#schizo plays horror

[baphy1428]

SchizoPlaysHorror: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCqtjgTAnke_GESnuAarHRg

🎮Play the game: https://mrconqueror.itch.io/alone-in-hell

#alone in hell #alone #gaming #horror #horror game #gamer #goth gamer #goth #piercings #satanist #schizophrenic #schizo plays horror #indie game #indie horror #demon boy #demon cosplay #demons #ghosts #scary #scary game #jumpscare

[jennifer-hamilton-wb]

All I wanted to do was play myhouse.wad. I've never played it before, people talk about it a lot. Can a schizo girl not play a horror game without her psychosis being triggered! What am I even taking seroquel for if I am consistently prevented from experiencing enjoying horror media?

#horror #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizoposting #real schizoposting not the bullshit that neurotypicals post #fucking bullshit #I never get to enjoy things ☹️

[beamergirll11]

I have Schizo-Affective Disorder and watching Josh from Until Dawn go through what he did made me feel unusual. I can’t explain if I felt sad or maybe even anger towards the fact that they may have been playing it up for the horror game.

For me the worst hallucination I had was possibly one of the most happy things that ever happened to me. I was driving and I felt my grandmother I felt her with me despite her being dead since 2012. The happiness I felt the warmth I felt her she was with me. However what she told me was horrid but I felt nothing but serenity. She told me I needed to kill myself that I needed to be there with her, She needed me.

Despite that obviously being a big WTF I felt love I felt her. When I told my therapist she was taken back but I spoke about it like I was telling her what I had for dinner. That’s when it all started the next few months things weren’t the same. I would see colors swaying around mainly grey, I would see family members pass by me or in a room or another and they weren’t.

I saw my sister in law come through the front door but she was at work. I heard my mother in law open my bedroom door and talk to me but she was asleep. The only time I ever saw anything that was definitely not real maybe only imaginable was The Grey Man.

I walked to the bathroom and I saw him he loomed over me tall but just grey no face nothing and when I went towards him I went through him like he was nothing. Later I would feel his presence in the bathroom…

Sometimes I wonder if it’s real if my medicine is stopping me from seeing the truth. What if my grandma really was trying to talk to me but why would she say to kill myself…

This is as far as it’s went I’ve heard a crow caw but nothing insane like Josh did and I fear now what if it ever gets that far.

#until Dawn #until dawn josh #schizoaffective

[bin-boy-production-2]

Ok so i just realized i never introduced myself-

Im Aspen but you can call me Bin (dont ask why) im working on a logo dw. Im pansexual and bigender, i love the colour red to the point my fringe is dyed red,i really like horror movies my top five is like 2007 halloween, house of wax, tcm the beginning, 3 from hell, american psycho and scream 1. My favourite animals are sharks, snakes, goats, cats and cows, im a very shy person and honestly intimidated by most things but im a very nice person over all... my friend at Jam studios is working on a comic rn which is a princess who runs away and finds her maid and they go to a masqurade and do wholesome lesbian stuff bcus we need some fluff in our life right? We are also working on another comic with Schizo (my character), Astrid (Jams character) and Smokey (our other friends character) and as for the game, it will be a kidnapping game with Stockholm syndrome and im looking forward to making it, you play as a boy/girl called Avery and its your first night shift alone at a video game store... more intrests are; assassins creed, call of duty, skulls, taxidermy and guitar. Bands i like are; Candlemass, Blind Guardian, Ghost, A7x, Korn, Vulvodynia, Pierce the veil ,Infant Anihilator, Worm Sheperd, Breaking Benjamin and i cant forget Type o Negative.

Theres my intro hopefully it aint too much-

#introduction #intro post #about myself #avenged7fold #korn #halloween #scream #3 from hell #house of wax #rob zombie #halloween 2007 #cheese #pierce the veil #type o negative #i dunno #heavy metal #Vulvodynia band

[ntrlily]

I have schizo episodes whenever I watch horror movies or play horror games and its terrible because I enjoy it in the *moment*...!!

oh but I just pushed through it when I was playing Your Turn To Die because I was having so much fun and then just had a *very* bad two weeks after that. But!!! I can replay that game specifically without having an episode. Very exciting.

#as such i dont opine on horror since my experience is limited

[ez-ra-zed]

I want methylene blue blood :(

If I don't it's in my story inspired by a woman who works, or worked, for the Pentagon

Who knows medicine is magick

And I made a character based on her and her Kali PFP and her bio and her telling me "every tweet you see is an experiment I'm conducting on your brain" while teaching me about plaque modulation and Alzheimer's disease????

She didn't groom me I was just mutuals with her on Twitter, but it's so **funny** to say she groomed me, when she actually worked/works for the Pentagon and probably still has connections in the Military sector? Maybe

That's the only human experimentation I'm comfortable with that wasn't self inflicted

I made a sometimes, for some people, hilarious memorable, r/Nootropics post about giving myself stimulant induced psychosis with cannabis, sleep deprivation, amphetamines, DPH, spiritual emergence, long COVID which wasn't on purpose even if I knew I was giving myself psychosis so I could then treat it for fun, to give advice to schizos. That took years of my life to recover, cool beans

Break the spell on me, break the spell on me, break the spell on me, break the spell on me

I come from a Russian horror fairy tale

It doesn’t matter where you’re from

I am not afraid of daylight

There is enough darkness here

This world gives you everything you ask for

But it takes it all away when you least expect

I don’t play your games

You’ll be dead one day

I come from a Russian horror fairy tale

It doesn’t matter where you’re from

I am not afraid of daylight

There is enough darkness here

This world gives you everything you ask for

But it takes it all away when you least expect

I breathe in to fill my lungs

So that I don’t have to breathe no more

I forget everything that hurts me

So that I can get hurt again

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

Once you felt the pain – you will feel it again

I don’t cry over you

Only cold can burn out tears on my face

I wish I could never see

What’s hidden ahead

My heart is so heavy – I’m falling into abyss

While it’s turning in stone from the inside

I come from a Russian horror fairy tale

It doesn’t matter where you’re from

I am not afraid of daylight

There is enough darkness here

This world gives you everything you ask for

But it takes it all away when you least expect

Touch me

It’s the real me

It is me who comes to you in dreams

It’s the real me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

(lalalala) Break the spell on me

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

My name is your fear

It makes your mouth bleed

https://lyricstranslate.com

#Spotify

[gazellefamily]

DOPPELGANGER (1993) “A dorky screenwriter (played by Paul Rudd-of-the-day George Newburn) gets down with still-traif Drewb as new mysterious roommate but she is having horny schizo moments of a twin sister stalking her? Or something? Then a Fangoria SOCIETY-esque larvea essplosion of blood reveals the twin is inside her? Or something!? ALONG CAME POLLY-level rom-com humor combined with DePalma mystery and Cronenberg body horror. And no one except Tubi remembers this exists.” -Sonny Gazelle

“If not for how much reality TV it tries to offer me, I would be legitimately confused as to whether Tubi is an independent entity or an extension of my consciousness. Tubi remembers this, and SO DO I. Drewb was very important to me at this time - She emerged from the Chrysalis of her turbulent teenhood as a foxy video vixen and I immediately purchased Drewb season tickets. Even her appearance as Two-Face henchperson ‘Sugar’ in the epochal BATMAN FOREVER commanded my attention. I kinda want to watch this again - Sonny’s description basically jives with my memory and makes it sound amazing. is it?” -Tommy Gazelle

[baphy1428]

🎮Watch full playthrough (all endings): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7AJkKC4ZQ9U&t=183s

🎮Play the game: https://malmerida.itch.io/grief

#horror #horror game #indie #indie horror #indie game #scary game #schizophrenic #schizophrenic gamer #schizophrenia life #schizo plays horror #funny #mental illness #mental health #grief

[bearsuitrecords]

