#or. okay a lot of times i actually can catch a stream because someone's streaming at 10am for me

[slimeciclecock]

pac is actually kinda attractive, i wish i had more time to watch multiple qsmp creators

#or any qsmp creators for that matter #literally the only person i watch is charlie and its just because he streams so sporadically that i can catch up #(technically im still in the middle of his gegg died vod but i already watched the bday stream so im caught up) #i tried catching up with jaiden's qsmp journey especially after bobby died #but then she did those cucurucho missions and i havent had time to catch up since #anyone else i genuinely cant find the time to sit down and watch because no one streams for a regular two hours #no they're streaming for a fat six hours brother i don't have the time 😭 #tazercraft vods are a couple of hours long though .... i could be persuaded just because i want an excuse to look at pac #although idk what lore qsmp is dishing out now ... #unfortunately qsmp creators stream at ungodly times for me so i can never catch them at a good time 🤒 #or. okay a lot of times i actually can catch a stream because someone's streaming at 10am for me #the problem is i have work and i start too late to look forward to a stream and end too late to remember that someone streamed #waiting for the day asian creators with gmt+9 timezones get added to the server and i breathe a sigh of relief- #-of finally getting to catch a stream at a decent time. only to realise those streamers probably have shitty stream schedules #me when i thought pearlescentmoon was normal with her australian timezone and then she ends up streaming at fucking 5am 😭😭😭 #im gonna speak the 'asian creators having shit schedules' into existence i just know its gonna happen

[fxrmuladaydreams]

Omg Lando weekend is so me haha, I'm so excited. I'd love a blurb based around the prompts 25, 106 and 139. Lando and reader are friends who have been in love with each other for years, and maybe a friend (Pierre, Charles, it's up to you) sets her up with someone, she doesn't want to go because she loves Lando but agrees because she thinks Lando could never like her back. So she goes on the date, but gets stood up, so Lando takes her home, confesses and they end up having sex? And maybe if you can like have something where the friend finds out what happened between her and Lando and is happy for them? I hope this is okay. Ily 🧡🧡

requests for lando weekend are now closed

notes: i’m so tired of my phone thinking “lando” is misspelled. i lose a little bit of my sanity seeing all of the red underlines. also i kind of didn’t write any actual smut, i’m sorry

warnings: implied smut

You didn’t want to be here. Really it was the last thing you wanted, especially with all of the looks in your direction as time passes on.

You thought this was a good idea, Charles setting you up. He claimed that he knew someone that would be perfect for you. A friend or acquaintance of Alexandra’s.

It would’ve been nice to actually go out with someone, instead of sitting at home alone, longing for someone you couldn’t have.

Your relationship with Lando was complicated. Well, complicated on your side. You had grown feelings for the Brit pretty early on in your friendship. You kept them hidden away in the back of your mind though, afraid of what would happen if he ever found out.

Lando was perfect, absolutely perfect. He was sweet, funny, attentive, and he was extremely good looking as well. He was a total catch. You couldn’t possibly fathom a future where he would share your feelings.

You decide to leave when your waitress comes by for a fourth time. You pay her for her time and she gives you a sympathetic smile as you leave. You pull your phone out once outside, debating on who to call to pick you up.

You could call Charles and Alexandra, she was the one to drop you off, but you weren’t ready to face questions and have to recount your lonely night.

Lando furrowed his brows as he looked at his phone resting on his desk.

“What’s wrong?” Max asks him after noticing his attention has been pulled away from their stream.

“I’ll be right back.” He steps away from the stream leaving Max to keep the viewers entertained.

He answers the phone when he steps out of his streaming room, closing the door behind him.

He can hear some background noise around you, like you’re outside somewhere. He feels his heart drop when you ask if he could come pick you up, your voice with a sad lilt to it.

He hurriedly agrees, asking that you stay where you are. He goes back into the streaming room to tell Max that he’s going to pick you up and he won’t be back on the stream for the night.

The chat explodes with comments about how sweet Lando is, multiple users talking about how perfect you and Lando would be together, how cute you are when you’re walking with him in the paddock.

When Lando sees you standing alone on the sidewalk his heart breaks just a little. You’ve got your arms wrapped around yourself and a frown resting on your face. He’s quick to get out of the car and wrap a spare jacket over your shoulders.

He opens the car door for you then gets back in the car, driving you to a fast food restaurant. You get food from the drive-thru, and eat in in Lando’s car in the parking lot.

He doesn’t press you for information about your night, but he knows you had to have been on a date. You were dressed far too pretty to not be. He wonders how the date went. Was the guy really bad? Was he rude to the restaurant staff? Was it just too awkward? He’s shocked when you tell him that your date never actually showed up.

You want to bury yourself in the hood of Lando’s jacket, to hide your face from the boy sitting next to you.

“What a fucking asshole.” He huffs.

You shrug. “It’s not like it was going to anywhere anyways. I don’t really think I’m good at dating.”

He looks confused. “What? What do you mean?”

You pick at your food, wondering how much you’ll actually be able to tell him.

“I don’t think I can be in a relationship with someone, at least, not right now. I wouldn’t want to put someone through that.”

“Y/n, anyone would be lucky to date you, seriously.” He says reaching for your hand.

You feel yourself flinch as you pull away from him. “It just… it hurts.”

“What?”

“Loving someone who doesn’t love you.” Your voice is quiet, like you’re telling him a secret. You give him a small smile that doesn’t quite reach your eyes, your eyes that are welled up with tears. When you give him a small nod, it all clicks.

“You… you, um… really?” He’s at a loss for words.

You wipe the tears away from your eyes. “Yeah. And I know you don’t feel the same, I’d never expect you to. I just hope it doesn’t change anything between us-”

Your words are cut off when he quickly leans towards you and presses his lips to yours. He gives you a soft kiss, savoring the feeling of your lips against his.

“It changes everything. Because I do feel the same. I’ve waited so long for this, for you.” He says as he leans his forehead against yours.

You grin pulling him into another kiss, this one far more heated than the previous one. It’s a clash of teeth and tongues as you both try to get impossibly closer to each other over the console in his car.

You pull away panting, and reach for your phone. “I should text Alex and Charles about the date, let them know what happened.”

Lando takes the phone from your hand and throws it in his backseat.

“Here’s what’s going to happen, I’m taking you home, and I’m going to fuck you until you forget that asshole’s name. Then we’re going to go to sleep, then maybe you can text them in the morning. While I make you breakfast.” He gives you a smirk.

“Well then, take me home Lando.” You press another kiss to his lips.

#lando norris x reader #lando norris #lando weekend #ln4 #formula one x reader

[onestepbackwards]

Concept: The reader who gets thrown into Hisui can actually still use apps on their Arcphone, and have internet. But only somewhat. They actually can’t type anything. They can’t posts tweets, make any text posts, send any texts, nothing. However, they find a loophole. They can make and send videos, and take pictures. Then they get the idea to stream being in Hisui. It technically works! They don’t have to type anything, just go live and go from there! Bonus points if they were like, a popular streamer/youtuber, or even the Sinnoh Champion before being yeeted to Hisui.

