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ldrloverrrrrr · 16 hours
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can we fall in love? pt. 2
formerly known as be my baby !
matt x female!oc
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moodboard is at the end bc i couldn’t fix it😭
song for the whole series:
ABOUT: the girl who believes she’s unlovable meets the boy who can’t take his eyes off of her and has too much love to give but can’t admit his feelings for her.
A/N: sorry if this is long, let me know what you think about the story so far and what you want to see. Thank you for reading <33
MATT:
“so do you skate?” i asked just wanting to her voice more. “nah i just like the vibe here plus it’s good for painting because there’s no old people telling me i’m ‘wasting my youth’” i laughed at that. Chris told me that nick was calling asking where we were but i didn’t want to leave Ava yet so i let him walk ahead telling him i’ll meet him at the car. “sorry if this is too forward because we’ve just met but do you wanna grab something to eat later? me, my brothers and a few friends are meeting for pizza in south end.” i bit my lip hoping she’d say yes. “sure! i’ve not got anything planned, i’ll give u my number and you can text me the details” silently celebrating we exchanged numbers and i caught up to chris. “i invited ava to dinner later with us!” i said to him excitedly, “matt.” “what?” “you so have a crush on her” “no i don’t what?” i lied “you’re blushing like crazy and all giddy” he replied, i just shoved his shoulder and walked around to the drivers seat. We hoped into the car on the way home, all i could think of was her and how i excited i was to see her again, but then i thought what if she thinks i was being weird by asking her so many questions? is she actually serious about coming? maybe it was a mistake. we got home and i felt my phone buzz.
Ava
hey!! what’s the plans for later?
i was instantly relieved, until i heard chris walk in and said to nick “matts in loveee” while making a heart with his hands, “shut up chris” i nudged him, nick was too distracted with something on his phone to care. “nick we met a new friend and i invited her to dinner later, if that’s ok with you?”
“yea no problem what’s their name?”
“ava”
“oooo ava” he teased
“not you now” i rolled my eyes
“what’s she like then” he said putting his phone down and walking over to the counter where i was sitting.
“we met her at the skatepark she was listening to lil skies so obviously we went over, she was doing some graffiti too it was really cool you should’ve seen!” chris mentioned
“i can’t wait to meet her then!”.
AVA:
i walked back home with mila telling her about the boys, “he sounds really nice” “i know right he invited me out for pizza later but i have no clue what to wear” mila stopped and squealed “ILL HELP YOU!!” i immediately agreed and we ran into the apartment. i put some songs on and she started to pick out some options from my closet, after deciding on my clothes she did my makeup all nice and i sprayed some perfume. “now listen, if anyone tries anything sneaky call me and i will beat their ass, no joke” she said deadpanned, i giggled “ i’m sure i’ll be fine mila” she wrapped her arms round me and sighed “sorry for ditching you tonight, i need a new job honestly this is killing my social life” i laughed and said “don’t worry about it” i looked down at my phone to see matt texted saying he’s outside i quickly replied and said bye to mila, running down stairs being careful to not fall down. chris waved through the window and pointed to the back door. “hi guys, thank you so much for inviting me!” “hey i’m nick, you must be ava?” i turned to my left “yes nice to meet you! oh my god i love your tattoos” he thanked me and i looked forward to where matt was to see him staring through the mirror at me, when i noticed he swiftly averted his gaze saying “ok are we ready to go?” “yep all good” i responded. On our way chris was playing songs on aux while i got to know them a bit better. “so what brings you to LA” nick asked “well honestly scotland is depressing as hell and i love the vibes here but most of the reason was my family” i took a pause before talking again “i’m just not that close with them” i didn’t want to fully unload my trauma onto them, i had only known them a few hours, “what about you guys, matt told me you’re from boston?” nick explained their reasons and by the time he was done we arrived at the restaurant. hopping out of the car i met their friends and we went inside. i decided to sit in between matt and chris in the booth seats and we ordered. in my head i was super nervous to eat anything infront of everyone, it had always been something i just couldn’t get over for some reason. i hadn’t realised i had zoned out before i felt a familiar tap on my shoulder “hey, you okay?” matt asked “oh yeah sorry i was just distracted” “you wanna talk about it?” he offered “oh no it’s nothing thank you though” why was he so kind to me, i had known him for under a day, i don’t know if it’s just because i’ve never had real friends but i felt almost guilty by being there. After eating i excused myself to the bathroom and their friend madi came with me. She was literally gorgeous, like something straight out of a magazine we instantly clicked and she really welcomed me into their group. “ava, i think matt likes you” she whispered “what?” “i don’t know for sure but he kept admiring you and he was super excited telling us about you before we went out” i didn’t really know how to respond so i just laughed it off. someone liking me felt other worldly, i was constantly teased at school and made fun of so it fully drained me of any expectations but madi seemed so sure. On the way home chris handed me the aux cable “since we already know you have good taste in music” he chuckled, i scrolled through my playlist and played ‘broken clocks by sza’ nick instantly turned to me and yelled “OH MY GOD I LOVE SZA” “STOP ME TOO” we started belting out the lyrics, matt and chris just laughed and we drives through the dark LA streets before reaching my apartment block. “thank you so much for the night, i had a lot of fun!” i hugged nick before jumping out the car and waving to chris and matt.
MATT:
2:00am
i was laying in my bed unable to sleep because i couldn’t stop thinking of her. i was listening to music until i heard my phone vibrate.
Ava
thank you sm again for tonight, see ya soon :)
My heart started beating fast and a smile plastered across my tired face before i replied and drifted off.
AHH LET ME KNOW WHAT U GUYS THINK 🤍🤍
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rebelfell · 4 months
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multiples.
eddie munson x fem!reader
“Multiple? Multiple what?”
cw: smut blurb about eddie making sure you arrive properly. ref to period pain, fingering, oral (m & f receiving)
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Eddie has a problem.
No, no, no—not a problem. That makes it sound like there was some issue he had to resolve or a task he had to complete. This is more delicate than that. A conundrum, maybe? A dilemma? Whatever he called it, it had consumed him for weeks now. And it boiled down to one thing:
He was pretty sure you weren’t coming.
At first, it was difficult to put a finger on what exactly was throwing him off. 
When the two of you got together, he was thrilled. Like, running through the streets naked, jumping on top of moving cars, Wilhelm screaming, over the goddamn moon kind of thrilled. He’d been into you since forever and had always felt totally comfortable around you. You were hilarious and cool and probably definitely the smartest person he knew, easy—not that the rest of his friends were like Rhodes scholars or anything.
Still, it kind of blew him away that someone like you was actually interested in him.
The longer you saw one another and the closer you got, he only liked you more and more. Then you guys started doing stuff and he sort of kind of lost his fucking mind. He’d never been with a person that felt so much like home; someone he felt like he could spend forever with, if you’d only have him. And the sex was…unbelievable.
You let your bodies have long, in-depth conversations that lasted into the night and then picked right back up again in the early morning. He hadn’t ruined this many sets of sheets since he was a snot-nosed pre-teen first discovering the loving embrace of his own fist. But as the fog of your initial sex haze dissipated, he couldn’t shake this one thought that kept coming back.
He didn’t want to toot his own horn or anything, but Eddie had it on pretty good authority he was above average when it came to making girls arrive. And with you…
Well, it was just different.
You were pretty quiet, for one. Which was kind of odd, considering how brash and brazen you could be normally. Eddie thought maybe you were just more subdued during sex. Sometimes it was the quietest, most mousy-looking girls who rattled his trailer roof the hardest. So maybe the reverse was also true? And there was nothing wrong with that, if it was. Just because he was vocal in bed, it certainly didn’t mean he expected you to be.
But when you came—or rather, when you said you were—it just didn’t quite feel like he expected.
He was no expert, mind you. But after having dealt so much in theatricality and role play, he’d developed quite an ear for insincerity. And you are anything but insincere.
When he had you pinned underneath him, his hips snapping as he drove you into the mattress, the way you squirmed and writhed and squeezed around him was pure fucking bliss. But then, just when he thought he was getting you going, you would be wrapping your hand around the back of his neck and pulling him in close so he could hear your heated whisper.
“Gonna come for me, beautiful?” he’d ask, his hand dipping between your bodies to rub at your clit. You’d nod, almost too blissed out to speak.
“I did, I did,” you told him, more breath than words. “I came already—I wanna feel you.”
And, well, when you say it like that…it’s all he can do not to blow his load on the spot. 
It’s not that he doesn’t believe you. He just thinks maybe you don’t know what it feels like to really come. So it’s not that you’re faking—something is definitely happening down there—it’s just not an orgasm. At least not a decent one.
At least not one he wants to claim.
Considering the guys you’d dated, he’s not all that surprised. They all sounded like losers who worried about themselves first and only. Dumb jerks who thought their dicks were magic wands that made girls come as soon as they set foot in the lobby. He didn’t want to be like them.
He wanted to take you to the fucking penthouse.
But it’s tricky. He can’t just bring up something like this, can he? He doesn’t want to offend you. He doesn’t want you thinking he’s saying there’s something wrong with you. Because of course there isn’t. And he doesn’t want to keep going without you knowing what he’s trying to do.
Like he said…it’s delicate.
So the next time he had you over, he let you lead. He made no move to change your course as you kissed down his bare inked chest, over the sparse patch of hair that swirled just beneath his navel, and pulled him hot and leaking from behind his blue checkered shield. And even as his instincts screamed in protest, he let you take him into the warmth of your mouth and bob on his cock until he came—a shuddering, whining, blubbering mess as he filled your throat.
All part of the plan. All part of the plan.
It took a bit of time for him to recover and he spent every second of it loving on you—each graze of his fingers and lips leisurely, but thorough. He kissed all the parts of you he thought might have been left unattended too long: the undersides of your breasts marked by the indentations of your bra; the soft span of skin that ran along the inside of your forearm to the crease of your elbow; the sides of your ribcage that quivered at the tickle of his warm breath.
And he watched your face every step of the way, studying you until you dropped fully into that deeply relaxed state. He let his hand drift down between your legs, skimming them over the sensitive skin there, making you tremble all over in anticipation. Alright, this was it.
“Hey, baby,” he murmured, a low rumble between kisses along your collarbone.
“Yeah?”
You hummed out your reply, looking down at him with heavy lidded eyes, half gone already. It made Eddie grin, his smile all teeth.
Oh, this was gonna be fun.
“I was wondering if you’ve ever had a multiple?”
The question made your brow wrinkle and you frowned slightly. “Multiple? Multiple what?”
“Multiple orgasms,” he said with a light chuckle. “Like if I fingered you until you came and then went down on you until you came again. Made you come over, and over, and over…”
You gasped as his tongue traced the shell of your ear, sending shivers down your body.
“Can that…does that happen?” you asked with a breathy sigh. He just smiled at the adorably incredulous look on your face and nodded.
“Of course,” he said. “I think that’s like the main thing you guys have going for you in this arena. Something to make up for all the annoying shit you have to put up with from your body.”
Another chuckle makes his chest shake as he rubs a hand over your lower belly, remembering how you’d asked him once just to press on it with his strong, warm palm and offer some relief from your cramps that were particularly bad one night.
“Oh. I mean…I’ve heard that, I guess. I kind of always thought it was a joke.”
“Well, I might not get you there,” Eddie said, giving you a smile he hopes is reassuring. “And if it doesn’t feel good or it hurts or anything, just tell me and we’ll stop. No harm, no foul.”
You pinched the edge of his comforter between your fingers and tugged at it, twisting it into a little peak at your side. “That sounds…really good,” you told him quietly.
“So, I can try?” he asked, brow lifting. “It’s okay?”
“I mean, yeah…” You chewed your lip, still a little hesitant. “But what about you?”
Eddie smirked, all sly and wily as he brushed the backs of his fingers along the softness of your cheek. “We did me already,” he reminded you.
Your cheeks heated at the memory, the taste of his come still sitting warm on your tongue as you swallowed thickly. Admittedly, you’d been kind of surprised when he let you go down on him first and actually finished in your mouth. Normally he was tugging you off him as soon as he felt himself losing it, grunting out something about not wanting to go too quickly.
“Okay,” you said with a small smile. “It just seems a little unfair”
“How’s it unfair if it’s what I want?” he murmured, voice dropping back to that low rumble.
Hard to argue with that, you supposed. 
A beaming smile spread across your face and you twisted your fingers in the ball chain necklace that dangled around his neck to pull him closer. You answered his question with the press of your lips against his own, inhaling a shaky breath when you pulled away. Eddie’s nose nudged against yours, mashing into the softness of your cheek to resume the kiss. His hand came up to cradle your jaw and his mouth moved in that slow, sensuous way that made your insides dance and leap and spin like an entire company of ballerinas.
The kiss itself is so dizzying, you almost forgot about Eddie’s initial intentions until you felt his fingers begin to gently glide through your soaking folds. He swallowed your little mewl of relief as two of them finally sank inside your warmth while his thumb brushed teasingly light over your clit. It doesn’t take long at all for your arousal to coat his fingers, for your body to gush for him.
“Ed, I’m…I’m coming,” you breathed out, tingling with that initial burst of pleasure.
“Thats it, baby,” Eddie nodded, going along with it one last time. “You’re doing so good for me.”
He drew a single, high moan out of you—more like a gasp of relief as your body fully relaxed and all the stiffness in your shoulders and tension in your limbs melted away. You let your head loll to the side and smiled, almost dazed with the feeling. Pride surged in his chest from the way you looked at him sometimes—so perfectly content and elated because he was all yours. 
The look he gave you was rapturous as he licked his lips and started to make his way down, leaving a trail of kisses in his wake that dotted across your chest, between the valley of your breasts, down your sternum and the soft pudge of your tummy. You propped yourself up to watch him as his mop of dark curls dipped between your thighs, fingers still sitting snug inside your warm, wet walls. Your chest rose and fell with each deep breath and he could only imagine how hard your heart must be pounding for you to try and slow it like you are.
“I’m gonna try for another, okay?” he soothed. “Stay relaxed for me, beautiful.”
You nodded back and let your head drop down, sinking deep into the embrace of your pillow.
Eddie pumped his fingers a few more times, faster now and crooking them upwards in search of that spot inside you that had eluded him far too long. The deftness of his touch coupled with the eager swipes of his tongue had your body heaving now as he traced a maddening pattern, swirling side to side and weaving it through your center.
