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Same picture of Ralph everyday
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onlyharper · 3 days
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I'm sorry for asking for help. I'm so goddamn sorry asking again and again and again. I'm doing my best everday but it's... Not enough. All the donations I got this week went to build that were higher than expected. Higher water, rent, electric, and internet took everything.
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I don't like asking because honestly I don't think I deserve help or kindness or love or anything. But I've broken down so many times. And today was very hard. I'm spiraling so fucking hard. And I know I'm going to have to ask every month for stuff and I'm sorry. I really am. It's not fair to you but all I can do is beg and ask for pity. I know I don't deserve it. I know I don't. But I'm.. not okay. I wanna be able to eat, or take a shower, or wash my clothes. And I'm sorry I'm being greedy asking for that. I'm so sorry. I...just really need help again. I don't have an amount in mind. I'm just sick of crying and wishing I wasn't here. I'll leave them the same below as before. I'm... sorry again.
Payton Pals: harphazardly (Legal Name on this one and a picture of a plush Flareon)
Cashmere Applications: $Generallyalive (Has the name Chuck on it)
Venice Monet: mindnum (Also Legal Name)
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Dating Dean Winchester Would Include
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You’d meet on a hunt [whether a hunter already or a victim it doesn't matter].
Because you’d leave with the boys after right meeting with them.
Your old life couldn't run alongside the new.
You’d instantly find Dean attractive.
But the risk of complicating things would be too big of one.
Dean would feel the same.
It would unnerve him so he’d kind of be an asshole at first.
There’d be a lot of mutual pining.
And Sam would catch on immediately. Especially once he noticed that the amount of conquests Dean had dwindled.
‘Just tell her.’ ‘Oh and get her killed? Sure Sammy.’ ‘You’re allowed to have a family Dean.’ ‘She is family…which is why I can’t lose her.’ 
After he’d get over himself he’d loosen up around you.
And even though you weren’t together you’d act just like a couple anyway.
You’d share a bed on hunts.
And somehow always end up cuddled up together whether in a motel bed or the impala.
He’d tell you he liked you accidentally.
Probably after he saved your ass on a hunt.
‘What the hell were you thinking!?’ ‘I was just…Dean did you just kiss me?’ ‘I, I mean,’ ‘Do it again.’ 
Nothing would really change except now you could actually touch one another.
And Dean would be insatiable.
You’d get caught at least once a day much to Sam’s annoyance or Cas’ embarrassment.
You were sure you’d had sex in every room of the bunker.
He knew what he was doing sure but he wasn’t a get-it-done kinda guy.
He was such a softy when it was just the pair of you. Alone. 
If you told anyone how much he enjoyed cuddling he would 100% deny it.
‘Dean we need to get up.’ ‘Five more minutes.’ ‘If Sam sees us in this back seat-’ ‘Sammy can grow the hell up. It’s my car. And if I want to spend my time butt ass naked with my best girl I will.’ 
He’d always worry about you.
He’d already lost so much.
You’d always catch him checking in on you [glancing at you in the rear view, .making sure you were still there in the middle of the night].
He’d definitely try to bench you from hunts.
And he’d hate that you and Sam could work around his points with logic.
‘It’s not safe. They could use you as a bargaining chip.’ ‘In that case, Sam and Cas better not go either then.’ ‘But-’ ‘You really think that I’m your only weak spot?’ ‘She’s got a point.’ ‘Can it Cas!’
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You and Sam would love teasing him.
He’s really easy to wind up.
Cas would 100% try to join in.
You’d love cooking for them.
Your little dysfunctional family.
You’d even look up some pie recipes.
And you’d 100% use them whenever you wanted to get him on your side. He was a fickle man when it came to pie.
He’d want to get married.
For some reason he wanted you to be an official Winchester.
Nothing too big or flashy.
Just the family in the bunker.
Cas officiating with Sammy as his best man.
Slow dancing in the library [not in front of Sam because Dean refused to be tormented].
And he’d even take you on a ‘honeymoon’ .
You’d insist on taking a million pictures [some that were for your eyes only].
