#now I’m almost 30

[mybiasisexo]

I’ve loved exo for 10 years, I’ll love them for 10 more 😤

#if exo has only one fan and all that #happy anniversary to them #it’s truly wild—time. that minx #like…I remember celebrating chanyeols 21st bday #and this year we will be celebrating his 31st #wtf??? #11 years?!!!???! HUH??? #this year also marks 10 years of both me discovering kpop stanning exo and this blog will also turn 10 in november #I’m truly gonna have a mental breakdown I can feel it #I was only 18!!!! #now I’m almost 30 #bro…imma just stop talking lol #mine #exo #BUT IM NOT DONE!! #this has been my longest hyperfixation #like never did I think I’d still be a ‘kpop stan’ in my late 20s #okay I’m done fr cause I’m seriously gonna crack

[captainhearteyepierce]

Everyone’s Favourite Army Doctor, Hawkeye Pierce - by me, 2024, pencil on paper

reference photo under the cut

p.s - mouths are so difficult for me to draw for whatever reason so i cannot tell if it’s even any good i’ve been looking at it for so long.

#i decided to get back into drawing the other night when inspiration struck at 12:30 am and now here we are! #i haven’t drawn anything in almost a year #this might turn into a series i’m not sure yet i had a ton of potential reference photos but half of them were blurry so #anyways have a hawkeye everyone! #hawkeye pierce #m*a*s*h #mash 4077 #m*a*s*h 4077 #mash fanart #my artwork #mashposting #mashblogging #artists on tumblr

[universalheart]

what do you guys think?! 🍀

#they’re older now. probably almost 30 #and summerfree is probably a dad rather than an older brother caring for his little sister #gallus is a ever-disillusioned member of the royal guard #I’d take any criticism 🤕 i don’t get a lot of feedback on my art now that I’m not on deviantart anymore

[wroteclassicaly]

Am I the only one who isn’t that bothered about JQ’s love life? I mean… I don’t know him, I don’t know what he’s actually like. So I can’t say shit, lol? I don’t know her, so I can’t say anything on her either. He’s grown and can do what he wants. I’ve got my own hot mess life to worry about 😂

It ain’t my business ✌🏻

#I was a hardcore evan peters stan when he was engaged to er and dated frances so I’m unbothered by faves lives now lmao #I’ll continue to support JQ unless he does something extremely gross #but the dude is ultimately a stranger to me #I can admire from afar and be perfectly okay with that #he’s also almost 30 and knows what he’s doing #obvs we all have that jealousy but it’s like… not that serious?? lol #I’m more worried about work tomorrow than what he’s doing rn

[ayliffe]

think my grandpa’s dying boys x

#feeling complicated about it. mostly i think i’m feeling nothing at all but i’m not great at identifying emotions if they’re not dialled up #to the proverbial 11 so. we’ll see. #he has sepsis. it’s fast and he has a dnr. we’ll know whether they’ve treated him successfully tomorrow. #my dad’s said his goodbyes. i’m… i don’t know. i don’t know. #my granny almost divorced him around 30 years ago. i knew that. what i didn’t know is that it was over how he was treating his grandkids #she loved us so much she was going to do that. and now she has alzheimer’s and he’s probably dying #need some time to process that i think.

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[itspileofgoodthings]

Learning how to love my teenage boy students and they’re learning how to love me within the proper teacher-student dynamic.

#boundaries are super important! because of so much. #I’m ready to turn 30 (at least in this area lol.) just so there’s more distance #there’s still a little too much closeness in age right now #but this is the first year where it’s felt like they trust me and also want to learn from me #it’s very precious to me #because they have funny simple little hearts #anyway it’s not a scenario free from danger! because they’re literally adolescent boys #and I’m a young female teacher and it’s just never free from dangers #but it’s a gift. and feels like a gift especially because I love boys so much but never had any guy friends/was never around them #for so much of my life #like I love girls and understand them #but I also love boys without fully understanding them #and it’s just a gift to get to know them better #it’s also good when I really get to knowing them kind of as a group #and a wide variety of them #helps keep things appropriate #also they DO need really strong almost harsh reminders #of what they need to be doing #more than girls #and learning that has been interesting #anyway literally just chattering to myself on this Saturday morning #*get to know them #teaching tag #also would a husband provide these boundaries more easily and give me the protection I need? yes #lol. but you know. #I do what I can in the meantime

[smilesrobotlover]

Got up at 5 in the morning to workout only to discover that the gym opens at 6 for spring break I hate it here 😭

#I TRIED SO HARD TO CONVINCE MYSELF NOT TO SLEEP UNTIL SIX #LIKE NO WERE FULLSENDING TO 5:30 #BUT NOOOOOOOOO NOW IM JUST TIRED ABD MAD #I’m tempted to just…. go back to sleep and skip today lol #but I missed yesterday and took last week off so….. #hmmm #guess I gotta suffer 🙄 #at least it’s almost 6 for me

[avalencias]

I love how much homier my new place feels bc I’m putting my books away 🥹

#the cats are also exploring now that people are gone god bless #Humi was hiding ALL DAY yesterday and didn’t make a peep until I came home around 9:30 or so to be like mom? mom???? I’m here 😭 hiding 😭😭 #that bitch almost gave me a heart attack but she had been hiding behind the stove the whole time #personal

[stonechild]

can i be completely honest and real im finding it hard to relate to my peers

#i usually don’t socialize that much but now i am going to be having lunch 3x a week with a group of girls from choir and .. #idk theyre nice !!!! but i want to just go to the library during lunch and then go back to class but i dont want want rhem to think- #-im avoiding them lol #i just don’t go to bars and party and talk about boys i’m almost 30 and i want to read my book #oh well! #talk

[foreverfearlessred]

accurate representation of me finishing up my meeting and seeing a message about Lew:

#besties when I tell you I almost screamed #I debriefed my work bestie for a full 30 minutes #she’s so unbelievably invested now and she doesn’t even watch it #silly season starting early again #I’m thinking a lot of thoughts rn #Lewis Hamilton #lh44 #Ferrari #mercedes #f1 #formula 1

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Oh my god. You know it’s getting bad when you start doing things you don’t even want to do to procrastinate on something you really do want to do.