Eyes suddenly fluttering open and closed, you whined softly and squirmed in his grasp as his tongue decisively swerved away from where you needed him most. The anticipation made your hips rock into his face, chasing more of the feeling as he teased you relentlessly.
His free arm promptly wrapped around your thigh, his hand gripping at the soft flesh to keep your legs spread apart. He was deeply thorough in his exploration, nose occasionally brushing against your clit that was practically crying out for his attention. His hot breath fanned along your inner thighs and he moaned deeply with each lick so you could feel the vibrations in your core.
You lost track of how long he was down there, allowing yourself to be swept away with the riot of sensations, realizing just a little too late your body was working towards something new. 
The feeling creeps up on you, trickling through your muscles, causing all of them to twitch and spasm, tensing and releasing in waves. Little whines and pants of pleasure start to spill out of your mouth, the desperate little sounds like the most beautiful music to Eddie’s ears.
It makes him grind down into the bed, desperate to hear more.
“Feel good?” he asked, brow lifting behind sweaty bangs as round doe eyes look up at you.
“So g-good,” you panted, the sound almost pained with pleasure. “So sensitive…”
“You taste like heaven, you know that?” he murmurs to your cunt. “I could do this forever.”
He genuinely could, but it seems he won’t have to. You’re getting close now. He can feel it in the way your thighs start to tremble against his ears; the way another gush of you floods across his tongue. His eyes darted sideways to where your hand rests on the blanket, flexing with the need to grab onto something. Anything.
One last time, he squeezed at the meat of your thigh and then unwrapped his arm from around it to reach out instead and thread his fingers with yours. Your grip is bone crushing and only makes him hold on tighter as he points the tip of his tongue to increase its pressure.
“E-Eddie, it feels…something feels different…”
“It’s okay, baby,” he said, the pace of his fingers never faltering. “I’ve got you, just let go.”
He wished he could bottle the look on your face. Eyes scrunched up, brow furrowed as though you were deep in concentration. Lips parted in a wanton gasp as your chest swelled. His mouth came back to your clit, resuming the motions that had you clenching around his fingers.
“Oh…ohhh my…oh, fuck…”
When he feels you starting to unravel, feels that band coiled tight in your core start to snap, it takes everything he has in him to stay the course—especially when the hand of yours he’s not holding winds into his hair and you grasp desperately at his curls. The groan it elicits from him is deep and guttural, the sound of it radiating in the room. And finally he feels it happening—your pussy spasming around his fingers, threatening to snap them clean off you’re clenching so tight; hips bucking and stomach quivering with the effort of drawing breath.
“Fuck, Eddie, don’t stop!” you cried out. “That feels so good, holy fucking shit—”
So much for being quiet, Eddie thought mischievously.
Your head is pushing back into the pillow now, back arching under you, lifting you off the bed. He’s clamped tight against you though, his lips sealed around your clit and sucking like his life depends on it. In a way, it feels like it does.
“I’m gon…I’m gonna…I’m co—”
The words dissolve into a moan, the sound of it higher and louder than anything else Eddie has drawn out of you before. Pride explodes in his chest as he finally feels what he’s been waiting for—that exquisite vice around his fingers as he continues to stroke that sacred spot.
Your body floods with the feeling, waves of it surging through you, seeing white behind your eyes that are still pinched shut. It’s unlike anything you’ve ever felt before—every synapse firing at once, every molecule in your body exploding like a tiny firework.
Distantly, you register his voice coaxing you through it as you reluctantly return to earth. Yes, baby, that’s it, thaaaat’s it—fuck me, you’re so fucking hot when you come, Jesus fucking Christ…
You opened your eyes, blinking through bleary vision as the world came back into focus.
Eddie grinned, smile almost wolfish when he lifted himself from between your legs. Triumph flashed in his dark eyes, his gaze roving all over as he began a slow crawl up your body, his cock now standing at attention with its vigor renewed.
“Okay,” he panted, dragging his hand across his mouth and chin that were slick with your spend as he leaned in to kiss you. “That’s one.”
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crystalflygeo · 1 year
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The best way to scent-mark ft Zhongli + fem!reader
cw/tags: biting kink, marking kink, scenting, slight dirty talk, creampie??, cum-marking, feral Zhongli??, he acts a lil dragon-y but stays in full human form.
notes: I really have no idea how to tag this sorry I just wanted to explore this one specific kink hehe and also have jealous/riled up Zhongli and scenting. I love scenting.
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As soon as you saw him you ran across the wooden pier and jumped into his arms.
Being away at Inazuma for months had been exhausting, not only for the errands you had been working on all over the islands, or even the slight adjustment to a different time zone and customs but also because it meant being away from your beloved, Zhongli.
But now, right here at Liyue Harbor back into his warm embrace, you felt back at home.
“I missed you.” You murmured as you felt him place a kiss at the top of your head “I missed Liyue, the lanterns, the food… ahh after such a long trip I’m starving too.” You noticed his grip on you was a little stiff and he seemed to have frozen on the spot holding you. Deep in thought? Perhaps he missed you just as much? “Zhongli?” You chuckled.
“Ah, sorry dearest.” He shook his head releasing you, you immediately craved the contact again. “Of course, I missed you too.” He smiled gently. “I have already asked miss Xiangling for a reservation so let us not make her wait any longer. You can tell me all about your trip.”
Maybe it was just you, but the way his arm slid around your waist felt a little tighter than usual.
Moments later you were seated at one of Wanmin’s tables surrounded by all the delicious dishes you had missed so dearly: Jade parcels, Tianshu meat, Jueyun chili chicken, Bamboo shoot soup, and even sweet Lotus flower crisps. You couldn’t help the happy hum as you savored every dish.
You enthusiastically went on and on about all the people you had met in Inazuma -including many many interesting yokai- the festival you’d helped organize, the cute traditional kimono you got to wear, and even the difficulties you’d encountered, but after a while you couldn’t help but notice Zhongli looked rather… distracted.
He looked serious sitting across from you, golden eyes sharply focused in the food although he seemed to have barely touched it, you knew him well enough to notice the minute gestures in his eyebrows and pursed lips. His polite and quiet nature was not strange per se, but he hadn’t spoken a word! -when he would usually comment on your anecdotes- and whatever tranquility he naturally possessed seemed lost as he sat as still as the stone he personified. You could even see his grip on the chopsticks was rather… tense.
“Zhongli?” You asked rather concerned as you stretched your hand across the table to place it on top of his. To your surprise he jolted in his seat, startled out of the focused state he was in and shocking you. You squeezed his hand softly. “Are you ok?”
His nostrils flared just slightly, as if he had captured a whiff of something that disturbed him and he shook his head again, partially to dispel whatever was clouding his mind and in a vain attempt to calm you. “I apologize darling, I’m… not really feeling that well.” He squeezed your hand back.
Your demeanor instantly turned to worry “M-Maybe it’s better if we get home? I’m quite tired as well.” You said, looking at the barely half-eaten dishes.
You’d quickly asked Xiangling to wrap everything up to go and in no time both of you were on your way to his apartment. He was silent the entire walk, hands flexing at his sides and long ponytail whipping after him as he strode a little ahead of you, it was starting to make you nervous. Did something happen? Was he sick? -Do archons or adepti get sick?- Was he upset?
Once at his place he quickly unlocked the door and walked inside as you followed, watching him stagger slightly. He brought a hand to his face, drawing his palm down his forehead with a quiet growl.
“Zhongli please are you ok? Tell me what’s wrong.” You pleaded approaching and placing your hand at his arm in a comforting gesture, you had no idea what was going on and your mind was already running wild.
However, he surprised you when he suddenly pulled you back into his arms, his larger and taller frame surrounding you completely as he pressed your back to his chest, circling your waist and holding your arm possessively. You instantly blushed as he nosed at your neck, warm breath making you shiver.
“Zhongli!” You squeaked. “W-what has gotten into you?”
“I’ve held it long enough but I can’t simply stand by idly anymore.” He mumbled into your shoulder, arms circling your waist tighter and pulling you closer.
“What do you mean?” You blink confused and a little taken aback at his actions.
“Your scent.” He growls. “You smell like… kitsune, tanuki, kamaitachi, and all sorts of other creatures.”
Oh.
Oh.
Well then. Now things started to make sense. “Well, I suppose I did spend a lot of time with the yokai while helping out Yae Miko with… t-the festival.” You choked out the last words when you felt him rub his pelvis forward against your body, the obvious evidence of his desire making itself known, trapped between the tight squeeze of your bodies.
“Miko…I see.”
“Z-Zhongli!”
“No matter.” He says licking a stripe up your neck and nibbling at the skin there. “I’ll just have to renew my claim. Make sure everyone knows exactly who you belong to.”
You whimpered.
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Zhongli is determined to mark you in every way possible. Every inch of your soft skin adorned with an array of love bites, hips slightly bruised by his grip and your sweet pussy already dripping a mix of his spent and your own pleasure.
“Zhongli, Zhongli please-” You babble, tights shaking around his hips riding the last waves of yet another climax…
Despite Miko’s status, Zhongli wouldn’t put it behind her to have purposefully paraded you around the yokai knowing this would be the exact outcome, riling up his inner dragon. What a cunning sly woman.
And yet he pushes those thoughts away focusing on you, your trembling body under his, moaning prettily and taking his cock so well, breasts rising and falling rapidly with your panting and on par with your quick heartbeats, trashing and arching as the sound of skin slapping against skin becomes louder. A thin layer of sweat covering both of you as the air grows hot and heavy. You gasp and whine. You’re sensitive, he knows, but he’s not done yet.
Not yet.
“Aah… oh, Z-Zhongli. I’m so full- Oh!” You yelp, feeling him latch his canines back to the junction of your shoulder and neck, sucking and lapping softly, his thrusts getting more frenetic. He hums pleased at your words.
Yes. Full. Of him. Of his seed. Of his love. Thoroughly claimed. Even if others look at you, touch you, scent you, they can never have you.
“Mine.” He huffs.
“Yours… always yours.” You breathe out.
Suddenly he pulls out making you gasp at the unexpected feeling of emptiness and the loss of warmth at your neck, though a little thankful for the break on your overstimulation. You blink dazed and see him still on top of you, still rock-hard, furiously pumping his length with his hand.
“Hng Wh-wha…?”
He grits his teeth, eyes dark, pupils blown wide in lust. “I want you to smell like me.” He groans, his cock twitching in his hand. “I’m going to- hng- paint you with my cum. Let it dry on your skin so you no one… so no one doubts- ugh- you’re mine.” You shiver against him.
A few more strokes and the dragon roars with euphoria, his seed splattering in thick spurts across your stomach and up your chest as you mewl at the sensation. Warm and sticky covering your heated skin in white stripes.
Zhongli lowers down to kiss your shoulder, neck and then your lips. Softly this time. Quick and fleeting as he comes down from his high and you recover from the intensity of it all. There was something incredibly erotic in such animalistic display from your ever-so-calm-and-collected lover.
Both sweating and panting, you groan once he rolls over by your side, his hand rubbing circles at your hip right where the dark spots of his previous grip are and you hiss lightly.
Warm golden eyes meet yours as you flutter them open, drowsily. You run a hand down your own abdomen, fingers catching on his cum here and there. “Covered in your mess... and you made a mess of me too.” You mumble, voice a little rough and tired. “Does this satisfy your need to claim me, my dragon?”
Pink dusting covered his cheeks for a moment and you let out a soft chuckle at the fact that now he feels embarrassment. “I apologize if I went overboard, dearest, I’ll make sure to prepare a warm bath for you.” Zhongli states, still tracing patterns on your skin. “But to answer your question, yes. You look quite lovely covered in my marks. All of them.” He adds, smooth voice dropping low.
You sigh relaxed, and Zhongli almost purrs at the sight of a happy, sated mate. “A bath sounds good… though...” And against all better judgement, you bring those slick fingers to you mouth, making a point of showing off as you lick his cum off your digits. “Wouldn’t you want to coat my back too before washing it?”
The look on his eyes is feral.
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waggledoogledoggle · 3 months
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⚠️Spoilers for Hazbin ep 4⚠️
⚠️Also, this post will talk about Abuse and SA, it is briefly mentioned a few times throughout the rest of this… whole long thingy I wrote⚠️
⚠️Also, brief mention of the scene where someone tried to drug Angel⚠️
Ok, I am just genuinely baffled at the people who somehow find a way to hate on 'Loser, Baby'.
Like, if you don't like Huskerdust that's fine... but 'Loser, Baby' is not overshadowing/brushing off Angel's SA. It's not victim blaming. And it's not Husk telling Angel to just shut up and get over it.
Like I've seen it so much, and you know what? Fuck it. Welcome to my TedTalk on why it's not all of those things.
For starters: Husk doesn't know about Angel's SA
When Angel has his vulnerable outburst (Side note, props to Blake I mean, they said 'take 5' he heard 'change lives') he talks about how he feels like he has to act the way he does to keep Valentino happy because he stupidly sold his soul to him. That he wants to get drugged up because that’s his escape. That he wants to be broken because maybe, just maybe Val will let him go. He wants to be free, but he can't and he has no one to blame but himself.
"What's the worst part of this hell, I can only blame myself" is literally the pre chorus to his song (Poison), and that is what he shares with Husk.
Not once does he bring up his abuse or SA. If he did, do you think a song would have even happened? Look how Husk reacted when someone tried to drug Angel's drink! Now that Husk actually genuinely cares about him? Dead. Dead. Valentino would be dead.
We as the audience know more than the other characters. We were given the insight of Angel's true trauma.l that he deals with on the daily. You can't get upset at a character for not knowing something they would have no way of knowing unless it was shared with them.
Moving onto the song itself, it's a song of empathy.
Allow me to explain.
Husk pinpoints perfectly what Angel is feeling in this moment:
"So things look bad, and your back's against the wall Your whole existence seems fuckin' hopeless You're feelin' filthy as a dive bar bathroom stall Can't face the world sober and dopeless You've lost your way, you think your life is wrecked"
When Husk starts singing, you can tell that Angel is expecting Husk to pull the whole "But that's not true! It's not hopeless! You're life's not wrecked!" and is very surprised when Husk doesn't.