And they’d be put up around the bunker, tucked in your phone case, and inside Dean’s wallet to remind you of one other.
It wouldn’t be extravagant.
But a weekend away from work, the bunker and the craziness of your life was enough for you.
And he’d try and keep it up every anniversary.
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THIS IS PART OF MY CHRISTMAS CHALLENGE. I’LL BE POSTING AN IMAGINE EVERDAY FROM 1ST - 25TH DECEMBER. THIS AND ALL IMAGINES WILL BE UPLOADED IN THE LINK POSTED DAY BY DAY.
ADVENT CALENDAR OF IMAGINES
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potential-fate · 1 year
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More for u. Had to round out the closet per usual. it'd be a little awkward if your sims were only chunky when in their everday wear.
anyways, this covers all the barefeet type stuff. Pajamas, Underwear, and Swimwear. All of it. Also included is the nude mesh and the sauna towel.(both are mesh only.) but they're not pictured since I can't screen them in bodyshop.
This one has a lot more mesh only replacements, so that's good. then you can use any texture replacements you want~
as usual, details and link beneath the cut so the post doesn't get to long.
---tmbodyBathrobe---
Full default. Original default by @ello-sims. Marvine feet and pearmorph added.
---tmbodynaked---
MESH ONLY. Honestly I'm not even sure what this affects, since from what I can tell the game uses the separates for when the sims get naked.
---tmbodypajamas---
full default. original default by @biffysims. Added Marvine feet and pear morph.
---tmbodypajamaboxers---
MESH ONLY. This will take on any texture defaults you have in your game or will use the vanilla textures if you have none.
---tmbodyrogertattootrunks---
MESH ONLY. Please note, The marvine feet look messed up if you do not have a barefoot texture installed. These use the same texture as the Adult version, so in order for these to look correct, please download the adult version for added texture replacements. Or if you have others that work, these will pick those up.
---tmbodyshorts---
MESH ONLY. will pick up vanilla textures or texture replacements. Replaces both swim and underwear mesh.
---tmbodyswimshorts---
MESH ONLY. Will pick up vanilla textures, or texture replacements if you have them.
DOWNLOAD HERE:
MF // SFS
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rexycrazy · 14 days
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Dream life
i have been living here for almost three months, my birthday is in two days, life happens so fast. I Have not speak with my dad in 10 months, but that is a reciprocate relation right? Why would someone blame me for not talking or caring when the do not do the same.
Life here is just too amazing, to cool and calm. I have no thrive like this in a while. I found an amazing commmunity that slowly have becaome my family, i have never felt that way before even thou i have live in different places and countries in my life, mabe it was me who was not ready to embrace a commune, the fact that we all care and we all love each other deeply.
I feel so blesssed and grateful to have the opportunity to even be here, i was remembering the other day how life can be so different from one year to another, i feel like ever ear it is a different life for me.
I am slowly embacing change for good, sometime i wanted to hold on so hard to a stage of my life that was completely gone and I found the reason why I was hurting.
Here and now, here and now. I repeat myself that everytime i feel anxious or I find myself wondering, here and now is everything I have.
My future will be determinate on what am I doing now, but I do not think to much about it.
There is so many stories I want to tell, there is so much life going on here , sometime I feel i do not have enought time but then I realize I need to stop procastinating and start acting.
Lately I have been letting things go, and once and know the might be gone for good, slowly come back to me.
I am in the process of actually knowing who am I for real.
I want to keep writting, as this will stay alive forever, Ithink that is the reason why I love writting a lot, it is like the story behind the picture.
I have been thinking about people that hurted my feelings and slowly let them go. sending them love from the distance but undertanding they are not for me anymore. Whoever want to stay will.
How long will this last? Can I make it last forever?
Forget what you alread know, let it go, that doesnt belongs to you either.
Create your reality everday and please never stop dreaming.
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foolishthing · 4 months
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Merci pour tout, Hugo!
