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jinxed-games · 1 year
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Found your RoE demo, love it but considering the forum's last update, I'm just wondering if you're still alive and well?
Yeah very much alive and well thank you for asking! That is very sweet of you to check up on me. And! Less busy with the semester ending!! I do only have about a week now before I start another class again but I am taking all the time to work on RoE I can get. Progress has, as always, been painstakingly slow in terms of writing. But these past few days i've written over 500 words a day (and usually it's closer to 1k than 500) so I'm really taking advantage of the rare break.
Some changes are coming to RoE soon tho and I feel... cautiously optimistic about the new year. I know I'm not super active anymore, but that doesn't mean I'm not okay or have abandoned RoE so worry not.
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sim0nril3y · 5 months
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How about one where they have a huge fight with lots of angst and groveling? I just love angst so much.
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Note: my looooooove, i hope that this was okayyy, i'm not super happy with it, but it's kinda angsty with a little bit of hope towards the end. Pairing: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x Civilian!Reader Warnings: No mask Simon (It's my personal headcanon in his regular life he probably wouldn't wear it), established relationship, talk of sleep struggles, canon-typical swearing.
There had been so much of your relationship that had been so difficult in the beginning. It wasn’t like there was ever a conversation that you were officially together, it just happened. It was like you never wanted to leave and equally he didn’t want that either. You simply began sleeping over at Simon’s flat, keeping some spare clothes in your car. It was because the conversation never happened that you were left trying to figure out what Simon needed or wanted from you.
It was the little things in the beginning, taking his arm in public, wrapping yourself around it. Simon was simply shrug you away, as if unwanted. You were hurt by the exchange, but it was hard to talk to him about these things because… well, it wasn’t easy to talk to Simon most of the time.
You’d try and bring up these conversations with him. You’d try and ask him what he wanted. It all came to nothing. Emotionally he struggled to voice any type of opinion or need. When you would begin the conversation Simon would simply shut it down, when you’d accuse him of being unavailable emotionally, he’d call you dramatic.
This same little argument would come up every now and then, but finally you were sick of it all, you were sick of going in circles, you were tired of not being able to make any progress, you were just annoyed by Simon shutting you out. “Where are you going?” His voice boomed from behind you.
“I’m going home.” You told him firmly, turning to look at him. “You don’t want me anywhere near you in public. The only time you’ll touch me is in your home.” You fumed at him and Simon look bewildered for a moment. “And then when I try and talk to you about it because it bothers me, you just shut me out.” You announced. “So, yes. I’m leaving. I’m frustrated and I feel like I’m not being heard.”
Simon let out a gruff noise. “You’re being dramatic.” “That’s what you always say!” You pointed a sharp finger back in his direction. “I’m telling you how I feel and you’re not listening. How am I supposed to know what is too much with you, Simon? I feel like I don’t know anything about you!” The worries that had been buried deep down came tumbling out. “I had to convince you to go on a date with me. You wouldn’t tell me what you did for a job. You’ve never mentioned any family. I haven’t met your friends.” Then shaking your head, you continue. “And you haven’t asked me any of those things either…”
For a moment he looked frustrated, turning and rubbing his hands over his face. “You won’t talk to me… I don’t even… I don’t even know what we are.” You pointed out, voice lowering sadly. “I’m not expecting you to tell me everything… I just… I want to know if I’ll ever know anything.” Simon looked rigid, like he was frozen in fear. The way that he didn’t instantly jump to comfort you or assure you only increased you hurt feelings. Simply you nodded your head and said. “Okay… well, when you figure it out… you have my number.”
With a sharp turn you left the flat, tears beginning to fill your eyes and finally spilling down your face by the time that you reached your car. As you sat there you wondered if you should have just allowed things to continue, but that didn’t feel right for you. Of course, you didn’t want to make Simon uncomfortable either, feeling like he had to tell you things he didn’t want to talk about but if you were going to be more to him than a fling then you wanted to know more about him.
The next few days you didn’t hear from Simon and deep down you had convinced yourself you were never going to hear from him again. Maybe he just wasn’t ready for that type of commitment, or maybe you just wasn’t what he was looking for in a partner, too touchy, too dramatic. It hurt because you had felt like there was a real connection, something true and pure.
Late one evening you phone began to buzz beside you. Glancing down your eyes went wide as Simon’s name flashed across the screen. Shit… Shit, was this really happening? You had to shake yourself back to reality and answer in a breathless voice. “Simon?”
“Yeah…” His voice came back hard but with something lingering beneath the surface. “I…” He paused for a moment. “My mother’s name was Mary.” It was piece of information that you hadn’t been expecting and for a long moment the line went completely silent, you simply filled the space with. “That’s a nice name.” “It’s just a name…” A tiny smile tugged at your lips as you were reminded of the first conversation you’d had with Simon. “Come to the door?”
Stepping through your flat, prying open the door Simon stood there hoody drenched with rain, hood pulled up. “Haven’t fuckin’ slept in two fuckin’ days because I can’t get you off my fuckin’ mind.” His teeth were slightly grit, like he was mad with you or maybe himself for that fact. “I don’t know what we are but I know that I don’t want to lose you because of a stupid argument.”
Frowning you crossed your arms over your chest. “I struggle with opening myself up. I struggle with letting people in. I know… I know that is frustrating for you but that is just how I am.” Simon huffed. “I wasn’t expecting you to come bulldozing into my life. You turned my life upside down.”
“You could always ask me to walk away. If it was too much for you. If it wasn’t what you were wanting…” “Like fuck.” He grumbled, shaking his head. “Like fuck am I ever going to ask you to walk away. I’ve done countless stupid fuckin’ things, but that would… I’d never forgive myself if I didn’t put everything into this…” Then he took a step towards you, looking deep into your eyes with desperation and vulnerability. “I will try and do better. I will be more open. I can’t promise it will change overnight but I will try that for you… only for you…”
The second his hands clasped your face, bringing you forward to him a tiny whimper escaped your lips. “I can’t lose you.” Simon whispered. “Not now. Not ever.” Squeezing his eyes closed and pressing his forehead against your own. “Don’t give up on me yet.” There was a mixture of emotions that were bubbling around you now. “I don’t want to force you to be something you’re not uncomfortable being…”
“And I’ve lost too many people to let you walk away because I won’t hold your hand in public.” Simon replied shortly, opening his eyes and looking down into your own again. “We will figure this out, babe. You have my word.” Lips skimming against your own now, looking for silent permission. “Promise?” “Promise.” Your lips connected into a passionate kiss then. Maybe this could be the start of something different.
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Masterlist | Ask | 12-12-2023
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haikyu-mp4 · 18 days
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Man’s best friend
word count; 489 – gn!reader, fluff?
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You walk into the kitchen to find your husband, Kageyama Tobio, snacking on salty crackers. He’s looking at you from the second you enter the room as if he's always measuring your next move.
“Tobio,” you say seriously as if you didn’t already have his attention. He just nods, mouth busy with chewing. “I think we should get a dog.”
Tobio’s face falls. He looks pouty already, and you think you know why. “We can’t,” he says after finally swallowing his snacks. “Animals hate me.” In your mind, he sounded just as annoyed about it as he was when he first told you years ago.
“But if we go to a shelter, maybe you’ll be the perfect match for one of the sweet dogs who need a home!” you insist, walking closer with your hands clasped together. Your puppy eyes were working full time so Tobio looked away and sighed.
“We can go, but don’t be too sad if we can’t find one that likes both of us.” he insisted. You flung your arms around his neck and hugged him tight, thanking him over and over.
“We’re getting a dog!”
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You were not getting a dog. At least not so far.
The caretakers of the shelter had led you two to a little room where they let two and two dogs meet you at a time. While you were having a great time, your husband was continuously either barked at or shied away from. Every time you stood by him, you would squeeze his hand, adding a kiss on the cheek every now and then to keep the motivation going.
You had started to give up when they announced that this would be the last dog that fit your description, but that she was very shy. Out came a medium-sized dog who walked carefully into the middle of the room. You squatted down and held your hand out, coaxing it over to you. However, even the caretaker in the room gasped when the dog walked over to Tobio and sat beside him, looking up at him with big eyes.
Tobio was frozen just like you, admiring the dog until it started whining a little for attention. “Pet it, Tobi,” you whispered, making your husband finally move. He bent down a bit awkwardly before running his hand over its head. Eventually, this progressed to him sitting down with his legs crossed and the dog settled in his lap. You had come over eventually, petting the kind dog as well and looking up at Tobio who was smiling so genuinely.
“I think she likes me,” he said happily, and it was the kind of softness you rarely got to see in him, even though you knew it was there.
“She chose you.” you agreed, making him puff out his chest proudly and look at the caretaker who came into the room again after leaving you to it.
“We’ll take this one.”
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purplepickles · 7 months
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“Under The Covers”
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Pairings: Central cee x black fem reader
Genre: fluff
Authors Note: it’s my first time writing on tumblr so bare with me I also haven’t haven’t written anything in like years I used to a Wattpad author in like 2017-2019😭 so imagine what I used to be writing. It’s not my best peice of work but it’s progress kinda messy icl in terms of storyline but it’s something anyways I hope everyone enjoys it 💗
You had just signed a contract with vogue for a new segment they were trying out for they’re YouTube channel called “Under the Covers”. It was in a podcast style in a bedroom setting hence the name and basically talking about the latest fashion trends tips or anything black girl related.
You were so grateful for this opportunity never in your life would you have imagine a little black girl from London was able to sign a massive deal with vogue. The topic of todays video was maintenance. How you maintain standards for yourself if that means relationship, mental or physical health. So instead of it being in their studio you wanted your video being a bit more homely so why not in your home. The producers had set everything up in your room making sure everything was ready for filming but this video was going to have a little extra twist. You were going to have your very first guest and they how they managed to maintain their life and overall humbleness with the fame he had gained over the years.
You kept your relationship on the down low on the respect of each other careers and not wanting to surround your relationship over it. You were actually calm with that but he wasn’t liking seeing people he fucked with in your dms with heart eyes.
Little did Yn know he was going to announce it in their video together.
“Okay I’m going to count down from 5 and we’ll start filming” said the producer
5
4
3
2
1
“Hi Vogue it’s me Yn/ln and welcome to our new segment called Under the covers where uncover beauty secrets fashion and every black girl related. But today’s video things are little different we’re in my actual bedroom and I have a special guest with us he’s one of my favourites rappers right now a current world wide sensation Central Cee”
“I didn’t know I was your favourite artist”
“Yes you did you’re also my most listened to artist on Spotify we’ve defo talked about this”
“Mhmmm”
You rolled your eyes and continued with the video
“Anyways let’s get straight into todays topic: maintenance. How to do maintain eye yourself to keep your life somewhat stable”
“I guess keeping my mum,my brothers, my fans and my girl happy innit. If they’re happy I’m happy” said central cee never straying away from eye contact from the love of his life
“And what you say is the hardest one to keep happy and why” Yn was very curious about this who knew where this could go
“My girl defo she’s says I’m annoying I think she hates me”
The way your head slowly snapped
“Did you not say at Amelia Dinner Date you like girls you hate you”
“Yh I did I turns me on but she’s just something Yk I’m just infatuated by her but maybe I’m a bit delusional when it comes to her yk idk if that’s a good thing or bad thing. Kinda new to this love thing and not messing up yk I don’t wanna get it wrong again I really like her”
That was probably the most beautiful thing he’s said in a while she didn’t know he felt like this she sometimes she can be a bit rude and her sarcasm can be taken the wrong way but she thought he knew between the lines that she didn’t hate him she lived more than anything.
“I think you should talk to her about your feeling more Yk. Don’t be shy on opening up more Yk. When you feel ready ask her what she thinks it’s possibly lacking” she smiled at him with reassurance hoping that he could through her eyes that’s it okay and she was listening
“Yh your right imma tell her right now!”
Yn chocked on her drink. He could not be serious. She should’ve known this boy was up to something
“As in right now!? I’m sure she’s busy” you said trying to get to him to change his mind
“Nah she’s not im calling her rn”
For someone who didn’t like interviews this but sure had a lot to say
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
Your phone was on the other side of the room Ringing none stop.
Everyone was looking at you. You knew the producers were loving this but you were not this was too much.
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
“Yn are you gonna pick up you phone”
you usually loved his smile but this was just devious.