Like, imagine if you’re a popular face in your country and just,,, disappeared for at least a whole week. Literally nothing to show what happened to you, or how you even left. No clothes packed, car still in the lot, all identification still on you table, and even your pokemon are still on the nightstand next to you bed, safe in their pokeballs! The only thing gone is your phone, but it must be broken or turned off, because the phone company and police can’t track it. Some people wonder if you had been kidnapped, or Arceus forbid, something worse. But the detectives can only scratch their head. The doors were still locked, and there were no signs of forced entry, or any at all for that fact. Not to mention the pokemon would have broke out of their pokeballs if they had sensed their owner’s distress. You were just.... Gone. Until a week later. Imagine a week later, people are beginning to lose hope about you, all trails having gone cold. Until later that evening. People get a notification about a streamer going live. It’s the person who disappeared. People rush to the stream to see what the hell is going on, and maybe get some answers. Maybe an explanation at best! Or at worst, someone hacking your account.... Everyone joins, only to see.... You...? You’re dressed in odd clothing, but it’s unmistakably you. You’re going off, talking about how you got dumped in ancient Sinnoh or something, and have been told by god itself to find all pokemon in said ancient Sinnoh. At first, people think you’re crazy, until they notice some familiar landmarks. And all the wild pokemon. Especially the GIANT wild pokemon. You claim Arceus won’t let you make text posts or regular tweets, and won’t let you receive normal messages, so you’re just,, stuck making streams and videos. You laugh how that’s arguably worse than typing anything else, but hey, you’re not a god. How are you supposed to know how one thinks? People are suspicious at first, but it becomes horrifyingly clear that you aren’t joking, and that you are somehow stuck in the past, still able to livestream and make videos. You jokingly talk about the people you meet, and your job for the day/week. You often stream yourself hunting down pokemon, and writing down stuff in your pokedex. If you still have access to the chat, you gladly answer any questions you get, and happily get all help in filling out the pokedex. If not, I’d think it’d be amusing if people could still talk through donations, the TTS voice talking out to you in the wild. Even funnier since you don’t even get the money being sent to you. “it’s not so bad!” You muse to the phone quietly, back striking a Pikachu with a pokeball, and catching it instantly. “I just wish that the people would stop acting like I’m gonna grow four extra arms and bite their heads off.” You tend to use the streams to vent a bit as well, seeing as they are the only sense of familiarity you have here in Hisui. So when people find out you apparently fell from a space and time rift in the sky, they are rightly horrified. With all of this going on, your situation gets international attention. People from across the globe are wondering what the hell is going on. Champions, professors, gym leaders, you name it. You have a lot of people now watching your streams. It’s gets even weirder when you open up stream on day, both giddy and almost gobsmacked. “Hey guys! So uh- okay.” You start off, almost scatterbrained. “So like, I have to go quell this one pokemon, Lord Electrode, I think? Whatever- ANYWAY you guys will not believe who I found.” You say, ignoring the questions about ‘Lord Electrode’. “Turns out, okay- like, I didn’t keep up with a lot of international news before ending up here, right? But I did hear about a few things. Anyway, this is important. Wasn’t there like, this subway guy that went missing a few years ago? Like, in Unova?” You managed to ask in your rambling. You get a few responses to your question, a lot of people bringing up said Subway Boss’s name. “Ingo? So it is Ingo? I knew it!” Your viewers ask what you were talking about. Why was this relevant? Though a few people already had a sinking feeling in their stomachs. “Okay so, like, I wake up this morning and just?? There’s a guy in a torn coat? Outside my house? Like, he looked like the subway guy, but there are a lot of people who look like people i met personally. I figure, ‘huh, this guy might be an ancestor, or whatever.’“ You ramble on, ignoring how the chat seemed to speed up as you continue talking. “Anyway, he tells me good morning, and says I’m needed at headquarters. I said thanks, and went on, and learned that the guy’s name was Ingo!” You ignored the chat blowing up, as you paced across your little room. “And like, I thought ‘huh, that sounds familiar! And he looks familiar!’ But didn’t really think about it until Irida mentioned he was an amnesiac? And is also not from Hisui? He apparently also fell from the sky or something. He’s not sure.” You said with a wave of your hand. You ignored the onslaught of text to speech messages for now, too caught up in your own explanation. “So then I got to thinking, ‘hey, didn’t a guy with that name go missing in Unova?’” You asked, spinning on your heel, facing the phone once more. “And THEN it hit me, I thought he looked damn near the same as the guy! Just like, a little beat up. His coat is like, super shredded, and his hat has some holes in it.” You said, briefly describing the man. “Guys, I know it sounds crazy, but I think the missing subway guy is the same guy who I’m supposed to meet with today. I think he got sent back like me, but somehow lost his memories!” You told the chat excitedly. Your phone was blowing up with the amount of messages you were receiving. You definitely had a back log. Grabbing the phone, you looked to the door, and sighed. “I gotta go guys. I have to meet Ingo soon, and it’s gonna take a while to walk there. I’ll see if I can get pictures or stream with him! Bye guys!” You wave to the phone, ignoring the messages desperately asking for more details. Shutting the stream off, you begin packing for your journey. Meanwhile, Emmet and Elesa are desperately trying to contact you after hoards of people sent them clips of you talking about Ingo. None of their messages go through. Some people tell them that apparently, Arceus itself won’t let you type messages, only stream and make videos and photos. Emmet begrudgingly waits for your next stream. Eager to see if it really is his missing brother, who’s apparently been thrown several centuries in the past.

#pokemon #submas #subway boss ingo #subway boss emmet #ingo x reader #emmet x reader #reader insert #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon x reader #zed.writes #pla #its dumb but i thought the idea was funny #just imagine emmet donating every few minutes #just to talk and see his brother #jfsakjfdksfj

[queerbuckleys]

WITH YOU I SERVE, WITH YOU I FALL [1.2k | spec fic | eddie pov] {ao3} part one

a/n: well, i did not expect this to happen..but here we are, please enjoy but you dream of some epiphany from eddie's perspective, aka what the real world looks like. title from epiphany by taylor swift. enjoy!

There are moments in life when things slow down. When you can know what’s going to happen as you watch in slow motion. Sometimes it’s happening to you. and sometimes to others. The nature of being a firefighter is you see those moments a lot. Both versions. Eddie had his fair share of them. 

One moment he’s on the ground watching Buck doing what he does best. And then he’s watching as the outline of his body flails, and then hangs, suspended in the air. 

“Buck!” he hears his own voice clamor through the rain. He can’t take his eyes off Buck's body, dangling, limbs limp. It reminds him of a stained glass in his childhood church. 

“Cap, we gotta get him down. Please. How do we get him down?” his mind is finally catching up with what just happened as each fact rolls over him. They have ten minutes. The ladder is electrified. They have ten minutes. And nobody is moving. He's still up there. 40 feet away. Harness tight around his thighs, bearing all his weight. With blood nowhere to go. 

“I'll go up,” he offers blindly. 

“What? So I can have both of you in the hospital electrocuted?” Bobby fixes him with a look, “We’ll get him down.” 

“Bobby, we are running out of time, he could d—,” there’s acid at the back of his throat, “You don’t think he’s already—?” 

“Eddie, no one thinks he’s dead. but we have to do this safely. I am not losing anyone tonight, okay?” 

He nods. And his eyes go back to Buck. He can’t move anymore. 

He’s not entirely sure how they do it. How they get him back to the ground. But he still can’t move as Hen and Chimney wrap a c-collar around his neck and work to get his heart back into rhythm, get him breathing. He’s not breathing. 

Still all he can do is stand and watch. Praying for the first time in years. 

You spared me, spare him too. 

“I have a steady rhythm.” 

“Let's move guys.” 

He’s pulled into the ambulance, Bobby meeting his eyes as he closes the doors and slams them shut. 

His eyes land on Buck’s hands, carefully placed one on top of the other, pale from a lack of oxygen, wet cold. 

His hand hovers, tracking the line of his body until it lands on his still face. Cheeks waned, brow perfectly neutral. 

Chimney looks up at him, laryngoscope poised. 

“Do it.” is all he can say. Chimney never asked, and he doesn’t have the authority really but he knows the question. It's better this time. It'll work this time. 

You didn’t spare her. Spare him for our sake. 

He finally wraps a hand around Buck's and continues his silent prayer. 

He’s not sure how he lets go. How he watches them take him beyond the doors. 

He’s inside, Bobby's hand on his elbow. 

“Eddie, why don’t we go to the chapel together.” 

It’s not actually a question, so he follows. 

They sit. Bobby prays. He prays in all the ways that he remembers.

Spare him. For our sake. Spare him.

“Wh-what happens now?” he finally asks. Because this part he’s never done before. 

“You go home.” 

He looks up dumbfounded. 

“You go home, and wait because waiting here is the same. And you tell Chris. And find comfort in each other. Because Buck is Chris’ person besides you. He’s your person.” 

Eddie swallows, “I've— I've never had someone like him. I don’t— I don’t know what I would—I thought I knew with her,” he swallows again, “but this feels—“ 

“It’s okay not to know it all right now.  Just remember how important he is to you. Whatever that may mean.”

The rain continues to pelt against the stained glass, artificial light streaming in, covering the altar in dappled colors. 

It feels strange, leaving the building without him. 

--

“Hey dad, where’s Buck?” 

Because it’s Friday night. Buck was supposed to be here. Sitting on the couch, bringing a beer to his lips while they playfully argue over pizza toppings and movies. 

“Hi bud,” Chris looks up, his eyes wide with that knowing look that no kid his age should have. He sits on the bed. He doesn’t know how Buck did this. 

“Chris, there was an accident while we were at work, and Buck. Buck got hurt. He's in the hospital right now. And he’s going to be alright. He just— has to sleep for a while, so his body can recover.” 

“Like you did?” 

“Yeah, a little bit like that. But— Chris, it could be longer. We don’t know. But you know Buck, right? He doesn’t give up.” 

Chris nods and leans into him. And that’s how they stay until eventually Chris nods off. and Eddie lifts him and tucks him into bed. 

He makes his way to his room. The one now indelibly filled with Buck, his touch entombed in the walls. The throw pillows and the plant that he had encouraged Eddie to buy, never forcing him but telling him it would look nice and it would fit in the new room that they repaired together. 

They built this home together. In more ways than one. 

The next few days are a weird routine. Eddie goes to the hospital, he takes Chris Saturday morning. 

Sunday afternoon he walks up the path from the parking lot and finds Maddie standing with a cup of coffee staring after a car with Pennsylvania plates. 

“Maddie?” 

“They— they wouldn’t even come inside. It's been three days, and— I really thought that maybe this time. After— he’s only ever tried to make them see him. But they aren’t going to change.” 

He takes one of her hands and runs a soothing thumb over her knuckles. “He doesn't need them. He has us.” 

“I'm really glad he has you and Chris.” 

“Well, thank you. We wouldn’t have him if it weren’t for you.” 

There’s a hint of a watery smile as she tilts her head toward the doors and they head inside. 

He’s not even sure how many hours later it is. Maddie went home squeezing his shoulder as she left. He can stay, Chris spending the night with Hen and Karen. So he stays. 

His eyes wander over Buck’s body, perfectly still. His brow is still neutral. Pale. 

“I don’t know if you can hear me. If you were awake you would probably rattle off the statistics. But nevertheless, I need you to come home. Please.” He lets his finger wander to the Lichtenberg figure that has begun to spread further below the sleeve of his hospital gown. He had heard about them before. How they were created within billionths of a second or over years. How one thing can change your body down the line. How one decision is the linchpin. 

He thanks the God that he’s been praying to that he made all the right ones that lead him here. Despite every struggle. That he gets to be here, in this life, with Buck by his side. Whatever that may mean.  The hand around his grabs tight, and it’s a shock to his system. Buck looks terrified as tears pool in his eyes. 

“Hey, you’re okay,” and it feels warm in his chest as he takes a breath with Buck. Wiping a tear from his cheek. 

He barely remembers hitting the call button, but soon they’re not alone. Just Buck’s eyes fixed to his across the room among the chaos. 

Whatever that may mean.  Home. 

#911 #buddie #eddie diaz #aj writes stuff #usermoonlight #userbuckleyhans #tuserksn #tusercourty #userceecee #useroliii #useryb #userweres

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

Hi, 👋 I’m currently in a writer’s block but also trying to note down some writing exercises to get me into the groove again. Do you have any exercise tips for writers?