I can´t believe that it´s been a week since Fabrizio Romano spread (literally confirm) Hugo´s transfer. I remember the moment that I opened Instagram and my heart felt something (I still having goosegumps just think on that), of course everybody knows that moment will came late or early, neverthless I wasn´t ready to make me the idea that Hugo would leave it so fast!
Second act, I just ran into my brother´s arms to told him about the notice, by the way he started to moan because also he's a huge fan of him. The hours went by so slowly and torturosuly I accepted the new destiny.
Then I just breathe and like it was sense of it, Long Live (TV) was making replay in my mind for thousands of times, the lyrics were fitting in my feelings.
Hugo came into my life in a crucial and hard moment in my life, literally I dare to so strongly that he SAVE MY LIFE! WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING HIM HE SAVED ME, from the precipice that the cruel world was forcing me to jump. Obviously, his change affects me pretty much but at the same time gives me peace.
When you are a hard fan of football or just of a player, your wish is that he plays something, this year as an spurs fan and Hugo´s fan of course, was very sad seeing him so absent in the last matches of being exclude for the Tottenham activities in social media, it also was destroyer to see him give up the captaincy even though it remained in good hands.
Hugo taught me a lot of things during this time that I follow him: fighting, sense of belonging, loyalty, desire to live and never, never give up of anything! Right now, I think that he leaves for something, out of thinking about the low participations, I still believing about something else.
It is ver important to close cycles and Hugo is showing that example, that makes me admire him very much. He is totally a legend.
Merci Hugo, merci pour devenir sur un passionné du football. Everday I´m blessed to have been watched that Germany vs France in the amazing Euro 2016! Thanks for everything good in my life. See you in leagues cup. I love you <3
Now a picture carrousel of my favorite pics of him:
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stephanieinge · 5 months
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Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: TEXAS “Southside” Album 1989 Promotional VHS Video Tape.
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loveluxorlovejezabel · 8 months
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sept 8th, 2023 around 2 am.
to start things off working backwards, i am taking notation of all events and whereabouts of each cat and kitten in the house. hopefully a picture a day of each one will accompany notes, which will make accuracy of notes easier and will provide a true visual update. from here on out all daily recorded progress will be in its own post with a date attached, for my need of organizations sake.
the first time weighing each kitten was before beginning administration of deworming medication. deworming medication began approx. three days ago, on the 5th, later at night around 9-10pm. trying to keep the time of daily administration of medication roughly around the same time every evening.
on sep 7th, gave kittens 3rd day of Dewormer (fenbendazole)
Brand : safe-guard (fenbendazole) MERCK Animal Health
Dewormer for Goats Suspension 10% (100mg/mL)
contents amount : 125mL (4.2 fl oz)
Lot # : F4149A01 EXP : 05 - 2025
on the 19th of august i picked up a barely used, very huge and tall white and blue cat tree tower. the kittens loved it everday afterwards spending all sleeping and waking nappy time in it, changing their behaviour as before the tower was in the room all cats except usually goliath and marshmellow would be sleeping on me in the bed acting as a very soft weighted blanket. they moved into and upon the tower for sleep and wakings play daily, until recently the last 4-7 day they have slept on it less and less. currently, tonight, the youngest 4 kittens are all sleeping together on a pair of jeans on the floor. oranges not in tower, location unknown. snowy and marshmellow have been sleeping, and shitting, in the tub since the last weekend, the weekend of a great tragedy in the house. It hurts greatly and i am trying to figure out explaining or noting it in this attempt at daily journaling of the status of the house, this is for the kittens and cats. And for me to beable to keep detailed track and record of how they are doing and what is going on with them. it will be as clear as possible so when i reference their numbers or details it will be easy search and obtain of what information i am looking for.
between 8/22 and 9/1 bought scale and weighed all kittens. weights and corresponding amount of medication to be administered as follows:
Goliath - 3 lbs / 1.4 kg --- .7mL
socks - 2.6 lbss / 1.2 kg --- .6mL
monsoon - 3 lbs / 1.4 kg --- .7mL
raylee - 1.9 lbs / 902 g --- .5mL
citrina- 4.4lbs / 2 kg --- 1.0mL
rayray -5 lbs / 2.3 kg --- 1.1mL
marshmellow - 3.5 lbs / 1.6 kg --- .8mL
nimbus - 3.3 lbs / 1.5 kg --- .8mL
snowy - 3.8 lbs / 1.75 kg --- .9mL
september 7th,
administered dewormer around 9 - 10:30 pm @ 11pm weighed kittens and adult zatmin for the second time After administering 3rd day of dewormer.