“Do I have to” you were just dreading this
Everyone shouted yes. You rolled out bed and a grabbed the phone
“Hi baby”
“Hi cench, now can we get back to the video please”
“Yes Cench we can. You wanna cuddle too?”
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The video was going well there was laughter within the whole room. You asked him the question that you were assigned to ask him everything was going great. You loved being under your lovers arms. Maybe letting people in wasn’t so bad.
“Thank you vogue for this absolutely-
A knock on the door you both looked at door and someone opened to little boy running in crying and jumping to Oakley’s arm. How many surprises could one video take you said to yourself in your head.
“What’s up little man” Oakley now went into full father mode his whole rapper persona was switched and all he cared about was understanding why his little boy was upset
“Had a bad dream” said the little one
“How about we say goodbye to vogue and make some hot chocolate” you said while trying to tickle him
“Right I think me and vogue has had enough surprises don’t forget to like subscribe and hit that notification and stay tuned for next weeks video about Motherhood and Careers with a icon mother and billionaire. Bye guys”
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carrrrino · 6 months
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HELLO I am very excited for this project! I wanted to express a concern though…it’s rather hard to find the any info on the project aside from what’s on the blog (which isn’t…very much information wise) I’m not sure if that’s an intentional decision…
I know when I first found the info I….kind of didn’t believe this?? That sounds odd. I suppose what I mean is, it didn’t seem the most legit. I did digging through the blog, read all the links, searched for a Twitter and YouTube accounts and had a hard time doing that as well…Simply because there is very little information on it. Which there’s nothing wrong with…I was wanting to suggest (as an outsider) that you and your team put more announcements/ marketing into this…?
I REALLY hope to see this project grow, it’s absolutely deserved, and very few people seem to know about it. I’d hate that to be something people miss out on. I don’t really expect an answer on this but I thought I should share the concern as an outside perspective. 💛
I really hope this project is going well for you and that it gets the deserved recognition as it’s coming out!!! So excited!!!
I'm so happy that people share the same excitement and concern for the series. Also, the fact that you guys think it's worthy of success Is truly inspiring! I think it's time I SAY something though about my current situation.
TL;DR - Our team basically went inactive after the summer; everyone returned to their lives and I'm the only one who can keep up with the project unconditionally. I didn't mean to dishearten you guys! It's a pain in the ass to work alone - excluding voice actors and SFX producers. The OUTBREAK blog will change entirely, it will be used for info and marketing. This blog will just be general art created by me (&no-namestuff). I will continue to work on the series independently, but I'll definitely give out more info as requested and make things more legit whenever I can!
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Over the summer, a group of us began working on the project together, but as most of my friends returned to school and their regular lives, it became almost impossible to keep going. Currently, only a few are available to help, but they're too busy.
I didn't want to worry anyone by saying that it's basically just me working on the project; it's tough to balance animating, scripting, marketing, planning, publishing, AND funding by myself. Over time it (advertising and insightful communication) just became indifferent to me, I even considered going silent for a while until I had a mother-load of progress, but that's really not fair.
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The project was a bit of a mess when we started. We didn't plan on making it a big deal, my animations were half-assed and incomprehensible; I barely knew how to work Adobe and could barely even pay it off, the sound was going to be recorded via iPhone, the script wasn't even halfway done, and voice actors weren't thought of until the Prologue. After more than six months of work, Verse 1-4 (or 6?) was deleted because of issues with the file.. this really drew the line for everyone.
So here I am, despite everything; I revised the script, which is barely halfway done, redesigned the characters, read more into the multiversal conundrums of AUs and UNDERTALE, built a portfolio, studied poses for the action scenes — and there’s still a lot that I have to learn. I'm working on Q&As, asks, and the teaser / test / project animations. I don't want people to be confused or hesitant, so I appreciate you a lot for reminding me of this. As requested, I will provide additional details about the project too :) !
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No-Name's theme is in progress (thanks to Synth Mints), I've invested heavily in software for good quality animations, talented voice actors from this fandom (some you might even know) have agreed to voice for me - I'm extremely grateful for their help. Even if it takes years to release an episode or pilot, I'm still excited about the outcome. Who knows, I might even have a genuine team by then! :D
aw geez sorry for the whole bit-life story, I'm just trying to shed some light on the situation for you all. I do care, I want everyone to know that, it's just hard work.
Until the next teaser animation, please have these lil' pieces of teasers / lore as an apology!
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SD by @/galacii ERROR by @/loverofpiggies / CrayonQueen
LASTLY today is my birthday yayyy 🥳🎂
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mina-saiyat · 4 months
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Crystal Snow (Mina)
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A/N: Again, happy new year! Sorry the story is coming out a little bit late, but there it is. An idol OC with the Mina, she's not the secretary anymore. There should be a smut part, actually, but I don't really have the mood to write it, so I just keep the fluff part. Anyway, thanks for your support, and please enjoy.
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Like a wee, crystal star
I should drift, I should blow
  Near, more near,
  To my dear
Where he comes through the snow.
“Snow Song” by Sara Teasdale
11 July, 2019 JYPE Building
Hello, this is JYPE.
This is an announcement regarding the status of Mina’s health.
Mina is currently struggling with sudden extreme anxiety and insecurity towards performing on stage. No exact diagnosis has been identified yet, and we are consulting with several medical professionals to verify the cause in detail.
After extensive discussion with Mina and members of TWICE, we have decided that Mina’s current condition requires additional treatment, professional measures, and sufficient rest. Along with this decision, Mina will not be attending the following schedule:
– TWICE World Tour 2019 “TWICELIGHTS”
Health of our artist is our top priority, so we will do everything possible to provide the best possible measures including medical treatment and sufficient rest for Mina’s recovery.
We ask for the sincere support of fans so that Mina can recover soon.
Thank you.
‘You promised me you won’t let Mina gets hurt! What are you doing?’ Your roar occupies the room, the others try their best to keep their breath as quiet as they can, not wanting to ignite you further.
‘I know, Y/N. But Twice is still growing rapidly, we cannot stop at this moment. Other girl groups are chasing their progress real quick, you know how success Blackpink and IZ*ONE this year. I am really sorry about Mina, but we just… I hope you can understand, Y/N.’ The tone of the CEO seems sad, but you couldn’t feel any on her face.
‘No matter what, you should not make any of the artist overwork or get any injury. Is this what you call JYP Nation? A family? This definitely not a part of the core value of PD nim’s idea.’
‘Park Jin Young xi is not responsible for the management of the artist anymore, the core value he has maybe different with us.’ The CEO still answers in a tone that he seems really not care.
You cannot hold your manner anymore, you punch the desk loudly, ‘If you think we are not important, then I will not renew the contract with JYP after my contract expire next year, I can do nothing but this to protect me and Mina.’
‘Did you consider your members? Did you consider Mina’s career?’ The CEO does not take your threaten seriously. ‘Maybe you should calm down first before we discuss again, we will announce you could not attend any schedule by this year. You should take some rest together with Mina.’
Days after Days, you are forced to see other members to participate the schedule, while you can do nothing. You could only spend more time with Mina, either at your home, or visiting the doctor with her. Mina is recovering really good under the accompany of you, she starts to smile again, she is no longer panic when she is in the crowd. Although she still don’t know what you have sacrificed for her.
You have tried to have a date with her outside, but you found that even both of you are covered in mask and caps, it’s too risky if anyone find out that the members of the National Boy group and Girl group are secretly dating, the massive noises are going to torn Mina that have not been fully recovered from the depression. However, at the new year’s eve, you still decided to bring Mina go out as you know she has dreamt for the new year’s float parade for long time, she is just unavailable due to the tight year end schedule.
The snow has been continuously for 3 days, the whole Seoul are covered in white, you believe that you and Mina will not be spotted on street easily as usual. You turn your head from the window back to the house, Mina has finished the LEGO car you bought her.
‘Dang, Dang.’ Mina sits next to you naturally, showing the LEGO she has just finished. ‘I finished it before we going out, can I get a new one?’ The way she speaks just like a kid asking for rewards from her parents.
‘Yeah, how would I reject Minari, right? Let’s get you a new year gift then.’ You pull her in your arms and kiss her suddenly, you hug her tightly despite she keeps hammering you chest, showing her protest. ‘ I wanna have my new year’s gift first, can I’ Her bouncing chests show that she is still recovering from the fierce kiss. ‘Yah… why are you so naughty…’
‘I don’t know why I am so naughty when I am with you. Perhaps it’s because of love.’ You caress her face lightly, feeling her smile when she hears your confess. ‘You should get some rest before the parade, you must be tired from playing LEGO.’ You put Mina back on the couch and lay your head on her thigh. The silence in the house does not make you feel awkward, instead you are feeling safe than anytime when Mina is next to you. The sleepiness slowly take over your body from the cold, you slowly close your eyes and fall asleep.
You don’t know how long you have been slept, you wake up on her legs again. Mina seems does not notice your awake yet as the book of poems she reads is covering at your face. The smell of the cool cedar aroma surrounding you, all you can hear is the grinding sound of Mina turning the pages of the book from time to time, you just feel every minute is still and peaceful, you close your eyes again.
Mina finally stops after finishing the 11th chapter, she moves her neck to relax a little bit, lower her head to take a peek of you. When she realized you have woke up, she closes the book softly, and look at your features gently.
‘So handsome…’ She told herself, no matter how many times she watches you, her Y/N is still handsome.
‘Mina?’ Not hearing the sounds of turning pages, you open your eyes, then you meet her gentle sight with her smile.
‘I am here.’
‘Why did you stop?’ You return her with a smile.
‘I miss you.’
You are shocked by her direct confession. ‘I didn’t know Minari is good at flirting.’ Seeing she does not refute, you take her hand with a smile and kiss the back of her hand. ‘Which chapters are you watching?’
‘The 11th, Sara Teassdale, “Snow Song”’
‘Can you read it for me?’
‘Sure.’ Mina nods as she smiles, her slim and long fingers open the book again.
“Fairy snow, fairy snow,
Blowing, blowing everywhere.”
“Would that I
Too, could fly
Lightly, lightly through the air.”
Mina studying a poem is always unexpectedly charming, her childhood in America allows her to have good understanding of the American pronunciation, meanwhile her Japanese accent makes it looks cute.
“Like a wee, crystal star
I should drift, I should blow.”
“Near, more near,
To my dear
Where he comes through the snow.”
The snow outside the window is still blooming, and even the occasional whiz of the wind properly matches the situation expressed in the poem. You look at the movement of Mina’s pink lips, her beautiful voice gently entering your ears. You feel so blessed for what you are having right now.
The happiness makes your heart begin to pop, so finally when Mina finished, you get up and hook her neck. ‘Mina.’
‘Umm?’ She puts down the book.
‘We still have a few hours before the parade starts…’ You kiss Mina’s sideburns with a naughty smile. ‘How about we doing something else first?’
Mina only knows what you mean when she feels your hand sneak under her pajamas, the cool touch of your fingertip is like a stone thrown into a calm lake, after stirring up the water named desire, the ripples of soft and indestructible layers appear. Your tender kiss moving from her bridge of the nose down to her lips, Mina’s slender eyelashes uncontrollably quiver with her floating heart.
The air gradually become enchanting, Mina feels herself in a trance that she is farther and farther from the shore, but she is not afraid of it, just…
‘Not here.’ Mina whispers. She only has a moment of clarity after the long kiss is ended, she pushes you away lightly, turn around her head to catch her breath, her ears are notably red.
‘Where should we go then?’ You smirk.
Mina stands up silently, does not uncover your rhetorical spice. She holds your hand, fundus with a faint smile, struggled for a moment but still decide to follow your words. ‘Bedroom, our bed.’
Hearing her answer, you do not hesitate anymore, and directly hug her into your room...
You underestimate the magic of love, when you and Mina arrive the area of parade, it is approaching the end of the event already. You cannot see a single float on the street, although the crowd has not disbanded yet.
‘Sorry…’ You press the cap on your head, and shake Mina’s hand with regret.
‘Umm? Why sorry?’ Mina turns her head at you, asks curiously.
‘We miss this year’s parade because of me… We may not having holiday at next year.’
‘But because of you, every single day of this year I feel so happy.’ Mina interrupts your apology, but you know she is not lying, her smile cannot be covered by her mask. She pull down her mask a little bit to kiss your cheek, and then put her arm around you. ‘Are you hungry? Should we buy some food before returning home?’