Instead, Husks says "Yeah. You're right." And this is when a lot of the haters get angry- but hold on a second.
When someone is feeling all of those things, saying things like "That's not true! You'll be ok!" aren't helpful at all. That's brushing it off. Even if it may be true, that doesn't help anyone when they're feeling like hopeless, lost, losers.
Because that's sympathy, not empathy. Sympathy is feeling for someone, and trying to make them feel better. Empathy, is not trying to make them feel any certain way- better or worse- empathy is simply feeling with someone. And that's what Husk does.
During the first chorus, Husk is clearly teasing Angel a bit while doing so, but not without good reason. It's keeping Angel from closing back up again, he's being a little bit silly with him and teasing him. I mean, did you see the silly lil walk he did crossing in front of Angel? And Angel is super confused because he's like "how tf is this supposed to make me feel better??"
That's the thing. It's not. That's sympathy's job, not empathy's. Empathy just want's you to feel felt with, it doesn't want to tell you how to feel. And adding that bit of silliness gives Angel's vulnerability a chance to breathe and it prevents Angel from closing in on himself.
The next verse, pre-chorus, and chorus is when the empathy though really kicks in.
The next verse, is the first part of empathy: Sharing about a similar experience you went through.
In this verse, now that Angel is listening not just hearing, Husk shares that he has been gruesomely damaged. Calling back to what he shared literally seconds before the song. That he knows what it's like to sign away your soul, and constantly look back at it with huge amounts of regret. That knowing that moment is what turned him into the mess he is today, and that he has no one to blame but himself. Just like Angel.
Then in the pre-chorus where there's the whole:
"I sold my soul to a psychopathic freak Haha! And you think that makes you unique? Get outta here, man!"
That isn't Husk telling Angel to get over himself and this isn’t him undermining what Angel’s been through. That's him saying 'I did too, you're not alone’
And then the very simple word change from "you're" to "we're" in the chorus is SO FREAKING HUGE. Because Husk is essentially saying "You feel like a total loser right now. Ok. Then if what happened to you/what you went through makes you a loser, then I'm a loser too. Let's be loser's together." Instead of trying to make Angel stop feeling like he's a hopeless loser, he decides that he is too.
He meets Angel where he is.
Aka: ✨empathy✨
Angel finally feels seen, understood, felt with. All the goals of empathy. He no longer feels alone in what he is struggling with, which is HUGE! Especially for people going through/dealing with SA and abuse.
The bridge of the song, is also extremely important, because this is where they acknowledge the differences in what they're going through. Their root problem is the same, but how it messed up their lives and created the problems they deal with now are completely different
And that's around when the song begins to shift from just Husk showing empathy and comforting Angel, to them both finding comfort in each other.
Which you can clearly see by the chorus under the umbrella, where it's not just one of them singing the chorus, but it's both of them. Because they have found a place to go to and confide in, a place of comfort, with each other.
Like, I am genuinely concerned that people find this song toxic like... have- have you never experienced empathy before? Are you ok?
So yeah, to wrap this up, if you don’t like ‘Loser, Baby’ just because you don’t like the song in general? That’s fine (odd, but fine)
But if you hate it because it “undermines Angel’s experience and what he goes through” I…
words.
Thank you for coming to my TedTalk
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locustonlioden-blog · 3 months
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The Princess of Hell, everybody! Inspiration to all
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But its ok, hes defending the hotel! Those loan sharks (mortal hellborns mind you) are just trying to get the 50k someone hiding out here stole and avenge someone she ran over. She was selfish, she stole, but she stuck it to the man I guess, and thats a start!
*spongebob narrator voice* A few episodes later...
Adam: Prepare to slaughter everyone in that shit hotel!
Lute: Rip Vaggies $%$% mouth out her $%$%!
Husk: Talking while fighting doesn't help...
Charlie: *yapping*
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Everyone struggling for their lives:
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Apologizing for deflecting them with her shield, as everyone around her litters the ground with their corpses...easily the most powerful one there-she knows it, she isn't scared...everyone else is though...as Alastors blood seeps into her roof, she shoots off some fireworks with a cute lil sowwy!
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Oh, geeze what a day! Shes like that person in the grocery store who keeps apologizing for getting bumped into. Is this supposed to be cute? Guess Charlie takes shit now, in big heaping portions no less.
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Then she...
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oops, wrong universe, hold on...
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yea thats it
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AW NAW Alastor was sposed to handle him!
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Pentious manages to confess his love, get in his ship, charge the death ray and get zapped into oblivion in about the time it takes Charlie to emerge from her hiding place. Ok, he works fast. Fair enough. Oh wow, shes finally getting mad! Yes the one who causes hellquakes when shes stressed, its about time to unleash some of that!
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Watch out, shes got her pets and has donned her spirit halloween sexy devil costume. Your ass is toast sir.
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Oh shit, Razzle went faster than Rhaegal did approaching Dragonstone. I remember Viv saying Charlie has wings. Why didn't they fly themselves up there? Did she risk her pets lives for the spectacle? "Oh, look who thinks they're badass now" Yea Adam, kind of my thoughts too
I have to say the VaggiexLute beatdown that interrupted this mess unlocked my clenched jaw somewhat so that was nice DING DING
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Her pet just being murdered, Charlie turns her back on the assailant long enough for him to braid her hair while she wails in dismay
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She gets plastered into the sign which might have been funny if it were set up properly, but its not so Im back to cringing. I cant help but think it would have been better if she had been gun ho to fight but just clumsy and unable to hit her target. Getting tossed into the sign really does a number on her for some reason.
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She finally gets a hit in thank God
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Thats PRINCESS of HELL to YOU, PIG
Yea ok simba.
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Then Mufasa *ahem* Lucifer salvages her mess. Guess this one hasn't taught her how not to take shit from other demons.
Poor thing doesn't like to get her hands dirty. Not directly, anyway...
Anyway, the takeaway is
I feel ripped off where is my girl who beat Killjoys ass on live TV over a pen
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BOXER IV
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nct dream x reader (ft. hint of the boyz)
details ␥ fem!reader x boxer!jaemin x boss!haechan jisung and jeno crumbs
genre ␥ series, smut with a plot, fluff, lil angst +
warnings ➠ explicit language, overstimulation, flirty banter, praise kink, corruption kink, dry humping, violence, drinking, reader is sexualized a lot, food. ~ if there is more please let me know ~ *some may not be included in all parts*
synopsis: You went to a hidden boxing match and stumbled into some door which led you to be investigated. Before you know it, the leader of the organization wants to keep you for himself but so do his most famous boxers. Haechan is out of town and the more you and Jaemin are alone, the more you get confused.
*not proofread*
The food arrived and everyone is sitting on the living room floor. You are sat between Jeno and Jaemin, they start arguing about double dipping while you’re in between double dipping.
“Double dipping is technically you kissing me in the lips” Jaemin says to Jeno. He rolls his eyes “No it’s not dude, plus you hook up with more girls than everyone else does so, why are you concerned”
Your smiles drops and your heart hurts a little hearing that. Jaemin has treated you better than any boyfriend you’ve had and these past days he has made you feel like he is your world. Is it stupid of you to fall for him in less than week right? or are you just looking for a rebound.
You lean over to grab another wing from the basket. You scoot closer to Jeno since Jaemin was being awfully close to you and after that comment you want to start distancing yourself. Jaemin side eyes you and look down at your thighs which are now in contact with Jeno's instead of his.
“Y/n can you help me get the drinks from the fridge” Jaemin says.
“Sure” you set your food down and stand up to follow him.
Once you enter the kitchen Jaemin starts to corner you. “What was that” Jaemin asks, you’ve never seen that look in his face. It is like starring back at Haechan all over again. Jaemin looking at you with disgust while having a smile to his face adds more terror to it. “What do you mean” you did not do something insane for him to act like that and you did not think he would react at all.
“You leaning and pointing your ass up for Jeno to see and basically wanting to be on top of him. I understand why Haechan is allowed to touch you and even then it bothers me?”
“i didnt even mean-“
“Am i not enough” Jaemin puts his arms on your shoulder.
“Well clearly i’m not enough” you scoff at him.
“Do you want more attention?” Jaemin asks.
“Haechan won’t like that” you say.
“I’m not asking what Haechan would want. I’m asking what you would want” his hands snake down to your waist. “I don’t know” you pull away.
“Fine princess, let’s go play a little drinking game” Jaemin takes out bottles of beer and hands you a bottle of vodka.
You are nervously walking slow.
All the bottles are on the coffee table and the food is cleared off. Jaemin is intensely starring at you “y/n got all pretty for us tonight”-he pours a shot to hand to you “so in reward you can go first” he smiles but not the warm smile you’re used to.
“DSSD- Drink. Strip. Snake. or. Dare. You pick one S and one D”
“Snake?” you ask
“Snake is basically truth. You are the snake telling your secrets” Jeno says.
“I don’t want to play” Jisung says.
“Come on it’ll be fun. Y/N don’t you want Jisung to be here” Jaemin caresses your arm.
“I don’t even want to play you’re scaring me” you whine.
“He just gets like that during drinking games” Jeno shrugs.
“Ok y/n DSSD what is your first choice” Jaemin pours more shots.
“I’ll do drink and snake” you are trying to be safe and keep as much clothes as possible before you ‘snake’ too much out. You shoot the cold liquid down your throat.
“Let’s make this round easy, have you ever dyed your hair” Renjun asks before any of the boys attack you.
“Renjun” Jeno and Jaemin whine on key while Jisung tries to hide his laugh.
“I have! dark green, pink, and grey” you smile.
“I’m next” Jaemin rolls his eyes.
“I pick Dare and Strip” Jaemin takes off his hoodie leaving him still with a shirt “Y/n pick my dare” he says to you from across the circle.
“I dare you to show us your worst picture in your camera roll” you don’t know how weird or crazy their dares are so you just go with a safe option.
“That is so easy” he scrolls for like 20 seconds and shows everyone a picture of him in a koala costume. “You guys are being so soft, Jeno I’m picking your two”
“Fine, Drink and Snake” Jeno says and chugs his shot.
“Boo i guess just one. When was the last time you fucked someone” Jaemin says.
“Ehh like a month ago?” Jeno says.
“That is too long for you” Jisung says.
“Shut up you haven’t even touched a woman” Jeno hisses at Jisung and his smile dies down "shut up" he mumbles'.
“Renjun you’re up next” Jeno smacks Renjun’s shoulder. “Ouch you need to remember you’re boxer. your smacks are like boulders” he punches Jeno not even moving him an inch.
“I pick Drink and Strip” Renjun drinks and takes off his beanie.
Everyone turns to Jisung and he sighs “Drink and Strip” Jisung takes off a sock and drinks.
It is now your turn again “Drink and Snake” you say.
“Same snake question I asked Jeno” Jaemin sits back.
“Three weeks ago maybe?” you say thinking of the last time Sunwoo actually cared to stay the night.
“wait Haechan hasn’t fucked you?” Jeno blurts out. you nod no, not thinking much of it.
“Then what did we hear before?” Jisung said. You turn red realizing why they are confused “he keeps edging me as a punishment from the start” you mumble.
“Do you like that?” Jeno asks, his heart is racing he cannot contain his fanboy heart.
“Maybe” you says.
“Damn” they all say under their breaths.
You drink the glass that is in front of you.
A couple rounds and drinks go by and the rest are funny dares and random snakes. Renjun decided to leave early since he has to go pick up Haechan tomorrow. Everyone is a bit tipsy including yourself “I’m cold” you crawl to Jaemin and sit on his lap, forgetting that you were supposed to be mad at him. The guys stop talking and laughing when they see you guys.
“Oh” you were about to get off but Jaemin pulls you down. “It’s ok” he puts his arms around your waist.
“Who’s turn is it?” Jisung asks asks.
“Mine” you raise your hand “strip and dare" Jaemin whispers into your ear. "strip and dare," you say- you're tipsy and his touch is making you feel like he is in control.
You were about to take off your sock as your first strip but he moves your hand to your waistband. “you do it” you hide your blushing face on his chest. He lifts you up a little with one hand and pulls your shorts off with his other hand. Jaemin pats your thighs and goosebumps form onto your skin. “I told you I was cold” you face forward and lay back on Jaemin’s rock hard chest.
“I am doing strip and drink” Jaemin says “pass me a shot princess” you scoot off of him to the coffee table and get him his glass.
Jaemin is now shirtless and you smirk back him then get the vodka bottle instead. “open up” you sit on his lap facing him this time and grab his throat as you pour the vodka into him. The liquid drools down his chin, to his bare chest.
“oops sorry” you run your hands down his chest.
“lick it off” he says, “they’re watching us” you whisper.
“even better” he leans back on the welt of the couch.
You turn around to see them starring at your exposed ass that is being held by Jaemin. “I already have a bad reputation” you whisper, then wipe the excess with his shirt and sit back down.
“Jeno your turn” you smile at him. “Umm Dare and Strip” Jeno has already taken off his hoodie, both socks, and compression sleeves.
“Take off your shirt and let y/n do a belly shot on you” Jaemin says, he still is not letting go what he said in the kitchen which caught you off guard. You do not mind doing what he said but knowing that Jeno has not been the most comfortable around you, makes you a bit uneasy.
You get off of Jaemin's lap and move next to Jeno. He is still sitting still not saying a word. “We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to” you say stopping him from taking off his shirt.
He sits up to his knees and is now closer to you, he takes off his shirt. Jeno has a more sculpted body with veins drawn across his arms, which drives you crazy. “Do you want to?” you wish they were more controlling like Sunwoo and Haechan, them asking you if you are comfortable-throws you off every time.
“I want to” you poke his belly button to make him less nervous but he not doing a very good job.
After all you are the girl he gets off to
a/n reminder that y/n posts herself on twt and other platforms. Jeno has been a lovely gifter for a while but you don't know that
Your eyes that he once looked through a screen are now looking into him and only him.
The soft pillowy thighs he imagines between his dick are layers away from the real thing.
it’s only a body shot - he says to himself to calm down.
“Lay down” you say normally. As for Jeno he is having flashbacks of the things you shouted in those videos. Your cold fingers press down on Jeno’s chest, he’s heavily breathing. “I’ll be quick” you say in a calm tone not knowing why someone like him would be nervous about someone touching him.