Zattmin - 5.15 lbs
Goliath - 3.08 lbs
socks - 3 lbs
monsoon - 3.09 lbs
raylee - 2.04 lbs
citrina- 4.08 lbs
rayray - 5.09 lbs
marshmellow - 3.15 lbs
nimbus - 3.05 lbs
snowy - 3.14 lbs
have not yet recalibrated medication amounts based on any new/changed weights of individual kittens.
currently, tonight, the youngest 4 kittens are all sleeping together on a pair of jeans on the floor. oranges not in tower, location unknown. Rayray had a very liquid poop just now, sounded like water on the bottom of the tub. he came into bed room, sat on jeans and started to clean his bottom, now since writing he has walked off somewhere unknown but is not on the tower. looking at the tower now i see a white paw and a white ear and face peeking from the top tower square against the wall. most likely snowy, can see little long ear hairs, identity unconfirmable. mostly likely the girls snowy and/or marshmellow are sleeping in the bathroom, as they have been lately. Marshmellow sleeps curled up at the faucet and the knobs to turn the water on and off, as close to the window as she can be. she also sleeps on the fridge during the day frequently fitted perfectly into a purple zippable fabric lunchbox/bag thats open and has book and other misc inside at the bottom. most times when i walk into the bathroom these past several days, snowy always seems to be staring at herself or something high high near the ceiling In the mirror.
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danirodgz · 10 months
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JOURNALING
Unity and variety 
Unity in art is to describe the way something looks together with other things, it relates to a state of wholeness, as seen in the sun and moon image they both come together to form a complete circle, bring the picture together. Variety is the use of different visual elements throughout a work, it means using different sizes, shapes and colors in your artwork to create visual diversity. The image of the disoriented house is an example of variety since it achieves a visual variety with several elements seen in different ways. These two principles do not have to be opposites, as a work filled with variety might also have unity. Variety is in our Everday lives, it is seen everywhere we look. The world is unique, and nothing will be the same as another just as how there will never be two of the same snowflakes, there will always be variety. Unity is also surrounding us, like in jig saw puzzles since we feel a sense of satisfaction when we have every piece, compared to having some pieces missing leaving an empty gap. 
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Balance 
Balance is the achievement of equilibrium. The balance may be achieved by asymmetry or symmetry. Asymmetrical balance is the technique of using differing visual elements of unequal weight on both sides of a composition to achieve a sense of balance and symmetrical balance is achieved in work of art when visual elements are arranged on both sides of a center line in equal weight. Balance in our everyday life helps us to create a sense of visual stability and makes the artwork feel more complete without feeling overwhelmed. The same goes for the image of the two cats since the image is mirrored but differentiated by white and black. The colors can be associated towards the Ying and Yang symbol that means two energies that identify as opposites that attract each other and together create a whole and balanced energy.  
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Emphasis and subordination  
Emphasis is used in art to attract the viewer's attention to a particular area or object. While artists emphasize typically the focal point or main subject of the artwork, they can also de-emphasize the other elements to ensure the main subject stands out through subordination. In our everyday lives we see the emphasis when we look at road signs. They contrast the colors to create an emphasis on the message that they want to convey and the opposite subordination colors to make it stand out. Similarly, the image of the red flowers as subordination and the one bright yellow flower emphasizes and draws attention. 
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Directional forces 
Artists may deliberately use directional forces to help guide the attention of the eye and direct the mind movement of the viewers in specific directions in the painting. The image shown of airplanes is using the directional forces. The trail of smoke of the planes creates a visual direction that creates an element to appear as if it were in motion. Many if not all movable entities can be seen as directional forces, so in our everyday life we know easily what direction any vehicle, people or animal is heading towards.  