Various Artists – Eamon The Destroyer – ‘A Small Blue Car – Re-made/Re-modelled’ Review from It's Psychedelic Baby Magazine: Bearsuit is a close-knit community of musicologists and risk-takers who love to push the envelope beyond traditional musical forms – in other words, they love to take the piss.  And like 4AD’s collaborative in-house project This Mortal Coil, Bearsuit artists often contribute to each other’s releases with several artists issuing albums under various pseudonyms. Their latest release features 16 artists (some in the Bearsuit stable, others friends and friends of friends in bands the label admires) reinterpreting Eamon The Destroyer’s 2021 release, ‘A Small Blue Car.’ Some artists were so impressed with the original that they insisted on remaking tracks that other friends and fans already tackled, so we got several versions of the same song. It makes for a very interesting and, as always with Bearsuit, an occasional challenging listen.  The trip begins with Japan’s Like This Parade applying their glitchy hiccups to ‘Nothing Like Anything,’ which Senji Niban revisits in a more expansive, dreamy take via his preferred Renoise workstation, both retaining the narrative structure of the story/song. Eamon’s harmonium-driven ‘Tomahawk Den’ is given an eerie overhaul courtesy France’s Société Cantine (Cy Bianne) resulting in robotic conversations between Cy and Eamon with numerous effects tossed in to make it seem like we’re listening to half a dozen different songs at once, which is obviously M. Bianne’s intent! Bearsuit’s own electronic experimentalist Andrei Rikichi adds a rough sheen to ‘The Conjuring Stops,’ originally a soothing, throbbing electronic loop. Playing both simultaneously for maximum headswirling effect!  ‘Ulederu’ originally came across like some alien transmissions from the Poltergeist telly and New Jersey’s own certifiable wingnuts Schizo Fun Addict do it justice with their own haunting gargles and glistening guitarscapes, while Bearsuit’s own Harold Nono expands ‘The Tide To steal Away’ original 73 seconds to nearly five minutes, completely reinventing its pondering ambience into a nail-biting journey through outer space: dark, foreboding, and ominously anticipatory. What lies ahead behind that next star or shimmering galaxy?  House Of Tapes (Yuuya Kuno) wreaks havoc across his laptop and Midi to imbue ‘My Drive’ with a Sabbathian, heavy metal stomp which may be too unsettling for some to bear; two other “re-models” are on offer, including Hanali’s “Gorge” music take, which combines eerie spoken-word with tribal drumming and flickering electronics and my personal favourite, Michael Valentine West’s Eno-esque ambient dreamscape. More hauntological soundscapes are delivered via The Moth Poets’ horror film soundtracking of ‘Slow Motion Fade’. The project previously collaborated with Senji Niban on an earlier Bearsuit release (‘Live At The River Lounge’) and their soothing-yet evocative remakes are among my favourites here, alongside John 3:16 (Phillipe Gerber)’s ambient drones and Stricknice’s melodic glitch cut-ups that permeate ‘Humanity Is Coming.’  There is much to digest here and while not everything may be your personal cuppa, it gives you an excellent cross section of the state of today’s electronic and experimental music scene. Jeff Penczak https://www.psychedelicbabymag.com/2022/11/various-artists-eamon-the-destroyer-a-small-blue-car-re-made-re-modelled.html?fbclid=IwAR3klki1J0eY5_2qyZuD7zUTBy-IGPPXsT96cw7zLwDuT7I3SxWVvkwVPBk

[officerdougeiffel]

as a schizo spec person listening to tma, wtnv or any semi realistic horror podcast is like playing Russian roulette but instead of being shot you forget that stupidly tall people with sharp fingers and floating animals aren't actually real

#I'd honestly prefer being shot tho /hj #tma #the magnus archives #wtnv #welcome to nightvale

[cardest]

Italy & Rome playlist

Pizza. Fiat. Centurions. Fulci. Argento. Morricone. It’s all here in this Roma - Italia playlist. If you love ancient Roman history and horror film soundtracks, this is the playlist for you! Hit play right here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-iHPcxymC18JtHohAYmD7g1FGA8S-D2B

Nero would enjoy this playlist! But, if there is a song or band I forgot or even a horror film soundtrack, or Italian prog record I mighta missed, let me know! This is one of my favorite playlists. Grazie!