You pour the liquid in between his abs and his belly button. Your mouth hovers over the button and you suck in the liquid, licking the remaining of the alcohol that is wandering around, moving the base of your tongue through the crevices of his abs.
“Why did you lick his and not mine” Jaemin says offend as if he didn’t assign the dare "this was part of the game" you smile.
You stop licking Jeno and grabs his shirt to wipe him up. He doesn’t stop making eye contact which distracts you from looking at Jaemin.
“Jisung isn’t whining or complaining so maybe he deserves the attention- just how you assumed i wanted attention. I’m putting on a show now” you throw one leg over Jeno still remaining the eye contact with him. He swallows his saliva.
“He is already hard” you point at Jisung and then looking under the coffee table where he thought he was safe.
You sit down on Jeno and feel his hard member “so are you” you lean over to be face to face to him.
“This was your plan all along right? or was it not?” you look at Jaemin and he is pissed.
“Get off of him” Jaemin scans you over Jeno and clears his throat to catch Jisung’s attention.
Jisung is fidgeting and becoming desperate. “This wasn’t my plan but you got these two drooling. But do i want to see my pretty girl finally be rewarded and not punished by my friends” Jaemin’s words made you freeze up, you did not expect to go with your joke.
“no more dssd, go on” Jaemin says.
“This isn’t a good idea” Jisung says rubbing his face nervously.
“Y/n do you actually want to do this” Jeno asks covering his face because he is fully red, you are on top of him- making him whimper every time you move.
You hesitate because this is all too sudden.
Will this ruin their friendship?
What will happen if Haechan finds out?
What if he is watching us right now?
at the same time…
you have been eyeing these three since the start. The tension Jeno has or still has around you and Jisung’s lingering stare.
and Jaemin-
He is not pushing you off but he does look too happy.
He is everything you ever wanted and tonight he is showing a different side of him which makes you want him more.
“I do” you get off of Jeno and go over to Jisung. “Dont worry about Haechan tonight” you take his hands off of his eyes.
“You don’t have to do anything with me. I can just watch” Jisung says while struggling to make eye contact.
“But I want to, would you let me” you grab his hands and face him to you. Jisung looks at Jaemin and Jeno, they're now sitting on the couch all angry.
“Don’t look at them. Right now it’s just you and me” you say caressing his cheek.
“No wonder you get punished, you never listen” Jaemin says.
“we can ditch them” you whisper but loud enough for them to hear.
“Yeah right, you were begging for me earlier” Jaemin scoffs and you roll your eyes.
“What do you say” you are now behind Jisung and he mumbles a yes. “if you’re uncomfortable with anything let me know babe” your hands on his chest flicking his hard nipples.
Jisung throws out a moan which makes you smile of how easily you made him react. “Get out the table” you whisper to him and he obeys.
His sweatpants were ready to rip out. “I don’t want them to see me” Jisung whispers to you, almost crying.
“Go on the couch and look up at the ceiling" he does as told and looks down at you. Jisung stares at Jeno and Jaemin, they're blankly staring at you waiting for your next move.
You are kneeling in front of him, eye level with his hard dick. Your hands are holding onto Jisung's waistband. "Do you want them off" you ask.
"Mhmm" he says looking down at you and up at the ceiling when you start tugging on his boxers and sweatpants. It was already plump, pink, and veins dripping with precum. "You are the biggest one I have-" you grab the base of his dick "touched". Jeno and Jaemin scoff because you have not seen them.
Jisung twitched at the sudden touch and looks down at your hand. you keep your eyes on him while you are slowly taking out your tongue to lick the tip.
You open your mouth to place part of him in your mouth and start moving your hand in rhythm with your mouth. You slowly take more in and he lets out a groan.
His big hands grab onto your hair and pull it out of your face. You pick up your pace and look up at him as you take all of him in. Jisung begins to twitch "y/n I'm about to-" you bob your head faster and as soon as you feel him twitch more. “fuck” Jisung groans and his hot cum travels down your throat and he pulls out of your mouth still squirting. You swallow everything and Jisung wipes the excess drool and cum from your mouth with his boxers.
“Damn” Jeno adjusts his pants trying to calm or bring his down. Jisung puts his sweatpants back on “that was better than what i imagined” he smiles at you shyly.
“you did so well” you smile at him and he helps you up. Jaemin is burning the back of your skull, he was ok with sharing you a couple drinks ago but now after seeing you with Jisung. He isn’t too fond about it…
“Jeno go jerk off or something. I don’t want you guys touching her anymore” Jaemin says to Jeno. Jeno is now confused but he doesn’t try to argue due to his best friend already looking like he is about kill.
You are still too focused on Jisung to notice but he does notice. “Jisung go to your room. You’re leaving with Renjun in the morning too” Jaemin towers over the both of you sitting on the couch.
“oh umm ok. goodnight” Jisung leaves with his head down. Jeno follows Jisung and you’re now even more confused.
“Was I not supposed to do that?” you feel embarrassed and humiliated by the way they left. You knew you shouldn’t have thrown yourself at them the second you got the chance.
“I thought-“ you start to panic “y/n, nothing you did tonight was wrong. I misguided everyone” Jaemin sits next to you.
“Oh” your hands start to tremble “Haechan won’t hear about this right?” he sets his hands over yours.
“The last thing I want to see is Haechan touch you and get angry at you. I want to protect you and the reason why I calmed things down is because I didn’t want someone else using you. Jisung won't say or do anything” Jaemin
“Jisung seems nice. I didn’t mind it plus he’s cute” you smile.
“Watch your words” Jaemin sits back and sighs.
“Well i’m actually glad we didn’t continue. I wanted our first time to be special” you climb on top of him and lay your head on his chest.
“I want to treat you like a princess. I wish we met differently” Jaemin plays with your hair and sighs.
“What do you mean” you say.
“Well I wish i met you on campus or a museum but instead my crazy boss who is part of a huge rivalry gang for decades and is also my childhood friend; decides to kidnap you and is probably only keeping you here as his pretty little doll” Jaemin says.
“Life is so magical” you roll your eyes.
“I want you all to myself” Jaemin kisses your whole face.
“I am just for you. Does alcohol make you all soft?” you grab his face and the both of you look at eachother for what seems like hours.
“Maybe” Jaemin pouts his lips for you kiss. You peck him on the lips and he smiles. “Want to see my match tomorrow night?”
“Can I?” you gasp.
“Yeah! I’ll have to check with the guys first though” Jaemin says.
He stands up with you in his arms. “Go wash up and get changed. I’ll come to your door in an hour” Jaemin sets you down on your bed.
“Ok!” you respond and he shuts the door. You go to the bathroom and get undressed. You take off your makeup and hop in the shower.
Once you are all dressed and your hair is brushed. Jaemin knock on the door around 12:30am. He is also showered and ready for bed. “Come on” he stretches his hand out to you.
You wore sweatpants so Jaemin lent you his hoodie. You guys walked through this room and a set of stairs which led to the roof.
“Taking my rapunzel to see the lights” Jaemin points at the direction where loads of stars are shining brightly. You’ve lived in the city all your life and barely seeing how beautiful the stars and the moon looks in real life. “I’ve never seen a night sky this beautiful” you grab onto the balcony bar. The cold air blows through your face after being inside for days.
“You’ve been inside for a while so hopefully this calmed you a bit” Jaemin stands next to you.
“I didn’t know you guys lived on the country side. It is so much prettier here” you grab onto Jaemin’s hand again.
“Yeah this house was actually abandoned and we hung out here in high school. Then we decided to buy it and renovate it so this house is very special to us” Jaemin pulls you into a back hug.
“I can see your guys’ hand marks on the concrete. So cute” a half hour passes and the both of you are silently embracing each other in the couch outside looking at the stars and airplanes passing by.
“Let’s head inside” Jaemin pats your head softly, you’re already half asleep. He carries you down the stairs and into the house.
“Can I sleep in your room tonight” you set a kiss on his neck.
“You can my love” you smile at his response. The butterflies in your stomach go crazy. You wish you had more opportunities to be with him alone but you know this is only temporary which breaks your heart more.
You are at the foot of his bed and he pulls the blankets out for you to get in. “Here is my bunny you can hug it when you’re sleeping” he puts the bunny on your stomach.
“I don’t want to hug the bunny though” you pull on his arm instead of the bunny he’s holding out to you.
“Ugh and you were calling me. me- a softie” Jaemin sets a kiss on your forehead and walks to turn off the lights.
He gets under the covers and his warm body is met with yours.
*Jeno's room*
Jeno thrusting his fist again and again on his painfully hard dick. He is so angry at himself for not doing anything. Your sent is still lingering on him and your videos are displayed on his laptop as his mind switches to you on top of him and his screen in front of him.
He finishes and closes his laptop, he heads to the train for his match tomorrow. Jeno's eyes side eye both of yours and Jaemin. The both of you are on the roof so he just shrugs it off.
Jeno is hitting the speed ball the fastest he has ever done. After tonight he is even more motivated to beat Jaemin. Not because he has something against him but maybe...just maybe you'll notice him.
He did hear Jaemin ask you to come to the game. He does not want to ruin what you guys have going on but after all he does feel entitled to have you since he has wanted you for longer.
The thing is, no one knows that.
Jeno has a separate email, account, and even hacked Haechan to stop him from seeing what he does. He has learned his tricks before he could even think of them. Jeno is probably the middle child of the group because he is not pressured into doing anything and is not expected to do much. Yet he is the most intelligent and possibly the strongest out of all of them. The only reason why is not the top boxer and Jaemin is, is because he does not train specially for boxing as much as he does.
He finishes his routine and heads to sleep.
~the next day~
Renjun and Jisung came back from the airport. Haechan goes into the kitchen wanting to eat whatever is in the fridge.
Renjun speed walks to Jaemin’s door “you guys better wake the fuck up and separate. Haechan is here” the both of you wake up frantically and Renjun leaves.
“Shit I have to go train” Jaemin says half asleep. You get off of his chest but he pulls back “ugh why is he back” Jaemin kisses you on the lips “go to your room i’ll see you later ok?”
You get off of him and walk to the door but you peek both ways. “You’re safe” Jeno shows up out of no where and scares you.
“Oh god you scared me” you close Jaemin’s door softly. “You smell like him” Jeno says
“Do i really?” you grab your top and realize it’s Jaemin’s hoodie again. You take it off and throw it back inside.
“Nothing happened by the way. I’m sorry about last night, i hope you don’t see me like umm-“
“Don’t be sorry it’s fine, don’t talk down on yourself” Jeno starts walking and you follow along.
“Are you also fighting tonight?” you ask him and he hums a yes.
“Are you coming to watch?” Jeno asks.
“Jaemin mentioned it but I’m not sure if Haechan will allow it” the both of you reach the kitchen and Haechan is in the kitchen fully suited with bags under his eyes and his hair all messy.
He looks so fine…you thought to yourself.
You smile at him and motions you to go to him. You sit on his lap and his hands on your hips “did you miss me” you look up and Jisung makes eye contact with you as Haechan is running his lips downs your neck.
“No” you lean back on his chest and his hand grasp onto your cunt making you gasp. “no?” he bites your ear softly and he lets go.
His hand is still between your thighs “Jisung did y/n behave” Jisung chokes on his yogurt when Haechan asked him that.
“Mhhmm” Jisung doesn’t make eye contact and cleans the mess he made. “She wasn’t with Jaemin right” Haechan deepens his grip on your clothes cunt.
“I wasn’t I was too sad and alone in my room” you put your hand over his hand and start moving it. The bar is too high for both of your hands to be visible enough for Jisung and Jeno to see. “Can i got see the match tonight?” you ask and Haechan speeds up his moition.
You let go of his hand and grip onto the counter. “Only if you take care of me today. I did so much these past days” his fingers find your sweet spot and you let out a whimper “i will”
Haechan let’s go of you and leaves you in a drought again. He continues eating over you and he accidentally drops a piece of turkey on your chest.
“Eww” he picks up the turkey off of you and continues eating. You get off of him and get a napkin to wipe off the sauce. Jaemin would’ve cleaned it off of you, you’re glaring at him and you storm out the kitchen.
“Y/n i didn’t tell you, you can leave did i?” he says.
“no” you sit in the dining table where Jeno and Jisung are.
“Come over here” Haechan says.
“no, you said eww instead of apologizing for dropping stuff on me. you didn’t even bother to clean it up” you cross your arms.
Haechan stands up and walks up to you “i don’t have to apologize to you” he raises his hand to grab you but Jeno blocks it.
“You do, it’s basic common manners. Have some respect” Jeno stands up and backs Haechan away.
“I am jet lagged and had to do so many meetings. I don’t need her whining just so she can get ways” Haechan says. You are getting flashbacks to sunwoo yelling at you, something so simple angered him.
“Why are you crying” Haechan screams at you.
“Haechan you are making things worse” Jeno grabs onto his shoulders. Jisung runs to get Jaemin.
“Am I really? I told her the rules from the start and she still doesn’t learn her lesson” Haechan grabs the ash tray on the shelf and throws it on the floor.
“I asked her to obey me and to get away from Jaemin. One night i’m gone and she smells like him. I am keeping you here for me and you are lying straight in my face with huge smile on your face” Haechan gets closer to you.
You are shaking like crazy and your tears are streaming down. “We didn’t do anything” you whisper to yourself. Jaemin enters with Jisung “why is she crying” Jaemin says.
You get out of your seat and hide behind the both of them. “Please tell him that we didn’t do anything” you sob onto the back of his shirt.
Jeno is still blocking Haechan from getting to you. “You tell me” Haechan says to Jaemin.
Haechan escapes Jeno’s arms but Jaemin catches Haechan by the neck. “You need to calm the fuck down before i tighten my grip. We didn’t do anything and she does not owe you an explanation. Understand?” Haechan is all red nodding trying to escape.
“That’s enough” Renjun sighs.
Haechan is gasping for air and you are still holding onto Jaemin’s shirt trying to calm yourself down.
Haechan gets pushed by Jeno and Renjun to the living room.
You let go of his shirt and he turns to you “I don’t want to be here anymore” you cry out again.