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Repetition and rhythm 
Both repetition and rhythm go hand in hand with each other. Repetition refers to when a line, shape, color, or texture creates a pattern that is repeated throughout a work of art. The repetition of elements of design creates unity. Unity then creates a feeling that all the parts relate well with each other. The bird example image is seen to be in repetition with an identical pattern. Rhythm is slightly more complex, a combination of elements of repetition but with variations to create a mood and flow. Their repetition is adaptive and changes throughout the design, As seen in the image of the horses that are not identical to each other but share a similar rhythm of color scheme and figure. We use repetition in our everyday life with varies clothing or fabric designs. We see it as anything that has a pattern. Rhythm is usually associated with music since it shares similar aspects of having a repetition and a few changes to add emotion. 
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Scale and proportion  
Scale refers to the size of an object in relationship to another object. Artists use scale to create different effects, which impacts their viewer and their perception of size. It is shown in the image of the eye compared to the buildings and plants, the scale of The Eye sculpture is three stories, a thousand times larger than a normal eye would be. This piece of art is interesting because it is completely out of place. The scale in our everyday life could be things like building buildings on different scales or our TVs and phones are also being changed compared to older generations. Proportion refers to the relative size of parts of a whole, such as the size of parts that make up a face. Proportion is also about being relative to be considered and judged in relation to its style. Sometimes the different parts in a visual composition do not share the proper size between one another, this is called out of proportion. The image of the fruit shows ordinary proportions since the illustration is based on proportions from reality. The relationship between them creates a harmonious visual composition. The first thing I think of for proportion in our everyday life is sharing proportionate parts of food, such as pizza or cake. 
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divergent-one-1984 · 1 year
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Organized Crime Ring in Astoria, NY, in a neighborhood under the jurisdiction of 114th PRECINCT and in apartment buildings managed by CENTRAL ASTORIA, LLC. I have been the victim of TARGETED COMMUNITY HARASSMENT SINCE SUMMER 2016 because of my race and gender, I am an African American woman (because of a rumor / gossip mill started by staff at NYC DEPARTMENT OF EDUCATION while I was employed there from 2014 to 2016 I was made the victim of targeted psychological harassment). Due to the illegal access and leaking of private, personal, confidential information by wiretapping / cloning / hacking of personal devices and illegal surveillance in my residence. This includes leaking of confidential medical information ((HPV, strains that can cause cervical cancer and an Abortion) - NOISE HARASMENT and SLEEP DEPRIVATION Latino Tenants Next Door Banging on Wall and Yelling When I Try to Take a Nap
The Latino tenants / Stalkers / Harassers / Abusers who live next door and who are making noise nearly everday are regular actors in my TARGETED HARASSMENT.
About maybe 20 minutes ago I was starting to fall asleep on my couch (the wall my couch is on is shared with the living room wall they have a flat screen TV on, a small indication that they have instructed their child to run back and forth along an area I would is not pracrical or typically advised, when their couch is positioned away from my on the opposite wall, and all that banging / pounding / stomping and running they are doing along and on the wall they must know has my couch on it, that TV may just fall on their childs held one day if its not secure to wall overtime all of that activity might make it fall). All of the stomping and walking hard and banging of Muslim tenants above made a picture fall of my wall so go figured.
They are so adamant and relentless on disturbing me and my peace they are making poor decisions as parents, not too mention I think their child is losing brain cells by just running back and forth all day with no real purpose.
As soon as I showed signs of falling asleep there was a bang on my wall, this happens frequently.
In addition to the usual noise of the father yelling and shrieking and the daughter runing back and forth and stomping, sometimes the father runs with child making an astronomical moise since he is a grown adult, and yelling and shrieking all morning and nearly everyday.