ITALIA & ROMA

001 Goblin - La caccia 002 High On Fire -  Romulus And Remus 003 Braens Machine - Flying 004 Piero Umiliani - Produzione 005 Fantomas - Page 1 [6 Frames] 006 Lucio Fulci's Zombie Theme(1979) 007 Tullio De Piscopo drum pattern - Samba Carnival 008 Quella Vecchia Locanda - Il Tempo Della Gioia 009 Sandro Brugnolini - Amofen 010 Ufomammut - Mars 011 Gerardo Iacoucci - Tradimento 012 Procol Harum - Conquistador   013 LA TERZA MADRE  - Main Theme by Claudio Simonetti 014 Fantomas -  The Godfather 015 Toto Cutugno - L'Italiano 016 CHILDREN OF TECHNOLOGY - Fear the mohawk reaper 017 Ennio Morricone -  Non Rimane Piu Nessuno 018 Mina - Non credere 019 Bölzer - Roman Acupuncture 020 Jerry Goldsmith The Omen OST - Ave Satani 021 Lou Monte - roman guitar 022 Tony Di Marti - L'Uccellino Della Comare   023 Paul Chain Violet Theatre - 17 day 024 Satyricon -  The Ghost of Rome 025 Ghost - Con Clavi Con Dio 026 Charles Aznavour - Com'a Triste Venezia 027 Jula de Palma - Tua (1959) versione originale 028 Dean Martin - That's Amore   029 FORGOTTEN TOMB - We Owe You Nothing 030 Mike Patton - Ti Offro Da Bere 031 Death SS - Heavy Demons 032 The Lord Weird Slough Feg - Sword of Machiavelli 033 Afterhours - Milano Circonvallazione Esterna 034 Fantomas -  Page 17 [14 Frames] 035 Gluttony -  The Rise Of Pompey 036 Sherpa - Kim (((o))) Tigris & Euphrates 037 Umberto Tozzi Gloria - Italian Version 038 Franco Bracardi & Giorgio Bracardi -  Lo Strangolatore Di Boston 039 Black Hole - Bells of Death 040 Tarantella Pugliese - La Rondinella 041 Pino Villa- A Mucca Pazza 042 Opera IX - Bela Lugosi's Dead 043 MARIO MOLINO - TRAFFICO CAOTICO 044 Lucio Battisti - La Collina Dei Ciliegi 045 Tenebre (Main Title) by Goblin 046 SYK - FONG 047 FUOCO FATUO - Sulphureous Hazes 048 Primordial -  As Rome Burns 049 Abysmal Grief - Crypt of Horror 050 Mike Patton/Mondo Cane - re D'Amore 051 The Man from U. N. C. L. E. Soundtrack - Jimmy Renda Se 052 Stelvio Cipriani - Papaya 053 Fantomas - Page 28 [20 Frames] 054 Carlo Maria Cordio - Rosso Sangue (Absurd) 055 Emma De Angelis - Trip 056 BRUNO NICOLAI-Red Cats (1975) 057 Duncan Dhu - La barra de este hotel 058 FROZEN CROWN - Neverending 059 Pavor na Cidade dos Zumbis (City of the Living Dead, 1980) Theme 060 Jarboe & Father Murphy - The Ferryman 061 Mudhoney - When In Rome 062 Fantomas - Page 21 [11 Frames] 063  Ancient Roman Music - Synaulia I 064 Behemoth - Rome 64 C.E. / Slaying the Prophets ov Isa 065 Clutch - Nero's Fiddle 066 Gluttony -  The Rise Of Sulla 067 Goblin - L'alba dei morti viventi 068 Elvis Presley - Heart Of Rome 069 Bulldozer - Insurrection Of The Living Damned 070 Peggy Lee - When In Rome (I Do as the Romans Do) 071 Osanna - Variazione I (To Plinius) 072 GIULIANO SORGINI - Ultima Caccia 073 Ennio Morricone - Metti una sera a cena 074 Sepultura -  The Vatican 075 Rome Soundtrack 02 The Forum 076 Fantomas -  Page 4 [11 Frames] 077 Gladiator - Theme Song 078 Avantasia - The Glory of Rome 079 Caligula (1979)-Opening Credits 080 Umberto -  Temple Room 081 SODOM - Caligula 082 Lacuna Coil -  Survive 083 Gigliola Cinquetti - Non ho leta 084 Lucio Battisti - Emozioni 085 Goblin -  Markos 086 MIke Patton -  Urlo Negro 087 Sandro Brugnolini -  Megattera 088 Fantomas -  Page 25 [34 Frames] 089 The Italian Job Soundtrack- Opening Titles 090 Fabio Frizzi - Un Gatto Nel Cervello 091 Heidevolk - Het verbond met Rome 092 Messiah - Nero 093 Julio Iglesias - Todo el amor que te hace falta 094 Calabria - Luna Calabrisi 095 Various Artists -  Iena Sequence 096 Fantomas -  Page 5 [7 Frames] 097 Perry Como Mandolins In The Moonlight 098 The Beyond Soundtrack - main theme 099 Mercyful Fate - Gypsy 100 Goblin -  Suspiria 101 Ufomammut - Empireum 102 Diaframma - Neogrigio 103 Umberto -  The Psychic 104 NecroDeath - Master Of Morphine 105 The Dirtiest - Cento shot 106 Fantomas -  Page 29 [39 Frames] 107 La Morte Viene Dallo Spazio - Ashes 108 Achille Togliani Fontana Di Trevi 109 MV & EE - Much obliged 110 Isis Synaulia - Musica dell'antica Roma 111 Sandro Brugnolini - Marsuino 112 Giobia - far behind 113 Darvaza - silver chalice   114 Fantomas -  Investigation Of A Citizen Above suspicion 115 Rome Soundtrack - Main Title Theme 116 Nebulae - Carbon 117 Beat Fuga - Shake 118 Gruppo folk naxos - Tarantella siciliana 119 Russian Circles - Milano 120 Kalidia - Circe's spell 121 Harlan Williams, Beneath the Iron Heel of Pagan Rome 122 Exhorder - Slaughter in the Vatican 123 Vatican - the 5th of metal 124 Extrema - Deep Infection 125 Rod Stewart - Italian Girls 126 Louis Prima - Buona Sera 127 Mike Patton/Mondo Cane - Che Notte! 128 Sinoath -  Saturnalia 129 Piero Piccioni - L'Italia Vista dal Cielo (Lombardia) 130 PIERO UMILIANI - Topless Party 131 Dean Martin - Arrivederci Roma 132 Fantomas -  Page 30 [2 Frames] 133 Sadist - Nadir 134 Hour of Penance - Rise and Oppress 135  Virgin Steele - The Burning of Rome (Cry for Pompeii) 136 FROZEN CROWN - Battles In The Night 137 The Monolith Deathcult - Demigod 138 PIG DESTROYER -  Machiavellian 139 Raw Power  - State oppresion 140 La luna ammenzu o mari - Folk Sicilia 141 Angels and Demons Soundtrack - Main Theme (Hans Zimmer) 142 Lou Monte - Bella notte 143 Fantomas - Page 7 [6 Frames] 144 Danger Mouse and Daniele Luppi - Theme of ''Rome'' 145 INFERNO OST Dario Argento - MAIN THEME 146 Hombres G - Venezia 147 Rome Soundtracks - The Battle has began (Caesar's Theme) 148 NORA ORLANDI- Ossessione 149 Stelvio Cipriani - Orgasmo Nero 150 Goblin -  Profondo Rosso - Mad Puppet 151 Duatha - Maximinus Thrax 152 Sodom - City of God 153 Caronte - Invocation to Paimon 154 Demoni (Demons) Soundtrack by Claudio Simonetti  - Killing 155 PSYCHEDELIC WITCHCRAFT - Rising On The Edge 156 James Reyne - Fall Of Rome 157 Fantomas -  Vendetta 158  Rome Soundtrack - 16Th Death of Pompey 159 Alessandro Alessandroni & Sorgini Giuliano - Overcraft 160 The Man from U. N. C. L. E. OST - Che Vuole Questa Musica Stasera (Profumo Di Donna) 161 Clutch - Circus Maximus 162 Candlemass - Demons Gate 163 ROME - Uropia O Morte 164 Siouxsie And The Banshees - Cities In Dust (Extended 12 Version) 165 Tony Mottola - You And Only You 166 Musica dell'Antica Roma - Pavor 167 Fantomas - Page 6 [26 Frames] 168 Aborym -  II 169 Scorpions - The Sails Of Charon 170 Blind Guardian -  Lionheart 171 Septicflesh -  Dante's Inferno 172 MESSA - Leah 173 Mike Patton -  Senza Fine 174 Gary Numan - My Centurion 175 Frank Black and the Catholics - Back to Rome 176 Tonino Cavallo - Tarantella Siciliana 177 THE MELVINS - The Bloated Pope 178 Gluttony -  Lucullus In The East 179 Toto - Spanish Steps Of Rome 180 Fantomas -  Page 8 [9 Frames] 181 Mark Lanegan Band - Playing Nero 182 METRALLETA STEIN OST - Telemark 183 Luciano Pavarotti - Sole Mio 184 Jorja Chalmers - red light 185 Blood Ceremony -  Faunus 186 EKPYROSIS - Profound Death 187 Corleone  - Tutto diventerà rosso (feat. Mike Patton) 188 Primus -  The Storm 189 Museo Rosenbach - Superuomo 190 IVANO FOSSATI - MILANO 191 Lucio Dalla - Milano 192 Fantomas -  Page 9 [11 Frames] 193 Alessandro Allesendroni - Remember 194 Le Orme - Felona & Sorona - Return To Naught 195 Rome - The Spanish Drummer 196 Epitaph  -  Beyond the Mirror 197 Ephel Duath - The Passage 198 Three of You - New Life 199 Walter Rizzati I remember (Quella villa accanto al cimitero) 200 Lacuna Coil -  Heaven's A Lie 201 Judas Priest - Nostradamus 202 Triumvirat - Vesuvius 79 A.D. 203 Amedeo Tommasi - Exploration 204 Nero Kane † Lord Won't Come 205 FULCI - Eye Full Of Maggots 206 ULVER - Nemoralia 207 Voltumna  - Roma Delenda Est 208 Adorable - Sistine Chapel Ceiling 209 I Gres - Restless 210 Rita Pavone - Il Geghegè 211 Jahbulong - Under the influence of the fool 212 Theatres des Vampires -  Sangue 213 Antonio - High Voltage! 214 Fantomas -  Page 23 [17 Frames] 215 Sadist - Enslaver of Lies 216 Bunker 66 - (She's Got) Demon Eyes 217 GIULIANO SORGINI - Mad town 218 Zu -  Ostia 219 Moonraker - Miss Goodhead Meets Bond in Venice 220 Franco Micalizzi - I Due Volti Della Paura 221 John Zorn Naked City - The Sicilian Clan 222 Piero Umiliani - Nel Villaggio 223 Mike Patton/Mondo Cane - Cielo In Una Stanza 224 UFOMAMMUT - Warsheep 225 Fleshgod Apocalypse -  Elegy 226 SLASHER DAVE - Fulzzi 227 Panna Fredda - La Paura 228 Meads Of Asphodel - God Is Rome 229 Nora Orlandi - I Robot Original Version (Il dolce corpo di Deborah) 230 Caronte - Exctasy of Hecate 231 White Skull - Will of the Strong 232 Wotan - Thermopiles 233 Chromatics - Faded Now 234 Fantomas -  Page 2 [7 Frames] 235 Schizo - the main frame collapse 236 Ghost B.C. -  Per Aspera Ad Inferi 237 Dream Theater - The Count Of Tuscany 238 Satyricon -  Commando 239 Psico Galera - La Prima Volta 240 Scolopendra - Priest's blood soup 241 Theatres Des Vampires - 'Til the Last Drop of Blood 242 Victrola - Game of Despair 243 Blue Phantom - Diodo 244 Mortuary Drape - My Soul/primordial 245 Fantomas -  Page 11 [10 Frames] 246 Gianni Ferrio - Un dollaro bucato 247 Ataraxia - Canzona 248 Hexvessel - Phaedra 249 Lee Hazlewood and Nancy Sinatra - Some Velvet Morning 250 Mike Patton -  L'Uomo Che Non Sapeva Amare 251 Idiota Civilizzato - Uno E Nessuno 252 Ennio Morricone - Main Theme for Dario Argento's THE CAT O'NINE TAILS 253 Rhapsody - Ascending to Infinity 254 Monumentum - Battesimo: Nero Opaco 255 Opera IX - 1313 (Eradicate the False Idols) 256 Piedone lo sbirro OST - The Baron's death 257 Goblin - Deep red OST main theme 258 EKPYROSIS - Immolate the Denied 259 L'Impero delle Ombre - II Sabba 260 Monte Kristo - The Girl of Lucifer 261 Ghost - Lady Nite 262 Hallowed - Wake Up In The Night 263 Fantomas -  Page 27 [15 Frames] 264 Giuliano Sorgini - Lavoro cerebrale 265 Death SS - Vampire 266 VOLTURIAN - Broken 267 Cradle Of Filth - The 13th Caesar 268 Fulci - tropical sun 269 Alessandro Cortini - Perdere 270 Francesco Guccini - Bologna 271 Abysmal Grief  - Celebrate what they fear 272 Goblin - book of skulls 273 Tom Waits - In The Colosseum 274 Peggy Lee - Autumn In Rome 275 Ruins - Petit Portrait 276 Urna - Omnis Inifinita Mens Est Gremium Et Sepolcrum Universi 277 Nicolas Gaunin - Noa Noa Noa 278 Lacuna Coil - No Need to Explain 279 Theatres Des Vampires - Morgana Effect 280 Sepultura - City of Dis 281 Opera IX - The Oak 282 Rhapsody - Il cigno nero 283 Cripple Bastards  - Variante Alla Morte 284 Goblin - Witch (Susperia OST) 285 Death SS - revived 286 Henning Christiansen - L'essere Umano Errabando La Voca Errabando 287 Rolling Blackouts - The Second Of The First 288 Giuda - Overdrive 289 Hierophant  - Son of the new faith 290 Giorgio Faletti - Nati a Milano 291 Fabio Frizzi - A Cat in the Brain, Sequence 2 292 Dean Martin - On An Evening In Roma (Sott'er Celo De Roma) 293 FLESHGOD APOCALYPSE - Monnalisa 294 Valgrind - The Endless Circle 295 Oceana - Atlantidea Suite Part 1 296 Soda Stereo - Paseando Por Roma 297 Blasphemer - The Sixth Hour 298 Raw Power - Dreamer 299 Mike Patton/Mondo Cane - Deep down 300 Lacuna Coil - Swamped 301 Slalom OST by Ennio Morricone - Main theme 302 Stefano Marcucci - INFERNO 303 Lou Monte - Shaddap Ya Face 304 The Case of the Bloody Iris OST by Bruno Nicolai - Main theme 305 Mortuary Drape - Dreadful discovery 306 Antonio Riccardo Luciani - Cinque sottozero 307 Plateau Sigma -  Ouija and the Qvantvm 308 Piero Piccioni - Colpo rovente OST - main titles 309 Riz Ortolani - sette orchidee macchiate di rosso 310 Ad Nauseam - Imperative Imperceptible Impulse 311 Oliver Onions - Italian Girl 312 Bauhaus - Bela Lugosi's Dead 313 Metamorfosi - Spacciatore di Droga - Terremoto - Limbo 314 Body Count OST by Claudio Simonetti  - main theme 315 Symphony X - Underworld 316 Carlo Savina - Titoli di testa 317 Orchestra King Zerand - Night Song 318 Piero Umiliani - La schiava 319 CLAUDIO SIMONETTI'S GOBLIN - The Devil is back 320 Roman Holiday OST - Main title 666 Fabio Frizzi - Voci Dal Nulla