‘Sure.’ You happily hook back her arm and walk towards the night market.
Both of you walking past the night market, the bags on your hands are becoming more and more, but you still cannot find the Taiyaki you are looking for. When you thought that you are going to be disappointed tonight, ‘There!’ Mina points to a red sign board at the end of the street, it’s a big Taiyaki sign that signaling they are selling the snack that you have searched for all night.
You take Mina’s hand, walking faster to the shop, but you were soon blocked by two girls standing in your way.
‘Hi! Sorry! Are you Y/N Oppa!?’ One of the girl ask.
‘You must be Y/n Oppa right? We are your fans! We love you very very much! Can we get your autograph?’ Another girl says.
‘Ummm… yeah, thank you for your support.’ You hesitantly look at Mina, you have no idea when she has let go of your hands and waiting aside of you, don’t wanna spotted out by your fans. Her thin feature looks weaker under the street light, you don’t know why you would feel sad suddenly.
You take the pen that your fan give you, wanting to finish the little autographing session as soon as possible, so you can bring Mina leaving here. However, right after you finished signing for that two fans, more fans arrived and soon you are surrounded. ‘Y/N Oppa! I love you so much!’
‘Thank you, thanks a lot for your support. I really gonna go now, happy new year and please keep supporting ADDiction next year.’ Until your hands start to feel tired, you finally decided to reject the newcomers, you give a bow and turn around to leave quickly.
‘Mina!’ You look around nervously, but you can’t find the figure of your love. You bite your lips regretfully, totally forgot your could contract her with your phone. You keep running on the road, shouting Mina’s name occasionally.
‘Perhaps Mina has returned to home already?’ You told yourself, not hesitating anymore and run to the direction of your home. Even the light of the Taiyaki sign is still shining brightly, all you want now is to catch Mina on her way.
You get closer and closer to the Taiyaki shop, you find a familiar figure coming out from the store. ‘Mina!’
Mina could hear your calling right after she leaves the store, she looks at the direction of the sound, all she see is you are flying to her. Mina feels this scene is kind of familiar, she moves her lips, just trying to ask you did anything just happened, the next second she already feels herself hugged in your arms tightly.
No one knows how long did you two hugging, the warm sensation of the embrace magnified her senses, she dazed for a second, finally understand why the scene right now is so familiar to her.
It' s the scene of the 11th poem. Should she do the same thing as the poem for next?
'Can I kiss you?’ Mina did not even wait for your answer, she grabs your face and kisses you with a smile. Mina’s kiss just like winter snow falling on shoulder, soft, cool and delicate. At the moment when the whole world is filled with snow, you suddenly recalled the 11th poem from this morning.
At the last day of 2019, you once again determined that, Mina will be the only snow for the rest of your life.
I should fly to my love
Like a flake in the storm,
I should die,
I should die,
On her lips that are warm.
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biggestxsimps · 1 year
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So Close, Yet So Far
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A/N: This is a male villain Y/N x Hero Izuku Midoriya oneshot. There's a bit of flirting occasionally and mentions of killing and deaths.
"So close. But so far." Y/N's voice rang throughout the field.
Somehow, Izuku had found himself in this situation with his ex boyfriend. It was something he never thought would occur. Y/N, out of all people. Becoming a villain and taking the leagues side? Who would have thought.
"Why? Why would you do this?" he asked, his fist clenched tightly as he watched the other taunt him from afar.
Y/N had bumped into Izuku on the way to another mission, but for now, the mission could wait. He wanted to tease him and taunt him a little bit, see how much progress the hero's made since they last met. "Do what? I haven't done anything. It's fun tagging along. Causing trouble, stirring up Spinner and Muscular for no reason at all. The rush of adrenaline that I feel everytime we're on the run. It's truly amazing..." he announced.
Izuku continued looking at Y/N, keeping his eyes on him at all times, making sure he didn't do anything behind his back. It was a fight or flight instinct, He didn't know whether to stay or to leave. Something inside of him wanted to go, but his gut was telling him to stay. He knew Y/N definitely wasn't as sane as what he used to be. Just by looking at him, and their previous conversation just before he had left. "What? You left cause this is more fun? Can you even hear yourself! Don't you understand you're either going to get killed or be sent to jail for the rest of your life? This isn't a joke Y/N. You've still got time to turn yourself around."
Y/N rose a brow, chuckling softly as he crossed his arms, hovering slightly over the ground. "This lifestyle is just more...thrilling. The thrill of being on the verge of death sends such chills down my spine.." he sighed softly, tilting his head back. "I love you Izuku, I really do. But no villain or hero could ever be seen with each other. But again...the risk is something I'm willing to take.." he smirked, shaking his head a bit as he deactivated his quirk, lowering onto the ground.
Izuku sucked in a breath, noticing one of Kurogiri's portals spawning. Y/N looked behind himself, sighing softly and looking at Izuku. "Looks like this is my signal to be heading off now! It was lovely seeing you again Izuku, please..We should go out sometime again." he spoke in a flirtatious tone, smiling slightly as he blew a kiss before he walked into the portal, the mist shutting behind him.
Izuku watched as Y/N left, his cheeks heating up slightly as he clenched his fist slightly tightly, grumbling softly to himself as he walked away, Y/N on his mind.
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sycamorelibrary754 · 4 months
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Guardian Angel
Chapter 7: Pinot's Palette
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Summary: Your recovery is coming along nicely and it’s finally time for your first official date with Wanda. You go to great lengths to ensure that it is perfect. 
Warnings: Mentions of injuries.
Word Count: 5k
A/N: This has been my favorite chapter to write so far. I hope you enjoy! 
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Your phone emitted a small ding, pulling your attention away from the book you were reading. You glanced at the screen and saw the latest reminder in your schedule - it was time for your second follow-up appointment with Helen. Your heart sank a little as you realized that you were still unable to walk, which meant that getting to the Med Bay in your wheelchair would be a challenge, as always. To make matters worse, your left arm was still in a sling, leaving you continually reliant on your newfound friends to help you accomplish even the simplest tasks around the compound. You couldn't help but feel weary of the constant need for assistance, but you were hopeful for some good news today. It had been over a month since the accident and you were eager to get back to work soon.
Wanda had taken Billy and Tommy to soccer practice, leaving you on your own. Thankfully, Natasha kindly offered to accompany you to your appointment. Standing with her arms crossed, she watched as you tried to convince her that you didn't need her assistance. You showed her how you could use your right hand to push the wheelchair and then use gravity to move forward.
Natasha humored your demonstration for a total of ten seconds before she had enough of your stubbornness. She grabbed the handles of the wheelchair and started pushing you down the hall. Frustrated, you grumbled but let the widow take over.
“Beep, beep,” Nat called out as she rolled you rolled into the Med Bay. 
“Y/N, we’re all set for you,” a nurse announced. 
“Want me to come in with you?”
“Sure,” as the nurse starts to roll you away. 
You were familiar with the routine by now. X-rays and an MRI were conducted to evaluate your recovery. Fortunately, test results were instantaneous in the Med Bay. A luxury you were thankful for. A few minutes later Dr. Cho knocked and entered your room. 
“Hi, y/n,” sitting down in front of the hologram interface and opening your patient file. “How are you feeling today?“
“Honestly, this week has been a bit tough. I'm still experiencing some soreness on the left side of my stomach and chest, but my headaches have become less frequent.”
“The discomfort you're feeling on your left side is normal after the splenectomy and the procedure on your punctured lung. You may experience some residual and referred pain for a while. I'd also like to remind you to avoid screen time as much as possible while you're still experiencing concussion symptoms,” raising an eyebrow at you. 
“Don’t worry,” Nat interrupted. We’ll make sure she stays off the screens.”
“Overall, I'm pleased with how your recovery is progressing," Helen said as she brought up the images from your MRI. "The cradle has significantly sped up the healing process following your surgery. As you can see here," she pointed at the screen, "there is very little scar tissue and no inflammation around your abdomen or chest. This is exactly what we want to see.”
You appreciated Helen's optimistic and calm demeanor. She had been with you every step of the way since you were rushed into her operating room, and you weren't sure how you could have managed this last month without her.
“So, that was the good news,” rubbing her hands together. “Do you want to hear the great news?” 
“That wasn’t the great news?”
“Your fractured ankle has healed well over the last month. This means that you no longer need to use the wheelchair," showing you your X-ray image. "Instead, we will fit you with a walking boot for the next couple of weeks. You can take it off at night, and if everything goes as planned, you should be able to remove it, along with your sling, in two weeks.”
“Wow," you said, running a hand over your face in relief. 
If all goes well, I foresee you being able to return to work in a few weeks,” she added.
"Thank you so much, Helen.”
*^~^*
You and Natasha stepped off the elevator and walked into the common room. You realized that it had been a long time since you had walked anywhere and you would never take the simple act of walking for granted again. You took a seat on the sofa and checked your phone to see if Wanda had called. Since you had both been honest about your feelings, you couldn't go long without speaking to the redhead.
A hand reaches out from behind and takes your phone. “Nope.”
“Hey!”
“You heard what Helen said. No screens while you’re still having concussion symptoms.”
“Come on, Nat,” you complained, reaching for your phone. “I feel fine right now. Wanda was supposed to call me after my appointment and I don’t want to miss her.”
"I’ll hang onto your phone and let you know if she calls,” holding it above her head. 
Taking advantage of your newfound mobility, you stood up and tried to grab your phone with your good arm. 
"Maria! Heads up," Natasha yelled to her girlfriend as she walked into the room.
The Deputy Director caught the phone in one swift motion before it hit her in the face. 
"Please give me my phone,” you pleaded.
"Hey, you’re standing! That’s great.”
"Thank you, Maria. May I have my phone as a reward?"
She looked past you at Natasha, who shook her head in defiance. 
"Sorry, y/n," she was just about to toss your phone back to Nat when it started ringing. 
Maria smiled and showed you your phone screen lighting up with Wanda’s name.
"GIMMEE!" You shouted as Maria tossed it over your head to Nat. 
Natasha answered the phone and switched over to the speakerphone.
"Hey, Wands," she said resting her head in her hand as she leaned on the counter. 
"Nat? Why are you answering y/n's phone? Is she okay?"
"She’s fine. Helen just told her to stay off the screens for a bit while she’s still having some lingering concussion symptoms," Natasha said.
"She’s still having concussion symptoms?! We FaceTimed for an hour last night and she didn’t say anything. You tell her that we are going to have a long discussion about following Helen’s orders after I drop the boys off at soccer practice," Wanda said.
"Oh, don’t worry. She’ll get the message," Natasha responded with a smirk.
"Thank you, Nat. I’ll be there in about half an hour.”
"Okay, bye," Natasha ended the call and promptly put your phone in her back pocket. "You could try to come and take it, but I warn you, I’ve taken down Hydra agents in less time than it would take me to push you over."
You grumbled and walked back over to the sofa with Natasha following you closely. 
"That’s more like it," Natasha said, lovingly patting the top of your head. "Now, may I interest you in a peanut butter sandwich?" 
"Sure… with chocolate milk?"
"Oh my God, what are you, eight?"
"Says the superhero offering me a peanut butter sandwich.”
"She’s got you there, babe," Maria snickered, plopping down next to you on the sofa. 
"Fine," Natasha said before heading back into the kitchen. 
"So, you and Wanda," Maria sheepishly grinned, as you turned beet red at the mere mention of her name. "That’s wonderful," patting you on the shoulder. 
"Hey, watch this," she smirked. "Nat! Y/N wants marshmallow fluff on her peanut butter sandwich."
"Hell no! Do I look like I work at the Candy Bar?" Natasha yelled from the kitchen.
You both lapsed into laughter on the sofa.
*^~^*
You were having your lunch with Natasha and Maria in the kitchen when FRIDAY interrupted.
"Ms. Y/L/N, Ms. Maximoff is on her way up."
"Thank you, FRIDAY," taking another sip of your chocolate milk.
Natasha whispered to Maria, "This should be good."
You heard the elevator doors open to the common area. "Alright, where is she?"
"In here!" you called out, standing up and taking physical inventory just before Wanda entered the kitchen.
"You better not be looking at your phone or watching television because—" Wanda stopped in her tracks at the sight of you standing.
"You're... you're standing," she said, subdued by shock.