Jaemin gets the hair out of your face and wipes your tears with the pads of his thumb. “He gets like this when he doesn’t win a deal in those meetings. I should’ve stayed with you princess, I didn’t know he was going to take it out on you” Jaemin sits you down on the counter.
Jisung hands you a glass of water and begins to clean the broken ceramic. “I don’t want to ruin things between you guys. It wasn’t your guys’ fault. He is right-” your tears start to roll down.
“He’s not, plus he has no right to yell at you like that” Jaemin says and hugs you.
You cry onto his shoulder as he pats the back of your head down. “We’ll be alright” you break the hug and he sets you down on the ground.
Haechan and Jeno come into the kitchen and you hide behind Jaemin. “Y/n I’m not going to hurt you, I overreacted and i’m- i am…sorry” Jeno is gripping the back of Haechan’s shoulder.
You peek a little to the side and he genuinely looks devastated. “I’m tired and barely sobering up. I’ll make it up to you”
Haechan tries to go to you but you move Jaemin to block you. “Jaemin if you don’t move. I won’t pay you this month” Haechan whispers into Jaemin’s ear which you also heard.
Jaemin looks back at you and you let go of him but he doesn’t move. “Its ok Jaemin” Jaemin moves so you can pass and watches you follow Haechan with small steps because you’re scared he’ll snap at you.
“You need to start setting boundaries” Jeno finally speaks up after they left.
“You think I haven’t been trying? It’s hard man. I’ve never really liked someone like this in a long time” Jaemin sighs.
“Maybe you’re just confused. You see her everyday and she’s constantly looking for you” Jeno is trying hard to protect you and his best friend but it isn’t sounding too convincing.
“We spent the night together. Nothing sexual and opening up to eachother. I just hate that Haechan is the reason she is here” Jaemin grips his hair almost ripping out his scalp.
“Let’s just head to the venue to train. Take your anger out on the rink. I called the drivers already”
“Fine” Jaemin walks to his room to get his gym bag. But he finds a letter
The stars were so pretty tonight. Thank you for ending this night beautifully. I’m not sure when we’ll have another day like this.
Wishing the best on your match,
y/n
He puts it in the back of his phonecase and goes out to the suv. Jeno is already knocked out on the car. “Chenle and Mark are already there setting up so you guys just have to focus on the match” Renjun and Jisung appear at the door way.
“You guys are coming too?” Jaemin’s eyes go to each of their confused faces.
“We’ve always have” Renjun rolls his eyes.
“You’re leaving haechan with y/n after all that?” Jaemin says ready to get out.
“The next set of guards are on their way. He also won the deal so he’s actually pissed as fuck for a reason. You better win” Renjun closes the door as he gets in after Jisung.
“He gets more money through these stupid matches than his own business” Jaemin puts on his headphones and blasts his music up.
Renjun lied, the drivers weren’t coming but Haechan is driving her there.
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Haechan closes the door, his eyes are even more tired than before. He looks so stressed and tense which makes you feel even more guilty for making him come home to this.
He tries to untie his tie but is struggling. You go up to him and loop the frantic out of the knot. His eyes don’t leave yours, your finger tips i bottom each button down his torso.
Haechan doesn’t move, say anything, or moves you away. You remove the fabric completely off of him. He sets a kiss on your collar bone. “Please say something” your hands are on his belt buckle still not saying a word to him.
He leans on your forehead but doesn’t say anything. Haechan lifts his head up, takes his pants off himself. “I’m going to warm up the shower” you say. After a long flight, he looks like he hasn’t slept for days, and how angry he got earlier- it’s the most you can do. You’re still angry at him though.
You head over to his bathroom, it’s painted with black walls, a dark red tub, and next to it is a rainfall shower. You are leaned over the faucet trying to figure out the knobs “I was going to take you to the match after what I did. You don’t have to do all this” his large hands are on your sides.
Finally the water comes out, you’re finding the perfect temperature. You stand up straight and met with Haechan’s back. “Get in with me” his chin nuzzles into your shoulder.
You nod no. “I demanded nicely” he kisses your neck “god I want to take his scent off of you” he bites down onto the marks that he made before. Jaemin does smell strong…and good. You don’t want his smell to go away but Haechan for sure does.
“I’m being patient” he brings your hips closer to him.
“Haechan” you try to get off his grip but he is too strong. His fingertips are midway through your waistband. “Either you come in with me or you’re not allowed out tonight” your eyebrows knit together on the unfairness because you do want to see Jaemin but you also do not want to go far with Haechan.
You cave in and take off your top. Haechan lowers your pants and panties, then your bra. Your back is still facing him, he steps back and takes off his boxers. You’ve never seen him this way so it caught you off guard on his length.
Your eyes travel up his torso then up to his eyes. You take a step back into the shower. The water is warm yet cold into skin, sending goosebumps through your whole body. Haechan steps in and moves closer to you.
“Are you still mad at me” Haechan’s distance between you and himself is almost non existent.
His lips are now aligned to yours “say something to me baby” his eyes are deeply looking into your with lust but also begging.
You want to respond but you also don’t know if you want to take things far considering the current situation you’re in. Haechan’s lips brush against yours “please” he sets his hands on your hips, bringing you closer.
You close the gap between the both of you. His lips finally touch yours and you start to kiss back. Haechan’s kisses are more passionate this time, you kiss back and he deepens the kiss.
His cold hands guide you to the warm water without breaking the kiss. The droplets are soft but enough to cover and warm your body up. Haechan’s lips slip down to your neck, his hair stuck to his forehead. Your hands are resting in his bare chest.
He kisses down your stomach and you grab his jaw to look up at you. “We have to leave soon” you say pouting at him.
Haechan comes up and corners you to the shower wall “It’s just you and me. I don’t want you thinking about anyone or anything right now” you were about to cave in but you can’t.
“Your eyes on me” he holds your face from spacing out again. You feel his other hand behind your back. “I am trying to be gentle with you. Do you not want me to?" he presses himself closer to you, feeling his body warm you up.
You don’t respond-
“Sit on the ledge” he points at the shower ledge that can fit three people. Haechan puts your wet hair back, he goes back under the shower and starts pumping himself.
A moan comes out when he touches the tip of his dick. It is curved up basically touching his stomach. Heat is traveling from between your legs but you do not want to do anything. You’re enjoying the view of his mouth being hung open as water droplets are weighing down his hair on his forehead. The wet sounds become faster and Haechan begins to pant. His eyes meet yours and he doesn’t look away, he came all over his hand while the water streaming down his body turns into a milky white.
He starts cleaning himself seductively, your eyes follow Haechan's movements- wanting your hands to replace his. You hop off and turn on the other rainfall and begin showering. Haechan turns to you and scoffs at you because you did not come next to him. He heads over to you and grabs the shower head extension. 'Open" his hands are in between your thighs and he opens them.
He changes the setting on the showerhead "Apparently you can't speak, I am going to make you"
a/n
DONT ATTACK ME
this isn’t how i wanted this part to end but i’ve had this sitting in my drafts for too long so i just wanted to post something because i miss it. spring break is coming so i’ll have time to write some more :)
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crazystargirl · 10 months
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hi! can I request that u write something that has to due with fem!reader who works at the local movie theater and ethan met her when going to see a movie bc shes a cashier or something and he becomes obsessed with her and starts to show up all the time to watch her and learns her schedule by heart? the she begins to notice but thinks it's really cute and when she finally mentions it, they exchange numbers and go out and stuff?
lots of love, lexie <3
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lil movie stalker ♥︎
pairing ♥︎ - ethan landry x reader, ethan landry x fem!reader
word count ♥︎ - 0.9k!
a/n ♥︎ - HELP THE ENDING SOUNDS SO SHITTY AND CHEESY, AND THE TITLE I COULDNT FIGURE OUT ANYTHING GOOD FOR BUT ANYWAYSSSSS, lexie i am so sorry it took so long to write this, i started writing this but ended up stopping due to writers block but here it is! Also kae i promise im working on yours now!!
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Ethan had first spotted you when the friend group had dragged him to go see a movie that they had all been wanting to see in theaters. He thought seeing a movie in theaters was kind of dumb since why pay extra and buy snacks and drinks when you can just wait for it to come out and watch it at home or get it illegally. 
It wasn't as bad as having to go to one of those frat parties Chad dragged him to but it was a movie he didn't want to go watch. At least seeing you made it bearable. 
You were gorgeous to say the least. Ethan is pretty sure he's seen you somewhere other than here before.
"Hey isn't that the girl from our english class?" Chad asked Tara, with a nudge to the shoulder.
"Yeah I think she is!" Tara replied.
"Isn't she also dating that idiot jock who wanted to fight you Chad?" Mindy asked, leaning over to join into the conversation.
Ethan frowned at hearing this until Tara said something else.
"No that's a rumor I think, the jock, Steve I think, is dating that idiotic airhead."
"Oh yeah! Y/n, i think that's her name is single or something."
Sam gasps dramatically and looked back at Chad, "You better not be planning to take her out because if you break Tara's heart, I will go Billy Loomis on you."
Everyone laughed and Chad put on a shocked face as they walked up to the ticket booth to get the tickets. Sam bought the tickets and Tara, Mindy, and Ethan went to the concession stand to buy popcorn and drinks.
"Hey y/n! I didn't know you worked here!" Tara said with a bright smile
You looked at her and grinned, "Yeah! I work here part time afterschool and on the weekends cause I'm trying to be more independent"
"Ohhh makes sense, maybe I should get a part time job too, to help Sam out."
"Please don't, then Sam will feel like she's not needed," Quinn said, coming up behind Tara with Sam and Chad. 
"Hi Sam, Quinn, Chad, and boy I do not know" you said looking at Ethan, not noticing him before.
Chad came up next to Ethan and put an arm around him, "This is my best man, Ethan Landry, I don't think you guys have any classes together right?"
"I don't think we do but it's nice to meet you anyway." Ethan said with a smile.
"Yeah, nice to meet you too! Alright guys you better order now since there's a line waiting behind yall"
The group ordered and you gave them their food and drinks and waved goodbye to them. Little did you know that this wasn't going to be the last time you saw Ethan, especially not with the way he looked at you while leaving.
After that day, you hadn't seen him but he definitely saw you. He came everyday after school to watch you.
Ok that sounds a bit fucked up but hey there's no harm in just watching someone…and maybe even learning their work schedule.
After a week or two of watching you, Ethan becomes somewhat enamored. Unfortunately for him, this did not go unnoticed by you.
The first time you actually noticed is when one of your coworkers nudged you and told you something that you didn't quite like…
"Y/n, y'know the guy who always comes after school?"
"What guy?" you asked puzzled
She pointed to Ethan who quickly looked away and looked at his phone.
"Oh yeah i know him, he's friends with some people i know"
"Well i think he's pretty cute and has been coming here almost everyday. I think he might like me"
You frown at the thought, you may or may not have developed feelings for the guy and were praying your coworker wasn't going to ask him out
"Im gonna ask him out"
There goes that
You watch as she goes up to Ethan but start giggling once you see that Ethan shakes his head and looks back at his phone
"Damn he didn't like you huh?" you say as she returns huffing
"Yeah like what the fuck, he literally said he liked someone else"
You laugh and continue working, you want to ask him out or something but you're unsure on how to.
After a few days you decide to go up to him and just ask him why he's always at the theater
You come up to him with a drink
"Hey ethan!"
He looks up and smiles at you
"Hey y/n, what do i owe the pleasure?"
"Well I've noticed you're always around so i decided to just bring you a drink"
"Oh thanks! You uh noticed?"
"Well not immediately but one of my coworkers pointed it out to me, she's the one who asked you out"
"Oh yeah i remember her, i actually don't like her, i come here…well dont take this the wrong way but to watch you" ethan says looking down embarrassed.
"Aww that's actually really cute, do you wanna maybe go see a movie this weekend?"
"Yeah! That would be great, could i get your number?" 
You hand him your phone and he gives it back shortly after
"Alright I'll see you then eth!"
"Yeah cya" he says with a grin
You're probably smiling like an idiot right now but you're too happy to give a shit. You just scored a date with the guy you liked, why wouldn't you be happy? 
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miyaur · 1 year
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𝄞 — zhongli (gn!reader) — ❝ two is better than one! ❞
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summary: your calm, sensible, and handsome boyfriend wants to take your relationship to the next level, ready for slow intimate moments together, but what would you think if you saw what double digits he had like down under!
a/n: saw a lovely fanart of zhongli, gave me big idea for a fic and i love zhongli so much :)!
warnings: nsfw, mentions of double dick zhongli (LMAO), riding, doggy style(?), dom!zhongli, sub!reader this time, don't know what else, enjoy though!
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You and ZHONGLI have been dating for a bit, slowly and surely you both grow more deeply in love than before, Hu Tao mentions how horrifyingly you both looked like a cheesy teen couple in highschool on their first date.
Shopping, or getting some coffins from imported land with you and ZHONGLI is a nightmare, Hu Tao quoted. Both of you often glancing at each other and growing red, then looking away from each other once more, all wanted is for you both to just get the damn coffins into the carriage and back to home sweet home!!
Although this may have ticked Hu Tao off about how cheesy it all was, and as much as it is cheesy, it's nice seeing you, her close friend, finally getting along with your obvious crush for a bit now, aka ZHONGLI.
Finally putting the coffins back into the parlor, and in display, you both finally get "kicked out for being too cheesy", aka Hu Tao saying enjoy your date tonight!
Strolling through the streets of Liyue, small stares at each stall. You both fonally decided on just a small snack at Third Round Knockout to end off the day. ZHONGLI surprisingly paid this time though (must be a special night hmmm?)
Finally crashing down on the bed in ZHONGLI's home. Lying down, so tired from everything (eating and putting a coffin in a stroller and arranging it for display) that happened today. "Beloved, today I would like to.." he clears his throat, "Take our relationship to another level. "-We've been together for quite some time, and we both know we can't spend eternity with each other forever." You sat up looking confused, "So, what's the surprise, sweetheart?" you asked.
He pins you down with his geo-scattered hands onto the bed frame. "I would like to be intimate with you, at least just once, if you would allow it my love?" He said, breathing a bit heavy, not so hard to carry though. "Sure, what could go wrong, right?" You giggled. ZHONGLI's breath slowly getting closer to your neck, biting it, marking you as his.