The moment after I clicked the submit button on the Noise Complaint I could hear the father had stepped out of his apartment and was talking loudly as he does on many occassions to disturb my peace. It seems as though he left the building for some minutes. I believe he left the apartment because he knew I just submitted the complain because he and his family must have access to ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE that appears to have been directed at and inside my apartment in order to engage in a majority of harassment they are engaging in. How else would you know when to make all of your noise in real time as I am attempting to sleep, while I am watching TV, listening to music, etc.
These so called religious folk, as evidenced by the palm on their door, are the personification of evil.
They are harassing me with noise on a daily basis most likely with the instruction of members of local law enforcement and other corrupt people and entities.
The muslim tenants above are doing the same as usual, this morning there have been multiple instances of heavy furniture being dragged across the floor, heavy tapping on the ceiling and dropping of heavy objects. These tenants too, are the personification of pure evil.
They are also worthless to society. I am a caregiver to my relative who is bed ridden and therefore cannot live alone and needs assistance with the most basics of needs so I have a legitamate reason to be home all day, in addition to the fact that I have been expelled from the workforce due to WORKPLACE MOBBING.
I am home taking care of my relative, outside of that I am either watching television or listening to music most of times and I can't even do that in peace because of the layers of psychological harassment that involve infiltration of my enjoy, trying to brainwash, assign meaning to the media I am ingesting and rarely leave my apartment.
I don't bother these people at all. The tenants next door and above me appear to be able bodied so I am not sure why they are not out in the workforce, they can't be because they are at home weekdays and weekends bothering me.
Their primary job is STALKING / HARASSING / ABUSING people, they must be getting some kind of monetary compensation for it (most likely from a goverment agency) because if you clearly don't appear to earn a legitamate living like most, how are you able to pay your rent, utilities, and to buy food? You are a home all day bothering me. You have to be subsidized by someone or you have mental disabilities or some disability that cannot be seen or easily identified that doesn't allow you to work therefore you must be receiving welfare and or disability payments or some kind of subsidy from the governmenr for corrupt illegal activities. Many of the Muslims engaging in this probably are receiving some kind of stipend from the goverment, since NYC is a sanctuary city. I am sure most of the Muslim peope bothering me all day everyday are probably not citizens and receiving assistance through sanctuary.
Also, the Muslim tenants on the otherside of my apartment have forced me to sleep in the living room because it seems to be the lesser of two evils. Those kitchen of those tenants apartment share a wall with the wall my bed is on in my bedroom. A room I spent a lot of time in until it became unbearable. They spend an absurd amoun of time in their kitchen, its obvious they are doing it for the purposes of disturbing my peace and my sleep. If I cant sleep in my own bedroom because you are in your kitchen all day, when most tiny ass NYC apartment dwellers I would think typically spend time in their living room or bedroom, not a kitchen. But because they too appear to have access to ILLEGAL SURVEILLANCE directed at and inside my home, they naturally, based on their instructions to HARASS will sit in a room all day and make excessive noise because you know the wall you share with me has my bed on it.
Also, want to point out how this GROUP STALKING / TARGETED COMMUNITY HARASSMENT essentially infiltrates and corrupts neighborhoods and any place this GROUP STALKING HARASSMENT occurs. They will use / infiltrate people already in the targets life, be it a friend, a family member, a neighbor, strangers, etc.
To specifically address the neighborhood, if they can corrupt people already around the target and get them to harass the target they will. This process will also move people into the targets neighbor hood to harass. I maintain, by my experience and pure observation 9 out 10 people that harass me on a daily basis appear to be Arab / Middle Eastern / East Indian Muslims and Latinos, with Muslims ranking number. I have already told you the 3 apartments that surround mine are occupied by 1 Latino family and 2 Muslim families, though the configurations have changed since the harassment began in SUMMER 2016. Since SUMMER 2016, these apartments have always been occupied by Latinos and Muslims. Its a rotating door of people they keep moving in here for the purposes of harassment because each tenant picks right up where the last tenant left off.
