#q: from the drafts

[shkspr]

when it comes to superwholock. im in love with dw enough to admit that it has flaws but is still a fundamentally really good show that means a lot to me. and im removed enough from spn to admit that it sucks but it has its moments and more importantly it has its characters. bbc sherlock fucking sucked tho i was so into it and for what. it was a shitty shitty show. im not like ew omg cringe i used to enjoy things yikes! im just saying that time and distance gives you perspective and my perspective is that liking dw is correct and liking spn is allowed and liking bbc sherlock should be in the dsm

#q #from my drafts #this post has been in my drafts for nearly two years. it is time.

[royalarchivist]

Mike: I'll hold you son, I'll hold you son.

[They all "Awww"]

Mike: Increase the speed, increase the speed! I'm holding you. Faster faster faster! Faster! I'm holding my son, I'm holding my son! He's not gonna fall, he's not gonna fall– he's right here with me.

[Pac and Mike both laugh, and Fit smiles as he looks at both of them]

Fit: Yeah, doin' good!

Pac: Hold– oh my– Mike, if you don't hold him, he's gonna break, he's gonna break!

Fit: He's gonna get scrambled!

Mike: [Lets Richarlyson go temporarily and encourages him] Just kidding, just kidding, just kidding. Nice, you managed to endure the– [Pac stands behind Mike and hugs him] Oh, you're holding me!

Pac: If you fall–

Mike: Hold Pac Fit, hold Pac Fit!

Pac: Nobody gonna fall!

Fit: Okokokok there you go. [He hugs Pac from behind too, and they all laugh, cheering on Richarlyson]

#FitMC #Tazercraft #Richarlyson #QSMP #Mikethelink #Pactw #Fit #Pac #Mike #I MISS THEMMMM #August 22 2023 #This is the day Pac was rescued from the prison #Fit and Mike were trying so hard to cheer him up and make him smile / laugh because he was so shaken and traumatized by that whole ordeal #Didn't do translations for the Portuguese parts because #while I'm pretty sure I know what Mike is saying #I don't want to make assumptions and give the wrong translations #but TLDR he's saying ''go on son!'' / ''keep going son!'' #Q #IVE HAD THIS SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS #I thought I lost it but no. Thank god #I MISS MIKEEE I MISS RICHAS I MISS THEM ALL TOGETHER

[soracities]

“Male fantasies, male fantasies”

1. John Berger, Ways of Seeing 2. Adrienne Rich, Of Woman Born 3. Susan Lee Bartky,  Femininity and Domination: Studies in the Phenomenology of Oppression 4. Theodora Hermes, “Reflections in Contemporary Feminist Literature” 5. Carol J. Adams, The Pornography of Meat 6. Margaret Atwood, The Robber Bride

#more things unearthed from the drafts sis.. #q #quotes #quote compilation #the book of women #m #x

[parcai]

leash the lightning + wind.

thinking abt thalia tied to zeus, and jason to beryl. congrats to the new cast 🥳 lance reddick's voice is!!!

#jasons keeps the blue eyes PURELY 4 bullying reasons. we cant just go from mayo to nothing rip #artists on tumblr #kit art #pjo #hoo #jason grace #pjo tv adaptation #pjo tv show #grace siblings #thalia grace #lance reddick #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #fanart #art #rick riordan #pjo series #big three #q #draft dump

[kyouka-supremacy]

#My sister sent this textpost to me specifically so I couldn't help it #They really went through every phase uh. I wonder what's to come next uh. #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd memes #mine #q. #13/04/23 #I'm too tired to properly go with the usual queue today but take this from my drafts

[gooperts-gunk]

im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.

do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.

and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...

i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.

...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--

#lots of expansion on this in tags beware #this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW #this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1 #no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND... #i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls #he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED #now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again) #now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes #because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does #it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!! #your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD??? #goopert talks qsmp #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo

[theloyalpin]

dec. 01 2016, 진리에게 (2023)

#persona: sulli #sulli #dear jinri #choi jinri #f(x) #film #filmedit #* #caps #🍑 #happy birthday sulli #you turn 30 today #the diary entry was actually from january 2019 but i didn’t capture the first 2 parts and this has been in my drafts too long 🫠 #i should have posted this yesterday due to the time difference but love you 🥺 #진리에게 #가슴이 아파… #💔 #q

[willowser]

the idea of ua teacher bakugou honestly makes me so sad, because you have to consider the possibility of him not making it to the end as a hero which !! is heart-breaking !!

but at the same time — there is something really cathartic i think about him growing up and growing out of measuring his worth by being number one, by being the best. and i like to think of him as a grumpy professor !! a bit like aizawa !! or him keeping a close eye on the shy, quiet students, watching out for them and always there to bully them (affectionate) along their path . or for him to be an all might to someone, a young kid that looked up to dynamight in his hay-day, now getting to follow directly under his lead.