"Yeah, two more weeks with the walking boot and the sling, and then I'm fully mobile again," you said, a small smile curling your lips.
Wanda stood silently for a moment before running toward you. "This is wonderful, y/n. I'm so happy for you," she said, wrapping her arms around you.
You grunted slightly as she inadvertently squeezed your left side.
"I'm sorry!" she said, pulling back quickly. "Are you alright?"
"I'm fine, still a bit sore on this side, that's all."
Wanda ran her hand softly over your side before looking into your eyes and then down at your lips. You sensed her intention as she kissed you gently.
"Well, that was anticlimactic," Maria's voice cut through your intimate moment.
"Nat, Maria, when did you get here?" Wanda asked.
"Oh my God," Natasha exasperated. She pulled your phone out of her back pocket and handed it to Wanda. Maria simply wiggled her eyebrows and gave you a knowing smile as she followed Nat out of the room. 
*^~^*
You lay propped up on Wanda's bed. You didn't change any of the decor, but the simple addition of your favorite books and fluffy blanket made her room feel more like home to you. Truthfully, you relished the opportunity to learn more about Wanda as you took in the intricacies of her favorite things meticulously placed with care around the space. Wanda traced shapes on your arm as she rested her head in your lap.
"That's a beautiful painting," you said, admiring the landscape on the wall above her armoire.
"It's the Valley of Sokovia," Wanda said lifting her head to follow your eyes. "My grandmother Katerina was a gifted painter. Before the war broke out, she would paint a variety of Sokovian landscapes across the country. She used to say that painting was her soul upon the canvas, a story of colors and rising hope.”
"I've admired it every day since I've been here. It's exquisite."
"It was on my grandparents' wall forever. It felt like it spoke directly to my soul in a language I knew at my birth. I wanted so much to paint like my grandma when I was a little girl, but Pietro and I had to grow up quickly and suddenly learning to paint didn't seem so important anymore," Wanda said, fidgeting with her hands. "After they passed, my mother hung the painting in mine and Pietro's bedroom to remind us that our home was beautiful. Not just a war-torn country forgotten by the rest of the world."
Your face softened at her story. "I'm so sorry that you grew up under those circumstances."
Wanda let out a deep sigh, her mind lost in memories of the past. “Despite the tumultuous times, there were moments of pure joy and happiness that I cherish dearly. Playing with Pietro, the aroma of our mother's homemade Paprikash in the air during family dinners. The nights spent watching classic American sitcoms with our father to improve our English.” 
You listened to Wanda reminisce so vividly that you could almost see the memories dancing in the reflection of her eyes. 
“They were simple yet beautiful moments that instilled a sense of gratitude in me. They remind me of all the blessings I have in my life - my health, my newfound family, my adorable boys. She hesitated for a moment before adding, "And you."
You looked down at Wanda staring up at you and couldn't help but smile.
"I feel the same way. The magic is in the little things,” you said, running your hand through her hair. "I was thinking... we haven't had our first official date yet, and I would love to take you out this weekend," staring down at Wanda's head in your lap. "If that's something you would like to do, of course," you added quickly.
"You're so cute," Wanda said, reaching up and caressing your cheek. "That is something I would very much like to do."
Your stomach exploded in butterflies. "Okay! Don't worry, I'll take care of everything. Umm, Saturday. Is Saturday good?" you asked, rambling happily.
"Perfect. Billy and Tommy are having a sleepover at a friend's house, so I'm all yours. What did you have in mind?"
"Hmm, I think you'll just have to wait and see," you smirked. "I want it to be a surprise."
*^~^*
“Help me!” You shouted as you burst into Yelena’s room. 
“I would be careful about shouting that particular phrase in this building,” Yelena answered calmly. The blonde didn’t even bother to look up, too occupied with polishing her widow bites. “You’re liable to turn around to a variety of weapons pointed in your direction, candy maker.”
“I need some advice.” 
“Is that so?” Putting down her widow bite and raising an eyebrow at you. “Well, it just so happens that I am excellent with the advice.”
“What happened?!!” Kate bursts in bow and arrow drawn with Carol by her side, hands glowing blue. 
You tried to duck a potential shot, but you still didn’t have your balance and proceeded to fall back on your butt. 
“See what I mean?” Yelena smirked. 
“Jesus!” Your heart pounding. “Everything is fine, I just wanted Yelena’s advice on something.”
“Oh,” Lowering her bow with an heir of disappointment. 
“We’ll just go then,” Carol said.
“No, wait. You can stay too. I need all the help I can get.” 
Kate circled back to Yelena’s bed and Carol helped you up onto the couch with her.
Wanda and I are going on our first official date this weekend, and I was wondering—“
“Oh my god! That is so exciting!” Kate shouted. “Where are you taking her? Well, probably somewhere amazing, right? I mean it would have to be to impress the Scarlet Witch. That’s a lot of pressure. Wow, are you nervous? What are you going to do?”
You blinked a couple of times, as everything Kate just said hit you like a ton of bricks. 
“Holy shit. What was I thinking? I don’t know what I’m doing. She deserves the best, I should just tell her I have to cancel,” you rambled as the blonde widow stood and walked toward you. “What excuse do you think would work best? Maybe—Ouch!”
Yelena gave you a soft slap across the face.  
“What was that for?!” Touching your cheek.
“You were spiraling. Granted, it was Kate Bishop’s fault,” glaring over at the young archer. “Trust me when I say this, y/n. Wanda's outlook on life has changed significantly in the past year. What the little witch cares most about are her boys, everything else is secondary. Which means she must care about you to bring you into her world. Trust your gut, she will love anything you plan as long as you're together.”
“Wanda is sentimental,” Carol added. “She would love a date that you put some meaningful thought into planning.
“Sentimental and meaningful,” the wheels turn slowly inside your head. 
Okay, Thank you three. This was helpful,” rising slowly from the sofa. “I’ll see you later.”
*^~^*
“You’re supposed to be resting!” Nat called out between punches. 
“I was!” you shouted from the side of the ring. “I need your advice!” 
The widow dodged her opponent’s punch then twisted his arm behind his back and pinned him to the mat. 
“Take five, Bennett,” rustling the trainee agent’s hair before standing and walking towards you. 
“What’s up?” Stepping out of the ring and wiping her face with a towel. 
“Wanda and I are going on our first official date this weekend and I was hoping you could give me some insight on what she would appreciate?” 
“Hmm,” taking a sip of water from her water bottle. “Wanda appreciates thoughtfulness, y/n. I know that sounds ambiguous, but it's true. Show her you're paying attention.”
*^~^*
The car arrived at Wanda's house at 7:00 pm sharp. You had wanted to pick her up yourself, but Helen and Bruce forbade it. They insisted that you needed to fully recover, with no shortcuts. This was how you found yourself in the back seat of Stark's 1959 Racing Green Aston Martin.
"Thank you so much for offering to drive tonight, Pepper," you said.
"No problem, y/n. We're happy to play a small part in your special evening," Pepper replied.
"Not to mention, your little destination is down the street from one of our favorite restaurants," Tony added from the front seat.
You grabbed the single red rose from beside you and took a deep breath.
"You got this, Willy Wonka!" Tony cheered.
You rolled your eyes at his nickname for you as you got out of the car. Walking up the embellished concrete path to her front door, you couldn't help but feel nervous. Stepping up onto the porch, you looked back at Tony and Pepper, smiling and giving you a thumbs up.
You took one final cleansing breath before ringing the doorbell. You heard footsteps on the other side of the door a few moments later, straightening your suede coat and running a hand through your hair just as Wanda opened the door.
"Hi," she said softly, blushing at you.
"Hi, wow, you look beautiful," you said, taking in her appearance.
Her red hair was styled in an updo bun. A few loose strands fell down the sides of her face. A white peasant blouse, light-wash jeans, and brown boots completed the look.
"Thank you. I wasn't sure if this was okay since you wouldn't tell me where we are going. You said casual date night..." she trailed off as she slipped on a rust-colored corduroy jacket.
"It's perfect," you said, handing her the rose.
"Oh my. Thank you, y/n. It's lovely."
"I was going to get you a whole bouquet, but I didn't want you to have to carry it or stop to put it in water," you rambled.
"It's perfect," she repeated your words.
You offered her your hand as you stepped off the porch.
She looked down at you and giggled, "I should be the one offering you a hand, sweetheart. You're down to two working limbs."
"I believe in chivalry," you said, smiling at the redhead.
You walked to the car and opened the door for Wanda. As she slid in, you followed behind her.
"Hi Wanda, good to see you," Pepper said.
"Good to see you too. Thank you so much for driving us tonight," Wanda replied.
"Okay, kids. Off we go," Tony announced. "Please keep your hands, legs, feet, and arms inside the car at all times."
*^~^*
The car slowed to a stop at the corner of Washington Street and Chester Avenue.
"Alright. Have fun, you two," Tony smirked.
"We'll pick you up in a bit," Pepper added.
“Okay, thank you again for the drive,” you said. “Enjoy your dinner!”
You watched the car drive off before reaching for Wanda's hand. She took your hand in hers and smiled at you.
"So, are you finally going to tell me where we're going?"
"You'll see," you sang as you walked hand in hand down the sidewalk a dozen or so yards before stopping in front of a shop.
Wanda looked up at the storefront lit up with fairy lights and read the sign:
Pinot's Palette
"What is this y/n?"
"You said you always wanted to learn to paint like your grandmother. I thought you might like to start tonight," you explained. "I signed us up for a 45-minute Paint and Sip class. They give you step-by-step instructions on how to paint a really beautiful picture, and there's wine and appetizers. I thought it could be fun," you trailed off shyly.
"I don't know what to say, I- this is so thoughtful, y/n. Truly."
"Shall we?" you asked, opening the door for her. You were greeted immediately by a tall brunette with glasses.
"Welcome to Pinot's Palette! I'm Sarah, your instructor for the evening. Your class starts in about 20 minutes, so you can go ahead and grab a glass of wine and some appetizers in the meantime."
"This place is so cute!" Wanda said.
"Agreed," you replied, admiring the warm and intimate space. A variety of paintings was displayed proudly on the walls from past classes.
Wanda poured both of you a glass of Pinot Noir. You swirled the glass a bit before taking a sip.
"Mhmm, delicious," you said.
"Definitely on the dryer side. Medium body with bright acidity," Wanda said, letting the wine breathe before taking another sip. "Silky tannins, with hints of raspberries, cherries, and vanilla."
You simply stared in astonishment. "Okay, that was incredibly sexy. How do you know so much about wine?"
"You don't know everything about me yet," Wanda smirked as she turned and walked toward the food spread.
You followed closely behind her like a lovesick puppy.
*^~^*
"Okay, welcome to Saturday Night Sip and Paint class, everyone. Tonight we're going to paint a simple yet beautiful full-moon lake scene. So let's get started!"
You and Wanda followed along as Sarah demonstrated each step on her canvas at the front of the class. You were thankful that it was your non-dominant arm in the sling, so you could still paint.
You started by mixing the perfect tints for your masterpieces. But, you couldn’t seem to get it right. Yours were uneven and messy, while Wanda's were solid and smooth. 
Frustrated, you mutter to yourself, "This shouldn't be this difficult. I mix chocolate for a living, I should be able to mix paint." As you look up, you notice Wanda giggling at your struggles. 
“You're enjoying this, aren't you?”
“Just a little bit.”
You can't resist the opportunity to make her smile. You dip your finger in the white paint on your palette and playfully boop Wanda's nose, leaving a white dot behind. She looks at you with a mix of surprise and amusement.
“Stop it, y/n. You’re going to get us in trouble,” she whispered, laughing softly. 
“Okay, but honestly, you look adorable.”
*^~^*
"Your backgrounds look great!" Sarah said, walking by and admiring what you and Wanda had painted. "Ooh, Wanda! I love how you used a bit of Prussian blue in the corners. It adds depth."
Wanda beamed with pride as you smiled at her. You were having a wonderful time with her, and you didn't want it to end.
That is pretty,” you added. “Not to mention, my favorite color.”
“Is it?”
“Yes, I’ve always loved a strong blue,” washing your brush in the glass of water. 
“Any particular reason?” 
You sighed and shrugged your shoulders. “It’s tranquil and calm. Two things that I’ve tried to bring more of into my life over the years.”