Perhaps not enough Morricone and needs more Goblin. The next update will have more, I am sure. Play it here:  https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL-iHPcxymC18JtHohAYmD7g1FGA8S-D2B

#Italy #Italy playlist #rome #romans #ancient rome #roman playlist #rome playlist #fulci #dario argento #goblin #lacuna coil #Fabio Frizzi #nero #mortuary drape #mike patton #ennio morricone #italian prog #italian horror

[letskidnapsenpai]

Hi boo, I'm here for an MHA matchup if you don't mind 😗 (No gender preference)

I'm an afab trans man who uses he/him pronouns and I'm 19 (and never fucking learned how to read). I'm bisexual demi romantic and I am professionally diagnosed with schizo-affective, chronic PTSD, depression and bipolar, and as such I take a lot of medications. I'm a Muslim, Leo sun/Aquarius moon/Cancer Venus/Sagittarius Mars/Virgo rising.

My hobbies include drawing and writing, playing Pokemon and Animal Crossing (and other video games), watching horror movies, cooking and cleaning, fantasizing about romantic situations, caring for my grandmother and doing my daily prayers.

My likes include tiny and baby animals, cute journals to write in, astronomy and astrology, plush toys (I own like 30 and I love them all) and mythology.

My dislikes involve being underestimated (specifically by my dad), loud crowds, events or items that trigger my illnesses, Endeavor (he reminds me somewhat of my dad), being left alone anywhere, a lot of my family members (they're all drunkards, drug abusers or both), people who don't look up their facts before trying to disprove me and unnecessary arguments and yelling, and math.

My habits are smoking cigarettes, scratching myself endlessly, bouncing my legs, binge eating, responding to texts out loud and constantly texting my friends as if I'm unaware they're getting tired of me lol.

Around new people I try to appear harmless but professional. When I'm comfortable with people I pull out the crude jokes, all my stuffed animals, every detail about my past and present, and discuss American politics. I like to play wrestle with my friends. When a real fight occurs however, I go all out. I once kicked the asses of three guys twice my size. My dad is a retired Navy Seal who taught me how to defend myself so I have him to thank for that. I tend to be the funny friend who does stupid shit to get a laugh out of people.

I tend to shut down when people get angry with me. There are times I feel hyper sexual and times I feel sex repulsed. I go far out of my way to prove myself to others that I'm not useless or deserve to be in my mom's shadow, but my dad can't overlook that he only compliments her and how hard she works because he's hopeful he'll get sex that night. It's difficult for me to open up to other people because I'm scared I'll get hurt. I never cry but it affects me greatly when my dad "jokes" about me being fat (as if he's any better than me). I'm simply tired of being the butt of his every joke. My brother is Autistic and my parents make excuses for him all the time to an unfair extreme, but never do the same for me.

Haha this kinda turned into a micro vent but oh well. I hope I didn't write too much and please have a great day! I love reading what you write daily.

Hiya 💖💫 I didn't write for him in a long time, so maybe he's a little bit out of character 🥺💖 The longer I was reading this, the more concerned for you I got, if you want to talk about something, you're always welcome to message me! 💫💖 I tried to avoid the topic of your religion and mental disorders, because it's something I don't know much about and I didn't wanted to get something wrong 🥺💖 Enjoy! 💖

My choice for you is... *drum roll* Dabi! And here's why:

• Dabi would accept all your mental disorders, he probably has few himself

• He'll find your drawings cool and he might even steal few to take into his room

• Hes used to Shigaraki playing games, so he doesn't mind that you do, as long as you give him attention when he wants

• He'll watch horror movie with you, so he can tease you if you get scared

• He's messy and he doesn't eat unless somebody gives him food or he's really starving, so it's good that you like cooking and cleaning

• He's not much of a romantic, but he cares for you and he'll try

• He doesn't care about what you believe in, he's atheist himself, but he doesn't say anything against your religion

• He might help you take care of your grandma sometimes, but since he's villain, he doesn't want her to recognize him

• He finds your collection of plush toys adorable and he gets steals you new one sometimes

• He'll also get you new journals, but he'll read what your write into them

• He also has problems with his father, so he fully understands you

• He hates being underestimated as much as you do, so another thing you two have in common

• He doesn't care about loud crowds, but he'll try to dodge them when he's with you

• He loves you even tho he's asshole so he'll do everything he can to not trigger your illnesses

• He's capable of arguing with anybody, but he'll try to not when he's with you

• He also smokes, so you two take smoke breaks together plus he's practically lighter, so you don't have to worry about carrying one with you

• He doesn't have any life, so he's free to text all day

• He finds amusing how appear quiet and collected at first, but you're badass

• You two go to missions together and then he brags about how good you're in a fight to everybody in lov

• Other members of lov also like you, Toga has crush on you and Shigaraki discusses and plays games with you

• Dabi and Toga might make little trip to visit your father, with knives.

• Dabi will asure you about how awesome you're

• You'll get all the love you deserve in lov and from Dabi

#bnha #bnha fanfiction #mha #mha x reader #bnha x reader #my hero acadamy #boku no academia #denki kaminari #boku no hero x reader #bnha dabi #mha dabi #dabi x reader #dabi my hero academia #dabi #dabi x you #dabi is touya #league of villains #league of villians x reader

[tirednowhasablog]

CoryxKenshin and Duet: A call for Cory and Alters to Remove This Video.

I’m keeping it short and not-sweet because this is bullshit.

CoryxKenshin is a youtuber who plays scary video games and watches creepy videos (he does other things, more comedic). In July 2020, he posted a video called “TOP 5 CREEPIEST VIDEOS.” At the end of the video, there’s a skit that shows a child with ‘imaginary friends’ that attack the hospital staff when he gets angry. The entire thing is a demonizing, violent and skewed depiction of Dissociative Identity DIsorder, hitting every single stereotype and then some, from making a disabled child look dangerous (the nurse pulls a sedative as if he’s violent despite Jack being wheelchair-bound), and that his ‘imaginary friends’ are demonic, or at least supernatural, beings that Jack actually has no control over, but is actually somehow influencing them when he gets angry. These ‘imaginary friends’ are violent, even homicidal, and the doctors observe Jack in a room by himself like a lab rat.