PS: I just heard a cover of My Immortal (original song by Evanescence) and immediately thought of Good Omens. My brain is also connecting every song with Good Omens. Help!😅

Anyways, I hope you have a fantastic day/night whenever you’ll answer this!😊

HELLO ANON MAGGOT HELLO IT'S THE NIGHT AND I'M ON BLACK COFFEE AND YOU HAVE PICKED THE RIGHT PERSON TO ASK I'VE BEEN INHALING BOOKS ON WRITING FOR ALMOST AS LONG AS I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN WRITING.

OKAY NOW LISTEN YOUR LIL EARS UP. I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME EXERCISES, AND THEN I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU ADVICE FOR WRITER'S BLOCK. GOT IT? KAY LET'S GO WRITERS.

FIRST, WRITING EXERCISES.

NOTICING. NOTICING, NOTICING, NOTICING. LOOK AROUND YOU AT THE THINGS YOU SEE, THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW, THE TEXTURES YOU FEEL, THE SOUNDS YOU HEAR, EVERYTHING. AND THEN WRITE THEM DOWN. JUST KEEP DESCRIBING. YOUR BRAIN MAY NOT BE ABLE TO COME UP WITH FRESH MATERIAL RIGHT NOW, BUT IT CAN DESCRIBE THINGS. A BONUS, THIS WILL REALLY HELP THE QUALITY OF YOUR DESCRIPTIONS, SINCE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO PICK INTERESTING DETAILS AND KNOW WHAT TO LEAVE OUT.

STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS WRITING. THIS MAY BE A BIT HARDER, BUT JUST START WRITING ABOUT WHATEVER COMES TO YOUR HEADS. ANY THOUGHTS, PUT IT DOWN. DON'T BOTHER ABOUT THINGS LIKE PUNCTUATION OR GRAMMAR OR SENSE. JUST KEEP WRITING WHATEVER ARRIVES. IF THIS GETS HARD, YOU CAN MAYBE FIND A PROMPTING WORD TO GET YOU GOING. A BONUS, THIS WILL TRAIN YOUR WRITING TO BE MORE SPONTANEOUS AND NATURAL RATHER THAN ARTIFICIAL OR MANUFACTURED.

WRITE WITH A PURPOSE. PICK ANY INCIDENT FROM YOUR LIFE, SOMEONE ELSE'S, ANY INCIDENT WILL DO AS LONG AS YOU HAVE ENOUGH DETAILS OR CAN COME UP WITH THEM. NOW WRITE THAT INCIDENT DOWN THE WAY YOU WOULD DESCRIBE A SCENE IN A BOOK, BUT WITH A CATCH: FIRST THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO CONVEY. FOR EXAMPLE, IF THE SCENE IS JUST YOU BURNING BREAKFAST WAFFLES, COME UP WITH DIFFERENT PURPOSES. FIRST WRITE IT WITH THE PURPOSE OF CONVEYING YOUR CLUMSINESS TO THE READER. THEN REWRITE IT WITH THE PURPOSE OF DEFENDING YOURSELF AND BLAMING THE FAULTY STOVE. THEN REWRITE IT WITH THE PURPOSE OF CREATING A SENSE OF FEAR AND AN ATMOSPHERE OF HORROR. THEN REWRITE IT AS A COMEDY. A BONUS, THIS HELPS YOU FOCUS YOUR SCENES AND KNOW WHAT DETAILS TO GIVE ABOUT AN EVENT TO SERVE THE SCENE'S PURPOSE IN THE STORY.

OKAY I'VE GONE ON A LOT IDK MAYBE Y'ALL WANT ME TO SHARE MORE WRITING EXERCISES? SOME I'VE LEARNED AND SOME I COME UP WITH IT'S ALL WILD. IDK LET ME KNOW IF THAT'S SOMETHING YOU WANT. I NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT WRITING ONCE I START.

AS FOR YOUR WRITER'S BLOCK:

LEARN MORE. ROBERT MCKEE SAID IN HIS STORY THAT WRITER'S BLOCK IS MORE A LACK OF INFORMATION ABOUT YOUR STORY AND YOUR WORLD. DO MORE RESEARCH ABOUT YOUR WORLD, CHARACTERS, STORYLINE, ETC. TAKE THIS WITH A PINCH OF SALT I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO DOWN A RABBITHOLE OF RESEARCH AND NOT WRITE.

REVIST THE STORY AND PREMISE. ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK. COULD IT BE BECAUSE THE STORY NO LONGER AFFECTS YOU AS DEEPLY OR IT ISN'T AS IMPORTANT TO YOU ANYMORE? ARE THERE THINGS YOU NEED TO TWEAK SO WRITING IT IS SOMETHING YOU CARE MORE ABOUT? THIS ISN'T ALWAYS THE CASE BUT STILL. IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR STORY IT'S UNREASONABLE TO EXPECT ANYONE ELSE TO.

WRITE SCENES OUT OF ORDER. OKAY, THIS IS HOW I FINISHED THE FIRST DRAFT OF MY DEBUT NOVEL. I JUST WROTE WHATEVER SCENE I FELT LIKE WRITING AT THE TIME. DURING THE SECOND DRAFT I REWROTE THE ENTIRE THING IN ORDER. BUT THIS WAY I KNEW I CARED ABOUT THE SCENE I WAS WRITING AND IT WAS AUTHENTIC. JUST SOMETHING THAT MIGHT HELP.

THERE ARE MORE BUT IG THIS POST IS GETTING LONG I HOPE THIS HELPED ANON MAGGOT GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR WRITING!!!!!!! IM SORRY THIS IS IN CAPS LOCK IT COULDN'T BE HELPED. HAVE A LOVELY DAY AND MAY YOU WRITE MANY WORDS.

PS: ALSO MY IMMORTAL JUST REMINDS ME OF @patoslover'S CURSED MY IMMORTAL X GOOD OMENS FIC NOW HELP

#good omens mascot #asmi #weirdly specific but ok #maggots #ASMI'S WRITERLY CORNER #writerblr #writing community #writing advice #writing inspiration #writing exercise #writer's block

[earthtooz]

can you pls elaborate on streamer! rin? what games does he play, if at all? what’s his main content? tell us all abt it 🎤

okay ngl i was going to save this ask for the actual release of streamer!rin … but that’s going to take a while. sorry. thank you for being curious though! i’m glad someone is enjoying streamer!RIN as much as i am <3

so instead, i’m gonna provide some headcanons now! that said DO NOT STEAL THESE IDEAS OR YOU WILL FIND ME ON YOUR CEILING WHILST YOU ARE SLEEPING SOUNDLY.

streamer!rin who only players horror games and is one of the most-watched streamers. no he doesn’t react. he actually rage quits at fnaf because of how often he’s failing but not once will he scream or break at the jumpscare.

closest to a reaction his viewers have ever gotten was mapbot from fnaf security breach.

streamer!rin who is actually also a model. he used to just model his own merch and with the exposure he gets, he eventually got scouted by agencies who wanted to represent him. now he appears where u least expect him. calvins ad? he’s there flashing his dick bro. don’t miss it. fans go wild.

streamer!rin has a really wild fan base tbh. you have girls and boys simping left and right and sweaty gamers who just look up to him. it’s like a burning building in there don’t look.

streamer!rin who you can never tell if he’s enjoying a game or not. only time you can tell is when he is just so into it that he neglects the chat for a few minutes and goes into gamer focus 💯 mode. horror games don’t rly need a lot of focus. rin could do chase scenes with his eyes closed. bet.

streamer!rin who is also rly good at shooter games but plays them on the low. which is where streamer!reader comes in who is primarily focused on shooter games.

streamer!reader who is like ‘I’M GONNA FUCK YOU UP’ and streamer!rin merely says ‘you can’t even land a shot on me in valo’

streamer!rin who hardly has anyone on his streams, so imagine the speculations when you start appearing more and more often.

streamer!rin who for some reason, really enjoys playing ‘hello neighbour’.

streamer!rin who also, secretly, likes those cutesy games too like stardew valley, tomodachi life, animal crossing, etc. you catch him playing it and it’s just so pure and cute and wholesome :(

#kawaii-angelanne #earf's inbox hours ✌️

[st0rmyskies]

Incredibly Specific Scenario™️. Stuck in the elevator without a phone.

Toad you are the best at these.

Twilight - Well, shit. It was bad enough he forgot to charge his phone when he got home last night, and now this. He’s the type to yell a few times for help before realizing there’s an Emergency button and using that with more success. Then he’ll just stand calmly and stew in his thoughts until help arrives.

Wild - Never realizes there’s an Emergency button. Resorts to banging on the door and yelling at first, then calms down when he realizes he can just bang out a beat and wait for someone to find him.

Champion - Oh hell no. That boy is up through the emergency hatch in leas than 60 seconds and prying open the door to the next floor.

Warriors - Spends the first five minutes checking himself out in the ceiling mirror that he just realized is there. The first time he presses the Emergency button he gets connected to an operator who hangs up because he asked what they were wearing. When he calls back again he clarifies what’s wrong and gets help on the way. “Well, while I have you, listen I’ve been having this problem and I’d love your opinion. See, I have this ‘friend’…”

Sky - Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck, fuck. Sky is actually going to be the least cool in this situation. He’s had enough night terrors about dangling from a thin line over a pit of zombies that’s slowly crawling up the rope to claw at his ankles that in a short amount of time he is not okay. He yells and bangs on the door until four floors of people know that he needs help.

Four - Are you… Are you fucking kidding me??? Four hits the Emergency button but he also whips out his multi-tool and has that control panel off long before help is on the way. By the time someone arrives, he’s identified the problem even if he can’t fix it for them.

