i feel like there aren't enough sensitive yanderes.
the ones who observe you from more of a distance, not minding it. they prefer it this way, actually. they have issues... controlling themselves around you. it's hard to, when you're just so perfect. they'll make they're move when they can stop the intense trembling and sweating and panting that comes from getting too close. for now, they'll have to stick with exposure therapy.
exposure therapy started off, well, small. as it should. at first, it was taking a drink out of a public trashcan when you were done with it (you're so perfect, you don't even litter when you think no one is there. im there, of course, but you don't know that. not yet.) and just holding it. the cup was still warm from your heat... and probably the fact it was a warm drink but it was probably your heat. your heat. that alone was enough to make their knees shake. they just couldn't help it!
next was going into a store and trying on the exact clothes you had tried on only moments before. they couldn't actually get the clothes on but they could smell just a faint whiff of you. they spent the next hour in the dressing room, just smelling the clothes until they could memorize your scent. pin point what deodorant you wore that day. (are you out of shampoo? i can't smell it around the neckline. but that does give me an idea for my next therapy session..) they bought the clothes. they didn't really have any use for them other the fact they vaguely smelled like you and, well, they assumed you wore them at some point so that made them valuable. they sit folded next to your discarded drink, which was covered in kiss marks and dried saliva.
next exposure session was a lot easier than the others at first but the end was.. overwhelming. they bought your exact brand of shampoo and conditioner, deodorant, perfume/cologne if you owned any, everything that carried a scent. makeup products, laundry detergent, air fresheners, candles, everything and anything to make their house smell like yours. at first, it was euphoric to inhale and smell what they assumed your home must smell like... but your home wouldn't smell like a bath and body works candle. or air freshener. or your laundry detergent. it would smell like human. sweat, dust, dirt, skin cells, it would smell like you, why doesn't it smell like you, they bought all of this stuff and it still doesn't smell like you! how do they replicate the smell of you without you? (i can't- i can't get it right, it's not right, nothing smells right, it doesn't smell like me or like you, why doesn't it smell like you, i tried so hard, i was sure i got everything right and it would smell exactly like your home but it doesn't, i know this isn't what your home smells like, i can't bring you home to something that smells so.. WRONG!) they ended up crying into the week old clothes they bought, desperately trying to smell you and failing, which gave them the motivation for their next "session".
they needed some place to get close to you without drawing attention with their excessive sweating, panting and desperate whines from overwhelming feeling of pure love but they also needed to be close enough to smell you. now, what better way to accomplish those things than to get something of yours? their plan was perfect. simple. just open your window to get a whiff and be on their way! (just a whiff, i promise) but.. you wouldn't be home for a while.. they were right there, they could just pop in really quickly, maybe take some pictures? nothing big! just some pictures and a sniff! (ill be so fast, i won't even be there long enough to leave footprints!) but. the smell. the warmth left behind. the pure feeling of you surrounding them, it was too addictive and they felt like they were overdosing. shaking, panting, whimpering, legs pressed tightly together as they gently touched your bed (still so warm.. you did leave just recently. did you know how cold i was feeling? is this a sign..? you did this for me, right?), feeling the fabric under their fingertips, completely entranced by the way it moved and folded under the slight pressure. it felt like you were holding their hand, luring them into bed for just a quick snuggle, just one quick snuggle and then you'll both leave, right? they wiped their mouth, taking a deep breath to steady themselves. it didn't work but the black dots that had been playfully floating around the edge of their vision faded. they raised their phone and started taking pictures. unsteady, shakey, slightly blurry pictures but they didn't need to be exact, they just needed to be able to see your room layout so they could memorize your style, what things brought you comfort, how you organized things so that when you eventually moved in, it would be less stressful and they're sure you won't miss this old shirt under your bed or these strands of hair or this pair of underwear at the bottom of your laundry basket or this pencil or this hair tie or this bit of dust or this small decoration. (you didn't even notice i licked your toothbrush or kissed your pillow.. in fact, you seemed to sleep even better tonight.. do my indirect kisses relax you, my love? ill be sure to give you more.)
