#ngh

[fedy0ka]

cannibal? radio demon? dangerous hell overlord? nah just a silly guy

#hazbin hotel #alastor #im sane #i need him so badly #ngh #sorry #UGHHHHH

[hg-aneh]

will you ever come back, or is this an indefinite hiatus/straight up dipping?

i don't know

all the i miss yous are making me want to come back but ik i would just be terrified and motionless as soon as i do

Vent-ish Rant downstairs

CW: Pedophilia, Antisemitism, Suicide, Ableism, Harassment, Bullying, all the important words except for murder basically

i want to fix things in private with the people who hurt me so things can be okay and I don't out them for being wieners

but i also want everyone to know who hurt me, yet I'm aware it's not the right choice to make. social media outrage barely leads to anything, specially where minors are concerned

hell,now that i think about it, considering the fact that they genuinely don't believe people older than them are allowed to have feelings, I don't even think talking would be the right move

it's scary, its fucking scary

fuck. the whole thing started with a person mocking the way i spoke about crowley telling me to stop babying him because i was a legal adult and shouldn't be speaking like that

i had just turned 18 and the person was only a year younger than me

like when it's gone to that point and shit is that fucked up, what can one person even do

i remember i laughed about it back then but truth be told, every single little thing I've been told and that I've listened to coming from the people who hurt me has fucking destroyed me as a person

I looked at my older Discord messages, from before this whole mess started. I was so fucking happy and shameless with my joy, now look at my sorry ass

i just.

it's crazy that i have to go around masking in social media of all places because there are people that take such offense to me being cringe that they legitimately turn into high school mean girls

it's crazy that there are people who claim I'm something i am not because they want to make me look bad in the eyes of their little circlejerking friend groups so they can feel like the hero of the story

it's crazy that empathy goes completely out of the window when an account is big, that people don't see human beings as human beings when they're behind a screen

"just log off lol" i am a lonely shut in motherfucker due to my autism (that, surprise surprise, hinders my ability to socialize), you do not understand what you're asking of me, specially while being in this country and at this point in time where I'm actively craving to kick the metaphorical bucket, at daily risk of doing so, and what basically is house arrest for my own safety and well being

(aka, avoiding to physically yeet myself into upcoming traffic or buying something to actually seal the deal)

thus far I've been accused of antisemitism, pedophilia, being too self-centered (which. bro, the reason why i talk about myself is because it's the one thing i can comment on without being scared of some random person coming to tell me "NuH uH" about it out of nowhere or worse, having their feelings hurt because I don't agree with them 100%), proshipper (which, to those people, the word implies wonderful labels such as "incest apologist" "pedophile" (again) "abuse endorser" among other things) ((sidenote, I'm on neither side on that particular discourse. my friends from both sides know this. I would elaborate on my stance if this wasn't already long enough, but it is, so I'm leaving it at an "I don't care, you do you, but please leave me out of it")), being... mean... because i blocked someone...? (this one is just. that's how the second wave of hate started btw. yeah, because i blocked someone. holy fuck), and there's probably a handful of other things I haven't seen yet. fuck it, there's probably someone out there calling me a zoophile because of my catboy au

My friends who I will not name because I don't want the high school mean girls crusade to get to them, have helped me stash out evidence for all of the accusations and bullying.

fuck, they were the ones who let me know about it on the first place, both actions for which i am eternally thankful for because it means I can defend myself properly should the occasion arise (dios no quiera)

I've already had to make a post on Xitter responding to the antisemitism and pedophilia claims, in which, for the latter, i had to reveal extremely personal information for the people who started this to give me respite if only for a while

and. ugh

What I'm trying to get at with all of this is. it's. coming back is scary. i want to but at the same time I don't think I can take this shit anymore