Legend - There's a steady stream of cursing trailing down the hallway from the elevator shaft when Legend gets stuck. He's too fucking mad to hit the Emergency button or remember that it's there, so like Champion he finds the exit in the top of the elevator and shimmies up the cable until he gets to a floor where he can let himself out.

Hyrule - This unfortunately isn't the first time this has happened, nor will it be the last. Rulie knows the drill; he hits the alarm button and has a seat at the back of the elevator to wait it out. Half the time when help arrives he's been stationary just long enough to catch a little shuteye.

Wind - He's not panicking. He's definitely not freaking out. He's just pacing because he's got a lot to do. His hands are sweaty because it's hot in here, alright??? God, if only these assholes would hurry up and fix this damn thing... Say, is anyone else feeling a little dizzy, or--

Time - His first reaction is defeat. It builds to annoyance when he finds out how long it's going to take for help to arrive. It turns to real anger when the time passes and no one's showed up yet to get him out. He's prying open those doors with his bare hands and, so long as he's close enough to the next, he's also the type to climb out and rescue himself.

Dark - Hell yeah, smoke break.

#stormy asks #hsh #townhouse au #toadbae asks

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OC-Siblings-Bracket 1.13

info down there because these posts are long ↓

Riley & Kiara Parker by @attorneybout

Info:

OKAY. SO. leaving out a lot of details because their story takes place entirely in a huge crossover roleplay and it'd be fucking wild if halfway through i was just like "so anyways, dimentio-" so we will not do that <3 no info about these guys is on my blogs. they're only on discord sorry.

ANYWAYS.

so. riley and kiara are sisters, with riley being th younger sister, at 12 (kiara is 16). kiara's dad actually found riley alone in the woods one day, and, with seemingly nobody else looking for her, took her in. neither he nor kiara knows about her biological parents but judging from how riley acted and how scared she seemed when he found her he hopes they never come back for her (they will! well. her bio mom will. her bio dad isn't relevant)

riley was basically very jumpy and anxious for the longest time because of how her mom treated her but eventually she came out of her shell and now shse's so sillygirl /pos she's very close with kiara and also close with kiara's friends it's really nice. kiara is really quiet mostly but undeniably Very Cool and she's also a streamer (sometimes she streams playing games with her friends or with riley too!)

however! a lot of stuff happens to riley, like an obscene amount. she got possessed, once. she got kidnapped into a fucking void dimension for a while. and she even got mind controlled. and kiara couldn't take seeing her sister hurt so often and even though she can't do much she has to try to get her sister back, so she ends up joining this vaguely shady organization who promises to help get riley back.

and! it works. sort of. they manage to catch the guy who mind controlled riley, with some outside help, and kiara questions him for a way to reverse the mind control. but he say he can't just reverse it like that. BUT. he offers her something. if they let him go, he'll give them something that they could use to try and reverse engineer a way to get riley back.

but if kiara lets him go, then he could go on to cause more mayhem. mind control more people. possibly even destroy the world.

but like. small price to pay for your sister being okay. so kiara, after some hesitation, lets him go. and, for the time being, they've even gotten away with it. sure, someone else got mind controlled, but not riley. never riley again. and nobody suspects that they let him go, at least not to her knowledge.

but she still feels a little bit bad about it. i mean, who wouldn't? sure, she can tell herself it will work out and that they had no choice, but she knows it's not true. and the truth is, riley wouldn't have really wanted that. but riley, despite having more confidence in herself now, is insanely self-sacrificial, and would have said it's better for everyone if she was simply gone forever if that meant everyone else would be safe.

other fun bonus things include:

riley is a realm-hopper. she doesn't know it yet. realm hoppers can basically teleport and travel between dimensions. kiara is vaguely aware of this but hasn't told riley about it yet

riley is trans!

kiara she/they swag

kiara is nonverbal at times

one of kiara's friends is also siblings with one of riley's friends but they're less iconic so i'm submitted these two instead. but their names are liberty (libby for short) eagle lawson and justice forall lawson and i need you to know that their parents are fucking insane for that one

kiara aroace swag also

riley lesbian swag

kiara doesn't share all of the same interests as riley but she always knows so much about riley's interests second-hand

kiara taught riley how to do crafts

they have a cat!! the cat's name is kiki :) i'll include a picture of her too but that's just for infodump purposes. kiki is actually named after a nickname riley used to call kiara

riley (first image) drawn by me and kiara (second image) made using this picrew https://picrew.me/image_maker/92646 and kiki (third image) made using this picrew https://picrew.me/image_maker/1713721 if i'm lucky enough to get motivation i might draw them together because i really need to anyways honestly

Additional Cat Photo:

Mischief & Magic Grape by @mystic-sunni

Info:

Mischief Grape is a Adventurer who travels around to the islands in Poptropica. With how much he travels he helped many people and became a hero to many. Magic Grape is his little sister just a year apart. Magic Grape is a well known author who has many successful books and is very kind to people. They both love helping people whenever they can. Also fun fact about Mischief Grape is that he has some clumsy moments that definitely are only seen in cartoons.

#oc siblings bracket #poll bracket #poll tournament #polls

[wigglebox]

awelfjawelkfawe 

okay here’s what i wrote for IMDB’s rating, but i’m putting it here because BOY DID I LOVE THAT EPISODE [this doesn’t get very meta-y just me gushing on the episode[

I loved this episode a lot, like a whole lot. Not that I didn't love the other ones, but this one hit something different.

Even if you just boil down the episode to the asthetics, The lighting, the color palette, the setting of Carrie's room which felt straight out of a 1980s horror film, and the monsters lair. I loved it all so much. It did feel like the 70s, and I am admiring any show that attempts to pull off 1972, especially on network television (though, let's be real, streaming platforms also sometimes don't get this correct either).

*Noting for the Tumblr post - i did catch one lens flare! On John’s flashlight in the room. I think there were others but I def. caught that one.

I loved the story as well, the meaning behind the monster and how to defeat it, and I absolutely loved that with the monster, we got to peek into Latika's life a little bit. I can't wait for more of her story to be revealed. Honestly the whole episode I wanted to give her a hug, she seemed emotionally heavy with something.

Ada and Carlos is a team up I want more often because that was fantastic as well. Ada to me feels like Rowena, where she seems one step below ruthless, but she knows her shit and can come across perhaps morally gray in the future. Not as a villain, but as someone who is going to do what she's gotta do to get the job done. She seemingly has so many tricks up her sleeve and trapping that demon in that bonsai tree even after it confessed was *chef's kiss*. Also, I had to laugh at the demon smacking Carlos down to the ground and Carlos kinda smiling going "You wanna go???"

I loved this almost like - three way love ... well it's not really a triangle but this love.... issue happening. You got John who likes Mary to whatever extent, we learn that he DID PROPOSE to a former beau of his, Betty, which really pulled at my heart strings. And then you can clearly tell that Latika has a little bit of a crush on him as well.

The heartbreak is that Betty is a good option for him and there were clearly still feelings there, unresolved ones, I feel like even at the end of the episode (I gasped when she took that ring out), and that John and Latika are honestly adorable to think about together.

The saddest thing is just knowing that John and Mary will be smooshed together at some point, but right now I'm loving their strong friendship. John's insistence that he needs her and his scramble to save her out of the monster's lair was really wonderful and emotional. And the whole talk in order to get her out of there actually made me tear up a little bit.

I think two of the biggest shocks to me was that Deanna and Samuel had been separated for a bit of time. Rocky marriage? Wasn't aware of that! I was wondering in the last two episodes where she's been so I'm happy the show addressed it this episode.

Also, Mary going to see a movie alone after passing up to see it with John, and then meeting some stranger there and agreeing to see it with him. Though, in my brain I'm like "Mary it's 1972, don't go with stranger young adult men. They wind up serial killers!"

So it'll be interesting to see if we get Betty back or see where Mary's temporary love interests go. I would love to see Betty again. Usually I roll my eyes at the ex showing up because usually it's ust to cause trouble but given the fact that this show is in part a love story, I don't find it to be forced whatsoever. And! She's a cop. She can be an asset in their monster club.

The ending with the DJ Rockin' Roxy and the spider-monster (the Akrida? I think that's them right?) perked me up. She's seemingly the woman in the cloak from the end of episode 2 and I have to wonder what she's up to. Though, when the monster first crawled out of the woods I screamed again because I hate things that crawl in the dark, but then nope! It's like a little retriever dog!

But I enjoyed how Mary is already questioning why there is a North Indian folklore monster and a Colombian folklore monster back to back. Something's up!

The last two episodes one of my main kinda sticking points was the expository dialogue but that was minimal if not completely not there for me this week. Nothing really felt stiff and said just for us the audience. I understand the first few episodes of a show may have to do that so usually I give it a pass. But this episode felt smoother! I don't know if it's because we're acclimating to the characters, but I really loved this episode. And I can't wait for next week!

#the winchesters #spnwin #go rate on imdb if you haven't!

[eric-the-bmo]

The Neighborhood Watch S3 Ep2: Lost and Found

[Summary: John sees a familiar face, and Louis has a chat with Song's father. Someone from Markus's past makes a surprise visit.] @gr3y-plays-ttrpgs

This will be less formal today! Wanted to try out a more chill style again. Happy New Year btw!! <3

So, Last we left off: Shelby had gone missing.

John is trying So Hard to not panic because oh my god where's Shelby where did she go. He rolls well to Investigate, though he's visibly a bit more nervous than usual, and eventually finds a crowd! And screaming!!!

He pushes his way through and finds Shelby at the center- a crowd's gathered around her, taking pictures and selfies with her.

John is relieved- of course , everything's fine, she had just run into some fans of hers, he was overreacting- and then Shelby spots him and waves, and suddenly the crowd is looking at him!! He's a deer in the headlights as people recognize him; while he's never shown his face on camera, he's appeared in the background of Shelby's streams at times. Shelby eventually sees the attention is making him uncomfortable, so she gets the people to leave, pulls him aside, and- after they both go "hey where were you??"- she asks if he's okay, does he need some air?