I was gonna color self-insert to grey but in tags say you imagine them to be blue skin and white hair and I was like oh let’s do that :D
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Oh my gosh it took me randomly checking my inbox to see this, I can't believe I missed this 😭 this is so cute, I love it, thank you!!🥰
yeah I like to play around with different Sinner Y/N concepts all the time and I love the colors and accessories you picked here, very aesthetic, VERY feeding into my love of "Valentino becomes obsessed with a Reader who isn't conventionally his type". You think he's bullying you because he's an asshole but really he's just embarrassed he's SO Down Bad For You and he's like, worried he'll be judged for it or some weak or something, and he's just, tsundere and bad at flirting. Valentino chasing butch girl Y/N. Valentino chasing punk and goth and rebel Y/N. Valentino chasing Y/N regardless because he's just s big mean slut 🥰
LAN WANGJI, who is very persistent in conducting a secret wedding to the point that it really becomes difficult for you to resist him, because if he wants, then he gets, and the fact that you refuse over and over again only strengthens his resolve and makes him resent your refusals
VS
lan qiren, whom you definitely don't want to deal with, because you are a member of the Gusu Lan sect and you know that LAN WANGJI will easily spill the fact that you are married, while lan qiren is already looking suspiciously in your direction, rather trying to find signs that LAN WANGJI is not head over heels in love with you than the other way around
today was so tiring i want to suck sensitive yans nips until they fucjin explode
KABOOM!!
- sunny
YES!!!
"n-not there, its embarrassing!" theyd whimper, hips bucking up and trying to grind against you, whining loud and high as you edge and tease them until they cum just from you touching their nipples but they still need more, so desperate and still so overstimulated, face hot with embarrassment and eyes wet as they twitch in your arms,,, <333 so cute!!!
very gentle and nurturing towards his darling after sex, but he can also be a bit needy himself, so darling has to take care of him as well.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
bhodi likes his hair and hands (because they're soft and pretty)
on his darling, he likes their neck and stomach.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)
bhodi likes to cum inside you but if he cant, he likes cumming on your stomach.
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
when he's being pegged, he enjoys being degraded and spanked.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)
bhodi is fairly experienced, not superrrr experienced, but he knows what he's doing and he's good at it.
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
missionary. he likes to see your face.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
it depends. if he's in charge then he's a bit more silly/sweet, and giggly. he'll smile and shoot you winks and try not too take sex too seriously because he dislikes nervous tension.
however, if you're in charge and you want him to be serious, he has no problem being that way for you.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
bhodi is a fan of manscaping, so he's mostly hairless everywhere. but if he lets his pubes grow out a bit, you'll realise that they're also blonde like his eyebrows (a darker shade of blonde).
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
like i said earlier, bhodi is super sweet and a bit silly during sex, but he's also so romantic and really tries to savour the moment.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
has a high libido, so jerking off is necessary for him. he kinda likes jerking off and usually will text you if you want to see. if you can, he'll facetime you; if you cant at the moment, he'll record it and send it to you as a vid :)
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
bhodi enjoys rough sex when he's in charge. mostly because he likes the fact that you're sore the next day and it gives him a reason to baby you.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
anywhere, anytime. when you're ready, so is he.
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
everything you could possibly do makes bhodi hard.
you smile at him? bricked up. you laughed and put a hand on his chest? stiff af. you sat in his lap? might cum. he had a fleeting thought ab you at work? he's running to his private bathroom to rub one out.
N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
impact play to the point where you're sobbing, scat and vomit.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
loves to give oral and can do it for hours without expecting anything in return. will give oral till his jaw aches. will give you oral till you're overstimulated and begging for him to stop.
as for receiving, he's pretty thick so he's a bit careful. he doesn't mind receiving ofc, he just doesn't want you to hurt yourself.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
depends on the day and who's in control. he prefers rough most times, but it mostly depends on what his darling wants.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
bhodi prefers proper sex because foreplay is his favourite part, but if you're horny in public and you wanna do it, he doesn't mind giving you a round or two in a nearby bathroom or closet.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
bhodi is pretty open minded and doesn't mind experimenting but when he says no, it means no fr.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)
bhodi can last about 3 short rounds of proper sex, however, he does draw out foreplay for a long time as that's his favourite part.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
ah yeah, bhodi has quite a bit of toys. he uses them on himself and on his darling. would love if his darling used some of them on him tho
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
bhodi can tease sometimes, but he's more into overstimulation. so rather than you begging him to give it to you, he prefers you begging him to stop bc you're overstimulated.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
bhodi is so loud. grunting, moaning, whimpering, begging (if thats the case), praising, degrading. he's loud and he loves it and so do you. he wants you to know how good you are and how amazing you're making him feel.
bhodi is 100% the type to moan while giving you head.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
period sex.
thank you
X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
wee woo
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
high libido. second horniest oc after avanti tbh.
Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
bhodi prefers for you to fall asleep first before he falls asleep. he's pretty used to staying awake after cumming tho, but since he loves you, he'll cuddle and drift off after you have.