#please i dunno what im doing

[lolathepeacocklord]

EEYAAAAGGGHHHH GO GO RAREPAIR MULTISHIPPING GADGET

#also p.s btw PLEASE do not be weird to me about this pleez shakes and wobbles like a sick baby deer #I got a really odd anon ask last time I posted my bulkbee doodles and it had me feeling real weird #im just a lil multishipper girly out in this big big world... of tumblr dot com... #if you dunno what multishipping is it just means you like to engage with different kinds of ships with the same characters and stuff !! ^^ #hope this helps!! /gen #anywayz ermmmm this ship popped into my head and I was feelin really silly about it for a few days #btw fun fact!! did you guys know btw that blitzwing is apparently a sculptor of sorts? #it was apparently implied in the tfa comics because he like made a statue of megatron #a friend in another server told me abt that !!! twas quite a fun fact indeed tee bee eych #fruity artist guy activities #my art #transformers #maccadam #transformers animated #tfa #bulkhead #blitzwing #bumblebee #tfa bulkhead #tfa blitzwing #tfa bumblebee #bulkblitz #rarepair

[fate-defiant]

Doodled this in aggie.io to try it out. Would anyone be interested in doing a drawing collab sorta thingy sometime?

#princess tutu #duck #fanart #my art #it works pretty decently #you do get like a limited amount of brushes unless you subscribe to them(understandable. gotta finance the upkeep of the site somehow) #but there;s enough to work with if you ask me #ya got your soft brushes ya got ya hard brushes you can fuck around with opacity and min width. you can get lotta mileage out of it #the basic principle is everyone has their own laye to work with but you can let other ppl into your layer and so on. #theres also both a chat and voice call option #tbh id like it if i could make that sorta thing a semi regular occurence? once every couple of months? depending on how well it goes. #i guess we could do it on like a drawpile sort of principle #or have everyone do like a sketch and then alternate with who does the lineart and the coloring on each skectch #or just. a chaotic everything everywhere all at once sort of approach #i dunno i think it'd be fun i reccomend checking it out! and if ya do lemme know what y'all think please! #also also you can export the work as a png and a psd or pngs of each layer. #im thinking. thinking #hmmmm thinking

[heat--end]

worst part about being a picky eater/not having a giant palette of food for a variety of reasons that are out of my control is that getting me to try new foods is like, a big fucking deal for some people, so they try to coax me into it and it just makes me embarrased and anxious to even do it lmao. like dont make a fuss about it please

#i do not like having the palette of an 8 year old. but like. i have an awful gag reflex and also i am just incredibly picky i guess #like ideally i have way more interest in other stuff but i just. i do not. and its not something im exactly PROUD of but it is what it is #having people be like oh lillie try this you should try this blah blah blah is like. let me live please jeez #it just kinda puts stress onto my shoulders and i know i gotta try new stuff and all that but like #id rather not do it when it feels like there's eyeballs on me for it? i dunno lmfao

[my3imaginary3wonderland]

I need advice

I have this cousin who I am in good terms with, and I’m seriously considering asking her connect her credit card with my social media, so she gets the money, and later pays me back with physical ones

Clearly, that plan is dangerous, first, I dont know how will she react, and, independently if she accepts or not, she would tell other adults or not (the thing I’m most worried about)

And in any scenario, she will want to see how I’m getting that money, and, I barely show any info about my ocs, only doodles and that rancid mv, bc I don’t want my ideas to be stolen, AND IM SO FUCKING RESERVED

and the only stuff I could make money of is that motion picture that won’t premiere until October, the future MVs and what I’m making here at tumblr

The only reason i need that money is for publishing my books (actually all the stuff I publish about my ocs it’s promotion to those), bc publishing a book obviously isn’t cheap, and at this point I only have like 93 dollars. 💀

And i want to publícate them until I’m 18, so nobody keeps that money until I’m and adult.

And anyways who cares about a tumblr artist with no budget? My cousin goes to college and I almost never see her.