John can tell that Shelby wants to stay, so he refuses the offer despite everything happening, and the two of them go to play blackjack.

But then, from the dealer's part of the table is a familiar voice: "John?" It's Clara. You know, the girl he's been avoiding for a whole month.

---

Meanwhile at the North Hotel, Song, her father, and Louis are continuing the tour. Song's father pays for lunch at one of the restaurants the hotels have; it's this New Orleans place, and it's kinda close to how Louis remembers food being back there.

Song's dad asks Louis how he likes Greenville, and our southern gentleman is all "well i was hoping it would a nice place to have an early retirement, but so far it's been... Well it's an interesting place with interesting people." He continues, and I'm counting this as another "this town is weird" rant. He says he works in personal security and finances when asked about his job, and Song's dad finds out Louis used to work for one of his branch companies.

The food arrives; they talk about Song's studies, her mom is mentioned (HELLO? IS SONG'S MOM DEAD??), and meanwhile Louis is trying so so hard to be chill and not freak out bc Man, his girlfriend's dad is really intimidating!!! Speaking of the man, he asks if they've got plans later and Song is all "yeah, cooking lessons"- which, btw: sometimes song and louis actually do cook, and sometimes they do... other stuff- howver her dad doesn't know this and is all "oh, nice! Anyway i should get going, work duties and all"

He pays for the lunch, gives Song some extra cash, and also finally introduces himself to Louis by name: Greyson. He goes to shake Louis' hand; it's a firm handshake, and Louis tries to match it. Greyson does that whole Scary Dad thing of "take care of my daughter now, ok?" and walks off.

Song tells Louis he did a great job talking to her dad! Meanwhile since Greyson left, Louis is able to show how nervous he was the whole time, holding his hurting hand like "aaa thanks darling :'-)"

Song asks Louis how he ended up here anyway- Louis said he had a lot of heat on him (his vampiric ex, a detective, etc), and when he found out he won a raffle he didn't even enter for a house, he took the chance and left. They have a whole conversation I unfortunately didn't catch, about fate and coincidences.

Song kisses Louis against the wall and heads into the casino to find Shelby and John. Louis is extremely flustered before he goes to follow.

Markus heads home to find a tourist couple waiting outside their house, asking if it's the bug museum that was listed on Google Maps, because they would like a tour! Markus is like "oh my god my house is a location on google maps now?? what the fuck???" but gives them the tour anyway.

They're very attentive, asking all sorts of questions- at first Markus is socially anxious about it, but eventually the joy of their special interest takes over, and they ramble about it ☆

But Markus only has enough social energy, and it turns out the tourists paid enough to come back The Next Day, and as they leave Markus leans against the wall, dreading more social interaction.

There's a knock on the door.

Markus goes to open it ("I swear if it's that rat-summoning creep again-") and upon seeing who it is they immediately slam it shut. After the shock wears off, they slowly open it again.

They ask their sister, Analetta, how she managed to find them.

She holds up her phone- Google maps. ("Do our parents know where I am?" "No, they don't.") She hugs them, crying, and while Markus hugs back they reassure her that everything is fine? There's no reason to cry?? ("I mean, I don't have a car but besides that everything's fine-")

Analette says Markus had just disappeared without telling anyone- Markus is like "Do you blame me?" They tell her they vanished because a way to leave home had suddenly appeared for them, and they didn't know if a chance like that would ever show up again; They didn't really have to take things or people with them.

Analetta tells them she managed to visit them by saying she's studying abroad ("oh thank god you didn't move here"), and Markus apologizes for slamming the door in her face. They ask if she'd like to meet their friends. Analetta's like "oh my god? you have friends??" and pokes fun at their sibling when they mention Shelby. Markus is all "No it's not like that, she's my friend," and the two argue over who's going to pay for the food they're going to get from the only DoorDash guy in town (who, btw, is also the only weed dealer in town- they get some of that too).

As they eat sushi Markus fills her in on everything, and while she knows about their bugs, they omit the rest of the supernatural stuff- they don't wanna drag her into all of this. Analetta says that life got harder back home when Markus left, and while she's trying to live the life her parents want her to live, it's killing her inside. She took an opportunity to leave, and wanted to visit Markus one last time. They say she can stay as long as she wants, and might take them up on it; She's actually supposed to be in Japan right now.

Markus sends a text to the group chat so the Main Cast can their sister.

In the hotel, Song and Louis finally get a text notif for the message, which reads: “PLEASE COME TO MY HOUSE ITS SUPER IMPORTANT PLEASE!!!!!”

Louis texts back like "Hey sorry we got this late, is it still possible to come over?"

“YES STILL AT HOUSE PLEASE HURRY”

Song and Louis are all "ok we should find shelby and john," and they bump into Sammy on the way over– he helps one of them up, since he accidentally knocked one of them onto the floor.

Meanwhile, John is in a social scenario hell- yes, Clara is here, being kinda cold and professional (and part of him wonders if she's making sure he keeps losing), but you wanna know who else is here? Harold, that little creep who was really rude to Shelby last season!! John hates this man- He manages to scare him off by Staring at him with his monster eyes.

At this point, Song and Louis show up like "hey, we got a text from Markus and they want us to come over, and we don't wanna disappoint them like last time." (John doesn't say anything about how he actually visited them last time they asked, so-)

(Shelby notices that hey, yeah, the cell service is shit here in this casino!)

Anyway, so John and Shelby get up to leave but Clara insists that John cash in his chips- as she's doing this for him, she discreetly hands him a small note. He catches the vibe he should look at it later, and leaves the Casino with the Main Cast. As they leave, everyone's phone clocks correct themselves to match the current time outside the casino- it's currently around 3pm. John trails behind the group as usual, and opens the note to read it.

"Meet me out front at 5:30 after my shift."

Notes/Commentary:

I forgot Shelby was lowkey a celebrity lmao

It's canon that every single photo of John is a little bit blurry! That's so funny <3

Hi. Something about John sacrificing small bits of comfort (ie not leaving the casino to chill out) bc he wants Shelby to be okay/not leave her.... he has issues

Hey Song. What's with your mom, did she leave? die? what's up??

The GM informed me later that casino workers are meant to be all formal and not show favoritism at their jobs, right, and Sir i think she was doing the Opposite of favoritism /lh

John being able to initimidate people is very cool, thank you GM

MARKUS LORE MARKUS LORE

I was? Not aware our guys had a group chat??

SAMMY?? SIR?? weren't u being kidnapped earlier whats going on /lh

My notes say "Song easily finds John bc he's tall as fuck"

The players are placing bets (/j) on if Clara is a secret monster hunter or not-

John is fully expecting to get yelled at by her btw :-(

I so badly want him to try and date her or somehting. please for the love of god can john actually kiss someone and be really nervous about it bc he's never done that before and wants to try it out, and maybe he'll have to roll for Hunger bc his teeth are So So close to human flesh and it'll just be Dramatic <3

#eric finally speaks #motw campaign #the neighborhood watch #motw #monster of the week #motw oc

[heretherebedork]

Crystalize (Remember Me AU, suicide attempt warning, will touch on anxiety and depression and focus mostly on Em, Name and their respective mothers if I write more)

Em had arrived in the hospital more than out of breath, barely stopping as he rushed to his mother down the sterile hallway.

"Where is he?" his voice trembled and he could barely get the words out through the staccato breaths, trying to stop but he'd run up the stairs and he couldn't quite catch his breath. "Is he okay? Is his mother okay?"

"Nid is okay," His mother told him, turning to set her hands on his shoulders. "Name…" she paused, "The doctors said he'll probably be okay. They don't think he swallowed as many as he tried to, that he must have spilled more than he actually took.

And that froze Em, froze his breath and his trembling.

"Overdose?" He felt her hands on his shoulders but nothing else existed as he tried to process the words. "You said it was exhaustion?"

"Nid collapsed because of exhaustion. We thought it was the same for Name… but the bloodwork came through while you were on the bus. He has sleeping pills, for his anxiety, and when they counted the pills… there were a lot missing."

Em swallowed hard, felt her hands tighten.

"They didn't find a note, so they weren't sure…" Em's mom exhaled and drew her taller son into a hug. "But they did say he should be okay. He didn't vomit or choke." She hesitated, "I haven't told Nid yet. I'm sorry I had to tell you first." Her voice was a whisper as she reached up, stroking his hair.

"Has he woken up?" Em wondered if this was what Name felt when he tried to talk. Did he feel that same constriction in his throat? How had he spent three years away from him? How had he not seen this? How had he not known how much he was hurting? He'd been so sure Name was fine, waiting for him, always there and part of home.

"No," she shook her head, "The doctors don't know when he will. Nid should be awake soon. You stay here." She pointed to one of the seats in the hallway. "I have to talk to her."

Em nodded silently, letting her guide to a seat beside the door and waching her go in.

How long did he sit there? How long did he wander memories of Name, trying to piece together the friend he remembered and the idea that he'd taken pills in the hopes of killing himself? It didn't matter. He couldn't put those images together. He couldn't write over the Name he knew and loved and the idea of someone so desperate that he would do anything to stop the pain.

"Em," he felt his mom's hand on his shoulder and startled, lifting his head. "I talked to Nid. She's… very upset. She asked to talk to you. She hopes you might know what's going on with Name."

"I…" Em hesitated and swallowed. "I don't. I don't know, Mom. How don't I know?" his voice trembled. "I thought everything was fine. I thought he was fine."

"Okay," she nodded, squeezing his shoulder. "Let me tell her and then we can go home."