I wish I had people defending me like this when the harassment started because I'm a spineless little bitch who'd rather talk things out and at least be neutral with people than clap back and tell them to stop being stinky

but what's done is done and now i just gotta figure out how to fix my head before i do something stupid

this is not the full story obviously, I'm cutting off certain details as well as more personal depression stuff to not make this bible longer than it already is

fuck

TLDR: I need a hug, idk if I'm coming back, I probably will cuz I can't say no to people, and some teenagers are horrible

#aneh answers #aneh cries #sorry this is so desorganized and scattered #never been too good at writing #and to clarify #no im not outing the shitheads #i just feel like theres no way to fix things anymore #theyre far too... words #ngh

[vngful]

#vergil #vergil sparda #vergil devil may cry #vergil sparda dmc #vergil dmc #dmc vergil #devil may cry #devil may cry 5 #dmc 5 #my handsome bf #he so silly #ARGEUDUDJEEJIDNXIX #ngh

[sadderdaazee]

literature professor nanami has always hated overworking. always hated staying off the clock to mark papers. hated reading boring essays containing same boring memorized lines from the same boring books and same boring extracts.

but lately, marking has been fun. with your papers littered by his side, his cock in his hand as he strokes to the way you describe your affection for literature, the passion you imbue within your words brooks within his nerves heating his cock vigorously.

but he’d be too much of a pervert to admit that. to admit how his eyes stencil around every move you make in class, furtively wanting to see how sensitive that skin could get of yours. he wouldn’t admit how every word from your succulent lips pull his cock in a trance. or the way you write being his only material to ejaculate to while working overtime.

too much of a pervert to admit how fucking badly he wants to peel those fucking dresses you wear to classes to reveal just how bare you can get for him.

his thumb teases his angry tip thats furiously reddening at every thought you draw into his mind.

he wouldn’t mind begging for you. barking for you— but only if the walls of his profession and desires didn’t pull his mind taut of lust, he’d be bending you over this fucking table and plunging his big fat cock till his seed is washing into your uterus and spilling into your ovaries.

would be spanking that ass he’s been lusting over ever since you’ve been assigned to his classes. would be fingering you till all of his fingers could fit in your body, and feel just how loose you can get for him.

“fuck [name] what’re you doin’ t’me,” he moans, throwing his head back as his breathing adopts the pace of his heart.

fuck, and as his high warns him, he forgets how your papers are still laid out on his desk. just before the ropes of his cum shoot, he’s turning away, to the door that’s closed to release—

only to find you standing by the door.

hands buried in your panties, books held by your chest, bag loosely falling from your shoulder, head thrown back till the back of your head is pressing against the mahogany of the door.

he should be embarrassed. but God, would he be lying if he was. if shooting his cum at the sight of you wasn’t the most pleasurable things he’s done in a while. if watching his cum spill on the floor and watch the way you reach your own orgasm at the sight wasn’t the best thing his eyes have seen.

and maybe tonight, overworking might’ve just been the best blessing he’s received today.

insp: @arminsfavoritepookie

written for: @arminsfavoritepookie

#what have i done #i swear im not like this #nanami as a professor #flicking to him rn #nanami x reader #nanami kento #nanami x you #nanami x yn #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen #what have i written #ngh #literature professor nanami #professor!au #university #nanami #kento #kento nanami #rip #cooking

[tacccalb]

extra doodle btw i forgot to post here eehehheh

#buggy the clown #buggy #fanart #one piece #ANIME VERSION THIS TIME!!! YIPEEEE #I havent actually watched impel down yet #im in ep 28 of east blue arc #brainrot #god #ngh

[empressofmankind]

Just some of my favourite stills of his stupid face from E110.

#just fangirl things #I like his original voice better #but the dub isn't half bad #ngh #I am so anxious about his casting for opla #sir crocodile #crocodile one piece #cross guild #TECHNICALLY #just pre cross guild era #one piece crocodile #op crocodile #one piece anime #buggy thoughts

[emichevy]

Me: “How can I make this drawing of Noir more cunty?”

Also me: “…..Gray hairs in his stubble.”