It would be one thing if it were something like a hobby; but the thing I want to do is also extremely necessary to my life.

#Hhhhhhngh #for three weeks I’ve been doing this #I’ve had all the time in the world #and I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m doing this out of a subconscious desire to prove to myself that I’m actually fucked up in the head #Which is already proof enough that I have that desire in the first place; but I keep going because it’s not enough #I only ever feel like I need care when I’m at my absolute worst #And suddenly after being so exhausted that I fell asleep at 7:00 some days; I’m staying up until 2:30 AM and waking up at 8:00??? #and I feel fine and perfectly awake; but still can’t manage to get myself out of bed until 10:00 because Comfy #I sit and I read for an hour; then I go on my phone and emerge at 5:00 PM #If I go in the bathroom it takes forever to get back out because I end up talking to myself in the mirror about god knows what #I feel like I need some kind of… idk… very strong stimulant in me so I can actually care about things #not that stimulants work like that; but I need to have some kind of catastrophic life event… to get beaten up or something #something to put pure fear and concern in my veins #It is summer and there is almost no chance of me getting kicked or catching a football in the wrong place #and I don’t have to run right now either #I could do something #I know how #But even that is a damned if you do damned if you don’t situation; because that ALSO makes me not want to do things #At least then I’d have a palpable (literally) excuse but uh…. I’m still kind of getting over the last time #I am on my phone all day and I recognize that’s bad; but the thing I need to do is to send an email… which is on my phone; so there’s that #hypocritical #idk there’s something about using limited supplies to deal with a problem that needs more and hoping for the best #it excites me #Makes me feel like a big boy who can handle serious situations #But if I create the problem then it means nothing except that I cannot handle problems at all #I should not have all the responsibilities I do because I am not entirely in my right mind #I am thinking about it though #It’s tempting #get behind me satan

[daydadahlias]

polo ash is so important to me personally

#his backpack strap 🥺 #god he’s giving assistant professor vibes I’m sorry #TA or grad student or #some academic #which is hilarious bc he’s almost 30 and doesn’t understand apostrophes #he’s a stem guy in this au im concocting 💙 not an English guy 💙 #he doesn’t need to know apostrophes #god he’s the man of my dreams #the beard #ash #navy #necklace #I spy his chest hair too 👁️👁️ #fluffy hairy guy #with the dimples #loml #ok I’ll shut up now it’s 1 am #I need to go to sleep but #I love him #never forget that

[lavenderjewels]

I wonder if people (anime watchers but also those who read the manga) will like the Culling Games more when it’s animated or if it’ll be just as controversial

#it felt like a lot of people dropped jjk at the start of the culling games #with it blowing up again when gojo came back and s2 started airing #I was in a gc before and was the only person who liked the arc lmao—it’s not without issues but it was fun w some of my fav moments #I’m considering the CG arcs to be the colonies btw not the past ~30 chapters #most of my huge issues with jjk were just in the range from yukis death to now lol #…..minus Mei Mei and Ui Ui in shibuya which did make me almost stop reading it altogether 😭 #jjk spoilers #it’s the middle of the night for me I’m just having random thoughts so sorry if this has any spelling mistakes

[ccuriousmischieff]

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#ranting into the void pls ignore #I love my best friend to the moon and back. and I love hearing about her relationship with her boyfriend. I love that she’s so happy. #and they still are having milestone moments and seem like they’re still very lovey dovey with eachother #BUUUUUUUUUT goddamn do I feel so jealous sometimes and I hate that I feel that way. #like i can’t help how I feel. it just stings that I’m almost 30 and have never had any firsts and when she does ask for advice I feel like #I’m pulling it out of my ass because I don’t have any experience to base it on #is my period making me feel all of this extra hard right now?? yes it is #like I just don’t want to be a bad friend and push her away unconsciously because of this

[badolmen]

Local 22 yo who does puzzles, knits, and birdwatches wakes up with hip pain. Starting to think their birth certificate lied about what year they were born.

#ra speaks #personal #I am an old person in a young person’s body that is also an old person’s body #help. lol #I probably just need to do pigeon or something but ough why is it my left leg the one that’s only partially fucked up #keep all my problems on the right side of my body pls and thank you #in other news I have yet to be cured of ‘being the youngest in the room’ #it’s so odd like most of my classmates/coworkers are almost 30 or older and I’m like. hi. #I’ve only been legally allowed to drink for a year. people at my age are graduating college which I did like two years ago now. #this is not the boon you think it is. because their surprise is immediately overshadowed by the realization that I’m autistic/‘a little off’ #like ooooooh you’re not the fun quirky savant autistic you’re the socially offputting and too quick for your own good autistic