#so sweet 🥺 #i think he'd be a good teacher #he's learned so much already from his relationship with deku #going from a lil bully to realizing his mistakes #to knowing you have to work as a team with your other heroes and that you cant do it all on your own #that being number one isnt everything #that you'll never grow if you think you're too good to learn from anyone else #i think his relationship with aizawa and jeanist would really help him in that aspect #and whenever he does something cool with his quirk all his students get all crazy excited and it makes him all 😏😏😏😏😎 #still makes him feel good lol #also bakugou in his unbuttoned white shirt with a loose tie and some glasses sitting in the teacher's lounge #coming up on him by surprise PHEW #HELLO SIR #okay bye #maybe will write something for him one day #blast from the past: hiatus q #edit to say: i wrote this in january and just found it in my drafts 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #✿ willow writes #✿ thoughts: bakugou

[strayklds]

#lee know #linosource #bystay #stray kids #createskz #kpopedit #kpopco #skz minho #mygifs #minho #more maxident lino gifs hehe #not tagging mutuals cause the quality of these are meh so <3 if u see these u see these LOLLL #q: scheduled (be free from my drafts <3) #intro:leeknow #bias

[petrichormore]

God q!BBH is fascinating. His paranoia especially. q!Bad has called himself paranoid in character btw. multiple times. but the one example that immediately comes to mind is when he was talking to q!Aypierre. When people call him paranoid he doesn’t really say “Nuh uh” (at least not seriously - he’s become a little more self-aware) he says “okay maybe I am, maybe I’m not. but don’t you understand why?”

for q!BBH the price of potentially overreacting and hurting his friends’ feelings with his lack of trust is significantly outweighed by the price of an egg fucking dying because he decided to relax. He has been the deciding factor in a life-or-death situation for an egg multiple times. And his overreactions have saved lives. Obviously his developing belief that he’s like the Lone Responsible Caretaker of the Eggs is like blatantly incorrect but it didn’t come into existence in a void. It isn’t just one of his inventions it’s a consequence of other parents putting (whether purposely or accidentally) a lot of pressure on him that he tried and failed to escape from.

So he doesn’t care if he’s paranoid, he doesn’t care if his distrust hurts people, he doesn’t care about what’s reasonable or not - he cares about the eggs being alive. And if being unreasonable has kept the eggs alive in the past then damn you better believe he’s only going to get more unreasonable. And he’s not going to be sorry about it either, not while he feels responsible for every single child on the island.

#also people in real life experience paranoia so when people call q!bbh annoying or stupid for it… kinda makes me go Hm. #coming from someone w a personality disorder btw #and while I don’t experience paranoia as a symptom there are other aspects of q!bbh that I def relate to #idk I guess I’m just #like yeah sure he got defensive at q!Bagi and she probably didn’t expect him to go off on her like that but #experiencing paranoia does not make you less deserving of being acknowledged yknow? #anyway sometimes the way q!BBH is talked about kinda tows the line of ableism #am i being crazy rn? i don’t know #this is mostly about older twitter stuff that I’ve seen cropping up from wayyy back #I’ve had this in the drafts for a while but his convo w Bagi made it relevant again

[dappersautismcreature]

is now a good time to let the qsmp fandom know about the idea that childcare, even by mothers, is unpaid labor? that the labor of caring for children to the extent that a lot of mothers do is hard hard labor and is not this 'lesser' form that people like to think of it as.

like if we're going to talk about community raising children, 'the village' we need to talk about due thanks and reward and support. the carers of children are very important figures. it shouldnt just be assumed that they do that labor just for the hell of it, just because they have to. its talented and hard labor.

ill bite the bullet, this is about badboyhalo and every other player that babysits. i get that you want your favorite character to be seen as perfect parents, and always the one to take care of their child but the truth is, sometimes they need help. thats ok! that really is ok.

but it should not just be assumed that bad does it for no thanks, and does not get support for this endeavor. and what he really does not deserve is people saying he takes care of eggs 'just because theyre eggs' or 'just to get at their parents'

are you stupid? he cares about them yes because they are children, and then he gets to know them and loves them. but childcare, is still, labor.

qbad asking for help or thanks for performing the labor of childcare is not a sign of manipulation or lack of care or whatever the fuck. it is a valid want.

respect childcare workers, respect mothers, holy shit

#qsmp #q!badboyhalo #qsmp analysis #qsmp eggs #also postingg this from my drafts :3 because please

[twistedbloodstain]

im tempted to write a drabble of the aftermath of the marquis fic where reader is being resistant to him and just goes something like this

“i’m only here because you fucked me that night.” you grit through your teeth.

he frowns at your words, although expected due to the circumstances he had brought out upon you he might’ve expected that the few months might soften you to submission. he supposes he shouldve expected more resilience from you even with the comfort of his home.

right now you stood in front of him, enraged and determined to get out of his grip. not like he’d ever let that happen. No. he’d kept everything to himself far too long,

“i didn’t fuck you that night, mon coeur.” he unpleasantly corrects you. your words piercing through his skin into his heart.

you scoff at him and attempt to retort another statement of rage at him.