"What about Name?" Em rose as she stepped away, grabbing her wrist in a childlike plea. "We can't just leave him alone."

"He hasn't woken up yet," she repeated, "Do you want to see him? The doctors did say he could have a visitor. But only for a short time."

"Please," Em felt his voice crack and he knew he was crying, he knew hia face was wet and aching and he didn't know what do when she nodded until she lead him, still by the grip he had on her wrist, to the room that held Name.

And she stepped away, promising to come get him after she'd spoken to Nid again.

Name was so pale.

That was his first though. That Name was almost as white as the sheets covering him. The monitors around him beeped, filling the typically silent space around his friend with a constant stream of sound. And Name was so still, perfectly placed in the center of the bed and propped up slightly on pillows. He was like a porcelian statue.

"Name?" Em entered the room, hesitantly walking to the side of the bed. He'd never seen Name so still. He'd never imagined his friend like this, messy hairs and pale skin, so slender he felt like he was going to vanish into the bed.

His mom had found them when no one had come out in the morning, when the silence next door had been deafening and she'd called him home as soon as she'd gotten them help.

But he'd never imagined this.

What had he done? Was this his fault? How had he gone three years without checking on Name? How had he trusted that he would still be there? How could he have not realized this was something so much bigger than just a little upset?

"I'm so sorry, Name," Em could barely speak, leaning over the bed, wrapping his hand around the delicate fingers under the sheet. "Please, come back. Please, Name. I need you. You're still my best friend. I've missed you so much."

Why had he listened to Nid? He'd wanted her to have a chance to understand Name the same way he did and he'd given her that space, he'd given her the chance to connect and what had he lost in the process?

"You have to wake up. The doctors said you would." Em was pleasing, begging, leaning over him and touching their foreheads together, trying to feel Name's breath. "I'm so sorry, Name."

"Em." His mother stood in the doorway, beckoning him out of the room, "We have to go. We'll come back tomorrow."

"I don't want to leave," Em couldn't move. "I've been leaving him for three years. I wanted him to be better to his mom; she asked me to give him more space so she could talk to him and I did and, Mom, I missed something." he could feel his shoulders shaking, his voice cracking as a sob broke through his words. "I missed something and now I'm missing Name."

"You'll tell him that when he wakes up," she draw him into his embrace again, holding him tight against the sobs that wracked his body. "You've been friends forever. I just know he'll listen," she promised, "I know he will."

And she lead him out of the room, out of the hospital, back home to a place he hadn't been in so long it ached because there was an emptiness there he hadn't expected.

"I'll make you some dinner."

"I'm not hungry," Em shook his head, "I just want to go to sleep." Everything in the house reminded him of Name. Everything felt like he was there, should be there, should be waiting for him. How many times had he jumped over the wall on the roof to join him? But if he did that now, he'd only find a locked door. A locked door and a very different kind of silence.

Em curled up in the bed, blanket over his head, trying to will himself to sleep so he could visit Name sooner.

#fanfiction #suicide mentions #remember me #might or might not actually get a chapter 2?

[walkingstackofbooks]

SNW 2x06 Lost in Translation thought-stream

Is Kirk in this episode? Exciiite!! :D

Uhura!!!!

"My eyes are technically open, Captain." I love this new confidence, it suits her!

The TOS earpiece :O Yisss

He's fleet captain?! That's quite big, no?

THE SPINNING THINGS!!!! Nacelles? Idk the orange glowy things you always see on the TOS intro are in action and I love it?

Ohhhh, the recording of Hemmer :'(

"I'm sorry. I just said that because he's dead." Pelia I ADORE you

"Which is why they could really use your version of managerial fervour." Hah! That is Very Una.

JEEEZ THAT APPARITION'S TERRIFYING ... WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO HEMMER, SNW?

"Starfleet officers aren't supposed to randomly hallucinate." "You didn't do anything wrong, and there was nothing random about it." M'Benga is so gentle!, I love his bedside manner <3

I feel like Uhura has been in sickbay a lot this season?

"I empathize. But I also know a stubborn patient when I see one. You aren't going back on duty till I'm satisfied you've slept." She look so shocked XD You really shouldn't be that surprised that the doctor is gonna doctor, Uhura!

OH IT'S THE FARRAGUT! THAT'S KIRK'S SHIP!

Am excited to see more of Pelia too!!!!!

Actually, this is the first time we've ever seen Sam and Jim alive together (apart from that AOS deleted scene). Time to make Operation Annihilate more heartbreaking!

"Literally everything in xenoanthropology is new and exciting."

Jim's eye on Spock's chess game makes me so happy, I cannot express how much

"I appreciate the sentiment, but I am not in the market for friends right now." Oh, Nyota

I am so here for Uhura and Kirk on the case together

Pike's little breath and "Lieutenant Kirk". He's so well-adjusted tho

I'm so excited for La'an to run into Kirk again too

Can you find someone else to evaluate if it's real? Oh you did! Yes, Nyota!

No, you're supposed to wait for backup!

The way Jim catches her :o :3 <3 And her panicked "wait!". Oh, my heart. Okay, I love this Jim too, this is our Kirk

Well that's not disturbing at all, Ramon's space disintegration

Pike is so dadly and I love him for it. "The way I see it, that's good news. You're not crazy. Something is affecting you, the same way it affected him. And we're gonna figure out what."

"It won't come to that, I promise you." How can you promise that, Chirs? Take her advice! Let her be safe

Oh La'an ❤️❤️❤️ Just stumbling in on Kirk like that. You poor thing.

"And you have crumbs on your uniform! You're like a space hippie!" Wow, Una XD

"I don't need a cookie." "Okay, now you sound crazy." Kirk's trying to offer food as comfort... I wonder how Tarsus fits into this Jim

"The truth is I've never been able to face death." Oh, Uhura.

I've just realised she was watching that video of Hemmer, even though she must know how to do the thing by now.

"What's the play?" God, Pike's trust in her. That must be such a hard decision, on only that information he's been given.

"You gave me a C!" XD

Ohhh. But it's not really about that. Good. Una's too good o be petty.

I really love being able to see this beginning of Kirk and Uhura's friendship <3

Jim, clearly he'd like you to return with a compliment of your own. 'Xenoanthropology saved the day after all' or something? It's not hard.

Sam! What the heck? I was on your side for a second but I really don't think your brother has anything he needs to apologise for. Are you this much of an ass to anyone else?! (I really can't remember what he did in s1).

SPOCK

A HANDSHAKE!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH

HER KNOWING SMILE

AHHHH

Oh and as the camera pans away we can see that Jim is constantly looking across to Spock I cannot I cannot I cannot

Oh I ADORED that episode. And not just the ending! Jim fit in seamlessly throughout, it was really nice seeing that in the real timeline, he is our Kirk.

And Uhura is, of course, everything. I love her so much.

#andi watches snw #snw lost in translation #snw 2x6 #Nyota Uhura #Jim Kirk #WSB

[itgetsbetterproject]

📚 QUEERBOOK 2024 is hereee! We made a book by and for LGBTQ+ youth! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Last year, we asked LGBTQ+ youth: what's your idea of a "queer utopia?"

Not gonna lie - with more than 150 bills introduced in 35 states in 2023 that aimed to restrict student access to inclusive and diverse books and other library materials, the theme felt pretty radical.

And you DELIVERED. With the help of our Youth Voices (amazing queer youth activists from across the country), we compiled your amazing submissions of poetry, short essays and letters, visual art, photography, and more into Queerbook 2024. Like a yearbook, it captures what queer youth are feeling, going through, and hoping for - right here, right now across the U.S.

It's also no accident that it's the perfect small-ish size to stash in your locker or backpack so you can crack it open any time you're looking for some queer connection. :3

Read some more about the book and grab your own limited-run copy of Queerbook 2024 now here.

#itgetsbetter #queerbook #lgbtq youth #queer youth #trans youth #queer lit #lgbtq books #studyblr #lgbtqia

[chaolie]

FWT Week 2022, Day 4 - Fake-Out Make-Out

Phew! This one is a bit late in my timezone but no it's not, okay? Anyway, I usually avoid going into any detail about kissing because I lack a lot of uhh let's say knowledge about it, but I think I did great! You can also find this on my Ao3!

This is a continuation of 2 other prompts! [1] [2]

Characters: Fundy, Dream, Wilbur Words: 1.7k Summary: Fundy and Dream almost get caught together. Almost.

It quickly became routine for Fundy to sneak out of L’Manburg to meet with Dream. Grabbing his jacket, finding a small gift like a flower or some berries, and going through the gate the moment he saw it unattended were all things he could do automatically most evenings, and later, days.

A lot changed within the first two or so weeks of them dating.

They started out meeting under the cover of the night every two to three days, and started almost all of them with trying to teach Fundy how to use a sword without hurting himself, only getting to the more date-y activities after they were both exhausted. Gradually, these two objectives for their dates shifted, and now they rarely bothered even bringing the swords out.

Instead, they just sat together, talking for hours, joking and laughing, sharing the small meals they managed to smuggle to their date spot, and occasionally cuddling through the colder nights. Soft hours spent together before they’d need to go back to their dull lives, and the War between their nations.

Things seemed to be improving on that front, though.

Fundy wasn’t entirely sure what was happening, but his father certainly stopped looking as stressed as he had for months, and the atmosphere in L’Manburg seemed almost cheerful again. They still kept watch and sometimes someone would go “spy” on the Greater SMP, but as far as he could tell, no actual fights broke out since the day he and Dream met.

That, in turn, made it possible for them to go on dates even more often and during the day. Fundy still had to sneak out for those, but doing so in the broad daylight made it feel less risky somehow. He did get caught a few times, either leaving with flowers in hand or returning with his face still red… but even if it was his father catching him, the consequences were… minimal.