You moaned slightly, whimpering at the sudden bites, "Mmm, your neck is sensitive isn't it, honey?" he said muffled, but understandable, you nod in a bit of excitement. He bites a bit more and let's go. ZHONGLI lies himself down and lets you hover on top of him. (ok u both are naked at this point dont ask how) You turn your head to see his cock(s) (LMFAO), dripping with precum. "O-oh.. I kinda see you only wanna do this just now.." "You never fail to amuse me, love"
Inserting one of them up your hole, you whine as it struggled to fit. slowly riding him, you both moan out each other's names. hours go by, many rounds have taken place, you both are a mess, he has you hands pinned to the bedframe, fucking you senseless, slowly noticing the belly bulge forming in your stomach. "Feel that, babe? That's the mark. The mark that shows my ownership over you, got it?" Your fucked dumb hazy expression was enough for him, fucking into you more, "s' close again 'li, just a lil' m-more.." you moaned out about to cum for the last time, this time with ZHONGLI.
"Me too, honey. Just- haah.. just wait a little long- haah! longer baby." Hard thrusts went in and out, each getting harsher and faster. Both of you finally came, feeling his hot cum shoot up inside you. savoring this little intimate moments together.
"two is always better than one, no?"
i live and breathe for this man 🥰‼️
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jazminrhode1 · 8 months
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Hii love I was wondering if could request where the triplets have a younger sister and she is going through a bad break up her boyfriend cheated on her and the boys comfort her and spends the day with her to make her day ( sorry I that doesn't make sense)
For The Love Of A Sister Sturniolo Triplets x Lil Sister One Shot
Summary: The boys have a little sister who is going through a breakup.
Notes: N/a
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It was 2pm and their little sister was still in bed, scrolling through pictures of her and her boyfriend on her phone. They had been together for 3 years and she could have never pictured that he would do this.
Her curtains were drawn, she was wearing his hoodie and she had mascara all over the pillowcase. Matt creaked open the door and tried to adjust his eyes to the darkness.
He was holding a plate of food and placed it on her bedside table. “You gotta eat something”, Matt said as he pulled open the curtains.
His heart broke when he saw tears streaming down her face. He could have never imagined that little shit would have broken his sister's heart. He sat on the bed next to her and wiped her tears with his sleeve. "I know it sucks right now, but I promise that it will get easier," he pulled her into a hug and placed a kiss on top of her head. "I've got you, ok? I will always be here for you."
He stayed with her to make sure that she ate something and to ensure she stayed off her phone. When she was done, he took the plate and on his way out said, "Get dressed, we're going out." When she pouted, he insisted "You can't stay in here all day - this shit will consume you."
She forced a smile for the first time since she found out her boyfriend was cheating. Matt was always the one to take care of her when she was sick or upset. He always had the kindest way of delivering bad news and he was assertive without being cruel.
She forced herself out of bed and put on the first thing that she could find to wear. As she went to leave her room she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror and decided to tie her hair up and take a makeup wipe to her under eyes.
The boys were already waiting in the car when she got downstairs. Chris was leaning against the bonnet and smiled when he saw her. He pulled her into a hug but couldn't find the words to say. As he opened the back door for her to jump in, Nick was already there with a pack of her favorite candy.
"Let's go," said Matt as he pulled out of the driveway. They were heading to the mall to grab Starbucks and go shopping. They put their heads together but, couldn't come up with a better plan than that. Their sister didn't care, she liked Starbucks and she loved shopping especially when it wasn't the money she was spending.
Matt kept checking on her in the rearview mirror as they drove and Chris kept sneaking glimpses over his shoulder. Usually, they were loud and chaotic but, they felt helpless not being able to make her smile let alone laugh.
They drove in silence, listening to Taylor Swift hoping that would lift her spirits but, when All Too Well started playing as they pulled into the parking lot, she burst into tears.
Matt parked the car as Nick pulled her into his chest. “Why wasn’t I enough for him?” she whimpered.
Matt clenched the steering wheel and took in a deep breath. Chris looked away, his heart shattered. How could someone break their little sister like this?
"You are enough", Nick started, "he just made you feel like you weren't by doing what he did."
She couldn't stop the tears from rolling down her cheeks. "You are way too good for him," Chris added as he reached for her hand.
"Come on... let's go inside," Matt said, desperate to get out of the car before he started crying too.
Nick kept his arm tightly around his sister as they walked toward the mall. "You're gonna get through this", he promised. She looked up and he was smiling back at her. As impossible as it felt, she believed him. He was never wrong about these kinds of things.
She grabbed her favorite pink drink from Starbucks and they started walking through the mall. For the first time in her life, she was not at all interested in shopping and wanted desperately to crawl back into bed and feel sorry for herself.
"Look!" Chris shouted. She turned around to see him pointing with a childlike grin on his face. She looked and saw that the arcade was open and knew exactly what he was thinking.
"I'm not going to the arcade," she demanded.
Nick, Matt, and Chris exchanged a telepathic look and then, as if planned, they grabbed her and carried her inside. For the first time in 2 weeks, she laughed - really laughed and they knew that things were turning around.
They spent the afternoon playing Pac-Man and Pop-A-Shot, Chris even won his sister a giant Tweety toy that she had asked their parents for every single time they came to the arcade when they were kids.
Her heart still ached but, she really needed to spend this time with her brothers. She didn't know how depressed before. She couldn't put it into words just yet but, she loved them infinitely.
As the stores in the mall began to close, they headed for the exit grabbing a Blizzard from DairyQueen on the way out.
"Thanks for hanging out with us today", Chris said with a smile on his face. "Yeah," said Matt, "we need to do this more". "Agreed," said Nick, "and not just at times like this."
"So, are you going to come with me to get our nails done tomorrow?", she said. She seemed better, almost ok.
"I'm in!" they said in unison. She laughed as she shook her head.
The ride home felt nostalgic. Nick went off on a rant about Pac-Man, Chris laughed his head off the whole ride home and Matt just smiled and rolled his eyes.
When they got home, MaryLou was in the kitchen making dinner. "Where have you four been?" she asked.
"The mall," Chris said as he headed into the lounge room followed by Nick and Matt.
"Is that a smile I see?" MaryLou observed as she pulled her daughter into a hug.
She nodded as you took a seat at the counter. "I've missed that smile a lot, sweetheart," she said as washed her hands, "I'm glad you have brothers that can cheer you up".
Every day after that got a little bit better. She found out who her true friends were at school and even got an apology for the boy who broke her heart.
More than anything, she knew that her brothers would always be there for her no matter what she was going through and she would be there for them as well.
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atinylittlepain · 1 year
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I got love in my tummy and a tiny little pain, joel and no-outbreak like fluffy family time with reader joel sarah and ellie 🥹
i took a lil liberty with this sweet request, love. i hope that's ok <3
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Yours and Mine
no outbreak!joel miller x f!reader
no warnings, 18 and up tho
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“And you were worried they wouldn’t get along.” Joel glances over his shoulder from where he’s stirring pasta sauce on the stove, eyebrow cocked.
“Sorry, what was that? I can’t hear you over all the goddamn noise.” She has to laugh, the sound mixing up with the music coming from upstairs, an intrusive guitar riff blaring through the whole house. Now that they’ve officially moved in together as a family, it’s become Ellie’s and Sarah’s after-school routine to charge upstairs and immediately start playing rock music as loud as the poor CD-player can handle. And they said this blended family stuff would be hard. Not with the power of tween girl’s shared love for Avril Lavigne it’s not. 
“Girls! Dinner’s ready!”
“Seriously? Curtis and Viper Two? Can’t we pick something else out?” “Oh c’mon, mom. It’s a good movie.” Joel grins at Ellie’s exclamation, holding out his hand for a fist bump that she gladly reciprocates.
“Yeah, what she said.” She lets out a huff at them, sitting back on the sofa and turning her head toward Sarah who looks equally unamused at the movie selection.
“I feel your pain. Dad’s been making me watch these movies since before I could walk.” 
“Hey, I thought you liked them.” Joel leans over her to look at his daughter, brow furrowed. Sarah just shrugs.
“Alright, alright, we’ll watch your blood and guts and guns movie tonight. But Sarah and I get to pick the next time.” Ellie groans at that where she’s sitting next to Joel.
“Oh god, please don’t let it be one of those rom-coms you like.”
“Hey, I don’t remember you having any problem watching rom-coms with me before.” Ellie rolls her eyes as Sarah nudges her.
“Just for the record, I’m also team rom-com.” She shares a smile with her stepdaughter at that as Joel lets out a huff.
“Are we gonna watch the movie or not?”
“I think this one is out, darlin.” 
“Hmm, so is this one.” Joel lets out a quiet laugh, the thrum of it vibrating through her skin where she’s pressed into his side. To his left, Ellie is fast asleep, head lolled onto Joel’s shoulder. And to her right, Sarah is also conked out, head resting on her thigh where she has curled up on the couch. 
“I’m sorry, I love you, but that movie really was terrible.” It’s a whispered giggle that makes him grumble, playing footsie with her where their legs have tangled up.
“S’better than some nonsense like the Notebook. We’d all be asleep if we watched that.” She lightly smacks his chest at that, his eyes crinkling at her as she scoffs. 
“Sure, Miller, whatever you say. It’s not like you cried when we went to see A Walk to Remember or anything.” Joel just shakes his head at her, pinching her thigh where his hand is resting as she grins at him.
“Enough of that, Miller. We better get our girls to bed, huh?” Our girls. She loves it when he says that.
“You’ve got mine and I’ve got yours.”
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hard yes to nsfw 🫡🫡🫡
i'll just do some little mini drabbles here, the mowing the lawn thing can be kept separate if people want more of that too.
but like peter to me is 100% a giver. like will not stop until ur absolutely spent, until ur breathing is all choked and ur flushed red all over. he will have you every way he can and he'll have you everywhere that he can. making breakfast? he'll stop to bend u over the counter and have u right there. u tell him ur going for a shower? not without him. u had a stressful day and u just want to lie on the couch? ok well don't worry about him kneeling down and shoving his head between ur legs to make u forget about the shitty day u had.
more often than not, he's gentle but not too gentle. he'd rather make u squirm from going too slow than be too rough. he loves watching ur eyes squeeze shut when he pulls almost all the way out only to push all the way back in agonisingly slowly. but there are days when something would happen and he would be pissed off like to the absolute max.
u ask him whats wrong and he just slumps down onto the couch, his head resting over the back of it as he just sighs. if he can go down on u to make u feel better, ur sure u can return the favour now. he doesn't register what ur doing until u take him in ur mouth and he just grunts, his hand grabbing a fistful of ur hair as u bob up and down, trying to take him all in ur mouth but u forget how big and thick he is.
he's sooo into praise while u give him head too. "that's it, baby." "doin' so well for me, honey." "u look so pretty down on ur knees for me, darlin'." so much encouragement and it only pushed u to take more of him in ur mouth, despite how much it was making u gag. the groans mixed in with harsh curse words that fell from peter's lips were just making u more needy, wanting him to just take his anger out on u—and it seems like he got the message.
"don't think i don't.. fuck.. see ur hand baby, already fucked u this morning but look how desperate u are to have it as soon as i get home.. such an insatiable lil thing aren't u?"
ur mouth was stuffed full, u could only nod and that's when he pulled u off him, tapping his thigh to get u to straddle him.
"people.. people can see in.." u looked over at the big front window. peter just smiled.
"well then, better put on a good show, honey."
there wasn't ever really a show when u were riding peter, mostly because he was filling u all the way and u just couldn't help but whimper, tucking ur face into his neck as he bounced u on his cock. he did however, give u more praise.
the phrase "good girl" was ringing in ur ear, his large hands gripping ur waist as he ground ur hips against his. u we're painstakingly close, but u wanted to hold on until he was close. suddenly his hand moved to wrap around ur waist and he lifted u up only slightly before he knelt one knee on the couch and let u lie down, ur legs resting over his thighs. his cock had fallen out of u and u choked back a moan when u felt empty. peter watched u lay there for a moment, ur hands reaching for him, so desperately needing him again.
he pushed his hips against urs, his cock resting over ur skin and watched as ur eyes slowly opened, giving him the softest puppy dog eyes he'd ever seen. u were almost silently begging him to put it back in and who was he to deny u that pleasure. this time he went a little rougher, his hips slamming against the back of ur thighs, the feeling of him filling u up was so overwhelming, u couldn't even think of the bruises u were gonna get tomorrow. then u felt his hand on ur throat, squeezing gently. his hips stuttered and u knew he was close—god knows how u'd held on this long without any sort of release but it was a miracle of some sort.
u both came at the same time, however he pulled out, shooting it across ur stomach while ur legs shook against him and u whined, hands grabbing for him and he took them, squeezing every so often to calm u down. his fingers let go of u to gather up his mess and he let u taste it off him, eyes not leaving his when u took his fingers in ur mouth.
he still made u go for a shower though, and of course he joined u but surprisingly he didn't even think of sex this time. just grabbed the shampoo and washed ur hair, his hands working wonders. he did occasionally turn u around to kiss u and u just giggled every time, making his shitty day today completely forgotten about.
i feel like peter is also definitely into pda, whether that's a kiss in the grocery store aisle whenever he comes back with something off the list that u forgot. or his hand in ur back pocket when u walk together down the street. or his hand around ur waist when ur paying for something. he just looooves showing u off and thinks ur just absolutely the prettiest thing he's ever seen.
he's also very much into coaxing multiple orgasms out of u sometimes. he will try and make u come more than once before he's even halfway close, whether that's going down on u then making u ride his face and then fucking u or just fucking u in different positions and not changing until u've come twice in each position.
had another thought about neighbour!peter but enemies to lovers but i won't elaborate on that rn, don't want to make this too long.
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Unbreakable
Chapter 6
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader
Word Count: 3.4K
Warnings: talks about sexual assault/rape, domestic violence, gunshot wound, blood, fluff, lil bit of angst,
A/N: I love these two so much. I'm going to start doing some time jumps on this series soon so be ready for that.
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“Today isn’t a good day for me. It would have been my fifth year anniversary with my ex if he hadn’t disappeared during the blip.” You share in the group. “If he hadn’t disappeared, who knows what would have happened to me. He was literally about to kill me when he turned to dust. I’m not sure why I feel so sad about it. I don’t think sad is the right word, I don’t miss him at all. My life is better now. ” 
Mervin sits up and rests his head on your lap. His big eyes tracking your movements.