Here is the original video.

Here’s Cory’s video.

This post is to spread awareness of the original video and to recommend that CoryxKenshin remove that portion of the video.

This skit also needs to be taken down. Sensationalizing and demonizing alters, and Dissociative Identity Disorder as some horror trope, doesn’t at all help fight stigma around the disorder.

(I don’t hold him accountable for choosing it -- it was suggested to him and he likely doesn’t (or didn’t) know the harm the video does. I HIGHLY doubt he’s aware at all of what DID is or what it’s like. He didn’t do this out of malice, just didn’t know any better, so PLEASE don’t attack him like this was a conscious choice on his part to spread this video to harm others.)

I encourage the DID community (and anyone who sees this) to make sure people know about it and to go to the video and the creators to ask them to take it down.

I have other issues with CoryxKenshin I don’t wanna get into on this post BUT PLEASE DO NOT GET NASTY. No death threats, no threats to doxx, no threats of harm or wishing violence on him or anyone. If you do you’re part of the problem. Period.

Here is CoryxKenshin’s twitter. Here’s his Instagram. Please let him know the dangerous and stigmatizing skit in his video NEEDS to be taken down. DO NOT BE AGGRESSIVE OR ATTACK HIM.

Below is a cut that’s more detailed description of the skit.

In the video, at the end, a shorter drama-horror video is shown, depicting a child alone in a room coloring. The doctors observing him and the one who enters the room does not address him as a human being, but as a lab rat, saying “what are we thinking, dissociative identity or schizo?” The child - Jack - is drawing the same two characters over and over, a bear and a clown.

Later on it’s revealed his friends are violent, and that he (Jack, though he claims he didn’t do it) clawed his grandmother and killed the neighbor’s dog. Jack tries to order the nurses to let him go home, but he’s refused. The nurse in the room acts terrified that he’s drawing red over a picture of her.

At the end, the bear and clown - which are now invisible demons or ‘imaginary friends’ of Jack’s, attack the nurse. She tries to use a sedative, but her arm gets cut off. The doctors in the observation room start being cut up or burning.

Jack doesn’t talk like a child at all. He talks mechanically, or like an adult. He’s stuck in a room alone, observed like he’s some lab rat. The doctors don’t at all talk about him like an actual patient, more like a test subject, and the nurse in the room outright lies or tries to control Jack’s actions out of fear. Jack says he didn’t hurt the dog or his grandmother. His friends are depicted as demonic, invisible entities that Jack can’t control, and can only warn about.

This is an obvious demonization and horror-type depiction of DID. His ‘alters’ (which the video even starts off with that word, and the skit itself is named ‘Dual,’ referring to the ‘dual personality’ trope. The doctors refer to him as “split down the middle” in reference to “split personality.” His friends appear as independent, violent creatures with strange appearances, and only Jack can control them, but they’re unpredictable and violent to others. The nurse pulls out a syringe of sedative as if the only way to keep herself safe from a FUCKING CHILD is to sedate him heavily.

Jack is confined to a wheelchair, by the way.

The entire thing is so grotesque, and the violent scenes at the end are very bloody and violent. So warning for disturbing imagery. (Once the nurse grabs Jack’s arm, things turn violent, so if you’re watching, that’s where it starts.)

I actually don’t like CoryxKenshin at all, because he often raises a gun to the camera and threatens the viewer, even in one video raising a knife to the microphone and saying “ya hear that? That’s me rubbing the blade against your neck.”

The strange thing is he uses censorship in his videos, and in the beginning, his content wasn’t nearly as violent. His shop and charities donate to LGBT causes, and he’s really sweet to his viewers. But good people can make bad decisions and bad actions. So he’s definitely one of my least favorite youtubers.

This probably won’t reach far but if it does, and CoryxKenshin sees this, I need him to know this isn’t because I hate him personally, and I did originally like his content and followed him on twitter and YouTube, but this is repulsive, and offensive. This actually affects people’s perception of DID, and because I myself have it, seeing someone depict it as a horrifying drama, let alone someone making a video reacting to it as if it’s a sensational ‘creepy’ video is making the problem worse.

#endogenic #traumagenic #actually dissociative #actually did #coryxkenshin #dissociative disorders #actually endogenic #tulpa #crosstagging so everyone sees it

[willows-horde]

I’m actually really proud of this. I hadn’t touched this in years apparently and I’d been wanting to finish it for a while and I finally did. Basically, this is the first chapter of the game. Written out. So... if you’ve played it you know what to expect. I’ve been wanting to practice writing different types of writing, and still do, so I guess this was practice in writing horror and an overly creepy atmosphere.

the Evil Within: chapter one (literally) word count: 6623

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It was raining hard when Officer Oscar Connelly picked up the three detectives. There wasn't any thunder or lightning just a heavy rain. Sebastian Castellanos, the lead detective of the three, sat up front in the passenger’s seat. Behind him sat his partner, Joseph Oda, who was currently looking through his notes from their latest case. Next to Joseph, and behind the driver’s seat, was Juli Kidman who sat in silence with her arms crossed. Then someone spoke through the police radio. “All units, all units; 11-99, expedite cover code 3. Beacon Mental Hospital.”

Oscar picked up the comm device and, bringing it to his mouth, pressed the button on the side and said, “184 copy; code 3. ETA 3 minutes.” He replaced the comm unit, than switched on both the police siren and lights.

“Copy 184,” came the response.

After he turned onto the road leading to the hospital, he stated, “Sorry detectives,” as he glanced in the rear-view at the two in the back. Then, as he continued, he turned to the man next to him. “I know you just comin' off a case but I'm afraid we're gonna have to make a detour.”

Joseph, having been listening, closed and rested his notepad on his lap. Turning his attention to Oscar he said, “Sounds serious. Is it a riot?”

“Call went out just before I picked you up. Said it was 'multiple homicides.' Half a dozen units already on-scene,” he informed them. The woman spoke over the police radio again, though, since the message was to a someone else, they didn't respond. Oscar looked in the rearview to Joseph. “Hey, maybe it's the ghost of that doctor who went schizo and chopped up all those patients.”

Joseph sat up straight in his seat and turned to Oscar. “That's not what happened. Some patients disappeared. Some kind of scandal?”

“Still, gives ya the creeps, doesn't it?” Oscar stated. The detective leaned back into his seat again.

Then from the police radio, “127, 124, please respond...”

Sebastian twisted around in his seat to look back at his partner. “Joseph, you think there's a connection?”

“It's a possibility,” he told him. He then lifted his notepad holding it from the bottom and waved it slightly as he continued. “I believe the records were sealed.”

The woman from the radio spoke again. “Anyone on-scene, respond...”

Reaching over, Sebastian picked up the comm device. “Dispatch this is Detective Castellanos in 184, what's the situation, over?”

“184 be advised, some problem...” At this point there was static and she began to cut out. Sebastian started to ask dispatch something when there was suddenly a high-pitched sound emitted from the speaker of the police radio.

Both Sebastian and Connelly cursed at the noise. Connelly accidentally swerved the vehicle as he lifted a hand to her ear to try to block out the noise. Despite that he quickly regained control and kept driving. Joseph removed his glasses and brought a hand to his head. Juli Kidman, who had been quite during the entirety of the trip, showed no response to the noise. “Junior Detective Kidman, any thoughts?” Sebastian asked as he looked back at her in the rearview.

“Nothing yet,” she told him as she looked back at him. Then, as she turned her attention back out the window, she stated, “I'm sure we'll know everything once we get there.”

Connelly hadn't even fully stopped the car in front of the gate to the hospital when both Kidman and Sebastian opened their doors. Joseph waited until they had completely stopped before he exited the vehicle. Closing his door, Sebastian stepped up to the open gate. The other two detectives followed suit. “What do you make of it?” Joseph asked him as he stepped up behind him.

He looked back to the police car. “Connelly.” Connelly pushed open his door and stepped out of the vehicle. “Contact Dispatch and let them know what's happening. Joseph, Kidman,” he turned back to the open gate in front of him as he continued. “You're with me. We're going to have a look around.”

“Right...” Kidman stated as she followed them inside.

Just inside the gate there was a round-about; and all along it were police cars. A few had there lights flashing but all of them were empty. There wasn't a person in sight. Joseph walked around the left side while Sebastian, with Kidman following him, went along the right. “There are no weapons left in their cars.” Sebastian heard Joseph say from the the other side.