In SUMMER 2016, when the GROUP STALKING / COMMUNITY HARASSMENT began the apartment on the side where their kitchen is aligned with my bedroom was occupied by a Latino family. They did the exact same things the current Muslim tenants do in regards to Noise, they can follow instructions well. It is important to note that the Latino family that was there moved out the same month I moved out, maybe a week prior to, of Astoria to Brooklyn to attempt to escape the harassment. They moved because their work had been done, they got me to move out of Astoria. The goal of this harassment, amongst other things is to force me out of the community, as they did in the workplace with the WORKPLACE MOBBING.
In SUMMER 2016, when the GROUP STALKING / COMMUNITY HARASSMENT began the apartment on the other side where my living room aligns with their living was occupied by Muslims, now it is occupied by Latinos.
In SUMMER 2016, when the GROUP STALKING / COMMUNITY HARASSMENT began the apartment above was occupied by a Muslim, a man I have know for decades, whom I never had issues with; me and my family was neighborly with (I have known this man since I was a child, I am currently in my mid 40s). My family even helped his wife / significant other when she was sick / dying. So, Muslim people have been part of this community for along time, not as many as there are today, but this is nothing new to me and I get along with them and all kinds of people.
I suppose he entered into the HARASSMENT because of his allegiance to his religion because it certainly was not because of anything I did to him because I did nothing to this man.
Since the HARASSMENT began in SUMMER 2016 the tenants in the apartment above seemed to have changed tenants frequently. The male tenant who I knew since I was a child seems to have moved at some point and I dont know if he is subleasing the apartment when he goes back home / travels because I still see him occasionally in the building but know for a fact other people are living there because I have confronted them about the noise on multiple occasions, on each of those occassions there was a different tenant there.
Surprise, they are all Muslim. Apparently, a new family moved in recently. About 2 weeks ago a woman had the nerve to ring my bell with 2 kids in tow to tell me she wanted to apologize because she dropped a mirror or some stupid shit.
I did not open the door when they were ringing my bell, just looked out the peephole, knew I did not know them, figured they were some idiots sent to annoy me. I went to the window to see them come around the bend so I could identify who was ringing my bell. I opened window yelling why were you ringing my bell.
This woman with 2 kids in tow proceeded to walk up to my window to apologize for dropping a mirror and telling me her name, which did not register because I did not care, asking mine and telling me she is from Egypt and just moved in upstairs. She also tried to give me some kind of trinket saying it was from Egypt.
I declined the trinket and to tell her my name, I was uninterested in any kind neighborly comradery because she is just another Muslim tenant sent in here to harass me.
So, I say all this to make a point that infiltration is a real thing in the GROUP STALKING HARASSMENT campaigns, they will corrup people who already live here and move people in to harass and they all do the same thing. Each tenant has there very specific NOISE HARASSMENT tactics they engage in. Also, before anybody screams phobia, as they have tried to do with their likening of me to Trump, I am speaking from facts and observation, you are the ones giving your religion and race / ethnicity a bad name because of your own actions and I am just telling the truth of my experience.
I am African American and cannot be racist, I have no power to negatively impact or control someone's life because of their race. Obviously, they are projecting their own racism onto me. You have the power to negatively impact and control my life because of what you do to me on a daily basis and I am sure you decided to engage in it partially because I am an African American woman.
INSIDE OF APARTMENT / INSIDE APARTMENT BUILDING (In particular from 3 apartments surrounding mine 2 on each side, one occupied by Latino tenants, the other side and apartment above occupied by Arab / Middle Eastern Muslim)
Clicking of refrigerator, steam radiator and hot water kettle
Walking hard / Stomping / Running
Dragging heavy furniture across the floor
Dropping objects on the floor
Talking Loudly / Laughing Loudly / Yelling / Shrieking
Tapping / Banging / Pounding on walls and ceiling
In addition to the HATE CRIME element to the ongoing stalking and harassment there is a Religious Zealotry / Nuttery / Judgmental / Fundamentalism / Extremism element to my daily harassment as I am being harassed by mostly Muslim and Latino people. Based on facts / my observation, I would estimate that 9 out of 10 people harassing me on a daily basis are Muslim or Latino, with Muslims ranking number 1, Muslims who appear to be from Middle Eastern / Arab countries and countries on the Asian continent. All of the tenants in my apartment building are involved in my daily harassment, especially the 3 apartments surrounding my apartment. 2 of the apartments are occupied by Muslim tenants and the 3rd apartment is occupied by Latino tenants. Out of the 9 apartments in my apartment building. 2 of the tenants, including myself are African American, the remaining 7 apartments are occupied by Latino and Muslim tenants, with the Muslims being in the majority.