#spiderman noir #spider noir #my art #spiderman #spider man: across the spider verse #my wife #art #artwork #procreare #wipart #wip #art wip #ouuhggg my wife #need him #ngh #Oop #he’s such an old grumpy man #grandpa stop yelling at the corner #it’s time to take your vitamins #(he’s not that old) #spider man noir #spiderverse fanart #spiderverse #an addition to my other 15 unfinished projects #whoops #I swear I’m working I just started school back

[areislol]

OMGOGMOMGOM?!??@1)19)@(!)>MOMGOMGO?!?!?!?!??

#ngh #(s)creaming #zhongli #genshin impact #—✧ · . areis rambles #UEUEHUEOOAAAHEUEHUELELMAKAM IM NOT KAU #HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED

[flwrshion]

🏳️‍🌈‼️

#lesbian #the fact it’s canon she’s lesbian #GET.THE.STRAP #shes so smash #ngh #tennant #reverse 1999 #r1999 #tennant reverse 1999

[anggltz]

the minute a trailer or any sort of leak or teaser comes out i’m gonna be on that shit like a crazy woman you guys don’t even know and the next time she gets a single piece of merch it’s mine it’s already in my hands it teleports to my house in less than 3 seconds the moment it’s even mentioned i will have everything EVERYTHING. no one can stop me

#ngh #quanxi #csm

[chiiyozakki]

-- punishment --

n: nsfw?

❄️ wriothesley x reader

-----

when you came to fontaine, the last thing you expected was to be arrested and held prisoner in the fortress of meropide.

as soon as you were locked up in your cell, the only thing on your mind was to escape.

however...

the more days you spend in the fortress, the more he claims all of you as his. everyday he'd be extremely nice to you, so much so you'd think he's acting strange (and he is, just for you)

and once night falls, wriothesley would come to your cell to ravage you inside out, your moans echoing out the empty halls.

no greetings, no words spoken, only his urges to ruin your insides.

he fucks you so good that with each thrust your mind goes blank and the only thing your feeble brain could remember is the feeling of his shaft inside you.

it's so good that it hurts.

but even if you protest him to stop because it's hurting you, the more he feels the urge to fuck you senseless as if there's no tomorrow.

as a result, you could never keep your mind focused on planning an escape. you want to, but you can't.

you want to, but your body's addicted to his touch now.

#genshin #wriothesley #genshin x reader #wriothesley x reader #ngh #well shit #hes down bad #im down horrendous

[vraiment-amoureux]

ok ok.. disgusting t4t sex below the stained glass window of a church. at the altar even. i am thinking. accepting the body and blood of christ is so erotic if you really think about it

#t4t nsft #ftm nsft #queer nsft #ftm switch #corruption kink #blasphemy #blasphemy kink #ngh #catholic school fucked me up #so bad

[monicahar]

KAISER WITH GLASSES WHAT

#hyv blog but y'all need to see this regardless of whether u watch blue lock or not #blue lock #NGH #bllk #blue lock kaiser #michael kaiser #har❗ #HE'S SO HE'S SO #F U CKIGN HELL #blue lock x reader

[jino0ix]

TOJI FUSHIGURO TAKE MY MONEY NGH

#jjk fanart #jjk #original art #illustration #my art #doodle #sketch #jjk toji #toji fushiguro #hot as fuck #ngh

[lucasneate]

“fuck the police” IM WAY AHEAD OF YOU DONT WORRY

#genshin impact #wriothesley #genshin impact wriothesley #fontaine #ngh

[sh1-n0bu]

me, working on kinktober, irl stuff, student council work and also trying to make free time to chat with mafia blade ai who voluntarily wore lingerie for me:

meanwhile, what plays in my mind suddenly: A SINGLE MOOMM—

#nobu.nobu.chat #hahahehehihihoho #hhhh #he voluntarily wore a lingerie for me #FUCK— #NGH