With a glance over at Kidman, Sebastian asked, “What do you see Kidman?”

“Rain is gonna wash away any evidence,” she stated without much hesitation. Well, she wasn't wrong.

Sebastian was the first to reach the double doors of the hospital. Cracking open the left door, he flinched away from the smell. “Smells like blood,” Joseph commented as he stepped up next to him.

“All right, stay sharp,” Sebastian told him. With a nod, Joseph removed his handgun from its holster at his side. He pushed the right door open slightly at first, than quickly open the rest of the way as he then gripped his gun with both hands. Cautiously, he stepped inside and, glancing in all directions made his way in. As Kidman, who already had her gun drawn, stepped up to the doorway, Sebastian turned to her. “We're going to check it out. Don't let anyone else through this door.”

“I can be an extra set of eyes,” she told him.

“We don't know what's happening here. You're our backup.” And with that he turned away from her and stepped inside the lobby.

Just from the entryway Sebastian could already see half a dozen bodies. There was blood everywhere and pools of it where some of the bodies lay. On the other side of the lobby, across from the entrance, was the front desk. On the wall above the desk was the words 'Beacon Mental Hospital' with their insignia. As he looked around he spotted a set of double doors on both sides of the room. There were eight benches divided in sets of two. With each set was a circular table sitting between them. Lastly, for decoration, there were some pictures on the walls and a collection of plants around the room with the largest one in the direct center or the room.

They made it about half way through the lobby when they heard a clatter. “Did you hear something?” Joseph asked as he walked around the plant. Not a moment later he spotted an open door next the the front desk and, while keeping his guard up, jogged over. “Someone alive in here,” he called back out to his partner.

Joseph waited at the door as Sebastian hurried over and stepped back and out of the way when he arrived. They were in the security room. Most of the monitors were on and supplying feed from the countless cameras throughout the building. The man that Joseph had found looked to be a doctor. He was slumped down on the floor against a door. Sebastian knelt next to him and rested a hand on his shoulder. “Are you injured? What happened here?” Joseph stepped over near the doctors other side.

As the doctor started to answer, Sebastian removed his hand from his shoulder. “...can't be real...” After a pause he continued. “Impossible. Ruvik, is...” It was all he could manage before he passed out.

Kneeling down, Joseph put a hand on his shoulder. “I've got him.” Looking to Sebastian, he told him. “The security cameras might tell us something.” Sebastian, with a nod, got to his feet.

Stepping over to the monitors, the sound of gunfire sounded from the one directly in front of him. Sebastian leaned forward on the counter and watched as people ran into view. They were cops, three of them. They stopped and turned around to fire their guns in the direction they had come. Suddenly, a figure all but appeared and struck at the officer furthest from the other two. And before he even hit the floor the figure in white seemingly teleported to the others and killed them as well. Sebastian was so shocked by what he saw he whispered, “What the hell?” The figure in white looked up at the camera and it zoomed in on his face for just a moment before he fazed out and disappeared. “What...?” A chill ran up his back and he turned slightly when he saw something out of the corner of his eye. As he turned all he managed was a 'huh' as he could have sworn he saw the figure from the video feed standing behind him, before he blacked out as the man in white lashed out at him.

- ~ - ~ -

As Sebastian came to, the first thing his senses picked up was music. Next came a faint dripping sound. He groggily opened his eyes. Slowly, he was starting to regain his bearings. He was... hanging upside-down, and there was something running down his arm and hand. He moved his hand so he could get see what it was. Blood. Was he injured..? Without moving much, he looked around. There was a lot of blood on the floor and he thought he saw someone else hanging close by. Than, with what strength he had, pulled himself up to see how exactly how he was hung. By a rope it seemed. He let himself drop back down and instantly tensed up. A man was approaching him from another room. Did he know he was awake?

The man was bald and wore a strange med-evil looking headpiece that looked more like a torture device than a mask. The only other thing he could tell about him was that he was a big guy. Thankfully, however, he only paused in front of him momentary before he walked past. Now that he was much more aware of his situation he noticed a blade stuck in the body he had noticed hanging close by. Suddenly, he heard a sickening sound. Sebastian wasn't sure he wanted to know what was happening; but even so, he risked a glance in the direction of the sound, and, out of the corner of his eye, he saw the arm of big man swinging what could be a machete. Turning away, he hoped he didn't find out he was awake, all the while being forced to listen to whatever was happening.

When it was over, the butcher started walking back to the other room that was in front of him. As he stepped into his line of sight he carried with him the upper half of a man. Blood gushed from where his waist used to be. Sebastian knew in that instant, with obsolete certainty, that he needed to get out of there. Or he'd end up like that. Once the sadistic man stepped into the other room, Sebastian attempted to reach for the knife. It was his only chance of getting free and he couldn't reach it. Desperate, he swung his arm out and tried to grab for the knife again. Though despite not reaching it, he did realize that he was now swinging on the rope. That's good. Maybe if he could get enough momentum he could get close enough to grab it. He sent a quick glace past the body to the man in the other room. The sadist was... preoccupied, with the body that he had dropped onto a table.

After a couple minutes, Sebastian finally managed to get enough momentum in his swing to grab the blade. Immediately after he had it, he curled up and swung at the rope cutting himself free. He groaned as he landed on his back; than quickly pushed himself up into a crouch and looked to the other room. The music must have masked his fall since the man showed no sign of hearing him. The headache started as soon as he got to his feet. He felt for his gun, even though he didn't think he'd have it, and he was right. His trench coat was also gone, he'd noticed. That... was his most distressing loss. He'd gotten that from his wife before his life went to shit. Unfortunately, he didn't have the liberty to worry about that. He had to get out of here.

Sebastian took a quick survey of the area. From just a glance there were about five more bodies strung up, most of which were there a lot longer than he was. Then there was that other room, which he had absolutely no plan of going into. It was a room of death and that was putting it lightly. There was a wide doorway with no doors and a handful of high windows on either side of the doorway. And the smell that came from there; it hung so heavily in the air. Here he thought the smell of blood was bad as he entered the hospital. This was a lot worse.

Crouching down he crept to the left and past the windows towards what he thought was a door. When he past out of sight of the windows, he stood back up and, after only taking a couple steps, the mechanism to his left rumbled. The hatch in the wall opened and a body tumbled out. He paused for a moment suddenly extremely wary. Sebastian was thankful that there actually was a door. Unfortunately, it was locked. “Shit, it's locked,” he muttered under his breath. Well, where the hell would the keys be..? He hardly finished the thought, when realization hit him. They had to be in that room. “...Fuck.”

As Sebastian crept back past the window, he glanced inside. The sadistic butcher was still distracted. When he reached the doorway, Sebastian rested his left hand on the wall and peered around the corner and into the room. Things were strung up from the ceiling, which he assumed were more bodies, though they looked more like slabs of meat than people. There were dozens of bottles, the contents of which he had no idea, stored on countless shelves. But where were the keys? There was another area that lead behind the shelves. Could they be back there? There was no way he'd be able to get back there though. Looking back to the big man, he grew tense as he stopped his 'work' and started to walk around the concrete table to the area behind the shelves. Then suddenly, something caught his eye, hanging off a hook above the table. With a quick glance to the man, Sebastian carefully crept out into the room as the other man walked into the back room. He had to hurry before he came back.

To protect against the nauseating smell, Sebastian covered his nose and mouth with his hand as he made his way forward. He tried not to look at the body at the table, so instead rotated his attention to the keys to looking through the shelves to keep an eyes on the other man. Carefully, he lifted the keys off of the hook all the while hoping the one for the door was on the key ring. Quickly, but quietly he headed back out of the room. He had to hurry, before he realized the keys were missing. As he past the windows he glanced inside again but didn't see the man. After he got back to the door it didn't take him long to find the right key, and, as it clicked and he pushed open the door, he looked back to the towards the other room for a moment before he stepped inside and up the stairs on the other side.

Sebastian followed the pathway. To his right, he noticed he was walking along an overhang of the room he had seen the sadist in. He kept walking intent on getting out of there. When he was just a few paces away from the door he thought he felt something hit his ankle and immediately after an alarm went off somewhere. Startled, he took a couple steps back and looked around for its source. It was the sound of a chainsaw getting revved to life that got his attention. Sebastian spun around. Behind him stood the sadist with a chainsaw. “Shit!” He swung back around and slammed open the door and dashed down the hall. As he approached the door at the opposite end, he glanced back. How could such a big man keep up as well as he was. Especially while carrying a chainsaw.