“I know how you feel,” the redhead empathized, as she took another sip of wine. “The last year of my life was so chaotic, I vowed from now on to only surround myself with things and people who bring me a sense of serenity.”
You nodded in understanding, as Sarah grabbed the attention of the class again.
“Alright everyone, now we’re going to add the moon to our paintings. It’s really simple, everyone go ahead and pick up a spare paper plate,” holding one up. “Then trace around the edge like this to make a circle.”
You watched as Wanda traced her moon. Her tongue adorably poking out of the side of her mouth in concentration. 
“There we go!”
She looked over at you, still sitting there with your paper plate in your one good hand looking down at your sling. 
“Oh, I’m sorry y/n. Here, let me help you.” 
“It’s okay, Wanda. I got it.”
You put down the plate, picked up your small brush, and dipped it in the off-white paint. In one fluid motion, you painted a perfect circle. 
“Wow, that was smooth. How did you do that?” 
“When you work in a sweet shop and you make a living scooping ice cream or frosting cupcakes all day, it bodes well if you can make a perfect circle,” you giggled. 
“Hmm, I see,” lips pursed to stop herself from smiling. “I wonder what other hidden talents you’re keeping from me.”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?” Wiggling your eyebrows and taking a sip of your wine.
After you added the silhouette of the pine trees to your paintings and the reflections and ripples in the water, you were on to the final touch of adding stars and a comet to the sky. 
You dipped your fan brush in the white paint and flicked it toward the canvas to create a random star pattern. Picking up your liner brush, you added a comet to your sky. Everyone signed and dated their paintings. You added a small heart in the corner of your canvas to serve as a reminder of your first date with Wanda. You looked over at the redhead to see that she was adding a second comet into her sky. 
“Two comets? Now that is a miracle.”
“One for Billy and one for Tommy. They’re my miracles.”
“They certainly are,” kissing her cheek as she finished her painting. “I hope I get to meet them someday.”
“I think you will,” smiling at you. 
After class, everyone had a photo taken with their finished painting. You both held them up proudly as Sarah used Wanda’s phone to take the picture. 
“Thank you so much, Sarah. We had a wonderful time,” you said, hugging the young woman.
“Yes, I’m going to tell all my friends about this place. It was wonderful,” Wanda added.
“It was my pleasure. You two come back anytime.”
*^~^*
As you left the shop and stepped into the cold night air, you quickly sent a text to Pepper to let her know that you were finished. She responded promptly, telling you that they had just paid the bill and would be there shortly.
"Tony and Pepper will be here in a few minutes. Shall we sit?" you asked, gesturing to a green metal bench a few yards away.
"Sure. Don’t think I’ve forgotten that you still need to take it easy just because we’re out and about tonight,” leading you to the bench.
You sat down next to her and took in her profile, feeling a surge of affection. You had always felt that Wanda was different, not just because she was one of Earth’s mightiest heroes, but because she was sweet and genuine. You couldn’t wait to see where your journey together would take you. Wanda looked over at you, sensing that you were staring.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I'm just so happy to be here with you."
"Me too,” loose strands of her red hair blowing in the soft night wind.
Slowly, you leaned in and kissed her, feeling her warmth and love. Your stomach exploded with joy at Wanda's touch. Suddenly, the sound of a car horn broke you from your reverie as Tony pulled up beside you and rolled down the window.
"Excuse me, hi. I'm looking for a witch and a candy maker for a live-action Hansel and Gretel," Tony joked.
"You're an idiot," Wanda deadpanned, sliding into the backseat next to you.
"No funny business in the backseat, you two," Tony warned as he pulled away from the curb.
“How was your painting class?” Pepper asked
“It was wonderful,” Wanda said, holding up her painting.
"You painted that? Wanda, that is gorgeous!" Pepper exclaimed.
"She's a natural," you said, stroking her hand with your thumb.
"You flatter me.”
“It’s true. Your grandmother would be proud.”
Wanda blushed at your compliment as you leaned over and kissed her cheek.
*^~^*
Tony slowed to a stop in front of the redhead’s house. You stepped out of the car and walked the her to the front door, clutching her painting and the single red rose you gifted her. She unlocked the door and set the painting and rose down just inside the entryway.
"I had an amazing time tonight, y/n. It was so special, I couldn't ask for anything more," Wanda said, smiling at you.
"Me too, it was wonderful. I asked everyone for advice because I wanted our first date to be perfect. Then I remembered the story you told me about your grandmother’s painting, and I knew-" You were cut off by Wanda's lips on yours. The kiss was filled with passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into a moment.
As you pulled apart, her hand trailed down your cheek and she smiled, biting down on her lower lip. "I'll talk to you tomorrow, y/n."
"Okay. Goodnight, Wanda," you said, watching her walk inside and close the door behind her.
You turned around to see Tony and Pepper ducking down in their seats, pretending they weren't watching you from the car. "Subtle," you said, sliding into the backseat and shutting the car door.
“We didn’t say anything,” Tony said, holding his hands up in defense.
Once you arrived back at the compound, you immediately got into your pajamas and removed your walking boot. You were exhausted from the excitement of the night, but it was worth it. As you snuggled into your covers, your phone dinged. You opened the notification to see the picture Sarah took of you and Wanda holding up your paintings. Wanda had texted you: "I had a great time tonight. Every moment with you is a work of art."
You blushed profusely as you read her text before sending back your reply: "I have a beautiful muse. 
Placing your phone on back on your nightstand, you laid back down. Adjusting your sling, you placed your good hand behind your head and stared up at the darkness of the ceiling, lost for words. You couldn't believe that Wanda Maximoff had left you speechless. It was the first of many times she would do so.
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Wayfarer Dev Log 2023.03.06
Hi friends!
It’s been a while since my last proper update in January. I am recovered from illness and mostly back to normal; with the days getting longer and actually having sunlight now, it’s easier to stay focused than it was in the winter. A lot of developments have happened in the interim, so I’m hoping this dev log will serve to get you caught up on things I’ve been keeping under wraps until now.
✦ New Blog Reveal
My blog’s desktop theme has been redesigned and updated! Huge thank you to @ethereal-themes for taking this on, I am in love with the new look.
Desktop theme
About
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FAQ
Character Roster (updated with Episode 2 characters + sortable, including by romance type)
These pages cannot be viewed in the tumblr mobile app, but they can be viewed by inputting the link into your mobile browser. Mobile versions of the updated FAQ information and tag list are forthcoming.
Many thanks to @memaidraws for my new blog portrait of Alexia. 💕
Additionally, I am no longer tracking the tag "wayfarer" for community content. The tag has become overrun with bots that makes it very difficult to filter. If you've created something you'd like me to see, please use the "wayfarer if" tag or tag my blog!
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✦ The Public Build
A new patch should be coming sometime in March to fix lingering bugs and issues in Episode 2. This patch will require a full restart of the game. Once it releases, you should not use old saves otherwise you may encounter continuity errors and bugs in later episodes.
✦ The Alpha Build
Work on the next alpha update is progressing. I am still writing slower than I usually do, but I am coming up on the end of a major branch. There should be a new alpha release later in March that will cover one half of Episode 3 Part 1.
Even though not all possible routes will be included, the update will add over 300,000 words of new playable content to the game.
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✦ Development Changes
Until recently, Wayfarer was planned to be a free game. This is no longer the case. Though I am not ready to announce the full details yet, the game will be eventually be moving to a free demo + paid full game model later in its development cycle.
Act 1 (which includes the Prologue and Episodes 1-3) will remain free to play. Future pricing for non-Patreon early access to later episodes while the game is in development is TBD.
Because this change impacts some behind-the-scenes things, I am need to gauge how much of Wayfarer’s playerbase plays the game on their phone versus a computer.
If you would like to help me out, check out this poll here and let me know what device you regularly play on!
✦ Wayfarer 2023 Pin-Up Calendar
The Wayfarer Calendar is now closed! A huge thank you to our contributing artists and everyone who donated. Altogether, we raised $1094.54 USD. These proceeds were donated today to the Astraea Lesbian Foundation for Justice.
I am so honoured that the calendar was a huge hit. On behalf of our organizers, I would like to thank everyone for their passion and excitement for this project. It’s too soon to announce whether we will do something like this again for next year, but there may be another calendar on the horizon…
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If you’ve enjoyed Wayfarer, used my tutorials, or would like to support my work, please consider supporting me on Patreon. Patrons receive access to the alpha build, a private Discord server, exclusive previews, bonus content, side stories, and other benefits.
(Please note that if you are pledging solely for access to the alpha build, the alpha and the public build currently contain the same content.)
Wayfarer is a passion project and creating it is a full-time commitment. Any little bit goes a long way to help me bring it to fruition.
If you aren’t in a position to support financially, reblogs, shares, ratings and comments, and spreading the word about the game are much appreciated and do a lot to help me out! 💕
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A Little Unwell | Jerome Valeska x SA survivor!Fem!Reader
A/N: Another request from @hhh—www, I hope I actually did okay and that you like it! Also I’m sorry for some reason tumblr won’t let me tag you 😭 I, myself, have never been a victim of SA, so I apologize if this is campy or just not great. 😓
Warnings: Mention of past abuse, mention of strongly implied past s*xual assault (not by Jerome), trauma, angst, fluff
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Enough time has passed, or at least you feel it’s enough, for you to not have these moments. These little episodes. You’re still not sure what to call them, you’d probably know if you were still in therapy. When you told your parents what happened, they were quick to ask all the backwards questions you had heard only on television: “What were you wearing?” “Did you fight back?” “Were you drinking?” The police asked the very same questions and you just…couldn’t wrap your head around why this was happening. They were asking the wrong. Fucking. Questions. After the ninth… no, tenth time they asked you to repeat your story, some kind of switch flipped. You suddenly just started sobbing and screaming. You tried to leave the interrogation room and when they tried to calm you down you fought them. You fought them so hard, almost as if they were your assailants.
After that, it was off to Arkham, your parents certainly couldn’t keep you, you were obviously a danger to yourself and others! What if you tried to kill your father in his sleep in some fit of psychotic rage or attacked your mother like you did those poor policemen who were just doing their jobs?! You’re honestly still not sure why they did it, if anything you thought they would keep you around since you’re their maid and personal punching bag, but you supposed they had their own bullshit reasons. Either way, you were just happy to be away from them.
Yet…sometimes you almost missed the familiarity of what was your home, late at night when it was lights out and everyone was asleep. Or supposed to be. A week or two after your arrival, the voice of a boy would speak to you from the rusty vent in the corner of the room; Always after midnight, after the halls were silent, and the footsteps of guards patrolling the floors were long gone. At first you were angry. Why did it have to be a boy?! It scared you and annoyed you at the same time. Like those stupid dreams where all you saw were hands, desperately grasping at you. However as you eventually started to talk back to it, to him, you became more comfortable. He even made you laugh a few times, it was almost enough to make you actually want to go to the recreation room during the day. And so one day, you actually did.
You had told your therapist and they were very proud of the progress you had made, but they would be making sure a guard kept an eye on you just in case. Upon walking in, there was a moment where you felt like you couldn’t do it, you were sure everyone could smell your fear as soon as you stepped through the gate and warm tears began to prick at your eyes. Then, who should you lock eyes with but a boy with coppery red hair and piercing hazel eyes. Somehow you immediately knew that was the voice that kept you company all those nights. That was Jerome. He smiled at you and you did the same as you walked to where he was sitting, seemingly on cue. The exchange vaguely reminded you of the scene in Cinderella where Prince Charming saw the titular princess across the ballroom and was suddenly unaware of all the other women at the ball. Just as he stood to properly introduce himself to you, another voice, not nearly as nice as his, bellowed from across the room.
“GREETINGS, I AM ZAARDON, THE SOUL REAPER!”
A man, short and a bit overweight, announced himself before continuing on a rant that you have trouble recalling now, not that it mattered; He dropped dead mere moments into his rant and, as if the situation couldn’t get any more bizarre, a blue fog emitted from his mouth.
Next thing you know, you’re in a mansion and apparently apart of a gang. Which has lead you to this predicament.
Taking a shower at Arkham was easy: a female guard was always there to watch you while you bathed and occasionally made small talk with you to ease the awkwardness of the situation. Some would have thought it creepy but you found it comforting. Now, however, there are no female guards. Sure, there’s Tabitha and Barbara who have been nothing but kind to you but you weren’t about to ask them to monitor you while you bathed as if you were a child in a pool.