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ithisatanytime · 1 year
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Highlander the animated series - Intro
  when i was in fourth grade, i would wake up at five am every day, make some poached eggs, do yesterdays homework and watch this, mighty max, and the original run of pokemon before school everday. i dont want to put on aires, it was only for that year, i feel like this story by itself will paint a picture of me as an individual thats just not accurate, i am not good at waking up, i procrastinate, etc. i wish i could have turned that into something you know, ended up the sort of person who folds his clothes at least, but theres nothing that will ever motivate me in the same way that pokemon did in the fourth grade, that shit was straight up burning out my receptors it was crack for my eyes. i think that legit might be the last time in my life i did homework with any consistency at all
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amberleighbailey25 · 2 years
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George Raymond.
Its been a while since I have felt the weight of missing you. Its there everday but its usually pretty manageable. I just felt myself slowly sliding into a dark hole and I was questioning if I was gonna get out of it. I have had some real fears come flooding my brain, memories coming all at once and it was consuming me. I let it consume me but I had to control it so I could be a mom, be present for Zack and be present at my job. This week is much better. I have little moments but it's not so heavy.
I think you knew I was having a heavy week last week.
I had a hummingbird come up to me every day last week and it would just fly right in front of me ( I could touch it if it would have let me) for a few seconds and fly off.
After the first couple times I finally realized that maybe it was you telling me that I would be okay! That you were here. If it was you, thank you!! 💙
One fear that I have had that is very much weighing on me is what if something ever happened to me!?! Because now, I am very very aware that life can end in a second..any day... any time... My kiddos would have no parents. No daddy, no mommy... That is gut wrenching. It's scary and so fucking unfair that this thought has to be in the back of my head. Do I have a plan in action if something did happen to me? Yes I do. But it still doesn't make the thought any easier. Do Regg and Nash have people that would love them and raise them. Absolutely. They have a villiage and although that's a little reassuring.... it's still a very big fear of mine. It's the most sickening feeling ever and its exhausting to think about. But here I am... it's my reality. It's our reality!!
Then we have the memories. I have memories pop on my phone everyday. I love it and I know I've said it many many times but I am very thankful for my persistent picture and video taking!!! Some of these videos I can almost go back to that exact moment and feel those exact feelings, and I can almost feel like I am living in that moment again. It brings me so much peace and happiness and at times sadness.
I was telling my momma the other day that I miss the most silly things. I miss when I would make the bed and every time George would come in, he would tell me he would assist me only for him to come up behind and (I'm sorry but if any of you know the bailey's they liked to get their hips a going...George actually had a nick name rabbit hips 🤣😑) get his rabbit hips a going and then it always ended in me very annoyed with him because he wouldn't let me finish making the bed. Filling or emptying the dishwasher...same scenario. 🙄😑🤣 I mean there were times i would get down right angry because he didnt comprehend no...😏
I miss "some" of our adult arguments... I know he would agree....I would talk to him till I was blue in the face about taking more time for himself and his family. It was a very hard thing for him to do. He would do it off and on but the guy couldnt just relax. 🤷‍♀️ It's really a Bailey thing. 💙
I miss our pizza hut and wal mart trips. Every time we went to wal mart we always had to stop by the magazine section so he could get his Ford magazine. He always told me he would just subscribe... he never did.
Those are just to name a few. 💙 Sometimes it's the tiniest things that mean SO MUCH!!
I remind myself daily that I am living and loving for you. I am living and loving for our babies. I am doing my best to live my life to the fullest and take nothing for granted for you!!
We miss ya a whole bunch and we love you lots George!! 💙❤️
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samepictureofralphdbh · 2 months
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