Throwing open the door he came into a long area with an open door at the other end. Sebastian barely made it six feet in when he felt a sharp, burning pain in his lower right leg. He let out a cry of pain as he fell and hit the floor and curled in clenching his leg. Looking up the man loomed over him for just a moment before he turned to a sort of machine against the wall. Frantically, Sebastian pulled himself along the floor in an attempt to get away. The big man stepped on the pedal on the machine and a steel gate dropped down from the ceiling behind him, just barely a foot away from Sebastian's feet. As he scrambled to his feet, the lights switched on one by one illuminating the rest of the hall as well as the rotating blades that whirred to life on both sides of the room.

With the rotating blades closing in on him, Sebastian hobbled as fast as he could while staying as close to the center of the hallway as possible. Suddenly, a wall of steel bars dropped down blocking his way. Quickly, he glanced around the area between himself and the bars. There had to be another way out... there. A grate in the floor. Where ever it led would be better than the certain death that awaited him up here. As he opened the grate, he glanced behind him and saw the sadist watching him. Just watching. Turning back around, he dropped down into the hole in the floor with only seconds to spare, as the blades were mere inches away.

Unfortunately where he ended up wasn't much better. The floor was at such a downward slant that it was pretty much a slide. There was a lot of blood, most of it was dried on the floor and on the walls. There were body parts and innards clumped up against the wall at a couple points. Also, there were two more sets of the rotatory blades, both of which Sebastian barely evaded before the flooring beneath him suddenly came to an end and he slid down into a pool of blood. Resurfacing, he gagged and sputtered and tried to wipe the blood from his face though it didn't help much. As he started towards the ladder, Sebastian had a sickening feeling rise up in his stomach. The blood was literally dripping off of him as he wadded waist deep in it, as well as a random assortment of guts and dismembered limbs. He seriously thought he was going to be sick as he climbed with difficulty up the few steps. And the squish sound every time he stepped didn't help.

There was some piping on the wall and ceiling that led who knew where with the only exit from this circular room was a closed door on the opposite side of the pit of bloody death. Water dripped from some of the piping at the walls looked run down. He hobbled around the pit and leaned heavily against the door as he pushed it open. There was an open ended hall in front of him that was about twenty feet in length. He could see a large fan slowly spinning on the wall in the other area and more piping ran along the wall below it. Sebastian barely glanced to the left, which led to a dead end, before heading to the right. A sewer. Of course there's a sewer underneath a freakin' mental hospital. Then again, assuming everything he's gone through so far was in the basement, none of this was normal for the lower levels of any hospital. Once he reached the end of the walkway he was on he stopped. Leaning against the railing he looked around. There was no bridge to cross over all the sewage and to the walkway on the other side. He might have been able to jump it but his injured leg made that possibility all but impossible. Which left his only option to drop down into the sewage and trudge the few feet to get to the ladder that led to the other walkway.

With no other choices he dropped down into the water. A fleeting thought passed; made him wonder if he should try to scrub at his clothes to get the blood out. Instead he hurried out of the mucky water and started limping down the walkway with his hand on the railing to help keep the weight off of his leg. The piping continued on the wall next to him and, a short distance ahead of him, there was a path leading off of the walkway and to a door. He couldn't make out what was on the opposite end since, for some reason, it was misty down there. Though despite the mist, he thought he saw someone slouched down in a chair. After checking the door the path led to Sebastian muttered, “Where's the exit?” as he continued on.

He paused momentarily to check on the man in the wheelchair. Unfortunately, as he suspected, the man was dead. There was a scrap sheet of paper at the mans' feet, which Sebastian picked up and quickly read over.

Beside the locked gate at the far end of the sewer, there is a ladder which would take you to the old ward. If you could make it through there, you would find an elevator leading outside. You would be the one who escaped. You might be the one who survived. -R

So, just keep going in the direction he was heading. A loud noise sounded back from the direction he had come from. Looking back, he didn't see anything. Dropping the note he limped past the man in the chair. At the end of the path there were two locked gates. One to his left and one in front of him. To his right, an open pathway, which he shuffled through to find a few storage units and a ladder. So far the letter has been accurate, so with some luck he'd be out of this hell-hole soon.

Slowly, he started to pull himself up the ladder. It was an exhausting task seeing as he only had use of one of his legs. He was breathing heavy when he finally made it to the top. Leaning against the bars, which were the wall of another room, he took a moment to catch his breath. As he recovered, Sebastian looked around. The room he leaned on the wall of only had a desk with a computer and some paper work as well as a metal book shelf. Thankfully the area he was in had a way out. Limping over to the door, he hit the button next to it and instantly the door slid open. He hobbled down the L shaped hallway and pushed open the door at the end.

The first thing he noticed when he stepped through the door was the large window that he can see another room on the other side of. In the room he was in there was a bed with a mattress and a couple carts. Similar to a hospital room. The only light in the room came from the large window and the open door at his right. Beyond it was a short hallway lined with filing cabinets on one side and an old mattress and bed frame were leaned against the wall on the other. Pushing open the door on the other end, Sebastian found himself in the room he saw through the window earlier.

There was a collection of boxes, a filing cabinet and some lockers. Sebastian was barely in the room when he heard that sadistic man crashing into the room on the other side of the window. Quickly he pushed the door closed behind him and hurried to the other door in the room... only to find it locked. “Gotta hide,” he practically whispered as he glanced around the room searching for a place he could likely hide at. There was only one liable place that he could fit in and at first he didn't want to, but seeing as he had no other options, since he couldn't go back the way he came, he pulled open the door to the full sized locker next to the locked door and ducked inside.

Sebastian leaned all his weight on his left leg as he stood, essentially trapped, listening to the crazed man crash about in the hallway before he banged against the door. For just a second he thought, maybe he couldn't break through. Maybe he was safe. Those thoughts were all but thrown from his mind as the door crashed in the room hitting the light hanging from the ceiling. Jerking back, Sebastian bumped the back of the locker than clamped a hand over his mouth. He watched him stalk about the room, chainsaw revving, through the vent in the locker. This lasted maybe a minute before the sadist swung the chainsaw in a fit of rage breaking stuff in the room before barreling through the locked door next to Sebastian's hiding spot.

Slowly, he moved his hand from his mouth and clambered out of the locker. He did a quick once over the room. The boxes that were stacked in the corner were now broken as well as the hefty dent in one of the filing cabinets. Going back wouldn't get him to an exit. No matter how much he didn't want to follow after the sadistic man, it was the only direction he could go. Turning, Sebastian hobbled through the doorway.

The door lay on the floor a couple feet in front of the doorway. In front of him a hallway laid before him. At the far end there were more lockers and the hall turned to the left. Next to him were windows looking into the room the sadist was in, slowly walking away from him as he looked about the room, likely looking for him. Cautiously, he made his way forward looking through the window, both to keep an eye on the man as well as trying to find an exit. Just as Sebastian reached the entryway, the man turned around.

He slouched down and leaned against the wall hoping he was out of sight. There were different options laid out in front of him and he had to think fast. Which way was he going to go? Either way was a risk. Should he chance the hallway and hope that didn't lead him to a dead-end? Or should he attempt going through the room to the one beyond it? There was a stack of boxes he could hide behind if he decided on that option but he would still have to find a way past the sadist. He grew tense as he heard him come closer. A decision had to be made. Risking a glance around the corner showed the sadist slowly making his way back to the other side of the room. It was now or never.

With one final glance down the hall, Sebastian, with a hand bracing him against the wall, hobbled into the room. Ducking behind the stack of boxes he almost kicked a glass bottle. Resting his hand against one of the boxes, he bent down to pick it up. It was a slim chance but if he could use it to divert attention away from him he might be able to get away. He could hear him on the other side of the boxes. Taking a deep breath, Sebastian threw the bottle out into the hallway and watched it shatter. And to his relief, and surprise, the sadist turned and charged into the hall.

Quickly, Sebastian hobbled out from behind his hiding spot and towards the other room. He didn't dare look back. There were windows looking in this room as well so he had to try to maneuver his way through the medical clutter and boxes while ducking and slouching to stay out of sight. Just as he was exiting the room on the other side he heard the sound of the chainsaw getting closer. As he entered the short hall he could hear boxes being broken inside the room. He had to hurry. With some luck he'd waste time searching for him.