“I guess I’m just overwhelmed because I know what he would have done today. He would’ve beat me until I could barely move, then dragged me to bed and forced me to have sex and when he was satisfied he’d make me get up and make him something to eat. If I cried or tried to fight him, he’d just say how ungrateful I was for not appreciating that he was spending time with me. So now that he’s not here I know I don’t have to worry about it but I feel like I have to look over my shoulder today to make sure he doesn’t show up out of nowhere. I know it doesn’t make sense but I can’t shake the feeling.” 
The other people in the group nod in understanding. This was the first time you’d shared in the group but the date was one of the worst you had to live through. You needed to talk about it and hoped that with time it would get easier. Lisa sat next to you and she extended a hand for you to take which you did. Giving her a grateful smile as she squeezed your hand in order to give her some comfort. 
“These last few months have been interesting to say the least. I am learning self defense and it’s helped a lot. A good friend of mine recommended it.” You look at Lisa. “I've made new friends because of it too. I hadn’t had a friend in so long so it’s nice to have someone to share life’s ups and downs with. But I’m having more good days than bad days and I take that as a win.”
Your mind went straight to Steve. Although the last few weeks have felt like a little more than just a friendship blossoming between the two of you. It was all still new and you weren’t sure if you were ready for a real relationship yet but it was nice to have a deeper connection with someone. 
“I guess that’s everything for me, for now at least.” 
Someone else started talking but your mind was elsewhere by then. Steve had been on a mission along with Nat and Rhodey so you hadn’t heard from him in a few days. That added to your stress. Fortunately Lisa was with you so you weren’t completely alone. 
Once the meeting is done you and Lisa walk out arm in arm and head toward a nearby cafe. Your phone vibrates and you grab it to check your messages. 
“Oh no.” You mutter as you type.
“What’s wrong?” 
“I have to go Lisa, I’m so sorry to cut this short.” You respond as you begin to walk back out of the cafe. “I’ll make it up to you I promise.” 
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You rushed through the double doors and into the waiting room. Nat and Rhodey, who you met during one of your training sessions, were sitting side by side. 
“What happened?” You asked once you got closer. “Are you guys ok?” 
“We’re fine.” 
“You don’t look fine Nat. Has anyone checked either of you for injuries?” 
“They will in a minute. Come sit.” She pats the empty chair next to her. 
While you sit beside her Marvin rests his head on her lap. His big eyes look up at her with concern until Nat starts to pet him. 
“He’ll be fine.” She says after a moment. “He heals quickly, there were just a few injuries they had to patch up to help the process along.” 
“Of course. What about you, Rhodey?” 
“Suit took most of the damage. These are just some scratches.” 
“Ok good.” You smile at him. 
For the next few hours the three of you wait. You talk to a nurse to get Nat some help and walk Marvin. Then when you’re seated again you can’t help but fidget and fuss over Nat and Rhodey. Your leg bounces and you play with Marvin’s leash or pet his head. During that time Nat tells you that she was up against a few guys at the same time. Steve jumped in to help and one of them had a machine gun. Steve’s solution was to use his body as a shield and protect Nat.
“Rogers?” A surgeon calls out from a set of doors on the opposite side of the room. 
You, Nat and Rhodey immediately stand up and head toward him. 
“He’s out of surgery, everything is looking good. He’s heavily sedated but someone should be out to escort you up to his room. Only one person at a time for now.” 
You all thank him and then you turn to the two people next to you. 
“Why don’t you guys go home? You need the rest and I can stay here. I’ll text you once he’s awake and keep you updated.” You suggest.
Rhodey and Nat look at each other and silently agree. 
“Ok but at the first sign of any kind of trouble you call Rhodey first. He can get here faster.” Nat says. “Also there’ll be a cop at his door, it’s just a precaution so that people don’t try and take pictures or do something while Steve is asleep.” 
“Ok.” You nod. “Go get some rest, you deserve it.” 
Nat gives you a quick hug and then Rhodey helps her out. She’s definitely in more pain than she lets on. A nurse walks out and calls for you to follow her up to the room Steve has been moved to. 
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You aren’t sure what time it is or how long you’ve been asleep. All you know is that something is moving against your hand. Then you remember where you are and you bolt up straight. Your glasses are crooked since you didn’t take them off before you fell asleep. In a quick motion you fix them and look at Steve to find him awake. He’s giving you a lopsided and hazy smile. 
“Hey,” you say as you move to sit at the edge of the bed. One hand takes the one that was holding yours and the other moves to push the hair that fell onto his forehead. “How are you feeling?”
“I feel s’good.” 
You giggle at his slurred speech. 
“You’re really hopped up on meds.” 
“S’kay. It’s like before.” Steve says as he blinks slowly at you.
“Like before? You mean before the serum?” 
“Mmhmm. Used to be sick all the time.” 
“Well that explains so much. But you won’t be like this for long.” 
“Ok.” 
You take a moment to call the nurse and a few minutes later someone comes in to check up on Steve. Seeing that he’s awake they stop the meds so that his body can flush them out. It doesn’t take long, about fifteen minutes in Steve is more lucid.
“Where’s Nat?” He asks as he looks around the room. 
He sees Marvin itching to get up on the bed and he pats the bed. Marvin happily jumps up and makes himself comfortable, relishing in the attention he’s getting from Steve. The two have bonded over the last few weeks, especially on the long runs they take. 
“I told her to go rest. But she knows you’re ok.” You wave your phone to let him know you’re texting her. “I made sure she got checked out by someone before she left though.” 
“Ok, good.”
With a sigh Steve lays his head back and closes his eyes. Although the medication is mostly out of his system he’s still feeling some of the effects. You watch him and then sit back down beside the bed, taking his hand in the process. 
“Thank you for being here.” He says and you look up to find him looking at you again. 
“You don’t have to thank me.”
“I do, you don’t have to spend your time with me, yet here you are.” He smiles at you.
“I want to spend my time with you. Besides I was worried sick when Nat messaged me. I know you did it to protect her but never ever do that again.” You try to sound stern but the worry comes through. 
“I’m sorry. I’ll do my best to stay safe on these missions.”
You both sit in silence for a while. Steve’s thumb moves back and forth over your hand. Overall it’s comforting to be there with him after having missed him for the last few days. Slowly you start nodding off, it had been a very emotionally draining day for you after all. 
“Why don’t you go home? You shouldn’t be here so uncomfortable because of me.” 
“It’s so late.” You mumble. “I’d rather stay here, it’s safer.” 
“Then get up here. I’m not having you sleep on a chair.” 
Steve moves to give you some space but you end up draped over most of him. He doesn’t mind one bit and honestly neither do you. This isn’t the first time it happened, both of you sharing a bed. Hopefully it won’t be the last either. Slowly the two of you drift off to sleep. There’s no place safer than in each other’s arms. 
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“Sit.” You gently push Steve toward his bed at the compound. 
“I’m not Marvin. You can’t just give me commands.” He chuckles as he moves towards his bed.
“You were shot multiple times, you need rest. And you’re right you’re not Marvin. He listens the first time I tell him to do something.” 
 “There, happy?”  Steve says as he sits on the edge of the bed.
“Yes, maybe you deserve a treat.” 
Steve throws his head back and laughs. “Do I get to choose?” 
“I’ll think about it. Now go get comfortable.”
“You’re so bossy.” 
You shrug a shoulder as you move around Steve’s room. His uniform was in your hand and you could see the bullet holes and blood. You must have been staring down at it for longer than you realized because Steve is standing in front of you and pulling the uniform out of your hands. 
“Hey,” Steve sets the uniform aside and cups your face so that you’d look at him. He was surprised to see tears in your eyes. “I’m fine. I’m right here with you.” 
You try to blink back the tears as you grip the front of his hoodie. It’s been a few short weeks but having Steve in your life made it better. He was a strong yet gentle presence in your life. He’d provided comfort when he didn’t have too. So to lose him would be devastating.
“When I got that message, I was so scared.” You say in a whisper, the lump in your throat making it difficult to talk. “I thought I wouldn’t see you again.” 
Steve kisses the top of your head as you wrap your arms around his midsection. You cry against Steve’s chest while he reassures you that he’s not going anywhere. 
“Now you really deserve a treat for dealing with my tears.” You joke as you pull away. 
“I’d deal with your tears whenever you’d need me to. No treat needed.” 
You smile. “Go lay down. I’m gonna check up on Nat and Rhodey.”
**** 
Rhodey was fine, like he said his suit took most of the damage. Nat is who you were worried about. You had a tray with some food and tea you’d seen her make before. With a soft knock you walk into the office she’d been using. 
“How are you feeling today?” You ask as you set the tray down. 
“Good.” 
“Please don’t lie to me. The doctor said you had some cracked ribs and I know they’re painful.” 
Nat looks up at you, sorrow darkens her green eyes for just a moment. 
“You’re right. Everything hurts but I can’t stop working.” 
You just nod in understanding. 
“Well I won’t take up any of your time, unless you want to talk. Just wanted to bring you something and some pain meds.” 
Nat smiles as she looks over what you’ve brought, all of her favorites. 
“Thanks. How’s Rogers doing?” 
“He’s fine. I’m making him rest.” 
“And he’s following orders?” Nat raises an eyebrow. 
“Yeah, I think if I cry he’d do what I ask.” You chuckle.
“He’d do what you ask no matter what.” 
“What do you mean?” 
“Y/N, have you really not noticed his feelings for you?” 
You took the empty seat across from Nat and just stared at her.
“I’ll preface this by saying Steve would absolutely never do anything you don’t want. He’s never going to push you or make you uncomfortable and he’d only be your friend if you decide you don’t ever want a relationship. But it’s safe to say he cares about you deeply. I know you’ve only known each other a few weeks but trust me when I say he’s smitten.” Nat gives you a soft smile. “I think it’s safe to say you feel the same way.” 
You aren’t sure what to say. Sure there were some feelings or something there. But to have someone else point it out was eye opening. Were the two of you that oblivious? 
“I d-don’t-” 
“Just think about it but I think it’s a conversation you should have sooner rather than later. If you know you don’t want a relationship with him don’t string him along. Steve’s been through a lot and I don’t think he could take another heartbreak.” 
“I would never do that.” You shake your head. 
“I know. I also want you to know that I’d like to see you happy too. Steve’s a good man and you’re good for each other. Just think about it before you make a decision.” 
You nod and get up. “I’m gonna go check up on him.” 
“Ok. And thanks for this.” 
“Yeah, of course.” 
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When you get back to Steve’s room you notice he’s asleep. Marvin lays at his side but wags his tail lazily when he sees you. 
“Wanna go for a walk Marv?” You whisper.
Marvin’s head shoots up at the mention of a walk and he happily gets off Steve’s bed. With leash in hand you set to take a walk out and around the compound. You took the opportunity to call Lisa who had messaged you a few times to see if you were ok. 
The phone rings a few times before she picks up.
“Hey Y/N, are you ok? You left me a bit worried yesterday.” She says.
“Yeah, I’m fine. It’s just that my friend Steve was hurt while on the job and was taken to the hospital.”
“Hhmm, and you rushed out to see him.” You can hear the teasing in her voice. “He seems pretty special if he has you running around like that.” 
You fluster even though you can’t see her. But you can just see her face and the mischievous glint in her eyes. 
“I imagine that you’re still in the hospital. Need me to get you anything?” 
“No it’s ok, he was released this morning. I actually wanted to talk to you about something.” 
“Is everything ok? Are you safe?” 
“Yes,” you smile at her genuine concern. It was nice to have friends that cared about your well-being. “I just need some advice.”
“Oh, ok. Well I’m all ears.” 
“So for the last few weeks I’ve been thinking that there has been something happening between me and Steve.” 
“Like romantic feelings are blossoming?” 
“Yes and today a mutual friend told me how much he cares about me but that he would never pressure me into a relationship or anything.”
“And the question is?” Lisa asks as you continue to ramble.
“How did you know that you were ready to be in a relationship?” 
“Well that’s different for everyone. For me I just knew that I felt safe with my partner. I mean I also had those butterflies whenever I saw her. I missed her when she wasn’t around and I couldn’t wait to see her again.” 
“Yeah, sounds about right. I'm just not sure. What if he doesn’t like me when he sees how messed up I truly am.”
“If you’re not ready then, you’re not ready. If he really wants to be with you he’ll wait. And when you’re ready you should tell him about what happened, only if you’re ready.”
“You’re right. If he brings it up I’ll just tell him. Everything.” 
“Do what’s best for you. When you’re ready for a relationship you’ll know.” 
“Thanks Lisa. I’m so glad you’re in my life.” 
“Right back at you, hun. Let me know how it goes.”
“I will. Bye.” 
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You get back to Steve's room just as he opens his door. He gives you a sleepy smile.
“I was wondering where my nap buddy went.” 
“Just took him for a walk.” You look down at Marvin with a smile. “Were you heading out?” 
“No. I was just going to get my mission report to work on it and stay in bed.”
“Oh ok. I’ll let you get to it, I should probably go home anyways.” 
“Wait, don't go. We can still spend some time together. Only if you want of course.” He gives you a hopeful smile. 
“Yeah, I’d like to stay.”
“Good.” Steve moves aside to let you into his room. “I’ll be back in a few minutes.” 
Once Steve leaves you walk back to the room you’ve been given at the compound to change into something more comfortable and get your book. You head back to Steve’s room and sit with your back to the headboard.
While waiting for Steve to get back you get lost in the book you’re reading so you don’t notice Steve standing in the doorway. He smiles and watches you for just a moment. You’re comfortable in his space and he never realized how much that meant to him until now. Even if he didn’t mean to, Steve can’t help but fall for you. If you asked him for the world he’d give it to you. Really he’d do anything to see the smile you give him when you look up from your book. 
“Everything ok?” 
“Yeah.” Steve moves to his side of the bed. “Everything’s ok. What are you reading?” 
You flip the book so that Steve could see the cover of your favorite book. One you reread multiple times.
“It’s my favorite.”
“I can see that it’s loved.” He says referring to how worn the spine is and the little notes on the margin. 
“It is.” 