You briefly wondered if you could just go one more night without a shower or just take one in the morning. However, as you ran your hands through your (unfortunately oily) hair, it became very clear that you couldn’t wait another night.
You turned on the water faucet and gathered your toiletries from the counter when you noticed that you forgot the body wash you had previously purchased with Theo’s money in your room. With an internal groan, you begin to trudge back to your room, and there’s Jerome walking down the hall in his pajamas. Gosh, he must’ve thought you looked terrible.
“Hey, Gorgeous, whatcha doin’ up so late?” You blushed just slightly as he stopped to talk to you.
“Would you believe I’ve been trying to get a shower?” A tired chuckle escaped your lips.
Jerome furrowed his brows.
“What do you mean trying, is the faucet broken or something?”
“No”, you swallowed a lump in your throat,” I’m just nervous to use it…is all.” You felt embarrassed all of the sudden, he knew everything about the reason you had come to Arkham, but you hadn’t really told him about how badly the ordeal had affected you.
“Oh c’mon there’s nothing to worry about, I’ll sit on the floor and talk to you if it’ll make ya feel better!”
You were about to tell him that wasn’t funny when you saw that he had pulled a small sleep mask from his pocket. Hm. Okay…you could maybe work with that.
“Swear on my life I won’t peek!” He held up his hand as if swearing in court. You smiled.
“Okay…but ”, you said wearily,”…your…”
Jerome waited a few seconds before piping up.
“What is it?”
“Well what if you’re pajamas get wet?” Jerome laughed before wrapping an arm around you.
“I’ll go grab a raincoat, in the meantime, why don’t you go ahead and get in so that you don’t have to feel weird about getting undressed with me in the room.”
And so, you did. Just as you finished conditioning your hair, you reached for your body wash and realized you had somehow managed to again forget the very thing you left the bathroom for.
A knock at the door made you jump, which led to you almost slipping and falling on your ass.
“J-Jerome?”
“Is it okay if I come in?”
You paused for a moment before replying.
“Yeah…go ahead.”
The click of the door opening and closing told you Jerome was now in the bathroom with you. You looked down at your hands absentmindedly. They were trembling, you were trembling. You took a deep breath in and exhaled slowly.
“Oh, hey!”
You gasped, and then mentally chastised yourself.
“What..?”
You turned and saw that your body wash was being held out to you by Jerome, who was in fact wearing a rain coat judging by the yellow vinyl surrounding his wrist.
“This was on the floor in the hallway, I had a hunch it might be yours,” said Jerome in an uncharacteristically quiet voice.
You smiled softly.
“Yeah, it is, thanks…”
You went back to the task at hand while Jerome chatted with you about whatever came to mind. At one point it was what colors the two of you liked best. Then it was favorite foods and animals. Then finally you were done. Jerome was kind enough to hand you your towels and was holding your pajamas when you stepped out.
True to his word, he was wearing the sleep mask and a yellow raincoat. It made you laugh as you got dressed.
“Okay, you can take the mask off!”
Jerome eagerly did so, rubbing his eyes as he stood.
“See, told ya it would be fine!” He said with a grin.
“Okay, yes, you did…” you said grinning back and laughing a bit, “thank you, by the way.”
“Hey, don’t mention it! Now come on let’s get you to bed.”
As Jerome walked you down the hall to your room, you smiled.
You both stopped at the door to your room. He shuffled almost nervously before clearing his throat.
“Well, Sweetdreams!” Jerome said hastily. Before he could get too far away though, you hugged him.
For a second, you thought you had made him uncomfortable but then he gently wrapped his arms around you. It was the first time you had hugged someone since it happened. And the fact that you had said hug with Jerome couldn’t have made you any happier.
That night, there were no desperate hands grasping and lunging at you in your dreams. There was no flashback to the event that made you feel so broken and damaged. There was just the feeling of the hug, keeping you safe, and reminding you that your going to be okay.
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Workshop Progress: Nickname Winners & First Commission Update
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As April comes to an end, we are proud to announce that we have completed our first set of commissioned lines with Paul Warren! We covered approximately 260 lines of dialogue in two hours, and our staff is already working hard to split and process the audio files in Audacity.
We hope to begin implementation over the next two weeks as our Creation Kit & Assets team continue their work with rebuilding Kaidan's follower framework. Once complete, we will be uploading a video on our YouTube page featuring Mr. Warren's rendition of Kaidan during his 'A Bounty For The Hunter' intro quest, so make sure to check in periodically! Besides that bit of exciting news, we are also ready to announce the winners of our first nickname poll -- with a small change.
Lad/Lass/Friend as a nickname was the most requested option (almost half of all participants chose it!), due in great part to requests to have Kaidan acknowledge which pronouns your character uses and ensure queer representation. We loved the idea so much that we ultimately concluded we should add this nickname in by default, rather than having it compete against the other nicknames. So to that end, we have decided to use the top six results (instead of the top five) for our first wave of nickname implementation. Those winners are: 1) Lad/Lass/Friend 2) Little Dragon 3) Trouble 4) Sunshine 5) Starlight 6) Dragonborn
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Our goal for these nicknames is 4 - 6 lines per name, with a maximum of 36 total lines for this first iteration. We will be setting up a thread in our 'I Had An Idea' channel to hear your suggestions on what those lines should be, so hop in there and get involved! The last two months flew by, and we can't wait to share more developments with the community as we begin the re-voicing project. Thank you once again to everyone who has participated, donated, or otherwise encouraged this project along the way! (and don't worry -- if your nickname didn't make the cut, it will still be in the next nickname poll!)
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An Unexpected Rejection
The scene where Cinder is asked by Prince Kai to be his personal guest at the 126th Annual Peace Ball but she declines- in Kai"s point of view!
Kai was late.
He really needed to see Dr. Erland, but apparently, time wasn't on his side.
He spotted the nearest elevator behind him and as it was about to close, the elevator operator was able to hold it.
"Please hold," the voice announced.
"Sorry, sorry," Kai said to the person inside the elevator, practically slipping into it, "thanks for the hold--"
His voice caught when he saw the person inside.
Linh Cinder was leaning on the elevator wall, arms crossed, and she seemed genuinely shocked to see him standing there.
"Linh-mèi?" Kai blurted out.
She froze. She pushed herself off the elevator wall, something that Kai should have told her not to do and risk her being uncomfortable.
"Your Highness," Cinder muttered quietly, bowing.
Kai could sense the tension radiating off her. He wished he could do something to ease it.
Silence filled the elevator. A minute passed before Cinder spoke.
Cinder cleared her throat. "You should, um, just call me Cinder. You don't need to be so-" She slammed her mouth shut.
Kai's mouth twitched into an almost-smile.
Stop! Act normal! Kai scolded himself.
"All right, Cinder," he said, thankful his voice was steady. "Are you following me?"
Cinder frowned, which made Kai a little guilty he was teasing her. "I'm just going to check on the med-droid," she said. "That I looked at yesterday. To ensure it doesn't have any remaining bugs or anything."
Kai nodded. This was not going well. "I was on my way to talk to Dr. Erland about his progress," he told her to cut the silence. "I heard through the grapevine that he may have made progress with one of the recent draft subjects. I don’t suppose he said anything to you?"
Cinder fidgeted with her belt loops. "No, he didn't mention anything. But I'm just the mechanic."
They didn't say anything after that.
She doesn't know.
The elevator stopped. Kai motioned for her to exit first, then he followed her.
"Your Highness?" said a young woman in front of him. "I am so sorry."
"Thank you, Fateen," said Kai quietly. He kept walking.
Cinder frowned, confused.
Not a dozen steps later, they were halted by a man who also gave his condolences to Kai.
Kai saw Cinder shiver beside him. She stopped.
"You haven't seen the net this morning."
A heartbeat later, Cinder's eyes widened and she clapped a hand over her mouth.
Kai was surprised, but it faded away easily. He ducked his head. "Good guess."
"I'm so sorry. I didn't know-" she stammered frantically, her voice hinting at a million apologies.
Kai tucked his hands into his pockets. "I wish my father's death were the worst of it."
Cinder's eyes clouded over. Was something wrong? "Your Highness?"
Kai turned to look at her. He was getting sick of all these "Your Highnesses". Of course- not when Cinder said it. Wait-
"You can call me Kai," he blurted out before he could stop himself.
"Excuse me?"
"No more ‘Your Highness.’ I get enough of that from…everyone else. You should just call me Kai."
Cinder seemed momentarily dazed before he continued. She blinked like waking up from a daydream. "No. That wouldn't be-"
"Don't make me turn it into a royal command," he said, smiling.
Cinder scrunched her shoulders up by her ears. "All right. I suppose."
"Thank you," said Kai gratefully. "We should go then."
After a bit of quiet walking, he asked curiously, "What was wrong with the android?"
Cinder scratched at an oil stain on her glove. "Oh, I’m sorry. She’s not done yet. I’m working on her, I swear." She's talking about Nainsi.
"No, I meant the med-droid," said Kai, pushing down the urge to ask more about Nainsi. "That you fixed for Dr. Erland?"
"Oh. Oh, right. Um. It was…it had…a…dead wire. Between its optosensor and…control panel," she stammered.
Kai raised his brow. She was lying.
Cinder cleared her throat as if to clear away the awkwardness. "You, uh, said that something was worse? Before?"
Kai said nothing.
"Never mind," said Cinder, shrugging. "I didn't mean to pry."
Dammit, Kai. You just blew it.
“No, it’s all right. You’ll find out soon enough.” He lowered his voice. “The Lunar queen informed us this morning that she is coming to the Commonwealth on a diplomatic mission. Supposedly," he told her.
Cinder almost tripped, and Kai felt a pang of guilt as she stumbled after him. "The Lunar Queen? You can't be serious."
“I wish I weren’t. Every android in the palace has spent the morning taking down every reflective surface in the guest wing. It’s ridiculous—like we have nothing better to do.”
“Reflective surfaces? I always thought that was just superstition.”
“Evidently not. Something about their glamour... It doesn't really matter."
“When is she coming?”
“Today.”
Cinder looked horrified.
“I’ll be making an announcement in half an hour," said Kai.
“But why would she come now, when we’re in mourning?”
Kai smiled grimly. “Because we’re in mourning.”
He stopped.
Shoot, Nainsi.
Kai turned toward Cinder nervously. “Look, I really appreciate your helping with the med-droids, and I’m sure the best mechanic in the city has a million jobs to prioritize, but at the risk of sounding like a spoiled prince, could I ask that you move Nainsi to the top of your list? I’m starting to get anxious about getting her back. I—” He paused long enough to catch the anxiousness in Cinder's face. “I think I could use the moral support of my childhood tutor right now. You know?” He wanted her to know he was lying. He needed to let her know he was lying. Lying for something far more important than childhood attachments or moral support.
Understanding flashed across Cinder's grease-coated face. “Of course, Your Highness. Sorry, Prince Kai. I’ll take a look at her as soon as I get home.”
Kai would have hugged her.
Oh, Cinder, thank you, thank you, thank you.
Kai stomped down his ridiculous thoughts and gestured at a door that had Dr. Dmitri Erland's name labeled on it.
As soon as they entered, Erland leapt to his feet. "Your Highness--I am so sorry. What can I do to help you?"
“Nothing, thank you,” said Kai. Then he reconsidered. "Find a cure."
“I will, Your Highness.” He pulled his hat on. “Of course I will.”
Cinder looked at Dr. Erland and guilt immediately clouded her eyes after a few seconds.
Kai cleared his throat. “I found your pretty new mechanic down in the lobby, and she tells me she’s here to check on the med-droids again. You know I could get you funding for some upgraded models if you require it.”
Oh shoot shoot shoot, did I just call her pretty? Kai thought furiously. What was I THINKING, oh SHOOT.
He willed himself to ignore her.
“No, no, they only needed a touch of maintenance,” said Dr. Erland, reassuringly. “Nothing to worry about, and I would hate to have to program a new model. Besides, if we didn’t have any malfunctioning androids, what excuse would we have for asking Miss Linh back to the palace from time to time?”
Kai saw Cinder glare at the doctor from the corner of his eye, and he couldn't help smiling.
“Doctor," Kai started, “I heard a rumor that you’ve made some sort of a breakthrough in the past few days. Is it true?”