Please give me your opinion 😭

#idk what im doing #idk #someday i will be famous #my ocs #original character #oc art #artists on tumblr #tumblr make me famous #ocs #idk what else to tag #help please #pls help #im scared #please help me #what do i do #please help #send help #self help #someone help #help #idk how to tag this #idk man #whatever #i dunno #i dont know #starving artist

[itissadbutitsmy-artblog]

cadebra gets to learn their coffee preferences and stuff now that she wants to hang out with them

larry: now, blaine likes their coffee just a little bitter

larry: like their soul

larry: but with just a splash of cream to make it. uh. creamy

#larry: ill make you a coffee <3 // cadebra ILL FOLLOW YOU. how do they like their drinks. show me. #<- desperate to please #<- saw her neighbor's bones <- watched her friend turn into a monster <- just got her first real friend <- is in a super good headspace #im superuper fine and normal about her fr #adventure time #cadebra #larry #traditional #distant lands #'neighbor' i dunno. what was he. awful guy she found standing in a cafe one day and adopted without anyone knowing least of all him

[glacierbash]

thinking about that one post about "he's a girl to me" or whatever. and that has me thinking about heavensward so much. and also stormblood! kinda just ffxiv in general but I feel the later expansions have this issue less but ESPECIALLY like. estinien, aymeric, and zenos when compared to the actual women in the expansion. it feels to me like the women of the expansion are by and far overlooked by people for the sake of the men and that general "he's so girl to me" contributes to it. Like there ARE women right there you know. like there are very very very good women just a few feet to the left. you can talk about how girlie estinien is to you but like. ysayle is right there. you can talk about how babygirl zenos is but also. there's fordola. you know that right. like you can enjoy the women too. it's ok.

and ofc genuine actual transfem headcanons are SO fucking good. I love them so much. keep going. But like that post has said, when it's only men in the fandom being treated as "he's so girl" (AND NEVER WOMAN!!!! ALWAYS GIRL!!!!!) it gets really really fucking tiring.

i love estinien! I really like Zenos! I get it! And if they are your favorite characters and you want specifically content about them and to make content specifically about them that is FINE!! but also, holy shit is it exhausting when it's like 99% about them and not a single glimpse towards the women of the story. yeah ffxiv's writing has a huuuuuuge fucking issue with women. and also.

#i dunno it's hard to write something ranty like this without it feeling like #i'm bashing people for their faves. i'm not!!! #im just a really fucking tired lesbian who wants to see women get content #and not just the men of the media with the excuse 'he's so girlie to me' or WHATEVER!!!! #please for the love of god like. it almost feels like people are scared to hc characters as trans. #and if you don't want to who CARES but also come on. come on do it. your faves are trans now. enjoy. #anyways. sorry for the rant. bleh. #I'M JUST MAD WHEN THERE ARE SUPER WELL WRITTEN WOMEN 20 FEET TO THE LEFT WHO GET ENTIRELY IGNOREDDDDDD #ok. 'super well written' is sometimes an exaggeration. and fuck it i'll admit it. MY babygirl has her issues. #you can really feel the pivot where they were like 'oh fuck we don't want her to be a VILLAIN villain what do we do' #'we already had her evil cackle at ish/gard being assaulted and people dying. what now.' #and her death. i've screamed about it enough. #but my point stands she's still just as solid as the other characters. give her some love. #ok. that's all. rant over.

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

Girlies, I am deeply saddened to report that a small bird has passed away on my balcony. 