“doesn’t matter, i don’t want to be here! i want to go ho-“ you screech at hime before he cuts you off.

“you sure do have a lot to say now,don’t you my love? you didn’t seem to share the same sentiments when i made love to you in your bed.” he retorts proudly with a bit of pride oozing through his voice.

you stammer a reply but fail to form a coherent sentence as he walks towards you.

“you seemed to enjoy it a lot when we made love that night, in fact you still do whenever we’re in bed. this may seem unfathomable to you but in your words, i would say you love it when i’m fucking you.” he smirks while he whispers the last part.

————-

vsjsjdjd but deep down the marquis is like “BABE!!!!! DONT SAY THAT!!!!! DONT BELITTLE OUR LIL LOVEMAKING SESSION AT YOUR PLACE??? WE LITERALLY HAD THE TIME OF OUR LIVES” 👉👈

#vincent de gramont #marquis de gramont x reader #marquis de gramont #vincent de gramont x reader #im contemplating from giving them a kid #for the drama ofc #and the to mess things up #but the reader will get her licks #and it will hurt him MWAHAHAHAHHA #and it doesn’t even hurt that much #at least for others but im making him vincent ‘down bad af’ gramont so yeah #kinikilig aq sa sinusulat q #i like my men a little morally bankrupt sawry #ilang buwan na to sa drafts ko ☺️😺

[onward--upward]

kat and patrick work so well in 10 things i hate about you because of their off-the-charts bi4bi energy

#found this in my drafts #i’m so right i shouldn’t be hiding this from the people #10 things i hate about you #q talks

[soracities]

I fear death only because it is I who will die, without having had the chance to be everyone else.

Boris Pasternak, in a letter to Marina Tsvetayeva, Letters, Summer 1926: Pasternak, Tsvetayeva, Rilke

#q #lit #quotes #letters #boris pasternak #letters summer 1926 #reading #m #the tags on this from when it was buried in my drafts are me going ! all over the place bc i related so much....amazed how far from this my #perspective is now...amazing #x

[petr1kov]

beserk's golden age is so perfect as a tragedy. i don't think i ever found any other piece of art quite so affecting in this way, truly.

it's the way how we can see how genuine the emotions are. it could have all been so different. they were so close. we can see how they almost had it, but we can also see why they never actually could. their flaws, what made them so real and beautiful and human, would never let them truly have what they wanted and they would never escape that. never. if they had, they would've been someone else.

it's the cruelty and beauty intertwined all the way through the story. the victories feel so huge, the friendships so honest, the connections they share so vulnerable and sweet they almost hurt to look at, and yet they were always, always paired with a terrible and dangerous sense of dread. foreboding. waiting for the other shoe to drop. we always knew there would be a catch. we could see it in them, even in their best moments, looming over them - or boiling just under the surface, on griffith's case.

maybe they were just puppets of a destiny made for them, or maybe they ended up like this because they were just themselves, humans with conflicting needs and wants trying to follow their hearts. it doesn't matter.

love, hatred, pain, pleasure, life, death. this is what it means to be human. the eclipse is so terrible, so unthinkable, so deeply avoidable, and yet it feels unavoidable. they could've been so much more, should have been, but the search for purpose and fulfillment is what led them here. it didn't have to be this way, we didn't want it to be this way at all, but the worst part is that feels like it must.

it's painful to look at because we know how different it should be; we saw, in glimpses throughout the story. these moments hang over our heads when the worst comes to pass and we feel the betrayal so intensely we almost forget how we saw it coming from a mile away.

and there is a fascination in watching something true and lovely crumble like that, in the most terrible and huge way possible. cruelty and beauty intertwined, impossible to separate. they were always together, even when we didn't realize, drawing us in, filling us with dread, hope, and morbid fascination for the inevitable fall of these characters we've grown to love despite ourselves. wondering, deep down, how beautifully they would fall. maybe slan was right, in a way.

#berserk golden age makes me experiences the equivalent of shrimp colors but in emotions #sorry if i'm being weird about it i'm just trying to articulate the impossible here. still haven't managed tbh #berserk #>posting this one straight from the drafts 🙃 #q

[aropride]

in 2024 let's all start sexualizing inflation (money kind). i think that's the only way to cope with the economy these days

#text #i dont really know how to sexualize the economy but y'all are creative #from the drafts #q