Dr. Erland seemed as if he could slap anyone who started the rumor, but so far he seemed calm. “My prince, you should know better than to ask after rumors like that. I hate to give you hope before I know anything concrete. But when I do have solid information, you will be the first to see the report.”
“Right. In that case, I’ll leave you be and hope to see a report cross my desk any day now.”
“That could be difficult, Your Highness, considering you do not have a desk.”
Kai shrugged, unprovoked, and turned toward Cinder. "I hope our paths will cross again." He bowed his head a little.
"Really?" asked Cinder, grinning quite stiffly. "In that case, I guess I'll just keep following you."
Regret shined in Cinder's eyes for half a breath before Kai laughed.
Kai took Cinder's hand before he could stop himself. Panic crossed her face as he lifted her hand and placed a soft kiss on it.
Kai let go of Cinder's hand and bowed, exiting the room.
Then he got an idea.
An idea so crazy, it just might work.
"Gracious," whispered Dr. Erland as Kai opened the door.
“Pardon me, but might I have one more brief word with Linh-mèi?”
Dr. Erland gestured toward the mechanic. “By all means.”
Kai turned to her, still in the doorway. “I know this sounds like very poor timing, but trust me when I say my motives are based on self-preservation.” He inhaled a sharp breath. Please let this work. “Would you consider being my personal guest at the ball?”
Cinder froze for four heartbeats and a half. Her eyes were big and scared.
Kai waited.
And waited.
Then he raised his brows to catch her attention.
She blinked. "E-excuse me?" she stuttered.
"I assume you are going to the ball?"
“I-I don’t know. I mean, no. No, I’m sorry, I’m not going to the ball.”
The hope rushed out of Kai in a millisecond.
SHOOT.
“Oh. Well...but...maybe you would change your mind? Because I am, you know.”
"The prince," Cinder completed for him.
"Not bragging," Kai blurted out, feeling sweat trickling at the back of his neck. "Just a fact."
"I know."
After a long moment, Cinder said, “I-I’m sorry. Thank you—I… thank you, Your Highness. But I must respectfully decline.”
Kai took a moment to process what she said. Once he did, he attempted a grin that hurt his face muscles. “No, it’s all right. I understand.”
In truth, he didn’t.
Hell, she was probably in love with someone else.
“My sincerest condolences, Your Highness,” said Dr. Erland. Kai nearly forgot he was there. “In more ways than one, it seems.”
Cinder glared at the doctor. Kai found it cute when she narrowed her eyes at him, scrunched her eyebrows and pressed her lips together.
Kai blinked a few more times to clear his head of that ridiculous thought.
“It was nice to see you again, Linh-mèi,” said Kai.
The look of annoyance was peeled off Cinder’s face and was replaced by panicked apology, but Kai couldn’t stand a second longer in there. Her mouth was just opening when Kai wrenched open the door and closed it behind him quietly.
Kai leaned against the wall beside the door to Dr. Erland’s office and dragged a hand down his face. “Stars,” he breathed. How could he be so foolish?…
Kai heard the doctor’s faint voice through the wood.
“What a shame you cannot blush, Miss Linh.”
Overwhelmed and exhausted, Kai cleared away his confusion at the doctor’s statement.
Can my life get any worse?
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mixedstyles · 2 years
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As Long as You Are: Part 3
LINKS: Part One, Part Two, Social Media blurb, Part 3.5!
Author’s Note: Hello hello! Welcome to Part Three to this story! I’ve finally found a title for this story: As Long as You Are, which will make more sense as the story continues. PLEASE NOTE that this reads more as a story and less as a fanfiction, especially this part. Harry is mentioned and makes an appearance but most of it is filler, story progression, and dialogue. If this is something that doesn’t interest you, that's okay! If you’re looking for more Harry x y/n based fics head over to @reveriehs​, she reblogs fic recommendations and has a HUGE masterlist of Harry writers!!
ADDITIONAL INFORMATION: If you looked at the social media blurb I wrote prior to June 26th there was a slight change. your/bff is no longer nameless. The name I gave her is Auden and her social media username is auden.png, I apologize if this deters you further from this story but it makes it easier for my ADHD brain to write and follow.
Word Count: 2533 Pronouns Used: She/Her (use of y/n) POV: Third Person. Warnings: swearing, brief mention of mental health (anxiety and imposter syndrome)
Harry x musician!reader: A day in y/n’s life, featuring Harry.
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It had been a couple days since Harry first messaged y/n and every time she saw there was a notification from him she had to remind herself “he’s just another person” or she would have already collapsed into a puddle. Some might have said that she should have gotten a little more chill talking to Harry. But in her mind there was absolutely nothing “chill” about having a casual conversation with a literal international superstar.
Despite the fact that she had to calm her breathing with nearly every message, she did enjoy talking with him. Harry had thanked y/n for being so open after she sent the voice message — which made her melt a little inside — and they continued to talk every so often. After the first two days y/n noticed that Harry still hadn’t followed her which at first bothered y/n, but she realized that Harry Styles was messaging her. So she gave up that small grudge fairly quickly.
Other than the one and only Harry Styles messaging her, there wasn’t much going on in y/n’s life. She did have a very small job as a teaching assistant (TA) for a summer Music Theory class that she was doing for a little bit of money. It wasn’t a lot of money but any money was more than none when you’re in college, so y/n had no complaints. There was also a little secret she had been keeping from Harry. As much as y/n and Harry had been talking, there was no way in hell that she was going to mention that she had been planning to go to the One Night Only in New York the following weekend with her friends from school. One of the reasons that she had taken the TA job was so that she had a little extra money to spend if they were able to get tickets to Love on Tour. However once ONO was announced, she and her friend Auden decided they’d try their luck at getting in.
Y/n didn’t want to share the information with Harry because she didn’t want it to seem like she was casually inserting it into a conversation in an attempt to get some sort of special treatment. The likelihood that she would get special treatment was low but y/n didn’t want there to be any sort of misunderstanding between what she was saying and how Harry inferred the message.
Y/n wasn’t nearly as well known as Harry, but even just being semi-popular on the music side of social media y/n had incidents where she thought that someone was truly trying to become friends or mutuals with her, but they just wanted to use her. Y/n was quick to shut those down and was thankful for the close group of friends she had but it still hurt a bit. She’s sure that it’s even more intense being extremely well known.
It was a warm day in New York, which meant the garbage that was collecting on the corners and hidden pockets of the streets were beginning to cook and everything stunk. It was one of the most unpleasant things y/n had to get accustomed to when she moved into her flat at NYU. Maybe accustomed is too generous of a word because nearly 5 years later she still dreaded the New York summers for that exact reason. She had not grown accustomed to the stench. 
Thankfully, she was in Washington Square Park, where the stench couldn’t be smelled through the foliage wrapping around one of the few green spaces in the city. It also happened to be a short three minute walk away from the Steinhardt building where the summer Music Theory class was taking place and she needed to be there in an hour which meant y/n had ample time to do nothing. She stopped by her favorite food stand to grab a sandwich before teaching and was now sitting on a bench hidden away between four large trees. Pulling out her phone, y/n propped it up using her book bag as a wall against the other side of the bench so her phone didn’t fall. She turned the phone to the front facing camera and started to record.
“Hey guys!” She began, “I’m currently waiting to head to class, I’m a teaching assistant for half of the summer. But before I head inside I decided to stop and grab one of my favorite sandwiches.” She lifted the food showing the thin aluminum wrapping holding the whole thing together. 
“I got some comments asking if I could do an ‘eat with me’ video so I decided that’s what I’m going to do! So let’s all get our snacks or meals and eat together.” Y/n smiled at the camera and took a bite, chewing before she spoke again. “There’s nothing really new going on with me, however I do have a fun little show coming up later this week. I believe the fee is $15 and it’s located in Brooklyn. I'll post more information over on my Instagram later today, so look out for that!”
Y/n finished up the small video and talked briefly about food but didn’t want that to be the main topic so she mostly focused on new music and school. Discussing what it was like to be a music student and trying to make as much music as possible while staying true to your preferences and own sound. 
Y/n stood up, stretching her stiff muscles from sitting in the same position for a while. Why do I feel so old and yet I’m only in my mid-twenties? Rotating her torso there was a loud pop followed by a crack. 
“Oh gosh,” she said, putting both hands on the small of her back, “I really am a babushka.” 
Checking the hour y/n realized there wasn’t much time left before the class began and decided to head over. She also checked Instagram… just to see if she had any notifications. General ones of course, definitely not messages from a famous singer. However, much to her (pleasant) surprise, she actually did have a message from Harry. Except it didn’t make any sense.
Direct Message harrystyles
Experimental indie
excuse me?
Experimental indie
yes, i got that part. i just don’t know what that means
The other day you mentioned that you weren’t exactly sure what genre of music you’d fall under So I did some research
you did research?
You sound surprised.
i’m just curious as to how you did research to find what genre i make
Ask me
How exactly did you go about your research?
I’m glad you asked
typing...
oh boy, here we go
typing...
Y/n was caught off guard with his sudden enthusiasm and interest about what genre of music she created. Although, she distinctly remembered a conversation from a day or two ago because it was when she truly started to feel like they were moving from casual acquaintances to actual friends (though she wouldn’t dare ask for any sort of verification).
Harry and y/n had been talking about what inspired his shift from exclusively pop music to a wider variety such as soft rock and indie rock, and even a (tiny) bit of metal. Y/n then made a passing comment about how she viewed her music as if it was out in limbo, an undecided and uncertain state of existence. To y/n she felt as if her music wasn’t quite good enough for alternative or folk but not exactly indie either. She had planned to continue asking him about his process in deciding what tone he wanted for HS1, but Harry latched onto her previous comment.
To y/n it seemed to be a casual, throwaway, statement, expecting it to be brushed over. But Harry viewed it differently. He explained that it sounded almost like she was trying to downplay her writing and producing abilities in order to distance herself from where she deserved to be. At first his comment confused her, y/n wasn’t exactly sure where he had gotten the idea that she was trying to minimize her musical talent but as he went on she realized he struck a fairly personal chord. Harry explained that ever since they started talking y/n made it a point to mention that what she’s been doing isn’t anything special and in their very first conversation she said that making music while in music school wasn’t anything noteworthy. His rebuttal was that she literally made a “whole ass album” while still producing other music for her classes.
“Imposter syndrome’s a bitch, but you deserve the space you’ve made for yourself in this profession.” He sent.
When y/n read that message the first time it made her stop in her tracks. To be told something that meaningful from someone who not only had their foot in the door but their whole body, was a feeling of proudness and acceptance she couldn’t accurately describe. Not that her imposter syndrome was magically gone because someone told her that she deserves her spot, but it was incredibly kind of Harry to say.
Harry still hadn’t responded even as she reached the doors to the building, which meant he either got distracted — which happened a lot — or it was going to be a long message. So she turned off her phone and tried to push the anxiety of whatever message she would receive to the back of her head, knowing it wouldn’t do her any good if she kept thinking about it.
There weren’t many people in the class, mainly because it was the summer and it was primarily filled with students who failed the course the first time they took it or had just transferred to NYU and needed the class credit. Auden, the friend who y/n was planning on going to ONO with, was actually in the class. She fell under the “failed the first time” category. Y/n had actually attempted to help Auden with the theory homework when she was taking the class the first time, however that proved to be futile as they tended to goof off instead of actually working. But this time was different, it had to be. Y/n was a student teacher now and needed to stay focused, even if one of her best friends was in the class. She also needed to stay focused and not let the reality of Harry Styles messaging her sink in. She’d have time to gossip with Auden after the class.
Music Theory III was an upper level course which covered the study of recent approaches to tonal and nontonal musical analysis, with an emphasis on familiarity with styles, nomenclature and appropriate graphic techniques. Which was definitely not a conversation starter. It was more of a conversation ender. Unfortunately it was a required class one had to take if they were wanting to graduate. The class ended and y/n only had to reprimand Auden once for talking, as if she was still twelve years old. But, the class was over which meant y/n and Auden could head out together as friends, not as teacher and student.
They ended up at a café that sold overpriced mediocre coffee. Auden and y/n opted to sit inside as to get away from the smell of the streets and instead be surrounded by the smell of freshly brewed coffee and the chatter of people. Y/n decided that maybe it was time to tell one of her best friends that she had been talking to Harry Styles for almost a week. But y/n was unsure how to go about it. Would it be invasive to his privacy? Would it seem like bragging?