Previously, he probably would’ve gotten grounded for as much as crossing the gate, but now it was just… a lot of pestering for the next hour or so. “Who’s the lucky one?”, “When will I meet them?”, “How did you two meet?”, “Have I ever told you how your mother and I used to…”, the stream of questions and stories seemed endless, but it was much better than the alternative. 

Even if he had to lie about most of the questions. 

Besides, it almost always ended with a “Well, I won’t intrude on you two, take your time,” from his father, and he seemed to keep his word on that. That, and Dream seemed to find hearing about these interactions truly hilarious, so who was Fundy to complain? As long as his father thought he was happy, everything seemed to be getting only better, and no one ever came anywhere close to catching them together, he was very content with his situation.

Their near-downfall came to them in the shape of a jukebox, a disc Dream borrowed from a friend, and a brilliant idea to try dancing together.

“Do you know what song it is?” Fundy asked while he watched his boyfriend slide the disc into the jukebox.

“No idea,” Dream answered with a smile.

Fundy got an actual answer a few seconds later, when the first few notes of “Blocks” filled the air.

“Hm, not bad,” Dream hummed quietly, nodding in approval. After a moment of consideration, Fundy joined his side and tapped his shoulder, getting his attention.

“Care for a dance?” he asked with a grin, holding out a hand. After a second of surprise, Dream laughed lightly and nodded, taking his hand.

“...Is there an official dance for this one?” he asked after a brief pause, clearly trying to recall any mention of it.

“Probably,” Fundy shrugged, gently pulling him away from the jukebox to give them more space. “But I don’t know it either, so… let’s make something up?”

With a nod, Dream took Fundy’s other hand and started to sway, trying to fall into the rhythm of the song. Fundy took just a couple of seconds to admire the sweet, thoughtful expression on his boyfriend’s face before joining in. It started out fun, with the soft music drowning out the usual noises of the forest, letting them focus on nothing but each other as they tried to find a way to dance without stomping on each other’s feet. It was far from graceful, but the sweet smile on Dream’s face was more than enough to keep Fundy trying.

After a couple of re-listens, they almost had it! They were so close to going through it without losing balance, hitting their heads together, or any other issues! Maybe one more try after this, and it’d be just perfect-

“Fundy! Is that you?” his father’s voice rang out very close by.

Even though the jukebox continued playing, there was almost the noise of a record scratching in Fundy’s brain.

Oh no.

He looked at Dream in panic, trying to figure out if there was anywhere for the man to hide, if this was the scene his father walked in on he’d be absolutely grounded, and- Dream seemed to share his want to disappear instantly, and Fundy watched him reach for the spot he usually had an ender pearl or two “just in case”, but there was nothing there- Nowhere to hide Dream, no way for him to escape, so what-

“Fundy?”

Well. With probably less than 10 seconds to spare, Fundy’s mind finally came up with something. A last-ditch effort of salvaging this to some extent. Wilbur’s “I won’t intrude on you two” promise was suddenly fresh in his mind. He’d probably leave them be if he just didn’t realize that it was Dream next to him, but how could he-

“Okay, trust me on this,” he whispered, quickly pulling off his jacket and throwing it over Dream’s shoulders in an attempt to cover that awfully eye-catching green hoodie of his.

“Wha-” Dream cut himself off when Fundy pulled him closer.

There was a slight pause when their faces were oh so close, and Fundy watched as in the last moment, Dream’s expression lit up in recognition and his lips curled briefly into a smile.

Wilbur wouldn’t recognize Dream if he didn’t look at them for more than a second, and with this?

The next thing they knew, their lips were connected and their bodies pressed together while they staggered, trying to find balance. Their arms were wrapped around each other, Dream’s hands resting on Fundy’s back and side, and Fundy used one of his own to keep the jacket on his boyfriend while using the other one to run his fingers through the man’s hair.

For a moment, the world ceased to exist around them. There was no reason they had to start this, no consequence, just the warmth of each other’s bodies and the softness of their touch, a beautifully fulfilling sensation that could last forever-

“Fun-” Wilbur must’ve reached their date spot, but his words faded into a surprised sputter. “Oh, I’m so sorry-”

Fundy pulled away from Dream’s lips and for a moment, he couldn’t bring himself to look away from his boyfriend’s flushed face. He was sure he was not much better, he could already feel the heat radiating off his cheeks, but Dream was just so…

Right, right, his father was still here.

“Dad!” he feigned surprise, turning to look in the man’s direction. Wilbur was already forcibly looking away, staring awkwardly off to the side and red from embarrassment. “...Why are you here?” he kept up his act, and the man shook his head.

“Tubbo mentioned seeing you leave and drop this, I just wanted to, uh,” he stuttered, and Fundy spotted a single flower in his hand. It must’ve fallen out of his bouquet when he was leaving. “I see now, I’ll… uh, I’ll head back, if you need me, I’ll be… in the van? If you want to talk?”

“Yeah. Sounds good,” Fundy nodded. His heart was still in his throat for multiple reasons, but he couldn’t help feeling like the situation was just salvaged.

“...Do you want me to leave the flower…?”

“No, no, it’s fine, I- I got him more,” he explained briefly.

Without another word, Wilbur turned around and left, and Fundy never felt as relieved to watch him going away. The crisis was averted, the world wasn’t over, they somehow managed to hide this for another day.

After a moment spent just watching the place his father was just in, Fundy felt Dream’s hand gently wrap around his own. He turned around to see his boyfriend still bright red but with a grin on his face.

“We should get almost caught by him more often, if that’s the plan for that,” he decided and no, actually, the world might’ve as well ended. Fundy reached up to hide his face in his hands.

“...Look, I’m…!” he sputtered. That was a split-second decision, and it worked! However, even thinking back to that kiss seemed to dull all of his senses and fill his heart with an unsoothable longing for closeness to Dream, and he kind of needed his mind. His boyfriend laughed at his reaction. “I still need to talk to him about this, you know?” he groaned.

“...Right,” Dream seemed to collect himself. “...I’m just saying, if you survive that, we should do this more often,” he continued. Fundy uncovered his eyes to look at him and… oh, how could he say no?

“We can do that without getting caught by my father,” he suggested, and Dream nodded in feigned consideration.

“Maybe,” he hummed. “...That’s probably smarter.”

“Thank you,” Fundy sighed.

That sigh turned into another breath of relief when Fundy realized that his father would not be interrupting this date again. He looked at his gorgeous, handsome boyfriend, and found a very fond smile growing on his face.

Dream was still wearing his jacket. That was not something he was going to point out just yet, if only to see how long it’d take him to notice.

Besides, he looked good in it.

#fwtweek2022 #fundywastaken #fwt #fundy #c!fundy #dream #c!dream #my writing #I am genuinely so happy I managed to write this one because I was a bit worried about it to be honest #Also yea this is kind of an open ending because I'll be using other prompts for other fics so you can say bye bye to this story #I am leaving them in love and happiness. Rejoice

[someone1348]

sorry if you've done him already, but can I have T, Q and G with Dream? I have to know otherwise my life has no meaning /j

I have done dream, I did dream and Punz but not with these letters so here you go!!

Thank you for the ask! It is an honor! You don't have to apologize for a thing!

Enjoy @starlightrosa :] and all of my fellow dream fans!

T- Teasing

-I think it has been universally agreed within the Fandom that dream is a teaser

-He is a big teaser!

-I stated in my other post on dream that he loves to do this one tease where he acts like his wiggly fingers are diving straight for your tickle spot and just pauses inches away from it and repeats that, sometimes diving at faster speeds just to throw you off until he actually goes for it

-Evil he is evil In the best way possible /lh /j

-However I also think that his favorite/go to tease is lowering his voice

-He has done it alot, during lore streams and in his speedruns sometimes but he will lower his voice to a teasy/lower whisper

-He does it to George a lot but he loves the reactions he gets from all of his teases

-He will say things like your name in that voice, "Is someone Ticklish?" Or "im gonna get youuu" it that low sing song tone, he loves it!

-If you are hiding from him too he will absolutely use that voice when looking for you as well

-"Where are youu?"

-He loves it, he also loves calling whoever he tickles a lee, whether they are one or not, it pisses sapnap off and he enjoys that

Q- what is their response to 'are you ticklish?'

-When he is lee, this man i swear is one big forehead slap /j /lh (we love it!)

-He will respond one of many ways but all of them mean the exact same thing 'no'

-He will never ever admit to it even when you are already tickling him he is persistent on saying 'no'

-He will make you chase him to find out as well

-He will be like "HA! Me! You think I would be ticklish that's ridiculous!- YOU'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!" and then books it!

-Lee dream is amazing!

- "Of course im not ticklish, don't be an idiot George that's a weakness only baby's like you have, get it, because you are baby"

-Stuff like that, he will never ever admit to it

-"IHIHIM nOhOHOHOT TICKLISH STAHAHAP PLEAHAHAHASE!!" While he's rolling around trying to get away from whoever his ler may be at the time

-He is a many of many words, those words excluding "I am Ticklish" Haha

-You'll have to catch him if you want him to ever come close to admitting it

-Also, you didn't hear this from me but Sapnap told me that if you ever want Dream to admit he is ticklish just give him some raspberries, he can't take it after that point, raspberries are his weakness *smiles*

G- How would he react to gentle tickles

-Honestly I think he would cry

-Hear me out!