Pushing open the door he found, Sebastian winced hoping the whine of the door wouldn't be heard. He took a second to close it behind him. The room wasn't large and seeing as it had a desk with paperwork scattered across it, it could have been a type of office. He made his way to the door across from him. The revving of the chainsaw could barely be heard. Even so he grimaced as the door creaked as he pushed it open. The hallway was a cluttered mess of wheelchairs with a stretcher or two. Sebastian tried to keep quiet as he hobbled down the hall. He didn't get very far when the door behind him was suddenly kicked open and clear off its hinges.

Sebastian didn't dare look back as he was filled with panic. “Oh shit!” He pushed past one of the wheelchairs and staggered onward. The sound of the teeth of the chainsaw slamming into the metal on the wheelchairs gave him the tiniest bit of hope that he'd make it. There was only a stretcher blocking his path which he attempted to climb over top of only to topple off the other side. The elevator door slid open as he managed to scramble to his feet and hurried those last few yards to the elevator.

Just as he reached the doorway of the elevator, he practically threw himself inside. He pushed himself against the wall furthest from the door and held his breathe was he watched the big man swing his chainsaw... only to crash its roaring teeth into the steel bars of the elevators door that closed mere seconds before. As the elevator rose the sounds from the man and his chainsaw disappeared, and only then did Sebastian release the breathe he held.

He'd seen and experienced some messed up things during his career, but this, this was seriously fucked up. Who was the psycho-path? But more importantly, what the hell was going on around here. Sebastian pulled a cigarette pack from his pocket but crumpled and discarded it with a scoff when he realized it was empty. This stress was going to kill him, if his lifestyle didn't first.

As he sat there, he finally noticed the droplets of blood on the floor. That was probably how the sadist was able to find him. Though maybe that was giving him too much credit. At this point he didn't really care too much. He was in pain and just wanted to get out of this hellhole and to a hospital.

The elevator seemed to go on forever. After he recouped a bit, he looked up at the bar above his head and, reaching up with his left hand, struggled as he got to his feet. He leaned back against the bar once he was standing while putting as little weight on his right leg as possible. Finally, the elevator stopped with a ding. As the door slid open, Sebastian noticed he was back to something normal. Before him lay a hallway of the hospital. The only light came from the series of windows on the wall to his right. There were a couple abandoned wheelchairs and from the look of it three bodies. Slowly, he made his way down the hall towards the double doors that sat ajar at the opposite side. As he got a bit closer to the first body he realized they wore the KPD uniform. Wait, was... was this the same hall he saw on the live feed monitor? He looked around for a security camera when suddenly the ground shook beneath him and he had to fight to keep his balance. Dust and bits of dry wall fell from the ceiling. What ever it was that caused that, whether it was an earthquake or something else, Sebastian knew he had to get out of here.

He hurried to the door only to stumble and almost biffed it into the wall as the building shook again. Instead he caught himself on the wall before he made a beeline for the door hitting it open with his left shoulder. Sebastian found himself back in the lobby and shot a quick glance to his right and spotted the front door. He grimaced as he ran for the door, pausing only to pull them open, before he stepped outside and stopped in his tracks. Despite the rain stopping, there was smoke and fire rising from the a few buildings. There was a loud rumble to his left and he turned only to watch in shock as one of the buildings started to collapse. He was too shocked to truly process a coherent thought on the matter.

Suddenly, the siren from an ambulance belonging to the hospital sounded. It was brief, it's sole purpose was probably to just get his attention. Sebastian took a couple hobbled steps forward. The ambulance backed up hitting, and pushing a police car out of the way, and coming to a stop just before the deep crater in the road. “Detective!” Recognition and relieve crossed his face as he recognized Connellys' voice over the loud speaker. “Get in! Get in!”

The ground shook again and he looked up just in time to see all the windows above him shatter. He spun back around and bounded down the stairs pushing off with his left leg... and almost toppled down the remaining few steps when he dropped all his weight on his injured leg. With a sharp breath he continued towards the ambulance, this time however, much more aware of how much pressure he put on his leg. The ground shook again, though not bad enough to throw him off his feet. The crater, however, was only growing in size. Connelly slammed his foot on the gas pedal in his attempt to free the vehicles back tires from the couple inch drop that that part of the road fell.

Sebastian barely managed to grab hold of the door via the opened window as the ambulance freed itself. After running a few steps along side it, he managed to heave himself inside the moving vehicle and fell into the passenger seat in a disheveled mess. He righted himself just moments before Connelly slammed through the gate leading back out onto the main road. Sebastian braced himself on the dashboard as he was roughly bounced around. The people in the back seemed to have it worse than he did as he heard them cry out. Glancing back through the window to see who was back there, be spotted three people. Kidman, the doctor Joseph found disoriented in the control room and lastly a patient from the hospital. “Hey,” Sebastian turned back to Connelly. “Where's Joseph?”

“Man, I'm sorry but he never came out. I'da waited but...” Connelly was stressed, that was obvious enough, and just focused on the road in front of him. 'Joseph...' Sebastian glanced down at his leg. It throbbed and hurt like hell. He was going to have to get that checked out and soon. There was a loud rumbling. “Shit... There's no going back...” Looking behind them out the window, Sebastian saw the road falling out behind them. That wasn't good. Looking back out though the windshield, he braced himself against the dash again as he saw some construction equipment collapsing.

With a couple quick minute decisions, Connelly managed to keep them alive and turned onto another road. Finally, both Sebastian and Connelly relaxed a bit. And Sebastian even leaned back into his seat a bit and sighed with relief. ...Wait a minute. Were... the buildings shifting? Like the ground on one side was moving while it stayed stationary on theirs. “Shit...” he muttered with disbelief. This was getting ridiculous. But Connelly didn't stop, if anything he picked up speed. They barely made it in time as they sped through the gap that was just big enough for them to fit. Once through, Connelly glanced back and, turned back to the road, sighed and visually relaxed. After a couple minutes, he slowed down to a more reasonable speed.

When they put some distance between them and the craziness they just experienced, Sebastian attempted to contact dispatch. But all he got was some static. “Dammit,” he muttered, as he replaced the transmission radio. “Are we cut off from everyone?”

“Everyone must be dead...” Sebastian looked over at Connelly. That was a pretty pessimistic of him. Though realized soon enough that with all the chaos that's been going on he might not be far off with his statement.

Whatever the case, the best thing he could do right now was focus on what was in front of him. Focus on what he could do. Sebastian pressed the button for the speaker and looked to the back. “Everyone alright back there?”

Kidman, who was crouched down by the other two, turned to face the front. “Just a few bumps, we're fine.”

The patient was staring down to the floor, while the doctor had his hands on the younger mans shoulders. Turning to face Sebastian as well, the doctor told him, “We will be once we're far away...” While he said this the young patient was repeating the word 'fine'.

Turning back to face the front, Sebastian told them, “A little further and we'll be fine...” A moment later he glanced back at them in the rearview and saw a man in a dirty white cloak looming over them. Startled and concerned, he twisted around to look back through the window but the man was gone. A bit of static sounded from the transmission radio and the vehicle swerved and grazed the wall of the tunnel they were driving through. Sebastian grunted as he barely stopped his head from hitting the dash. Looking over at Connelly, he jerked back away from him. He watched in shocked horror as boils appeared all over his face. His veins became more prominent and deep red. Blood dripped from his nose. And the sounds he made... groans and wheezes, like he had difficulty breathing.

Suddenly, Kidman slammed her hands on the window startling Sebastian. Quickly, he looked over. “Look out!” she shouted. Looking back out the windshield, he saw the end of the road. The last thing he heard was the mental patient's muffled voice saying 'fall' before the ambulance plummeted over the cliffs edge.

#The Evil Within #Sebastian Castellanos #Juli Kidman #Joseph Oda #Oscar Connelly #the sadist #Willow's writing

[kuebikome]

ghtjtj a very nice anon asked me Amputation, Junji Ito, and Weapons for the ask thingie, but I accidentally deleted the ask :'3 I'm so sorry Nonie gkdjfj! Here are the answers though!

🌶Amputation: Would you rather lose a body part or a sense (hearing, seeing, etc.)?🌶

A body part! Literally no one needs toes.

🌶Weapons: What’s your favorite horror movie?🌶

I really love the Blair Witch Project! Found Footage Films r my jam when it comes to horror. But, for whatever reason, as a kid The Mist scared the shit out of me.

🌶Junji Ito: What do you like about guro and/or horror?🌶

fjdjf I've always just been really interested in the more macabre! I'm not gonna lie and say it doesn't have anything to do w my early schizo, but that plays a lil part! I also just really love the aesthetic of it and learning about it!

Ty to the Nonie who sent the ask!! 💕💕

#addy.txt #answered

[baphy1428]

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