#it’s not very fresh #at least it doesn’t look that way #also its in the very corner of the rain-go-away-thing so i basically couldn’t see it when i refilled the food or watched the other birds #im surprised they kept coming #oh god please don’t be Nona #or Paul or Cam or Tiny or Smokey or Rocky or Red or Spotty or Wormy #fuck #what the fuck am I supposed to do #it‘s basically a little bundle of feathers in a not-reachable spot #but i cant just LEAVE it there can i #tw animal death #i cant tell for sure whether its a Blaumeise or a Kohlmeise but its definitely one of the two #i also dont know what happened #i just. Dunno

[hanzajesthanza]

i miss worksheets :( i miss school where they give you a worksheet to fill out and you do it together as a class :( it makes me sad, lonely, and lazy to be working in unstructure, all by myself. someone pair-share-discuss the witcher with me 🥲

#im imagining witcher worksheets like reading a chapter 'as a class' and then doing a worksheet for comprehension #'what do you think the white rose of shaerrawedd symbolizes? turn to your partner and discuss. (2 minutes)' #please that actually sounds fun 😭 only if the other people would also be having fun though #i hate when you would do an exercise like this in class and then your partner is like '... i dunno i didn't do the questions.' #'can i see your answers' 'um it's really about your personal opinion though? like what do you think' 'idk what i think' #txt #but im making this post bc im making my own worksheets bc i need structure in planning this stuff out LOL

[cr33ping-cr34tv3r]

*Looks at you like this*

You have any punk or goth artists/bands that you know of that you'd recommend?

((I also only have sound cloud if that makes any difference))

#goth #punk #artist #band #errrm what else do i put here #atsv #atsv hobie #hobie brown #ummmm ehats else #i dunno what else to put just please #please im desperate #my ears are dry #help moisturize me ears #that was a weird yhing to say #regardless #help me

[sludgeguzzler]

look i really dont mind having a pre t body with its little biological quirks but i have a limit and the limit is waking up at 4am with immense pain and a puddle of blood on my bed

#im probably most likely overhyping what t will do to my body but i cant wait till my periods stop #if they dont stop i will fr go after some way of stopping them im not kidding there is literally nothing good that i get from having them #its just. its just pain and blood and a constant reminder of how Woman i have to be. it makes me sad #like. all the good cramp medicine is like WOMAN PILL FOR YOUR SCHEDULED GIRL MOMENT OF THE MONTH [picture of a woman] #[venus symbol] [flowers] #and all pads come with th same thing too. like i get that its technically not harming anyone but please man cmon #my mood gets all janged up i cant think straight in the worst ways possible im always having breakdowns during them #and i have to deal with genuinely unbearable pain! and! a heavy flow! because my moms ovaries! are the most fucked ovaries ever! #hhg the only good thing i can think of is that if there was a death metal band of trans guys the lyrics theyd write would be sick #[hi this is me telling you im about to get a little gross so if stuff like this grosses you out uh. yeah] #like the gruesome symbolism of periods is pretty damn cool if im honest. i dunno #i genuinely really like the movements on normalizing periods and how they are not something to be ashamed of and happen with a lot of ppl #but. but. #it puts a lot of emphasis on how its a Woman thing when a lot of women (cis or otherwise) dont have them #and it excludes all the other non woman people who have them #re personal opinion but i think our image of periods really shouldnt be flowery beautiful woman moment that passes by in a blink. #i think we should talk about how it hurts and how it will suck a little too hard for some people and that #periods not always mean a symbol of feminity and fertility and other stuff (its 5am im tires) to everyone #like to me periods are misery and oain and dysphoria but i have a cis friend who sees her periods as symbols of her womanhood abd #*and like. shes not wrong but im also not wrong either #idk my head hurts and i wanna go bacm to sleep so bye #sg.txt

[cloud-somersault]

Everyone's getting hype for the new season but I just.

#pfffff i dunno man #i love the show i just #am slightly nervous ab what theyre gonna do with certain characters #but im hard to please also #and im critical. but thats what's fun for me #if i wasnt critical i wouldn't have written this au soooo

[pe3kab0oo]

Pspspps artists of Tumblr cmere pspspps

I wanna learn basic anatomy bc I have SO many ideas and I need to draw them, but I'm not really sure where to start? So would the amazing incredible artists of Tumblr mind helping lil ol me if u don't mind pretty please? :]]

(if u have any tips/tricks that would rlly help as well! ty <3)

#help lol #I dunno what im doing #pretty please with a cherry on top? :] #I don't think I have Tumblr etiquette down yet #hope u don't mind #I'm a lil goofy #art help #art advice #how do you tag

[nishibai]

an you wake up n start to cry!