“What’s up?” Auden said, breaking y/n’s endless what if’s, “you’re making that face you do when you want to say something but are too nervous to actually say it.”
“Gosh I hate how well you know me.” Y/n responded, rubbing her hands over her face before peering back up to her friend. “So, someone famous messaged me on Instagram about my music and we’ve been chatting on and off for almost a week now.” Y/n took a sip of her coffee, grimacing at the taste before she set it back down, waiting for Auden’s response. 
“Hmm may I ask who or is it a ‘do not disclose?” She questioned.
“Um, I think it’s okay to ask,” y/n paused, debating once again before she continued. “It’s a male singer who’s really popular.”
“Is this a guessing game or are you gonna say who it is?” Auden wasn’t necessarily growing impatient, she knew how y/n got when she wasn’t quite sure if she should say something or not, but it had Auden on the edge of her seat waiting for whoever’s name was about to be dropped.
Leaning across the table to get closer to her friend, y/n spoke, “it’s Harry Styles…” the name was barely above a whisper. Just loud enough for the girl across from her to hear but not loud enough for anyone else to listen in. 
“Oh my gosh…” Auden leaned back in her chair, eyes wide. “And you’re now just telling me this?” She asked incredulously. 
“Would it help if I also said that you’re the only person I’ve told?” Y/n added, voice pitching up at the last couple of words. 
“Hmph,” Auden leaned forward to her original spot squinting at y/n, looking over her face for any sign of a lie. She decided her friend wasn’t lying and accepted the additional information. “Yes, yes it would.” 
“That’s it?” Y/n asked. “No freaking out? No keyboard smash? Nothing?”
“Oh don’t let this demeanor fool you,” she said waving her hand over her face, “when we get back to your apartment I’m going to freak the fuck out while berating you over all of the details you’re willing to share.” The comment made y/n smile, she was happy that someone else was in on the secret. Especially Auden, her best friend for the past 5 years. 
Just as y/n was about to say something a buzz came through her phone, rattling the glasses on the table. She smiled as she saw the preview of the notification.
Instagram harrystyles So, this is a long message and I also got distracted. Hopefully you didn’t think I left you on read. Anyway I realized that…
Looking up from her phone she was met with Auden looking directly at her, wiggling her eyebrows as she did. “Speak of the devil and he comes calling.” 
Y/n chuckled, “let’s go back to my place and we’ll read the message together. Sound good?”
Her friend's eyes sparkled at the subtle implication of getting to know the details of y/n’s and Harry’s conversation. 
“That sounds absolutely wonderful. Let’s go my darling,” Auden stood up, arm pushed outwards waiting for y/n to loop hers through. Y/n did so without needing further instruction and they headed out the door, both giddy to read the message.
location: Baby’s All Right, Brooklyn NY
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areyoulistening if you saw my tiktok today you’ll know that i mentioned i’ll be playing a show soon! it’s on june 18th down in brooklyn. parking is free (thank gosh) and entry is $15. those 21 and older will get a wristband at the door. maximum capacity is 250! i hope to see you guys there :)
auden.png My little baby is growing up
↳ areyoulistening bitch i’m older than you
y/nupdates She’s not gonna be our little secret anymore
oliviarodrigo I’ll be cheering you on from California!
Author’s end note: can you guys tell that my university major makes me do a lot of graphic design work?
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Can I get uuuuuh... *looks at the menu board* "if even half of that blood is yours, you need to sit down right now" with Nero being the one that needs to sit his dumb ass down? Thnx ilu
Me? Injuring Nero??? It's my brand
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“The boy is taking too long,” Vergil said from where he stood at the window.
“Yea, yea, kid always takes his sweet time,” Dante said around a mouthful of pizza. He flipped the page of his magazine. “So hard to find reliable help these days.”
“He should be back by now. I’m going to-” Vergil said, starting for the door.
“You’re going to stay right there,” Dante said, pointing his pizza slice at Vergil threateningly. “You’ll bruise his ego if you go showing up to play hero, and then I’ll never hear the end of it.” At Vergil’s look, Dante shrugged. “He can handle himself, Vergil. He certainly handled himself fine when he was kicking your ass.”
“He did nothing of the sort. I was still capable of fighting,” Vergil said tightly.
“Sure, sure. I mean it, though. He’s still learning, but he’s fine on his own. You don’t have to worry about him so much.” Dante grinned as his words seemed to fluster Vergil. “Yea, right, it hurts your cold exterior aesthetic when I point out you care. My bad.”
“You’re insufferable,” Vergil informed him, and turned back to look out the window. 
Nero had been gone a bit longer than Dante had anticipated, but he tried not to worry about it. It was a tougher job, but he wouldn’t have sent Nero out if he didn’t think the kid was capable. Besides, now Nero could come in here and brag to Vergil how he’d handled it on his own. 
“Here he comes,” Vergil said. 
His voice was as cool and controlled as always, but Dante saw the faintest slump of Vergil’s shoulder as some of the tension left him. Dante had been forcing Vergil to work with Nero in the hopes of reconciling the two, and it was slow work but finally showing some progress. 
The door opened and Nero came in, a cloak wrapped around himself. He seemed unable to stay still, pacing back and forth.
“It’s dead,” he announced. “A little collateral damage, but just buildings and land, no people. Listen, I don’t think it was working alone. I think there might be another. We should-”
“Slow down, kid,” Dante said. He squinted. “Is it raining out? Are you getting my floor wet, you little asshole?”
Vergil’s jaw tightened so fast that Dante realized what it was before he even spoke. “That’s not water. It’s blood.”
Nero continued pacing, seeming to barely hear them. “It went after some kids. I got them away safely, but if there’s another, we need to find it before it goes after anyone else.”
Dante realized the dark spot on the cloak he’d mistaken as a shadow was actually blood soaking through. Vergil noticed it too.
“If even half of that blood is yours, you need to sit down right now,” Vergil said.
“I’m fine,” Nero insisted. 
“You’re hyped off adrenaline and bleeding profusely on the floor. You are not fine,” Vergil said, forcibly stopping Nero and yanking the cloak off him.
Dante winced in sympathy. A twisted scrap of steel protruded from Nero’s abdomen, blood leaking steadily down from the wound.
“You just left that in you,” Vergil said dryly.
“Thought I’d pass out from blood loss if I didn’t,” Nero said dismissively. “Will you two listen to me already? We’ve got to get moving.”
“Moving to the couch before your stupidity kills you? I agree,” Vergil said, dragging Nero over to it and pushing him down. 
Nero looked down at his own injury. “Well I just- oh, oh yea. Yea, that looks a lot worse than I thought.” 
“And when the adrenaline wears off, it’ll feel a lot worse too,” Dante said.
“Not helping,” Vergil said. “Go get a medical kit so we can treat his wound.”
Dante did just that, hurrying it over to Vergil. Dante grabbed Nero’s shoulders and eased him back as Vergil got a good grip on the scrap.
“On three. One-” Dante started.
Vergil yanked it out and Nero cried out in pain, hunching over his wound. Dante pat his shoulder.
“Well, I always was better at counting,” Dante said.
Vergil pushed Nero back and Dante caught his shoulders again. Vergil thoroughly cleaned the wound, ignoring Nero’s pained grunts and groan. He wrapped it and shoved Nero onto his side.
“You’ll stay here while we go handle the rest,” Vergil said. 
“Like hell,” Nero ground out, trying to sit up. “There could be kids in danger.”
“And we’ll take care of it.” Vergil pushed him back down. “You did your part. Rest. You’re in no shape to help us. Don’t be foolish, Nero. You’ll only get in the way in your condition.”
“He gets the point,” Dante whispered to his brother. “And if you throw it in his face again, he’ll hold a grudge forever. Seriously, god forbid I ever live down the ‘deadweight’ thing.” 
Vergil ignored him, locked in a stare-down with Nero. Vergil was going to win, if only because Nero was clearly on the verge of passing out from blood loss. He was putting up an admirable fight, at least.
“Nero, trust us to handle it from here,” Vergil said, looking ready to knock Nero out if the blood loss didn’t do the job fast enough.
Nero stared him down for another long moment before actually lying back. “Fine. But…” He gently touched his wound and winced. “But only because if I make a mistake in my condition, someone could get killed. I’m counting on you two.”
He laid back and closed his eyes. His face was alarmingly pale now, blood already start to soak through his bandages a little.
“He’ll be fine. He heals fast enough that the pressure on the wound will keep him alive,” Dante said, tugging Vergil away because he looked like he was going to fuss over the kid. “He doesn’t want us to baby him. He wants us to do our jobs.”
“I was not going to baby a grown man,” Vergil said indignantly. “He can look after himself. He clearly got himself into that mess in the first place.”
“Uh-huh, you definitely weren’t worried or anything,” Dante said, grinning at Vergil’s glare. “C’mon, brother. Let’s go do the kid proud. Can’t have him showing us both up, can we?”
“Both of you are insufferable. He needs to survive that injury so I can make that clear to him,” Vergil grumbled, but followed after Dante.
Dante let it slide, for now. How could he possibly pick on a worried father?
“You’re grinning like an idiot. Stop whatever you’re thinking,” Vergil said.
“Just that you’re a shitty father, but you do care for that little bastard.”
Vergil hit him for that, but it was absolutely worth it to speak the truth.
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I'm wondering if at some point you'll be up for sharing your full detailed plans for your biomes once they're each done? No worries if you don't want to, it's too much effort or whatever. I just think it'd be super cool to see! (Extra bonus points if there's a bit of a map. Maps are cool!)
So this feels like a fun way to announce a little project I'm working on, and that some lovely folks voted to influence the debut of:
I'm working on a zine!
It's going to involve sharing the plant guilds I'm creating, along with the relevant background information on each plant within the guild, instructions on one type of functional use of the plant, knowledge about how and why one plans and executes a plant guild, etc!
Basically, I figured it'd be a fun and helpful way for me to absorb the information I need about my Food Forest, plan and design it, and execute those plans, and also make that knowledge pleasantly available to others. I figure as the Food Forest develops, I can create additional Zines or adapt the existing Zine to continue to document and share the progress with folks who are interested in learning more about how, why, what, where, when, and all the rest.
It should be a really interesting process, because I expect for a lot of the work to be theoretical for a while, then work-away-from-home for another while, and then finally we'll fully integrate human living into the food forest. That ought to bring layers to how we approach it.
Either way, if you would like to receive announcements about the Zine as I begin organizing and sending out my research, laying out and illustrating the first issue of the Zine, and (yay!) release the debut issue, please fill out the following survey with your preferred contact information:
I've probably fucked myself for getting views via the tags by putting links in here, so lend a hand and reblog ifn you think this is something you or someone you know might be interested in I guess 😆
Me and the wife have been dreaming about this for a long time, you know? Come live our queer dreams with us, they are many and soft, and it's kind of nice to learn how to prepare marigolds and dandelions and corn meal and goat cheese into a vegetable and cheese empanada.
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Interesting Announcement!
Details below!
Okay. So here's the deal. I recently found out that long time Tumblr blogger @dangara2610 is leaving the site. (Because of life. You know how things are sometimes.) Since she won't have time to write anymore fic's, she is giving out her ideas to anyone who wants to pick them and make something out of them.
So I was looking through them and found this one that caught my eye. It's a Vat7k AU in whick Hugo has serious blindness causing health issue and he eventually loses his sight. The story follows him as he tries to navigate life with his friends and his new disability. As well as eventually ending up at a Christian hospice/orphanage, where he learns a little bit about faith, miracles, and even God.
It stuck out to me so much, since was one of the first Vat7k AUs I'd seen that had Christian elements. And also had the team in a healthy loving relationship. It was just so beautiful! @dangara2610 outlined the full plot in the four links below. I asked her if she'd mind me picking it and fleshing it out and she said "Yes!" (Also, she is a lovely person and you should totally say Hi before she leaves. She's just so sweet and kind.)
Anyway, that's what going on. I probably won't start this fic for awhile, since I have another really long fic I'm working on currently. The Journey's Just Begun.
So yeah! There's the big news! I hope you guys will enjoy it when it does come to fruitation. And hopefully @dangara2610 will like it as well!😊
(P.S. The first link is at the bottom. I messed up while setting this up. 😅 So, if you want to read the summaries, start at the bottom.)
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