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featherafter · 11 months
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Winter Complaints
The sun sets at 5pm
the clouds surround it during the day
winter is gloomy this July
oh July used to be sweaty
now luxury has made me petty
I wonder if having him would make it better
but your dawn left me soft again ya Rabb
and it gets lonely
this good life
I know I tire you with my complaints
but we made a deal
that I'll leave it all behind for you
and in return you'll exist
you'll exist in my universe and lend me your ear
but truth be told even I can't bear
my complaints
you make me such a romantic
I notice every moon rise, every sunset
all the intricate details of your work
and I want to weep
you make me a poetess
I carry my heart on my sleeve
yet you've made love
the bane of my existence
to fill the gaps
I spend my Sunday evenings watching romantic films
watching strangers fall in love is comforting
from my cold bed
but in real life
who wants to share a heavy heart
it's just the flesh they want
everywhere I go
I get looked at
like I'm cake
oh it's cold the male gaze
is it supposed to make me feel desired
or ashamed?
I wanted a strong hand to hold
But you've made them so cold
-rg
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joannahlovesjesus · 6 years
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Snow
Jesus.
Light of my life.
Why did I keep chosing darkness over you?
..
But you kept choosing me.
Darkness was rose coloured
admired, watered, caressed as it flowered
But its torns slowly poisoned my skin. ..
I wilted away within
But God...But God
For the Millionth time.
What did you do Lord?
Turn me away?
Left me knocking?
What did you do?
Well; You said:
'Welcome Home Little One'
'I was always waiting'
'I found you'
'No matter how many times'
'I love you, trust me. I do'
'You have no absolute idea how much'
'My loving beautiful daughter'.
I couldnt comprehend what u said Lord
How could it be?
Look at my body and me Lord. I am poisoned. Dont you see?
Dirty and filthy.
'No.You are clean and white as snow to me'
'I Love you so much, Stay with me'
'Just Stay and you will see what I see'.
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featherafter · 2 years
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A wish
I used to think that to make life exciting I had to be out there among the people of the land dressed well and indulging but now I'm on the quest to find more there must be more within and without the constant yearning of desires
soak me in the marvels you have created my lord  allow me to witness your wonders that is all that I truly desire now
-rg   
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