#nishi vents. #because i wwill lose my shit if eeven one more person i know dies so please dont die. /lyr #dunno what thiss is aobut. but im just thinking you know #i was a therapist to my adult friend at the age of 10. i hhelsped her through sui thoughts. and i was 10. #this was quite a few yyears ago but yyou dont jjust forget thi sshit #she threatened to kkill hersefl. to a ten year old. over messaging. i fucokibg hate this i am not anyones therpeaist dont talk 2 me ever #and nnow its happening again. mmy irl firriend isnt eeating and my ooether friend caught thhekm throwing up their lunch at school. #and im scared for them but thheres nnothing i cn really do honestly. and its going to be my fault. again. i cant keep doing this #sui #tw sui #tw ed #alexis don't look #tell me if i should use anymore tags im just not ddoing goo dtoday #ask to tag

[floral-hex]

gosh, I miss flirting and being mushy with someone

#it is still early evening. it is TOO early to be yearning. #this isn’t like an advertisement for flirting or anything don’t worry #I will NEVER flirt with you! #I am just the legally required sad uncle guy on here #and not the weird kind. the kind that’ll let you have a sip of their beer or drive you to the mall #or whatever I dunno I’m getting too deep into this #ugh calling myself an uncle makes me feel old… #…and then I remember I actually am an uncle and my sister has kids #don’t call me uncle. you can call me dad. but like step-dad. the kind that just wants you to think they’re cool #also I wanna kiss your mom #no but really how is your mom doing? how’s her butt? what’s her butt doin? #im a little tired so please I’m gonna ramble a bit #what was I talking about? #oh yeah… YEARNING! #I want to be mushy! #just wanna send someone a picture of two kitties with funny little hats and say ‘me n you’ #me n who?!? #could be you? 😘 #NO! that’s what this whole post is about! it could NOT be you! keep it professional #I don’t want to make my mutuals annoyed with me by making them think I’m flirting with them #why am I talking about all of this? this is dumb #sorry I’m just sitting in this car in a parking lot waiting for my bro to get out of school #which… shit… is pretty soon. guess I need to stop zoning out #uhhhh sooo…. kiss kiss kiss #and I love you forever #goodbye I guess #you can ignore this #text

[shevr]

ey i VERY badly need to make myself draw or doodle stuff again because 1/ i'm literally collapsing in on myself 2/ whenever i try to weakly give it a half-assed attempt it feels like i'm worse & more out of practice every time and i just don't think this is magically going to feel better one day

so like feel free to drop a suggestion or an element of a suggestion or anything to go off of and i'll hopefully try to make a very rough thing with it idk

#dunno how exactly #maybe not combining all suggestions cuz depending on what pops up that might just be an impossible mess #also i might just do nothing again please don't expect anything from me #drop a reply here or send me an ask if u wanna suggest stuff on anon idk whatever works for u #shevr #this is probably not rly a solution & this feels dumb to post honestly but im just not entirely sure how to get back into things #i wish i was overflowing with creativity & ideas; or flowing at ALL but i mostly have nothing

[simonstamenovic]

am not meant 2 exist D:

#idk how 2 tag adolin in bg but um #am not meantto be hereee n idk who i am n im just panic n like. #emote but diff idk idk. do but dont exist. #phrase 'not me' what s mean feels too big #everything. scary. um actually scary. dunno. #just scared): need to sleep but scary ): #am kid ): not cool ): let me out): #oh no im the one that cries ): not fair not fair #not safe ): ynder covers. not safe. #but sfest here ig.idk. ): sorry ): #extend panic. please want safe dont want to ne here oleaee ): please. #too alone who left me here please stop. #please. #safe and loved please??? anything. #cold make panic. dno.all. dno sorry #camt be alone dno how need. need. sorry sorry sorry am not normal #dno what or who