed. We can talk in the morning. You need to rest. To sleep.”
Lou just nodded. The aching in her head got worse by the minute and she couldn’t stand for much longer. Without realizing, she leaned into Debbie. Her head coming to rest upon her shoulder.
Debbie wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out again. Her soul was being split open at the sight of Lou. She tenderly scooped her up into her arms, worried by the lightness of her body.
Slowly she carried her to the bedroom and eased her down on the bed.
“Don’t leave me. Please.”, Lou whispered. She felt ashamed by her neediness but couldn’t bring herself to really care. She had nothing to lose and all she wanted was Debbie there with her. She wanted Debbie to take away her pain.
“I’m not leaving. I promise.”, Debbie laid down next to Lou and opened her arms. When Lou scooted closer and rested her head in the crook of her neck, she finally felt whole again. Her arms wrapped around Lou’s frame as she placed a gentle kiss to the top of her head. “I’m not leaving you ever again. And I’m going to spend the rest of my life making up forever leaving in the first place.”
Lou answered by trying to get even closer to Debbie before sleep overtook her.
*
The next time she woke, Lou felt like she had been hit by truck. Her whole body ached and her head was throbbing. She slowly opened her eyes only to find Debbie right in front of her, running her fingers through her hair.
“Good morning, baby.”, her voice was raspy from sleep but to Lou, it was the prettiest sound.
Debbie turned and she immediately missed the contact. She was relieved when she handed her a glass of water along with some painkillers.
“Here you go, Rocky.”, Debbie whispered as to not irritate Lou’s aching throbbing headache.
She gladly put the pills in her mouth before she downed the glass of water. Her hands were shaking.
Debbie gently took the glass from her and laid back down next to Lou. Her hands found their way back into her hair to continue to work through the knots.
“Close your eyes, baby. You need to rest.”, she tenderly spoke.
Lou realized that it was still dark outside, so she closed her eyes again as Debbie’s soft touches lulled her back to sleep.
*
As the first rays of sunshine flooded through the windows, Lou woke up again. The apartment was cast over by the golden light of morning hour. She turned around and was met with Debbie’s soft smile.
“Hi.”, she whispered, scared, that she would spook Debbie if she talked to loudly.
“Hi.”, a soft whisper.
“Are you real?”, Lou was hesitant. For all she knew she could be hallucinating. It had happened before, even if not as vividly.
“I am. I realized that I couldn’t live without you.”, Debbie cupped her cheek with her palm. When her thumb softly rang across the soft skin underneath her eyes, Lou realized that she was softly crying.
“Why did you come back?”, she dared to say as she focused to keep her breathing steady, “I thought you never wanted to see me again.”
“I know I made a mistake. And I know you can’t forgive me right away, but please. I want to be with you. And once you’re stronger, we can talk about everything.”, Debbie’s eyes were focused on her.
Lou just nodded before burrowing her face on Debbie’s chest, focusing on her heartbeat. She could feel the tears gathering in her eyes. Lou so desperately just wanted to forget that Debbie ever left, but she knew that it wasn’t that easy.
The pain she had felt, still felt, ran deep. Still, the only person she wanted around was Debbie. She was so confused.
The soft circles Debbie drew on her back soothed her. She took in a rattling breath.
“It’s okay to cry, Lou. It’s okay to not be okay.”, Debbie softly spoke as the placed a kiss in Lou’s wild hair.
Lou just nodded, holding on to Debbie with all the strength she could muster as she let the tears escape her icy blue eyes.
Debbie just held on tighter. She knew eventually they’d be okay. It would be a long journey, but the view from the top would be worth it.
Because in this life and in every other one, the only one that truly mattered… was Lou.
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