You smile up at Steve before turning back to the book. Steve gets his file and starts writing out what you assume is his report. He’d put on some soft music, specifically something from the 30’s he’d recommend before. 
You rest your head against Steve’s shoulder. “I really like you Steve.” Your voice was low but you knew he heard you and you couldn’t help but look up at him. 
He simply turned his head and smiled down at you and placed a kiss on your forehead. Steve closed his file folder and set it on his nightstand.
“Done already?” 
“No but the report can wait another day.” 
“Why?” 
Steve smiles again before he replies. “Because I really like you too and I’d much rather spend my time with you. I had to learn the hard way to prioritize who and what’s important to me before it’s too late. I don’t plan to make that same mistake again.”
The butterflies are there. How could they not be when Steve looks at you as if you’re hung the moon and the stars, which you’d do if he asked you too. He snakes his arm around your waist and you feel safe in his arms. 
“Should we watch something off our list?” He asks as he grabs the tv remote. 
“That sounds good.” You say as you place the bookmark back in its place and set the book on the nightstand.
Marvin gets up on the bed and turns in circles until he finds the perfect spot. This was a slice of heaven for you. The safe haven you’d been looking for when you’d thought hope was lost. Now your feelings for each other are out in the open. Surprisingly it puts you at ease to know your feelings were reciprocated. Whatever happens next you knew it would be a step in the right direction.
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coinlockerrbaby · 28 days
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Guys Verlaine if he wasn't a loser and also was a magical girl from hit animanga series Madoka Magica 🙀🙀 (and also a gal :3)
get ready 4 my yapping (and better quality close-ups) below!!!!
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Okay so in this AU them and Rimbaud r both 19!!!
Verlaine's wish was to bring Chuuya back after he went missing; Chuuya disappeared at 5 and was gone for two years before Kyuubey showed up.
In this Chuuya's 14 and came back @ 7 so Verlaine would've made their contract at 12!!! (They've been a magical girl 4 a hot minute)
They still keep a lot of the whole "I'm not human" edginess but this time it's over being a magical girl (bro did NOT react well to finding out abt the soul gem thing). Them nd Rimbaud have a bit of a better relationship than canon cuz Rimbaud's also a magical girl so Verlaine actually feels understood in this universe.
Story-wise they both were doin pretty good until an amount of circumstances led to them having to kill Walpurgisnacht on their own. While they did succeed, they both had completely used up all their magic and were gonna become witches </3
Rimbaud pulls a Madoka and sacrifices himself with their only grief seed :( Verlaine's forced to kill Rimbaud (or the witch that used 2 be Rimbaud el oh el) and it fucks him up a little :3
Verlaine's super devastated cuz bro lost the only person who understood them and they essentially gave up on living; so they decide to just start killing witches (and quite a few magical girls!!!!). It doesn't take long for them to transform into their own witch and get killed (probably by Chuuya nd Dazai) </3
OK DESIGN DETAILS!!!
Their weapon is a sniper rifle, it's magical so they can summon it but only one at a time so not like Mami's many revolvers!! It can shoot lil mini black holes and it's pretty fancy :3
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Also close-up of the Soul Gem this took like 4 tries to look okay </3
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Their outfit's pretty similar, I gave them like a huge coat that they don't rlly wear cuz it'd be so impractical in battles </3 also the design on their gloves and tights are supposed to mimic brutalisation :3
(also if u look real close they have heterochromia yippee!!!)
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MY FAV PART THE WITCH FORM
The runes (hopefully) spell out Guivre cuz that's the name of Verlaine's witch form :3
I wanted to reference what's described in Stormbringer so the "tail" nd "head" are inspired by that tomfoolery!! It's also supposed to mimic a dragon with butterfly wings instead of normal wings (idk why i drew butterfly wings they're just fun ig) and it also has horns :3
The lil halo thing in the back's supposed to look divine in a way????? also it just looks cool
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Im gonna draw Rimbaud in the future but 4 now I'm done yapping thanks 4 reading this :3
ALSO this started like 2 years ago when Pinterest did this!!!
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and then my wife drew the first iteration of magical girl verlaine...
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:3
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stevesbipanic · 2 years
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If you’re after prompts can I suggest Steve being hurt but not showing it when the kids forget they had plans w him because he’s used to being second choice but he thought it would take them longer to realise that he wasn’t worth the effort than it had. That kind of “it’s okay, I know I’m nobody’s first choice” vibe
Ooo a chance for a lil angst and a lil fluff, I love it ty
Since pseudo-adopting seven kids, Steve had had to become a lot more organised with his time. He now had a calendar in the kitchen covered in different colour pens for each kid and their events. There were Lucas' games and Hellfire pickups and dropoffs, taking Erica for ice cream and everyone to the arcade. There were skate park trips with Max and trips up the hill for Dustin and Suzie. Regular movie nights with both the teens and the kids and pool parties to beat the heat. In short, Steve never forgot what they had planned.
The small scribble of words had been on the calendar since the beginning of the year, it was every year. For Steve's birthday, the kids were going to come over and watch movies, that's all Steve had wanted for his birthday was for his family to be safe and happy with him. On the day of Steve's 21st birthday, he woke up, went downstairs, got coffee, and crossed off the day, smiling thinking about the night ahead. He was cooking himself some breakfast when the phone rang.
"Hey, Steve!"
"Hey Dustin, are you kids still able to get here by yourselves tonight, or do you want me to pick you up?"
"About that, Eddie has been sick the last couple of days so we had to postpone Hellfire to tonight, that's ok right, it's just movies we can do that on Friday?"
"Oh, um, yeah sure Dustin, that's ok, do you need me to drop you off or pick you guys up?" Steve said swallowing his disappointment.
"Eddie is picking us up from school but could you take us home?"
"Sure, Dustin, I'll see you guys later."
Steve didn't feel like his eggs after that. He spent the rest of the day cleaning the house and talking to Robin who was visiting her grandmother but promised to make up for it as soon as she was back. At least someone had remembered.
He pulled up to Eddie's trailer a little after 9, the laughter inside made him feel a bit better, at least the kids had fun, that's what was important. He got out and knocked on the door.
"Stevie! Hey kids you're wonderful mother is here!"
Steve giggled, he and Eddie had gotten closer in the couple of months since Vecna.
"Are you ok, sweetheart?"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine, was just a long day."
"Tell you what, after you drop the gremlins home, why don't you come back and hang, I've got a joint with your name on it."
"That sounds perfect, thanks Eds."
Steve smiled waving at Eddie as he ushered the kids into his car. The car trip was filled with the kids regaling the tales of their session, no mention of the date.
Steve felt better once the trailer was back in his vision. The two boys laid on Eddie's bed passing a joint between them.
"So Stevie, you gonna tell me what's got my favourite boy all sad-looking?"
"I'm your favourite boy?"
"Of course you are, don't tell Henderson, and don't avoid the question, angel, what's wrong?"
"It's my birthday."
"What? That's today? Fuck! My fever brain must've muddled up the dates."
"It's ok, don't blame you, you were sick."
"Wait why didn't the kids say something? I wouldn't have put Hellfire on your birthday!"
"I think they forgot, they were supposed to come over for movies tonight, Dustin called to reschedule, but only Robin remembered. It's alright, I know Hellfire is more important to them."
"No Stevie, you're more important than some game. Happy birthday, sweetheart."
Steve couldn't help it, he leant forward and kissed Eddie's cheek.
"I thought it was your birthday, not mine, Stevie." Eddie said pulling Steve close into a hug.
"You deserve to be someone's first priority, Stevie. I'm going to punish those kids' characters so bad next session."
Steve laughs at this and thinks if all his birthdays end with him and Eddie together like this then he'd cancel a thousand plans.
Eddie does in fact berate the kids the next day and they're all quite distraught over forgetting Steve's birthday, although Dustin cheers up when he sees Steve and Eddie holding hands.
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Part three
Its only been a few days since the occurrence with Spiderman and each day you were starting to pick up on how weird the interaction was and how they had similar traits to someone you cherished yet deceived, pavitr.
Especially, when they started to ask somewhat personal questions and act in silly ways how pavitr would.
��Pssh, I’m sure he’s just collecting his thoughts! He’s definitely head over heels over for you too! I mean your hair is almost as luxurious as mine?” He sounded almost confused at the end, like he was trying to defend himself but didn’t want say he was talking about himself so he said something random…about himself.
To his luck, you were too caught up in your own feelings to even pay mind to how terrible he was at lying but what you didn’t let slide was that familiar scent of coconut vanilla and peach with a topping of his sweet caramel voice that was way too similar to his.
“You know, you really remind me of him. When we used to hang out that is at-least. Was i not good enough for him?” There was no meaning behind your words, you were just blabbering nonsense at this point but to him it was like being stabbed in the back by a knife being held by himself. Was he that much of a dick to you? He was so focused on getting closer and trying to figure out his feelings for gayriti that he didn’t realize he was affecting you and your friendships on the other end.
“Y/n.”
“i never told you my name–”
“Please don’t jump to conclusions, I’m sure he loves you,he really does. He’ll come around and explain everything at some point just give it a while, okay? Not saying you should or have to accept his apology right away but please, when it happens listen to each other and talk about it. I’ve made a mistake like he did in the past and i ended up losing them.. now look at me, Im miserable!” The end of his statement made you snicker rising your mood a little as you began to take his words to heart does he really feel the same? Will he explain himself? You soon felt the warm feeling of his hands cupping your face and it made you feel the way pavitr would make you feel, something unexplainable.
“Let your heart feel emotions, breathe and convey itself not shrivel up in despair because of the negative thoughts in your mind. Let your love show and his will too, I love you.”
With that he left to probably stop another crime.
Wait, did he say ‘ i love you’ ?
Is pavitr really..?…lets not jump to conclusions right now.
You had better things to pay matter to! Like the fact pavitr had asked to meet you on the rooftop of his apartment. He has been texting you more often after the spider-ent ( get it? no? Ok) which you found ironic but this was the first time he had asked to hangout in a while and although it was shameful, you were overjoyed.
Genuinely, a little way too much and went to his place way earlier than the time he said to meet up to talk with aunt maya, who you loved dearly, but she had to leave to buy some greens for dinner so were you now left alone for hours with nothing to do, locking yourself away in pavitrs room for comfort, somewhat.
BANG!!!
the sudden noise from the window came along with a few groans which caused you to look in the direction.
"coulda land a lil betta wid dat one."
There you saw not one, not two but four Spidermen and gal cosplayers in your blasted sight. They were all in different suits for some reason, but the one who you noticed almost immediately was your spiderman, who so happened to be pavitr as well.
How do you know he wasn't cosplaying as well? Because he had the same hair as him, same built and the suit actually fit him, unlike some people.
"Y/n, I can explain, as long as you don't freak out." his voice shook as he tried to reassure you, hands raised in the air to show his innocence, "ye we mean no we harm, in some scenarios at least."
pavitr was quick to give the spikey British one a stank eye to which he shrugged but stayed quiet to allow him to speak anyway.
"Right, ehm.. How do i start this."
😐♡
After a lifetime of an explanation and going through everyone's comical stories, you were amazed and still a little bit shocked. I mean, who wouldn't be after finding out your life long best friend and crush was the big famous vigilante everyone loved?? And finding out there were more of them and actually getting to meet them??
Sick! Not in the bad way, just cool.
Sadly, you were kicked out for them to be able to discuss something important.
But they've already told you everything so what exactly could've been so important that you couldn't be in there? Didn't matter, you respected their decision. I mean it's their business after all.
You finally heard the door open and out came a well dressed, sweet looking pavitr.
You wanted to compliment him on his looks but he gave you no time as he immediately went to grab your arm.
Was he nervous? Why would he be nervous....
"Are we heading to the roof now?" you asked, testing the water to know if he was upset or just you know...nervous.
He nodded, "Yea, Also sorry about grabbing you like that out of the sudden." you smiled, "it's fine."
The walk wasn't that bad since he tried to have small talks here and there but majority of them were awkward and kinda forced,not that you cared. you were just glad things would finally be going back to normal.
You finally reached your destination and your eyes were immediately blessed. You realized how the rooftop was transformed into this relaxing paradise, something you would see straight out of a movie.
the sunset that painted the sky in shades of orange, pink, and purple. The twinkling lights and candles casting a warm and inviting glow over everything, adding a touch of romance to the scene. You could feel the soft breeze blowing past you , and you could smell the sweet scent of flowers and candles as the projector casts a soft and gentle light, illuminating a movie projected onto the board that was yet to be played as there was a mini bear fridge next to it.You could feel the love and passion emanating from every corner of the rooftop, and that alone made your heart beat faster.
Pavitr had to release your hand in order to grab the drinkks which saddened you a little but he didn't take long.
He immediately came back and the first words that escaped his lips were, "Let's catch up"
Something you’ve been waiting forever to hear.
The two of you spent hours on end talking to one another, sharing crazy stories, bringing up past memories as well as him apologizing to you.
Everything was genuinely going well, until he suddenly stopped talking. He was fidgeting, rubbing over his other hand with his thumb, which is something he would usually do whenever he was on the edge.
“Is there something wrong, pavitr?” He didn’t want to look you in the eye, or anywhere near you for that matter. his fear was consuming every single part of brain, fear of what? Rejection. Despite his nerves, he knew he had to confess. It was the perfect place and time, I mean he did do all of this decorations just for you, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I need to tell you something.”
This heightened your concern, did something happen?
“Go ahead.”
"Look, y/n. You're one of the most important people in my life, and I feel so lucky to have you as my friend. I love the way you always make me smile, and the way you're always there for me when I need you. I know we've been through a lot together, but I can't help the way I feel. I hope you feel the same way, and that you can forgive me for being a shitty friend.” as you heard the words you’ve been waiting for, your eyes widened and your lips curved into a smile that could lit up the entire universe. You couldn't believe this was finally happening- the moment you’ve been dreaming of for so long.
Although you were happy and squealing in your head, you haven’t responded or said any back for a good two minutes which made the male think that you didn't feel the same.
“Im sorry, i didn’t want this to affect our friendship bu–” The sudden feeling of your lips on his made time itself stop as he began to savor the warmth and softness of the kiss. He could feel his heart beating out of his chest and he's sure you could too.
“I wish you knew how long I’ve wanted you to say that.”
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