-I think he would cry because he's not used to gentle tickles

-He has only ever had rough/playful tickles and with everything that has happened i think if he were to get gentle tickles he would cry, gentle tears not heavy sobs

-It is extremely comforting to him and honestly I think he prefers them to rough/playful tickles but just doesn't say anything about it because he doesn't really know how to talk about it

-if he gets gentle tickles he won't care about saying anything or fighting back he will just relax and let himself laugh and giggle

-He trusts whoever is tickling him gently so he will let himself be free

-The first person to ever give him gentle tickles was Sapnap, they grew closer ever since that moment

-Sapnap Held him closer keeping his fingers gently wiggling against dreams sides "oh dream its okay I promise" he whipped a tear from the man's cheek before smiling to himself "whose a ticklish little dream, hmm?~" Sapnap said as he wiggled his fingers gently onto his neck, Dream hid his face in Sapnaps chest, some of the tears whipped off onto the other's shirt "mehehe" Dream giggled out in total peace and freedom "yes! Good job dream"

-Sapnap knows dream prefers gentle tickles so he will make an effort to give him some whenever he can

-So sweet!

-Lee Dream Supremacy honestly, give this man some gentle tickles, he deserves it!

#k's headcannons #lee!dream #ler!dream #k writes tk things #dream smp tickle #mcyt tickle

[keyofw]

CW: Misogyny, incels

Back in 2020, I finished the first draft of a musical, and because the timing could not have been poorer, I've been essentially sitting on it and waiting for places to open submissions while I do minor revisions. So I made a full demo of the show and have decided to actually share the whole thing, piece by piece (it's also available on streaming services because I am that vain).

My snarky elevator pitch is that it's about the first ever incel to go to therapy. Or even better, a harem anime meets A Beautiful Mind.

(Where there are discrepancies between script and audio, script is correct. I also don't speak all the dialogue.)

3. Here Come Chad and the Stacies

(A synth riff sounds in the distance. Only NIKO hears and reacts.)

MAX Your roommate’s name is Chad?

(A second riff, closer this time.)

NIKO Yeah. Wait, no. I mean, he’s a Chad, you know?

(A third riff, full volume.)

MAX Hm. Can’t say I do. Are you two close?

(With a drum fill, the full music begins suddenly as CHAD bursts into the room. He is late-20s to early-30s, the conventionally ideal image of a man. Only NIKO can see or hear him. CHAD poses for the audience before taking his place at a mic up front.)

CHAD HEY YOU, ARE YOU SAD THAT YOUR BED IS TOO COLD? HEY YOU, ARE YOU SCARED THAT YOU’RE GETTING TOO OLD? DON’T BE, LOOK TO ME AND YOU’LL SEE WHO IS THE GREATER MALE.

HEY YOU, DO YOU FEEL YOUR EXPERIENCE IS LACKING? ARE YOU STRESSED ABOUT THE EQUIPMENT YOU’RE PACKING? TOUGH BEANS ON THE GENES, WHAT IT MEANS:

(He goes up to sing directly to NIKO.)

YOU’RE A BETA MALE, GOT YOU DEAD TO RIGHTS. YOU’RE THE BIG BROWN STAIN ON YOUR TIGHTY-WHITES. WITH A FACE LIKE THAT, MAKES THE LADIES CRY, IT’S NO WONDER YOU ALWAYS WANNA DIE. I’M THE ALPHA DOG, WOMEN FALL IN LINE. TAKE THEM AS THEY COME, EVEN TWO AT A TIME.

(The two STACIES enter, dressed as cheerleaders. They are also late-20s to early-30s and conventionally attractive women, dressed to remove as much individuality from them as possible.)

HERE COME CHAD AND THE STACIES. HERE COME THE KING OF THE LADIES.

STACIES HERE COME CHAD AND THE STACIES. HERE COME THE KING OF THE LADIES.

(The STACIES peel off to address NIKO directly.)

HEY YOU, DO YOU YEARN FOR SOME FEMALE AFFECTION? DO YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH THAT ERECTION? DIE MAD, IT’S TOO BAD, WE LIKE CHAD!

(A cheer section begins and the STACIES clap along. CHAD addresses the audience.)

CHAD Now I don’t think this guy (indicating NIKO) even bothered to catch you up on the terminology. There’s a lot, but I’ll give you the basics. Chad and Stacy, they aren’t names. They’re things.

A CHAD IS A BAD BOY WHO SLEEPS WITH A STACY.

STACIES A CHAD IS A BAD BOY WHO SLEEPS WITH A STACY.

CHAD A STACY’S A LADY WHO SLEEPS WITH A CHAD.

STACIES A STACY’S A LADY WHO SLEEPS WITH A CHAD.

CHAD + STACIES THERE, THAT’S NOT SO BAD!

NO ROOM FOR THE NICE GUYS, NO MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.

STACIES STACY IS RACY,

CHAD CHAD’S A CHODE,

CHAD + STACIES BUT WE FOLLOW THE CODE: OUR LOVE ISN’T EARNED, IT’S OWED!

STACIES WHO’S GOING OUT WITH THE BAD BOY? LOOKS LIKE THE STACIES WITH CHAD, BOY.

CHAD HE’S GOT HIS LINEUP OF CHEAP WHORES CRAWLING BEHIND HIM ON ALL FOURS.

(CHAD and STACIES pull NIKO into their routine and dance around him. Suddenly the routine stops and the music calms down)

I INTIMIDATE, I BRING YOU TO SHAME. DO YOU EVEN KNOW, WHAT’S MY REAL NAME? CAN YOU EVEN TELL ALL MY GIRLS APART? HOW ABOUT I GIVE YOU A LITTLE HEAD START?

(Indicating STACY #1.)

THAT ONE’S STACY,

(She dances as the music goes wild. Then CHAD indicates STACY #2.)

AND THAT ONE’S STACY.

(She does a similar dance. Then, all three of them dance progressively wilder as the music goes crazy, while NIKO tries their best to block out the noise.)

MAX Are you two close?

(Music halts briefly. CHAD and the STACIES wait expectantly..)

You and Chad? Would you say he is someone who... looks out for you?

CHAD + STACIES HELL NO!

(A final chord. CHAD and STACIES exit, laughing.)

MAX Okay, how about your parents? Do you still keep in touch with them?

#music #musical theatre #prog #metal #demo #niko no demo #lgbt #trans #outdated incel memes #writing #my writing #Bandcamp

[caribbean-ace]

Hello folks! I did watch the episode of Station 19 6x03 that thursday but the streaming gave me hell so i thought i could rewatch it (because i was watching it in the middle of a lecture, talk about dedication am i right?) and expand a little bit on what’s happening and what we could possibly have for 6x04. You know the drill, spoilers ahead:

I have to admit that Maya working out is so hot even tho she’s on her path of self destruction and Jack is right there joining her with other unhealthy methods + Andy giving him some tough love i think + “are you always this rude? -only when i’m this angry!” That made me laugh not gonna lie😂 + the overall theme is that both Jack and Maya are not willing to accept help, not yet and forcing them to do so it’s not gonna end well + unless the show is paralleling both Maya and Jack then ignoring her pain just because it doesn’t look like Jack’s is pretty stupid i’d say

Carina and Ben duo, gotta love them! + oh yikes this going to keep going + popping pills like candy, not sure that’s a good idea, but then again Maya is in her own headspace, not even her wife can make her change her mind right now + lmao Ben that’s not a nice morning + “neurotic, self righteous half korean gay man” gotta love Travis😂 + Travic teaming up! + i’d find Beckett’s humor amussing if he wasn’t an asshole + i mean he’s kinda right, how can you depend on someone who’s just gone + lmao Maya and the doggy door + now she can come to them? Really? Ugh i hate they’re still going down the “i’m the villain” path + oh Robert i truly hope your lying catches up to you + i can’t even understand how he’s just okay with himself + lmao they don’t look impressed at all😂

Maya being confused is my favorite genre + kitty cracks me + i was very focused on Maya’s facial expressions, i think they all instantly picked up on the fact something is wrong and she’s obviously dodging it + Ben and Maya are like ugh this is going to be long + lmao chaotic Travic is my entire soul + I just want to hold Carina forever + i don’t even understand how that happened + “your husband” well, Carina Deluca can be considered daddy so i get it + where’s mama Bishop btw? + oh so we’re learning about Dixon now + Vic is me, i would actually work to avoid boredom + at least Vic is trying to talk Carina through the motions + Gibson’s hair has seen better days for sure + lmao Kitty + Maya was close to punch the living hell out of him + this is escalating way too quickly + oh my baby Maya :( + they do need therapy + Maya and Ben regretting so hard that call

Andy “i told you so” + oh yikes + Carina and Vic bonding forever + oh Carina my love :( + this was way too cute + i need more of this friendship + oh Maya babe :( + welp there’s that + oh no Carina’s smile broke me in half :( + lmao Ben was like uh we shouldn’t talk about it and Maya went like: lol i do not care one bit + lmao Travis😂😂😂 + damn Eva + so this is the moment Andy gets the approval + god and Maya is just going down this dark path and Carina can’t do a single thing, her so called friends are not paying attention

So things are moving forward, Andy seems to be more than ready to fill captain’s role which was a long time coming i guess, that means Maya won’t be captain again (i’m still bitter about the trial). I’m honestly glad that Jack is getting the help he needs from 19 but what bothers me is that everyone is just ignoring Maya, again unless they are making some sort of parallel about mental health issues and how they affect people differently then i don’t see how ignoring someone who’s clearly struggling but coping in a different way is acceptable.

I’m also wondering what’s gonna happen with Dixon, any sort of scandal that would take him out of the race maybe? Travis winning? Lots of questions i have. Also i’m wondering how things are going to progress between Ross, Beckett and Sullivan, is Andy gonna expose them or what, hopefully i get my questions answered.

If you read all of this you’re incredible🫶🏼 thanks for reading my rambling about the wee woo show that has my soul, catch ya in the next one✌🏽

#ale watches station 19 #station 19 #station 19 season 6 spoilers #maya bishop #carina deluca #vic hughes #andy herrera #ben warren #travis montgomery #theo ruiz #jack gibson #eva vazquez #robert sullivan #shane beckett